Sunday, August 06, 2006

- reality check - is sunday alreadi!!! tats like so fast...

Fri
because huixian ezlink card had got no money left...we had to walk to some lock kok(run-down) mall for lunch...we had happie meal at mac...erm...yea...n like e term suggests 'happie meal', we were realli happie after eatin it...hahax!! =)) n i started crappin n tokin rubbish...which resulted in huixian n my laogong luffin non-stop...went back mj...had chem lecture...n went back to zhss....my laogong was realli nice to pei me back...yep...n i went back just to take e receipts n journal frm e treasurer lar...argh...n her attitude is horrible...shall not sae much...brought my laogong a tour ard zhss...hahax...compared to anglican high sch...zhonghua appear to be soooo small...but anywae...she commented zhonghua got nice art....hehex...

received a msg frm my sis...so i went to accompany her for dinner...cheer up sister!!! there are certain things tat cant be controlled by us...since u had done ur best n put in ur effort...u shouldnt be too upset le...mux be optimistic!! yea? =))

n yep...went home after tat...pokka wasnt in sch todae...he mux be sick....but stupid cheryl keep insistin he mux had pon sch to pei his gf....which obviously isnt true okie!!

sundae
okie..tats todae...n yep...revised thru my chem....n did nth else...ZzZzZ...i go ivle check my chem tys ans first...update later...

Friday, August 04, 2006

for once im still awake at this kinda time...hahax...n ive finished my EOM!!! finally....

hmm...so i had netball training on wed....n i actually gave up e trip to pulau tekong!!! ahh....i wan to sit on e boat!!! n i want to go see e BMT thingy...think it stands for basic military trainin or smth liddat... n is like....not anyone can enter anytime they like...n i actually gave up e opportunity due to netball training n chem spa trial!!! sniff!! oh well..nvm...i was tellin huixian next time when we get married...give birth to a son and we can go pulau tekong...otherwise find a bf before he enters ns...hahax...=))

but anywae...maybe it was a good thing tat i didnt went tekong...cox netball training was fun! hehex...guess it was e toughest training we had so far...did suicides...60 crunches...40 push ups...run ard e track...court work...practise passes...n because quite a few gurls went tekong n some sick...there were lack of players...so we just stayed on court...n played like non-stop....to e extent tat corrin n siti made a pact not to run for e ball anymore...hahax...!

n yep...im goin to be loaded wif all e st john stuff again!! wonder if that is good or bad...sir ben send me like a whole lot of files...is back to secretary daes again!! sniff...

n yesh...huixian actually heard my sg sings!!! ahhhh....if only i was there....bet he sings realli well...green rox!!! pokka rox!!!

okie...im sleepy....off to bed....nitex....

Monday, July 31, 2006

whenever i read my previous post....i laugh at it once...e more i look at it...e more i laugh....how retard can a person can?? ahhh!! okie...im goin pretty crazy now...

okie...is time i get back to reality again...

so tomolo is e start of a new week again...so wad haf i done for my weekend??? ans: spent slackin it!! gosh...promos is cumin soon n i still got e time to slack...sigh! but i just simply cant find e mood to study...ahhhh....=x

alright...i must start to mug frm tomolo onwards!!!

netball trainin tomolo!! yay!!! i realised netball gurls are goin all crazy over soccer guys...(im e exception)...durin trainings u will see e gurls starin hard at e field...n sceamin n shoutin e moment they see sum shuai ge....eeeerrrr..... n bondin sessions for netball gurls were toks abt guys n more guys n more more guys....more eeeeerrrrrs....alamak...=x so all i could sae was...'yayaya...tat one shuai....not bad lar' otherwise would be 'huh...who's tat...shuai meh?'

oh ya..i need to clarify smth....to all MERIDIANS J1: im not tat koh see hui in 06s213!!! stop tellin me tat my eom was used as e model for e j1s when i haven even hand up my eom lar....

Saturday, July 29, 2006

---- HIGHLIGHTs OF THE WEEK ----

1. I LOVE POKKA GREEN TEA!!!! =)))))))
contradiction eh? for those who know me...shld know tat i dun exactly like green tea...
oh my goodness!!! i did e most retarded thing ever....tat dae after maths lecture...i was walkin down e stairs to e exit...n so i saw my sg...n yesh! sg was walkin beside me...n guess wad my laogong was tryin to do??

laogong: *nudge me to sg*
c hwee: "stupid cheryl!!!!!!"
sg: *stared at both of us*
c hwee: *quickly walked away*
laogong: *attempted to walk slower*
c hwee: *turn behind to look for laogong but saw sg instead*
zzzzzz~~~~ahhhh!!!!
c hwee: *got electrocuted*
laogong: *giggles*

yesh..tats abt it...is okie if u dun get it...hehex...=))))

2. i saw my laogong's laogong on teevee...he's so shuai!!!( im forced by my laogong to type this) *shrugged*

3. totally pissed off with someone....argh!!! u think u big u win arh...

4. oh ya...im called DOTS now...cool yea?

mux be wonderin y my post todae so rubbish yea...hahax...but well...is okie to haf rubbish post once in a blue moon...hahax...=)))

oh ya...received an email frm my frenx...and i thought e horoscope thingy was so true...

LEO WOMAN
She will stand out of the crowd on the street. Leo woman normally tall or rather tall. You will hardly see a short thick woman. When she walks she walk like a queen, confident and does not look around, though as if there is no one around her.

She will dress in her own style not according to fashion. She is confident of what she choose to wear. Do not buy cheap cloths where they sell in dozen for her as a gift, she will hate it. Also do not buy cloths that do not reflect her confident personality.

She likes unique and strange cloths and accessories. Being different is what she loves.
If you want to know her, take times and be patient because she is selective about people she mingles with. (this is pretty true...hehex...)

She's open minded, but yet she is not letting people get to close to her easily.
She likes sweet words and compliments, but not too much. She smiles with anyone, but inside she thinks she is borne to be a leader. She likes to be in control because it is in her nature instinct.

She is a graceful woman , and she has a magnetic charisma, so expect tough competition. She is a very proud person, so do not do anything to challenge her confident. She can be mad and act like a hurricane, and later can be like an innocent kitten, but do not fall for her O.K. (hahax..tat sounds pretty familiar...hahax...)

She remembers everything and likes to cherish her sweet memory, so if you find her old photo albums with her ex-boyfriend or love letters that will make you puke, take it easy.( maybe?? but thx goodness i dunhaf a photo album...perhaps tat explains y i refuse to take photos) She is keeping her sweet memory does not mean she still in love with the old fool, so you do not have to panic.

She will have many guys run after her, so if you have advantage of a good background family, or a famous last name, a successful career then it's a plus.

She hates to be poor and she thinks love will not pay bills. (dun quite get it)

She is a sport type and love sports. (yesh! i love netball)

If you want to date her, prepare to spend big bugs, for your first dinner with her can not be a hot dog stand, but better be the best place in town.(this aint true at all...i think eatin at hotdog stand is such a romantic thing to do!!)

Being poor or broke make her depress. (slightly)

If you do not have lots of money, be creative and make your own gift for her. It's unique quality and times spending making it for her is a big deal. (definitely true!!! dun u think is so sweet of someone to make something for u??) You can think economical, but do not be cheap.

--go green--the green man is flashing--green trees--green grass--green hairtie--green signposts--greenie!!!

