im so SUPER peeved at sumone...when was e last time i blew my top??? i cant rmb...n why does it haf to be YOU...i just felt so cheated...i had nva ever thought u to be like this...i didnt noe u can get sick n tired of sumthin...especially when it cums to tat....i alwaes see u as a nice person...y mux u alwaes prove my theory wrong...!

i just felt so dumb...i was all wrong abt u...totally wrong...

is tears of anger now...not tears of saddness...how interestin....

disappointment. cheated. anger.
leave me alone.

goodness..couldnt slp last nitex...i was lyin on bed at ard 12 plus...kept tossin n turnin...it was 1plus am before i finally slept...n guess wad...i woke up at 5.30am...*gasp* my parents n sis were still slpin..so i guess i had better force myself back to slp...n woke up again later at 8am...hmm..home alone now...i dunwan do gp readin log!! so ma fan...still mux go find article n rack my brain thinkin on how to comment on tat article...=(

hmph.

goodness...cant believe it...im still wide awake...i think ever since jc life started...i've been slpin as early as 9plus...hmm...long time since i stayed up...i also dunnoe wad to do now...my family all sound asleep...left me...hmmm...=x

lesson went on as usual yesterdae...but 10 out of 14 of us pon physic lecture...cos all felt so sianx...didnt want to go for lecture anywae......so we ended playin donkey usin e cards...hahax...quite fun...but i ended up wif e most no. of joker cards...all thx to jiayi! =x

anywae..slack for tat 40mins then we went off for chem tutorials...i was abit stonin alreadi...cos didnt haf e mood to study...then finally last two periods were chi...even more slack! cos huiyun,me n michelle took hcl in sec sch...so we didnt haf to do e chi zhuo wen...so we spend our time tokin to e chi teacher...for like 1 hr plus...then waited in sch till 12.50pm for e official dismissal time...

then we took a bus down to downtown east...played bowlin...hahax...14 of us went...12 of us played...hehex...i was of cox a newbie there...a few of them also same as me...took me quite sum time for e ball to stay on track....but i managed to strike once!! hahax...aint too bad for a newbie bah...=p

anywae...e whole lot of us went to burger king to fill our tummies...i didnt eat thou...was so full...was stonin away when christopher told me got one casualty...i was searchin for e casualty but could only see a crowd of ppl there....heard it was a case of convulsion...in other words...is seizure or fits...was hesitatin whether to approach e casualty cos alreadi got sumone attendin to e casualty...n furthermore...there's no treatment for convulsion casualty...except for reassurin him n ensurin that he doesnt hurt himself...but still me n christopher still went up to take a look...oh ya...christopher is also a fellow sj member...he's e best cadet for nco course summore...so power...but anywae...we saw e casualty...is a man...ard 30plus year old...vomitted sum stuff out...but his condition kinda stable le...then a doctor frm dunnoe where appeared...n attended to him as well...then not long..e ambulance came...but by e time e ambulance arrived...e man alreadi recovered le...guess he was alright...yep...

then e cg took a class photo as well...stupid tengming...im sure my face wun appear in e photo...all thx to u worx...=x it was alreadi 5 pm then...half of e cg wanted to go home...so tat left wif me n michelle...tengming...chris..timo...zhang quan...koomar...rajan...farhan...we walked to e beach...e wind was super strong...even e birds got swept away by e wind...but it was realli nice enjoyin e sea breeze...hehex....but pasir ris park certainly br0ught back many memories...argh..forget it...=x

anywae...we sat down n tok....all thx to chris...i noe wad is fountain n waterfall...so disgustin...i think i gettin polluted by e guys...anywae...we even did footdrill on e beach...it was soo cool...cos quite a no. of us were frm ug grp...then started playin ard n crappin...then dunnoe hu started it...we began to play catchin...hahax...quite furnie thou..a bunch of us in our uniforms...playin catchin in e middle of e field...then we sat down...n tok n sing...by then only left 7 of us....left e park ard 7plus...then we walked all e way back to pasir ris interchange...chris was tokin abt e charlie 13...sum ghost stories...yep...then everyone started tokin abt their sch stories...=p

then waited for e bus wif koomar...i alwaes got problem tokin to koomar...his eng so powerful...n he tok so fast...could hardly catch up wif wad he was sayin...heard he's goin to participate in cyclethon tomolo in malacca...wish ya all e best then! =)

goodness...this is such a loooonnngg entry...!!

