went for e ndp preview wif my cousins last weekkk....

erm...suppose to be some 'jellyfish'

okie...lookin at e pics is enuff...no need elaboration...n i just realise smth...i didnt take a pic of e parade!!! i mux be too engrossed watchin em...hahahx...my cousins n i got so excited starin at those ppl in uniforms...hahahhax! they look sooo shuai! i think they just look so smart in their uniforms...=D hehehx....oh...n i saw sjab ppl doin public duty there...hahahax...I MISS WEARIN SJAB UNIFORM!!! I MISS DOIN FOOTDRILLS!!! I MISS DOIN CPR ON E DUMMY!!! I MISS ALL THE NONSENSE TAT HAPPENED!!! =((

right...so much for e ndp preview...

goin to sch is like goin for a war...cox is time trials n time trials...means rushin n rushin to finish up qns n qns n qns...n it was a super chem-my dae ydae...4 periods of chem...gosh...yesh...is time trials again...3 periods of time trials n one period of tutorial...but i dun realli mind e 4 periods...at least is better than any other subjects...n all e teachers are 'kope-ing' our breaks for extra consultations n tutorials...so is like lessons from mornin to afternoon...=(

n we are called e fairies now...thx to mrs logan...cox she sae e 5 of us are so soft spoken in class...n only whisper n giggle among ourselves...yar....tat time meet e parents session, she was tellin my mum 'she is alreadi so quiet...n she still mix wif all e quiet ppl' hahahax...of cox ppl haf to haf some common traits before they can click together isnt it? since im quiet...of cox i mix wif ppl of e same kind mar...rite? okie...nvm...just some random thought...im not tat quiet once im out of e class anywae...=x

n before e start of chem time trial tat dae...

fiona: ehh...my leg veri fat leh...

me: no lor...my one also wad..

fiona: no!! my one fatter than urs...

me: no...my one also can...

fiona: nonono....my one realli fatter

me: fine...dun fight wif u...ur one fatter...

fiona: *exasperated* u are suppose to sae ur one fatter than mine to make me feel good!

me: =p

hahhax....now i wonder...when girls tok...they tok nth else but who is fatter...hahhax...n thx ah mok! todae i was eatin baked french toast n ah mok was tellin me how fattenin it is cox got butter on e bread...im goin to be a 'fairy' next week le lar...

ryl!!! take care of ur poor ankle n knee...

ah xian!!! take care also!!! hurry recover frm ur flu n cough n everythin....

ah mok!! stop starvin urself n EAT SMTH!! (dun sae i xin ji zhong okie...=p)

as for fiona.....hmmm....stop tiao bo li jian-ing! hehehx...=p

hmmm....just now when i got home...my mummi told me granduncle in semi-concious state...then 2 hrs later or so...daddi called n sae he passed awae le...kinda sudden...cox i dun even noe wad exactly happen...just heard frm my mum is some complications frm his previous operation or smth liddat...haixx..

when u are happily livin in a corner of e world...someone just left for another world....

oh my...how to cure gastric pain...grrrrr....it has been more than 4hrs....grrrr....i ate le...drank vitasoy le...still no use de...(ryl mux be thinkin 'see lar...dun wan eat my gastric pill...') =x

n yar...todae i make ryl take a few random pics...hahahax....

it actually represent smth...hahhahax...i didnt notice it until ryl told me...

closer view of it...hahax..but i think it doesnt make too much a diff....

whee!! i spotted it while walkin to e atrium....hahahax...n i make ryl take a pic of this...cox is red, blue n GREEN arrows...hahahhax!

