haven been updating my blog!

was working for 'meet the ppl' session on mon when this unreasonable lady called and i just so happened to pick up that call. SHE WAS SCREAMING AND SHOUTING AND SCOLDING ME for things that is not even within my control!!!!! WHAT THE... got sooooo pissed off by her call. ROARS. i don't understand why people just cannot speak properly. shouting and screaming doesn't solve the problem man. it just reflects damn badly on them. and i damn loser. I don't know why when people raise their voice at me, my tears just welled up eh. damn. its like i cant control it. it just happens. unglam to the max especially when there are so many people working for 'meet the ppl' session =/ i have all the patience in the world but just not dealing with unreasonable ppl that screams and shout at me.

im ending my internship in another 7 days! time flies man. its like near 2.5mths working at weecare.

kid: teacher! i want to go poo
me: oh ok, i bring you to the toilet
kid: *went to the toilet
kid: OKAY IM DONE!
me: do you know how to clean yourself?
kid: DON'T KNOW!
me: erms. okk, teacher help u
kid: teacher! u must clean me properly ok.
me: OKAY!

hahahha! OMG.

and my girl freaked me today when she ate sunblock =x

its not a good idea to stay at home for the entire day. i can never make it as a zhai nv. haha! i was basically just eating and sleeping the whole day =/ not very healthy.

went for therapy session in the evening. momo was jumping and jumping on his bed until the whole bed collapsed! i mean literally collapsed with all the planks and screws on the floor =/

momo and me: *stunned looking at the collapsed bed
momo: 'teacher teacher, i want help!'
me: 'teacher cannot help you fix it back this time'
momo: *starts whining'

hahah! i totally cant do anything to fix his bed so all i could do was just to redirect him to do work. thankfully he didnt insist on getting the bed fixed. momo was doing well during session today except for the occasional banging of tables, jumping and screaming =)

u noe what, i suddenly feel like just going back to sch! i just want to sit at starbucks, drink my caramel macchiato and write my notes! i dunno why. random feeling.

and damn, i should be coding my videos but i have absolutely no motivation for that =( ok, deadline for myself - finish coding all 8 videos by this friday! i shall go starbucks and do work tml after my work!

tell me how to not feel anymore.

u know, i don't know how i should feel now. i went for a longggg run just now and i find myself tearing when i run. i dunno why. after near a year of waiting, that was the conclusion. was my wait worth afterall? i guess there's nth much to be sad abt but i dunno why i just find myself pretty much bothered by it. WHY?! i feel like im a toy somehow. up to u to define whats a toy.

you asked whether im ok, i guess i am on the surface.

hate it when my emotions go on a roller coaster ride =(

updates from my batam trip!! even though it wasnt exactly a very pleasant trip, we still took 100+ photos. HAHA! =)) the trip would have been a whole better if not for the crowd and long waiting time.

the resort that we stayed in! i think my stay at st regis made me a pampered girl. HAHAHA! harris resort was like erm....i didnt even took off my slipper when i was inside the room =/ but their staff was good which kind of compensate for that.

look at the crowd behind us! we waited damn long just to check ourselves in =/

for the first time, my family went bowling together! =)

my poor chipped nails as a result of bowling. ouch.

A&W! yums!

waiting againnnnn...my sis irritated look...HAHHA!

for the whole trip, we were just queuing (not exactly queuing either because everyone was just swarming around the entrance, squeezing their way through =/ ) and waiting. roars!

my 'busy-like-a-bumble-bee' day!

woke up at like 6AM for my great eastern run! =) technically speaking I do not have to wake up THAT EARLY but cox my sis's run starts at 7.30am and I wan to hitch a ride from her, I left house with her! run was good except for certain part of the route...

hahah! my first run with cousin =) more to come! We shall run for 10km next k!

reached home at 11.15am after my run and i had to reach St Andrew Hospital at 12.30pm! thank goodness daddy was nice enough to send me there because i was running late =) the entire experiment lasted 3hrs and all i did was just to observe, play with the kids and SANITIZE whatever the kid touches...haha! ended at 4.15pm and had to go for therapy session at 5pm! ended at 7pm and headed to town to meet my cousins for dinner and finally home at 12am!

omg. im a wonderwoman running on tight schedules.