daes since i last updated...

to fiona: yesh i LOVE RAIN!!! but not the rain as in rain...u noe eh...=)

wed
2 sotongs who nva noe how to blade decide to learn. hehx. the rental shop uncle taught us how to blade...it wasnt as hard as we thought it would be BUT we fell like we nva fell before! =X super pain BUT it was fun! =) went home in the afternoon and my sotong sister suddenly shouted...

sister: OH NO!!
me: wad?
sister: *sheepish smile* i brought home the rental-shop-uncle's locker key
me: *luff uncontrollably*
sister: how arh?

tats my sis =)

went for 4e2 chalet in the evenin...went for a stroll wif tingxuan and tok n tok n tok...ages since i last talked to her...
to tingxuan: im not realli good at comfortin someone and im sure u've heard alot of these 'comforting' words frm ur frenx...im sorrie if e stroll kinda bring back memories...just to let u noe that i'll be around n beside u if u need me...u are a strong gal...stay happie! =)

n yesh...chang yun ting has not changed a single bit...HAHAX! =) n valerie!!!!! still as skinnnnnyyyyyyy as ever...i think ur hand half of mine..ur leg half of mine...=D but nonetheless...im happie to see u all again!! hopefully we will all be free one dae n will meet up soon!

thurs
paralysed on bed. hehx! serious muscle ache! back ache! neck ache! arms ache! legs ache! i tink i haven master the correct posture of blading cox i spent most of the time lookin at the ground when im suppose to look in front...maybe tats y my neckk ache..hahax...

fri
went cyclin wif my sister cox we haf to return the uncle his locker key...so we haf to make a trip back to pasir ris...n so might as well cycle...i guess cycling is so much better than blading...at least i move much faster...=p cycled and we stop by for ice cream...hehx...sat at the rock there n ate...n continued cycling...guess we spent alot more time washing our feet n legs than cycling cox the place was super muddy n wet due to the rain...nNnn we saw 2 GUYS hugging and kissing!! i seriously cant imagine how they did it...2 guys leh...isnt it weird? n yar....i only went pasir ris park wif my sister like twice this week...and we alreadi know 3 stalls uncles and aunties...how sociable are we! hehx. =p

sat
okie..tats todae! went joggin wif my sister =) n we walked our way to punggol plaza to buy campbell soup for dinner n walked our way back again...so we took like half hour to run, 10mins in ntuc....another half hour to walk there n walk back...ZzZzZz...by the time we reached home...was like 7.20pm? bathe n dinner! =)

argh!!! y mux it rain NOW? my sis n i were so excited because we are goin to blade todae...n thx to the rain arh....we are stuck at home now...how wonderful....T_T

i think the rain is goin to last a long long time...sigh.

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!!!!!

thx all who wishes me merry christmas =)
thx u for ur christmas song =)

candies frm waiyin!!!

where's our hands?!

random shots

huixian ME fiona

despite her effort in tip-toe-ing, we still cant see her...*shrugged*

huixian n waiyin

me n fiona

this looks like some 'quan jia fu'

BaTwomEn!

tats all...too many photos to upload...

cheryl chua where are u???!!! im missin u like mad...=(

and yes! this is dedicated to zhirong! hahahax...

zhirong: chairwoman! hahax...it is alwaes nice chattin wif u cox u nva failed to make me n those ard u luff...and u had put in alot of effort for the class...wonder how s212 be like if u arent there? hahax...a wonderful n bubbly person! =) cheers~

sooo 2006 is coming to an end?

sooo...is time for a reflection

man...im feelin emotional again...i just realised how much things i kept to myself just like what my sis saes...*shrugged* it had became more of avoidin it rather than dealing with it...hoping i'll forget it eventually...an unpleasant year it may be, but it certainly taught me ALOT! coping with e death of both my grandfathers, havin to lose him, coping with my horrendous results, pw, losing confidence in myself....guess e list is never endin...BUT all these makes me a better n stronger person...at least i went thru em n i grow up...right? right....

but of cox...i had my happie moments...

i met the NICEST FRIENDS in mj -huixian, fiona, waiyin n cheryl
i'll nva forget how u all surprises me on my bdae and all the fun joy n laughter we had together! how we alwaes sit at the canteen n start hua-chi-ing our eye candy and how i decide to make myself drink green tea cox pokka drinks tat...i'll nva forget how we started off with only huixian n i who noes how to cycle properly...and eventually, all 5 of us can cycle! =) a short year it may be...or rather..we only spent like 7 to 8 mths with each other...but it seemed as thou i noe u all for years...

ryl: it was st john tat brought us together...it is realli nice gettin to noe u! u successfully influence me in liking k one yea?...hahahax...i noe there are times when u still misses ur sec sch mates n wish u could confide in them...there are times when u are quiet all of a sudden n we realli dunno what happen to u....but just to let u noe tat we are not ard only to make u luff n help u wif sch work...we can be ur confidante too...so feel free to tok to us whenever u are down...=) n u arh...thinkin of way n means to let me bump into pokka eh? 'stupid cheryl' love ya gal!

waiyin: sotong!!! hehehehx....finally found one who is blurr-er than me...oops! =x didnt mean it...BUT it was cox of ur blurr-ness that makes me luff all e time...u arh...everytime so easily let someone bullies u...mux speak up!! n protect urself!! but not to worry....u are under the guidance of us...(ps: no expiry date) n of cox...u alwaes think of others before urself...one great frenx to haf! =)

huixian: the one who sat beside me on the first dae of sch...hahhaax...i'll nva forget tat...super hardworkin, super neat! all e nonsense tat we said in class...still rmb e mrs quek? just happen to think of it now...how we tryin to imitate she tokin to her husband...n also also!! how u hide in the toilet n msg me to hurry to sch...tellin me u just cut ur hair n dun dare walk out of e toilet...hahahx! a thoughtful person who folded stars for us during exams to wish us all the best...a sweet n nice gal...=)

fiona: DARLING!! hahahax...we had MUCH fun during pw eh?? hahahax...=D thx for listenin to all my complains durin pw...n of cox...u mux thank me too eh? hahahhax...actually u played a big part in helpin me forget abt him...surprise? still rmb tat time we in mac...instead of studyin, we ended up chattin...n we each tok abt our relationship...i kinda poured out everything to u...n i realise i felt so much better after tellin u everythin...n also...how we tried to go on diet? hahax..starvin like mad yet refusing to eat...n e worst thing is...we didnt lose any weight...duh! n u alwaes super 'on' when i suggest playin badminton or go cycle...so whenever i need a partner to play wif...i'll think of u! hahahax! love ya gal! =)

wahhhhhh...like writing testimonials liddat...but just wan to let u gals noe...i realli appreciate ur presence....=)

i guess tats e happiest thing tat happened this year...

can someone bring me to some kampung place to stay? maybe without the teevee, computer, snacks...i may be able to do my assignments and start my revision. =x

i seriously think this is my first ever holiday that im soooo slack...practically doing nothing...go out wif frenx, go out with cousins, go shopping with sista, go training, stay at home bake cookies and pineapple tarts, watch teevee and most importantly SLEEP! nth productive at all eh? or maybe there are....socialising with frenx, keeping in touch with cousins, filling up my wardrobe with clothings, go training to burn fats, learn to bake, watch teevee to receive more general knowledge, sleep to ensure that i get sufficient rest...hmm..how does tat sound? =x

anywae...went innova jc last week for a friendly match with the netballers...what can i sae abt it? they have got nice big compound, big canteen, nice paintings...BUT i still prefer meridian...hahax...=) the match wasnt too bad...but it just goes to show that we've got lots to improve on...

n yesh...fiona is makin me excited to go sakae...hahahax...look at this!!

wahhhhhhh....
yummyyy!!! =)

ppl...help me vote a place...marina sq or airport??

im TIRED!

