Sunday, October 31, 2010

BABE'S 21ST BIRTHDAY PARTY at cineleisure preview lounge =D

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY JACLYN SOH!

ST JOHN 24th NCO CAMP - ECHO (our camp group name back then)! hahahaha!!! the echo reunite =) and i met jeremy during candy's 21st, and now i met him again at babe's 21st. all the common friends we shared. heh.






the psychology clique =)

Saturday, October 30, 2010

went to MINDS to conduct my experiment and the kids actually still rmb us!! OMG! they are so adorable =DDD and just nice my sis was working on a saturday...and the conversation went as such...

sis: what time u coming over MINDS?
me: meeting my friends at 1.30pm
sis: oh ok, wanna have lunch together?
me: yea..can ah..
sis: but i feel like eating tom yum macaroni...
me: so u asking me to cook from home and bring to ur workplace ah?
sis: hahahha! u noe i only get to eat tom yum macaroni on a saturday and i have to work today (saturday), this is so depressing..
me: okok, i cook then bring to u lo..
sis: =D



HAHAH!! here presenting u my 'FILLED-WITH-LOVE-TOM-YUM-MACARONI' for my sis! ok, it may not look appetising, but its nice ok! my sis was so touched when she saw it! because she WAS KIDDING WITH ME when she said she wanted me to cook lunch for her! -_-'' im such a nice sister, go where to find another me? HAHA! =p

Friday, October 29, 2010

HAPPENING DAY TODAY! =DDDD my otherwise boring day was made a whole lot fun-er with my group of girlfriends!

this is my group of psychology clique that i cant do without! =) and we celebrated yifang's bday in sch today! hahah! i realised we always do this kind of celebration in sch canteen...hee! anyway! happy birthday yifang! =D

ended lecture and headed over to ryl's house for swim, dinner, chit chat, camwhore session! we are seriously ultimate, swimming also can take photos. haha!






ok, we took alot more photos. but all very unglam and only can be shared within the fairies. haha! bathed and started preparing for our dinner!!!




some jian bing thing...

korean rice cake =D


can u believe we had red wine to go with korean food for dinner? hahaha!!



ah na braided my hair!!! but cant see from the front thou...







its good to take a break in the midst of all my busy assignments and project. it always feel good to be with them =D doing girly things like cooking, swimming, camwhoring, talking nonsense. although they still cant get my alien language at times. hee! see, ppl always good when they belong in a group. its true that the need to belong is a fundamental need!! and people who are deprive of it can result in psychological consequences. HAHA! too much of psychology =x
ok! im off to bed and hopefully i'll be a good girl tml morning and start working on my sociology term paper.
goodnighttttt!

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

omg! please get my brain working =/ i hate it when i sit in front of my laptop and i just stare blankly. it makes me feeeeel very time-wasting. =x im getting sick of sch. cant wait for the sem to endddddd like seriously.

random incident yesterday
jac: u got water not?
me: yea, u wan ah?
jac: yea...
me: *pour into her bottle
jac: wah, you drink very fast, barely half a day and your bottle is almost emptied
me: *giggles. the water is in my bottle since yesterday
jac: T_T *swallowed the mouthful of water*

and we all burst out laughing. haha! random things that make me laugh. hmm.

pediatric psyc presentation yesterday wassssss...funny! hahhaa! we did a role play and i had to dig out my long lost st john name tag to wear! so nostalgic. my nametag has turned yellowish =/ and we played taboo during group dynamic tutorial today. yea, sounds interesting eh? but not when we have to describe the words all in psychological terms and concepts.

meeting up with fairies tml for a swimmmmmmmmm and cooking korean rice cake for dinner =) alright, motivation to finish up my assignment now! gogogogo!

aim: finish up my sociology assignment tonight! before i continue with another one tml T_T

im looking forward to my weekends! doing expt at minds on sat, going babe's 21st bdae party at night. going for volunteer work on sun at botanic gardens! COOL! ok. more motivation to finish up my work. gogogogo!

Sunday, October 24, 2010

i was taking my afternoon nap when i started dreaming about group membership and identity =/ been thinking too much about my sociology assignment =x and suddenly i hear someone whispering to me......

and its none other than my elder sis.

sis: wei! do you want to run?
me: huhhhhhhhh...im slpingggg
sis: i feel like running now leh
me: huh now?!
sis: yea, 4.30pm now...the weather is nice to run now...
me: okkkkkkk..give me 10mins to wake up...

and so i woke up in the middle of my nap just to go down and run 15minutes with my sis. and both of us are addicted to this song below that we can just sing it while we run. haha! assuming there is no passer-by that is because we were like 2 crazy girls running and singing.

张芸京 - 相反的我

我看着镜子后面皱著眉的我
很孤单她有话想说
像天空不会永远都是蓝色的
有阴天你才会抬头
走穿多少的巷弄
笑了哭了
有三四个人爱我

Chorus:
我想要一个乱了
数字的时钟
我想做一个完全相反的我
我在这个世界拼命些什么 (both my sis and i thought this sentence is so apt)
累死我
我有双不听任何命令的耳朵
去享受快乐加上自由的我
我要变成一颗透明的石头
我不会动
也不会痛

像轮胎用了太久 没气了 所以
原谅我 想消失几周
每个人都在选好的轨道奔走
讲真的我想要呼救
请看爱情的脸孔
美的丑的
几千万人都被愚弄了

Repeat Chorus

这个我 那个我
不一样的我
等什么 想什么
怕什么

and i really like the construction smell! it smells goood!

and i did my phone interview with jaclyn's sis! so cute. its good to understand why young people nowadays are turning to blogs, become fashion bloggers etc. when i think back, i wonder why did i even have a blog? what was my purpose then? was it my way of seeking identity and acceptance then? what about now? why do i still blog? does it matter whether ppl read it or not? has blogging shaped my identity in anyway?

ok, i'll talk more abt it after im done with my research.

off to work. i'll tryyyy at least.

