fairies bbq!! ahahha! yea, just the 5 of us! small and homely =)credits to ryl and na for starting the fire...hahahah!!! okay, i'll do more of the updating when the photos come in...

and i wanted to surprise boyfriend by waiting for him at the dental clinic..but boyfriend CLAIMED he knew i was coming =/ anyway, accompanied boyfriend to have his braces on, walked around abit and went back to find the fairies for our bbq =)

more updates soon....

met boyfriend in the afternoon for a swim then went to buy ingredients and headed over to boyfriend's place to make jelly hearts! haha..or rather jelly without hearts..cox we didnt add in strawberries =/ here is the final product!


jelly for the top layer, cheese in the middle and biscuit at the bottom! yummyyy!


and this is my oversized watch! hahahha! a present from boyfriend and my present for him =)

tue
results out! but i have nth much to comment because i did not get what i set out to achieve =( oh well...work harder next sem! i need to learn how to write better essays!! must be cox im from sci all along and the only essays i write are GP essays. =/

christmas eve
im suppose to meet na, shaun n raymond for badminton and dim sum buffet!! BUT! i had no choice but to ps em =( because my mum keep wanting me to go malaysia with her to walk around. so ended up, i went malaysia with mummy, aunty, cousin, cousin's husband and my niece. so tiring! we went citysquare and another mall (forgot the name). just kept walking and walking and walking non stop. say like 2pm till 8.30pm? thats 6 and a half hours! no wonder my legs are aching. settled for dinner at some restaurant and headed hm at 10plus pm. didnt manage to buy much despite all the walking. but luckily, there wasnt much jam.

christmas
christmas was spend at boyfriend's hse watching bu liang xiao hua and off to marina barrage at night. and i think boyfriend is so street-smart..hahah! cox he managed to find his way there just by glancing thru the map. but prob cox im such a goon that i can even get lost in punggol..so that makes boyfriend appear even more WOW =x haha..now im like putting him down. anw, talking abt getting lost in punggol, the story goes like this -> i was walking from my hse to punggol plaza to buy my cookies' ingredients. thats like 3 or 4 busstops away. so while walking back, i saw a minimart and decided to go in to see whether i can get my brown sugar. and the funny thing was, because punggol estate looks pretty much identical...i walked out of the minimart walking in the wrong direction without realising until i saw punggol plaza AGAIN. omg. i felt so silly!=x

anw, back to the point..we had our little picnic at marina barrage, walked around the place, took photos and here u go! photos!











and off he drove me home!

my dim sum buffet became steamboat =( but nvm...still nice! it was full house at the dim sum restaurant...didnt know we had to go earlier to queue for no. =( nvm, try again another time...

accompanying boyfriend to dentist tml! its a sight i wouldt want to see because i know boyfriend will have a harder time trying to eat =( poor boy.

was talking to my friend, and i realised i do not really blog things that are really personal. like my innermost thoughts or all my unhappiness. i guess i do in the past, but looking through my entries these few months, i realised i don't. not that im a happy person everyday now..but somehow, i rather type it in some doc and save it instead of publishing it online. maybe blogging is not a thing for me now. hah..nvm..random thoughts...

christmas is comingggggggggg!!!!!!

i accompanied boyfriend to extract his teeth! 2 down...2 more to go =( ouch! i think i will never make braces! so painful to see him like that =(( and i used to think im not afraid of blood...now i think i do..maybe a little bit...=/

im starting to RUN AGAIN!!!

and yay! dim sum buffet later!!! yummyyyy! =)

fri
played wii at boyfriend's hse. quite fun but super taxing on my arms..aching =/

sat
out with boyfriend to j8. shopped around, dinnered, watched power ranger perfomance, ate yogurt, walked everywhere and went back home.

sunday
i woke up at 4.45am! so early =x boyfriend and family came to pick me up at 5.30am and off we went to people's park to wait for the coach to malaysia. the trip could had been better if not for the weather. at least i could get some tann or smth...haha..but too bad, it rained most of the time and we had to walk in the rain. and there was a part when the rain got too heavy, we were stucked with the goats. so everyone just kept feeding them =x good money earned for the malaysians. lunch was at a fruit farm. a wide array of fruits for us to eat. haaha! then it was buying of things as we walked along the streets. stopped for dinner. and off we hopped on a boat to see the fireflies! they were all clustered around trees and it looked just like a christmas tree. so prettyyy =) the day ended after we were done looking at fireflies and we headed back to spore. freezing cold at night and i was down with a headache. must be the rain =/

we planned a surprise for ah na yesterday! haha! it was so fun! i think this kind of mission, i only get to see it within the fairies. haha! thumbs up =)

will upload the photos and do more elaboration soon!

