another long dae todae....had double lit...double eng...aiyox...now change e time table le...every dae got soo many double periods....tiring....todae pe lesson was so borin...jux kept runnin...6 rounds around e field...i mean half e field....hahax....mr liew de PE veri slack one...at first run 3 rounds...then 2 rounds...then 1 round...his so called strategy....sounds abit furnie...hahax...after sch had chem test...quite manageable ba...then went to see see e nursin team...gave them a short first aid case...it was a simple case based on electrical burn...thought they could had done better....but nvm...it was still quite okay...then me went home wif him le....pretty tired....

i miss him....=p

haixx.....having emaths lesson now...so sianx....havin a terrible headache now....argh!!! later still got ss test....die le...cannot think properly...hahax...siewting wanted me to sae tat i am sittin beside her....hahax...lame sia....:p sit beside her sooo cold....*brrrr*

i'm feelin neglected......*sniff*

spent my whole mornin todae...goin down to hq...and back again...jus to pass my dear oct candy the adult beret badge....cos she forget to bring....and need it urgently...so kind me...travelled all e way down from punggol to beach rd....-duh- got out of hse at 10 plus...and got back at 1plus...mama thought i went to malaysia cos i took sooo long.... hahax....got back home...had my lunch...was studyin chem on bed...but i fell asleep halfway...hehehex...i had been studyin chem for e past few daes...but like nth get into my head de....argh! speed of reaction also like nth to learn de...all memorise can le...but still...i feel nth got into my head....aiyox....i cannot fail my test anymore le...ah!!!!!!! i goin crazy le lar....

back again to blog le cos my dear jenny ask me to do so....*ahem* ya...had a veri messy week...cos everythin so disorganised de...my hw not realli completed...left abit here and there...feel so argh....dunnoe how to sae lar...anywae...relatives at my house now...also not in e mood to study or do hw...haixx....make me study!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! got back my term report...it is definitely horrible....can u imagine a L1R5 of 29....-gosh- o'level is onli 192 daes awae...and i am still gettin tis kinda results.....argh!!! idiotic....study until like siao...still fail...*hmph* :( every teacher cums in will surely sae how badly we did as compared to other klass....sound kinda demoralisin ritex? haixx...

oh no! holidae is endin soon le....-duh- can e time stop....???!!!! haix...sch start...i mux study again le....i guess i slack alot for this holidae le...hmm...time to work hard le...i dun think i will be bloggin until e next weekend le...whoa...next weekend...sound so far...yesterdae slept at 1plus near 2....wow...doesnt sound like me ritex?hahax...got disturbed by a phonecall at 8plus...back to slp...then disturbed by msg...then decided to wake up at le...aiyox...i'm still left wif amaths hw...-duh- dun feel like doin..anywae...i also dunnoe how to do...hahax...hmm...i go play sims le..oh ya..let me promote sims...sims is a veri nice game...where e ppl realli age n old n die..i mean is more real as compared to sims 1...and u teach e kids how to walk...talk...and e toddlers are simply cute!! the teenagers get into relationship...and they get married...-cool- hahax..me go play le...e last dae for me to realli slack n play all dae....update in one week time...cyax....

finally back home....hmm...supposed to be in sch by9am...but my mama woke me up at 6.30am!!!!! -duh- watever...so i took my own sweet time...until 7plus...then got out of e house...still veri early worx...daddi send my elder sista to e mrt station...then drove my second sista to sch...and finally me! but still...i arrived in sch at 8am....1 hr of stoning in sch...terrible...finally 9am came...went for parade wif e rest of e ncos...was feelin high todae...hahax..i dunnoe y...perhaps he is in sch....? anywae..went for lunch wif sir ben...oct hongjin...mx..jen...pearlyn...everyone was lame durin lunch...lame until my noodle turned cold pretty fast...tat was wad jenni said...hahax...made ourr way back to sch...trainin continues...e promotion result was announced todae...of cos...there were ppl who are jumpin wif joy and some hu merely kept quiet...i got promoted to ssgt...i dun deny e fact tat i am rather disappointed in myself...but i guess...is fine wif me anywae...there are alwaes ppl hu are stronger than me...howeva...i could see sum ppl totally upset...and they spoke not a single word...they are usually e one tat cant close their mouth once opened....but todae...they jus remained silent...to those ppl: pick urself up n move on...we strive to get wad we want...and not sit there n do nth...perhaps tats e reason...i dunnoe....

rush off once dismissal parade ended...told jenny i'll cant stay...guess she was rather bu shuang...sorrie gurl....knew u would be unhappy knowin e reason y i wanted to leave....but i did my part le...i took em for trainin todae...for few hours...unless i did nth...otherwise..i dun see y u should be angry....u can do so much for a guy...n i think i am no exception

wateva it is...paiseh arh....dun angry hor....i jux hope u can understand too...sorrie sorrie sorrie...

