back again...lots to update...hahax...

todae had lesson till 9.40am then had concert....actually wanted to leave sch after lessons...didnt wan to go to e concert de...but then...unable to escape frm sch...toopit daryl...called me at 9am and ask me to escape wif em...but how to...i was in a middle of a class....so had to wait till 9.40am before my lesson end...and hu noes...by then...all e gates were all locked...tpjc got 4 exits...and they locked all four...nuts! so had to stayed in tat sch till 12.50pm...which is their official leavin time...sickenin! then my cg came up wif lotza escapin ideas...hahax...but of cox...they dun work...my civics tutor veri cute...cos she noe we wan to leave...then ard 12plus she called me...and was tellin me 'i saw all of u arh...dun try to escape hor...i can see wad u all are doin...dun bother to find me...cox u cant find me....' hahax...my civics tutor huh....veri furnie leh...she's realli nice....but i dun think i wan stay in tp ba...is not a bad sch...but just not a place tat i wan...

finally boarded e bus back to zhss!!!! ahahax...45 mins journey....reach there ard 1plus near 2...e first person i saw was chinying...she cut her hair...didnt recognise her till she wave to me...hahax...gave a friendly hug...then went to meet yingxian...hek ming maoying they all...felt so warm seein em again...hahax...like sum long lost frenx liddat...then we walked to this playground behind zhss de...at e flats there...dunnoe consider playground or not..cos i think not suitable for kids to play..but rather more for e teenagers...but then...we like sum deprived kids...got so fascinated by it...then saw e e1s ppl also...then all play together...hahax! then went to n&b...ate sumthin n tok for hours...played e silly games wif em...hahax...then went to hougang mall wif chinying...pei her to library...read sum magazines...then meet up wif my sista...to collect specs...then saw my aunty there as well...so i went to my ah ma hse wif her...cos my parents were there...didnt wan to be home alone...so just went ahead...anywae...visit my ah ma also...then dinner...buy groceries...then home! he called...tok for an hour or so...im finally relieved...it was a massive pourin out session...and i felt much better...cos i understand le...

miss ya....

hehehex....finally back after a loooonnnnnggg break....was sooo busy for e past few daes....was at my ah gong's funeral..then sch...didnt get much slp thou....but then those few daes....i think i tried all e diff ways and places to slp....i slept in hospital...i slept on couch...i slept on e hard floor...i slept sittin up...i slept on chairs....i slept sprawlin on e tables...i slept even in cars...but nth can compared to my bed...hahax...all my cousins were sayin tat their beds were gettin rusty...cos those few daes we kept rushin down to e hospital...didnt get much slp...anywae...finally got e time to blog le...been havin lessons till 4.10pm lately...so tired.....imagine 4 periods of chem a dae...2 lectures...2 pracs....can kill me...ZzZzZ....then todae had gp....and i almost thought i was in a history class...cos they tok abt those policies ideologies...wad greek...wad romans....wad democracy n wad absolute monarchy....alamak...! =x

anywae...ill keep this blog short...cos i got loads of work stackin up...need to complete my tutorials...i go haf my dinner le...blog again soon...anywae....im lookin forward to tomolo...hahax..cos end at 12.50pm!!!! goodness....finally end early....got canoein tomolo!!! yea!!

finally got into my new class todae...06S11!!! erm....19 of us in e class...consists of 7gurls n 12 guys...quite like my class...cox all click well...then e civic tutor also veri nice...=) todae didnt do much...cos onli got phy lecture for e dae...then slack all e way...ZzzZ...i wan start lesson...!!! but i bet once lesson starts...i wan breaks...hahax...contradicting...=x oh ya...got e combi i wanted...which is H2 phy chem maths and H1 econs...wanted to take bio de...but i guess...better if i dun take...

anywae..cos todae had hours of breaks...played silly games again...hahax...i played one of these games tat i learn frm e sj seniors wif e rest..hahax..then turn out only daryl got it...finally he turn smarter...then huitian... hui qi... woon jiun... lionel all couldnt get it...played tat game for like hour before daryl n i dropped a super big hint...n they got it..actually todae aint tat bad...cos we manage to entertain ourselves...better than few daes back...practically stonin awae...but i guess cos we knew each other better le...so click easily...=) anywae...thx for ur 55cents treat woon jiun...*ahem*...honoured huh....cos u treat me extra 5 cents compared to e rest...gosh... im gettin lame...

im back again to update more...tat dae after my cousin weddin...my ah gong got hospitalise le...my sis called home n ask me down to e hospital cos my ah gong in a critical condition...so waited for my dad and went to e hospital together wif my cousin...when i took e first look at him...i almost gasp...he suddenly changed so much...his neck and leg swell up into a big lump...and he couldnt recognise us anymore...he couldnt even recognise my ah ma...e doctor had said earlier before tat liver cancer could actually cause e person to slowly forget everythin...but i didnt noe it would be tat serious...cos my ah gong was fine just a few daes back when i visited him...then he suddenly became liddat...i was holdin back my tears then...it was hard not to cry seein my ah gong like this...heard frm e doctor tat his cancer cells had spread to his heart n brain...so is pretty serious...e cousins sat outside...it was alreadi 11plus...then all of a sudden...one doctor n nurse was pushin e bed out of e ward urgently...then i saw my dad ...uncles n aunties followin behind...i thought sumthing happen to my ah gong...but it wasnt...it was ah ma....she fainted in e ward...guess she's pretty upset over my ah gong...she didnt eat e whole dae...and she's down wif flu...anywae...she was rushed to A & E...my uncles n aunties like all of sudden felt lost...cos now...both my ah gong and ah ma is lyin on e bed...so we split half...half to stay and pei my ah gong...e other half to pei my ah ma...but then luckily my ah ma was alright...

