things are definitely not lookin good for my ah gong...he went for a check up todae...a blood test i believe...suppose to check whether e cancer cells did spread or not...but anywae...e doctor were sayin tat e tumour is lookin bad...cos it is pressin to a vein..dunnoe ritex or not...but watever it is...tat vein or wadever u call it...is suppose to transport e nutrients to e body...n since it is pressed...it posed more problems to his health...then his kidney also got sum problem...but watever it is...better hope tat he's goin to be alright...and tat his condition can be well controlled.....

okie....went to my ah ma hse in e afternoon wif mama n sista...xuanx was alreadi there when we reached...so e young ones played computer games...while e old ones....hahax..i meant e adults were chattin away...lucky got my mama to tok to my grandparents...otherwise my ah gong surely keep slpin one...which aint a good thing cox this will meant tat he cant slp at night and neither can my ah ma slp too....cox i heard frm my aunty tat yesterdae... cox my ah gong slept too much...then at night cannot slp...every half an hour woke my ah ma up n told her e time...all e way till mornin 6am...poor ah ma...cant slp at all...=x so e adults had a hearty chat...which kept ah gong awake...then me...xuanx n sista were luffin their heads off in e rm...hahax..cox got e lamer there....which is me! hehehex....=p anywae...todae was much better than yesterdae i guess...more occupied...than at least got someone tok to ah gong...cos like i sae...i cant realli tok to him...im still brushin up my hokkien...hmm...

was up at 7am yesterdae....tats like soooo early...didnt wan to wake up....but had to go ah ma hse...cos no one left at home to accompany em...then summore my ah gong sick...so daddi drove me to ah ma hse...as early as 8am...was kinda borin...was waitin for xuan to cum...sat there...read e papers....read e magazine...and is like still barely 9...and i cant communicate well wif my ah gong also....cos my hokkien is so terrible...alwaes cannot understand wad he sayin...watch teevee wif ah ma...hahax..i think my ah ma veri furnie...watch one show got lotza comments...hmm....ard ten plus...xuan came le...she brought labtop summore...hahax...was so excited...cos finally got things to play le...but arh...she so sotong...brought sims to install...but left e first disc at home...alamak....dunoe wad to sae le...so couldnt play...sianx....then cant connect to net either...alamak....ended up playin pinball...n minesweeper...im learnin e art of playin minesweeper...hahax...=D anywae...stayed there till evenin...waitin for daddi to xia ban to drive me home...

dinner time when i reach home....a sudden cravin for veggie!!! hahax...ate my dinner wif nth but rice n veggie...n more veggie...n more veggie....drank e soup wif more carrots n cherry tomatoes...hahax...im still havin e crave for veggie....dots...is e veggie festival....

hmm...yesterdae woke up as early as 7.30am..hahax...help my mama fry roti prata...ate e prata n my family went to my auntie hse...cos my cousin gettin married...then e guy had to send e gift over to auntie hse...so auntie wanted us over for lunch n help em out as well...was tokin to my cousin n realise she also went to tpjc...hahax...so qiao...summore same stream...maybe will end up in e same class...cos both of us wanted e same combination...hmm...then tat will be cool...anywae...reach home ard 2plus...then went to meet him at 5...hahax...went to e usual place-pasir ris park... walked ard n finally settled down at e rock...sat there till....8plus...was countin e stars...counted 12 of em...seldom see so many stars in e sky...got pattern one summore...linear one...disperse one...hahax...sound like sum settlement pattern....=) anywae...went for dinner at swensen...then back home...anywae...thx for e christmas present...!!! was shocked initially...to see e whole box of hearts...hahax...anywae...is not 400...is 396 hearts...hahax...i was crazy enuff to go n count em...seriously....THANKew!!!! *hugs*

went out wif doris todae...erm...im still tryin to appreciate e art of watchin movie...seriously...i dun see e need to watch movie...hehex....watever lar..tats me...anywae..got drag by her to watch chronicles of narnia...but fated lar...tickets all sold out....*bleahx*=p we walked ard....stop by kfc for a cup of drink..and tok n tok n tok...continued walkin n walkin...walked to far east...then walked back...hahax...we are nuts...kept walkin...then went for dinner at jacks place...it was her treat tat night...and we were nuts there as well...intially tokin n eatin...then saw doris so called digustin way of eatin e potato...hahax...maybe next time u shld show me e real you...hahax...she kept askin for more sour cream...more n more...i think she added 4 big spoonful on one pathetic potato...finished eatin...didnt want to leave yet...n e waiter kept wantin to clear our plates...and so we kept tellin em we haven finish out carrots n lady fingers...tats pretty lame thou...=D but anywae...we left after e third waiter asked to clear e plate....then we walked to plaza sin...then back home...hahax...once again..she pei me all e way to punggol...=) but i didnt let her send me to e lift...hahax...i walked her to bus stop n waited e bus wif her instead...then i went home...tired....after all e walkin...oh ya...thx for e cup! hahax...=D

hehex...finally back!!