and my boyfriend just got me worried again. he called me and told me he going hospital and i went 'HUH?!' but no worries, the fact that he can call me and tell me he is going to the hospital means that he is alright. i think army MOs like to refer nsmen to A&E...haha..its like the second time already. okay, hope the doctors do the check up quick so that i noe how he's doing.

IM SUPER TIRED. but im staying up to do smth =) lets hope the file transfer be quick. trying to keep myself awake now.

hmmm...

there's a blister on my foot. PAIN! i think i cant wear heels or covered shoes. my skin is too thin. always ended up with blisters =(

rahhh...i dont know what else to say. im killing time here!

realised i have not gone out with boyfriend for longgggggggg. i mean to shop, movie and relax..not just dinner and home =x

blame it on ns. y did you kope away saturday as well?!

alright..file transfer done! off to work!

happy 21st birthday to polar bear and 20th birthday to shaun!







everyone!

and yes, met ah na ydae to go shopping yesterday. went expo because there is john little sales BUT apparently it had ended and ah na thought it hadnt. so upon arriving at expo, we walked down the halls. and halls after halls, we did't see anything and this ah na SUPER OPTIMISTIC can...'sure have, maybe its hall 1 or 2' =x haha! so we ended up in town. manicure at far east!! =) shopped around and went to meet boyfriend for dinner. my legs are achingggggggggggg.

met alexis for lunch in the afternoon. chit chat and had more updates abt IMH. endless office politics do harm to health =/ no good. anw, i managed to send amara off today!!! =)))) happy!

and off to meet fairies tml!! whee~

tired from going out everyday. but nvm. seldom i go out like 10 consecutive days. haha! =p

AND I WISH MY BLOG - 'HAPPY 4TH ANNIVERSARY!'

let the pictures do the talking!

zoo trip with my social work mates!! amara is probably on the plane back home...
DARRENNNN!! DAWNNNN!!! crop your faces and put them in the photos!















6D GATHERING!





half the class of 6D'2001 =))

im fully utilising my concession! hahahha!

wed was out to cityplaza to shop with my sis. but the clothes there were soo messy its a big headache to shop. we turned the shop inside out BUT we didnt buy any. hahah..except 3 pairs of shoes =) yay! im starting to like buying pairs of shoes. ooh..does that sound more feminine? then off to ps to walk abit more and home sweet home.

thurs was stay in! home for the day to lie on sofa and stone =) perfect! but my perfect day got abit spoilt because i quarrelled with bf =( but bf came over to my hse at night and gave me a box of chocolate with a pink rose inside. problem solved. im too easy to hong.

fri was my little expedition to find 38hertford road to collect my ordered jelly hearts =)cause i felt bad quarrelling with boyfriend so i decided to surprise him with the jelly hearts. and i feel so proud of myself because i didnt get lost. hhaha! off to clementi to meet boyfriend, pass him my little present and bus our way back to his place for dinner. and who knows, we quarrelled again ='(

sat was out meeting my primary sch friends! its like a yearly gathering but the different thing this year was, we got our primary sch form teacher to come too! so that was quite interesting. celebrated regina's bdae, dinnered and we set off to serangoon garden for a drink. and hm near 2am =/

sun was out with social work mates! off to the zoo! a pity darren got called back to army and dawn couldnt make it last min. but anw, went to the zoo because amara is flying back to cambodia so we accompanied her there. great camwhoring session as we practically took pictures of the entire zoo. haha! but the animals were not cooperative because they were busy slping!zzzzz...i left slightly earlier and went to meet boyfriend and family for dinner. and home sweet home!

relationship is a funny thing. i think it will come to a point in time when major quarrel sets u thinking. thinking of a whole string of questions. and u get all emo. its funny why u choose to think that much and create all those questions for urself and make urself feel uncertain. i think im someone who can rmb words that ppl say. whether is it gd or bad. and sometimes when i look at you, i think of the words u said and it sets me thinking again. but oh well, no worries, boyfriend and i are alright.

off to bedddddddd!

im back to revive my blog!

finally ended my last paper today! =) LIKE FINALLY.

no more deadlines to meet?!! really?!

