Monday, March 31, 2008

time check: 9.37AM

and once again..im looking realli busy, staring hard at the screen, blogging.

a good 8hrs and 23mins before i knock off...i'll slowly count down..anw..im goin to meet buttdies/fairies/nanel/animal gang (how much e clique has evolved =/) for dinner todae..so its smth i can look forward to at the end of the day.yay! and im going to eat my spaghetti...been cravin it for weeks alreadi...hahx...

out wif xuan ydae...went marina sq/suntec...walked everywhere we could n talked all tat possibly can be said...headed down to ah ma hse together...dinnered...home...super tired when i got home =/ but i revived when boyfriend called...hahax...=p n xuan...start planning our exercises!! i desperately need to go n run alreadi...only ran once lasst week =/ how unhealthy n how fattenin...grrrr...

n i wonder how i live in e past...i nva had to stop myself frm eatin..i nva had to diet..i nva had to run...n numbers werent an issue to me...now...is BIG BIG issue...okie...i've grown up. or maybe...im influenced by buttdies...ah mok who doesnt eat dinner tat often(as far as i noe back in jc life)...ah ryl who can dun eat for 40plus hrs (her highest record)...n buttdies who consistently tellin me how fattenin e food is. (hahx..okie..they probably would disagree wif me n sae its e other way round) so ive come to a conclusion tat skippin lunch, eating less is okay... im so easily affected by the ppl/things ard me...serious. i think i care too much on how ppl think of me..so i only need one word frm anyone n it can affect my mood e entire day...for instance..u just need to say 'i think u've put on a bit of weight' n u can see me stop eating e entire week n run all i can just to make u change ur opinion. hmm. pros n cons to tat i guess...im such a leo.

anw...
out wif boyfriend e day before...pei him go repair his psp at sim lim...walked down to bugis...n i was so nice to treat him to dinner...whahhax..n i finally had my xiao long bao!! =p headed to his hse aftertat...watched full hse...n went pasir ris park at night =)

im so in love wif boyfriend. hahx. nvm. tats random. =p

time check: 11am

hahahahx! im good at wastin time! one more hr to lunchbreak...7 more hrs to end of work...

n ive alreadi packed my week wif activities

todae- work n dinner wif buttdies
tue- work n dinner wif xuan
wed- work n dinner wif boyfriend
thurs -work n dinner wif boyfriend? okie..he claims he's meetin michelle for dinner...
fri- work n dinner wif family

hahx..my mum would probably complain tat she doesnt see me home most of e time...

okie..i've run out of words to say alreadi...

OH YA! im lookin for some volunteer work to do...i think im like wastin my time everydae...seems so meaningless...

n i suddenly feel like goin for camps...random.

n i wan go night safari! i wan my sky ride!

ahhhhhhh...seriously nth to say alreadi...

lets do some tests!

What's your lucky charm?

See Hwee, your lucky charm is a Scarab
Let's hope you're not afraid of bugs, because it turns out that scarabs are your lucky charm. But before you get creeped out, you don't need the living thing for luck to come your way. (No one wants a living dung beetle crawling around in their pocket, after all.) So consider yourself one of the fortunate few. When the likeness of the scarab is stamped, carved or engraved onto stone, glass, wood and metal, it becomes one of the oldest good-luck charms in the world. Keep one next to your heart for long life. Place one next to your head while you sleep for protection. As the sacred symbol of the eternal soul, you might want to carry more than one scarab charm—one for this life and one for the next.

Are you good to your body?

See Hwee, your body's telling you to Have Some Fun
It sounds like your body is saying, "Easy does it." You're a motivated and hard-working person who's likely to be racing around here and there or doing multiple things at once. Ambition is a great thing to have, but stress often comes with it.Before you work through lunch again, stop and look out for yourself. Get out of the office or go for a walk. And next time you're thinking about pulling an all-nighter, why not leave early instead and go dancing with friends or just enjoy a nice, quiet bubble bath? All work and no play can be bad for your health. And so can ignoring what your body needs — things like proper hydration and cleansing antioxidants. So kick up your heels and treat your body right!

http://web.tickle.com/tests/goodtoyourbody/

hahax..im definitely not workin thru lunch la...

Have you found your Mr Right?

See Hwee, you've found Mr. Right because You're Ready for a Family
You've played the field and maybe sown some wild oats in your day. In the process, you've figured out who you are and what you want. And now you're going after it with a great guy who wants a family as much as you do. It sounds like you're both ready to settle down and start your own family traditions.You've probably always made family a priority. Caring and dedicated, you'd do anything for those you love. So it's no surprise that you're ready to add more people to your family...no matter how you'll get along with his mother.

http://web.tickle.com/tests/mrright/

hahahax..oh my...