Monday, July 24, 2006

todae big walk is indeed a BIG walk lar...initially heard dunnoe who in e class sae will be a 10km walk..but it ended up like 1.0km??? dots lar!! alamak...make me wake up so early to walk one round ard e park at marina there...ZzZzZ...cant they plan a longer distance so our trip there will be more worthwhile? but well...guess we ended up takin photos instead...n headed to bugis mac for breakfast...n yes...i met zhen yew there...e victoria guy...n suprisin we still recognise each other...n yes pearly...we have similar mothers...hahax...typical mothers in spore...anywae...we headed to arcade to play...or rather e guys wanted to play...so we just tagged along...see e clifford e pro drivin e car...wenyuen e shooter busy killin e enemies...

to someone who participated in e SMRT challenge:
sorrie!!! guess u noe wad i meant yea?

n e gurls proceeded for window shoppin! i bet we walked 10km ard e mall...rite laogong n huixian? n ya...im so in LOVE with GREEN!!!!!!!!!!!! n laogong!!! how could u promote my SG to other ppl!!!! hmph!!! =x

Sunday, July 23, 2006

just realised i haven been touchin e com for 5 days...tat sounded long...hahax...

e highlight of e week was proudly contributed by FIONA LEE...
she's super furnie...cox we had maths lecture tat dae...n before e lecture started...she was still tellin me she was hungry...e lecture went on...n suddenly...i heard someone's stomach growlin...n its like from soft to loud...and it was for a prolonged period....n i started giggling...before i knew it...all those sittin at my row n e row in front were gigglin also...i looked at cheryl n asked her who was it...n e moment she said fiona...i almost burst out luffin...n she was super paiseh cos she didnt realised e sound came frm her stomach until awhile after...hahax!!! n tat led me...cheryl n huixian to laugh non stop while walkin from e LT to e classroom...=P there's still more...like how she misread sigma n pi(pie) bond as sigma and pi(pea) bond...n yada yada....

netball trainin is gettin tougher as e competition is gettin nearer...n it so happen to fall on 19 aug...hahax...n yes...im trainin hard too...n im gettin to noe more of e gurls better...=) n yes...im startin to love netball...hahax! sometimes..things are so weird..is either u got nth to do at all durin a period of time...or things started to jam up...tat time netball trainin was only once a week...n trainin wasnt exactly tat tough...st john wasnt of too much a problem...n sch work was alright...but all of a sudden...netball trainin become twice a week...n sometimes trainin ended at 8pm...and sir ben just called me recently n asked me to take over all his admin stuff as he goin for ns which means i gotta keep track n check all e term report..year end report...nominal rolls...bf forms...public duty files...cpb files.....n more...n promos is cumin in 2mths time...n i gotta revise my work...eeeeww...alright..so now is e time to haf a better time managment before i screw my promos n tats it...

anywae...ended sch at 12.05pm yesterdae...but had this chocolate fondue party in sch at 2pm...n everyone had to go...so i accompanied my laogong home to print her sj stuff first before returnin to sch for e fondue party...n yes! my laogong house is super nice lar...nice environment...nice deco...nice temptin swimmin pool...n we drank white wine + sprite in this wine glass...hahax! n apparently...i couldnt taste e white wine at all...watched teevee...ate some chips...left house ard 1plus...n i was so kind to help her carry her bag as she was complainin how heavy it was...anywae...e chocolate fondue party was a big flop i think...not much of atmosphere...n it was more of bondin wif own frenx rather than bondin e whole atlas house...n wad is a chocolate party without chocolate? didnt stay for long...ate some strawberries n marshmallows...n i headed home...my headache was killin me...

oh ya....im goin for a BIG WALK tomolo!!! this is cool...but is 10km....tats like a distance frm macRitchie to bukit timah hill lar...but nvm...i'll burn off fats!! n this walk is organised by the children's society...a walk for those children...so is a meaningful walk...=)

alright...tats abt it...i'll stop here for now...gotta go do my phy...update when im free again...


Monday, July 17, 2006

i admit im disappointed wif e faq team...they had all their facts wif em...but still...they didnt win...but i guess e process means much more than gettin e trophy...perhaps i could had put in more effort n guide em thru...just felt tat i could had help em alot more in a way or another...but i guess wads over is over...to the faq team: im proud of u guys!

anywae...went back to mj in e afternoon after the faq for tile painting...pretty interestin! get to design ur own tile...n sell em durin ndp for charity purpose...meaningful yea? anywae...was wif my laogong...fiona..n huixian...as usual...we crapped thru...hahax...n my laogong keep sayin my art is lousy...hmph!!! fine lor...wad kind of laogong is this...btw...my sis commented tat e tile wif all e 'guai shou' and earth veri nice okie...started raining in e midst of doin our tiles...n tat triggers huixian n cheryl to sing! n they sing like some oldies song...duh...n ended up makin everyone luff...=x left for home ard 4 plus...hahax...n e security uncle taught me how to open e gate!! hahax..tats like so furnie lar...i kept pullin n pushin e gate...but i just cant open it...then e security uncle came and said ' girl, there's a trick to it' and he pushed e main gate slightly...and opened e small gate for me...hahax...oh well..so much for e dae...

anywae...im home alone now...could had gone to my ah ma hse...but just received a msg frm waiyin...sayin ms ng wanted us to complete e tutorial...argh...i seriously dun realli like this chem tutor...she like so...indecisive...inefficient...inexperienced...i wan MR SUNG back!!!!! oh well..since i had to do my work..might as well just stay home...go my ah ma hse next week hao le...ahhhh...im stonin at home!!! ZzZz...haven realli been revisin my work this weekend...haixx...gotta buck up le!!! anywae...im so excited tomolo!! hahax...cox got pe lesson...got netball training...n is cheryl's crazy day!

Thursday, July 13, 2006

im back!!! gosh! super tiring...had netball training todae...n ive finally mastered e footwork...hahax...oh ya oh ya...e sch team is back! hahax...initially they didnt wan to form sch team...but now...e teacher sort of agree...n so...e netball gurls will be training for tournament =)

didnt make it to my sis grad ceremony yesterdae...sniff!! but still managed to take many photos wif her in her graduation robe...hahax...she looks so cute wif e square square hat( si fang mao i meant)...is like u study for like 16 years before u get to put on e robe? just knew tat my sis was super happie yesterdae...just kept smilin n smiling...n even agreein to take retarded photos wif us(she usually refused to)...but i heard one person in her faculty kinda didnt make it...as in he graduated thou...but aint allow to be called on to e bar...erm...which mean tat before u can be a fully qualified lawyer...u first haf to be permitted by the judge...smth like tat...so e poor guy didnt make it thou...which means he studied for e past few years in vain...n so it made me ponder...wad if u work so hard n studied for e past dunnoe how many years...n suddenly u decided to screw ur final paper n everything went down e drain...n most imptly... u pay e school fees for nth...=X

errr...update another time...go help my mum cook...

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

ahhh...this is so irritatin...e econs teacher wan us to go e-learnin n read up on market failure before the tutorial tomolo...but i just cant open e file...ZzZz....so aint my problem tat i didnt read up on market failure before hand....*shrugged*

anywae...todae is MONDAY...wad a long week ahead...ZzZ...but nonetheless...i was luffin e entire dae due to cheryl's craze...was discussin wif fiona...whether we will get thinner if we luff more...hmm...maybe...=p stayed back after sch todae wif cheryl..fiona..n huixian...n it was super productive...finished my chem homework...MI tutorial...*grinx* =)

hmm...this is goin to be so excitin...my sis gonna haf her graduatin ceremony tomolo at nus...ahhhh....im so happie for her....she's graduatin n she's not gonna study for her entire life!!! jealous!!!but i wonder whether i could get there in time...pasir ris to clementi sounds far...=X

sometimes i realli wonder whether im realli alright...it had been 5mths...but e moment i thought abt it again...i cry...i noe it sounds silly...but how can a short 5mths be compared to smth tat lasted so long n expectin myself to forget abt it n move on...i noe he would had recovered like donkey years ago...but im still strugglin...stoppin myself frm thinkin abt it...makin myself occupied every single min...stoppin myself frm droppin a single drop of tears...n repeatedly tellin myself im strong...n i'll be fine...i mean..these methods work well...but does it realli mean im okay...or am i just plain covering my wound tat would otherwise be left open?without treatin it? am i forced to be what i am?

Sunday, July 09, 2006

so here's e photos i said i would upload long ago...hehex...=D

spot me in e photo!!!


