it was worth taking the leave to spend some time wif boyfriend =)

we met in e morning and reached sentosa only in the afternoon partly cox of the rain...thx arh..everytime i wan to get tanned, the sun alwaes hides itself...grrr...walked ard sentosa and down to silosa beach to see bikini babes...hahax...too bad there wasnt any shuai ge...anw...tram down to tanjong beach...had some food..n the 'fun' came in when boyfriend pushed me into the sea =/ it was a struggle but obviously i lost la...so ended up...both of us were 'swimming' in there...dripping wet when i got out...so boyfriend let me wear his shirt, while i waited for my shirt to dry...n i swear i did smth i thought i would nva have done in my entire life =x this shall be a secret between boyfriend n i =x

the rest of the time was spent sitting, lying, standing, drying ourselves...

say my feet big or boyfriend's feet is small...HIS FEET IS LIKE THE SAME SIZE AS MINE!

craving for spaghetti again...took us long time to decide whether to dine in marche or pasta mania...anw...settled at pasta mania in e end...it was a whole lot of food...n i swear IM GOIN TO DIET! YES. headed home after tat...n my shorts still wet when i got home...n this just mean tat i left behind evidence of myself everywhere i go...hahx..cox wherever i sit, the seats bound to get wet...

anw..it was a gd break to get awae frm work also...cox the weekends are alwaes so short i hardly feel tat i even had a gd rest and the week starts all over again =x so i guess im recharged for work tml...BINDING, here i come! 33 copies to go.

i love you! =p

oh ya, where's my skyride?!!

i wan to blog. but i dunno wad to blog.

anw..my leave on mon is approved. whahhax. but it just mean that $51 just flew awae. ouch.

im scared. i noe its unnecessary fear but i cant help it. =( i think e test is so true...i think im afraid of being not gd enough...

i swear i'll drag myself out of the bed n run tml morning! AEROFIT - Alwaes Exercise Regularly Otherwise Fats Increases Tremendously...HAHHAX...smth tat i learnt from IMH...hehex...

time check: 12pm

half the day just went by liddat, im thinkin of how to tell her i wan to take leave on Monday...hmm...

anw...ah ryl told me smth...n i told her i'll blog it BIG on my blog...so here it goes...

AH RYL ATTEMPTED TO

TIAO BO LI JIAN

BETWEEN AH NA AND I!

ryl..how does tat sound? =p hehx.

now waiting for cecilia to be back so we can go out for lunch together...its finally friday...weekends just a step awae...

anw..i was so free ydae so i decided i shld just change the blogskin...n i think it looks better...hahx..nvm..random.

hi linus! =)

here i am again...it was so peaceful till war decided to strike at 10am...

mux be cox i alwaes complain tat there's nth for me to do...dots.

was rushin up n down, to and fro. everywhere.

anywhere..finally free now...n i think i am floodin my blog wif all e tests..hahax..

The Brain Test

See Hwee, you are Balanced-brained
That means you are able to draw on the strengths of both the right and left hemispheres of your brain, depending upon a given situation. When you need to explain a complicated process to someone, or plan a detailed vacation, the left hemisphere of your brain, which is responsible for your ability to solve problems logically, might kick in. But if you were critiquing an art opening or coming up with an original way to file papers, the right side of your brain, which is responsible for noticing subtle details in things, might take over. While many people have clearly dominant left- or right-brained tendencies, you are able to draw on skills from both hemispheres of your brain. This rare combination makes you a very creative and flexible thinker. The down side to being balanced-brained is that you may sometimes feel paralyzed by indecision when the two hemispheres of your brain are competing to solve a problem in their own unique ways.

What are you afraid of?

See Hwee, you are most afraid of not being good enough
Have you ever noticed that you're more concerned about how others perceive you than many people around you? Or do you sometimes worry more than you should about doing things perfectly or feel afraid that others will mock you in some way? If so, you're not alone. There are many people who share your fear of not being good enough. It can be a real strength to recognize your fears. By being aware of the things that frighten you, you can assess whether fear is helping you or negatively impacting your life. For instance, a fear of not being good enough may sometimes motivate you to take action in a positive way, like by being more diligent in pursuing your goals than others. However, fear's negative aspects can sometimes be more damaging than you realize. Living with fear not only prevents you from living life to the fullest; it can also have a significant negative impact on your energy, health, and your close relationships if not kept in check.

What's your nightmare career?

See Hwee, your nightmare career would be as a Telemarketer
Does the very though of an impromptu speech make you sweat? Avoid making calls to strangers at all costs? Then it's no surprise that telemarketing would be your absolute career nightmare. Harassing people while they eat dinner, selling things they don't need, and asking if they would mind "answering a couple of questions"? No, thanks. You'd rather be mute.When it comes to the workplace, making a big scene isn't exactly your forte. Instead, your perfect job would be the kind that taps into your introverted brilliance. You enjoy the opportunity to figure things out on your own. And while you sometimes enjoy working as a team, you really thrive when your gears are grinding, your mind is working, and it's all done low-key. Being on stage isn't your ultimate goal — so step away from that call center — you've got better things in mind!

okay..shall just stop here..do the tests do i until my eyes crossed alreadi...2 more hrs n i'll end work..cross my fingers n hope there wun be OT todae..n yes..im finally meetin my boy todae..hahax...n having been workin for 2mths..i realise time flies..i mean..like the week just flashes n ta dah! one week down alreadi...sometimes i just lost count of the days only to realise tat e week is endin soon...hmm...although work is mundane...but it certainly makes time pass faster...although i alwaes complain tat time is crawlin during office hr..but when it comes to the end of e day, u realise u've just pass e dae unknowingly...aiyah..i dunno whether im makin sense...

Discover Your Past Life

Come on out of your shell — in your former life you were a turtle name Gifford. The details are a bit sketchy, but we do have a brief summary based on public records: You were born in a small pond beside a saloon. Despite having an exceptionally athletic father, you seemed to prefer sunbathing and mud baths to more active pursuits. Contrary to the rumor, your favorite color was never green, but actually blue. Few people knew that you were a talented poet because most of your work was destroyed during a flash flood that swept away not only your library, but your entire community. Fortunately you had the pluck to survive, settle down, make some eggs, and live happily ever after with your wife Melinda and your 20 offspring.

OH MY! AH XIAN..IM YOU! n how can i not like green?!! n y glifford? sound so CLIFFORD..grrr...

What Zodiac Sign Should You Be?

The planets are very complex. Maybe your astrologer will disagree, and maybe a few tendencies will vary, but overall you're a VIRGO. You've got that reserved and modest demeanor, just like the astrological symbol of Virgo, the virgin. You are not, however, one to sit passively as the world passes you by. Quite the contrary. Your mind is extremely analytical. You want an answer for every question you pose, and you immediately raise a new question for every answer you're given. Such perfectionism and inquisitiveness clearly invite stress and worry into your life. But your practical and organized lifestyle lets you to keep these feelings under control. You are the most conscientious and analytical sign in the zodiac.

i still prefer to be a leo =/

Where does your inner compass point?