i think im burnt....all thx to e sun todae...=x went for trainin in the mornin...it wassss.....TIRING! the 5 rounds warmin up was alright...cox we were are joggin at our own pace...but e courtwork was TIRING! n thx to e blazing / glaring / scorching sun....it made trainin worse...=x but it was fun partnering with eling...hehehx...=p she n her ice lemon tea! but we both fell on court...hehehx....she tripped me and i tripped her...=x so much for stickin so close to each other...=x anywae...i think the medicine ball training helps a whole LOT...but it was TIRING! my arms are aching after 288 passes throwing that 4kg ball...=x

after training, went to ikea with the netballers for lunch...i had fish n chips...so much for buring all that calories during training. i ate em back. =x

headed home...bathe n i slept like a log...

was toking to my sister n we were sayin how we became sick all of a sudden...because both of us caught flu and had a fever together...and we were just sick just like that...n our fever recovered without takin any medication...so our final conclusion was...our bodies decided that it is time to be sick...=x n despite havin a fever, i still went to the hospital tat night to see my ah ma, breathin in all e germs BUT THEN i recovered that particular night...hmmm...'yi du gong du'? mux be...

anywae...my ah ma fainted yesterdae mornin...so was sent to the hospital...but she's alright now...still under observation thou...apparently i still dunno y she fainted...the paramedics say it was due to high blood pressure...but the nurses in the hospital sae it was due to low blood pressure...*shrugged*

anywae..here's a picture of the welcoming back ceremony for the atheletes that i went last sat...spot for me....


cannot find??!!!!

nvm...let me enlighten u

can u see the big 'welcome back' banner???

wonder y it is standin there strong n firm?

hehehex...im hidin behind e atheletes supportin e banner(no wonder cant find me)...hard work sia!

im driven mad by that Mr. Colin Maclaurine! my sis sae tat chapter is pretty do-able....but then...we werent taught on that chapter yet...n we are suppose to do e tutorials...so im figuring my way out of it...eeeeeww...i think im goin to be sick soon...just recovered frm flu yesterdae after eatin 4 panadols...n now im havin a sore throat n headache n my forehead feels hot....=X

right....hasnt been updating for the past few daes...so i'll update all at one go...sit back n enjoy...=p

Sat 25/11
went to escape with cheryl, huixian,waiyin and fiona. though there wasnt plenty of rides there...we somehow managed to stay in there frm 11am to 8pm...but it rained in the afternoon, kinda spoil the mood...but our lousy mood lasted for a short while before we were all energised again..but i guess cheryl sian-ed halfway...=( cheer up gal!!!

we took rides after rides...n apparently the haunted hse isnt scary at all...i was expectin someone will suddenly jump out from no where or drop from the ceiling...but then...the 'ghosts' simply stood there...no action...nth...eeewww...no fun...=X i seriously think escape shld build more thrillin rides n more roller coasters!! n yesh, a carousel!!! wads a theme park without carousel?!

back to the pt....cheryl n huixian left earlier...wad a pity...cox fiona n i went realli super duper high at night...hahhax...we sat rainbow over n over again...n ran to pirate ship n sat over n over again before the clock struck 8pm(tats when escape closes). i think my heart grew stronger after todae.=) waiyin!!! ur cable okie le mar?? waitin for u to send e pics!

had a great time spent todae...love ya gurls!!! =))) anyway...who's up for rollerbladin next week?
pls tag my board or msg me!

sun 26/11
ermmm...stayed at home e whole dae...managed to get my dad to go for a evenin jog wif me...hehehx...n we were amazing...we ran 3.4km...wahhhh...not tat it is a long distance...but it was longer than we expected...wonderin how i noe it is 3.4km? cox my dad drove his car ard the rounds that we ran n read off frm e meter in his car...yep...

mon 27/11
spent my mornin doin my assignments...n left home in the afternoon to meet my cousin for a swim...long long time since i last saw her...so we've got lots to catch up...n dinner was yummy!!! right xuanx?

tue 28/11
netball training...n for once...we haf almost full strength...boosted everyone's morale...cloudy morning, nice weather, nice training. =)

wed 29/11
stayed at home to complete assignments...

thurs 30/11

meet up with xuanx in the morning for a swim again. went amk for lunch...bought curry puffs n donuts home for my sis n mum...i guess...donut is alwaes associated with ang mo kio...wads amk without donuts? hehehex...wonderin y tats e case? im brought up this way u see...hehehx...my mum will alwaes buy donuts from this particular bread shop for me whenever she go to amk n curry puffs for my sisters...y donuts for me? cox i dun dare to eat curry puffs when i was young cox i found it spicy...so this went on for years n years n years...n gradually...it became a habit...!

donut = amk

fri 1/12
netball training. scorching sun, hot weather, horrible training. everyone was feelin 'flimsy' stayed back with gwen, kay, corine n sam to discuss abt daisy tan...wonderin wad's daisy tan? it is e name for the upcomin netball competition...dun ask my y it is called daisy tan because i would very much like to noe too...y not called rosie tan? chrysanthemum tan? *shrugged*

sat 2/12
went back to SDSC in the afternoon todae...did u all happen to read the straits times for e past few daes?? the athletes won 7golds, 5 silvers and 5 bronzes!!! tats quite an achievement! cheers to em!!!! =)))) they were realli great!!! was back there to welcome em back n also to help out...n yep..i've decided to be a volunteer there...=)

wahhhhh...tats abt it...i spent like an hr typin this...pls read thoroughly....hehehx...wun be updatin for e next few daes...

I just realised how much i enjoy eating mixed rice!!! if u haven try it before, perhaps it is time u really try it...is reallllllliiii niceee....=)) hehehhex...all thx to my sis who helped me discovered that =) went shopping with her today...n when it comes to shopping, im so different frm my sis. She simply loves tryin out any dress, any tops, any skirts, any shoes that she sees along e way while im e kind that merely browse through n a low possibility that something will catch my attention...hahahax...not that it won't, but keep having to try on clothing without having the intention to buy simply gives a false hope to the shop owner, isnt it? =X *shrugged* nvm, i share e same mentality as my elder sis. shall wait for her to end her exams n i'll go shopping with her. But of course, it is pleasant shopping with my second sis because she definitely widen one's horizon..hahax...=)

is good to have 2 sisters. one whom u can shop with and one whom brings u out to various places to eat =) one whom u can seek for studies consultation and one whom u can seek for fashion/dressing consultation =) my elder sis has a sponge memory u see, whenever im stuck with maths qns, i just need to ask her and she will tell me how to do it. after 6 years of 'not touchin maths', surprisingly she still rmb it, she rmb her maths notes had that one or two formulaes and will open up her JC maths ring file to find that notes...wahhhh...she's realli superb...i think by e time when im 23, just like her, i'll most prob forgotten abt everything. as for my second sis, she loves dressing up. trying out all kind of ways to match her clothings. so when u dunno how to dress up, can ask for her help =)

seaweed + meat + carrot + cucumber + beansprout + egg + sauce = MIXED RICE

Netball training started at 8am this morning. Having missed three trainings due to the work attachment, kay warned me it was going to be really tiring because they changed focus on training now. True enough, we did sprints. It was not on court but rather on track this time round and ms lee took our timings. We did two 400m, two 200m and four 100m. Definitely we did not sprint all the way because halfway while sprinting, we were already dying. =X We rested for a minute after each sprints that we did till we finished all. That was not all. We actually practiced our passes using the medicine ball, the one that we used was 4kg and we actually did 288 passes using that ball. =X The ball hit my nose somemore, thought it flattened. Practiced shooting with gladys and did some courtwork. Training ended at 10.20am.

Went home, bathe and went to zhonghua for the lunch buffet which was one of the welfare programme for st john. Headed to army market with jenny, eliza and qingjun to get some stuff and headed to kovan to pass mingxian groundsheet. I think we have not seen each other for too long or something like that, he walked right past me and knocked onto me somemore. He stood in front of me searching for me. I tapped his shoulder from the back before he realised it was me standing behind him. He best sia.