4/5 of e guys and 1/5 of e gurls of O6S212...
realise this photo is interestin....taken without any of us noticin..well maybe except zhirong...hahax...huixian busy smsin...im busy cleanin my specs...n my laogong dunnoe wad she doin wif her weird facial expression...

anywae...so much for e photos...still got alot actually...but e com abit slow in uploadin photos...anywae...got back my mid year papers...rubbish results!! eeeewww....nth more to sae...is far frm wad i expected...so much for muggin so hard...=X

oh ya...i've been complainin y i didnt get any tickets to watch e ndp...n yet i turned it down when sir ben offered me e tickets to watch e rehearsal...ZzZzZ...guess it was abit too last min...hmm...piggin at home todae...attempted to do phy tutorial...but my brain too lazy to think...so ended up watch teevee...smth tat doesnt require any brain cells...hahax...help my mama bake cake in e evenin...so tirin...keep stirin n stirin n stirin...tryin to get e sugar to melt in e butter...n stir summore when e eggs were added in...n stir more when e flour were added...ZzZz...okie...i'll update another time...im goin to eat e cake!!!

Saturday, July 08, 2006

hehex...went to yiching hse yesterdae for bbq!! it was sum sort of a farewell thingy...cox yiching n tingxuan goin to fly back to australia e next dae...met e2 ppl at serangoon interchange n we took a bus down to yiching house...tingxuan n yiching had alreadi started bbqing...n we were all too busy attackin e food....hahax....sat there...n tok n tok...and as usual...jerald n mitchell came up wif some furnie lame games and songs...hahax...so miss e days in 4e2 when everyone would just luff at e furnie lyrics tat jerald or mitchell made up...

anywae...stayed there till ard 9plus...n went home...super tired...i mux had luff too much...in sch n durin e bbq...hardly feel like tokin when i reach home...=x i shall stop here...im abit lazy to update further...

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

im back again to update....this is weird...just when sch reopens tomolo...i suddenly wan to use e com like so desperately...so wad haf i been doin when i kept complainin i got nth to do at home for e past few daes...hmm....*shrugged*

anywae...todae was out...supposedly for a class outin wif s212...but well...do u call 9ppl a class outin...hahax...but nonetheless...we had fun lar...thx zhirong!! maybe e next outin will haf more ppl yea? hahax....=)

oh ya..todae's outin was cyclin at pasir ris park...hahax..wad an interestin outin yea? but well...cycled for 2hrs...i was cyclin wif cheryl...hahax...we took a double one...cox my dear laogong doesnt noe how to cycle...but anywae...it was so much fun cyclin doubles...cox got someone to tok to when u cycle...n scream wif u when u go downhill...hahax...but one bad thing is tat i cant u-turn...alwaes ended up goin one big round...dots. =x

n so we cycle n cycle...take photos n more photos...

went for lunch at tampines...walked ard century square...e gurls were busy lookin for ear rings...while e poor guys simply refused to step into e shop....cox they sae it is only meant for gurls...alamak...=x n so they stood outside e shops...shops after shops...hahax...=p n we went to take neoprints...hahax..bet it was cheryl's favourite...came all e way back to meet us again just to take e neoprints...but sadly...zhirong n iyzan aint there...but anywae...we took plenty of photos todae...will upload it in my next entry...=)

oh ya oh ya...i went swimmin wif my cousin yesterdae...n she huh....make me wait for like 1hr!!!! 1hr outside e swimmin complex all alone!!! she best sia...we are suppose to meet at 10.30am n she overslept n woke up at 10.30am instead....n e furnie thing was...when she reached..she called me n asked me where i was....i told her i was outside e entrance...n i continued, 'we are meetin at yio chu kang there yea?' n she said...' wad??! i thought we sae toa payoh??' gosh! seems like i haven woke up yet...im so sotong...actually got e wrong place....but anywae..since she made me wait for so long....she made e trip down to yio chu kang instead...n it was like 12.15pm when we finally got ourselves into e pool....almost got cooked in there.... =x or rather...im cooked!



Saturday, July 01, 2006

REJOICE!!!! cox is st john's dae todae!!! hahax....how exciting!! wanted to go back in e afternoon initially...but yea...i mux realli sae a big THANKEW to sir ben man...for causin me to wake up at 5.45am...as he sent me a msg just last night n demandin me to be in zhonghua by 7.20am...this is so nice of him...n even nicer of him not to give me a lift to sch...wads e pt in gettin a drivin license when u dun drive? oh well...anywae...reached zhonghua right on e dot at 7.20am...met up wif jackie...n i became e photographer gurl...just busy snappin photos..n more photos..n more more photos...n e parade ended at 8.20am...decided to just stay in sch since i came all e way frm punggol to serangoon....n yep...qingjun offer another movie screenin...called 40 year old virgin...is erm...well...a movie full of vulgarites...n lots of sexual talks here n there...it shldnt be m18...it shld be rated as r21...eeeew...anywae...didnt finish watchin it...kinda grossed out after awhile...went walkin ard e sch wif jenny...n as usual...jenny loves scratchin her legs...=x

n yea...guess who i saw...TOH TING XUAN and LEE YI CHING....gasp! i was abit slow actually...i was walkin down e canteen..n tingxuan was just standin there...starin at me...n i didnt realise it at all...n for a moment when i knew it was her...i got abit shocked...n e next moment...came a big big hug...it was so nice seein her again...i'll nva forget how disgustin we were when we ate at mr bean...hahax...! =) okie..this is onli between us...shhh...n yep...saw yi ching as well...didnt exactly noe how to react either...i sae a hi...n gave a big hug...hehehex...=)

anywae...stayed on in sch till 4plus...was just idlin in st john rm...to e extent tat qingjun n i started playin wif volleyball n soccer ball in e rm...hahax...n poor li hao was e monkey...hahax....anywae...qingjun was teachin me how to play bridge n dai dee as well...dunnoe how u spell tat...anywae...learnt to play tat sum years back...but i guess i forgotten it all...n is either qingjun is pretty good at it...or im simply lousy at it...kept losin...eeeew...n this horrible lihao kept luffin at me....oh well..so much for a fruitful afternoon....

n im back home again...alone again!!! argh!!!

Friday, June 30, 2006

im finally finally back to update!!! sumone quick tag my board...is dyin!!! oh ya..i change yet another blogskin...hahax...is this better than e previous one? hahax...jenny!! how do u put e pics in e blog?

anywae....REJOICE!!! is e end of examS!!!! hahax....ended my papers yesterdae...phy was a killer....yucks! i'll definitely get a big fat F...maths chem n econs were still alright...just finished my chem exam like 2 daes back..n guess wad...i had a chem lecture todae...n guess wad they go thru...e mid year paper! dots! they so kan chiong...just finished e paper then hurry went thru e ans le...eeeew....but they onli went thru section c onli...

n ya...todae me n huixian actually went to anglican high sch wif zhirong todae...sumwhere at tanah merah there...cox we were lunchin at bugis...so decided to accompany zhirong back to her sch...since we got a whole lot of time...hehex...n i mux sae their sch is realli big...as in e land area....they haf a indoor bball court...big field...big buildings...a church...some heritage buildin...but a small canteen...hehex...took a walk ard e sch...n zhirong showed us her sch prom photos...thinkin back...wad has our dear mr tan hwee pin done for e graduatin classes? except for suggestin we haf our prom at e community centre? anywae...sat n tok for awhile...n yep...reach home ard 5plus...everyone was out...so im alone again....sigh...just hate bein alone at home now....nowadaes my mum gotta go to my ah ma hse to look after her...my dad n both sis at work...n im left all alone at home...either facin e com...or e teevee....eeew...

i had this sudden thought of playin tennis...to go cycle...n to swim...

Sunday, June 18, 2006

alright alright...just realised how detached i was frm e com...hehex...5 daes since i last touch e com...hotmail flooded wif 70plus mails...n my dear blog hasnt been updated....n my tagboard is dead....dots...so here i am...anywae...keepin this post short..cox my sis wan to use e com...just changed e blogskin..apparently...this blogskin wasnt wad i wan...or rather...of all e blogskins tat i searched for...none caught my attention...=x anywae...just make do wif it...i'll search again when i haf e time...=)

oh ya...i was actually readin wad i blogged in dec 2004...just click on 'files' and u can read it too...e way i type n express myself...sounded so much like a typical sec 3 gurl...=/ come to think abt it again...time flies!!! as i read e past entries...it still seemed so clear...n my blog is 1 and 1/2 year old? hahax...n i still rmb y i created this blog last time...