See Hwee, your best adventures are Outdoor Outings
You're geared up and ready to conquer the great outdoors! Snow-capped mountains, deep blue lakes, and evergreen forests — these are the places your heart wants to be. Sure, you can appreciate a nice dinner out, but nothing beats the view you can savor from the top of a mountain.Walking in the woods or simply hanging out in your backyard, as long as there's fresh air and the wind in your hair, you're in paradise. So grab the sunscreen and get outside! For a nature lover like you, the sky truly is the limit.

yar! better than being stuck in a box right here...

What turns you on?

See Hwee, a Romantic Gesture turns you on
Hey there, sweet thing! In affairs of the heart, your pulse pounds at the tender and enchanting moments. While you may not have it all mapped out just yet, the fairytale ending is what you're after and romantic gestures are a sure way to give you butterflies.It might be sweet notes, a bubble bath for two, a surprise getaway to your favorite B&B, or even just an extra spin around the block listening to your favorite love song. Whatever it is, romantic moments (and the thoughts behind them) turn you on. Sure, brains are important, a sense of humor is attractive, and you never said there was anything wrong with sexy underthings, but it's how your partner expresses their feelings for you that really lights your fire. How romantic!

The influence of birth order

See Hwee, your position as youngest child shows most strongly in your affectionate nature.
Similar to other youngest children, you tend to be warm, friendly and loving. By being a youngest child, you felt the natural need for acceptance into the existing social structure of your family. To secure approval from parents and older siblings, you learned to express your affection freely and openly. From an early age you learned that by being positive towards others, you increased the likelihood that your affectionate feelings would be reciprocated. Like other youngest children, telling significant people in your life how much they mean to you is important to you. You probably enjoy expressing your positive emotions and making the world a brighter place.

The Chakra test

See Hwee, your most positive energy is flowing from your Sixth Chakra
This chakra is located in the center of your forehead and is often called the third eye. The sixth chakra represents your ability to see and really know truth. In your case, this chakra appears to be clear and unblocked so that positive energy can flow from it freely. Radiating positive energy from your sixth chakra indicates that you've cultivated higher wisdom concerning the important life lessons associated with this energy center. You're apt to be accepting of the people and events in your life rather than pass judgment on them. You're also likely to have developed a higher level of intuition than most people have.
Whether they're allowing positive energy to flow or preventing it from doing so, all seven of your body's chakras contribute to how you are feeling on a day-to-day basis. When they're balanced, you feel energized and at the top of your game. When they're unbalanced, you may feel tired or 'off'. While we have focused on identifying the one chakra that allows your positive energy to flow most freely, we have also discovered the ways your other six chakras are handling the passage of energy.

Are You a Healthy Eater?

When you eat
You seem to have a slight problem with "when" you eat your food. This could indicate that you do not eat on a regular schedule or are not consistent with how much you eat at one sitting. This can be problematic because your body probably doesn't know when you will be eating and when it should start metabolizing what you put in it. This can lead to a slow or inefficient metabolism, which means your body may not be efficiently using the food you are giving it. The best thing to do is to get on a regular schedule of eating and to spread out the food you eat over the day.


What You Eat
The second component to healthy eating is "what", and you seem to have some problems and inconsistency in this area. What you put in your body will determine how efficiently it gets you through your days. You probably eat healthy food sometimes and not-so-healthy food at other times. If you are not eating the kinds of food that are good for you and that your body needs, you might be at risk of developing health problems, or at the least, being worn out and having a body that is working inefficiently. You need to be a bit more aware of what is good for you and what isn't and start taking better care of your body. But remember that change takes time, so don't try to change all of your patterns and habits at once. Do it at a pace that will result in permanent change. Eliminating one bad habit for the rest of your life is better than eliminating a lot of them for a few days before you give up and take them all up again!

How You Eat
The third component of healthy eating is "how" you eat. This refers to your intake habits - how much you eat at a time. You seem to have some minor problems in this area! This probably means that you sometimes skip meals, eat one big meal a day, and eat quickly. These are all habits that are unhealthy and do not benefit your body. You need to learn to space out your eating throughout the day, eat regularly, and slow down when you are eating! That is the only way your body can efficiently deal with the fuel you are giving it. So, although you are doing the right thing some of the time, you need to learn to do it all of the time.

oh no..i think tats so true...=/

Do you have a balanced lifestyle?

See Hwee, you really know how to focus on Diet and Exercise
But everyone needs a break — even from things they're great at. You might even find it energizing. You know that the way to a clear mind is a healthy body. That's why you try to eat nutritious foods and get your feet moving more than others. Nutritious meals and tough workouts are quick and sure-fire ways to improve your mood and get rid of stress.Just remember, life's about more than what you put into your body and get out of it. Every once in a while, your body needs a break from exercise...just like when it sometimes needs a cheeseburger and fries. It's moderation — not unbreakable commitments — that helps you maintain your healthy lifestyle. So keep up the good work!

The Identity Test

Openness To ExperienceYour medium score in the Openness category means that you are moderately interested in the creative arts. You probably show some real imagination at certain times, or display a strong curiosity towards the new. But these moments are balanced by a more practical focus on the pragmatic concerns and realities of everyday life. Rather than letting your mind wander too far, you prefer to remain relatively focused. These aspects of your personality reflect a character somewhere between a conservative and a dreamer.

hahx...im finishing all the tests tat i can possibly take...

time check: 9.16am

had to report to work at 7.30am todae..which i totally think is redundant...cox i just need to help bring e file down to boardroom n THATS IT...ehhh...yar...n just stand by for mee ne just in case she needs help...now i know y mummi sae mux work hard..cox i hate being ordered ard...

time check: 9.37AM

and once again..im looking realli busy, staring hard at the screen, blogging.

a good 8hrs and 23mins before i knock off...i'll slowly count down..anw..im goin to meet buttdies/fairies/nanel/animal gang (how much e clique has evolved =/) for dinner todae..so its smth i can look forward to at the end of the day.yay! and im going to eat my spaghetti...been cravin it for weeks alreadi...hahx...

out wif xuan ydae...went marina sq/suntec...walked everywhere we could n talked all tat possibly can be said...headed down to ah ma hse together...dinnered...home...super tired when i got home =/ but i revived when boyfriend called...hahax...=p n xuan...start planning our exercises!! i desperately need to go n run alreadi...only ran once lasst week =/ how unhealthy n how fattenin...grrrr...