Saturday, October 23, 2010

i cried during sociology lecture yesterday just because the prof and the video he showed mentioned the taboo word. Somehow or rather, I have yet to get over it despite knowing that i have to. but i just cant.

i have been suppressing it for long. once in awhille it surfaced in my mind but i pushed it back into my unconscious. until one day, i broke down when we were at esplanade rooftop. i cried so hard then and u gave me a hug. that hug was reassuring because that was exactly what i needed. i needed to know that i was not left all alone to fend this. i know i have my sisters with me, but i do not want them to worry for me. you told me back then that whatever he did not do, you will compensate for it and words that you said touched me. you got a shock when you heard what i said but that did not scare u away. u simply accepted it and that makes you different from anyone else.

although once in awhile, environmental cues trigger certain memories of mine...but i'll rmb the monk story you told me. let it go.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

can the clock not strike 10pm =(( i feel so nua to do anything now! SAVE ME!

sigh.

Saturday, October 09, 2010

do you know? sometimes when im really bored......i just need to talk to my sister and we will laugh like crazy women. i would lie on my bed and she would lie on her own and we will start talking nonsense. we were trying to converse in dialects that day. IT WAS TOTALLY A FLOP. i really want to speak cantonese like fluently! but my 'half-pail-water' kind of cantonese really cmi. and we realise hokkien has no words for 'sorry','please'...does their sorry = paiseh? haha, ok maybe there are words to describe them just that our limited vocab for hokkien fail to let us see it. and its good when both of us study psychology =) cause we can talk psychology to each other =))

here presenting to u my 'look-alike' sister! =DD we do look alike right? with the same type of specs, round face, same hair parting...hahha!! next time i should take a photo with my dajie and you will realise how different we look like...but my dajie is cute too ok...she always like to share her excitement with my erjie and i and we will both laugh like mad especially when she ask us to listen to feng fei fei - zhang sheng xiang qi! my dajie is a nostalgic person. hahah! love my 2 sisters and they have always been with me even during my down-nest, worst period...

been sooo busy with sch work these days. meetings after meetings, discussion after discussion. and it just means more work to do after all these meetings and discussions. sigh. but im pretty much looking forward to my grp's experiment at MINDS. the lady i spoke to was damn nice! she happily allow us to conduct experiment with the exception that we need a letter from our prof and prepare consent letters for the parents. it would have been impossible if we asked other association because ethics clearance alone would take 2mths! and and and, i also managed to get permission from tgyc to do experiment too! cool! speaking about that, i went tgyc to do volunteer work some time ago....and my conclusion is that having taught 2 children at the same age yet presenting totally different character makes me wonder.......i think nurturing is impt.

AND YES!!! CHERYL CHUA! THIS IS DEDICATED TO U!!! although we seldom meet up, but i think we are sooooo close even if we do not meet up, u noe you are always in my little heart. and when i need help....I WILL THINK OF U! isnt that a plus pt?! hahahhaha!!! =pppp so don't mcflurry sardine pok french fries me! haha! im like talking our own fairies language.

Sunday, October 03, 2010

the song you sent me, turned me into an emo kid!

I’ll Be Missing You
Puff Daddy

Intro: puff daddy

Every day I wake up
I hope I'm dreaming
I can't believe this shit
Cant believe you ain't here
Sometimes it's just hard for a nigga to wake up
Its hard to just keep going
Its like I feel empty inside without you being here
I would do anything man, to bring you back
Id give all this shit, shit the whole knot
I saw your son today
He look just like you
You was the greatest
You'll always be the greatest
I miss you big
Cant wait till that day, when I see your face again
I can't wait till that day, when I see your face again...

Yeah... this right here (tell me why)
Goes out, to everyone, that has lost someone
That they truly loved (cmon, check it out)

Verse one: puff daddy

Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hanging on the block for dough
Notorious, they got to know that
Life ain't always what it seem to be (uh-uh)
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone, we still a team
Through your family, I'll fulfill your dream (that's right)
In the future, can't wait to see
If you open up the gates for me
Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend (uh-huh)
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it's real, feelings hard to conceal
Cant imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living your life, after death

Chorus: faith evans

Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
Ill be missing you
Thinking of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
Ill be missing you

[puff] I miss you big

Verse two: puff daddy

Its kinda hard with you not around (yeah)
Know you in heaven smiling down (eheh)
Watching us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Till the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need (uh-huh) to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts big I just can't define (cant define)
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us in the 6, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Making hits, stages they receive you on
I still can't believe you're gone (cant believe you're gone)
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living you're life, after death

Chorus

[faith evans] somebody tell me why

Interlude: faith evans

On that morning
When this life is over
I know
Ill see your face

Outro: 112

Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
Every night I pray, every step I take
[puff] every day that passes
Every move I make, every single day
[puff] is a day that I get closer
[puff] to seeing you again
Every night I pray, every step I take
[puff] we miss you big... and we wont stop
Every move I make, every single day
[puff] cause we can't stop... that's right
Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
[puff] we miss you big
*music fades out*