hahahax...im abit lost for words now...cant think of wad to blog for e moment...mentally drained after a LONNG TIME! stayed in sch to mug wif ryl...n dynamics drove us mad...grrrrrr.....qi si le...=( but good thing is......i saw pokka! hahax...=D

n i realise my pronounciation got BIG problem...hahhax...
handphone i say as handFONE
ingredient i say as inKREdient....still got alot...but these are e more recent ones...hahax..cox ryl, fiona, ah mok n huixian kept luffin at me...=x n i realise tats how i pronounce for e past dunno how many yrs ever since i can tok...n no one told me abt it...n i happily pronounce handfone handfone wherever i go...=x but no matter how bad my pronounciation is...still better than 'dunnoe who' who thought talisman is spelt n read as TAILSMAN...=x

hmmmmm.......a long list of work waitin for me to finish....grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr........n e pain is killin me....=x

weekends are finally here again...n tml is meet e parents session...=x

after break....
scenario: huixian n i walkin into LT

huixian: so few ppl...we are still early sia...
me: ya lor...thought we late le
lecturer: right...we are startin on vector 3..take out ur notes
me: *turn to stare at e screen* wad vector 3? not complex 3 meh?
huixian: eh...wait arh...i think we go wrong place
me: huh?
huixian: now is phy tut...not maths lecture
me: DOTS.

hurriedly left e LT feeling dumb....

N GUESS WAD??? ryl fiona n ah mok also went to LT! luckily it was a J1 lecture...so no one noes us...hahahx...think apparently we all thought was maths lecture...zzzzz...nvm...great ppl do great things...rite nanel?

n poor ryl injured her ankle..injured her knee...poor thing...TAKE CARE ARH! =)

ahhh....yet another week!

mid yr results were rubbish...chionging so hard durin e june holidaes makes me wonder whether it was realli worth it...grrrrr...n after chionging for mid yrs...is time to chiong prelim....grrrr...when will this end...?

AFTER A LEVELS!

okie...i answered myself...=x

sigh. is mon tml....n e cycle continues...but come to think abt it...think jc life is realli short...is endin soon...i wun be able to wear sch uniform anymore...how sad...=(

anywae...i go do e sch testimonial thingy...update again when i got e time....

thurs
went gym wif kay after sch...n i successfully ran 3.33km...burnin 247 calories and i continue walkin on e treadmil n burn another 70...hehehex...=p then went to play bball wif kay...ermmm....not realli play lar...more like throwin e ball into e net...hehehx...n kay sae i got potential sia...HAHAHX! then we ended up playin wif e swing for a while before i left...happened to see my dad's car drove past when i went out of kay's hse...so i got a ride home...=) hehehx...

fri
during phy tutorial todae...elise fong borrowed my pencil case....then she asked me 'you like green izzit? green pencil case, green highlighter...u got green pen not?' hahahax....i didnt noe how to ans her sia...i looked at ryl, ah mok n huixian..n they all were grinnin...hahhax...cox these were all presents frm em...hahahx...GREEN!=) n she told us to wear green on 7/7/07 cox is the envionmental dae of smth...like wad jenny saes on my tagboard...yar...

todae
i had a terrible nightmare last night...*shiver*

i dreamt....

while i was walkin out from my bedroom to the kitchen...i saw a lot of ghosts in my hse...then i freak out n wanted to tell my sis...i tried so hard to tok..but my sis just cant hear me...i tried shoutin to her tat i saw smth but still she cant hear me...then all of a sudden...my voice changed to a man's voice n suddenly...i fainted...then my sis thought i was possessed n pressed me to the ground and kept shoutin 'get the spirit out'....then slowly i saw an image of e so called 'spirit' when my eyes were closed...i rmb i kept shoutin for my mama....after much effort...i became better n stood up...then i saw 2 elderly sitting on stools outside my hse...without any expression...just merely sitting there....in my dream...i call em great grandparents...then i saw my grandmother...i hugged her...but i soon i realise onli i am e one who can see her n tok to her...n she told me i offended one of the distant uncle tats y my voice turned to a man's voice and i fainted...n i rmb seein alot of my grandmother...one in my rm...one in e living rm.....