n i wonder how i live in e past...i nva had to stop myself frm eatin..i nva had to diet..i nva had to run...n numbers werent an issue to me...now...is BIG BIG issue...okie...i've grown up. or maybe...im influenced by buttdies...ah mok who doesnt eat dinner tat often(as far as i noe back in jc life)...ah ryl who can dun eat for 40plus hrs (her highest record)...n buttdies who consistently tellin me how fattenin e food is. (hahx..okie..they probably would disagree wif me n sae its e other way round) so ive come to a conclusion tat skippin lunch, eating less is okay... im so easily affected by the ppl/things ard me...serious. i think i care too much on how ppl think of me..so i only need one word frm anyone n it can affect my mood e entire day...for instance..u just need to say 'i think u've put on a bit of weight' n u can see me stop eating e entire week n run all i can just to make u change ur opinion. hmm. pros n cons to tat i guess...im such a leo.

anw...
out wif boyfriend e day before...pei him go repair his psp at sim lim...walked down to bugis...n i was so nice to treat him to dinner...whahhax..n i finally had my xiao long bao!! =p headed to his hse aftertat...watched full hse...n went pasir ris park at night =)

im so in love wif boyfriend. hahx. nvm. tats random. =p

time check: 11am

hahahahx! im good at wastin time! one more hr to lunchbreak...7 more hrs to end of work...

n ive alreadi packed my week wif activities

todae- work n dinner wif buttdies
tue- work n dinner wif xuan
wed- work n dinner wif boyfriend
thurs -work n dinner wif boyfriend? okie..he claims he's meetin michelle for dinner...
fri- work n dinner wif family

hahx..my mum would probably complain tat she doesnt see me home most of e time...

okie..i've run out of words to say alreadi...

OH YA! im lookin for some volunteer work to do...i think im like wastin my time everydae...seems so meaningless...

n i suddenly feel like goin for camps...random.

n i wan go night safari! i wan my sky ride!

ahhhhhhh...seriously nth to say alreadi...

lets do some tests!

What's your lucky charm?

See Hwee, your lucky charm is a Scarab
Let's hope you're not afraid of bugs, because it turns out that scarabs are your lucky charm. But before you get creeped out, you don't need the living thing for luck to come your way. (No one wants a living dung beetle crawling around in their pocket, after all.) So consider yourself one of the fortunate few. When the likeness of the scarab is stamped, carved or engraved onto stone, glass, wood and metal, it becomes one of the oldest good-luck charms in the world. Keep one next to your heart for long life. Place one next to your head while you sleep for protection. As the sacred symbol of the eternal soul, you might want to carry more than one scarab charm—one for this life and one for the next.

Are you good to your body?

See Hwee, your body's telling you to Have Some Fun
It sounds like your body is saying, "Easy does it." You're a motivated and hard-working person who's likely to be racing around here and there or doing multiple things at once. Ambition is a great thing to have, but stress often comes with it.Before you work through lunch again, stop and look out for yourself. Get out of the office or go for a walk. And next time you're thinking about pulling an all-nighter, why not leave early instead and go dancing with friends or just enjoy a nice, quiet bubble bath? All work and no play can be bad for your health. And so can ignoring what your body needs — things like proper hydration and cleansing antioxidants. So kick up your heels and treat your body right!

http://web.tickle.com/tests/goodtoyourbody/

hahax..im definitely not workin thru lunch la...

Have you found your Mr Right?

See Hwee, you've found Mr. Right because You're Ready for a Family
You've played the field and maybe sown some wild oats in your day. In the process, you've figured out who you are and what you want. And now you're going after it with a great guy who wants a family as much as you do. It sounds like you're both ready to settle down and start your own family traditions.You've probably always made family a priority. Caring and dedicated, you'd do anything for those you love. So it's no surprise that you're ready to add more people to your family...no matter how you'll get along with his mother.

http://web.tickle.com/tests/mrright/

hahahax..oh my...

Who's the man of your dream?

See Hwee, Prince Charming is the man of your dreams
Have you always been waiting for someone to sweep you off your feet? Would you love for a date to pick you up with his white horse rather than his old jalopy? We bet you would. A hopeful romantic, you're looking for that special guy who believes in fairy tales too.You want the best for yourself and those you love. And you're happy to go the extra mile to make sure everything works out in the end. So even if it means kissing a lot of frogs, you won't settle until you've found the prince you've been looking for. And that's sure to make a happy ending.

What's your wedding wish?

See Hwee, your wedding wish is to Ride Off Into The Sunset
When you think about your wedding, there's one thing that comes to mind first: location, location, location. You know that there's a good chance this is the biggest party you'll ever plan, and you have every intention of making it memorable and evocative of your style and personality.Whether your dream locale is a beach-side resort, the church you attended as a kid, or a close friend's backyard, you want to be able to set a scene that is meaningful and inspiring to you and, of course, good for bringing people together.

What's Your Perfect Workout?

Got great legs? It's a safe bet they didn't get that way from sitting around. For people like you who've got the urge to get up and go (but don't want to deal with traffic...), the best workout choice is walking or hiking.
We can tell that you know the value of simplicity and low-tech operations. That makes walking perfect, since it requires a minimum of equipment and, barring construction work, a blizzard, or a broken leg, it can be done just about anywhere and any time. As a walker, you're adventurous and curious, too, strolling places you wouldn't necessarily go otherwise, paying attention to the little things you'd ordinarily whiz by in your car. Walkers tend to be a steadfast bunch, since stepping out for a daily constitutional is probably the best way to incorporate low-impact exercise into your life for good. And we're betting you like to do some wondering while you wander. Famous writers, including Henry David Thoreau and Wallace Stevens, did some of their best composing while out for a stroll.
So the next time someone tells you to take a hike, go for it. Aim to go for a brisk 30-minute walk at least three times a week — your mind and body will thank you for it!

OH MY!! THIS IS SO TRUE!

What is your true colour?

See Hwee, your true color is Green!
You're green, the color of growth and vigor. Good-hearted and giving, you have a knack for finding and bringing out the best in people. Green is the most down-to-earth color in the spectrum — reliable and trustworthy. People know they can count on you to be around in times of need, since your concern for people is genuine and sincere. You take pride in being a good friend. For you, success is measured in terms of personal achievement and growth, not by status or position. Rare as emeralds, greens are wonderful, natural people. It truly is your color!

HAHAHAHX....GREEEEENNN!!!! yes..tats e colour!

What makes your mouth water?