hmm..todae lesson aint too bad..thou is a long dae again...but we played ultimate frisbee for spe todae......hehex...i helped my grp score!! hahax...=) i think our cg are gettin closer n closer...but sad to sae..we are partin in one week time...sigh! but anywae...06s11 is goin out tomolo!! hahax...goin to pasir ris for bowlin n lunch i guess...sumthin for me to look forward to...hmm...oh ya...guess wad...i cooked spagetti(dunnoe how to spell) for lunch yesterdae...hahax..n it tasted so much better than e sch canteen one...think i blog again later...go help my sista wif e dinner...poor her...fryin nuggets all by herself...

hmm...i sat infront of my com for e past 1 to 2 hrs...tryin to think postively...n comfortin myself...n i guess...i straightened my thoughts out...i was openin this file tat i once type in it...it consist of everythin tat happened since 7 nov 2003 till 19 jan 2005...inside this file...i read thru everything...i tracked back e times when i broke up wif him on 18 jan 04 n later on in 19may 04...i read thru e time when i had a hard period...tryin to stop myself from bein sad...and how we eventually patch again n how i was happie again...actually in e relationship...i realli been thru alot...be it happie or be it sad...and i grew stronger each time...this is e third time we broke up...n i guess tat mark e end to everything...sad case thou...but i'll cross this obstacle...

im tryin to stay strong thou it may be hard...so i decided to type everything i wanted to sae in tat particular file...exactly one year for e next update in tat file...19 jan 2006. did felt much better after typin everythin out...computer is a gd confidante...n also...thanks to valerie, wenzhao and teng ming who tried comfortin me...it did help alot...thanks ppl!! *hugs*

im amazed at my recoverin speed thou...but there are still times when i think back of e past...i broke down again...but i guess it takes time...dunnoe when will it be...maybe when my Mr. Right appears...i'll be happie once again...=)

home alone again..seriously...i hate e idea of being alone at home...is not nice at all...last time can still crap wif my mum...but now..cum home also no one de...went home alone...open e door alone...watch teevee alone...aiyox...todae was so reluctant to go to sch..cos is endin at 3.30pm...but i guess still okie lar...just e thought of e long hr...make me feel sianx...todae SPE we played ultimate frisbee...it was quite fun thou...had e draw wif e opponent...hahax...then lesson carried on as usual...then my cg was decidin where to go tomolo...lots of idea...go pasir ris cycle...roller blade...go bugis shoppin...go orchard shoppin...go kayakin...go playt badminton...cant seem to make up their mind...but i think 06s11 rox! cos we realli a 'one for all and all for one' class...hahax...go anywhere also together...late for lectures n tutorials n still stroll our way into e LTs n classes...we also got good Civics tutor...took a class pic usin her phone...n she showed us her bf photos...hahax...=)

im so proud of myself todae..cos i stayed back in sch todae to do my phy homework...hmm...=) n guess wad...i failed my FIRST physics test...sad case...anywae...only got 4 passes only lar..so i aint tat bad...console myself...hahax...=)

im currently stone-ing at home now...no one is at home...only me n e teevee...me n e com...me n my homework...haixxx...i was so excited to cum home todae...cos finally sch ended at 12.50pm...cox i didnt go for canoeing...since i not stayin at tp anymore le...no pt goin ba..cos they choosing for ppl to enter sch team...so i go also pointless...so tengming...dun sae i do things nva you shi you zhong hor! reach home...ate sumthin light...watch teevee...bathe...do homework....watch teevee...online...boring! oh ya...yesterdae was rushin my econs homework...so i skipped my recess..n lunch...n later on in e evenin...i didnt have my dinner also...n guess wad...i went to weigh myself todae...hahax...lost half a kg...44.5kg...hehehex...nearin 44 soon...then 43!!! =p hmm...is it true tat in a relationship...a gurl will grow to love e guy more as days passes...while e guy grow to love e gurl lesser?? tat's a belief tat many gurls hold...cos they alwaes tell me tat...hmm...can tat someone prove me wrong...?