Who's the man of your dream?

See Hwee, Prince Charming is the man of your dreams
Have you always been waiting for someone to sweep you off your feet? Would you love for a date to pick you up with his white horse rather than his old jalopy? We bet you would. A hopeful romantic, you're looking for that special guy who believes in fairy tales too.You want the best for yourself and those you love. And you're happy to go the extra mile to make sure everything works out in the end. So even if it means kissing a lot of frogs, you won't settle until you've found the prince you've been looking for. And that's sure to make a happy ending.

What's your wedding wish?

See Hwee, your wedding wish is to Ride Off Into The Sunset
When you think about your wedding, there's one thing that comes to mind first: location, location, location. You know that there's a good chance this is the biggest party you'll ever plan, and you have every intention of making it memorable and evocative of your style and personality.Whether your dream locale is a beach-side resort, the church you attended as a kid, or a close friend's backyard, you want to be able to set a scene that is meaningful and inspiring to you and, of course, good for bringing people together.

What's Your Perfect Workout?

Got great legs? It's a safe bet they didn't get that way from sitting around. For people like you who've got the urge to get up and go (but don't want to deal with traffic...), the best workout choice is walking or hiking.
We can tell that you know the value of simplicity and low-tech operations. That makes walking perfect, since it requires a minimum of equipment and, barring construction work, a blizzard, or a broken leg, it can be done just about anywhere and any time. As a walker, you're adventurous and curious, too, strolling places you wouldn't necessarily go otherwise, paying attention to the little things you'd ordinarily whiz by in your car. Walkers tend to be a steadfast bunch, since stepping out for a daily constitutional is probably the best way to incorporate low-impact exercise into your life for good. And we're betting you like to do some wondering while you wander. Famous writers, including Henry David Thoreau and Wallace Stevens, did some of their best composing while out for a stroll.
So the next time someone tells you to take a hike, go for it. Aim to go for a brisk 30-minute walk at least three times a week — your mind and body will thank you for it!

OH MY!! THIS IS SO TRUE!

What is your true colour?

See Hwee, your true color is Green!
You're green, the color of growth and vigor. Good-hearted and giving, you have a knack for finding and bringing out the best in people. Green is the most down-to-earth color in the spectrum — reliable and trustworthy. People know they can count on you to be around in times of need, since your concern for people is genuine and sincere. You take pride in being a good friend. For you, success is measured in terms of personal achievement and growth, not by status or position. Rare as emeralds, greens are wonderful, natural people. It truly is your color!

HAHAHAHX....GREEEEENNN!!!! yes..tats e colour!

What makes your mouth water?

See Hwee, Hiking the Trails makes your mouth water
Being in the great outdoors is just the kind of thing to get your blood pumping and your energy levels jumping. A down-to-earth person like you feels invigorated by communing with Mother Nature and rightly so.What's better than breathing in fresh air, taking in spectacular views, and getting some good-for-you exercise in there, too? Not much! And part of the beauty of hiking is that you can make it whatever you want it to be — long, short, overnight, along the coast, in the mountains — the options are endless. So what are you waiting for? Lace up your boots and get going!

another test tat saes i love hiking...hahhax...

boyfriend!! i noe where we can go if we dunno where to go alreadi..hahax...

time check: 1.10pm
4 hrs 50mins to go! tats fast!

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

tick tick tick.

im just staring at the clock, hoping that by staring hard enough, my eye power would be of some use to push the minutes hand faster. the clock shows 4.07pm. a good 1hr and 53mins before i can get out of this freezing cold office. im like a dumpling now. long pants.cardigans.jacket on top of my cardigans. n yet IM STILL FREEZING COLD. brrrrr...=/

im stuck in the office the entire day. partly due to the fact that both my feets have blisters n i cant walk properly because the slipper is brushing against the blisters. so im bare footed in the office todae. n i wonder how am i going to walk down hill to the bus stop later. oh my. and this just means i cant walk home from imh. =x

i was so bored, i decided to read thru all my past entries. i read till the end of 2006 and my eyes were alreadi crossed. stared at the screen for too long. =x hahx.

aiyah. toking rubbish alreadi. brain freeze. im like so alone in the office now cox everyone is out for meeting and i've got absolutely NOTHING to do right now. I feel bad reading the papers cox it might appear that im slacking. so i can only keep my eyes glued to the screen, looking as thou im really busy which in actual fact, im blogging. hahx.

