was blog hopping...realised i haven been catching up with my friends for ages =(( i have not been talking to ah ryl, sian n mok for like dunno how long. booo =(( and i was chatting with ah na online yesterday and that was like after how long we didnt meet and talk despite studying in the same school and taking one same module.

sometimes i don't know what im doing. seriously.

and i dunno whats wrong with me. i think i dun feel as healthy as before =( maybe i have not been running for long. and i cant run now because i don't want to perspire which may probably worsen my little allergy on my stomach which is well on recovery. booo! im so problematic nowadays. and my period aint coming its getting on my nerve! RAHHH!

maybe im too stress which explains my little allergy and long overdue period which doesnt wan to come?

probably.

driving lesson that day wasnt as bad. but he scolded me! because my car rolled backwards =/ haha! i think i'll freak out when im driving when this man keeps shouting at me! it makes me hate driving =( which explains why i always dread having lessons. sometimes he just pushed my hand to make me steer to the right. sometimes he just keeps saying 'FASTER! U GOT TO DRIVE FASTER. SPEED UP SPEED UP! CHANGE UR GEAR NOW!' or he goes 'HURRY! GEAR 2 NOW, BACK TO UR LANE NOW, TURN LEFT INFRONT. FAST FAST!' and i end up panicking =/ BOO! and i always stress myself before lessons because im so scared my car will stall, i cant u-turn properly, i cant drive fast enough and blah blah. hai. but sometimes u tell ppl, they don't get why u are so scared for what. but i think different character ba. subjective.

that explains my high cortisol level.

and this sem is so xiong. tests every now and then. finished with one test and the next test comes. im forever studying. i feel so tired =( and looking at the number of essays due.....RAHHH....

that expplains an even higher cortisol level.

high cortisol level + even higher cortisol level = weak immune system = vulnerable to anything = little allergies = delayed period

HAHA! this is called the seehwee's theory of stress.

alright. back to my notes and my cup of milktea!

probably because i have not been blogging much these days, i don't know what to type in my entry!

okay, i know this entry is like super lagggyyyy but still i haven blog abt it!

backtrackkkk

birthday surprise from my friends =) although is like so long ago, i still rmb okay. they bought me 4slices of cake with one 'never say die' candle that kept me blowing and blowing and blowing non stop. haha!

then then then....I MET UP WITH JENNY AND ELIZA which i mention in my previous post!

the respectables! hahaha! we are all still the same =)) eliza still as blurr...jenny still as skinny as ever....hahaha....

okay. recess weeekkkkk alreadyyyy!!!! cant wait for midterms to be over then it will be E-LEARNING WEEK! wheeee!!!! then i'll only have to go sch twice that wk! cant wait cant wait =)))

okay. i only got 4 minutes to blog this because im taking a short break from studies.

have not been updating for a long longgggg time because im seriously busy this sem! test after test and more and more and more to come. i feel so sick studying already!!!!!! i feel as if im a robot now. and i have been neglecting poor boyfriend and i know i barely talked much on phone with him because im really tired. i only met boyfriend for 4hrs this week!! pro.

and i met JENNY and ELIZA that day! if i didnt have to go home to study, i could have spend more time with my 2 buddies. but then again, it was a good catching up session =) something wrong with blogger. i cant upload photos i dunno why.

times up! update again later. haha!