i suddenly woke up frm my dream...it was so real for a moment i thought it was true...then i lie on my bed...but i cant get to slp cox i keep seein e image of e 2 elderly sittin outside my hse...so i woke my second sis up...=x n climbed onto her bed to slp beside her...=x hahhahx....think last week my sis also nightmare...then woke me up also...last night my turn to wake her up...=x

woke up at 7am...wanted to go for a jog wif my sister...is a miracle tat my da jie asked me to go run wif her...cox she seldoms run n she doesnt need to exercise much either...she's too skinny...hehehex....but out of e blue...she wanted to go run...but when i woke up and brush my teeth...it started rainin...too bad...run in e evenin instead then....

i am still in e 'dun feel like doing tutorials' mood...sianed...=(

wheeeeee!!! exams over....hahhahx..finally....is oveerrrrr.....

is time for a well deserved break!!! hehehhex....

i think i grow fat le lar...everydae stay at home....eat breakfast eat lunch eat dinner....GRRRR.....i skip lunch my mama every hr ask me whether i hungry not...wan to eat not..then she cook this n tat....then end up i cant skip my lunch....grrrrr....now tat exams are over...is time to GO ON A DIET!!!!!! i dunwan grow fat!!!

now i waitin for e sun to go home so i can go n run...otherwise is so hot....my sis lar...ps me...sae go gym then end up she didnt wan to go....haiyo...

STOP EATING N EXERCISE!!!

haixx...i suddenly feel veri depressed now...=(

n i alreadi in e 'finish-exams' mood alreadi...cant seem to sit down n mug...n i spent my whole sat slackin...zzzz....

happie st john dae!
happie 'mid-yr-endin-soon' dae!
happie self declared free friday!

wahh...i seriously need a break...so sick of studyin...grrrr...anywae...went sch in e mornin for exam...then ryl shoke my hand n wished me happi st john dae...hahhax...which was wad i wanted to tell her too...finally correct frequency le...hahhax...

went to cut hair wif ah mok after our maths paper...e person realli took her time n slowly cut n wash n trim n blowdry...she cut like 1hr 10min...n i waited for ah mok to finish hers for 50min...but e person not too bad lar...quite nice....

walked ard tanjong pagar in search of rubber band for dear ah mok who left her one n only rubber band in e hair salon...hahhahax...=) so we ended up in fairprice lookin for hair tie n scannin all e tibits...hahhax...left for home ard 4plus...

mannn....im cherishin every single second tat passes...e feelin of sittin down n watchin teevee n not holdin on to any notes feel great...hahahax...i cant imagine wad i will sae when e As is over...hahhax...maybe by tat time i'll blog a 1000 word essay on how happie n relax i am...hahhax...

yet another dae...sigh...i cant wait for A level to end...tats like 5 more mths...grrrrr...

anywae...went xuan's hse to mug...but it was kinda unproductive todae...cox i wasnt realli in e mood for muggin...reach home ard 5plus...met eling n kay for our evenin jog...(finally...) ran frm my hse to eling's place...waited for kay...then we three ran to punggol east flyover...to punggol plaza...n walked all e way back home...but i think we spent like half hr runnin...another one hr spent in xxx's blk roof garden, playin wif e exercise station machines( ehh..watever u call tat),buyin drinks n walkin back...hehehx...but it was a great time spent...=D

right...im off to muggggggggg..........

wake up
watch teevee
breakfast
study
lunch
study
dinner
stone
slp

wad a routine....

hey....i mux sae smth...i not first time go kallang okie? took pictures there cox e scenary not bad...not cox i some tourist leh...=X

ydae went bugis wif e netballers for lunch at seoul garden...met eling n kay at sengkang n make our way there...hahax...kay n i make a great cook...we actually cooked fried rice...hahhax...we crack an egg to e rice...added hotdogs, mushrooms, crabmeat, meat...n FRY! how brilliant! i think we used more than 5 eggs...hahax...upload e pics when some kind soul send me ba...hahax...=p

after lunch...e girls went shoppin...walked ard wif em for an hour or so...then kay n i left le...i think we two make great shoppin partners...hahax...cox we shop no need to enter e shop one...anywae...waited for eling at little india station...n went to sengkang together...eling was tryin on shoes...so we pei her awhile n yep..left for home ard 5plus...

yay! goin for my evenin jog wif eling n kay later...hhahax...we are had too full a lunch ydae...so is time to burn those calories n fat AWAY...i think is time i start runnin again...haven been exercisin for e past weeks...n my sis just dated me to go gym tml...say BYE to calories n fats!