i like the feeling of simply sitting there and not doing anything while money rolls in. BUT AGAIN, time crawls when u aint doing anything. BUT when mee ne ask me to do this and that, i get abit sianed. probably im brain washed by cecilia already. BUT THEN AGAIN, i told myself i shouldnt dislike someone. and in any case, i won't be staying here for long. another 2 months and im gone. so better to leave a good impression behind. who noes, maybe one day i'll need her help. Come to think about it again, do people do good things, being nice to you have any ulterior motives? sometimes i dislike working in an environment where it is so political. i suppose this is prevalent. everyone is trying to climb up tat ladder and by all means, they stepped hard on you to reach the top. but it probably comes to a point, will they feel happy if they were to sit in the position they are at through unscrupulous means? hahx. nvm. im making office work seems such a dark place. OKAY. IT ISNT.

TIME CHECK ---> 4.26PM

oh my. only 19mins gone.

im seriously freezing cold. i badly wanted to walk out of office just to get some warmth. But my feet hurts.

after drinking 1.5 litres of water ydae and 500ml of water todae, my sore throat has recovered. hahx. random. IM BORED.

i miss nicholas ang! i just wonder, if technology isnt tat advanced, where msn doesnt exist at all, i probably wouldnt have talked to him. if ice skatin lessons were not conducted, i probably wouldnt have met him. And it would all be a different story. sometimes things just happen when u least expected it. tats fated.

n i shall leave it to fate whether i can get into uni. hahx. wad a link.

oh no! i just heard the thunder. must be raining outside. HAHX. sound as if im working in a box where i cant see the outside world. which is true actually. i cant even see the windows. cubicles aint good. i mean it is good if u are doing something which shouldnt be seen by others like blogging, smsing,surfing the net. But not when you are working. u can go really crazy working because wherever your head turns, it all looks the same. luckily my seat aint too bad. i get to see a white board and 2 doctor's offices. at least my place aint tat bounded up. anw, back to the point, my jogging plan is gone. so much for raining. and being a lazy girl, i don't bring my umbrella. how to go home? i'll probably be a pampered girl today and ask my daddi to pick me up.

this must be the longest entry ever.

TIME CHECK ----> 5PM

53mins typing this entry. HAHX.

Monday, March 24, 2008

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY BUTTDY!!!! =)))

thou the buttdies didnt get to meet up wif u on ur bdae...but stillll....its better late then nva...hehx...so will see u next mon kae! =)

and buttdy chua...im hooked to my ex-husband's song...hahahhax!!!

i suddenly have alot of 'wants'

i want a new jacket
i want a pair of runnin shoes
i want a new bag
i want cut my hair
i want more earrings
i want more skirts
i want more tops to go wif my skirts
i want to go night safari
i want to go on holiday
i want a ride in cable car
i want to get myself tanned
i want to end work now
i want to see nicholas ang now
i want to get into uni
i want to LOSE WEIGHT!

Sunday, March 23, 2008

mixed feelings now n then. hmmm.

im slpy...but i just didnt wan to continue slpin...so i woke up at 7am..

my diet plans are all gone...i've been eatin whenever i felt like eatin...tats bad =x massive exercisin next week!

it has been a tiring week...hardly at home most of time...or rather..im only home to slp n gone e next dae...

n its workin dae tml. again. haixx. e long weekend doesnt seems tat long afterall =x

i cant wait to end work...but tat will be till end of may...way to go...

aiya.im not makin any sense in my post.

off to bathe

Sunday, March 16, 2008

can anyone tell me how not to be so upset over my results n worryin abt not gettin into uni wif my lousy grades?

haix. im tryin to stay optimistic...but when my mood is gettin better...i'll paused n think...i shouldnt be happy in e first place cox there isnt any reason for me to be...then i became down again...i think i diagnosed myself with 'worrying disorder' and 'guilty about being happy' disorder...aiya...i worry too much...but i guess tats inevitable..i mean..who isnt worried abt their own future..but maybe...im gettin abit extreme..haix..duno le huh...

just got back frm dinner wif boyfriend n family...soooo fullll...im feelin fat...time to exercise!

is work again tml! sigh.

