can anyone tell me how not to be so upset over my results n worryin abt not gettin into uni wif my lousy grades?

haix. im tryin to stay optimistic...but when my mood is gettin better...i'll paused n think...i shouldnt be happy in e first place cox there isnt any reason for me to be...then i became down again...i think i diagnosed myself with 'worrying disorder' and 'guilty about being happy' disorder...aiya...i worry too much...but i guess tats inevitable..i mean..who isnt worried abt their own future..but maybe...im gettin abit extreme..haix..duno le huh...

just got back frm dinner wif boyfriend n family...soooo fullll...im feelin fat...time to exercise!

is work again tml! sigh.