Saturday, April 21, 2007

haven been near e com for like dunno how long...once again...is self-declared free fridae for me...so here i am slackin...a quick update on wad happen this week ba...

Mon
went to cut hair wif waiyin after sch ended...seriously...i was abit shocked when we entered e hair salon...hahax...shaldnt go into details abt it...but e girl who wash my hair abit furnie sia...she looked at me...then said 'girl arh, open ur specs.' n i looked at her for a second...she meant take off my specs...=X anywae...after we cut our hair...waiyin n i headed to national lib...finished up our homework there...did a few maths qns...and it was alreadi 7.30pm...headed to bugis for dinner...pathetic bread and apple juice...ZzZzZz...i still can rmb wad i ate e entire dae sia...i had 4 sticks of egg roll and a cup of milo for breakfast...skipped lunch...dinner was one garlic bread and a cup of apple juice...

Tue
ben and jerry FREE CONE DAE! intially...i wasnt realli into e idea of eatin ice cream...but BUT BUT...after much influence frm fiona, waiyin, ryl, huixian....i headed to whitesands wif em...n ya...i had strawberry cheesecake which tasted great...hehex...=)

Wed
initally, all of us were excited abt e star gazin outing...but it turned out that huixian, fiona and ryl all so qiao..cant make it...n after lookin thru e programme for e dae...kinda turned off le...all e talks in e afternoon...followed by movie screenin...before headin to east coast at night to see e meteor shower...i think e onli excitin moment is to witness e meteor shower, e rest totally doesnt appeal to me at all...so yep...we decided to pull out frm it...

Thurs
netball trainin after sch...perhaps some would have thought i did e most retarded thing...to back out a few daes before the selection for sch team and went to join recre...i also dunno how to put it in words...in fact...all the j2s wanted to get into sch team...when choy told us abt it...she gave us e hope n yet this is wad we get...we put in our effort and committment to train durin holidaes and even comin back to train durin march block test...we trained for a year...a year of hardwork...n this is wad we get...im just unhappy tat all our hardwork n effort goes unrecognised...seein e j1s trainin wif us...i knew they were alot more stronger than me...considerin e fact that they played for years since sec sch or even since pri sch...call me coward for backin out last minute or watever it is...i just dunwan to compete wif em...i dunnoe...i think sports cca is just so realistic...*shrugged* but watever it is...i nva regret joinin netball...cox i think is smth tat i enjoy...=)

todae
super duper tirin n long dae...sch supposed to end at 12.05pm...but ended wif extra lessons....dragged all e way till 3pm....grrrrrr....headed home after tat...n here i am slackin...

sigh...i think everyone's gettin in e mood swing fever...and im no exception...gettin back my pw results was devastatin...i dunno y...but im realli upset gettin a big fat B...everyone tells me is alright...many ppl get Bs too...but deep down...i wanted so much to tell em they are not me...would they still smile and take it as if everythin is okie when they get Bs or Cs? when others are jumpin in joy with their A grade? NO! is easy to sae...is easy to console someone when u are not in e same situation...but of cox...i didnt sae anythin...i just nodded my head and simply said im okie...i noe my frenx cared...perhaps tat y i chose to keep quiet...

block test results are disappointin...SIGH! life is so unpleasant! ARGH! everythin just cant seem to go right...GRRRR...

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