kept dreamin about my grandfathers e past few daes...sniff...how i wish they hadnt leave...within 4mths n both my grandfathers left...e death of both my grandfathers taught me alot indeed...even though i wasnt veri close to em, but to see them dyin in front of u, is realli a horrible feelin...u noe he's dyin...yet there isnt anything u can do abt it...u watch as their blood pressure dipped, heartbeat gradually stopped, n e doctor tell u they are sorry. i see how everyone cried helplessly...i see how each of my grandmother pull thru...how e cousins get even closer after all that had happen. i see the evil side of some...the weaker side of some...