2e3 chalet....
erm....just imagine 17 plus ppl in a room...n fightin for a place to slp is sick enuff....and worst still...only got 3 pathetic gurls tat stayed over....not many ppl slept anywae...e guys were all playin sum soccer games which i dun find it fun at all...and they can still play thru e night....dots...went out at 12plus am wif him...no idea how long we can walk...cos it was 2plus when we went back to e chalet...then got this neighbour hu kept complainin we were too noisy cos e guys were playin n luffin veri loud....hehex...then val and me was makin fun of him as e rest of us walk ard e chalet...i heard he even called e security...went back again to e chalet...then played cards...fabian was tryin to fortune tell...hahax...quite furnie actualllie...but it helped us spent e night...slept awhile in e mornin...i think i kept nappin n nappin..nap until i dunnoe i got realli slp or not...cos i slept 5mins then wake up...10 mins then wake up...anywae...went to help to buy e bbq stuff in e afternoon....then i n him went to e pasir ris park...it was low tide...so u can imagine wad a great sight it was...stayed there till evenin then went back...ate dinner n watch teevee...n he pei me home le....

family chalet
yet to recover from my slp then set off for my family chalet le...it was at aloha there...didnt noe tat civil servant get huge subsidies...cos e chalet amt to $1500 plus...then civil servant get $900 plus of subsidies...tats like alot lar...anywae...we check in then e cousins played badminton n went swimmin...a pity my ah gong couldnt cum cos he got hospitalised...so tat first night...only 9 of my cousins includin my sister n one of my uncle aunty stayed...played board game n snack at night...then there was this cockroach incident tat left us all luffin awae...cos arh...this flyin cockroach landed on my cousin head while we played board game...then she flick it awae...n landed on another cousin hand...everyone ran like mad....then one of my cousin was tryin to kill it...hit e wall so hard tat part of e wall chipped off...maybe e wall was lousy...but it was so furnie...that it had us all luffin....eventually e cockroache died then we continue with our game...slept at ard 12plus...i guess only family chalet do i get to sleep on nice bed n haf enuff rest...

anywae....e cousins decided to wake up at 7am to play tennis...we played till 9am...took a break...then played badminton....then went cyclin...cycle all e way to pasir ris park there...stopped to play e swing..hahax..n e dishwasher...xuan n i was sittin on it...and my cousin was turnin it so fast that it left xuan screamin awae....hahax...then attract all e kids...then ended up playin wif em...continued cyclin...i think we cycle for hours before returnin back to chalet...went to swim then had bbq...hehex...excercise dae!! tirin...basically...e second dae of chalet was exercise n exercise n exercise...then my great grandmother came to e chalet as well..she's 91...n she's fit! i think i adore her alot...cos she's so cute...she's old but she's not a burden to anyone...and she can eat alot...hahax...she even drank champagn wif us...then when u smile to her...she just kept lookin at u n smile back...hehehex....=D i love my great grandmother....!!!! =)

e third dae of chalet...continued playin tennis..badminton n stuff....agar e same as second dae lar...

e fourth dae...wasnt exactly a nice dae...cos e doctor called my uncle n told em he suspect cancer when he did a check up for my grandfather...all my uncle n aunties for a moment...turn all quiet...then sat down n had a tok... we cousins...couldnt do much...went down to visit my ah gong in e hospital...he looked alright to me...but he turned so skinny i almost couldnt recognise him...stayed there till e afternoon...e report wasnt out...whether e tumour was er xing one or liang xing one...we went back to e chalet...then we went to cycle...fell off e bike..hahax..quite dumb actually...i was stationary n i can still fall off...anywae...it got me a big contusion...it was 10cm by 5cm....big huh?? then 7 of us cousin went cyclin...didnt had enuff bike...so i had a free ride frm my cousins...they brought us to sum swarmy areas...cycle for hours before returnin back to e chalet..it was bad news when we returned...e report was out...and e tumour was er xing one...which mean cannot be cured...as in...e doctor said operation could not be done...and only gave my ah gong medicine to prevent e tumour frm further growin or at best...shrink it...hopefully....it works...i think this year aint a good year for all ah gongs....my gandpa passed awae just month ago..left than a 100 daes...then now my ah gong liddat...haixx...