Headed home. I think my mum has her way in making me return home early. She cooked a whole big pot of red bean soup. And before i left, i asked 'cooking red bean soup arh', and she said 'u like mar, so must hurry come home n drink' =) So i will have to reach home earlier otherwise i will feel bad. =X

Did u all realise something? My entry today has no short forms and is all in complete sentence with full stops and commas.

right...so it's e last dae of my work attachment at SDSC...n i realli wake up at 4am todae...took a cab...pick up kelly at sengkang...lavina at yio chu kang n headed to national stadium...just on time, we reached there by 6am...helped bee geok wif some stuff...n usher e athletes...n yep...wishin e athletes all e best n hope they win their competitions...=)

come to think abt it again..thou it may be borin at times...but i wish i could stay on longer...maybe im laggin or wad...but i felt realli at home todae when i stepped into e office...*shrugged* i get to know em better now...n i started communicatin wif ben todae n he is reallli a niceee person...tokin to someone thru typin and writing on paper durin lunch time or any breaks tat we haf is a new experience to me...i mean..ben is hearin impaired...n all e more it makes it hard for me to tok to him...cox sometimes i realli dun understand his sign language...n i finally got to understand him better...he told us his problems n offer tips to us on jobs n stuff...n told us to find e right man at age 25...hahhax...he's realli cute...=) but sad sia...i wun be seein em till 2 Dec 06...tat will be e time when e athletes return frm KL...n clara n i will be there to welcome em back again...nice of us eh? hehehx....=) anywae...before we left...ben gave us a postcard which is a wedding picture of himself n his wife...hahhax..so sweet...=)

settled our stuff there n left ard 3plus...yep..tats abt it...update again tomolo...

YAWN!!! sooo sleepppy....been facin e com for like hours...my eyes are goin cross =x i also dunno wad to update thou...just thought i needed a break frm all e work...hmm...tomolo will be e last dae of my work attachment...n guess wad???

im suppose to reach my workplace at 6AM tomolo!!!!!

so im suppose to wake up at 4am??!!! leave my house at 5am...n flag for cab??!! eeerrrr...okie..nvm...expenses are covered by e company i suppose...

now i cant wait for thurs cox there's sjab lunch buffet...fri for netball training n sat outin to escape...=))))

think i shall end here...back to work...

right..so im supposed to update it after work yesterdae...but i was so tired...yesterdae ended at 7.30pm cox clara n i stayed back awhile later to help em sort out e passport issues since sat n sun dunhaf to go down...so we might as well finished up e stuff for em...they are bringing the athletes to malaysia on mon for some competition i think...so there are lots of paperwork to finish...n it is alwaes e case when we goin to knock off le then we got lots of things to do...so alwaes end up so late before we can leave...hmmm....i think i shld clarify certain things...workin at Singapore Disability Sport Council (SDSC) is a volunteer work attachment...so in simple..we provide free labour =)

kenneth used to be in srjc..n his principal then was ester lai..who is now mj principal...n his maths teacher is also currently teachin in mj...azar used to be in vj..n his history teacher is now teachin in mj...wahh...all e teachers in mj now...they are at least 10 years older than us...n to think tat their teacher is still teachin now...hmm...

todae is 18th nov 06. sooooo....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIXIAN!!!! =))))

i dreamt abt him last night
we got back together again
but when i woke up
i noe this isnt true
it was so hard before i could erase him off my mind
n now is back
i tried fightin back my tears
but it didnt work
i just hate this feelin
just how long more will it put an end to everythin?

shhhhhh...im secretly usin e office com to type this entry...hehehx...on second thought..maybe not secretly lar....tats realli nth much for me to do now...all that have to be done is completed...n come to think abt it again..if only im paid to work here...hehehex...yesterdae i stayed at SDSC till 6.30pm helpin em to sort out e shirts...n i came across Ang Peng Siong's shirt...hehehx...e ppl here are nice...Ben gave clara n i a piece of paper which contains some sign language so tat we can learn to communicate wif him...n i thought tat was so sweet of him...guess i shld go ask my mentor for some work to do...think i asked her like 3 times this mornin...update when i get home...

kind of dunno wad to do now....ermmm...i mean....actually there are LOTS of things waitin for me to do...but i guess im just gettin restless...just didnt wan to use my brain...sigh. so i shall do some updatin...

13/11 (mon)
went back sch for i&r stuff...then went to downtown east wif ryl, huixian, waiyin n fiona...we were all excited abt goin to escape...hehehex....i mean...years since we last went there...n finally we waited for this day to come n who noes....it wasnt open!!! GRRRR...everyone was sianed for e moment...started rackin our brains thinkin of other alternatives...we were supposed to celebrate fiona's bdae...so we ended up in e arcade...lunchh....n went to cycle instead...hehex...e bicycle uncle was nice...but i would sae it was kinda 'not a smooth sailin dae' for us...hehex...ryl clumsily kicked her toe into e tyre n broke part of her toe nail...e nail didnt came off...kinda dangle there..i guess tats wad makes it worse n to make it even worse...she got 16 mosquitoe bites...n waiyin's bike collided into ryl's one...i guesss ryl was e most innocent one...stood there with her bike n out of no where...waiyin collided into her...poor gal...hehehx...guess huixian n i were e safe ones...except for e mosquitoe bites....e uncle also taught ryl how to cycle...wad a nice uncle...n while she was learnin...huixian n i cycled off to buy a bdae cake for fiona...hehehx....how nice are we...=) had e cake for our dinner....n ice kachang for dessert...hehehx...=) and lastly...HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONA LEE!!! =)))) my honey drink nice ehhh?? hehex...hope u recover frm ur sore throat n cough soon!

14/11 (tues)
someone totally spoils my dae...i mean TOTALLY...it was so fraustratin...i actually typed one whole big paragraph abt it...but i ended up deletin it...guess i shldnt publish it...

wed
osvap startin tomolo....travellin to kallang for e next 6 daes....hmmm....i realli wonder wad we are goin to do there...n yesh....im PENNILESS....so i decided i shldnt go out...where's e 100 bucks tat zhss still owe me!!! =x

oops...i forgot to mention that our dear MDM JENNY is the secretary of IFC...hehehhex....led by CL ELIZA AND CL SEEHWEE! hehehex...=D our motto for IFC is 'honour and glory' not 'ready to strike', eliza!! =x

had netball training yesterdae yesterdae....n to my amazement, 8 rounds ard e track didnt tire me...hehhex....im strong! *grinx* did all e court work...and played game...n yesh! my shootin skills are back...whahahax!! =) left trainin ard 11am...went wif fiona to meet mr audi for our i&r...but e moment i sat down in classrm n rest...i realised how tired i was...hehex...n i was feelin sleepy...i dunnoe y...left sch ard 12plus...n thx lar...ryl waiyin huixian n fiona went airport for lunch n dessert!!! they had dessert without me!! unfair! because everytime i wanted dessert...they didnt wan to...n now they ate it without me n still tok to me online, tellin me how wonderful their dessert was...=xxxx GRRRRR anyway...went home...bathe...lunch...n i slept frm 1pm to 4pm...wahhh....but i was still feelin sleepy... so i slept at 11pm at nite...im such a pig...oink! =x

went to meet waiyin n ryl at marina square yesterdae...went to buy some stuffs and went with waiyin to meet lihan at bedok....n i finally had my ice kachang...whahahhax...!!! n guess wad happen next...lihan was itchin to play pool...so she called ermmm...jenson? ya...she called him...n he came within half an hour...hmmm....but sadly, e shop? store? place? aiyah...watever u call it...wasnt open...search for another pool shop...but it wasnt open either...lihan suggested arcade...but then again..it was under renovation...wad a place...nth seems to be open...hmmm...so it was a wasted trip for him...he went off to meet someone else...while waiyin lihan n i settled in mac...left ard 6plus...n i slept at 9pm!!! gasp! n i woke up at 11pm to brush my teeth...hehhex...n continued slpin...hmm....am i a pig or am i pig? *shrugged*

because i slept too much...i woke up at 7am this mornin...hehehhex....finished up with my i&r...got to meet mr audi tomolo at 9am...sianed...y cant we email him our i&r...now haf to travel back sch again....sigh...n tomolo is goin to be an excitin dae...hope it doesnt rain...=x fiona!!! u are goin to be 17 soon! =)

read a quiz tat jen took...so i decided i'll try one too...hahhax...quite furnie actually...