hmm....been havin late dinners nowadae...cos my mama had to go my ah ma from mon to fri...7plus am in e morin till 6plus pm in e evenin...sounds like workin hrs...but anywae...had to look after my ah ma..cos she still emotionally unstable...so everydae my mum rush to my ah ma hse to take care of her...rush back home to take care of us...sumtimes see her like so tired liddat...=(

anywae...im so peeved at this particular person...hu hold no regards for gurls...livin in her own generation...thinkin guys are better than gurls...thinkin im dumb n i cant study...say tat im a bad tempered person...sayin tat my L1R5 could haf been worse if those RI n RGS students taken e o's wif us...even before i take my o's result...she alreadi told me tat if i failed my o's...i can alwaes retake again...n ask me not to hold too high an expectation...in case i disappoint myself...although there was sum effort in her sayin she will help me celebrate if i do well...but well...=X n she alwaes appear to be so shocked to hear tat i take HCL despite e fact of me tellin her more than 3 times...which apparently..she cant seem to rmb...she only rmb guys....n dun care of e gurls...when she herself is a woman too...wad an irony...i think e worst part is how she manage to belittle u...n make u feel a small fry...n how she alwaes despise sjab...thinkin our first aid is useless...argh....is gettin on my nerve!!!

went to compasspoint wif my sista n daddi to get new phone...not for me...for my sis...sad case...hahax...i'll just need to wait for another 2 more mths for my plan to end first...dyin to change my phone...! anywae...bump into daryl there...then not long later...bump into my cousin..spore is such a small country...anywae...i finally get to eat my bak kwa at e last dae of new year...!! hahax...i go eat my dinner first...blog again soon....=)

was idlin at home..didnt noe wad to do..was thinkin of wad jcs to go...aj??mj?? hmm...got so troubled...decided to go cut my hair =)

got back my results todae...our batch did better than e 2 previous batches...but apparently...i didnt do exceptionally well...cos it wasnt wad i expected ba..but anywae...lucky i can deduct 4 pts...otherwise...realli bad le...got 13...so after deduction of e bonus pt...got 9...but i was realli satisfied with my literature..hahax..got A1!!! im alwaes stuck at a C n i got a A this time..hmm..*grinx* but it was a complete contradiction between lit n eng...cos supposedly...ppl who are gd in eng are also gd in lit...but then...i got seriously lousy grade for eng...shldnt sae....it realli shocked me when i saw it...guess i screwed my eng paper..but luckily got higher chi tat save me...so i didnt count eng grade...phew! anywae...went out with siewting..siew hoon...chinying...lulu...belinda...audrey..hazel..nicole to swensen...it was lulu's treat...she arh...every A she gets..she gets 1000 buck? n she got 5 As... dunoe got hear wrongly not..but anywae..tat was y she treated us...=x

then after dinner...i left wif chin ying...while e rest wanted to go shoppin...yep...tats all...

tired.exhausted.

todae tpjcian gathered at east coast park for e roadrun...it was 3km for e gurls...e gurls in my cg all didnt wan to run at first...but when e race started...all started runnin cos dunwan to be e last..hahax...was running wif jiayi all e way...3km worx...nva stop!!! hahax...sum proud achievements todae...tis e first time i participated in a roadrun or so called cross country...hehex...aint tat bad...but thou me n jiayi ran all e way...we came in like 338 for me...and 339 for her...out of 800gurls i think...goodness...hahax..but watever lar...then e guys started their race...they are super fast...but my cg all e guys useless de...*oops* no one in top 30......

anywae...me..tm...wf..timo...went to hwei ting hse after lunch...her hse was super big...erm...3 storey n 1 attic...she got a drum set at home also...tm was tryin to play...but well...it didnt turn out well lar...hahax...then played games...tok...left at 3pm...then went home le...

goodness...o's result out on fri...hmm...scary...i dreamt of my l1r5 last nitex..it was 12...i think got sumthin like b3 for eng....forgot e rest...i dunwan stay in tpjc!!!! can my o's result bring me to mj?? aj??

hmm...yesterdae mornin went to e temple to pray for my ah gong...every sat suppose to go down till e 49 daes....then my ah ma started tearin again...haixx...guess she had been tearin almost everydae...is like when she cry...all e adults tried to comfort her..then rest of us cousins are like...'now wad?' guess we just had to let her cry it out...no point askin her to stop cryin...is so hard to suppress ur emotions...haixx...furthermore...51 years of marriage...and one dae...the other half leave u...hu wun be heart broken...hmm...