YES. NO MORE DEADLINES.

yesterday ah na was still telling me it feels weird not having any more deadlines. yes i agree! not that there isnt any more deadlines, but not as pressing as last week. fancy rushing like 3 essays over the weekends plus tutorials plus assignments plus eng presentation. thats not fun at all =/ almost drove me nuts. and yes, because of my busy schoolwork, i have not met boyfriend for a week. WOW! how amazing.

and so i met boyfriend for a swim after my nightmare weekends on wed. and im such a lousy swimmer. HAHA! got no stamina. then we went dinnering at shokudo and off to ps to walk around. and hah! boyfriend bought me a top =p and we met alot of people along the way. saw carol at cityhall, ed in the train, adeline and yanda at ps...hmmm...reached home, apply mask, talk to boyfriend and SLEEP!

thurs was really a tiring day too! because my group had to rush for our social work project. so we stayed back in sch till 9.30pm to finish it. i swear everyone looks really poor thing. it was pouring, the weather was cold, we have not had our dinner and we were cracking our brains working on the project. PICTURE IT! what a sad scene. heres a picture of my groupmates.



reached home ard 11pm. dinnered. talked to boyfriend and slept.

and yes! went boyfriend hse yesterday morning. and he was still slping like a pig. had a hard time dragging him up to go and run. so off we went to the gym and i did 4.3km =) and guess what?! I REALISED I LOST 1KG!! hahahahah! it must have been the result of being too stressed up. y? because when u are stress, ur body increases its cortisol level which converts fats and sugar to smth. i forgot what. if thats e case, i don't mind being stress...haha! lunched at his place. i did some work while he watched his show. then off to kovan to see specs and had dinner.

and as a result, im having a bit of muscle ache =/

Jacky's 21st birthday party at aloha loyang!
Theme for the party : occupation!


thats the girls while waiting for the shuttle bus




HAHA! dunno whats na doing at the back..


and lastly! a whole group of us!

Suzhen's 19th birthday party at pasir ris park!!


tadah!

1st level of stress = keep eating!
2nd level of stress = quit eating!

omb..i think im falling right into the first level!=( im growing fat! im full but im still eating, im feeling so bloated but im still eating. ahhhhhh! either u remove my stress or just let it progress to the next level =/

sometimes i just think i do not how to sit back and relax. but then again, theres so many things to do i cant find time to laze around either. i know its a matter of how you prioritise your time. work hard and play hard. but i cant seem to do it right. nvm. random thoughts.

and CONGRATS RYL!!! u can drive me around spore already! thanks to all my good luck msges! =D

why cant everyone be nice to one another? it isnt nice having to be sandwiched in between. hai. nvm. random thoughts. nth serious, no worries.

tue
met boyfriend after history lecture for dinner. nice him waited for me at kent ridge ter so we hopped on a bus to vivocity. had our spaghetti and boyfriend suggested going sentosa. hah! that was soo random. so we paid $6 to stroll around sentosa, catch a part of the 'songs of the sea', watch the fireworks and sat under the pavilion till the clock says its time to go home.

wed
i seriously cant think what had happened on wed

thurs
went schhh!

fri
EXCITING FRIDAY BECAUSE IT ENDS AT 12PM INSTEAD OF THE USUAL 6PM! yayness! hahaha!! for the first time in the past 6 weeks, this is the friday im lookig forward to! heh! after south asia tut, i went cck to meet the condo manager for lunch (the condo where i worked for 2 weeks). then i left for woodlands lib in an attempt to study. and it was so packed i had to sit at a corner on the floor. but oh well, i did manage to study for a couple of hours. boyfriend came over to the lib to find me after his army work ended. headed over to his place for dinner. went hm after that while boyfriend off to meet his friends.

todayy
LAZY MORNING. my sis was walking around the room in the morning, opening and closing the drawer and that woke me up at 7.30am! arghhh...now im so sianed to do anything =/ meeting boyfriend later and dinnering with my social work friends =)

recess week is endinggggggg! STOP THE TIME!

went back sch for rp and to submit my form in the afternoon. off to boonlay with na to meet mok and ryl and we all headed to ntu to find sian. and i really think ntu looks a lot better than nus. anw, had subway for lunch then we went to sian's hall. talked, took many many many photos as usual, listened to songs, attempted to play old maid and uno but none were successfully. haha! left her hall ard 6pm and i only managed to get home at 8PM. luckily i don't study there. its tiring just having to travel alone.

alright. off to research psyc essay.