Thursday, March 13, 2008

if only saturdae comes tml

if only i can haf things my own way

if only i can lose a kg or two

if only i can eat all i wan n dun grow fat

random.

i think i need my slp alreadi. =x

Sunday, March 09, 2008

went to IT show wif boyfriend...walk n walk n walk n walk ard e exhibition hall before he finally bought his lcd monitor n other stuff...n there goes his 1mth pay =/ headed to his hse for dinner n i watched full hse for like the 4th time...headed to pasir ris park next...freezin cold sitting there...but e stars were nice...sat there till 12am n he drove me back...

so i was itchin to snap some pics of boyfriend in e car...




c la..siam here n there..dunwan let me take..so i can onli post unglam ones..=p




Friday, March 07, 2008

horrible a level results! =(( haix. it's not tat i haf a high expectation, but at least...give me grades tat look reasonable! i've worked so hard but im just not seein e results...n tat's wad tat makes me cry e whole dae...my parents told me it's fine..at least i still make it to uni...but tats not e pt...it's e effort tat u've put in n in e end...wad i get is those lousy grades...n i begin to doubt myself..maybe im just not someone tat can study...haix..

boyfriend came knockin on my door in e evening n accompanied me till night...but he probably saw me cry more than i talk =x

Sunday, March 02, 2008

What is your eating style?
See Hwee, you're a Disciplined Eater

What you eat and when you eat is serious business to you. And you, more than others, feel that what you put in your mouth really says something about who you are. With good health as your priority, you try to pick foods that make you feel good for the long haul — not just junk foods you may crave at a given time. For you, eating healthfully may become more than just a way to stay fit and vibrant — you may find yourself competing with others or becoming dogmatic in your approach to eating right. Maybe you want to live a healthful life, maybe you want your family to follow your example, or maybe restricting the foods you eat is a way for you to reassert your control over some aspect of your life. Because of this, you probably also have a bit of a competitive streak when it comes to nutritional health. While this is good as it would inspire you to eat well, it might sometimes hurt you — goading you on to secretly compete with others to see who's diet is lowest in fat or calories.

http://web.tickle.com/tests/eatingstyle/

The Body Image Test

A little nip here and a little tuck there and you'd be satisfied, right? Sounds like your body confidence is suffering a little bit. It's extremely difficult to avoid the super-skinny ideal that is posted on every billboard and TV commercial. Inevitably some of it seeps in. You haven't, however, completely fallen victim to the body trap. Sometimes you let yourself have your cake and eat it too -- but most of the time you opt out for fear of lumps and dimples. You might be a little too hard on yourself. Do you sometimes feel as if you're looking in a fun house mirror? Do you absolutely dread bathing suit season? If so, you might have a bit of a warped body image. It's natural for a woman to be self-critical sometimes, and it's not vain to want to look your best. As long as you keep the criticisms in perspective. So, what's the lesson here? Go easy on yourself. View your body as a work of art -- put it on a pedestal and admire it!

http://web.tickle.com/tests/standard/body_image.jsp

See Hwee, your emotions are triggered by your underlying belief in Honesty

In other words, your commitment to leading an honest life, and your belief in the truth, directly affect how, and how often, you experience certain feelings.For example, your test results indicate that you're most fulfilled when you can share all your thoughts and feelings — good or bad. That factor is directly related to your fundamental belief in honesty and the range of emotions it triggers. Based on your belief in honesty, where do you rank in the emotional landscape? Which of your emotions dominate your life? And how can you learn to control your emotions?
http://web.tickle.com/tests/emotions/index.jsp

What makes you amazing?

See Hwee, your Sweet Spirit makes you amazing
Have a heart? You certainly do. Thoughtful and warm, you make other people feel at ease and welcome whether you're hosting a party or just attending it. You can't help it — you're a sweetheart who's a great friend to just about everyone.Sincere and kindhearted, you look out for those you love and will often put the needs of others before your own. It's no surprise friends and family look to you for advice and a shoulder to lean on. Helping other people makes you happy. That's the best super power any hero could have!

http://web.tickle.com/tests/amazing/

The Gender Identity Test
See Hwee, you're 35% masculine

This is based on how you scored on a variety of traits that, founded on classic research and our own studies, are typically associated with men.You're also 65% feminine, which is based on how you scored on traits that are typically associated with women. When we compare your results with other women it shows that you are somewhat more masculine than other women.But what is gender identity exactly? A person's gender identity is defined by the extent to which they see themselves as masculine or feminine. Every person possesses both masculine and feminine qualities to some degree, however the extent to which each person has these qualities differs widely. While you were taking the test, we calculated your scores in 6 areas typically defined as masculine and 6 areas typically defined as feminine.

http://web.tickle.com/tests/genderidentity/