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

to e RESPECTABLES: if u are readin this..dun stop half way!

alright...this is goin to be a long long post...cox im back frm st john camp 2daes back...n got lots to update...hehehx...it was a camp tat i had been lookin forward to...hmm..for once im lookin forward to camps...anywae...reached zhonghua at 8am on fridae...was hopin wearin full uniform would bring me back some aura...erm...apparently it didnt work...too long nva shout at cadets...lost e aura...=x dots.

anywae...e dae went on packed wif activities for e cadets...had survivor cookin for lunch...bet it was e best survivor cookin ever in my entire life in st john...hahax..for once e egg wasnt burnt...e long bean was partially cooked...at least it was partially cooked...still rmb e times in advance nco course camp...e lunch was a total disaster...e rice was half cooked...e egg was burnt...e long bean wasnt even cooked...n we had to swallow it down our throat...YUCKS!

anywae...triage was e highlight of e dae as well...erm...it wasnt totally tat bad...but it could be a whole lot better..imagine 9 cadets trying to carry one corpse? waste of manpower? n e way i see e sec 1s check for e casulty's breathin i almost luff...cox they placed their fingers at e casualty nose to check whether they were dead of alive...dots.

n yup...at night had muggin session wif jenny till 2plus am...and as usual...me eliza n jenny slept beside each other...n e poncho fight wif jenny begin! hahax...apparently me n jen was fightin for poncho throughout e night...=x n she didnt realise it at all till i told her...=x

woke up at 6plus am...all thx to e loud alarm of jackie n benjamin... cox e gurls were sharin bunk with e guys and their alarm all sounded at different timin...n got us all woke up...ZzZz...

had breakfast n prepared for e hike...same old route again...frm MacRitchi to bukit timah hill summit...n guess wad...i got to sit in e car throught e hike...whahhax...cox i was suppose to be e safety i/c...so had to stay in e car in case of any emergency...eliza was wif me...n guohua drove us...on our way...me n eliza went crazy...crazy for macdonald! hahax...sick of camp food...so guohua being nice...drove us to e nearest mac...which is e turf city...nva entered tat place before...n seriously...felt so out of place there...cox only got all e uncles n aunties there...but no luck...e mac was closed...so guohua tried findin another mac...n finally went to sum mac at bukit timah area...e mac is those kinda of drive past one...n it was super furnie...shall not elaborate too much...otherwise my entry will be nva endin...anywae...guohua treated us...nice of him!

started raining not long later...hike ended ard 1plus...n all safely back in sch at2plus...jenny... sir calvin..qingjun n aaraon set off for another hike for e year 2s...while me n eliza stayed back..it was super borin then...was tryin to mug wif eliza...but we fell asleep instead...=x

read on....

just when i was complainin it was borin...smth happened...still rmb tat time when cheryl...kristin..fiona..zhirong n i were tokin abt our camps...then they tok abt their encounter wif e ghosts n everything...n i was still sayin nth had happened in zhonghua thoughout all e camps i went thru...it happened...im not sure wad i saw was indeed a ghost or wad...but it got me totally freaked out...it happened when eliza n i were waitin for someone outside e art rm tat area...n suddenly eliza was askin me whether tat person standin at e basketball court is a human or a ghost...e first thing i said was of cox human...cox i was thinkin e ncos could had fall-in at e basketcourt...but i realise there was onli one person standin there...just a white figure...n it didnt move at all...wantin to find out whether it is true...me n eliza walked to e canteen towards e basketball court...but there were seriously no one...no nco fall-in there...absolutely no one there...n we both freaked out...it's simply so freaky...it was ard 8pm then...tryin to remain calm...we went ahead wif e syallbus training...eliza told this incident to kexin...n chuwen noein tat we could had seen it...told us e cadets actually heard it n some seen it as well...gosh...it was e first time ever...i got realli scared...just felt so eerie all of a sudden...n apparently...jenny was sayin she saw it too..so..was wad i saw indeed a ghost? do they realli exist? or was i just hallucinating? *shrugged*

anywae...everyone was tryin to ease e tension...n yep...we celebrated sir calvin's birthdae...chuwen n others bought a ninja turtle cake for him...hahax...!! n jenny..eliza n i made a shirt for him...=) even then...everyone was still rather paranoid n scared...so qingjun offer a movie screenin in e bunk...we watched scary movie...forgot whether it was 3 or 4 but is those comical ones...

n yep...had campfire e next dae!! it was a nice campfire...at least it lifted e atmosphere n e mood of e cadets n e grads...had friendship dance..sing along...dance...cheers..performance...charades...a rather enjoyable campfire...=) after e campfire..jenny...eliza...jackie n i left e camp...i didnt stay on...thou left only e last dae...cox got lots of things to do...still haven finish revisin my work...so went home one dae earlier...

im still missin e days in st john!!!
alright..let me write more...in case someone sae i nva write abt her....

e memories of e RESPECTABLES!!! e days in camp

i miss e days in camp when jenny eliza n i would brave thru e wind, e thunder,e lightning n e storm!!! =) we went thru exactly 4training camps n 2 leisure camps together!=)
i still rmb e daes when eliza n i got punished by sir in ubin ...still rmb eliza? he made us emptied our bags in e rain? n we got so angry!
i still rmb e times when we 3 slept in basha in ubin...n how jenny slept so soundly...leavin me n eliza supportin e stupid groundsheet tat kept drippin water on us...
i still rmb e daes in camp when e seniors alwaes punished us...how we looked out for each other n encouraged each other!
i still rmb e times when i alwaes had problems...eliza would be e one tokin to me n comfortin me..while jenny will be e one advisin me...=)

e memories of e RESPECTABLES!!! e days as an NCO
i still rmb e days when we 3 would alwaes stay back in sch doin this n doin tat
i still rmb e daes when we trained so hard for FAC everydae after sch
i still rmb e daes we marched in e rain
i still rmb e daes we planned n carried out e trainings
i still rmb e times when we 3 quarrelled...but we grew closer each other we made up wif each other! =)
i still rmb e times we planned for camp...e obstacles we faces...gettin irritated by some ppl...rite jenny? all e mistakes we made while carryin out e camp...all e problems we went thru were not worthless...cox we grew! mentally..physically..emotionally! =)
i'll nva forget e times when our telepathy nva failed! right B1?

e list is nva endin..there's sooo much more tat we 3 had went thru...things tat not words can be explained...may we still remain as wad we are down e years!!! *hugs to both* =)




Monday, June 05, 2006

im feelin so dead...studied chem todae...left with half of chem bondin...haixx...im suppose to finish it todae...but i cant seem to get e facts in my brain...hmm...=x im suddenly missin my secondary sch daes....

i missed e times in ST JOHN!!!
i missed the time when e ncos would all stayed back after sch in st john rm for meetins and stuff
i missed the times e nursins did their footdrill in e parade square
i missed the jokes, shoutings, screaming, qurrallin in st john rm
i missed scoldin e cadets
i missed doin admin stuff
i missed sir ben's naggin
i missed havin fridae trainins
i missed takin keys for st john rm frm mdm vani
to all advance ncos 2005 : we rox!!!

i missed 4E2!!!
i missed crappin n gosspin with vosh n yunting
i missed goin to recess with vosh n yunting
i missed e muggin daes with yingxian
i missed tingxuan n siewting's jokes n laughters
i missed bellinda's loud singing
i simply missed everything abt e2

i just missed my secondary sch life!!! i missed e time he would cum to class n look for me durin recess...i missed e time he send me home after sch...i missed e time he waited for me till late hours just to accompany me home...i missed e time he would shelter me when it rains...i missed e time we tok on phone everydae...i missed e time when we alwaes go to pasir ris park just to enjoy e breeze...i missed e time he accompanied me to changi beach just to see e aeroplanes...i missed e time we had together...

memories...no wonder i had no more space in my brain to cram in facts on chem...