I GOT NO MOOD TO STUDY!!!!!! ARGHHHHH!!!!! this is soooo irritating!
i dunno whether i shld be feelin stress or not...ppl gettin Bs and Cs cant make it into e uni...lookin at my current grades...i think i cant make it anywhere...sigh.

GIVE ME E MOTIVATION!

whee~ here are some pictures taken at kallang there...

we walked opposite to e river there to take some pictures...

dunno who took this pic...but i thought was pretty well taken...nice place...but when we are assemble n find nice spots to take our photos...e sky had already turned dark...

here it is...fiona, huixian n ah mok

ryl, me, huixian n ah mok

e long expressway tat we walked

here's some pics wif my sister taken at home



my da jie, er jie n me

my da jie in her harry potter robe...

thursdae
MJC SOCCER FINALS! e whole of mj students went to national stadium to support e soccer guys...n ak mok they all bough some snacks to eat...n they bein thoughtful...knowin i dun eat spicy stuff...bought me a packet of orange peels...which accordin to miss ryl....is deemed as 'lao ren chi de'...n i shld haf taken a pic of ryl eatin a piece of e orange peel...it was hilarious...think she almost wan to puke it out...hahahhax...then we blow e clapper n cheered for e soccer guys...i swear im not goin to cheer anymore...fiona n ryl were luffin like mad at me...e match ended at ard 6.30pm....though we lost wif a score of 1-0...but i guess e guys played veri hard for e match and i guess tats all tat matters...a few of e guys cried when they knew they lost...kinda make everyone sad too...=( sigh.

but anywae...we got a holidae...so fridae no sch!

ryl, fiona, huixian, ah mok n i then walked frm kallang to lavender...took many pics on e way...upload em when they send me ba....then took a bus down to bugis for dinner...it was 8plus pm then....i swear tats e quietiest dinner ever....no one toks....cox we were all famished....too engrossed in eatin our dinner...hahahhx...=) went to get drinks after dinner...went muji cox ryl wan buy pen....huixian n i while waitin...went to shop ard e entire level...when we return...they still inside...DUH! =X

oh...n on our way in e mrt....we saw 'ti-ti-ti'...so qiao..summore in e same cabin...so huixian phoned ah mok n told her...hahhax...e whole thing was so furnie...=D finally alighted at pasir ris wif ryl...n we saw trixie n fangyi...they two super comical...hahx...n my whole convo wif ryl while accompanyin each other was...'meiii yooou lar' all in e tune to how wu zun speaks...hahax...super furnie...=D n i was tellin ryl i one week no need luff le...cox i think i luff enuff to last me e entire week...hehhehex....

finally home at 10plus 11pm...so tired...it's like we hike e entire dae liddat...but it was an enjoyable dae...=)

FRI
stayed at home...attempted to revise some chem...but it took me ages to memorise....zzzzzz....n i keep wantin to slp...anywae...my sis return home wif e lawyer robe...those black black one...looks like harry potter tat kind...so cool...before my sis could take a pic wif it...my second sis n i both wore e robe n took pictures...hahhax...=) my sis gettin her liscence as a lawyer tml...think my mum super excited...keep askin me wad shld she wear...n whether tat top goes wif tat bottom...e red one nicer or e black one nicer...hahahx...cute mum...