See Hwee, Hiking the Trails makes your mouth water
Being in the great outdoors is just the kind of thing to get your blood pumping and your energy levels jumping. A down-to-earth person like you feels invigorated by communing with Mother Nature and rightly so.What's better than breathing in fresh air, taking in spectacular views, and getting some good-for-you exercise in there, too? Not much! And part of the beauty of hiking is that you can make it whatever you want it to be — long, short, overnight, along the coast, in the mountains — the options are endless. So what are you waiting for? Lace up your boots and get going!

another test tat saes i love hiking...hahhax...

boyfriend!! i noe where we can go if we dunno where to go alreadi..hahax...

time check: 1.10pm
4 hrs 50mins to go! tats fast!

tick tick tick.

im just staring at the clock, hoping that by staring hard enough, my eye power would be of some use to push the minutes hand faster. the clock shows 4.07pm. a good 1hr and 53mins before i can get out of this freezing cold office. im like a dumpling now. long pants.cardigans.jacket on top of my cardigans. n yet IM STILL FREEZING COLD. brrrrr...=/

im stuck in the office the entire day. partly due to the fact that both my feets have blisters n i cant walk properly because the slipper is brushing against the blisters. so im bare footed in the office todae. n i wonder how am i going to walk down hill to the bus stop later. oh my. and this just means i cant walk home from imh. =x

i was so bored, i decided to read thru all my past entries. i read till the end of 2006 and my eyes were alreadi crossed. stared at the screen for too long. =x hahx.

aiyah. toking rubbish alreadi. brain freeze. im like so alone in the office now cox everyone is out for meeting and i've got absolutely NOTHING to do right now. I feel bad reading the papers cox it might appear that im slacking. so i can only keep my eyes glued to the screen, looking as thou im really busy which in actual fact, im blogging. hahx.

i like the feeling of simply sitting there and not doing anything while money rolls in. BUT AGAIN, time crawls when u aint doing anything. BUT when mee ne ask me to do this and that, i get abit sianed. probably im brain washed by cecilia already. BUT THEN AGAIN, i told myself i shouldnt dislike someone. and in any case, i won't be staying here for long. another 2 months and im gone. so better to leave a good impression behind. who noes, maybe one day i'll need her help. Come to think about it again, do people do good things, being nice to you have any ulterior motives? sometimes i dislike working in an environment where it is so political. i suppose this is prevalent. everyone is trying to climb up tat ladder and by all means, they stepped hard on you to reach the top. but it probably comes to a point, will they feel happy if they were to sit in the position they are at through unscrupulous means? hahx. nvm. im making office work seems such a dark place. OKAY. IT ISNT.

TIME CHECK ---> 4.26PM

oh my. only 19mins gone.

im seriously freezing cold. i badly wanted to walk out of office just to get some warmth. But my feet hurts.

after drinking 1.5 litres of water ydae and 500ml of water todae, my sore throat has recovered. hahx. random. IM BORED.

i miss nicholas ang! i just wonder, if technology isnt tat advanced, where msn doesnt exist at all, i probably wouldnt have talked to him. if ice skatin lessons were not conducted, i probably wouldnt have met him. And it would all be a different story. sometimes things just happen when u least expected it. tats fated.

n i shall leave it to fate whether i can get into uni. hahx. wad a link.

oh no! i just heard the thunder. must be raining outside. HAHX. sound as if im working in a box where i cant see the outside world. which is true actually. i cant even see the windows. cubicles aint good. i mean it is good if u are doing something which shouldnt be seen by others like blogging, smsing,surfing the net. But not when you are working. u can go really crazy working because wherever your head turns, it all looks the same. luckily my seat aint too bad. i get to see a white board and 2 doctor's offices. at least my place aint tat bounded up. anw, back to the point, my jogging plan is gone. so much for raining. and being a lazy girl, i don't bring my umbrella. how to go home? i'll probably be a pampered girl today and ask my daddi to pick me up.

this must be the longest entry ever.

TIME CHECK ----> 5PM

53mins typing this entry. HAHX.

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY BUTTDY!!!! =)))

thou the buttdies didnt get to meet up wif u on ur bdae...but stillll....its better late then nva...hehx...so will see u next mon kae! =)

and buttdy chua...im hooked to my ex-husband's song...hahahhax!!!

i suddenly have alot of 'wants'

i want a new jacket
i want a pair of runnin shoes
i want a new bag
i want cut my hair
i want more earrings
i want more skirts
i want more tops to go wif my skirts
i want to go night safari
i want to go on holiday
i want a ride in cable car
i want to get myself tanned
i want to end work now
i want to see nicholas ang now
i want to get into uni
i want to LOSE WEIGHT!

mixed feelings now n then. hmmm.

im slpy...but i just didnt wan to continue slpin...so i woke up at 7am..

my diet plans are all gone...i've been eatin whenever i felt like eatin...tats bad =x massive exercisin next week!

it has been a tiring week...hardly at home most of time...or rather..im only home to slp n gone e next dae...

n its workin dae tml. again. haixx. e long weekend doesnt seems tat long afterall =x

i cant wait to end work...but tat will be till end of may...way to go...

aiya.im not makin any sense in my post.

off to bathe

can anyone tell me how not to be so upset over my results n worryin abt not gettin into uni wif my lousy grades?

haix. im tryin to stay optimistic...but when my mood is gettin better...i'll paused n think...i shouldnt be happy in e first place cox there isnt any reason for me to be...then i became down again...i think i diagnosed myself with 'worrying disorder' and 'guilty about being happy' disorder...aiya...i worry too much...but i guess tats inevitable..i mean..who isnt worried abt their own future..but maybe...im gettin abit extreme..haix..duno le huh...

just got back frm dinner wif boyfriend n family...soooo fullll...im feelin fat...time to exercise!

is work again tml! sigh.

if only saturdae comes tml

if only i can haf things my own way

if only i can lose a kg or two

if only i can eat all i wan n dun grow fat

random.

i think i need my slp alreadi. =x

went to IT show wif boyfriend...walk n walk n walk n walk ard e exhibition hall before he finally bought his lcd monitor n other stuff...n there goes his 1mth pay =/ headed to his hse for dinner n i watched full hse for like the 4th time...headed to pasir ris park next...freezin cold sitting there...but e stars were nice...sat there till 12am n he drove me back...

so i was itchin to snap some pics of boyfriend in e car...

c la..siam here n there..dunwan let me take..so i can onli post unglam ones..=p

horrible a level results! =(( haix. it's not tat i haf a high expectation, but at least...give me grades tat look reasonable! i've worked so hard but im just not seein e results...n tat's wad tat makes me cry e whole dae...my parents told me it's fine..at least i still make it to uni...but tats not e pt...it's e effort tat u've put in n in e end...wad i get is those lousy grades...n i begin to doubt myself..maybe im just not someone tat can study...haix..

boyfriend came knockin on my door in e evening n accompanied me till night...but he probably saw me cry more than i talk =x

What is your eating style?
See Hwee, you're a Disciplined Eater

What you eat and when you eat is serious business to you. And you, more than others, feel that what you put in your mouth really says something about who you are. With good health as your priority, you try to pick foods that make you feel good for the long haul — not just junk foods you may crave at a given time. For you, eating healthfully may become more than just a way to stay fit and vibrant — you may find yourself competing with others or becoming dogmatic in your approach to eating right. Maybe you want to live a healthful life, maybe you want your family to follow your example, or maybe restricting the foods you eat is a way for you to reassert your control over some aspect of your life. Because of this, you probably also have a bit of a competitive streak when it comes to nutritional health. While this is good as it would inspire you to eat well, it might sometimes hurt you — goading you on to secretly compete with others to see who's diet is lowest in fat or calories.

