met joyce to study at rochester starbucks!! BUT WE GOT CHASED AWAY =X anyway, i was really excited about going rochester bucks because i heard it was really awesome. But it was kind of a disappointment for me. abit over-rated i felt.

anyway, because bucks doesnt allow us to study, we headed to NTU alumni club. and we found this random spot to study.

hahah! like totally random right? but it was breezy and quiet. so we just made ourselves comfortable there =)

it was productive studying for the both of us =D awesome. and joyce made me fell for earl grey latte. yums. it has overtaken caramel macchiatto at the moment.

met up with joyce for dinnner and shopping ydae! =D seems as though we haven met for longgggg....

this is like a classic everytime we met up. a photo that sums up the day =)))

our so called artistic picture for the day. hehhh.

we were talking and it was then that i realised hey! working at stradi was 2 years ago!! i kept thinking it's like last year. it seems so recent to me. but yea, cheers to 2 years of friendship. =)
even though it was just a short meet up, but it was great catching up with joyce.

i should be doing workkkkk....but i just cant bring myself to do it. boooo.

did some work in sch ydae while waiting for bf to finish his meeting. its tuesday! so that means gelare waffle for dessert! yums!

the waffle looks abit lonely here without whip cream thou.

chilled for awhile at pacific coffee and we started to get bored, andddd sooo... we started looking silly in front of a macbk and started snapping photos....

HAHA! EPIC PHOTO OF THE DAY!

look. i need to get down to work on my thesis. roars.

i sat down in front of my laptop reading through what i've wrote all these while.....and i don't seem to be convinced by what i've written. damn.

i always feel insecure =(

vday present from bf!

vday present from me! it has a name, called spongebob.


we went watch shopping together last week, and we spent like 2 hours walking around just 4 to 5 shops before we finally decided on our watches. bf went down alone to collect the watches yesterday and because i needed to adjust the chain of my watch, he used his wrist as benchmark =x take it positively, his wrist is as SMALL as MINE. bleah.

done with exchanging of gifts and we shared this yummmy breakfast at tcc.

hey! ur first appearance on my blog =)

done with gifts and food before we finally settled down to do our thesis work till evening. I FEEL SO NOT CONFIDENT ABOUT MY THESIS. ITS.......cant find a word for it =( i just cant wait to get it over and done with. finish my 2 exams and GRAD!

headed thai express for dinnnnner before we headed home.

being with bf makes me laugh like how i laugh when im with fairies. its uncontrollable and i can laugh the entire day. its just so comfortable to be with you i just blabber nonsense all the time and look silly in front u. love you dear!

its vday with ben =)

plan A was aborted for plan B. so bf came to pick me up and we went grocery shopping for our jelly cheesecake =) we found recipe for it but it became pretty redundant because we practicallly changed the whole recipe.

we were supposed to use 50g of icing sugar but bf hse has neither icing sugar nor white sugar so we resorted to using brown sugar =x and because brown sugar is less sweet....we decided to add more of it. but bf hse has no weighing scale to measure so we use agaration, assuming 1 spoonful of brown sugar = 12g. and so we happily added 6 spoonful of it.

by right we had to dissolve gelatine in boiling water but we didnt use gelatine because that isnt vegetarian. so we had to omit that. and since brown sugar (compared to the original icing sugar) dun dissolve as well if we were to just add and stir with the creamcheese (supposed to stir in icing sugar with creamcheese), bf suggested why not just dissolve the brown sugar in boiling water since we gotta add the water (by right it should be gelatine mixed in water) to the creamcheese anyway. and we were supposed to add 40ml of water and again, bf hse has no measuring cylinder (i suppose their family seldom bake), so we assume again one cup = 100ml and we just halve it.

i call it our own recipe. hahahha! after using much of our assumption and agaration, SURPRISELY THE JELLY CHEESECAKE TASTED YUMMY STILL. OMG. how amazing is that. but the looks of it certainly seems unappealing. ahahhahaha!!!! cox i poured the jelly mixture too quickly onto the creamcheese before it totally solidify, so bits n pieces of creamcheese kind of floated around =x hhahahahahhaha! BUT YEA, STILL EDIBLE! just abit unpleasant looking.

headed for fries n ice cream at night and home!

plan B was awesome still because its ULTIMATE QUALITY TIME. ahahhah! and beause i get to make my jelly cheesecake too. heh.

i was googling for some images when i landed up on this blog site. http://hello-son.blogspot.com/search?updated-min=2012-01-01T00:00:00%2B08:00&updated-max=2013-01-01T00:00:00%2B08:00&max-results=18.

i just scanned through some of the entries and it kind of touches me for what the mum had done for her lost son.