YAY! RECESS WEEEEK! =D

im glad the monstrous week is over. no more essays to submit, no more presentation =) good!

so whats now?

study for psychology midterm
study for south asia midterm
do all my readings which im really lagging behind
submit bio lab assignment next week
go for social work agency visit
go back nus submit my social work form plus rp
meet fairies for sakae buffet!=D

okay. thats all i can think of now.

no more history essay! but somehow, i just feel weird. you know, like you submitted your essay already, but you just keep thinking that you might miss out this or that =/ ah! nvm. i know im thinking too much. i must have some anxiety disorder or smth.

anyway, busy day today! bio lec, then rush for rp, to the lib to print notes, grab a waffle, history lec. and ta dah! 6pm already. off to meet boyfriend at ps. no fish and chips at carls junior, so off we headed to fisherman warf at clark quay. walked ard boat quay, watched people play the bungee thingy and headed home.

and at last, its WEDNESDAY tml! =D just the thought of staying home just make me feel happy. haha!

im so running out of things to blog actually. all my brain cells were killed in the process of thinking how to write my history essay. cant really think of what to say now.

off to do social work tut. OH YA! children home visit next fri! yay! =)

blog more tml! i need to revive my blog. and coconuts' blog is dying already -_-''

stressed!

there's so many deadlines to meet. countless of readings. tutorials yet to be done. so so soooo many things on my to-do list. if only this weekend doesnt pass just like that. just STOP and let me get my things done! hai.

irritating history essay is getting on my nerve. the last time i wrote a history essay is like 5yrs ago?! and the textbook is not helping much. not as if i can find anything useful there. how to churn out my essay by tue?! save me.

i think im expecting too much from myself.

I LOVE WEDNESDAY! BECAUSE THERE IS NO SCHH!! =DDD but it just means lots of catching up to do at home =(

anyway, was so busy i hardly had the time to blog. assignments and mid term papers are coming in =(

okay, i got to do some backtracking here.

29/8
ended sch at 6pm. met boyfriend and friends and we headed to joel's house for his birthday party. there is this roti prata man there who made good pratas for us =) lots of camwhoring and laughter. said hi to a couple of boyfriend's relative. so scary! they are probably eyeing you frm far -_-'' then it was cake cutting and birthday songs and some games. left with boyfriend and family. home sweet home.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEL!=D


Joel's 21st birthday party!

6/9
Ed's bday party at coasta sands pasir ris! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ED!=D as usual, all the camwhoring and games. and og ppl were dancing to the mambo songs. AND I DUNO! haha! nvm.its better watching them dance. and nessa's maid made real good potato salad. hahaha! left around 12plus and cab home with eric and suzhen. and i heard interesting stories after that. hehehx.


Ed's 21st birthday party!

HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY BOYFRIEND! <3

we took a cable car to mount faber =) donkey years since i last sat on one. but still, its as exciting! haha! okay, i feel abit dumb but anything that moves and hang in mid-air is good =p had our dinner there. walked around. found ourselves comfortable on a bench and camwhored. haha! og's spirit is everywhere =p took the cable car back and home sweet home =)


boyfriend made this photoframe HIMSELF to put our photo =) so sweet =p

despite all the ups and downs, we made the effort to talk to each other. change for each other. and that's the way to keep us going! i love you! =)

so pretty much caught up with sch work. been really lazy to blog about anything. in fact, i don't know what im busy with. i just FEEL busy. yea. like countless readings to do. yet to buy my bio textbook. feeling lost in history lecture and etc.

things arent the same as it was in jc. sometimes i just miss jc days. you know you have your tutors to rely on, telling you everything that you need to do and know. you feel reassured that everything is running smoothly under their guidance. you have a fixed time table, a proper recess and lunch break, morning assembly to mark the start of the day. these are things you probably would not see anymore. and all the more, i misses those days =(

but of course, there has got to be a time you learn to be independent and it has got to be now. slowly but surely, i will get used to uni life. of course, not saying that i do not enjoy my time in school now. but its just that its a whole lot different. so different it makes me miss jc. hmm. and most importantly! i miss mjc baked french toast and vitasoy. its different when u drink vitasoy in nus. the feelings just aint the same. i miss the company of ryl, sian and mok!