4e2 chalet
went to klass chalet after my family one...it was at sentosa...e DBS chalet...goodness...e chalet was so dirty...all sand n hair everywhere...didnt feel much like walkin...so we went out to walk instead wif edward..hen..st...n hongkit...edward brought us to a hse...just 5 blocks away frm out klass one....but this chalet has got no furniture inside...all empty n dirty...edward n i walked in...went upstair...n he showed me e carcass....it was a dead cat...it smells....n e cat was decomposin...yucks....but i was brave yea...i actuallie went in..hahax...cos hk dare not went in...hahax....gurl power! then vosh led us to another abandon hse...only me...vosh n edward went in...went explorin round...then we walked to this rm...i think is a room full of bats...tats our conclusion...cox e squeaky sound came from tat room...it was a dark room...and doors were half closed...no one wanted to went in anywae...got out of there...then went back to chalet...at night...went to see musical fountain...not bad lar...got one part quite nice...got fire de...cool...after tat...took sum pictures....and i left there at 10plus...edward send me n st out...n we waited for e dumb bus for 15mins....dots...it was sooooo long....finally arrived at harbour front at 10.45pm...i felt bad...cos i had him waitin for an hr or so....sorrie arh....but he was nice i must sae...hehex..came all e way to harbour front at night just to pei me home...hehex...n thankew arh....make fun of me...i'll rmb tat...it will be ur turn sumdae...yea?

goodness...i think i just type a 1000 word essay...hahax...

woke up at 10.30am...didnt noe i slept until so late le...had my breakfast...then watch corpse bride...then here i am le...hmm...startin my chalet marathon todae...hahax...=p

also dunhaf anythin to blog...update again in 1 week time...hehehex....im sure i'll haf lots to sae...

was at edmund hse from mornin till night...had a meetin tat lasted from 11 to 4pm...poor me...take minutes until i felt like givin up...ZzZz...we even missed our lunch cos too busy havin e meetin le...so edmund went up his hse n cook a whole pot of prawn flavour instant noodle to feed us all...hahax....everyone was so grateful to him..cos e function rm was simply freezin cold...need sumthin warm to warm us all....so we ate e noodles...after eatin...everyone decided to stop e meetin..hahax...cos all sianx le...no mood le...so e chairperson gave in...anywae...he was feelin sleepy...so we packed up e rm...n left for e bbq pit...meanwhile...went to play tennis...im seriously lousy at it...played wif daryl e pro...kept missin e ball...so paiseh....=x then this tiexuan...nva touch tennis before also played until like so pro...ZzzzZ....jealous....

anywae...went back to bbq pit...edmund prepared pasta for us...then we eat n tok n eat n tok...then helped to cook sum food...then we haf e 3 musketeers sittin together n tokin...me...tx n jackie...hahax...jenny!! u should had stayed!!! then chuwen n edmund decided to join us...and started wif all e craps....i think those seniors got powerful skills in creatin a happie atmosphere...hahax....just sat there....simply lufffin away...then sir ben came from nco camp...he got e sims uni le...ahhh!!! when can u lend me???

hehex...can go try whether u found ur mr.right
http://web.tickle.com/tests/mrright/result.jsp

tat explain mine below...

Ah, l'amour. Sure you've felt your heart go pitter-patter before, but there's a reason that you're ready to make it work with this guy. You've finally found the person who wants the same things in life as you do, whether that's having a huge family, traveling around the world, or building successful careers.You're self-assured and you know what you want, so it's of the utmost importance that you find a guy who's willing to share his life's ambitions and goals with you and supports yours, too. It took a great girl to divert his focus from his beloved mother, so take heart. You're headed in the right direction...together!

hmm...i'm bored....

an explosion took place in my hse todae...hahax...mama was cookin red bean soup when e whole glass pot decided to explode...and my mama was standin rite next to it...luckily she wasnt injured...n so...papa and mama wasted e whole afternoon clearin up e kitchen...cos all e glass bits and beans were scattered everywhere...=x

and then...my aunties cum knockin at my door...hahax...they came to visit us...was tryin to stop myself frm eatin...but they brought pastries...so i ended up eatin em....haixx...nvm...i'll start my losin weight session this cumin week....i'm tryin to lose erm....3kgs...possible???

What Breed of Dog Are You?
http://web.tickle.com/invite?test=1000&type=t

hehehex...can go try...here's my results...