You scored as Natural Causes. Your death will be by natural causes, though not by any diseaese, because that is another option on this test. You will probably just silently pass away in the night from old age, and people you love won't realize until the next morning, when you are all purple and cold and icky. So be happy, you won't be murdered.

How Will You Die??
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Natural Causes 67% Cut Throat 60% Gunshot 53% Drowning 53% Bomb 53% Suffocated 47% Accident 47% Stabbed 47% Suicide 40% Disease 40% Posion 40% Eaten 33% Disappear 13% How Will You Die?? created with QuizFarm.com

Wed
had op in e mornin...ermm...i wouldnt say all turn out well...guess all of us could had done much better...but well...is over anywae...shall not tok much abt it...i believe we all put in our effort...

went to st john hq after tat...was shocked to see ivan there...errmmm...ya....hahahx...he became more shuai...hehex...eliza n i went slightly crazy...n it was then...IFC was formed...hahax...eliza the president...im e vice president...=) okie..enuff of e nonsense...

ermm...taught e cadets some footdrills...n i realli miss doin footdrills...i guess e feelin of doin footdrill as a squad wun be back again...sigh! calvin came in e evenin for evaluation...sortin out all e problems and comin up wif solutions...sounds like PW...limitations and solutions to limitations....anywae...discuss in the hq till 7.30pm or so...headed to army market there for dinner...it was soooo longgg since jenny, eliza n i had dinner together...yea....n we all realised wad a gentleman calvin is...serious. we were all shocked. slowly ate our dinner and tok n tok n tok till 9plus pm before we left...by the time i reached home, was alreadi 10pm...guess i onli rmb goin to bathe n i slept right after tat....

Todae
woke up at 6am, got to reach hq by 7.30am...n thx to my dad who sent me there...i reach at 7.28am...hehehx...=D ivan was alreadi there...and he led e course for PT...n he was great...commando jiu shi commando...oh..did i tell u he's a commando? now i tell u, he is. =) i guess e respectables (jenny eliza n i) alwaes go crazy abt guys being a commando...hehehehx...had a out hq run to national stadium...it wasnt too long a dist actually...ivan took them for circuit training...while jenny n i went for a run...fun runnin up n down n stairs yea? headed back to hq n eliza came just in time...i do not think we went overboard punishin e cadets...they seriously need a wake up call frm us...2 yrs in st john...if tat is wad they had learnt, they ought to seriously reflect on themselves...how are we goin to hand e corp to them next year when their standard is not even reachin our expectations. if goin thru e punishments todae made em wan to quit sjab, seriously, i would tell em to go ahead wif it. we wan ppl with quality and substance. if they cant even endure a dae of harsh punishments, i guess there's nth we can do abt it. dun ppl alwaes sae tat u will onli grow when u go through tough times? - tough times dun last, tough man DO- n i seriously hope they do understand e rational behind wad we did.

ended training ard 6pm....reached home ard 7pm...im super tired...n my I & R is yet to be completed...n there's netball training tomolo...sigh.

had netball training in e mornin...so idiotic...my shootin has gone wayyyyy haywire...i shoot until i ended up sittin on court n looked at e pole...=x ZzZzZzZz....

met up wif pw group after tat n started our op dry run ourselves...i guess there's so much we can improve on...sigh! went st john hq after tat...suppose to go n help em out...but calvin wanted me to concentrate on op...so i onli went back to pass e cadets their bks...make me travel all e way to lavender just to pass e bks to em...makes no diff actually...anywae...lunch at mr bean wif cheryl, fiona n waiyin( n who ps us huh??)...then walk ard e place searchin for presents for akilah...actually it would be a miracle if we realli can find any presents there...hehehx...we walked to this place...where waiyin said it is known as 'little thailand'...n indeed....all e ppl there were thai...spoke in thai...n all were busy doin their hair...i dunnoe y...n things there were all 'kaboom' size! realli! washin powers come in one HUGE bag....HUGE bread...HUGE everything...

n as usual..we did retarded things again while waitin for e red light....n this uncle actually laughed at us lar...ZzZzZz...n he talked to us while crossin e road...cheryl didnt understand wad he was sayin...so she was just noddin n smilin at e uncle...fiona n i just went 'yaya'...smiled at e uncle n said bye to him...hahax....

reached home ard 6plus...n had my dinner...realised i 2 daes nva eat rice!!! my mum keep cookin bee hoon or noodles for lunch n dinner...n i realise e importance of rice now....hehhex...=D

i cant wait for MONDAY!!!!

two daes since i last touch e com...two daes since i last watched teevee....WAHHHHH!!!! =x

okie...a quick update....

tues
took back our results slips...in fact...half e class kinda advanced to j2...hmm...had op dry run in e afternoon...cox it was still early...ryl, waiyin, huixian, fiona n i wanted to go to changi airport for ban mian! n it turned out that everyone in our class wanted to go together...so we headed to e airport for lunch...hahax...is quite furnie actually...to see e bunch of us wearin sch uniform walkin in e airport...like we goin for some tour ard e airport or wad...=) afterwhich...headed back sch for op...yup...by e time everythin ended...was alreadi 6pm...

wed
went back to sch at 8am for osvap meetin...had netball training from 8.30 to 10.30am n my shootin went haywire....=( supposed to meet up wif pw grp to discuss op...but we didnt...due to some reasons...searchin for fiona high n low to get my thumbdrive back but to no avail...=x had to rush off to st john hq then so i hurried off frm sch...arrived at hq ard 12plus...was e instructor for e team....helped them in their plannnin...n also gave a short introduction of e various forms for admin dept...is amazing how i can tok to my cadets without any problem yet i cant tok well for my op...ZzZz...anywae... kiaweng took em for their footdrill...while calvin n i stayed in e lecture rm watchin cpr videos...n i learnt smth frm sir calvin...UMBRELLA PARADE! hahhax...=) anywae...everythin ended wif a evaluation...by then...it was alreadi 5 plus 6pm...took a bus home wif calvin...him n his crap...ZzZzZz...thx for all ur comments lar...=x by e time i reach home...was ard 7pm...bathe..had my dinner...n i actually slept at 8.15pm...so unhealthy....eat n went to slp...ZzZzZz...

thurs
woke up at 6.45am....printed out my speech n read thru it...had op dry run at 8.30am...i was realli irritated in e mornin...i was in sch at 8.30am...n i simply sat in e classrm stonin till 12pm or so...waitin for sheau wei to finish her part for e slides...waitin for fiona to come...izyan wantin to go home early...clifford doin nth to help...it realli got on my nerve...seriously...but i guess im just impatient...=x but things got much better in e afternoon...did e op dry run...mr audi made some changes here n there...watched wan quan yu le on ryl's lab top which made me felt much better...afterwhich, sheau wei edited her part for e slides n left...so thats just left wif fiona n i as usual...n of cox...clifford who sat there doin nth...nth at all to help us...N I REALLI CANT STAND GUYS WHO DOESNT OPEN THE DOOR FOR A GIRL! N ESPECIALLY WHEN A GIRL OPENS A DOOR FOR A GUY N E GUY SIMPLY WALKED AWAY WITHOUT SAYIN THANK YOU!!! =x i mean..isnt it basic courtesy??

back to e pt... hurried to make e changes for e slides...did all e amendments...n went to print out e hard copy of e slides...n submit it...phew! finally completed wif e slides...n realli thx ryl, huixian n waiyin who accompanied us...hahahax...by then...it was alreadi 5pm...everyone was starvin cox we didnt had our lunch...headed to tampines mall for our dinner...=)) project work is finally cumin to an end...n i realli cant wait for it to end...it did bring my relationship wif sheau wei closer...which was a good thing...but it also allow me to see e other side of someone...forget it...