Todae
my sis went to high court early in e mornin to swear n sign e papers n everythin...my parents sit in to watch her...=)

IM SO LOST IN LALA LAND! grrrrr....
someone just tell me wad to do...

on a ligher note...my dear sis is back...she has turned into a roast pig...=x

GOSH! im stonin...im starin at my work yet refusin to touch it...sigh sigh sigh...there are sooo many things to do n revise...but i just got no motivation to begin anythin...arghhh...

anywae...ydae was e last session of MTOP(meridian tuition outreach programme) for e little kids in parkview pri...kinda miss e little kids...=X oh...n i saw XIAO XUAN!! soooo lonnnnggg nva see her alreadi...n she's back to sing! hahahx...n her voice is still as power as ever...hahhaax...=)

n my sis is flyin back tml!!! whee!!!! =D

tml got phy test...n im gettin so pek chek studyin phy...arghhhh....

on a lighter note...im tokin to my sis online!! hahhahax! bet she's havin great fun there...while im stuck in spore muggin....grrrr...wad a sad life...she msg me in e evenin n told me she spent her dae in a war tunnel(those durin e vietnam war ones)...then ate tapioca in jungle lar....SO COOL! n my sis furnie lar...ask her wad she bought so far..she told me she bought coffee powder....ermmm...cox she told me when u buy coffee powder...u get 2 free drinks at starbucks...n e coffee powder is e starbucks kind one...so she is indulgin in a sea of coffee....=x n she went so many so many places...n e things there are realli cheap lar...goin to an internet cafe for 40cent per hour...wahhhh...drinkin mango juice there for 50cent a cup...eatin vietnamese buffet for 7.50 per person...etc etc etc....

i wan go overseas too! i wan sit in aeroplane n explore all e furnie n weird places!

I MISS MY SIS! is amazin how for e past 17 and half years...i dun feel tat way...but e moment she went for a holidae...n i dun get to see her for 9daes...im missin her like mad!

either im online n fiona is not...or fiona is online and im not...sooo...i cant upload e pics..hehehx...=D anywae...a quick update of wad i did for e past few daes

Thurs
mummi's bdae!!! went to white sands to get my mummi durian puffs after trainin...n nice ah mok helped me check out e place to see whether they got sell not...THANKEW AH MOK! =D daddy bought home black pepper crab n baby squid while mummi cooked sambal stingray, fried prawns, nuggets and pig stomach soup...then we had cake...nice dinner =D

Fri
ah ma bdae!! had dinner at my ah hse....and as usual...great bondin session wif all my cousins...=)
my sis flew to vietnam for holidae...

Sat
homework..homework...n did more homeworks...
my sis msg me frm vietnam to sae gd nite to me! hahahax! I MISS MY DA JIE!!!! HURRY HOME!!!

todae
MUMMI'S DAE! went to my grandma hse cox my mum wanted to celebrate mummi dae with her mum...so we had lunch all together...

finally back again to post...decided to change a blogskin...realised all my previous blogskins are so dark n dull...so i need a change...change to a bright and happy blogskin! hehex...=D

haven been bloggin for some time cox i cant blog....otherwise waiyin would noe wad we are doin for her bdae...hahhax...shall wait for fiona to send me e pics...will update when i get e pics...

N BTW....i just read wu zun's blog...n guess wad...here's wad he said
--->"I’m now moving closer to my dreams – Filming a movie!!! Yeah… I’m indeed very happy that some good HK movie companies and directors actually noticed me!"

yay! ryl, ah mok, fiona n huixian...i dun care hor! u all mux watch wif me when his movie is out! whahahhahax....=D

i seriously think i got a change in character...i just cant imagine how i was like in secondary sch...i dun go out often, i head home after sch most of e time, i nva go too crazy over idol, i nva go mad over eye candy, i dun do retarded things like i alwaes do now =X , im alwaes e 'flower vase' when it comes to playin captain ball or any other sort of balls, i nva plan bdae surprises for my sec sch frenx...i think still got alot more...wahh...i think im livin in my small little world in secondary sch...hahhax...omg...