Sunday, June 04, 2006

just realised i haven been updatin for an entire week....so this is going to be a long long entry... and before i forget...this was e field i was referin to in my previous previous entry...hehex...it doesnt look like grass rite? n yes...those ppl in blue n white are e mj soccer player...

Mondae
day started off wif GP exam...chose this topic for my essay -> 'Schools stifle creativity. Do you agree'. Not too bad a topic...at least i got things to write...then did compre as well...erm..kinda tough i felt...cox e ans not tat easy to find...n it felt so much like a lit paper...anywae...e exam ended ard 11plus...had tok wif vice-principal...lunch...n set off for our learnin journey..sound like secondary sch huh...hehex..anywae...our class went to asian civilisation museum...was luffin my heads off under e acompany of cheryl..fiona..huixian...=) we are simply too lame...but their presence simply brighten up my dae...hmm...=) n also not forgetin e other gals in s212 too! linger ard e museum...took photos...n set off to shaw tower for our movie...->X men- e last stand. didnt realli like e idea of watchin x-men initially...but it wasnt too bad lar...e white hair gal(forgot her name) simply looks cool...n they all got super ability...how i wish i got one too...i wan try flyin in e sky...=x anywae...e movie ended...me...cheryl..hui xian n zhirong went down to bugis to grab our dinner -->takopachi n a piece of sushi...yummy! =) n off we went home...

e gurls of o6s212...short of 4 more...


tats huixian...cheryl...ME...n of cox fiona...

a glimpse of e cinema...tats onli half of e size of e cinema...tats how big it is...

read on...u're onli halfway thru....hahahax...


Tuesdae
lessons were super dry it almost killed me...had SPA as well...n phew! i didnt screwed up this time...thx goodness!!! =)

Wed
i finally got my atm card...

Thurs
i was a sotong...imagine readin a msg at1pm n just realised u actually had forgotten abt havin maths lessons at 12.05pm...how interestin can tat be...huixian was kind enuff to msg me at 12.15pm..askin why i haven cum sch...but i didnt check my phone till 1pm n i almost got a shock...i actually clean forgotten abt e extra maths lesson....felt so dumb...quickly got change n went to sch...by e time i reach e classrm..was alreadi 1.30pm...n lesson was endin in like 10mins time...gasp! mrs quek was so shocked to see me...n she asked me..'where u cum frm' hahax...! went for a run wif my sister later in e evenin...we ran to e sengkang sculpture park...but to our dismay...e swings were taken by e kids...n there were nth much to see either...rested there for awhile...did sum sit ups n ran back...it seemed pretty far...but it was only a 20min run back home...didnt get to burn off e fats...eeeww...=x nvm...at least i got my legs movin...

Fri
had double chem lecture in e afternoon...reached home...had dinner...n off to e hospital to see my ah ma...she just had an operation at her knee...when we reached there...my ah ma was still at e operation theatre...so had to wait for her to come out...meanwhile...was chattin wif xuan...realise tat we haven seen each other for like so long...n there's lots to catch up wif each other...ard 9pm or so...my ah ma was finally out...went to see her...but she was still in a semi-concious state..so didnt disturb her...n we left...

Todae
mugged chem todae...left wif atomic structure n chem bondin n i will be done wif it...got so much to revise...this is nuts...=x went to e hospital after dinner to see ah ma again...she had a fever...hope she will be better soon...n ya...i saw pierre png n andrea de cruz...hahax...cool yea? they came to visit someone also...my cousins were super furnie...they wanted to catch a glimpse of pierre png n they kept walkin past e ward n tryin to peep in to see...hahax...okie i admit..i tried to peep in also...hahax...=p me n my cousins were sittin at e couch chattin....n suddenly qi..wei n yi rushed back...tellin us pierre png n his wife comin out le...so everyone got into their position...it was a super furnie sight...everyone rushin n sittin at e couch...all lookin in one direction...n my cousins did one thing...they took their phones out n attempted to take a photo...n they didnt silent their phone...so e 'chi ching' sound of e camera was heard loud n clear...gosh! felt so paiseh...pierre png had this mr audi. kind of moustache...hahax...but he looks quite shuai lar...n andrea de cruz was simply slim...looks quite pretty also...so tat was e highlight of e day...

i'll upload more pics next time...im sleepy...im off to lala land...ZzZz....

Monday, May 29, 2006

hey...im here again to update...gosh! ive been slackin e entire dae...oh no oh no....okie...on second thought...maybe i didnt slack to e extent..at least i read thru sum essays...n go thru sum pointers for writin essay...attempted chem tys mcq...attempted summation tutorials...but gave up after doin one qns...hahax! okie...im currently super panic abt my gp exam tomolo...wad if i got nth to write for e essay topics? wif if i cant seem to paraphrase n write in my own words for compre? wad if i got simply no time!! gasp!!! im gettin paranoid....ahhhhhhhhh =x

hmm...on a lighter note...a piece of good news for my family...my sis received her results a few daes back...and she graduated wif second class upper honours in law...tats like...a big WOW!!! she told me first class honours are for those ppl wif at least 40% As in their papers...then next cum second class upper honours...then second class lower honours...then third class honour...ahhh...she's simply brilliant...how i wished she could just give me some genes...or maybe i'll try packin her in my bag n bring her to gp exam tomolo...high possibility tat i'll ace my essay wif her ard....cool! =) n yep..my second sis also goin uni this july-aug....she's goin to study psychology...another big WOW!! gosh...now it dawned on me...wad am i goin to be next time?? realli a doctor? but is not as if i wan to be n i can be...is like it's so hard to get into e faculty...wad if i cant be a doctor....wad will i be then?? i ponder....

Sunday, May 28, 2006

donkey daes since i last updated...so here i am...

just 2daes back..which is thursdae...was e soccer finals...mj vs. vj....so we ended sch earlier than usual...cox had to go all e way down to jalan basar stadium...apparently...i was veri amused by e soccer field there...hahax...cox is not those field wif grass....it looks like e floorin tat u see in playgrounds...those carpet ones...n is in shades of green...okie...lets not digress...e match started....wif mj leadin...2-1...but e last few mins....vj suddenly scored 2 more goals...so...mj lost...but well...e team realli played their best...everyone just cheered for them thou we lost e champion...n ms lai announce an off dae e next dae...which mean no school for all!! but then...we had SPA...so still gotta go back for e exam...hmm...left e stadium near8pm...felt so stranded there...hahax..cox apparently...no one noes how to get home frm there...but thx to sheauwei...e only one among e rest of e gals that knew how to walk to e busstop...so everyone was saved!

had SPA on fridae when e whole sch is like havin holidae...argh...anywae...my right eye kept twitchin for like e past 4daes...n i guess i knew y...is an omen! a signal sent to tell me tat i'll screwed up my phy SPA....argh!!! i felt so dumb lar...i totally screwed up my SPA...felt like jumpin off e buildin after e paper...i could had done well..cox is not a tough paper...n i just screwed it...gosh! my mind was like super blank when i drew e graph...argh!!! i was complainin to my sis for like hrs when i reached home...n later on when i went back zhss for st john...i complained more to qingjun...n he was like luffin at how dumb i can get....ahhhh....=x wad a horrible senior! anywae...took a look at e year 3 trainin e cadets...apparently..still aint too bad...but they nva noe how to respect n greet their seniors...after so much we had taught em...this is wad they had learnt...anywae...gotta thx qingjun todae for helpin me n jen out by revisin first aid wif e faq team...he rox! anywae...went home ard 7...ate my dinner...n read up on sum essays...mon will be my gp exam!!! n im realli scared...so far...i haven had any gp tests...n now i haf to sit for e exam...ZzZzZ....better prayed hard i dun screwed e paper...

all right...tried doin chem tys todae...n gasped! is not easy at all lar...not like secondary sch tys...10qns maybe one or 2 difficult ones...n usually u can get e ans easily...now is like 10qns...8qns are difficult...ZzZ...spent so long doin e mcq...alamak! =x

Sunday, May 21, 2006

my weekends are finally here...im so sick of studyin...plus mid paper cumin le...n im still blurr in like so many things...ZzZz....n im left wif 9daes to GP paper...36daes to chem phy n econs...argh!

anywae..went back to zhonghua to help e cadets wif e faq yesterdae...reached there just in time for their master parade...qingjun was alreadi there then...brief e cadets on faq n they did their research...jenny joined us for PT...n she bought my favourite type of chocolate...whahhax...ThAnKs gAl! u rox!=)

PT was fun!! ran ard sch n played captain ball...faq team vs. jen..me n qingjun...hehex...n of cox we won...all thx to qingjun looonng hands n legs...hahax...=p e main objective was to bond e cadets...but it bonded us too...=)

n guessed wad? i actually played soccer wif my juniors n qingjun..whahhax! wad an experience...qingjun was teachin me how to kick e ball...but e ball alwaes go e wrong direction...ZZzzZ...anywae...it aint too bad...

went home ard 7.30pm n i bump into woonjiun n jacqueline at e serangoon interchange...hahax..so qiao....so long since i last saw em...tok awhile...then my bus came...was on e bus when i realised my muscles are achin like mad...cox had 2.4km e dae before...n yesterdae played captain ball n soccer...i declared: seehwee cant move anymore!=x

okie...guess i better go n do my maths tutorials...

