Wednesday, January 30, 2008

For the benefit of those wondering whats that UNGLAM pic.. let me show it to you guys again..
hope chwee doesnt delete it away AGAIN.....



my boyfriend is so CUTE! but too bad...im deleting tat UNGLAM pic away! hahx =p

Sunday, January 27, 2008

HEADACHE!!! ouch! =(

felt so down e past 2 daes...n i cant believe tat i actually cried...cried for no reason...alamak..is tat depression?! but i depress for wad?!! cant think of wad to wear for work?! dun wan to work?! hahx...i seriously dunno also...

but NOT to worry...im alright alreadi =)

n i think im turnin into a PINEAPPLE TART realli SOON! mummi been busy makin pineapple tarts for new yr n im busy eatin em up...to the extent tat my mummi had to stop my sis n i frm eatin..otherwise is like a 'wu di dong'...no matter how many tarts she baked...it will never fill up the container...hahx...n pineapple tart is fattenin! n i ate like dunno how many...oh no! im goin to stay awae frm em...reallli...

workin tml...i dun realli dread goin to work...but is e idea of thinkin wad to wear for work tat turns me off....I NEED MORE CLOTHES! went shoppin wif sis todae...but i just cant find smth tat i like...=( how saddenin...n i realise i dun hate heels tat much anymore...gd sign...cox it will probably accompany me for e next 4mths or more...

was tokin to huixian online...abt alevels...it seemed as if i took e papers years ago...hahax..but its onli like 2mths ago tat alevels ended...n my brain has stopped functioning since then...maybe if u ask me stats...i would probably haf forgotten how to press my gc alreadi...hahx...anywae...everyone askin me wad course i wan to take if i go uni...but i alwaes sae i dunno...hahax..sometimes is not realli tat i dunno..just tat i dunwan to think tat far...i dunwan to be disappointed wif myself...wad if my results cant make it to e course tat i wan...then wads e pt...e higher u aim...e greater u fall...n i dunwan to find myself in tat state...lets just take one step at a time n see where my results can bring me to...n i onli noe one thing for sure...i wan to work smth related to healthcare n tats all...

i miss you.

Saturday, January 26, 2008

im feeling so #$$#$@#!^&@!@!!!! =((((

HAIX.

wads wrong wif me?!

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

finally a chance for me to update my blog...

SUNDAY 20/1
boyfriend turned 20...soooo HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING! =))) had dinner wif boyfriend's family then went over to his place for cake cuttin, stayed for awhile n he drove me home...

MONDAY 21/1
first dae workin in imh...not too bad...colleague brought me ard the place...my supervisor treated me to lunch...everyone's nice here =)) no more answerin of calls frm residents, no more walkin ard takin files, no more openin of letter box...much different experience...n boyfriend got me so worried later in e evenin...my silly boy played soccer n fell, knocked his head n forgot what happened on tat dae...ended up in NUH at night...his family n i headed down to the hospital to see him...he was fine by then...waited with him for the admission to the ward, waited for him to settle in n uncle drove me home...reached home at 1am plus...

TUEDAY 22/1
tired! work as usual...slightly zombie-fied...=x ended work at 6pm, headed down to NUH to see my boy...by e time i got there was like near 8pm alreadi...his parents came not long after...stayed for an hr plus n uncle drove me home...

TODAY 23/1
my supervisor is on mc... so i got e chance to blog! n i made my first ward visit todae! to the geriatric ward. not exactly wad i expected to see, probably cox they are elderly...so still alright...but it gets kinda sad when u see them...lets hope i get to go to different wards next time...

n boyfriend just msged me n tell me he got 10days mc!!! ahhh...y so many daes of mc when i haf to work!! =(

im currently just waitin for time to pass...easy earned money todae! hahx..okie..better not jinx myself...later i get tons of work to do tml =x im zombie-fied again. im so slpy.

Saturday, January 19, 2008

finally a dae for me to warm the sofa...

anw, i've ended my work at the condo...now is to wait for em to send me the cheque =))) n NOW, im goin to start work in IMH on mon!!! im lookin forward to entering the wards actually..i think is a gd opportunity to see for myself how things are like...but to work there for 4mths...hmm..n on top of tat...i cant wear jeans n tees....HMMMM....i dunno how it will be like =x n im afraid e job wouldnt be easy =x hmmmmmmmm........

Sunday, January 13, 2008

how i wish everydae is a sundae!!! argh. e thought of waking up at 6.30am tml...squeezin wif other ppl in buses n train, walking down to e bustop, walking to e condo, endless things to do at work...MAKE ME WAN TO STAY AT HOME!

BUT THEN

thinkin of the $$$$ i'll get....I'LL ENDURE!!! just another week or two...

i miss u!!!