anyway..we went home after tat...then went to my uncle hse for dinner later in e evenin...glad to see tat my ah ma okie le...then played carroms with my cousins...i got lousy aiming...cant seem to win them...then had dinner...continued chattin n luffin...was playin mimi with em..hahax...!! e thought of it just makes me luff...cos my aunty ate it down...wonder wad is tat?? ask me and i'll play it...hahax...ritex cousins?? then e phone rang...a call frm my aunty..sayin my ah ma fainted downstair...she was abt to go home le...then suddenly fainted...this aint e first time she fainted le..tat time she also cry until she faint...haixx...then my uncle n dad send her to e hospital...while e rest of us stayed at my uncle hse...not to worry...my ah ma was fine...

reach home ard 11plus...finished up my econs hw...then played sims...hahax...then went to slp at 1...

lesson ended at 12.10pm todae...exceptionally glad...hahax...but todae chi lesson was fun...cos e presentation by e 'ya long ji' grp was hilarious...hahax...e chi teacher ask e class to name our grp endin wif chicken de...so got all e furnie names...anywae...we are suppose to do the 12 sheng xiao thingy....plan a story...n act it out...quite furnie lar...cos i see e first grp present...i nearly luff my head off...so e dae ended well wif an enjoyable chi lesson...=D then our grp wan on to discuss abt our script...left ard 1plus...suppose to meet him at 2 at j8...but obviously i was late...reach there ard 2.35pm...felt so bad...make his frenx n him waited so long....SoRrIe!!!

anywae...took a bus down to sum place...sumwhere beside catholic sch...then e guys played bball...n i was tryin to mingle ard wif all his frenx... ppl i nva see before...goodness...but the ppl were pretty nice thou...i think quite diff frm jc...cos jc ppl are study orientated...they wun be out whole dae wif big bunch of frenx till night...at least for my frenx...i guess...anywae...return home ard 8plus...cooked instant noodle...then bathe and here i am le...

back again...lots to update...hahax...

todae had lesson till 9.40am then had concert....actually wanted to leave sch after lessons...didnt wan to go to e concert de...but then...unable to escape frm sch...toopit daryl...called me at 9am and ask me to escape wif em...but how to...i was in a middle of a class....so had to wait till 9.40am before my lesson end...and hu noes...by then...all e gates were all locked...tpjc got 4 exits...and they locked all four...nuts! so had to stayed in tat sch till 12.50pm...which is their official leavin time...sickenin! then my cg came up wif lotza escapin ideas...hahax...but of cox...they dun work...my civics tutor veri cute...cos she noe we wan to leave...then ard 12plus she called me...and was tellin me 'i saw all of u arh...dun try to escape hor...i can see wad u all are doin...dun bother to find me...cox u cant find me....' hahax...my civics tutor huh....veri furnie leh...she's realli nice....but i dun think i wan stay in tp ba...is not a bad sch...but just not a place tat i wan...

finally boarded e bus back to zhss!!!! ahahax...45 mins journey....reach there ard 1plus near 2...e first person i saw was chinying...she cut her hair...didnt recognise her till she wave to me...hahax...gave a friendly hug...then went to meet yingxian...hek ming maoying they all...felt so warm seein em again...hahax...like sum long lost frenx liddat...then we walked to this playground behind zhss de...at e flats there...dunnoe consider playground or not..cos i think not suitable for kids to play..but rather more for e teenagers...but then...we like sum deprived kids...got so fascinated by it...then saw e e1s ppl also...then all play together...hahax! then went to n&b...ate sumthin n tok for hours...played e silly games wif em...hahax...then went to hougang mall wif chinying...pei her to library...read sum magazines...then meet up wif my sista...to collect specs...then saw my aunty there as well...so i went to my ah ma hse wif her...cos my parents were there...didnt wan to be home alone...so just went ahead...anywae...visit my ah ma also...then dinner...buy groceries...then home! he called...tok for an hour or so...im finally relieved...it was a massive pourin out session...and i felt much better...cos i understand le...

miss ya....