http://web.tickle.com/tests/eatingstyle/

The Body Image Test

A little nip here and a little tuck there and you'd be satisfied, right? Sounds like your body confidence is suffering a little bit. It's extremely difficult to avoid the super-skinny ideal that is posted on every billboard and TV commercial. Inevitably some of it seeps in. You haven't, however, completely fallen victim to the body trap. Sometimes you let yourself have your cake and eat it too -- but most of the time you opt out for fear of lumps and dimples. You might be a little too hard on yourself. Do you sometimes feel as if you're looking in a fun house mirror? Do you absolutely dread bathing suit season? If so, you might have a bit of a warped body image. It's natural for a woman to be self-critical sometimes, and it's not vain to want to look your best. As long as you keep the criticisms in perspective. So, what's the lesson here? Go easy on yourself. View your body as a work of art -- put it on a pedestal and admire it!

http://web.tickle.com/tests/standard/body_image.jsp

See Hwee, your emotions are triggered by your underlying belief in Honesty

In other words, your commitment to leading an honest life, and your belief in the truth, directly affect how, and how often, you experience certain feelings.For example, your test results indicate that you're most fulfilled when you can share all your thoughts and feelings — good or bad. That factor is directly related to your fundamental belief in honesty and the range of emotions it triggers. Based on your belief in honesty, where do you rank in the emotional landscape? Which of your emotions dominate your life? And how can you learn to control your emotions?
http://web.tickle.com/tests/emotions/index.jsp

What makes you amazing?

See Hwee, your Sweet Spirit makes you amazing
Have a heart? You certainly do. Thoughtful and warm, you make other people feel at ease and welcome whether you're hosting a party or just attending it. You can't help it — you're a sweetheart who's a great friend to just about everyone.Sincere and kindhearted, you look out for those you love and will often put the needs of others before your own. It's no surprise friends and family look to you for advice and a shoulder to lean on. Helping other people makes you happy. That's the best super power any hero could have!

http://web.tickle.com/tests/amazing/

The Gender Identity Test
See Hwee, you're 35% masculine

This is based on how you scored on a variety of traits that, founded on classic research and our own studies, are typically associated with men.You're also 65% feminine, which is based on how you scored on traits that are typically associated with women. When we compare your results with other women it shows that you are somewhat more masculine than other women.But what is gender identity exactly? A person's gender identity is defined by the extent to which they see themselves as masculine or feminine. Every person possesses both masculine and feminine qualities to some degree, however the extent to which each person has these qualities differs widely. While you were taking the test, we calculated your scores in 6 areas typically defined as masculine and 6 areas typically defined as feminine.

http://web.tickle.com/tests/genderidentity/

this is e first time im tryin to blog...n lookin ard e office at the same time...makin sure no one catches me bloggin...=x aiyo..feel as if im doin some jian bu de guang de shi...supervisor went to ttsh for meeting...n im sort of done wif wad ive been doin for at least 2weeks..compling all the SOP and printing, photocopyin,filing em up...n here i am...sneakin into blogger.com to blog..hahax...

ryl arh! i think ur ghost more 'xiong' than mine la...but i agree wif ur pt...sometimes i just feel so bad abt myself...like im so not perfect...n it just bug me at times...sigh. emo again. grrrr....

okie..i better stop bloggin le...1 and a half more hr to the END OF WORK!

finally....finallly...finallly is fri! oh my...time was realli C R A W L I N G todae...luckily there was ward audit todae...so mornin went by pretty fast..but after lunch hr...e time was realli realli slow...n i was alreadi sianed wif e things tat im doin...all e colleagues were alreadi drained off...all countin down to e end of work n encouragin one another that work is endin soon...hahx...n i bet cecilia is enjoyin her phuket trip...grrr...i wan go holidae too!! but cecilia was realli sweet ...i was down wif a flu tat dae..n she offered me her sweater and a packet of instant ginger tea...hahx...supposed to cure my flu...but i didnt dare to drink it...=x but she's awae now...no one to disturb when im sianed wif work..no one to walk home wif me...=(

anw...past few daes have been goin for ward audits...seen alot of things n learnt alot along e way...n it made me realise...all e more i wan to work along this line because there are soo many patients there who are neglected in some ways or other...i wan to help these ppl n change their lives...hahx..i sound so 'standard ans' liddat...but im serious! pls pray tat my alevel results would be fine...e more i think abt it...e more i think im goin to screw up my alevels...oh my...=/ wad if i realli did badly for alevels???
1. retake alevels (which i doubt i'll do it..i've probably forgotten all my stuff n i wouldnt wan to repeat e whole cycle of muggin)
2. go private uni (higher expenses)

i probably wouldnt be in any mood to go to work...i'll probably be depressed everydae...

HAIXX...i cant help thinkin tat much...tats so me...consequences of thinkin too much =/

"keep ur face alwaes toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you" hmm..i thought tat's a nice quote...

anw..someone saes im contradictin myself cox i cant wait to end work yet enjoyin work also..so here it goes...goin to wards interest me cox i get to see diff type of patients n learn more abt their disorder...but time crawls when im doin admin stuff...like photocopyin n filing...so is a 50-50 thing...when ward audit is done for e dae..i cant wait to end work...yuppp...

haixx....is a sunday night...monday mornin will be here soon...=(((

my only motivation to keep me goin will be the fact tat i get to meet boyfriend for dinner tml...hopefully this will pull me thru till six...

3 rules of work
out of clutter find simplicity
from discord find harmony
in the middle of difficulty, lies opportunity

okie..tats wad e famous Albert Einstein says...i'll try to follow tat...

went to my aunt's place in e afternoon...is like a gathering place for everyone...so all relatives will turn up there...played mahjong wif cousins but i got sianed halfway...so i went walkin ard bishan park wif my sis...left in e evening...

went for a run wif sis when we got home...n we actually made it to jalan kayu...hahahx =) beancurd was our motivation...BUT...we forgot is 'chu er'...e shop wasnt open...zzzz...no tau huay to eat...ended up wif 2 bottles of mineral water n took a bus back...but it was a nice run..haven been runnin for weeks...

i realise i like to eat all the 'beany' things...hahx..nvm..random...

n it's so fast!tml sat le! then sunday...then MONDAY! =(

NEW YEAR EVE

went to ah ma hse for reunion dinner!! =) nice catchin up wif all my cousins...played some games...n it was realli furnie...hahax...then went down to play fire sparklers...everyone like small kids liddat...







e cousins!
okie..i noe e pic is abit dark..hahax..i think they didnt on e flash when they took e pic...

CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

woke up at 7.30am todae! so early la...cant stay in bed for any longer cox we haf to leave hse ard 9am...so i dragged myself out of e bed..complainin to my sis tat i haven slept past 6.30am for like so longggg...

anywae..took us soo long to get change...tats e problem when e family has got 4 females n 1 male...hahax...cox we like take forever to dress up..then my daddi has to sit there n wait for us n keep hurryin us...hahx...

anywae...headed to ah ma hse...some pics in e car while we were on our way there...


me n erjie

hahx! my erjie sae we both look so wrong...

pic at ah ma hse...the cousins...9 of us!

headed down to great grandmother hse after tat...stayed for awhile then went to my dajie's godmother's hse...then to my another relative's hse...then lunch + dinner at pizza hut...(thankfully..no more KFC this yr)...then headed to my neighbour's hse...n finally BACK HOME...then my cousins came over...n yup...tats abt it...

todae's income: LOW

i miss u!

YAY!!! HALF DAE TML HALF DAE TML HALF DAE TML!! whee~ =)

and after tat will be holidae all e way till MONDAY! =))

my boy was so sweet to come find me at imh after my work...headed down to ps...dinner n shopped for his shirt...but apparently he didnt get any...went walkin ard...get my gv card...n headed home.....

work is boring...binding n binding n more binding...photocopying n photocopying n more photocopying! i successfully sustained 7 cuts on both my hands...all thx to e papers...grrr..n MORE binding TML...oh my..i think im a pro in bindin n photocopyin alreadi =x

NICHOLAS ANG!!!!!

For the benefit of those wondering whats that UNGLAM pic.. let me show it to you guys again..
hope chwee doesnt delete it away AGAIN.....

my boyfriend is so CUTE! but too bad...im deleting tat UNGLAM pic away! hahx =p

HEADACHE!!! ouch! =(

felt so down e past 2 daes...n i cant believe tat i actually cried...cried for no reason...alamak..is tat depression?! but i depress for wad?!! cant think of wad to wear for work?! dun wan to work?! hahx...i seriously dunno also...

but NOT to worry...im alright alreadi =)

n i think im turnin into a PINEAPPLE TART realli SOON! mummi been busy makin pineapple tarts for new yr n im busy eatin em up...to the extent tat my mummi had to stop my sis n i frm eatin..otherwise is like a 'wu di dong'...no matter how many tarts she baked...it will never fill up the container...hahx...n pineapple tart is fattenin! n i ate like dunno how many...oh no! im goin to stay awae frm em...reallli...

workin tml...i dun realli dread goin to work...but is e idea of thinkin wad to wear for work tat turns me off....I NEED MORE CLOTHES! went shoppin wif sis todae...but i just cant find smth tat i like...=( how saddenin...n i realise i dun hate heels tat much anymore...gd sign...cox it will probably accompany me for e next 4mths or more...

was tokin to huixian online...abt alevels...it seemed as if i took e papers years ago...hahax..but its onli like 2mths ago tat alevels ended...n my brain has stopped functioning since then...maybe if u ask me stats...i would probably haf forgotten how to press my gc alreadi...hahx...anywae...everyone askin me wad course i wan to take if i go uni...but i alwaes sae i dunno...hahax..sometimes is not realli tat i dunno..just tat i dunwan to think tat far...i dunwan to be disappointed wif myself...wad if my results cant make it to e course tat i wan...then wads e pt...e higher u aim...e greater u fall...n i dunwan to find myself in tat state...lets just take one step at a time n see where my results can bring me to...n i onli noe one thing for sure...i wan to work smth related to healthcare n tats all...

i miss you.

im feeling so #$$#$@#!^&@!@!!!! =((((

HAIX.

wads wrong wif me?!

finally a chance for me to update my blog...

SUNDAY 20/1
boyfriend turned 20...soooo HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING! =))) had dinner wif boyfriend's family then went over to his place for cake cuttin, stayed for awhile n he drove me home...

MONDAY 21/1
first dae workin in imh...not too bad...colleague brought me ard the place...my supervisor treated me to lunch...everyone's nice here =)) no more answerin of calls frm residents, no more walkin ard takin files, no more openin of letter box...much different experience...n boyfriend got me so worried later in e evenin...my silly boy played soccer n fell, knocked his head n forgot what happened on tat dae...ended up in NUH at night...his family n i headed down to the hospital to see him...he was fine by then...waited with him for the admission to the ward, waited for him to settle in n uncle drove me home...reached home at 1am plus...

TUEDAY 22/1
tired! work as usual...slightly zombie-fied...=x ended work at 6pm, headed down to NUH to see my boy...by e time i got there was like near 8pm alreadi...his parents came not long after...stayed for an hr plus n uncle drove me home...

TODAY 23/1
my supervisor is on mc... so i got e chance to blog! n i made my first ward visit todae! to the geriatric ward. not exactly wad i expected to see, probably cox they are elderly...so still alright...but it gets kinda sad when u see them...lets hope i get to go to different wards next time...

n boyfriend just msged me n tell me he got 10days mc!!! ahhh...y so many daes of mc when i haf to work!! =(

im currently just waitin for time to pass...easy earned money todae! hahx..okie..better not jinx myself...later i get tons of work to do tml =x im zombie-fied again. im so slpy.

finally a dae for me to warm the sofa...

anw, i've ended my work at the condo...now is to wait for em to send me the cheque =))) n NOW, im goin to start work in IMH on mon!!! im lookin forward to entering the wards actually..i think is a gd opportunity to see for myself how things are like...but to work there for 4mths...hmm..n on top of tat...i cant wear jeans n tees....HMMMM....i dunno how it will be like =x n im afraid e job wouldnt be easy =x hmmmmmmmm........

how i wish everydae is a sundae!!! argh. e thought of waking up at 6.30am tml...squeezin wif other ppl in buses n train, walking down to e bustop, walking to e condo, endless things to do at work...MAKE ME WAN TO STAY AT HOME!

BUT THEN

thinkin of the $$$$ i'll get....I'LL ENDURE!!! just another week or two...

i miss u!!!

haf been soo soo sooo busy to update anything...

just got a temp job to work in a condo for abt 2 wks...n is all e way at yew tee...okie..it sounds far...but actually it isnt realli...just e walkin part tat turns me off n e nva endin expressway frm sengkang to woodlands =x

e boss asked me whether i mind workin till e end of jan...but im still waitin for more job offers frm e agency...n i prefer working in polyclinic or IMH!!! hahax..tat dae e agent called n asked me whether i am interested to work in imh...hahax..how interestin would tat be if i realli work there...more happening...hehehx...condo job is abit tiring...residents love complaining over e slightest issue...=x but apart frm tat...theres nice colleagues n boss...so tats fine at least...just that im new...n there's so many things i dunno n im tryin hard to rmb everythin tat i ought to rmb....hmm...nvm...earn some $$$ first while i wait for a better job =)

is a saturdae todae! but still...i haf to work half dae...zzzzz...but is easy earned money todae cox theres nth much as e office is undergoin renovation...so e server was down...i cant help e resident to book facilities, neither can i print any letters cox e connection was cut off too...so i was basically sittin there, reading papers or tokin to colleagues n occasionally, picking up a couple of calls...

after work, met boyfriend at marina sq for movie, walked ard marina sq n suntec...then there was this furnie lady workin as those weddin planners kind, came n approach us...so furnie lar...she was sayin gettin married is a matter of time n blah blah blah....n asked whether we interested not...hahax...then boyfriend was tellin her we are too young...hahx...n we walked away luffin...then we had ice cream at andersen n went taka to look for his dad n boyfriend drove me home after tat...