Today
is still early...n im finally convinced by ryl tat hu si luan xiang is a veri nice song! realli nice! u shld be listenin to it if ur speaker is on...hehex...but then...li yang n jr is still more shuai than darren...hehehx...=D

was playin badminton wif my sista yesterdae...was about to leave when we saw this father and son playin badminton too...n e father caught us watchin em play so he invited us to play doubles with em...n it was realli horrifyin initially cox e father seems so pro...n my sis and i are rather blurr wif badminton rules...kept missin e shots...but it wasnt too bad afterall...hehehx..thou we still lost in e end lar..but not too big a gap...nvm..a friendly match...=) n ya...the father asked me n my sis which secondary sch we studyin now....HAHAHAX...! to fiona, ryl, huixian n waiyin...I DUN LOOK MATURE OKIE!!!! evidence!!

had netball trainin in e mornin todae...everyone complainin abt their muscle aches...hahahx...was discussin abt netball tee....n it seems like it is e purple fever now...? purple frm head to toe? gladys was suggestin all netballers to get e same colour sports bra...ermmm....sounds interestin....hahhax....=x unity of netballers!=)

i actually attempted to do my chem alkanes tutorial....but kinda stucked halfway....ended up playin pop kart wif lihan, waiyin n wenyuen...hehex...=D

my dad was so super furnie...he wanted to go punggol plaza to buy dinner for my mum n i...as he was lazy to drive there...he decided to hop on e shuttle bus...but who noes....he hop on e wrong bus which was meant for some factory workers...n landed up in amk...ZzZzZz...so he called home n told my mum n my mum was luffin like mad...ALAMAK....so currently im still waitin for my dinner...hehehhex...=D now i noe y im blurr at times...hehex...is in e genes...

almost died durin trainin yesterdae...it was soo super tirin...3 rounds ard e track for warm up and we went to e gym to work out for an hr or so...went on to train our passes...n i dunno how many hundreds of straight shuttles we did...n it seems like we ran non stop for hours...ms yeow is simply overloadin us...cox she believe onli thru overloadin us, can we improve ourselves?*shrugged* nvm...at least at e end of e trainin...i wun feel so guilty eatin so much for my breakfast n lunch...hehex...=D

fiona was askin me out for badminton n xuan was askin me out to swim todae...but sorrie gals..maybe some other daes yea? let me recover frm my muscle aches...i'll date u gals out another dae...i promise =)

i was itchin to play sims..but i suddenly rmb i lent e disc to my cousin...sian-ed...=x so what shld i do now?

i think my brain had stopped functionin since e end of promos...n i mean...it realli stopped...=x sufferin frm SSTM (serious short term memory)....apparently...i cant recall what i did for e past few daes...or rather...e past fews daes were just a replica of todae? *shrugged* maybe i shld start muggin or smth??

anywae....i was more or less much relieved after hearin wad pearly n michelle said...so it means...im safe! =))

e haze has cleared...but both fiona n i felt tat e haze shldnt clear so fast....ermmm....are we furnie or are we furnie? anywae...accompanied fiona to punggol station after meetin for our op in sch...was luffin at her as she looked at me wif her BIG eyes as e automatic door to the station opened...hahax...

will be travellin down to st john hq pretty often soon...n e thought of travellin frm punggol to beach rd...havin to change 2 buses...or alternatively, from mjc to lavender, takin bus to pasir ris station, takin train down to lavender n walkin a long dist before reachin e hq....kinda turn me off...=x okie...i shldnt be complainin anymore...i ought to be committed to it...realli hope e course tat was planned would be a success...for e fact tat all of us did contributed in a way or so...yep...n its comin to e end of year soon...which mean CAA got to be submitted soon...n i realli know nuts abt it...i shld start scoutin for potential secretary durin e course...

osvap startin in mid nov...n it is all e way at e national stadium....ZzZzZz...

oh...my show startin...shall update later....

look at e pictures...im abit lazy to type in big paragraphs....


waiyin's attempt to learn how to cycle...=)

waiyin and her bike

fiona n me! (look at fiona's hair!)

tats huixian n fiona

okie..e main focus wasnt us...but our background...

huixian n i

huixian n e dominatin fiona

ignore e dirty beach...but look at e sky n e sea...

exhausted after cyclin...we headed to bugis! (just for sushi....)

gosh! look at e wide variety of sushiii.....

tat was our lunch...

and drinks...

alamak..a total waste of my time tryin to download audition n i cant run it in e end...ZzZzZz....cant wait for tomolo....WE ARE GOIN CYCLIN! hahhax...=)) so e 5 of us are goin to cycle...with 3 who doesnt noe how to....hahax...interestin..but nvm...cheryl! will make sure u learn how to cycle tomolo! e other 2....ermm....huixian n i can give u a ride...hehehx...=)

i just realised...my entry is gettin shorter n shorter...nth much to sae since exams are over...no sch..no lectures..no tutorials...is back to st john dae n more netball trainings...i was learnin a new tactic last trainin...suppose to split when u catch e ball...but ermm....kay was luffin at me cox i did it in a super unglam way...hahax...but is like...how do u make it a demure n gentle move when u have to split...like open ur legs wide apart...?? *shrugged*

btw...sorrie waiyin!!! woke u up frm ur slp...didnt noe u can slp till 10plus am...hehex...*apologies*

finally a day...where i can just stay at home...sit on e sofa...haf a hot cup of milo, eat my breakfast n watch teevee...=) n most imptly....nth is in my mind...not wr...not anymore...untillllll....i itchy finger...go online...n sheau wei ask me to go sch at 11.30am just to sign my name on the cover page of the wr....sianed...so i travel all e way back to sch just to sign my name...=x n i got all irritated again...u are e leader of my grp...yet u are not doin anything abt it...so u waitin for everything to drop frm e sky? i dunno wad else to sae...

accompanied fiona to wait for her air rifle to start...nice tokin to u =D went to buy lunch for my mum n headed home...n here i am...

WR IS FINALLY COMPLETED after stayin in e lib for solid 6hrs, editin, findin more info blah blah...n tat is like e first time all e grp members are present to do the wr...ermmm....like...so wonderful...finally everyone is willing to stay back n do their part..=x im just super angry tat y arent everyone puttin in their effort to do e wr..is it tat difficult? so u mean it is fair tat we do everythin ourselves while u slack ur way thru? arghhhh...watever....is over finally...now is oral presentation...

n guess wad? i went without food and drink since 6am this mornin till like now??!! i would have thought i was fastin...ZzZzZz...im starvin like mad now...i'll go eat my dinner...update later...

mj open hse was held on fridae...kinda expected there wouldnt be too many ppl...i mean..ppl would rather go vj or tj than mj yea? =x anywae...set up e class booth...it was some furnie ping pong ball game...me n cheryl attempted to change e game but apparently we haf to stick to our original proposal..so no choice...we came up wif e rules on e spot...n added new ideas to it...

i think i tend to be dominatin when things dun turn out right...i'll end up distributin tasks to everyone n makin sure they dun idle ard...hmm...alwaes got this tendency that im like orderin my cadets ard...=x which in fact isnt...just didnt like it when things are all disorganise n no one is doin anything abt it...

back to e pt...open hse was pretty borin fact...i think everyone wears this 'im forced to stay back for open house' expression....=x especially e booths in e canteen...=x

i think the only fun part was when fiona n i went to haf our hair sprayed purple...hahahax...n of cox...when we cleared up e litters at e end of e open hse...hahax...i wonder who can clear up rubbish as happy as e animal gang...=) then we stood at the assembly plaza n started our nonsense...yea...makin sense in our non-sense...hahhax....=) everything ended ard 7.15pm or so...headed home then...oh ya oh ya!!! heard frm waiyin tat mr audi sae our whole class PASS GP...horray! hahax...=) but on e other hand...40% of e cohort failed chem...ZzZzZz...

our wr was rejected...sian-ed...so fiona izyann n clifford came over to my place to do wr todae...spent like 5 hrs doin it...n for once..we were productive....thx goodness...n i almost felt like stranglin clifford lar...argh!! fiona was practically sceamin at him alreadi...ZzZzZz...anywae...fiona was super furnie...cox there's this rooftop garden thingy above e carpark n this garden is at e 4th floor...n fiona thought it was the ground floor all along...ermm...smth liddat lar...i only knew i was luffin like mad when she went 'HUH? NOT GROUND FLOOR MEH?' hahax...so we took a walk down at the garden...i was pointin to her e place i usually run...n she blurr again...this one abit hard to explain...but is just super furnie...=) im just super thankful tat fiona is in my pw grp...otherwise i'll most prob die in e grp....