emo nemo.

my life cant get any more exciting. first was root canal, then wisdom tooth extraction and now, im finally fit to sit in front of my laptop after lying in bed for the past 3 days recovering from what it seems to be a stomach flu =/ booooo! shall not elaborate the details. not too pleasant to hear =/ but thanks bf for being there, physically and mentally =) *hugs

anyway, as i was slping through the past 3 days, i had many many many many dreams. of which, was this reallly scary dream about having all my teeth falling out one by one =X AND ITS NOT THE FIRST TIME I HAD THIS DREAM. ITS LIKE I'VE BEEN DREAMING THIS SAME OLD DREAM FOR MANY TIMES. i wondered what it means to dream of falling teeth....and so i consulted my best buddy - google.

The typical dream scenarios include having your teeth crumble in your hands, fall out one by one with just a light tap (YESYES!! I DREAMT OF THIS!), grow crooked or start to rot. Such dreams are not only horrifying and shocking, but they often leave you with a lasting image of the dream. So what does it mean?

One theory is that dreams about your teeth reflect your anxieties about your appearance and how others perceive you. Your teeth help to convey an image of attractiveness and play an important role in the game of flirtation, whether it is flashing those pearly white, kissing or necking. Thus, such dreams may stem from a fear of rejection, sexual impotence or the consequences of getting old (!!!!!!!). To support this notion, a dream research found that women in menopause report to have frequent dreams about teeth. This points to teeth dreams as being related to getting older and/or feeling unattractive and less feminine. Teeth are an important feature to your attractiveness and how you are presented to others. Caring about how you look is natural and healthy.

Another rationalization for these falling teeth dreams may be rooted in your fear of being embarrassed or making a fool of yourself in some situation. These dreams are an over-exaggeration of your worries and anxieties. Perhaps you feel that you are unprepared for the task at hand. However, you will find that your worries are unfounded in most cases. Sometimes what plays out in your mind is far worse than what is reality.

Teeth are used to bite, tear, chew and gnaw. In this regard, teeth symbolize power. And the loss of teeth in your dream may be from a sense of powerlessness. Are you lacking power in some current situation? Perhaps you are having difficulties expressing yourself or getting your point across. You feel frustrated when your voice is not being heard. You may be experiencing feelings of inferiority and a lack of self-confidence in some situation or relationship in your life. This dream may be an indication that you need to be more assertive and believe in the importance of what you have to say.

further information from google.

Falling Teeth:
As bizarre as this dream may be don’t be alarmed because it’s quite common. Falling teeth points to all of our worries and anxieties that surround us in life and not being in control. If you are under a lot of pressure and is worried about the outcome its possible this dream may appear. Below are some hints on why your teeth are just falling out of your mouth.

* Stressed about your job situation. (yes, stress over thesis if u are referring to that)
* Fear of being impotent (huh?)
* Afraid looking stupid in front of people (self conscious maybe)
* Stress about looking older/trying to stay young (ehhh, not exactly)
* Have you lied to somebody (NO! im like how honest)
* Lacking power at work or relationship. (eh? no?)

Spitting Out Teeth:
Spitting out your teeth in dreams are pretty common and it generally happens to people who are older. This is an awful dream that feels very real and you don’t want to experience it again. This dream can mean that you are afraid of getting older and loosing your looks. In today’s society we fear getting old and Grey and there is a lot of emphasis on staying young, that’s why a dream like this can feel more real than anything. If your always concerned about your looks or afraid of getting old you will be getting this dream more than once in your life. Another meaning to this dream can imply that your are admitting something that you have held back for while and you expressed it in a direct manner. Some people have experienced illness in the family when they have dreams about there teeth falling out.

i only dreamt of falling teeth and spitting out teeth out of the many scenarios. HAHAH! oh man.

WISDOM TOOTH EXTRACTION! (i swear im contributing much of my savings to the dentists recently =/ ) and thats $900 for that 35mins surgery. wiped out my medisave nicely =(

my buffet of medication =x thats 11 pills in total. never in my life have i popped 11 pills into my mouth at one shot. yucks.

but thank goodness my cheek didnt swell after the surgery! still fit for class the next day. got freaked out by my sis when she did her wisdom tooth extraction because her cheek was so swollen it was as if she had a mega fishball in her mouth =x

i think my life has been pretty much eventful lately =x

and yes! went to nus career fair today with xinyi and rousi! omg. TELL ME WHATS MY PLAN AFTER I GRAD =x i have a path envisioned somewhere in my head but it might just not work as it should. soooo......howww....suddenly i just feel like continuing my studies. lets not work!