Saturday, January 12, 2008

haf been soo soo sooo busy to update anything...

just got a temp job to work in a condo for abt 2 wks...n is all e way at yew tee...okie..it sounds far...but actually it isnt realli...just e walkin part tat turns me off n e nva endin expressway frm sengkang to woodlands =x

e boss asked me whether i mind workin till e end of jan...but im still waitin for more job offers frm e agency...n i prefer working in polyclinic or IMH!!! hahax..tat dae e agent called n asked me whether i am interested to work in imh...hahax..how interestin would tat be if i realli work there...more happening...hehehx...condo job is abit tiring...residents love complaining over e slightest issue...=x but apart frm tat...theres nice colleagues n boss...so tats fine at least...just that im new...n there's so many things i dunno n im tryin hard to rmb everythin tat i ought to rmb....hmm...nvm...earn some $$$ first while i wait for a better job =)

is a saturdae todae! but still...i haf to work half dae...zzzzz...but is easy earned money todae cox theres nth much as e office is undergoin renovation...so e server was down...i cant help e resident to book facilities, neither can i print any letters cox e connection was cut off too...so i was basically sittin there, reading papers or tokin to colleagues n occasionally, picking up a couple of calls...

after work, met boyfriend at marina sq for movie, walked ard marina sq n suntec...then there was this furnie lady workin as those weddin planners kind, came n approach us...so furnie lar...she was sayin gettin married is a matter of time n blah blah blah....n asked whether we interested not...hahax...then boyfriend was tellin her we are too young...hahx...n we walked away luffin...then we had ice cream at andersen n went taka to look for his dad n boyfriend drove me home after tat...

IM SO TIRED! i think studyin is better now. now that im out sloggin everydae, i yearn to be at home...grrrr...

i miss u darling!

Friday, January 04, 2008

now i noe e privileges of being a student...is so expensive to travel! grrr...

and I NEED TO WORK! y cant they offer me a job tat pay higher? or jobs tat doesnt need to do admin stuff? ahhh....nvm. random thoughts.

was out wif sis...went lucky plaza to restring her tennis racket...and look for her shoes...we were too lazy for any shoppin ydae...so we just found ourselves a place, to sit n drink smth...headed down to ps after tat to help our mummi buy stuff..sis left to meet her bf...while i spent like 1 and a half hr, killin time in ps before i headed down to clementi to look for boyfriend. dinner at clark quay and we sat by the river, talked and watched ppl play tat bungee thingy and the xtreme swing...smth new i guess...headed home aftertat...

n im gettin muscle ache everywhere...just by pickin up balls...duh =x

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

im sianed! sis suggested playin tennis later in e afternoon...yes! means i'll get to exercise n run ard pickin up balls...=p hahax...watever it is lar huh...can run ard can alreadi...need to exercise le...n boyfriend drove me home ydae! hahax...he looks so shuai when he drives =p nvm. random thoughts.

jen is currently entertainin me online. hahax.

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

REFLECTIONS

the yr 2007 came to an end. a hectic and busy yr indeed, but at least, i think is a happy yr despite all the endless mugging sessions because i have all my friends wif me, especially the fairies who stood by me when i needed em and gave me the moral support to continue what i felt like givin up. thx fairies! not to forget, we were retarded and did so many stupid things that probably wouldnt happen without u all =p

fairies do exist.

n yes, im realli goin to miss wearin sch uniform. is such a chore thinkin of wad to wear all the time. n yes, O6S212...i probably wouldnt forget this class...although our class was kinds spilt into many cliques, but we had fun together as one class too! i'll miss playing NETBALL!! realli...cox netball kinda change me somehow...i probably closed my eyes when i chose my cca...hahax...but im glad, it wasnt a wrong choice cox i had alot of fun wif the gals despite me complaining how tiring it was all the time.

ive crossed yet another obstacle...and tat's alevels, i think it left an impact on me cox i still dream of it sometimes. i dreamt i went to the exam hall without preparing for it and i woke up feeling so worried and panicky just to realise tat it was nth but a dream. come to think abt it again, PLEASE DUN LET ME SCREW UP A LEVELS!! plsss....

definitely, 2007 was a yr tat the most random thing could possibly happen. im glad boyfriend was wif me till the veri last second of 2007 and the very first second of 2008. we managed to catch a glimpse of the fireworks frm far =) u probably wouldnt haf realise how much u haf helped me during my preparation for alevels. ur words of encouragment, sweet msges, chocolates and sweets, phy and maths solution bks kept me going. i appreciate all the things tat u've done all these while and i love every moment tat we spent together. keep it going!
i love you darling! hugs! =)