hehehex....finally back after a loooonnnnnggg break....was sooo busy for e past few daes....was at my ah gong's funeral..then sch...didnt get much slp thou....but then those few daes....i think i tried all e diff ways and places to slp....i slept in hospital...i slept on couch...i slept on e hard floor...i slept sittin up...i slept on chairs....i slept sprawlin on e tables...i slept even in cars...but nth can compared to my bed...hahax...all my cousins were sayin tat their beds were gettin rusty...cos those few daes we kept rushin down to e hospital...didnt get much slp...anywae...finally got e time to blog le...been havin lessons till 4.10pm lately...so tired.....imagine 4 periods of chem a dae...2 lectures...2 pracs....can kill me...ZzZzZ....then todae had gp....and i almost thought i was in a history class...cos they tok abt those policies ideologies...wad greek...wad romans....wad democracy n wad absolute monarchy....alamak...! =x

anywae...ill keep this blog short...cos i got loads of work stackin up...need to complete my tutorials...i go haf my dinner le...blog again soon...anywae....im lookin forward to tomolo...hahax..cos end at 12.50pm!!!! goodness....finally end early....got canoein tomolo!!! yea!!

finally got into my new class todae...06S11!!! erm....19 of us in e class...consists of 7gurls n 12 guys...quite like my class...cox all click well...then e civic tutor also veri nice...=) todae didnt do much...cos onli got phy lecture for e dae...then slack all e way...ZzzZ...i wan start lesson...!!! but i bet once lesson starts...i wan breaks...hahax...contradicting...=x oh ya...got e combi i wanted...which is H2 phy chem maths and H1 econs...wanted to take bio de...but i guess...better if i dun take...

anywae..cos todae had hours of breaks...played silly games again...hahax...i played one of these games tat i learn frm e sj seniors wif e rest..hahax..then turn out only daryl got it...finally he turn smarter...then huitian... hui qi... woon jiun... lionel all couldnt get it...played tat game for like hour before daryl n i dropped a super big hint...n they got it..actually todae aint tat bad...cos we manage to entertain ourselves...better than few daes back...practically stonin awae...but i guess cos we knew each other better le...so click easily...=) anywae...thx for ur 55cents treat woon jiun...*ahem*...honoured huh....cos u treat me extra 5 cents compared to e rest...gosh... im gettin lame...

im back again to update more...tat dae after my cousin weddin...my ah gong got hospitalise le...my sis called home n ask me down to e hospital cos my ah gong in a critical condition...so waited for my dad and went to e hospital together wif my cousin...when i took e first look at him...i almost gasp...he suddenly changed so much...his neck and leg swell up into a big lump...and he couldnt recognise us anymore...he couldnt even recognise my ah ma...e doctor had said earlier before tat liver cancer could actually cause e person to slowly forget everythin...but i didnt noe it would be tat serious...cos my ah gong was fine just a few daes back when i visited him...then he suddenly became liddat...i was holdin back my tears then...it was hard not to cry seein my ah gong like this...heard frm e doctor tat his cancer cells had spread to his heart n brain...so is pretty serious...e cousins sat outside...it was alreadi 11plus...then all of a sudden...one doctor n nurse was pushin e bed out of e ward urgently...then i saw my dad ...uncles n aunties followin behind...i thought sumthing happen to my ah gong...but it wasnt...it was ah ma....she fainted in e ward...guess she's pretty upset over my ah gong...she didnt eat e whole dae...and she's down wif flu...anywae...she was rushed to A & E...my uncles n aunties like all of sudden felt lost...cos now...both my ah gong and ah ma is lyin on e bed...so we split half...half to stay and pei my ah gong...e other half to pei my ah ma...but then luckily my ah ma was alright...

my dad n uncle stayed in e hospital overnight to pei my gong while e rest went to my ah ma hse to sleep....tat night...was e most unforgettable nitex... it was 1am plus when my ah ma returned home after a check up....my cousin n sis was awaken up my ah ma loud cries....she cried veri hard over my ah gong....then all my aunties and uncles surrounded her...tryin to calm her down but instead....all cried together....i didnt noe wad to do...it was 2am plus....it was dark...and i could only see a bunch of ppl there....cryin and sobbin...my sis n cousin felt pretty lost too...actually...it was hard to rid tat scene out of my mind...cos i kept thinkin abt it...i dunnoe y...but it was a heartbreakin scene....haixxx...

sumtimes...i realli wish my ah gong could leave peacefully....i dun wan to see him suffer....is like so scary....u dunnoe when he might leave us....u freak out when e phone rings...it hurts when u see my ah ma cryin for him dae n nitex...it hurts when u see my ah gong forgettin everything he knew previously...there is alreadi no medicine to cure him...e doctor sae he might just leave us any dae...is either he live on healthily...otherwise leave us peacefully...