No bones about it, you're a good-hearted, people-loving Bernese Mountain Dog. Down-to-earth and loyal, no one works or plays harder than you do. You put your nose to the grindstone when it really counts, but you never neglect your social calendar. Simultaneously strong and sweet, you're very tuned-in to the feelings and needs of the other dogs you run with. Without having to be asked, you always have a helping paw to lend and a sympathetic shoulder to lean on. "Communication" is your middle name, and when that's paired with your unswerving devotion, you get a breed that everyone respects and trusts.

went changi beach wif him yesterdae...go see aeroplaneS n shipS...hahax...but e place was xtremely hot...like no shelter de...but it was quite a peaceful place cox not many ppl were there anywae...i think we counted more than 20plus aeroplanes before we left e place for dinner...and saw this bright green lizard climbin up e glass plane while eatin...eeeww...disgustin...=x

anywae...went to sj hq todae to claim back my taxi fare...at first i thought they'll just pay u back whatever u spend wif e receipt shown...but they didnt thou...gave jen n i $24...so after claimin n dividin...earned an extra 7 bucks each...hahax...got enuff money go watch movie le...so when are we goin out ncos???

cum to think abt it...just when i was bored to death...my week suddenly crammed wif so many chalets...next thur got 2e3 chalet...then fri to mon got family de...then tue n wed got 4e2 de...alamak...all one after another...=x

=29 months 0 daes=

e bbq was much better than i had expected...i was thinkin tat everyone would be distant but it didnt turn out to be...we had great fun thou...finally saw doris...hahax...=D she didnt change much...except for e golden hair...to think we still had sooo much to tok thou i didnt see her for a year....or perhaps tat was y we had so much to tok....? but anywae...we sat at the beach...then tok n tok n tok...went to cycle...and continue tokin...non stop...i would sae she was my greatest buddy in pri sch...hahax...she was e first in my entire life...to send me home right to e doorstep almost everydae after sch...sounds like a big sister protectin a small gurl yea? after graduatin...no one else did e same as wad she did...perhaps tat is why she left a great impression in me...

ard 20 odd ppl from 6d gathered yesterdae...which was better than expected...cos i thought only ard 10 ppl would turn out...but thx goodness...it wasnt...=) guess e class ended e bbq playin murderer...hehex...left at ard 11plus...and once again...doris got her aunt to send me home...hahax...reach home near 12...not even a call frm him...haixx...watch a korean show...'love story at harvard' it was realli a nice show...but i only manage to stay till 1.30am then i knock out le...too tired...

hehex...met up wif yx n cy...went to work at sum factory...sum checkin stuff...u noe those shops with the 'closed' and 'open' sign?....we were checkin those for 5hrs...and earned 30plus buck each...not tat bad lar...average 1hr $6 plus...hahax...got home n watch teevee....erm...oh ya..havin my pri 6 class bbq tomolo...hahax..sounds cool ritex...soo long nva see em le...wonder how they all looked now...hahax...i go play com game le....sister waiting....later then update again....=D

*gasp* e parade was at 9.15am...n e grads are suppose to check e uniform...time check: 8.00am...actually could had been punctual...hehex...takin my own sweet time...by e time i reach sch...parade just ended...dots...watever...e trainin started...me jen n tx walked ard...stood outside e classrm...busy commentin...not realisin sir daniel was there...hahax...he obviously had lost many kgS...and his eng finally improved with lesser vulgarities used also...all cos he went aus. he was in e sj there...heard their dummy was worst than ours...hahax....=x

e interestin part came after lunch...erm...was e judges wif guo hua for e MOI...(method of instruction)....i suddenly realise how nice i was...hahax...*smirk* cos guo hua was toooo strict...and e mark he gave was all below 5 over 10...hmm...then came e triage...e case was a fire at e classrm block...almost fainted when i saw them treat e csualty....and i got one funny cadet who picture himself takin e fire extinguisher n puttin out e fire...before he save e casualty...almost luff my heads off when i saw him doin it in front of me...all i could comment was...nva risk ur life as a first aider...i think he is e first one i had ever encounter doin this...or rather all e other grads...hehex...lets not be bad...erm...e treatment for e casualty was terrible also...basic bandagin also cannot do...cpr also locate wrongly...take breathin also cannot take...also cannot reassure....DOTS...my dear year 1 n 2....pls jiayou...go for nco course le...still liddat...how u goin to survive for e camp???!!

anywae...training finally ended at ard 6plus le...waited for benji...then went to upper serangoon...sum shop to get e sims...hehex...got my sims expansion...but bad news is...i need my sims 2 to install also...and is wif benji...alamak....goin to haf a borin weekend le....=x

i miss you....(big enuff not?)