Friday, May 19, 2006

stupid headache tat refuse to bug off todae...argh...=x went home straight after sch....so didnt went to see e soccer match...heard tat mj won jjc i think...wif a score of 1-0...also heard tat maybe next thur dunhaf sch cox e whole sch will be goin down to support e finals...wow! is like so cool...hahax...=p n if mj soccer team won...we haf another dae off????

oh ya...todae got sum nus..ntu...n other overseas uni came to set up booth in mj...then there's this booth tat gave out sumthin like a origami..u haf to fold e paper into this dinosaur...hahax...then durin self study period todae...me..huixian n xiaoxuan were like busy foldin e thing...but i threw away my dinosaur after i completed it...hehex...cox e glue not sticky enuff...e head kept droppin off...=x

hmm...todae also had 2.4km run...argh..this is nuts...i ran like so slow lar...ZzZzZ...i still prefer runnin in punggol park...so much better...better than runnin in circles n circles...

QNS: what bank account does a skeleton set up?
ANS: joint account

QNS: y is it that when e skeleton met with his enemy, he didnt kill him?
ANS: he got no guts

hahax...okie...im gettin lame...but is furnie..isnt it?

Thursday, May 18, 2006

ages since i last updated...im suppose to be doin my compre summary...but apparently...my brain aint workin...cant think...anywae...did my chem spa todae...erm..shall not comment much...but it was relatively okie ba...

okie...i guess my brain seriously is not workin now...i think i update next time hao le...

Sunday, May 14, 2006

im sad. im depressed. im fraustrated.
there's no reason to it
dun ask me y
smth just kept botherin me
i dunno wads is it
-cries-

Saturday, May 13, 2006

gosh! im finally back to update le!! hahax...been so tired n lazy to update for e past few daes...hmm...=p

n im glad to announce tat i finally pass my first paper in mj!!! hahax...after like so many tests...duh....=x got a B for chem at last...hahahax.....=) could had done better if my brain had worked faster...but nvm...is alreadi a big jump frm F to B...

yesterdae had music xtraordinaire....sum sort like a superstar competition...n yep...most of s212 were there to support xiaoxuan n lihan...hahhax...went dinnerin wif zhirong..shuling...huixian n cheryl....n gosh...i did a dumb thing again...i was tryin to call cheryl...dialled e no. n kept askin her where she is n whether she cumin over to join me..shuling n huixian....n then...i suddenly realised...i called e wrong cheryl....DUH...speechless...

went back to mj ard 6plus...got seated in LT...n yep...e event started...n of cox xiaoxuan sweeped everything off e stage...hahax...she won champion in e solo catagory n also won e 'zhui jia ren qi jiang' cox she got e highest vote...seriously...she sing super nice...congrats to her! =) thou lihan didnt win..but yep...she tried her best le...consider win le ba...=)

n yep...they invited e campus superstar, zhiyang...at first thought he looks weird...but kan jiu le...actually he not too bad lar...hahax..he's quite a shy guy....n he sings realli well too...everyone was like busy snappin photos of him n takin videos usin their phones...im not as crazy as em...i merely recorded his singing...hahax...=x does tat sounds contradictin? =p

anywae...everythin ended ard 9plus...reached home...bathe..watch teevee...n slp...

stay happie!!!! =))

Sunday, May 07, 2006

let see what i haf done for my afternoon

-completed my maths inqualities assignment
-completed summary for inqualities chapter
-completed maths binomial tutorials
-written notes for econs

hmm....satisfaction....perhaps could haf done more...but well...considerin e fact tat i did em all within one afternoon is alreadi more than enuff...hehex...=)

now doin my final editin for my PI....hmmm...realli mux thank those ppl who helped me wif my PI...a big THANK YOU to u guys...!!!! =)

cant believe it...my muscle is achin everywhere...just cox of a standin board jump...alamak...i was jumpin n jumpin n jumpin for pe lesson tat dae...cox ms suey kept sayin i leave off e ground wif 1 leg only...alamak...then me n fiona were like kept jumpin at e side...dunnoe jump for how many umpteen times...ZzZz...

mon is e 5items test le...cham! my sit n reach seriously got problem..i think i got stiff bones...ZzZz...n i cant jump far enuff....n my knee still hurts at times...how to run fast for shuttle run??? how to get gold?? ZzZz....im only confident of sit ups...hahhax..e most relaxin one...=x

i'll update tomolo again..sista wan to use com...shall keep my entry short then...

Saturday, May 06, 2006

yay!!! is self-declared FREE FRIDAY again...hahahhax...okie..there's actually lots of things to do...but well...i need a break too!

sch suppose to end at 12.05pm todae de...thx to labour dae on mon...had make- up maths tutorials...sianed! n she just went on for like near 2periods....which is near 100mins!! ZzZzz...ended up rushin back to zhss cox i was meetin yuting n hanshen to collect e cert...n i didnt wan em to wait either...n e bus took sooo long to come lar...ZzZ...reach zhonghua ard 2.40pm...

i saw him again...shld i be happie or shld i be sad? i dunnoe either...just knew tat i veri long nva see him le..he didnt change much thou...except tat he cut his hair i guess...=x exchanged a few words...he left to meet his frenx...

n i was left wif yuting..waited for andrew to cum..n then val...then ian..then mitchell...4e2 gatherin...! hahax...sigh! missed 4e2 soo much....e days when i would go recess wif val n yunting...e days when i go for sj trainin...e days when we all had so much fun...e days when 4e2 was known to be e most fun lovin class but wif e lousiest results....=x sigh sigh sigh...

e guys played soccer...me n val just stood aside...became e caretaker...hahax...we are responsible caretakers that took real care of e guys belonging...hahax...n we started crappin abt everything we see...still rmberin e times when me n val alwaes gossip abt ppl...we are like so full of nonsense...hahax...!!! e times when we sit at e back durin sec 3 n alwaes munch on sweets n oreos durin lesson...n how i would alwaes confide in her when i got prob =)

left sch ard 6plus wif yuting...we both tok n tok n tok all e way home...it was nice of him to accompany me all e way to my stop when he could had alighted earlier...but anywae....we tok abt him...we tok abt relationships....wad wif all e X factors n everything...n i was glad i stayed strong...3 times i swallowed my tears back...i didnt let my tears flow...i dunwan to be sad...not anymore...

you said 'no change...nth has changed'...there's obviously a big flaw...

Monday, May 01, 2006

here's sum photos taken with 06s212 durin e sports dae.. .but is only half e class...but nvm lar...


hahax..tats us in our yellowbanana shirt...hehex...thats pearly..me and shuling on e second row...and lihan..kRIsTin..huixian..sheau wei..ZHIRONG...fatin..akilah...cheryl...(left to right)

another shot wif e addition of two guys...ci siang n wen yuen...

note: ppl who had fallen ill...pls take care!!!