my dad n uncle stayed in e hospital overnight to pei my gong while e rest went to my ah ma hse to sleep....tat night...was e most unforgettable nitex... it was 1am plus when my ah ma returned home after a check up....my cousin n sis was awaken up my ah ma loud cries....she cried veri hard over my ah gong....then all my aunties and uncles surrounded her...tryin to calm her down but instead....all cried together....i didnt noe wad to do...it was 2am plus....it was dark...and i could only see a bunch of ppl there....cryin and sobbin...my sis n cousin felt pretty lost too...actually...it was hard to rid tat scene out of my mind...cos i kept thinkin abt it...i dunnoe y...but it was a heartbreakin scene....haixxx...

sumtimes...i realli wish my ah gong could leave peacefully....i dun wan to see him suffer....is like so scary....u dunnoe when he might leave us....u freak out when e phone rings...it hurts when u see my ah ma cryin for him dae n nitex...it hurts when u see my ah gong forgettin everything he knew previously...there is alreadi no medicine to cure him...e doctor sae he might just leave us any dae...is either he live on healthily...otherwise leave us peacefully...

im finally back!!! noe i haven been updatin for quite sum time...guess alot of things happen within these past few daes...so wasnt in e mood for bloggin...anywae...been in new sch for a week or so...actually tpjc aint tat bad ba....but i doubt ill be stayin there after first three months...anywae...here to update on tpjc orientation as requested by sumone yea?

erm...let me recall..........just a summary of wad happen for e orientation.....

first dae of sch was pretty sianx...cos we all dunoe each other...was walkin aimlessly ard e sch...hopin to find sumone i noe...cos it seems to me tat i am e only zhonghuarian there...but thank goodness....i saw jin hong...then she brought me to find other zhss ppl...got hui qi(4e5)..hui tian...hui qi (4e3)...daryl...lionel...and woon jiun...so 8 of us got together...but still...we didnt tok much...cos i dun realli noe em well...so e dae past pretty slow...went to e hall...then we assemble...was in e same og as hui qi...e e5 one...then ogs interaction...then learn cheers...i like e tp cheer...quite unique...then after lunch had e dry games...but i wasnt feelin well anywae...so i left early...

2nd dae of orientation was much much better...we got to noe each other better...then started crappin n stuff....learn mass dance...me n hui qi gave up...cos too complicated le...only like e couple dance n e shy guy dance...but tat dae orientation was more of subject combi talks and cca talks....most of e time we arent listenin...was playin silly games wif our ogl and ogm...

3rd dae of orientation was aint tat bad...highlight of e dae was e wet games...it was alreadi rainin then...so e rain actually add on to e so called wet games...there's this game where they fill up a place wif water...or rather dirty water....then threw a few safety pins in...then we are suppose to find em out...then also got another game...e 'crawl in e mud' game....i was tryin to avoid it....but couldnt...it was so disgustin...then rainin summore...so e mud got more eeeeww...then we had to crawl on those sticky...dirty mud....yucks....also got played other games as well...lazy to list all out...oops! then i went home wif him...hehex...so touched...cos he came all e way to tampines just to pei me home...maybe u can do tat more often....??

last dae of orientation was mainly...cheerin...dancin...talks and more talks...then also got cca orientation...i signed up for canoein...tennis and odac...cant make up my mind which to go anywae...then later in e nitex...had orientation nitex....all e way till 10plus 11...then went home le...

generally...e orientation aint tat bad ba...but it sure could be a whole lot better...hehehex...but e ogls and ogm make e orientation a success...n i guess....i pretty much enjoyed it...=)


okie next issue....is my cousin weddin...

it was on 8 jan 06...my family woke up at 5am....tats was like soooooo early....cos my mama had to help my aunty wif sum stuff...anywae...reach auntie hse at 6.40am...my biao jie was still preparin herself...then saw sum of my biao jie's colleagues...they are e cheeky ones....cos they went to buy those buns and tarts...then remove all e fillins...and stuff in coffee powder...sugar....lemon...wasabi...it looks so gross...e groom goin to have a big time! ard 7plus...e groom came...then e fun begins....e groom and other companions had to finish those buns and etc...cant believe they actually finished em up...then they gave e groom a red cloth n a red pail..ask him do lion dance...hahax...tat was e funny part...cos looked so furnie n silly...summore mus add in sound effect....it sure entertain us...hahhax...then e groom also had to write a love letter to my biao jie...they handed him a lipstick and ask him to seal e letter wif a kiss...hahax...then also gave him oranges...initially they ask him to peel e orange to form a heart shape...but dunnoe y turn out to be 4 numbers...hahax..anywae....he came into e house finally...but got stopped outside my biao jie's rm...cos he haf to kneel down and sing a song....and wait for my biao jie to give e green light for him to come in...after much effort....he finally succeeded n enter e rm...then e day went on...their weddin dinner was held at meritus mandarin hotel...we went earlier cos we had to help my biao jie... was e receptionist there...hahax....i was pretty sotong anywae...but i was still of sum help...=p then e dinner commence...my sis n cousin n i were suppose to wait for e cue to get into postion to throw e flower petals as my biao jie entered e ball rm....but miscommunication....then veri furnie...cos we had to rush to our postion...then my cousin was like runnin n throwin e petals at e same time...then everything ended ard 11plus....when i reach home...was like 12plus le...totally exhausted....

hApPIe NeW yEaR!!!! =)