yay!! i can withdraw from NIE already! whahahahaha!

FIONA LEE! im going to be schmates with you AGAIN! yay! =D

and yes. boyfriend going to pei me to NUS later to submit the documents =)

it has been a long long journey before i finally found my way into fass. haha! long story. after everything, i finally got into what i wanted. so...thumbs up! =)

and my bank money is depleting! okay, basically im living on my own. paying for all my expenses. and my meagre pay is oh well. but better than nth thou. maybe i shld try to do some OT next wk since it is supposed to be the busiest time for IMH then. haha!

GOOD NEWS!

I GOT INTO FASS! hahahahah!

BUT! the thing is i've signed an agreement with moe. thats the problem =( my sisters and boyfriend all think that it wouldnt be a problem to withdraw from nie. but i was talking to gavin lee and he says a contract is still a contract. haix. i don't know la. im so sick of everything!

i shall just go down to MOE on monday to speak to them. emailing is too slow.

anw, yesterday was kbox-ing with xuan for a solid 5 hrs! hahaha! good time spent. but still, it probably take me like 4 hrs out of the 5 to sing into the mic. hahaha! i still think i cant sing.

yawn! tired! been out almost the whole day these few days. but oh well, beats staying at home and doing nothing.

singing lessons? hahha! me and ah sian talking about that online now. we were so random. was talking to na that day too and we said we should go learn something and we actually came up with singing! haha! and i think i cant learn singing with sian n mok. i sure 'xiao chang' one. because when i hear them and hear myself, sure cmi. haha! bet ah na and ryl would agree. hehex. i seriously think i should go pick up a skill. so what should i learn? hmm...

and im actually blogging at both sites.

www.itswithinus.blogspot.com for more updates.

tata!

one hurdle crossed. just did my EPT today. i wouldnt say all went well because of the horrible conversation part. imagine talking to yourself in a conversation?!! just felt the test wasnt really a good gauge because it is all recorded and one can be easily distracted because everyone is talking at the same time and it can be irritating because it disturbs ur thoughts. and that is exactly what that happens to me. my mind went blank for the conversation part! argh. peanut butter. i was like errr, errmmmm in the self-conversation la. and i just kept repeating my points =( i just think my thoughts were all in a mess. like there is no sequence when i said it. im sad after that oral =(

written paper was just 100 mcqs. so that's fine i hope. unless i make stupid mistakes or didnt read carefully or what. oh well. and im glad i met hsiang yin! otherwise i would be all alone. and i made 2 other friends too =)

anyway, thanks ah ryl, mok, sian and na for all your good lucks for my test =)

come to think abt it, did my boyfriend wish me good luck? hmm...

anyway, saturday was spent watching movie with boyfriend in tampines. bumped into ah na and eling. then met up with ah na later on. boyfriend accompanied me as well.we headed to t3 to meet ryl and sian. walked for miles and laughed like nuts before we finally settled ourselves for dinner at crystal jade. then it was photos and more photos all the way till 11.30pm. HAHA! thats what we are good for. and home sweet home after that.

and im so looking forward to meeting ah na for the dinner on thurs. haha. i duno why. ah sian! must go too okay! i think i give up on mok n ryl already. haha.

lets all hope i will pass my ept okay?

thurs

met cycling budddy AH NA at pasir ris. and this girl kept me waiting for a whole 45minutes! luckily boyfriend called and kept me entertained. otherwise i would have rotted there. anyway, it was good weather for a good tann!chit chat all the way as we cycled. good catching up!after near 2 hours of cycling, we left to meet ryl, mok and sian at whitesands kopitiam. reminiscing our jc times. haha! okay, actually i didnt really contribute much on the part in whitesands kopitiam because im usually not around with the fairies. haha! or maybe just a couple of times only. and mok n sian bought us chewy junior donuts. and fairies jiu shi fairies because they just know what flavour i would take. haha! after eating our lunch-cum-dinner, each of us had our share of donuts. and as usual, we were just laughing and laughing on all the 'you de mei de'. then headed to popular next to accompany mok to buy her assessment papers for her tutee. contemplating on whether to take neoprints or not. but well, we didnt. headed to hongkong cafe for mango snow ice instead. ahh, that really reminded me of jc times. MANGO SNOW ICE! so the 5 of us attacked the mountain of ice and it didnt take us long to clear it. ah na left to meet her mum n aunty but she realised she left her ezlink card at the bike rental shop. so the 5 of us headed to pasir ris park to retrieve her ezlink card. and i was so tempted to go for another round of cycle and ah mok actually agreed to it. but too bad ryl was in skirt n ah xian just didnt want to perspire =( so we headed home next.