IM SO TIRED! i think studyin is better now. now that im out sloggin everydae, i yearn to be at home...grrrr...

i miss u darling!

now i noe e privileges of being a student...is so expensive to travel! grrr...

and I NEED TO WORK! y cant they offer me a job tat pay higher? or jobs tat doesnt need to do admin stuff? ahhh....nvm. random thoughts.

was out wif sis...went lucky plaza to restring her tennis racket...and look for her shoes...we were too lazy for any shoppin ydae...so we just found ourselves a place, to sit n drink smth...headed down to ps after tat to help our mummi buy stuff..sis left to meet her bf...while i spent like 1 and a half hr, killin time in ps before i headed down to clementi to look for boyfriend. dinner at clark quay and we sat by the river, talked and watched ppl play tat bungee thingy and the xtreme swing...smth new i guess...headed home aftertat...

n im gettin muscle ache everywhere...just by pickin up balls...duh =x

im sianed! sis suggested playin tennis later in e afternoon...yes! means i'll get to exercise n run ard pickin up balls...=p hahax...watever it is lar huh...can run ard can alreadi...need to exercise le...n boyfriend drove me home ydae! hahax...he looks so shuai when he drives =p nvm. random thoughts.

jen is currently entertainin me online. hahax.

REFLECTIONS

the yr 2007 came to an end. a hectic and busy yr indeed, but at least, i think is a happy yr despite all the endless mugging sessions because i have all my friends wif me, especially the fairies who stood by me when i needed em and gave me the moral support to continue what i felt like givin up. thx fairies! not to forget, we were retarded and did so many stupid things that probably wouldnt happen without u all =p

fairies do exist.

n yes, im realli goin to miss wearin sch uniform. is such a chore thinkin of wad to wear all the time. n yes, O6S212...i probably wouldnt forget this class...although our class was kinds spilt into many cliques, but we had fun together as one class too! i'll miss playing NETBALL!! realli...cox netball kinda change me somehow...i probably closed my eyes when i chose my cca...hahax...but im glad, it wasnt a wrong choice cox i had alot of fun wif the gals despite me complaining how tiring it was all the time.

ive crossed yet another obstacle...and tat's alevels, i think it left an impact on me cox i still dream of it sometimes. i dreamt i went to the exam hall without preparing for it and i woke up feeling so worried and panicky just to realise tat it was nth but a dream. come to think abt it again, PLEASE DUN LET ME SCREW UP A LEVELS!! plsss....

definitely, 2007 was a yr tat the most random thing could possibly happen. im glad boyfriend was wif me till the veri last second of 2007 and the very first second of 2008. we managed to catch a glimpse of the fireworks frm far =) u probably wouldnt haf realise how much u haf helped me during my preparation for alevels. ur words of encouragment, sweet msges, chocolates and sweets, phy and maths solution bks kept me going. i appreciate all the things tat u've done all these while and i love every moment tat we spent together. keep it going!
i love you darling! hugs! =)

thurs

6d bbq! hahhax...is amazin how we haf nva seen each other for sooooo long n yet e moment we see each other...we got so much to sae =) we were playing games at night...n the loser had to drink a spoonful of coke+honey+chrysanthmum tea+curry+veggie+tau pok.....n guess wad?? i was so suay can...cox the first time u lose, u drink a spoonful..second time u drink 2 spoonful n so on..ended up drinkin 9 spoonful of tat horrible mixture plus ate one tau pok...so disgustin can...everyone headed home after tat...n tingyu didnt realise tat i stayed in punggol also..hahax..we spent like dunno how long tryin to descibe where we stay...n now tracy n doris are plannin chalet for 6d...hahhax...so cute....

fri

went for 2 interviews...okie..not exactly interviews thou...just some job briefing and stuff...then had dinner wif e fairies...hahax...so long nva meet up le...i swear we were realli loud and noisy like small kids in nyny...snatchin cotton candy frm one another...okie..im excluded frm this...cox i was busy snappin pics of em...hahax...

ah sian tryin to steal ryl's cotton candy while she was tokin to ah na

in order to prevent ah sian n ah mok frm stealin their cotton candy..they decided to lick e entire cotton candy...hahahax! super furnie lar...then no one dare to touch it after tat...

dunno wad ah sian doin...dippin cotton candy into water...
addin chilli sauce to it
n it tasted real bad...

ah mok left after dinner despite us persuadin her to stay...so e 4 of us headed to esplanade...
pics!

i left em ard 9plus. i felt so guilty cox poor boyfriend went on hike for 3hrs waitin for me...

sat
st john meetin in e mornin...n sir ben offer to pick me up at punggol...hahax...he mus had felt bad for irritatin me e nite b4 tats y he was so nice to offer me a ride to zhss...hahax..but he's a dangerous driver who dun use earpiece when he toks on phone...n was still msgin while drivin...n he forgot to lock his car...n he cant park his car properly...=x okie..i shall not be too picky...anw...meetin ended at 12...ben wanted to see jen n i for other issues...n aftertat...accompanied jen home n her dog is so cute lar...hyperactive one...n we both headed down to amk hub to further discuss st john stuff as well as to meet boyfriend there...went boyfriend hse aftertat...finished our last episode of gong zhu xiao mei...n i realise...the plot aint tat good afterall...e endin was so abrupt...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! =D

went pasir ris park 'picnic' wif boyfriend again...hahhax! bought like TEN small breads n ONE litre of soyabean milk n tat was lunch for us =)

sat on e rock...n e furnie thing was tat place was fenced off cox of some construction n we just entered liddat...hahax...n boyfriend surprises me when he wore e necklace for me frm e back =)


christmas present for boyfriend! e bear tat took me 5days to sew...n it's called teddy...

okie...tat pretty much sums up todae...n i need to look for a job NOW!

okie! some photos!

view frm e hotel tat we are stayin in...n we actually went up e mountain

went to bhu ping palace where e king and queen used to live..but they had since moved to another palace so they opened this palace to public...

forgot wads the purpose of tat little small hse there...but e fountain was built for e queen's 72 yr old bdae....

some highness who lived in there...

