watched 'drag me to hell' with belinda on tuesday. HAHA! thats like our first movie that we watched ever since we were friends in secondary school. that show is so scary! but certain scenes were quite rubbish. i suppose they were there to reduce the fear and tension. HAHA! and belinda was sweet enough to bring me a jacket just in case im cold. haha! anyway, speaking about movie, i suddenly remember watching lilo and stitch with rachel and valerie when i was in sec 2. hee.

you know, it takes two hands to clap. some times i wonder, 50 years down the road, what would i have in my memory?

i definitely would rmb all the days i had in primary, secondary school and jc.

i guess secondary sch is the time when u start to explore things, take up positions, manage with your studies and everything. i rmb snacking in class with valerie when we were in sec 3. i think we hardly paid attention in class then =/ which pretty much explains our anxiety over our results. haha! i rmb i was very upset over relationship issue and valerie was always there to listen to me and help me speak to the other party. i cant rmb how we became good friends. i think the clique first started with me, u and rachel. then wanlin and adeline came in. then we became alot closer in sec 3 when we all went to the same class. i rmb there was this period of time we enjoyed slapping each other =/ haha! but there were times when we quarrelled too. shooting each other over on emails =/ rmb i was close to yunting,tingxuan, yingxian, belinda, siewting too. of course, many more things happen. although we may not be as close as before, but certain memories still stay with me. another part that made up my secondary school days is of course st john. i swear i was very into st john then. jenny and eliza are my buddies and we went through so much together. if only i could return to those days. footdrill, home nursing, first aid, toc. i miss em =(

fairies made up the whole of my jc days. seriously. i was sorting out my stuff in my laptop that day when i came across a few videos we took. super funny! photos we took showed just how much we have changed in just mere 2 years and our friendship strengthens over time. i see how much we can do just to help one another. how much effort we spent just making birthday presents. how much brain cells we killed just to come up with surprises and birthday plans. all these changed me. our results may not be something that we are proud of, but our friendship is. going all the way to airport just to eat ban mian, doing all the nonsense and retarded things i have never done before. they made me understand more about myself. i never knew i can be that retarded -_-'', never knew i could do so much just for a friend. it was a pure friendship. we have no other motives. you know, sometimes friends do make use of one another, secretly stealing your notes so u will do worse or smth. but NO, fairies isnt like that. i hope we could just maintain everything. sometimes, things that are lost can never be recover again. i don't know how to say it. but they did change me quite abit. only when im with them, i dare to ask stupid questions or do stupid things. its the feeling of being so comfortable with them that you wouldnt worry that you will embarrass youself. i guess they have seen the most unglam side of me unfortunately. but i guess the saddest thing is that we have graduated from jc. it is seriously not easy to match our schedule such that we can have a day where the 5 of us can meet. and all the more, we shld cherish our gathering whenever can we have one. so i suggest, MEET UP SOON FAIRIES! reply my email!

there are times when my friends told me why im with nic? why of all people, i chose him? i have people telling me he is just a normal average guy, i should find a better one. he's not tall, he's not as fit. WHY HIM? sometimes their words do hurt me. it sets me thinking alot. its funny why im affected by what others say. but i believe at some point in time, you will think whether you have made a right decision.

there are times we quarrelled. but we never let our quarrel last for more than a day. bf always make me say out all the things that im unhappy about, he takes note of em and he try to not let it happen again. whenever i attitude him for nth, he gets angry too but he soon give in to me. he's sweet in his own ways and he always make me feel like im such a pampered girl. he's such a cheeky boy sometimes i feel like pinching his cheek. =p even now that he is overseas, he knew i was very down looking at the way i was talking to him online and he would talk all sorts of nonsense just to have me smile. he doesnt express himself directly. which means he doesnt say 'don't be sian, smile la' or smth. he just keeps talking and talking and hopefully one sentence would just make me smile. i saw a wallet which i thought it looks not bad and he insisted on buying it because he says i like it. but i didnt let him buy because it was too expensive and he told me he doesnt mind spending on me, why should i mind. bf called me from australia today just to ask me what colour i want because he wants to buy me a jacket. he told me online that he spent alot of time choosing clothes for me and that i better wear the clothes he bought. its this kind of little little actions that make me feel loved.

the ans is obvious.

i missed boyfriend's overseas call AGAIN. yes, AGAIN. GRRRRR.

i was practically staring at my phone for awhile just in case it rings again and i miss it =/ but he didnt call back =((

he dropped me a msg thou. BUT ITS DIFFERENT! nvm. he told me he wanted to call and ask me whats my shoe size because there's sales for puma shoes and the sizes are weird. haha! the previous time he called, he wanted to ask me what colour i want for my jacket. =)) boyfriend is doing some shopping for me. heh! =p

and my mummy web-cammed with bf. haha! she waved to him and asked how he's doing. hee =p so cute.

OH YES. I WANTED TO BLOG THIS.

mummy: the tau kwa taste abit sour hor
daddy: yea, but nvm la.
mummy: i check le, haven expire yet. shld be okay. expiry date is 7th June 09
daddy: what?! is way past 7th June!!!
me: HAHAH! OMG! u lost count of the days. ITS 13TH JUNE TODAY!!
daddy: ITS 15TH JUNE!
me: oops! i lost count too.