Sunday, April 30, 2006

yesterdae was mj's so called colosseum..erm...it simply just meant sports dae lar...hahax...sch ended at 12.05pm as usual...so me..sheau wei...kristin..huixian..shuling made our way to e west plaza to use e toilet?? hahax...tats wad sheau wei saes anywae...i haven been there yet...thought it was sum air con place...n apparently...it isnt...=x met up wif zhirong n cheryl as well...just linger ard n went back mj at 1.30...colosseum was kinda borin...n e atmosphere wasnt there either....just see ppl runnin ard in circles...see ppl playin tug or war n gladiator ball...guess e most excitin part was only e cheerleadin...cox atlas won champion! hahax...=) oh ya..guess wad...i was so dumb yesterdae...u noe there's this kinda stand wif a transparent board...usually ppl will slip in pieces of paper like 'examinations in progress' or 'out of bound'...can picture? if cannot nvm lar...but anywae...e main thing was...e stand was at eye level..n i was so dumb n i walked right into it...ouch!!! n i was so paiseh lar!! cox apparently...sum ppl saw it...n i didnt wan to paiseh myself...so i got to act as if nth happen...n walked away when my eye was like super pain...=x wad an experience...

anywae...colosseum ended punctually at 5.30pm...atlas won third...sad sia...but nvm lar...we didnt participate in many track events...cant be help..*shrugged* anywae...e highlight of e dae was...JENNY came to MJ!!! hahax...=) e feelin of seein her once again was great...hahax...we went tourin ard e sch...hehehx...=p stayed awhile in mj n headed to sengkang bk for dinner n meetin...i got soooo much to tell her...so long since i last crap to her...hahax...n our telepathy nva fails...erm...most of time i guess...=) ahhhh jennny!!! love u to bits man!! =) how i wish she was in mj...or rather i was in vj...erm...abit impossible thou...but ya...is alwaes better when u haf a close frenx in e same sch...

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

zZzZz...actually im veri tired...but just didnt feel like goin to bed...hehex...anywae..todae was a super looonngg dae...had lesson till 3.25pm...i was practically dozin off in maths lecture...veri tired!! maybe cox i slept late yesterdae...anywae...haf to go support e soccer match at e teachers network there...is at grange rd...erm..sumwhere near e great world city there...super far...but luckily we had transportation there...me n huixian was pretty reluctant to go actually..cox got lots of homework to do...ZzZ...we both were nuts...kept thinking of ways to escape...hahax...but still...we went there lar...it was mj vs. rj....n it was a score of 5-1...hahhax..mj soccer team is so power...but who noes due to e heavy downpour...e match was delayed awhile...just left tat 3mins le....n hu noes...dunnoe which fellow saes tat will haf a rematch again...which means the score of 5-1 doesnt count at all!! hmph! so angry...waste e soccer team's effort...n i finally noe y ppl watch soccer match alwaes sae 'referee kayu' cox e referee arh..realli veri idiotic...he didnt blow e whistle...then e rj player just kicked in e ball n it goal...n he counted it....everyone was like so super angry! =( referee can be bias too....eeeewww...

anywae...i was suppose to go to my ah ma hse for dinner de...cox is e 100daes since my ah gong passed away...thinkin back..it seemed so long...but yet..i will nva forget how my ah gong looked like when he was lyin on e hospital bed...haixx...actually e death of both my grandfathers came so quickly...one after another...it just dawned on me how it is just so impt to cherish e ones around u n not to hurt em...*sigh*

anywae...i couldnt make it to my ah ma hse todae..cox e soccer match ended late...n im kinda stranded at e area...felt pretty bad n guilty for not goin to my ah ma hse...heard frm my sista my ah ma got pretty emotional todae...n yada yada...lots of things happen...is just kinda unbelievable...i realli hope she can pull through this...n be optimistic...just like how my grandma is tryin to be...wad they are facin are a thousand times more worse than me...thinkin back...i shouldnt be cryin over him anymore...is aint worth it...wad i suffer is just a minor breakup...yet what both my grandmothers facin are e death of their beloved husband..someone who accompanied them for e past 50years...n me? just a mere 2yr 7mths n 9daes relationship is nth compared to tat...i guess i just gotta be strong...n im not gonna let tat bug me anymore...i had cried enuff...n my tears had all dried up...
move on gurl!

Monday, April 24, 2006

*gasp* see hwee is actually still awake at 11.30pm!!! hahax...okie...im actually still workin on my econs essay...cox tomolo haf to go support e soccer match...so no time to do homework le..so gotta rush now...actually...didnt realli wan go see e soccer match de..more interested in e match against tpjc...cox i'll get to be back in tpj again! =) anyway...here's e pics of o6s11 gatherin tat dae...

yay!! o6s11!!! see the S11 coffee shop sign at the side?


another shot...
e guys went mad over a lampost?


e 3 flower boys...hehex..

Sunday, April 23, 2006

my blog is alive again!!! hahax..realise i haven been bloggin all these while...so let me update ba...

yesterdae was my self- declared 'free fridae' day...hahax..which means tat i can slack e entire dae without feelin any sense of guilt...hahax...=D lesson ended at 12.05pm yesterdae...but had a gp field trip to e sikh temple...weird ritex? but mr. audi was sayin tat it isnt easy to get into e sikh temple...so our class went...or rather 10 of us went...hehex...=p had to wait till 2.30pm before e bus came to fetch us to e temple..so meanwhile...e gurls were busy chattin awae n munchin on our ice cream...nice feelin thou..havin to sit at e canteen n just tok n tok...*no mention on studies* =x

reached e temple...had to take off our shoes...wash our feet n hands before we proceeded up to a room...everyone had to had their bandanna on...we were led to this big room...looks pretty nice wif carpetted floorin...sat down n listen to e tok...then qns n ans...then went to receive sum 'blessin' they scoop half a spoonful of weird brown oily stuff on my hand...suppose to eat it lar..but i didnt dare to..cox it looks erm...just didnt look quite right...xiaoxuan ate it thou..she says it was blend...but abit sweet n it feels soft...yep...left e temple ard 5pm...took a train down frm boonkeng mrt all e way to tampines mrt to meet o6s11 for dinner...! =)

great feelin havin to see jiayi..michelle...tengming again...wif exceptions to mj ppl...hehex...cox i see u guys more often then i see em...anywae...stood outside e mrt...was waitin for tengming to cum...so as usual...we stone there...was luffin at zhangquan n his zip...n his encounter wif his squash balls...n e irritatin christopher tat kept flyin ard...dun understand wad i meant ritex...?? =p hahax...

decided to go to starbucks to wait for tengming instead...so we sat there...played sum lame games...n chatted...n watch chris drank his $3.20 espresso solo...hahax..e drink was like barely half a cup...=x yep...finally tengming came ard 7plus...took us sooo long to decide where to eat...playin scissors paper stone to decide summore...hahax...so we ended up in kfc at 8plus...took many photos...walk ard tampines area...took more photos...n we parted at 10pm...o6s11 rox!!! okie..i shouldnt forget abt o6s212 also...o6s212 rox too!!! hehex...=) waitin for jiayi to send me e pics...will upload em later...'free fridae' is such great dae!!! hehex...=)

oh ya..saw this in zhirong blog..so i tried e test as well..i thought it was quite true thou...hehex...

Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss"
You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship.
You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love.

