this is e first time im tryin to blog...n lookin ard e office at the same time...makin sure no one catches me bloggin...=x aiyo..feel as if im doin some jian bu de guang de shi...supervisor went to ttsh for meeting...n im sort of done wif wad ive been doin for at least 2weeks..compling all the SOP and printing, photocopyin,filing em up...n here i am...sneakin into blogger.com to blog..hahax...

ryl arh! i think ur ghost more 'xiong' than mine la...but i agree wif ur pt...sometimes i just feel so bad abt myself...like im so not perfect...n it just bug me at times...sigh. emo again. grrrr....

okie..i better stop bloggin le...1 and a half more hr to the END OF WORK!

finally....finallly...finallly is fri! oh my...time was realli C R A W L I N G todae...luckily there was ward audit todae...so mornin went by pretty fast..but after lunch hr...e time was realli realli slow...n i was alreadi sianed wif e things tat im doin...all e colleagues were alreadi drained off...all countin down to e end of work n encouragin one another that work is endin soon...hahx...n i bet cecilia is enjoyin her phuket trip...grrr...i wan go holidae too!! but cecilia was realli sweet ...i was down wif a flu tat dae..n she offered me her sweater and a packet of instant ginger tea...hahx...supposed to cure my flu...but i didnt dare to drink it...=x but she's awae now...no one to disturb when im sianed wif work..no one to walk home wif me...=(

anw...past few daes have been goin for ward audits...seen alot of things n learnt alot along e way...n it made me realise...all e more i wan to work along this line because there are soo many patients there who are neglected in some ways or other...i wan to help these ppl n change their lives...hahx..i sound so 'standard ans' liddat...but im serious! pls pray tat my alevel results would be fine...e more i think abt it...e more i think im goin to screw up my alevels...oh my...=/ wad if i realli did badly for alevels???
1. retake alevels (which i doubt i'll do it..i've probably forgotten all my stuff n i wouldnt wan to repeat e whole cycle of muggin)
2. go private uni (higher expenses)

i probably wouldnt be in any mood to go to work...i'll probably be depressed everydae...

HAIXX...i cant help thinkin tat much...tats so me...consequences of thinkin too much =/

"keep ur face alwaes toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you" hmm..i thought tat's a nice quote...

anw..someone saes im contradictin myself cox i cant wait to end work yet enjoyin work also..so here it goes...goin to wards interest me cox i get to see diff type of patients n learn more abt their disorder...but time crawls when im doin admin stuff...like photocopyin n filing...so is a 50-50 thing...when ward audit is done for e dae..i cant wait to end work...yuppp...

haixx....is a sunday night...monday mornin will be here soon...=(((

my only motivation to keep me goin will be the fact tat i get to meet boyfriend for dinner tml...hopefully this will pull me thru till six...

3 rules of work
out of clutter find simplicity
from discord find harmony
in the middle of difficulty, lies opportunity

okie..tats wad e famous Albert Einstein says...i'll try to follow tat...

went to my aunt's place in e afternoon...is like a gathering place for everyone...so all relatives will turn up there...played mahjong wif cousins but i got sianed halfway...so i went walkin ard bishan park wif my sis...left in e evening...

went for a run wif sis when we got home...n we actually made it to jalan kayu...hahahx =) beancurd was our motivation...BUT...we forgot is 'chu er'...e shop wasnt open...zzzz...no tau huay to eat...ended up wif 2 bottles of mineral water n took a bus back...but it was a nice run..haven been runnin for weeks...

i realise i like to eat all the 'beany' things...hahx..nvm..random...

n it's so fast!tml sat le! then sunday...then MONDAY! =(

NEW YEAR EVE

went to ah ma hse for reunion dinner!! =) nice catchin up wif all my cousins...played some games...n it was realli furnie...hahax...then went down to play fire sparklers...everyone like small kids liddat...







e cousins!
okie..i noe e pic is abit dark..hahax..i think they didnt on e flash when they took e pic...

CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

woke up at 7.30am todae! so early la...cant stay in bed for any longer cox we haf to leave hse ard 9am...so i dragged myself out of e bed..complainin to my sis tat i haven slept past 6.30am for like so longggg...

anywae..took us soo long to get change...tats e problem when e family has got 4 females n 1 male...hahax...cox we like take forever to dress up..then my daddi has to sit there n wait for us n keep hurryin us...hahx...

anywae...headed to ah ma hse...some pics in e car while we were on our way there...


me n erjie

hahx! my erjie sae we both look so wrong...

pic at ah ma hse...the cousins...9 of us!

headed down to great grandmother hse after tat...stayed for awhile then went to my dajie's godmother's hse...then to my another relative's hse...then lunch + dinner at pizza hut...(thankfully..no more KFC this yr)...then headed to my neighbour's hse...n finally BACK HOME...then my cousins came over...n yup...tats abt it...

todae's income: LOW

i miss u!

YAY!!! HALF DAE TML HALF DAE TML HALF DAE TML!! whee~ =)

and after tat will be holidae all e way till MONDAY! =))

my boy was so sweet to come find me at imh after my work...headed down to ps...dinner n shopped for his shirt...but apparently he didnt get any...went walkin ard...get my gv card...n headed home.....

work is boring...binding n binding n more binding...photocopying n photocopying n more photocopying! i successfully sustained 7 cuts on both my hands...all thx to e papers...grrr..n MORE binding TML...oh my..i think im a pro in bindin n photocopyin alreadi =x