anywae...i've this frenx whom i felt was realli nice...he is one who thinks realli deep...duno wad is e word tat can be used to describe tat...just think realli deep...e kind tat would probably ace his lit paper cox he thinks deep enuff n not just on e surface...but sometimes...when one thinks too deeply, may not necessary be a good thing...u tend to see things in a more complicated way...n ended makin urself sad...just wan to let u noe tat...u are one veri nice n good person...dun think so badly of urself...haf confidence! u'll attract dozen of gurls...=)

econs lecture ended yesterdae...stayed back in sch wif fiona n clifford to do pw...n a miracle decided to happen....hahahax....clifford actually offered to take chairs for us to sit in e lib...n treated us to sandwiches....*gasp* i think this will only happen once in a thousand years...hehex...i sound bad sia...but reallli....i still rmb how we ordered e food for him n even pay for his food n he didnt even bother to pay us back...how he got on e bus without payin for his bus tickets n borrowin coins frm us when e bus uncle confronted him...ZzZzZ...okie...enuff of tat...

ended pw ard 4plus...went home...rested for an hr or so...n went to chuwen hse for st john meetin...but eliza took e wrong side of e bus...so i ended up waiting for her for ard 40mins...then met up wif jenny...e meetin was suppose to start at 7pm...hehex..but we reached there like ard 8pm....=x proceeded wif e meetin...and as usual...got to handle e admin stuff cox apparently im e only admin person left in st john...ZzZzZ...sad case...n i seriously dunlike to do admin stuff...i rather go trainin side...

anw..meetin ended ard 10plus...suppose to meet fiona online at 11pm to discuss abt pw...but i was super tired...dragged myself to e com...and click her name on msn...but before i could sae much..i got dc...sian-ed...decided to msg her e details then...but she didnt reply me n i fell asleep soon...hahax..n it turned out that she was tired too...n had fallen asleep...so she didnt reply me...yea...

n e next mornin when i woke up...i jumped out of my bed literally...cox it was 7.40am...n i forgot that there's sch...ZZZZZ....panic!!!! n my hp was flooded wif msges frm cheryl...fiona...askin me where i was n to hurry to sch...my dad was nice...cox he was on his way to work but decided to make a detour n send me to sch instead....hahahax...=) reached sch at 8.15am...hehex...just in time to change to my atlas house tee and gather wif all e other atlas ppl....

started wif dodgeball...n i was e sole survivor! =) hahax...played captain ball too...man...i missed netball...anw...had a movie screenin also...we watched shuttle n apparently it wasnt horrifyin at all...dots.

sch ended....went to e lib to finish up pw...then rush over to help out wif e netballers wif e open house things...n then went to help out wif e class open hse things...ZzZzZz....

n i realised my last proper meal was yesterdae's lunch...didnt had my dinner last night...breakfast n lunch todae...but not to worry...im not goin to be aneroxic...=)

went back sch in e afternoon for chem lecture...n seriously...huixian arh...ur newly cut hair aint furnie...i think it looks nice...so dun hide in toilet anymore...hehhex...=p

n yep...went to parkway with cheryl, huixian,waiyin n zhirong...actually...kinda retarded...go all e way there for lunch...n this is wad we had....a mountain of fries...

yea...went roamin ard e mall after lunch...accompanied zhirong to giant to buy her gardenia bread...hehex...n cheryl was amazed to find a dustbin meant for rotten fruits...=x

chance upon this while roamin...eh...for ppl who dunnoe...tats my class...o6S212...yep...

huixian n zhirong...

ermmm..tats suppose to be cheryl...

hahhax! n thats me...hahax..taken by zhirong...artistic huh...

huixian n zhirong again...n half of waiyin..

yep...reached home ard 6plus...n i went for a run...felt bad eatin all e fries...ZzZz...n thx to zhirong who inspire me to do that too...hehehex....i shall run for the next 13 daes...

n i actually missed the first episode of 'gong'. ZzZzZ....

thats all for todaee...havin econs lecture from 12 to 2 pm tomolo...ZzZzZz...n st john meetin at 7pm...furnie sia...lecture durin lunch time n meetin durin dinner time...=x

kept dreamin about my grandfathers e past few daes...sniff...how i wish they hadnt leave...within 4mths n both my grandfathers left...e death of both my grandfathers taught me alot indeed...even though i wasnt veri close to em, but to see them dyin in front of u, is realli a horrible feelin...u noe he's dyin...yet there isnt anything u can do abt it...u watch as their blood pressure dipped, heartbeat gradually stopped, n e doctor tell u they are sorry. i see how everyone cried helplessly...i see how each of my grandmother pull thru...how e cousins get even closer after all that had happen. i see the evil side of some...the weaker side of some...

what??!! is over??? realli???

PROMOS OVER!!!!!! =)))))))

seriously long time since i last updated....hahax..been busy wif studies...n yep...so here im back again...promos finished within 3 daes...tats like erm...realli packed...imagine havin econs n gp on e same dae...phy n maths on e same dae...argh....nearly killed me....chem paper was a total disaster...there wasnt much time to finish it...maths was bad too...not even a single qns on summation n binomial...ZzZzZ...come out all on equation on a plane...differentiation...eeeeww...

enuff abt it...hopefully i wun do too badly...just get me promoted...=x n in order for us to attend e upcomin open hse....e principal said this...'turn up for the open house if u wan to be promoted to j2' hahhax...tats obviously a threat....

oh ya...signed up for this volunteer attachment to e singapore sports disabilty council....startin in 16 nov...wonder how it will be like...=)

n i wan to go on massive exercisin...but dad told me if u run 2 weeks...u lose a kg...hahax...wonder if tats true...i'll go experiment it...but then again...is so hazy now...n my dad doesnt wan me to go out n run...ZzZzZ...can e haze just go awae....?

now tat promos had ended....it just mean e start of PW....sianed....n mon n tue still have lectures....tats like so...nuts...ZzZzZz...

n yesh....6 oct 06...i made a frenx...hahahax!!!=))

i'll update again soon....

probably e only thing im lookin forward to for tomolo will be PE LESSON!!!!because..........and yesh of cox...seeing my frenx again...hehehx....=)

shall end my post here...wad a super duper short post...im goin to watch full house le...

POKKA!!! =)

5 daes since i last touch e com...n gosh...is 15 sept alreadi!!! tat means 15 more daes to promos...n i still got so much to revise...ZzZz...

i cant exactly rmb wad i did on mon...tue...wed...i think im gettin stm(short term memory)

anywae...thurs was great!!! because......pokka was standin right behind me durin mornin assembly in LT...gasp! n he sang e sch song...n i heard it...im ZZZZ... electrocuted...ZZZZ =) im suppose to stop hua-chi-ing...but i guess it cant be helped...jc life is so mundane....time to add some colours to it...=) so lets add green!!!

had phy spa todae...was in a total rush for time...n my sweaty palm activated...i mean..realli realli activated...i had trouble tryin to write...e red string was totally soaked in my hands...erm..okie..tat sounded gross...anywae...i did manage to finish up...so it was still alright...

n yep....i realised how wonderful it is to haf e company of my gang...i mean...not tat i just realised it...but im just thinkin abt it...hmm...e usually dull n borin dae would turn out to be an excitin, non stop laughin dae...we hear each other stomach's growlin...we see each other doin retarded actions...we mug together...we gossip together...we diet together...we joke n laugh together...i haf cheryl remindin me to bring this n tat...havin fiona's to hua chi together and tokin alot abt our past n everything...huixian helpin me in my work n of cox...a great help to me in findin out on ahem...waiyin constant blurrness brought us laughter...n yesh...e four of em...make up my dae...=)

n of cox...not forgetin the other gurls in o6S212...definitely they are great frenx too...n it dawned on me...tat i shouldnt be bearin any grudges on anyone...cox i feel stupid doin tat n i dun see e need to...

okie...i guess i gotta go do my chem le...will update it if ive e time....

