i seriously think i got a change in character...i just cant imagine how i was like in secondary sch...i dun go out often, i head home after sch most of e time, i nva go too crazy over idol, i nva go mad over eye candy, i dun do retarded things like i alwaes do now =X , im alwaes e 'flower vase' when it comes to playin captain ball or any other sort of balls, i nva plan bdae surprises for my sec sch frenx...i think still got alot more...wahh...i think im livin in my small little world in secondary sch...hahhax...omg...

guess we change as we grow up...and one thing for sure...i realise i dun hide my feelings tat much now...hmmm....as much as i dun wan it to happen...ppl ard me are gettin more n more depressed...be it family or studies or cca...there is alwaes a solution to ur problem, dun be too pessimistic abt things tat are happenin...i noe is easier said than done cox if it happens on me...i sure mood swing...but i suppose tat is normal...just give urself time to think abt it...cry it out if u wan ...after tat...get back to ur feet n move on...there are many things tat are beyond our control...we cant expect everythin to run smoothly as we wish...i understand tat i gets impatient at times when i face wif ppl who are depressed...firstly cox i duno whats is wrong wif em n i cant help but look at em helplessly..secondly...they are lettin their emotion control em which shouldnt be e case...sooo...i guess i shld learn to be more understandin...i promise...=)

ps: waiyin, i'll be there for u if u need =)

wahhh...i feel more optimistic now...HAHAHX...=D

time to mug for chem test!!!