my patience was pushed to its limit during therapy yesterday. obviously i didnt blow my top on a young helpless child, but yea, i probably spent the entire 2 hours trying to get him to stop screaming. its funnny the way he test for ur boundaries. the more you want him to be quiet, the more he screams. the more he screams right into your face at such a high piercing voice you think you almost going to turn deaf. you gave the instruction for him to stand up and he just flopped himself on the floor and you repeatedly lifted him up over n over again, giving your instruction over and over again for him to stand properly. you cant seem to get his attention because he is simply drifting away or he just stare right through you. and again, you repeatedly gave your instruction, redirecting his attention to the task. sometimes it feels like a battle and you just need to show him that no way is he going to defeat you. only then will you get him back.

exhausted by the end of a 2hr session.