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you

Your flirting style: friendly and sweet

What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance

Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive

Monday, April 17, 2006

this is sooo tiring...how cum e pile of homework just cant be finished??? ZzZzZz...im actually pretty stuck wif chem n phy tutorials...cox i dun realli now how to do...die le...n chem test is like 2 days later...phy tests 5daes later...haixx....nth much to look forward for this upcomin week...except fridae!! cox is o6s11 gatherin once again...hahax...=)

im suppose to be writin my gp essay now...' Do you agree that marriage without children is meaningless'...i disagree on tat pt anywae...but my brain cells apparently doesnt seem to be functioning well todae...ZzZz...

oh ya..summore pics on s11 outin tat dae...maybe o6s212 shld take sum pic too...


this is my veri gd frenx MERLION...situated at my veri favourite place...e spore river!!


okie..tats chris n zhangquan playin in e arcade...sum random shots...


tats another class photo...apparently...im blocked...


erm...2 ghostly figures??


e esplanade!!!


it seemed as thou i had gotten over it...but when i saw tat...i knew it isnt over

Sunday, April 16, 2006

i miss o6s11....i miss jiayi!!! i miss michelle!! i miss hweiting!!!i miss kaiying!!! i miss yuping!!!i miss huiyun!!!i miss timo!!! i miss chris!!! i miss tengming!!! i miss wenfu!!! i miss koomar!!! i miss ranjan!!! i miss farhan!!! i miss daryl!!!i miss everyone....sniff...i miss e time when we pon lecture just to play donkey...miss goin out after sch to timo house to stone...goin to chris house to sing...=x now im stuck in mj...daily routine = mug n mug n mug summore...

anywae...was out wif os611 yesterdae...here's sum photos...

proudy presents e class o6S11!!! taken rite outside esplanade...


e hotel tat timothy claims it's his??


chris n his sick position...


n lastly...dinner at lau pa sat...

still got more pics...waiting for jiayi to send..will post more...

but then anywae...was out doin flag dae at tp mrt todae..erm...i would sae tat e feelin of being obstracised by e society was definitely there cox e moment we walked up to them...they cleared e path immediately...not tat there wasnt any kind soul ard...but e majority ppl are unwillingly to donate...hmm...wads has gone wrong...?





Thursday, April 13, 2006

*yawn* this is so tired...just finished wif editin my PI...i practically changed everythin again...alamak...=x

oh ya..todaes chem prac was so furnie...i was doin wif akilah...n she was so sotong...( for once i wasnt sotong...=p) she did e dilution thingy..then she exceeded by alot...so she ended up throwin awae her solution n used mine instead..then started titration...n she realised her potassium manganate cant seem to clear when it react wif hydrogen peroxide...so she threw awae her solution again...then after like 10mins...she suddenly realised tat she forget to add sulphuric acid..tats y her titration got problem...so i ended up doin e titration for her...=x while she became my chem assit. she helped me prepare all e solution...then all i haf to do is to titrate...hahax...then when washin up tat time...dunnoe wads wrong wif her..she ended up splashin water all over my legs...=x n e best thing was...i realised my titration results were so far frm e accurate one...so we both changed our ans...so after goin thru so much...in short...it is e same as not doin anythin at all...=x wad an experience in chem lab...

yep...had netball trainin todae also...ran 10rounds ard e court...learn sum new stunts...hahax...but training todae was still okie lar..not tat bad...then had friendly match wif e j2...apparently...e j1 seems to score more than em...hmm...=) but after trainin...my knee was alreadi screamin for help...tomolo got pe summore...die...

anywae...just wanna sae a BIG THANK YOU to kristin n fatin...=)

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

todae's lesson was sooo dry...was sittin thru lectures n i was like starin into blank space..practically stoning awae...e only lesson i was awake was durin econs...hahax..cox got test todae...hopefully i wun do too bad...=x otherwise waste my effort muggin so hard e dae before...=x

hmm...realised i've been piggin e entire dae...just cant stop eatin!! recess i had a curry puff...lunch i had rice...ate two pieces of bread wif cheese n tomatoes when i reached home plus a packet of snacks...n im still itchin for more food...n im waitin for dinner now...gasp! =x are there sum worms in my stomach tat fight wif me over e food?

tomolo haf to go sch early...wad a disappointment when sch starts at 8.30am n we haf to go for e house meetin at 7.30am...aint tat e same as normal dae...n everytime we go for e meetin..they alwaes so draggy de...

haixx...im feelin so lazy to do my tutorials...

Monday, April 10, 2006

haixx..sigh...wad haf i done for my weekends??? didnt realli mug alot...just did my homework...n studied my phy...tats all!! oh my goodness...am i abit too slack??? i even took a nap just now...n this daron got so shocked n was askin me how cum i got the time to nap...oh no...everyone is muggin...=x

tue got econs test...just merely read thru..haven realli went into e details...i alwaes start readin frm scarcity n opp.cost...n by e time i read finish those...i alreadi felt like slpin le...which explains y i haven start studyin ppc...gosh! okie...i had better go mug le...i mux top econs test!!!

todae is april 9...

Sunday, April 09, 2006

ZzZzz....im so tired!!!! i woke up near 8am todae...did my phy prac...studied my phy notes...did my phy tut. ZzZzz...sianed....but nvm...is worth e effort...cox at least i understand slightly better...hmm...tryin to do my PI also...but dunno how to start...ahhh....wad a boring dae...

sis bf came over to my hse...brought lots of big curry puffs...hahax...ever since i got in mj..i got this sudden craze over curry puffs...hahax...furnie...recess i eat curry puff...lunch i also eat tat...hmm...watever...im tokin crap again...=x

there's still so much goin on in my mind...not only u are in a dilemma...im also too...is so hard when u cant exactly confide into sumone in sch...althought there are frenx out there who help me...especially o6s11...n i realli thx em alot...but there are still certain things tat they cant reach out to...when things start bottling up inside...u break down e moment someone talks abt it...is not tat i haven gotten over him...is e memories tat kept buggin n refused to go...*shrugged* ahh...shall not get emotional here...=x siNgLeHooD rOx!!! =p

i go to sum research for my PI le...update again...

Saturday, April 08, 2006

here again to update le...haven realli got e time to update for e past few daes thou...anywae..todae was a rather short dae...lesson ended at 12.05pm...thou i dun realli like phy...but i like havin phy lectures...hahax..wad an irony...cox e lecturer is super furnie..make e lecture so much more interesting...anywae...went back for zhonghua sports dae todae wif daron...it was an exchange of ncc trainin n sjab training on e journey there...hahax...wad a furnie conversation...=p n i didnt even noe he lived in england before...*gasp*...anywae...by e time we got to serangoon stadium...e parade alreadi over le..so just stand ard...
saw valerie..jean..samuel...huiqi..derrick...alex..mitchell...yuting...quite a few of grads went back lar...just sat ard...n tok...left ard 4plus...

my knee haven recover yet!! but now at least better le..can walk properly...but i cant bend my knee too much..neither can i realli straightened it...ouch! all thx to pe tat dae...had shuttle run..then all e jumpin exercise...summore had netball trainin...ZzzZz...

oh ya..btw...im in Meridian JC...not Catholic JC okie??

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

heyhey!!! im sooo proud of myself todae...hahax...i actually went to donate my blood todae in sch...*grinx* sch ended at 3.25pm todae...so me..hengky n xiao xuan went to e hall...but they two ps me...xiao xuan got chicken pox two mth back..then e person dun let her donate..then this hengky got sore throat last week..also cannot donate...wad e..so left me alone...=x

had a jab on my finger for e blood test...i think is test for e iron in ur body de...then another jab for painkiller...n finally e last jab for e transfusion of blood...e nurse was so furnie..he was findin for my vein...then he sae my vein so small n short...then he was askin another senior nurse whether im suitable to donate not...then she told him...'aiyah..can de...u just poke in straight..then turn left abit...' *gasp* i almost got a shock...tat sounded so scary...=x i felt like a blood machine...u noe how ppl squeeze e cow for milk? tats exactly how it is like..they are squeezin e blood out of me...i donated a packet of blood...plus another 4 tubes in which these have to be tested....n ya...got to choose wad colour bandage i wan...hahax...n obviously..i got pink!

yep..so i walked out of e hall...wif my pink bandage...n this nice hengky had been waitin for me outside...we went to library...n i just realised tat mj library actually loan FIR...liang jing ru..huang yi da...linkin park n many other singer's cds...hmm...so shockin for a mugger sch to loan all these cds....

went home ard 5plus...my mum super furnie...cox she cooked red bean soup...then e moment i reached home...she was like...ahh..just nice...hurry go drink more red bean soup..replenish all e lost blood...hahax...i got such a sweet mum...=)

how i wish i could just knock my head against e wall...maybe suffer sum concussion or wad...or maybe sum selective memory loss...n lose part of my memories...haixx...just let me get over it...