done with therapy in the morning and headed to west coast plaza to meet sk for coffeeeeeee! taking train from pasir ris to clementi is no joke. circle line is just way too awesome. anw, found a new favourite at starbucks - hojicha with earl grey tea jelly =) yums! as usual, its a once a sem meet up with sk! and its good to know that my friend is going ahead with phd. brave decision.

headed from west coast plaza to nus to meet xinyi to collect our academic dress! i actually walked from the plaza to sch! haha! nice weather for a good stroll so thats fine =) and it has been such a long time since i went back sch! kind of miss school actually =((  

tadah! all ready for graduation =D

we headed to utown for dinner after we collected our stuff! had fried ice cream and cheesy nooodleeee. but the food wasnt exactly that fantastic. anyway, went to nex for mac ice cream cone before we ended our day =)

quality time spent =D

went ecp to cycle!! =D im starting to feel more like an auntie now, taking out my sunblock and applying liberally to my face and arms upon feeling the heat. im starting to worry about having more freckles and having flashes of images on how the sun is going to damage my complexion =x oh mans. gone were the days when i would rush to bask under the sun =x IM AGING!

and oh! i actually did one nice act today! i actually went down from ecp to find ryl at her workplace. it was meant to be a surprise, so i bought her some food and wrote words of encouragement for her because she was so emo-nemo about having to ot late into the night =( poor thing. so i found myself at alexandra technopark (it was so ulu, omg. the place was tucked somewhere behind the maple tree building) at night. my impromptu surprise was a success. yay! =D hope that made u less emo-nemo a little ryl! =D   



dim sum breakfast and grocery shopping with my parents early in the morningggggg =) and having a driving license for 3 years, my dad thinks that having the p-plate on when i drive is still safer. haha! because i last touched the steering wheel like a year ago =x

alright, time for therapyyyyyyy.

i dragged myself out of the bed, ate my breakfast, sat at the dining table and wrote my therapy plan, dragged myself to bathe and just as i was about to change and leave house, i picked up my phone and i saw a msg that read 'can we cancel therapy today?'. *eyes grew bigger. i reread the msg.

ahhh. even though its just a short 2 hrs session, but for the past 1.5yrs, i have no weekends to myselffff. booohoo. so i cant help but to feel good without session today =)

 

the land of wild boarssss

I FINALLY MADE IT TO UBIN TO CYCLE! it was a random suggestion that i made to yingxian while we were sipping our tea and coffee, and without any hesitation, she said OKAY LETS GO! yay! and thats how we landed ourselves at ubin....

we saw many wild boars and baby wild boars! awwwww. was abit afraid to get near them because i think they gonna bite me if i walk any closer =x so those wild boars shots were taken by yingxian. hah!

we cycled half of ubin, and headed back to checkpoint because it started to pour. munched on potato chips and uploaded photos while waiting for the rain to stop before we continued with the other half of ubin. but yeah, we didnt manage to finish the other half because the road was reallly narrow and rocky we decided it was better off for us to head back and enjoy our ice kachang instead!

our reward at the end of the day after burning 1000 calories. awesome.

had therapy in the morning, met yingxian for coffee in the afternoon and ryl for dinner at night! my very fulfiling friday indeed =D

its like a once-in-a-sem meet up with yingxian. haha! sometimes we feel awkward having not met certain friends for long. but yeah, not an issue with me and yingxian =) talked about lots of things, cant help but to say that each of us is plagued by our own problems. sigh. everyone does ya?

as i try to pick myself up and move on, its alot of effort on my part to remain positive and logical. the logical side is practically forced out of me. but yeah, what to do? face it.

went for review meeting at weecare yesterday. felt good to be greeted by those familiar faces =) hahah! and the first thing they said was i have lost alot of weight. haha! secretly reinforced for that =p hello forty five kg! welcome back =)  review meeting went on pretty fine as we discussed about our next step for therapy. and yeah, sometimes its a dilemma. hard to draw a clear line wherein you have to be firm yet having to build a rapport. e clinical psychologist said wiped off all emotions =x okay im home. stop blogging!

it feels funny to see myself in formal wear! but yeah, just done with an interview with the dsylexia association. spent thirty minutes talking to e director and senior psychologist followed by another thirty minutes of written task - critique a psychological report and a short essay. feeling neutral about the entire interview. haha! dont feel extremely good or bad about it.

packed with activities on a sunday meeting up with tgyc people, therapy and back zhonghua for stjohn. secretly thankful that my day was well-packed in fact.

we had originally planned to go group therapy for brunch but apparently we just couldnt get a seat. my random googling landed us at selfish gene cafe. a little cafe along craig road good enough to fit 10 over of us.

got my photos from val's blog! hahah! =p

 felt so old among the kids. *shakehead

and yes val! we need to meet soon! we didnt even do a proper catch up, it was more of like a snapshot onlyyyy.

headded for therapy in the evening. patience was tested. not too good a time to test me man. but yeah, i had to be fair to the kid so focus on the positive and ignore the negatives.

went zhonghua thereafter. it has been really long since i went back. nothing much have changed in school. did some catching up with juniors and really, they have alll grownnnnnn. meeting my own batch of st john squadmates make me feel like im back home in st john. awwww. and sir ben! totally admire his undying spirit for st john. *salute

 my best buddy in st john! =D haven change a single bit, just the way she is.

 squadmates!

sir ben insisted on taking photo with zhonghua sjab as the background. and yeah, thats e door to st john room. a place that i've spent the majority of my time in during upper secondary, studying with the rest, meetings and doing st john stuff.

left sch only at 11+ and had to cab home. zzz.

i thought i was ok. i really thought so. i really suppressed all forms of negative thoughts and tried to stay logical. but i know i wasnt because the moment im left alone, my eyes just got teary. i lie in bed and i cried. im tired of feeling so. i really am. argh.

this is not the first time. i noe i will brave thru it. pretty much disappointed in you, in thinking that nth much gonna change even if we try. that im not even worth ur effort trying. so lets just be it.  it takes two hands to clap.

haven been updating my blog for long. back from shanghai and seoul! =D shall update when i get all the photos! =)

met up with xinyi few days back! =D awesome. we had so much so much to talk about having not met for a mth! went marmalade pantry for cakes and tea! the slices of cake filled our tummies so much that we didnt have much space for dinnner!!!



 my mega huge sea salt caramel cheesecake!

cinnamon apple cake i think!

 hahha! xinyi trying to cover her swollen cheek from her wisdom tooth extraction =p

and so i 'pei he' her tooo =p

meet up again soooon!!! 6hrs too short babe!