POKKA!!!! =)))))

after readin wad eliza tag on my board...it triggers me to blog!! hehehex....=) all e daes in st john...goin for standard n advance nco course...goin thru all e rubbish n unreasonable punishments together...man...how i wish we can go camp again!!! im sure jenny would object this..hehex..just came back frm otc camp yea?

still rmb sec 2 when we go standard nco course...survivin at newtown sec for 4 daes 3 nights without bathin...man...tats e longest time i nva bathe...super disgustin...still rmb first dae...we had games yea...then all e sticky flour stuck all over us...n imagine u cant bathe for e next 3 daes...eeewww...u might be wonderin how cum we cant bathe yea? is cox tat horrid sch has got no shower head...!!!! night santury duty was super eeriee....walkin ard e dark n spooky sch...thinkin tat we can haf a good slp after our duty...but nope! e officers decided to haf a fire drill...so it got us woke up at 2am...runnin to fall in...n get scolded by e officers for being slow...back to slp again...n hu noes...e officers lovin blowin their whistle...fire drill again at 3am...gosh! everyone was like a zombie runnin down again...had two to three hours of slp...n haf to wake up for PT...okie..i mux comment tat their PT was pretty slack...had great fun durin campfire nite...if im not wrong...eddy n someone else danced pole dance...right respectables?

still rmb sec 3 when we go advance nco course, we were all super happie...cox it was held in zhonghua...so we were all familiar...at least we noe for sure, we can bathe..hehex...only rmb e ubin trip n e stay over there...buildin our basha wif great effort...n each time...e course i/c cut e camscort..n we haf to rebuild it again...i think we build like 3 times...ZzZz...n each time we re build...e basha became more n more fragile...n thx to e officer who lent us a groundsheet wif holes in it...cox it rained at night...eliza, jen n i were totally drenched...n yesh...both eliza n i wun forget wad happen tat night yea? we had to support e groundsheet...while our dear jen was so sound asleep...n as wad eliza mentioned on my tagboard...sir fedrick if im not wrong...made us empty our bag on e cold, dark n rainy mornin...just because we left our belonging unattended...smth like dat...we saw fireflies at night too...had night solo walk also...kinda creepy...n advance nco cadets were famous for their banana cheer n irritatin song...hehex!!! =)

n yesh...sir ben gave me a long dist call frm china!! erm...just to tell me to go online at night n tok abt st john things...ermm...yea...but i felt super bad...cox i fell asleep while waitin for my sis to use finish e com so tat i can use...so i didnt went online...=x sorrie sir!

alright..so much abt st john....

im pretty slack todae..didnt do much..just do phy tys one chpt...studied econs price ceilin n price floor...read thru phy spa notes...tats abt it...like i spent my entire dae only completin so few things...hmm...oh ya..went for a run in e evenin too...

man...sch startin tomolo!!! sigh! still got lots to revise for my promos...haixx...but nvm..there's pe tomolo...shall be e highlight of my dae then...*pls dun take height n weight*

im back again...

haven realli got e time to blog...so here i am again...a quick recap of wad happen durin my sept holidae...

Mon
went back to zhonghua for leadership course...i would sae...me n jen are efficient? hehex...we nva once meet up to discuss abt e plannin of this course...everything was done thru email n msn...n ta da! we just run the course smoothly...hehex...

reached zhonghua ard 7.45am...feelin weird wearin my st john half uniform...for a moment i thought i was wearin a gown...hehex...cox e skirt like super long liddat...n still haf to tuck in ur shirt...bun up hair...wear beret....man...i stood in front of e mirror...n all i could sae was...' oh no...i looked super toot...' =x muster parade started...followed by footdrills...tryin to absorb sum aura frm jen but apparently...i think we all lost e aura le...

i still rmb e course achieve held sometime ago...we were all e monsters in e eyes of e cadets...making em do all sorts of punishment...i still rmb how jenny poured water on e field just to make e soil muddy n soggy...n we actually asked e cadets to pump there...yet at e same time...they cant get their uniform dirty....how tiexuan shouted at e cadets n repeatedly makin em do pasar malam...it actually meant takin out all ur belongings frm ur bag within 10secs or so...how eliza alwaes shout at e cadets for draggin their boots...jackie would occasionally pick on one or two cadets n shout right at their face...n makin em stand right at e parade sq shoutin YES SGT till he thinks he's satisfied wif e cadets vol...pearlyn n bellina would also scream at e cadets...while mingxian is just like a grandfather...nag n nag...n i? erm...i only recallin askin e cadets to pump...n keep recoverin em n samula em cox they wore their beret too slow...so e monsters long ago had all lost their aura now...

training went on...n i can sae tat e year 1s are all potentials...far better than e year 2s in fact...had triage later in e afternoon...which i guessed was pretty well done...everything ended ard 3.30pm or so...n yep..went to serangoon mac to mug wif jen...

Tue
leadership course exam...was their examiner for MOI...nth much happened either...
ps: sorrie jen...i left earlier...=x

Thurs
Pw meetin in e mornin...pw members were gossipin n uh oh! someone heard it...=x shhhh.....went to tampines mall wif fiona n clifford....n i vow i would nva go out wif clifford...i bet fiona would agree...yea? went muggin wif fiona at mac...n we tok n tok n tok alot...n yesh...she triggers me too...now we both feel like *****

tats all abt it...spent wed n fri muggin as well...im off to eat my lunch...n yesh...do u all haf channel 55??? watch full house!!! so tats my highlight of e dae...hehex...RAIN is super cuttteee!!!

sometimes i realli wonder wads e purpose of studyin...i can sit there and study yet nth will get into my head...n so i asked myself...wads e pt in studyin?? so tat i wun get retain? so tat i can get promoted to j2? so tat i will haf a bright future? sigh! i think theres no more meanin in studyin...as in...dun u all think we are studyin for e sake of studyin...so tat we can complete our education n at e end of e dae, show our boss our cert n get a decent job? everyone is just pushin emselves to study not because we are eager to learn new knowledge but rather to do even better than our peers....n prove ourselves right...sigh! watever, i guess im just gettin sick of studyin...

i had a dream last night, same place..same settin...same atmosphere...same person...but yet...e feelin is no longer e same...so is my mind sub consciously tellin me is time to let go n stop thinkin abt him? sigh! i wonder how many dozen of times i told myself tat...i knew i had to let go...but there are just so many more things tat im holdin on to...just wad's e hell wrong wif me...argh!

watever, this is just s random post...

just realised it had been a-g-e-s since i last updated...pretty occupied with things...anywae...a pretty quick update on teachers' dae. It was suppose to be held in pasir ris park, but due to the bad weather, it held in sch instead...kinda sianed...but well..it was supposed to be BE YOURSELF dae, but ironically, we are asked to dress accordin to movie shows or adhere to the theme SHINE....so our class wanted to act as nerds?? ermm...yea...nerds...so we bought e same polo tee e dae before...yep...n when all of us gathered wif e simliar top..we realised we dun look like nerds at all...but rather...M-A-I-D!!! alamak..n looked at our hair...we tie em into 2 ponytails...alamak...when was e last time i tied tat?? erm...ten years back? when i was 6 or 7? but haixx...nvm..since all e gurls are tyin it tat way...i didnt haf a choice either...all i could do was to stand in front of e mirror n luff at myself...dots!