im finally back!!! noe i haven been updatin for quite sum time...guess alot of things happen within these past few daes...so wasnt in e mood for bloggin...anywae...been in new sch for a week or so...actually tpjc aint tat bad ba....but i doubt ill be stayin there after first three months...anywae...here to update on tpjc orientation as requested by sumone yea?

erm...let me recall..........just a summary of wad happen for e orientation.....

first dae of sch was pretty sianx...cos we all dunoe each other...was walkin aimlessly ard e sch...hopin to find sumone i noe...cos it seems to me tat i am e only zhonghuarian there...but thank goodness....i saw jin hong...then she brought me to find other zhss ppl...got hui qi(4e5)..hui tian...hui qi (4e3)...daryl...lionel...and woon jiun...so 8 of us got together...but still...we didnt tok much...cos i dun realli noe em well...so e dae past pretty slow...went to e hall...then we assemble...was in e same og as hui qi...e e5 one...then ogs interaction...then learn cheers...i like e tp cheer...quite unique...then after lunch had e dry games...but i wasnt feelin well anywae...so i left early...

2nd dae of orientation was much much better...we got to noe each other better...then started crappin n stuff....learn mass dance...me n hui qi gave up...cos too complicated le...only like e couple dance n e shy guy dance...but tat dae orientation was more of subject combi talks and cca talks....most of e time we arent listenin...was playin silly games wif our ogl and ogm...

3rd dae of orientation was aint tat bad...highlight of e dae was e wet games...it was alreadi rainin then...so e rain actually add on to e so called wet games...there's this game where they fill up a place wif water...or rather dirty water....then threw a few safety pins in...then we are suppose to find em out...then also got another game...e 'crawl in e mud' game....i was tryin to avoid it....but couldnt...it was so disgustin...then rainin summore...so e mud got more eeeeww...then we had to crawl on those sticky...dirty mud....yucks....also got played other games as well...lazy to list all out...oops! then i went home wif him...hehex...so touched...cos he came all e way to tampines just to pei me home...maybe u can do tat more often....??

last dae of orientation was mainly...cheerin...dancin...talks and more talks...then also got cca orientation...i signed up for canoein...tennis and odac...cant make up my mind which to go anywae...then later in e nitex...had orientation nitex....all e way till 10plus 11...then went home le...

generally...e orientation aint tat bad ba...but it sure could be a whole lot better...hehehex...but e ogls and ogm make e orientation a success...n i guess....i pretty much enjoyed it...=)


okie next issue....is my cousin weddin...

it was on 8 jan 06...my family woke up at 5am....tats was like soooooo early....cos my mama had to help my aunty wif sum stuff...anywae...reach auntie hse at 6.40am...my biao jie was still preparin herself...then saw sum of my biao jie's colleagues...they are e cheeky ones....cos they went to buy those buns and tarts...then remove all e fillins...and stuff in coffee powder...sugar....lemon...wasabi...it looks so gross...e groom goin to have a big time! ard 7plus...e groom came...then e fun begins....e groom and other companions had to finish those buns and etc...cant believe they actually finished em up...then they gave e groom a red cloth n a red pail..ask him do lion dance...hahax...tat was e funny part...cos looked so furnie n silly...summore mus add in sound effect....it sure entertain us...hahhax...then e groom also had to write a love letter to my biao jie...they handed him a lipstick and ask him to seal e letter wif a kiss...hahax...then also gave him oranges...initially they ask him to peel e orange to form a heart shape...but dunnoe y turn out to be 4 numbers...hahax..anywae....he came into e house finally...but got stopped outside my biao jie's rm...cos he haf to kneel down and sing a song....and wait for my biao jie to give e green light for him to come in...after much effort....he finally succeeded n enter e rm...then e day went on...their weddin dinner was held at meritus mandarin hotel...we went earlier cos we had to help my biao jie... was e receptionist there...hahax....i was pretty sotong anywae...but i was still of sum help...=p then e dinner commence...my sis n cousin n i were suppose to wait for e cue to get into postion to throw e flower petals as my biao jie entered e ball rm....but miscommunication....then veri furnie...cos we had to rush to our postion...then my cousin was like runnin n throwin e petals at e same time...then everything ended ard 11plus....when i reach home...was like 12plus le...totally exhausted....

hApPIe NeW yEaR!!!! =)