heres a photo!



and our whole class of girls!



i have not seen boyfriend for FOUR DAYS. thats really amazing!
alright. im off to mug psyc!

retro? dress what?

okay! back to blog! as i've promised ah na to blog abt my bdae, here it goes!

daddy, mummy, da jie and er jie celebrated my birthday earlier. we went out for dinner on sunday together with boyfriend. and here's my birthday cake! chocolate fudge cake! =D



BOYFRIEND

met boyfriend after my lessons on tuesday. went harry's for dinner at esplanade. and it seemed as though we booked the entire place because there were only the two of us. haha!



sunflower from boyfriend! =D and a cardigan too.



my dinner! okay, i know its abit dark, blame the lightings there. sat along spore river after our dinner and i opened the present that ah na, mok ryl and sian gave. headed home after that. too bad boyfriend had to return to camp =( but still, thanks for the day! <3

and yes, boyfriend's mummy sent me a happy birthday msg. ahah! and she gave me a red packet. so sweet =)

THE FAIRIES

and here is a big BIG surprise from my beloved fairies!! so their plan was to disappoint me first? haha!! and i thought ryl and sian really forgot about my bdae! so saddening la. but okay, it turned out to be their plan. ah na handed me the present and told me they didnt have the time to buy a present for me, so hope that i would not mind this small little present which is actually a necklace made by ah na. they put this necklace in this black casing.

then 2 days later....

the door bell rang. i went to open the door and i saw AH NA! i looked as if i just woke up can. super unglam! i opened the door and there, stood fiona lee with a ang ku kueh poked with a red candle.



haha! i was laughing like mad when i saw the ang ku kueh! hahaha! so random! i still remembered during jc times, they kept saying im some old people because i eat ang ku kueh...ERMMM...=/ okay. so i was about to eat the ang ku kueh when the door bell rang again!

opened the door. and there stood mok, ryl and sian with a birthday cake =)) ultimate sweetness! =D it is green tea cake!! the same as what they bought for me 2 yrs back! hehex!! they are the ones who made me LOVE green tea!!! especially POKKA GREEN TEA!



and there i was, making a wish!



the present they gave me!! and they recorded something inside. ahhaha!! i was laughing like nuts when i heard all their recordings. and i still rmb how they made me cry when they made a video for me last year. haha!



my SUPER DUPER SWEET FRIENDS aka fairies/nanel/animal gang =D here's a pic of them at my house



the 5 of us!



and ah sian was super nice too! she travelled all the way from boon lay to punggol just to surprise me and back again to boon lay for her hall bash. thank you ah sian!

and of course! BIG THANK YOU TO THE FAIRIES FOR EVERYTHING! i really really appreciated everything that you all did! HUGS TO ALL!


THE OG

dinnered at cjlmxlb! hahha! wondering whats that? okay, its crystal jade la mian xiao long bao. i forgot who gave that short form. hehx! anyway, met the og ppl at great world city for dinner.







and here is a present from the og. a $100 tangs voucher. THANK YOU!!!! =DD and also not forgetting a big birthday card that they made too! but its still with nessa because i left it in jaren's bag that day and forgot to take it back! =(

anw, really thank the og! =)) you guys made me enjoy my uni life =)

okay. that sums up my 19th birthday! and of course, thank those who wished me too! =)

ARTS BASH ON SATURDAY!

so it was meeting the og people at great world city before we headed off to zouk.















we left pretty early for SUPPER! hahah! headed to centre point for mac.



here's a pic while travelling there. hehx.

had drinks and some food. left around 1.15am. nice boyfriend came to pick me up =) haha! and he was nice enough to drive fiona and shaun home too. haha! reached home ard 2am. talked on phone with boyfriend and slept at 3am.

woke up at 7am the next day for the carnival at esplanade. met up with boyfriend after that since he had the army half marathon thingy. lunched and movie. watch 4bia!! ITS A GOOD SHOW! i think its the FIRST HORROR MOVIE that scares me totally! really! i was clinging on to boyfriend throughout the show and i thought boyfriend was so brave to watch it. and guess what?! i caught him closing his eyes =/ haha! okay, goes to show its really scary okay!

alright. long entry today! off to mug!