06S212! this may be our last pic wif mr audi...sniff...dun u think mr audi looks cute?

an example of hair tied in 2 ponytails...hehehx...=)

mass advertisment from the maid agency...hehex...

my gang of gurls!!! man..look at our hair...alamak...=x (look at our dear huixian wif cheryl's long ago specs...)


tats waiyin, fiona, me, huixian and izyann...

next up...

met wif pearly at tampines mall...n yesh...we brought her to pierce her ears( my briliiant idea...=p ) hehehx....and we went shoppin for ear rings for her...it was suppose to be her bdae present frm me...huixian..fiona..cheryl and waiyin...yup! went pasta mania for lunch...happened to see daryl sng there...he looked so cool wif his canoeing jacket...anywae...he was complainin to me tpjc ended sch at 12pm n they had lessons in e mornin somemore...hahax...poor thing..luckily we ended at 9.30am...=)

walked ard e mall...sat and tok for ages...hehex...n yesh...i noe more abt someone...n she realli irks me...YUCKS!!! =x

anywae..spent my time muggin at home yesterdae...but didnt complete much thou...just manage to revise one chpt for chem...and did 1 summary for phy...and revised my functions...

went to sir ben hse in e evenin...man...wad a big bungalow...anywae...he was teachin n impartin me all e skills for admin..hahax...n one furniee thing was...i mistaken his bro to be his sister...duh! n we ended up luffin like mad...by e time we ended...was ard 9pm...n yesh! ben drove me home...whahhax!!! n before i got off his car..he said 'is dark,do be careful' sir ben has finally grown to be a gentleman...

right..now that sir ben is most prob preparin to leave his house n fly to china...i'll be stranded here in spore...tryin to handle e entire corp by myself...i was tellin him..perhaps when he return next year, zhonghua st john corp would haf most prob collapse...=x

went back sch for econs lecture....super sian-ed...is a saturdae n we still gotta go back sch...ZzZzZ...lecture ended ard 10am...had a short pw meetin wif e grp...n off we went to changi airport...hehex...go there to eat ban mian n study wif cheryl..fiona...n huixian...it was a lloonng time since i last step into e airport...n yep..took e sky train...but i realli wonder y J(understandable?) loves takin e train...there's nth much special abt it...duh!

saw andrea n lihan at mac..apparently they haf been stonin there long before we come...yep..they left pretty soon...so we stayed there n mugged for abt 2hr...then e mac ppl come n tell us we cant study there...hmph! watever....so we went to marry brown instead...studied till 5pm n left...boarded 34 wif fiona...n we started tokin abt our sg...hehex...so let's see...wads e diff between rb n pokka?

rb
-draws well
-tall
-tanned
-6 pac
-loves to drink mocha
-styled hair
(-stopped here- )

pokka
-sings well
-average height
-tanned
-only got rib cage( he's too skinny)
-loves to drink pokka green tea
-styled hair
-white shiny teeth
-wear big baggy pants n shirt
-sporty
( e list just goes on.....)

so..u can see...pokka is much better yea??? =) hahax...too bad fiona!!! =D

im finally free enuff to update my blog...hehex...ppl tag my board!!!! is dyin again!!!

anywae...just wanna thx kristin, pearly n akilah for e presents! =)) thx gurls!

okie...im suppose to update my outing wif e gurls...so here it is...went out wif cheryl..fiona..huixian n waiyin on my bdae...met up at somerset station...and as usual...cheryl n fiona are alwaes late! went to take neoprints...lunch at pasta mania...bought ear rings...drank yogurt drink...n took many many photos...ehhh...i dunnoe how to blog this...so i'll just ripped a portion off someone's blog...hehex...someone yea?

went to an wulu mall to take fotos using my hp.. we went to lift and take and like super retard.. see hwee kept posing retard actions but quite cute la.. hahaz.. and when we were bout to leave i saw a video camera la!! so retard!!!! we quickly went to gr floor and we saw the tv.. like imagine they go back and see the video den see us so retard e.. so diulian..

just had alot of fun wif em...cox like wad someone had blogged...we did super retarded things...like takin photos at e lift lobby...e staircase...in a spoilt neo print machine...erm...alot alot things...cant possibly list every single thing tat we did...i'll upload e pics when cheryl send me...

n yesh...e netball match was a horrible one...hahax!! we haf 5 matches on tat dae...i played e first match wif a group of ah-mohs....goodness...their shortest player is like 170cm while mj tallest netball player is like 170cm lar...so they are like so many heads taller than me?? so it was pretty obvious we lost tat match....we also played against innova jc...n u noe e 'I not stupid' tat movie? e gurl who acted as serene( e brother is terry n e mum who dresses like pap) was in netball too...i thought she was pretty tall...but apparently...she isnt...hehex...but she not bad lookin thou...anywae...tat match wif innova was a tie...also played against e national team...they totally trash us...i was playin gs....n is like...i nva get to touch e ball at all...cox e ball nva seem to reach me...so u can see how strong they are...yep...

oh ya...i just wanted to sae netball rox totally...had my netball trainin yesterdae...but it ended up to be a basketball match instead...got asked by lihan to help atlas play e inter house match cox they dunhaf enuff substitutes...n i must sae tat basketball is a super rough game...is sooo different frm netball...they push n they snatch e ball like nobody's business...at least in netball...u get blown for contact or obstruction...n is a much gentle sport...

yep..todae had photo takin...it was so fun! so unlike in secondary sch where u take a formal and informal photos...u get to choose any spot u like in sch...n pose all u wan...so we picked e rifle range...n e photographer was great...he helped us think of ideas n pose...n made use of props tat we can find...after e class shots..we had group shots too...n again..he helped us thought of ideas...n he alwaes think of bimbotic actions for us to pose...eeeerrrrr...

first of all...i mux realli sae a BIG THANKEW to cheryl my laogong!! fiona!! huixian!!waiyin!! (not in any order)

you gurls shocked me, surprised me, touched me

right...

so i shall start e story?

here it goes...

it was fridae...phy prac ended n it was break time...so cheryl said she wanted to ask mr chia phy qns and so we ask her to go ahead...so me...fiona n huixian went to the library to print our pw stuff...n halfway thru...i received a call...it was chingchin...she told me my maths summary tat i handed in earlier was missin...n asked me to go staff rm to find n e teacher was kinda pissed off...so it got me all worried...n this chingchin kept callin to hurry me...so i sped to e staff rm...so she handed me a piece of scrape paper scribbled in paper some maths workin wif my name on it...n it 'looked' as if someone kinda swap my summary n replace it wif another piece of work...i only rmb sayin who can be tat idiot as to steal someone's summary...=x hahax...yep...then e next moment...i saw cheryl walkin out frm a classrm wif a bdae cake...n everyone started luffin...n i felt super retarded at tat moment...=x so they sang bdae song...n gave me presents...

green pencil case, green pens/pencil/eraser, green n brown top/green necklace/green sweets from mini toons n e green plastic bag

n most imptly, a green tea cake!!!

alright...so it got me luffin like mad...all GREEN!!!! seriously...u gurls realli touches me...cox every little present tat u bought meant smth...n for fact tat we had a test cumin up...u gurls still went shoppin for my present...n ensurin tat all u bought was green? hahax...realli realli thx alot!!! i duno wad else to sae...but u gurls simply rox!!! *hugs to all* =D

n of cox chingchin's plan in foolin me works...hahax...n yep..also not forgetin e two michelle...elizabeth n hengky...n also...mr chia! hahax...he was e one who helped to keep e cake...=) tat was nice of him...

alright...went for netball inter house after tat...it was erm...bad...hahax...is like i dun even noe who is in my team till e match itself...n i dun even noe their names lar...how to work as a team? dots...thou we tried hard...but we still lost...nvm...n yep...thx to daron....who pushed me n i literally flew off e ground...somemore he frm my team de...alamak!!!but nvm...it was an accident anywae...but now my back is achin like mad...n my wrist feel weird...cox i tried to support myself frm e fall wif my hands...=x

stayed to help out wif e scorin...n guess wad? thx to cleo...pokka noe me now....like wad e....argh!!! felt so super paiseh lar....she literally shouted my name in front of pokka n attempted to tease me usin him (erm..weird sentence structurin i noe...is okie if u dun get it)...n yesh...i ran off e next moment...=x oh my buddha!! wad an experience...=x

guess i had better stop here...i still got tons to write...but i got no time le...haf to rush my tutorials...had my netball match todae...super tirin...imagine havin netball trainin n pe on mon...went for a run on wed...pe on thurs.... played netball interhouse on fri...netball trainin on sat...n havin match on sun...man..i think i cant move....update on my match soon...plus my outing wif e gurls on saturdae...