guess we change as we grow up...and one thing for sure...i realise i dun hide my feelings tat much now...hmmm....as much as i dun wan it to happen...ppl ard me are gettin more n more depressed...be it family or studies or cca...there is alwaes a solution to ur problem, dun be too pessimistic abt things tat are happenin...i noe is easier said than done cox if it happens on me...i sure mood swing...but i suppose tat is normal...just give urself time to think abt it...cry it out if u wan ...after tat...get back to ur feet n move on...there are many things tat are beyond our control...we cant expect everythin to run smoothly as we wish...i understand tat i gets impatient at times when i face wif ppl who are depressed...firstly cox i duno whats is wrong wif em n i cant help but look at em helplessly..secondly...they are lettin their emotion control em which shouldnt be e case...sooo...i guess i shld learn to be more understandin...i promise...=)

ps: waiyin, i'll be there for u if u need =)

wahhh...i feel more optimistic now...HAHAHX...=D

time to mug for chem test!!!

haven been near e com for like dunno how long...once again...is self-declared free fridae for me...so here i am slackin...a quick update on wad happen this week ba...

Mon
went to cut hair wif waiyin after sch ended...seriously...i was abit shocked when we entered e hair salon...hahax...shaldnt go into details abt it...but e girl who wash my hair abit furnie sia...she looked at me...then said 'girl arh, open ur specs.' n i looked at her for a second...she meant take off my specs...=X anywae...after we cut our hair...waiyin n i headed to national lib...finished up our homework there...did a few maths qns...and it was alreadi 7.30pm...headed to bugis for dinner...pathetic bread and apple juice...ZzZzZz...i still can rmb wad i ate e entire dae sia...i had 4 sticks of egg roll and a cup of milo for breakfast...skipped lunch...dinner was one garlic bread and a cup of apple juice...

Tue
ben and jerry FREE CONE DAE! intially...i wasnt realli into e idea of eatin ice cream...but BUT BUT...after much influence frm fiona, waiyin, ryl, huixian....i headed to whitesands wif em...n ya...i had strawberry cheesecake which tasted great...hehex...=)

Wed
initally, all of us were excited abt e star gazin outing...but it turned out that huixian, fiona and ryl all so qiao..cant make it...n after lookin thru e programme for e dae...kinda turned off le...all e talks in e afternoon...followed by movie screenin...before headin to east coast at night to see e meteor shower...i think e onli excitin moment is to witness e meteor shower, e rest totally doesnt appeal to me at all...so yep...we decided to pull out frm it...

Thurs
netball trainin after sch...perhaps some would have thought i did e most retarded thing...to back out a few daes before the selection for sch team and went to join recre...i also dunno how to put it in words...in fact...all the j2s wanted to get into sch team...when choy told us abt it...she gave us e hope n yet this is wad we get...we put in our effort and committment to train durin holidaes and even comin back to train durin march block test...we trained for a year...a year of hardwork...n this is wad we get...im just unhappy tat all our hardwork n effort goes unrecognised...seein e j1s trainin wif us...i knew they were alot more stronger than me...considerin e fact that they played for years since sec sch or even since pri sch...call me coward for backin out last minute or watever it is...i just dunwan to compete wif em...i dunnoe...i think sports cca is just so realistic...*shrugged* but watever it is...i nva regret joinin netball...cox i think is smth tat i enjoy...=)

todae
super duper tirin n long dae...sch supposed to end at 12.05pm...but ended wif extra lessons....dragged all e way till 3pm....grrrrrr....headed home after tat...n here i am slackin...

sigh...i think everyone's gettin in e mood swing fever...and im no exception...gettin back my pw results was devastatin...i dunno y...but im realli upset gettin a big fat B...everyone tells me is alright...many ppl get Bs too...but deep down...i wanted so much to tell em they are not me...would they still smile and take it as if everythin is okie when they get Bs or Cs? when others are jumpin in joy with their A grade? NO! is easy to sae...is easy to console someone when u are not in e same situation...but of cox...i didnt sae anythin...i just nodded my head and simply said im okie...i noe my frenx cared...perhaps tat y i chose to keep quiet...

block test results are disappointin...SIGH! life is so unpleasant! ARGH! everythin just cant seem to go right...GRRRR...