-_-''

left work early today. heh. 5.30pm instead of 6pm. i love going to work because i have friends there. woohoo!

i want to lose 2 more kgs! lets see how long it takes. haha! i think it will take forever.

did nth at work today =p guilty. but im just too sian to do anything seriously. at least things on hands are not urgent so can afford to delay just a little bit =p

met allena yan at jalan kayu for dinner after my work =)) a short catch up before we headed hm =))

totally tired cause i've been going hm late at 12am these days. so i shall spent my weekends lying on the sofa =)

4E2 CLASS GATHERING =D

initially i was still hesitating whether to go or not. at like 5pm. =/ i was still bugging shiling asking her whether i should go because i haven seen the class for soooo long and i think i wouldnt know what to say =/ BUT, i decided i shld just go and it turned out good =)

headed to habour front after my work and happened to bump into kong delin. so both of us headed to sentosa, took a tram and finally reached costa sands resort. familiar faces greeted me and that started the string of topics.

VALERIE ONG! the friend who stood by me during secondary school days =) hee!

didnt stay over because i had to work the next day =(

hah! i realised i contradicted myself in my previous and previous previous post. in short, webcamming has its pros and cons.

met my social work mates today! dinnered at pastamania and chilled at starbucks =D beeen such a long time since we met up and we ought to meet up more often.

it was like a battle at work today =/ no time for me to mousehunt =/ haha! but in a sense, time passes a lot faster. tau huay for lunch! i finally found a friend who eats light lunch with me! good good! =) hee.

14 more dayssss!!!! quick quick quick!

PHOTOS TIME!!

3 girls to a platter! =))


this was actually taken when we were queuing for toilets =/ hah!


random shots!


wenyuan

random shots!


the girls! missing ah na who has gone for work =(

im actually uploading all these in the office! hahaha!! its 9.30am now and none of my colleagues came except the temp staff which is just Shiling and I...haha!

IM FEELING FAT AGAIN! its funny that i lost 4kg ever since i graduated from jc AND I CANT TELL THE DIFFERENCE! omg! where did the kgs i lost went to?!!! =(((( muscles turn to fats? oh thanks. =/

i feel so silly that i cry that easily. okay, not exactly cry la. just that my eyes are wet when i received boyfriend's msg from aust. boyfriend been really sweet by dropping me a message at least once a day to tell me what he is doing. and of course web-camming at night made me felt a whole lot better than he is not entirely gone. =)

hurry hurry! 16 more days to go!

4 days went by without bf and im doing well!! or rather i try to be doing well. haha. at least bf has kept in contact with me ever since he fleww off. well done dear! im not forgotten yet. haha! but webcam-ing is a bad idea because it only makes me want to see him even more ='(

mini 06s212 gathering yesterday. we had so much icecream i think im getting diabetes =/ haha! shall upload pictures when kind soul kristin sends me =))

work tml!!!!

bf came all the way to yewtee just to pick me up =) drove to his grandma's hse to get dvd then to fetch his bro from sch then back to his house to pick up his parents. dim sum for lunch!

during lunch

bf's dad: we (uncle n auntie) were guessing whether u will be sad later not...will u?

me: hahah!! okay la...

bf's dad: okay only ah...

me: haha

hah! what am i suppose to say leh. im too shy.

went back to his hse. slack for awhile. and i insisted my doggie to be brought along for his trip. haha!

and while helping boyfriend to put his charger into his bag
me: (unzip the bag) no space leh

bf's mum: try other side

me: (unzip other side)

bf's mum: wah! how come got soft toy inside. he bring u go on holiday ah..haha..

me: (paiseh)

headed to airport. waited for joel before they checked in. had our dinner at popeyes before they boarded the plane.

as bf walked away

bf's dad: EH NIC! Y U NVA HUG UR GF?!!

bf: (paiseh)

joel's sisters: NIC!! Y U NVA HUG HER?!

bf: (paiseh)

HAHA! see..i got such a concrete block bf...=/

20 days to go!

today is the best day ever!

colleagues were either on course, on leave or left early. haha! so that just left with 3 temp staff running the office. hee. we were all mass convo-ing on msn. watching videos, playing music. but of course we had all done our work. hee.

phone rang
phonecall: hello, do you have jennifer's number?
nate: oh, give me a moment, i check the number for you
me to nate: (helped to check the number) 6760 6233
nate: okay! the number is 6760 6233
shiling to me: EH! ISNT THAT OUR OFFICE NUMBER?
me: but there wrote this number leh..
shiling: oh ya..our office is 6762 6233
nate: no leh..our office is 6760 6233...
me: how u noe?
nate: i use the office phone to call my handphone =/

2 mins later
phonecall: hello? can i speak to jennifer?
3 of us: oops!

moral of story. never leave the office alone with all temp staff.

boyfriend is flying offfff tml!!! =(((( taking half day off from work just to spend some time with him before sending him off at the airport. as requested by him. haha!