i simply love the fairies! =)

today
swam in the morning with xuan. and the sun worked on me at long last. because im tiny weeny little bit darker! hahaha!but oh well, i really don't have the stamina to swim for long. tired out easily. i guess running works better. xuan came over to my house for lunch then i headed to boyfriend's place. slacked around then went for dinner at compasspt. and i actually had KFC for dinner! see! for the sake of u BOYFRIEND!

alright, off to more grammar vocab tests!

TATA!

mon

nice daddy drove me to orange grove road to register my EPT. and when i reached the building, i realised i've been there before! for some literature talk when i was in secondary sch! haha! anyway, i thought i was really early because i reached there at 9am. but it was already a queue =/ anyway, settled with the registration and daddy drove me home. boyfriend came over in the afternoon after i forced him to =x haha!

today

woke up early in the morning because i have to reach moe building at 9am for briefing and signing of the bond. ended around 10am plus. headed to ps to walk around, thinking of what to get for boyfriend because i made him unhappy (he made me unhappy too). anyway, ended up getting a card. headed to compass point library next. then i decided to drop by IMH to find xiao dong and company. glad to see them again =)and went to boyfriend's house after that.

haha, im like running everywhere today. and i wanted to surprise boyfriend so i dropped the card into his letterbox. but he told me his dad opened it and see. ahhhh! =x

ahhh yes, went to the zoo with my family! =) haha. kind of random. it was in conjunction with world blood donor day. so we had 6 free tickets to the zoo! The last time i went to the zoo was 5 years ago. in fact, nothing much has changed over the past 5 years. it took us 4 hours to walk all around the zoo, seeing all the animals. but i guess the animals in zoo are pretty pampered.

anyway, some random pictures of the animals. didnt manage to take alot of them because the camera went out of battery =/

im bored!

From this moment on, I shall blog in complete sentences with no short forms.In fact, I am pretty much worried about the EPT. I know i am only tested more or less on grammar, vocabulary, some oral skills and stuff. But you know, when things go right to basics, problems surfaced because you will end up questioning yourself on simple things. The simpler it seems, the higher the chances of you failing it. And i am worried because it's either i make it, or break it. Pass the test and term will start on 23 July. Fail it, and god knows when i will start my term. So, i cannot afford to fail that test because i only have that one chance.

alright. enough about that.

on a lighter note, i did my very first manicure today! =p I wanted my nails black or dark blue, but sis says it would not look nice on fingernails =/ In the end, i had my nails painted maroon. Come to think about it again, whether it is black, dark blue or maroon, its all dark colours anyway. I should have chosen dark blue instead because my toenails are dark blue and now it clashes with my fingernails =/

anyway,

it was shopping trip with ah na yesterday at far east. Final conclusion: Far East is not a place to shop (at least for me)Anyway, both of us felt so unaccomplished because we did not purchase anything. But thankfully, we entered forever 21 and here we go. we bought our tops. Ah na was nice because she let me have the black spag =p Thanks! Afterwhich, we headed to taka to have our pancakes.Blueberry cheese for ah na and peanut for me which more or less became my dinner for the day, thanks to the headache. It hurt so bad i felt like vomiting.

shall end here. update again soon.

back to update! =)

ydae was a good time spent with dear old squadmate JENNY TAN! =)i decided to be nice and accompanied her to far east and it turned out to be an adventure. HAHA! met jen in the late afternoon. went shopping around far east but didnt manage to buy anything thou =/ settled our dinner at food republic and randomly, we decided to go botanical garden. and with some help from sis, we headed to the back of wheelock place. asked one random friendly security guard who directed us the way. hopped on bus 123 and we figured our way there. walked into botanical garden. stroll around. nice atmosphere.nice place.i was telling jen its such a romantic place to go at night and this lady who happened to walk past just had to say 'it's so eerie here' -_-'' haha! nvm.