BIG ROSES frm e palace garden...

went to doi suthep temple...the one tat was up on e mountain...apparently e thing tat u see above is made of gold...dunno is gold plated or whole thing gold...*shrugged*

view frm e mountain

e elephant was drawing!! smart elephant!

completed drawing by e elephant...nice rite? but it cost alot if u were to buy it...

went elephant riding...

went into e jungle

some hot spring tat we went to

family pic
e women
n tat's wad was behind us...water at 105 degree celsius

so ppl bought eggs to cook

night market in thailand

n they sell these ...maggots!

poor horse tat was blindfolded...

this used to be a city but cox of e frequent flooding...e entire city was drowned by e water n was only discovered some yrs back...so these are e remainings of e city...

e driver tat was wif us during our trip...nice guy....

okie....too many pics to upload le...shall stop here...

arghh...i was uploading e pics ydae using my sis laptop...n guess wad? her laptop ran into some prob now...n cant use le...waste my time uploading em ydae...=x oh well...upload em another dae hao le...

wanted to go clementi to find boyfriend ydae...but as usual..im alwaes late...hahax...so ended up meetin along east west line...hopped on e train tat he was on n headed down to bugis...took us forever to decide wad to haf for dinner...settled at nydc in e end and we had pasta, baked rice and mudpie =) shopped around n headed home =)

met boyfriend todae...he hopped on e bus tat i was on n we headed down to amk...walked ard amk hub n decided to go pasir ris park instead...so we took a loongg bus ride down to pasir ris...bought drinks n food n had a 'picnic' at pasir ris park...started raining not long after we had finished our lunch n we ran for shelter...waited for e rain to stop before we continued walkin...ended up at e playground then to e beach...n we saw RAINBOW...so nice! =) but someone's brilliant idea to waddle into e sea got us all dirty n oily.... cox it was low tide...n my slipper got stucked in there!! n boyfriend had to help me pull it out...n u can feel as thou u are sinkin in...hmmm...sat at e rock there...n it started raining AGAIN...ran for shelter again...n decided we shall just walk in e rain to e bus stop since we were alreadi wet...took a bus back...sat at the roof garden for awhile before i went home...
thou we were all drenched n wet...but i simply love todae =)

im back im back im back!!! =)))

update when e photos are uploaded =)

2nd day....i miss my bao bei! 3 more days....faster pass!!!

before i fly off to thailand...let me do some proper updating...hehex...haven been updating for e past few daes cox i was pretty sianed abt blogging...

mon
stayed home

tue
met boyfriend at kovan...dinner at hongkong cafe and we shared this black pepper chicken chop rice which tasted not bad...=) n my auntie saw me n nic together and she tried to call me but i didnt notice it till my cousin msged me...spend some time at the rooftop garden before i went home....

wed
stayed home

thurs
stayed home

fri
ms lee treated e netballers to seoul garden =) it was more like a mini gathering liddat cox not alot of em turned up cox they are either workin or had smth on...so it was a usual gossipy sessions wif em...hahhax...i stil rmb how we would warm down at e end of trainin and start gossipin on e latest news like who and who got together n who n who broke up and which guys are shuai and which are e horrible ones...blahblahblah...and kay n i started frying rice on e watever thing tat u used to cook e meat one...but e seoul garden there was lousy cox it did not even had a single egg...but nonetheless...cleo still says our fried rice tasted not bad..hahax! n luckily im out of netball...cox training is mad now..10 rounds for warm up?!!! like following floorball liddat...anywae...headed home after tat cox supposed to meet ah mok n ah na for dinner de...but i guess some miscommunication...so e dinner was called off...ended up at j8 wif boyfriend...n we shared this super large st louis pork ribs at cafe cartel...wonder how can one person finish tat whole ribs...n it so happen tat luo zhi xiang was at j8 tat dae too...hahhax...i sounded as if he's some passerby...anw we were tryin to catch a glimpse of him...but all i could see was just some figures...hahhax...cant even tell who is who...n while walkin ard j8...boyfriend spotted hanshen...n for a few secs...we were starin at each other...kinda feel weird all of a sudden after not seein him for like more than a yr...anw..continued walkin ard before we took a long bus ride home...

sat
went boyfriend's hse for bbq wif his frenx...went shoppin for e bbq stuff, played mahjong and marinated e food...okie..i didnt marinate it...boyfriend's frenx marinated it while we were too busy removing e fats frm e chicken...hahax! i think we removed a bag full of fats...anywae...his fren started coming and e bbq started...n i was tryin to make myself occupied wif smth cox i felt so out of place cox i dunnoe his frenx =x n boyfriend didnt help to improve e situation either n i was so angry wif him coupled wif other issues...grrrr...but we are okie now...was tokin on phone wif him this morning n he was complainin how scary i was n how traumatisin it was for him when i didnt wan to pick up his call...hahx...silly boy =p but anw...i guess i was too sensitive...sorrie too!

okie...done updating...n i need to wake up at 3am tml!!! cox e flight is at 6.30am...so earrrlyyy..grrr...anywae...will be back on thur...bet i'll haf lots to blog by then....im off to pack my stuff....

i'll miss u

is a miracle i dragged myself out of bed to go for a run at 7am...hahhax...desperate for a run already...wanted to run ydae but it was raining...wanted to run e dae b4 but dinner was already soon...soooo....i was determined to get myself out of bed at 7 todae...

e idea of havin a small christmas party wif e fairies sounds great...lets work on it...

time flies for this week cox im practically out everydae...shoppin wif sis n mummi on mon and tue...then went swimming and shopping wif xuanx on wed...dinner wif boyfriend on thur and fri...went boyfriend hse todae then we went cycling at east coast...n so qiao..i saw sheau wei and xiao xuan there...then as i entered e toilet, i saw valerie n chin ying...then as i walked out..i saw lulu sitting there...okie..i feel abit bad cox i didnt turn up for e2 bbq =x SORRIE!

tat pretty much sums up e week...i abit lazy to further elaborate thou...

haven been blogging...so here it goes...a totally summarised one...

Mon
making and buying presents for ah na and sian, movie wif boyfriend

Tue
went katong mall to collect bdae cake for ah na and sian, ryl and i got lost in katong n poor ryl tripped and fell...went marina sq...BDAE SURPRISE for ah na and sian...n i went shoppin wif ah na after that...

Wed
st john meeting in zhss, badminton wif cousins

Thur
met boyfriend for dinner

Fri
stayed at home to play theme hospital

Sat
went boyfriend hse in e afternoon n we actually finished 6 episodes of gong zhu xiao mei..but of cox...i forward here n there...then we went vivo to meet DEAR JENNY and her hwa chong boy for dinner...n dear jenny weighs a mere 38kg when she is like TALLER than me...=x oh my...EAT MORE !!!

okie...tat pretty much sums up everything...hahx...