went to sch early in e mornin at 8 plus...wanted to meet up wif jenny to do maths hw and of cos to meet him as well...but i was blurr enuff not realisin tat i had eng lesson at 8am...-duh- stepped into sch n alan shouted for me...ask me hurry go for eng lesson...haixx...sianx...so i ended up in class....all e way till 10.30am...then had amaths frm 10.30 to 12pm...-gosh- tats not e end...had lit lesson from 12.45 to abt 3pm...finally...lit lesson ended and i was flyin my way down to sj rm...trained e nursin team on drill...and there...i spotted him...hahax...black is a cool colour...anywae...e nursin team was totally exhausted from e daily trainin...all look so dead le...haiyo...to e nursing team: grab tat champion frm nanyang...ACHIEVE wad u can...jIaYoU!!! hahax...i heard him shout sumthin at last...'samula'? also not veri loud wad...hmm....

anywae...e nursin team had sum first aid cases...it was not totally bad...but definitely LOT of rooms for improvements....we managed to grab sum casualties from somewhere...asked em to be our casualties...and as e case progress....jenny eliza n i couldnt help but kept luffin...cos e casualties were simply a bunch of jokers...tokin in a monotonous tone....rattling signs n symptoms in a monotonous tone...high pulse rate?pain? hahax..it was jux too furnie...anywae..jenny left to meet her frenx...then left me n eliza...debrief them...and it was 6plus by then le...so we left too....hmm...i missed him a whole lot...y does he haf camp?*sigh*

got home...slackin...watchin teevee...he called!!!...tok awhile...went to finish my emaths hw...it was 11plus then...went to do my sj stuff...was on e phone wif him again...tok till 12...then i finished up my sj things...12.30am le...and finally...came here to blog....but strange..i wasnt feelin exactly sleepy...many things are goin on in my mind...i think i goin thru depression...*sniff*

feelin shagged....woke up at 8 plus...wanted to do my hw...but sumhow...my brain ain't workin....-argh- yesterdae went to sch in e mornin...wanted to see him but too bad i didnt...hahax....so went to train e nursing team...their drills are quite up to standard but their first aid is terrible...they arent puttin in their effort at all...how sad...haixx....one furnie thing was...eliza actually came down halfway frm her chem lesson to see e nursin team train...hahax..she sooo nice...went for my amaths lesson later on...obviously i wasnt realli focusin...was thinkin abt e nursing team...n him...*smiles*

anywae...e main thing yesterdae was...jenny is a blur worm...( hu tu cong) hahax!!! we decided to leave at 3.10pm...we walked out of sj rm...to cafetaria...'hey see hwee...i forget to take sumthin' so we walked back....and out of sj rm and down to e cafetaria and down to e staff rm...'hey see hwee...forget to take my proposal...' so we walked back...-duh- and out of sj rm and down to cafetaria and down to staff rm...'hey seehwee...forget to take somethin again..' -bish- nvm...so i accompany her back to sj rm AGAIN...and then..she realised...'paiseh seehwee...the thing i forgot was in my pocket' *alamak* and finally...we walked out of sj rm...to the cafetaria...to e staff rm..and safely got out of sch...*phew* interestin.... ritex jenny?

got on a bus...slept on my way home...ZzZzZz... been feelin tired recently i dunoe y....

jus realised i sooooo long nva updated my blog le...hahax....for e past few daes....i jus blindly passed my dae..cos i got no specs....hahax....tx was my walkin stick for tat past few daes....hahax..though it wasnt of much help lar....but thanx anywae...hahax....*bleahx*

oh ya...good news to announce worx....sjab got GOLD AWARD this year!!!!!!!! all thanx to e year 4s....and tat is US....hahahhahahhaxxxxxxx................yay!!!! *smile* =D hmm...last trainin...one of e student got injured...there is this movable bball net there...the blue colour de...tall and strong standin there....at the pull up bar there....dunnoe u all understand not...but nvm...tat thing crushed on a student leg...poor thing....sj ppl went over to see...went to help...but thankfully...it wasnt serious...suspect fracture...sprain...and sum cuts and scratches....and one thing i veri unhappi was e teacher....they wan e sj ppl to help...but yet still shout at us to do this n tat...i mean...we haf ur way of workin things out...we dun need U to shout at us....get it? many a times....teacher doubt us...and this realli anger us....then sum students will like sae we sjab veri inefficient...if they are so GREAT....y arent they e first aider...??? aiyahx...long story...jus veri kan bu shuang ppl hu doubt e ability of the sj ppl...

anywae e long awaitin holidae is here..but i guess it doesn't make much difference....still need to go back for lessons....duh....aint holidae meant for us to rest....wif e hw pilin up like mountain....we still need to crawl our way back to sch for lessons....-gosh- how interestin.....haixx....

feelin sleepy le....u get it?