and we decided to head down to dempsey hill. not knowing where exactly the place was (except that we knew it is opposite botanical garden), we just walked down the road. and man, we cheered our way there. HAHA! good old st john cheers and we sang down the road. okay, not exactly sang down the road, just a quarter of it. landed ourselves in a place we felt it should be dempsey hill. so we walked along the narrow dark path, climbed up the slope and headed in the direction we felt it was right. but okay, we thought we went the wrong way so we made a u-turn only to realise that the route we walked earlier on was right. so we made a u-turn again. after all the walking, we finally landed ourselves in dempsey hill ONE HOUR LATER. man, im so proud of ourselves =))

we explored around the small little village. settled at dome for our earl grey tea. and yes, 'tu ji jian cha' on boyfriend at the same time too. ahahha! went house of barracks to find boyfriend. waited for him for awhile. hopped on 105 with jen n boyfriend. then boyfriend n i cabbed home.

i love night walk! especially when the road is quiet and all you can hear is the sound of crickets or whatever insects and all you can smell is the sweet air. ahhh =)nice~ anw, it was really a good catching up session with squadmate. despite the fact that we have not been meeting up for ages, we still have tons to talk about and our little adventure ended the day off well =)

and i only slept for like 5hours because i was on phone with my boy till 2.30am and my sis woke me up at 7am to tell me the hamster ran to my da jie's room. hmmm. slept for awhile more before i woke up.

went out with boyfriend and family in the morning. to the temple first. then to OG. then to lunch. then to movie. and of all time, i just had to cramp in the midst of the movie. although i had already anticipated it, but still, its sickening. with the panadol extra i brought along, i swallowed it. without any water that is. and eating one panadol wasnt effective enough i had to have 2. almost died walking around marina square and it isnt nice to show that you are in pain when his parents are around. so boyfriend's hand just got to suffer for some time. it seems like donkey years before the panadols took effect. and boyfriend's mum wanted to stop for some drink. and the hot tea made me felt 1232606507075043029 times bettter. headed to taka next for dinner. was so so so full after that. i felt i was just eating for the whole day. and i feel super fat now! grrrrrr. headed to boyfriend's daddy's salon to cut their hair. walked around taka and home!

and i can still feel the food swimming in my stomach =/ i really think i overeat today.

and despite spending my whole sunday with boyfriend, i still miss him like nuts.

hah. i sound so girly. nvm. random.

went shopping with my da jie yesterday. walked for like 4 hours with an interval break for like 15mins and what do you end up with? ANS: muscle ache. hahah! im serious. but yesterday's shopping probably added on to the shopping trip the day before yesterday with both my sisters which explains why my calf muscles are screaming. and worst of all, I DIDNT BUY ANYTHING! what a fruitless trip. but probably because my sis was shopping for her working pants and all, which doesnt suit me. oh well. next week. next week will be a better shopping trip. hehx.

we shopped till like 6pm. da jie went to meet her friend for dinner while i went over to boyfriend's place =)

exercise week!!

i did my first 6km on sunday! hahaha! im so proud of myself =p

went cycling with ah na ydae =) fun! it feels good not having to work because we can have impromtu outings. hehx. and this ah na went to ram into a rubbish bin -_-'' and she stood there laughing at herself. silly girl. and she is good at spotting people making out in the park =x

na:*eyes opened big* did you see that?
me: see what?
na: they were making out in public
me: really?
na: ya!
me: *u turn* oh, really leh.

hahax...that sounded dumb =p

walked to whitesands. ah na had her honeydew milkshake and i had my papaya milk. haha!

na: i think the aunty um chio at you when you say you wanted papaya milk
me: HAHAHAH!

walked around whitesands. dinnered and both of us bought the same shorts and t shirt. HAHA!

and home sweet home after that.

and ya! shared blog with boyfriend. here it goes:
www.itswithinus.blogspot.com

so probably i wouldnt be blogging here that often already. yup!

alright. going to my aunty's hse soon! and nice daddy coming over to drive us all the way there =)

i miss my boyfriend! =)

my first week of 'relax and enjoy' has passed.

and im looking forward to next week!! =p shopping with dear sis, dear jenny. visiting aunty and my dear niece.swimming with cousin (hopefully)and many many more. good. fufiling week! hehex.

anyway, im growing FAT at home! theres too much temptation at home. my mum bought oreos, chipsmore, hello panda and so many more. she is stocking up the house with FOOD. and im eating them =(

anyway, as soon as i get myself a good pair of running shoe, i'll go running everyday!

and my dear sis gave me a teddy bear yesterday. HAHAX. so cute! hugs!