my poor blog has been left abandoned for ages.

and now i cant seem to rmb what had happened the past few days.

OH YES. LET ME INPUT MY DATA FIRST BEFORE I UPDATE!

RAHHHHH!! im bored! =(

i decided i shall play all i can till next wed! then i will settle down and STUDY HARD! pull cap pull cap pull cap!

went bugis AGAIN =/ my da jie didnt want to accompany there so the next best alternative to turn to is BOYFRIEND! hah! bought my skirt but it was kind of loose when i tried it at hm...oh well..i'll figure a way out to wear it...and i happen to bump into my cousin and her bf..hah! walked from bugis to sim lim and to little india station and home! boyfriend came over to my place in an attempt to help me connect my laptop to the printer but then..it only works when my home's computer is on...but better than nth...the computer in my house is super laggggy that it can take me an hr to print my lecture notes =/

cny is coming! but i don't feel much abt it =/

hmm...is clubbing really that bad? do guys go touching every girls they see? i always thought it is okay for boyfriend to go clubbing so long as he knows what and what not to do...but friends always give me the stunned look like 'you mean u let ur bf club?' okay nvm random thoughts. no worries i still trust my boyfriend and i get all the assurance i ever need so it didnt worry me too much. at least he tries to check his phone frequently in club so as to reply my msg if there is any. and he still answers my call when i call him and he keeps me updated of what he is doing. so in short...i give boyfriend the freedom and boyfriend gives me the assurance. so we are all happy =p

went bugis in e late morning but i guess im too early! because half of bugis street wasnt open then. hah! so went jurong east station to meet boyfriend...and boyfriend has finally ORD-ED.yay! we ended up visiting joel in his hall, stayed for awhile and i went for my rp...BUT..this is the irritating part...they didnt say that those who signed up last sem cant do so for this sem...and i went and they told me i did the test before so cant do it again..rahhh! luckily boyfriend was with me...otherwise i'll be alone...so boyfriend and i had ramily burger and some potato wedges for lunch...and went engine's mac to kill some time while waiting for 4pm for my social psyc lecture...if only boyfriend studies in nus too..that will be so cute...rahhh...nvm...

valerie!! if u happen to read my blog...u know when is SMU BUSINESS ORIENTATION?!!!=p

anw...after lecture..met og for steamboat dinner at bugis!

The end!

I FELT SO ALONE TODAYYY!!!!

tell me who on earth will vomit when they have cramps..yea..pain until you vomit...i think this only happen to me =((( so saddening...it's the worst thing that can happen when u vomit and you are all alone and horrible ppl that walked past seemed ignorant/oblivious to their surroundings until a nice girl offered me tissue paper...and worst still...u have such a bad cramps and you still have to sit through an hr of tutorial...omg..that hr long of tutorial seemed 100hrs long...practically nth was registed in my brain except the word PAIN. rahhh! hate cramps! and it had to happen when im 1hr30mins away from hm. i probably wont be able to make it hm in this state. so i had no choice but to call my daddy to pick me up frm sch. nice daddy came all the way from hougang just to pick me home. at last, someone i can rely on when im really sick.

so while waiting for my dad to pick me up, i just rested on a bench...and im so unglam la! i was in too much a pain to bother abt my image anyway...haha..i just rested my head on the table with my hair falling all over face..haha! and this group of guys just had to sit at the table that im resting on when the table beside me was obviously empty...but it didnt bother me either...i just continued resting that way till my dad called me and i dragged myself down...got into the car and i just lie there and slept all the way hm...and so, i missed 2 lectures =(

and im conditioned! i dunwan to eat kueh lapis anymore..because i vomitted that out this morning and eating it makes me feel like im eating the vomit =/ eeewww...

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY BOYFRIEND! =D

yay! left house early in the morning to get chocolate muffins and off to meet boyfriend at kovan to pei him choose specs...wanted to get cupcakes from clark quay but a change in plan...off we headed to PS..walked around and we went Tao's for lunch...my treat! haha! thats really once in a blue moon..=p and i had a hard time finding nice places to eat although im not sure whether boyfriend likes eating there..cox i feel otherwise..hah..okay nvm..pictures of food!


bacon and mushroom gratin which is meant to spread on bread.


fruit salad!


some farmboy salad or smth


my pumpkin soup!


boyfriend's mushroom soup!


my rose apple tea and boyfriend's grape mallow tea


my baked flounder with cheese...not too bad...


blame it on boyfriend's photographic skills..hahha..look so unappetising...it's suppose to spicy stingray..really spicy..haha..e pic look like some curry...


chocolate fondue!



creme brulee

and it was super funny when raymond msged me during lunch..haha! he said smth like his lighter has always been obedient and it will be when i use it and hope my surprise would be a success...HAHA! and of all time, boyfriend picked up my phone and read the msg when it came and he asked me what he meant..and i started laughing at raymond's msg and told him boyfriend read the msg...so the next msg that came was 'oops, i think i sent to the wrong person' hah! okay..dunno if u all can get it..but it was really funny...

after we had lunch, we strolled to orchard in search of present for boyfriend's friend...hah.okay..which is also my sj senior...finally bought it SOMEWHERE then we went shopping around for clothes...tried alot of clothes but all doesnt look good...WHERE'S MY CNY CLOTHES??! was checking my phone when i read na's msg and of all time, boyfriend had to read it again...haha..the msg says 'good luck for the surprise for cct' or smth like that...and this boyfriend went...'oh? so wheres my surprise?' boyfriend is just like a small kid...a 21 year old kid...

and our initial plan to go henderson wave was called off!!!! RAHHHHHHH!!! BECAUSE THE BUS TO MT FABER DOESNT OPERATE ON A WEEKDAY! RAHHHHH!!! so sad =( ended up, we went to eat smth n went vivo to walk around...and finallyyyy...we sat at the rooftop garden at night...and my poor muffins that hid inside my bag for the entire afternoon finally saw the moonlight...hahah! so i poked in the candle and lighted it with raymond lee's wind resistant lighter =) and there i presented boyfriend with the chocolate muffin. THE END. oh! and of course my little present that i spent 2 weeks doing.

yesteday was boyfriend's 21st birthday party in advance...went over to his place in the afternoon and we took his dog out for a walk UNDER THE HOT SUN =/ his friends and relatives started coming and when the buffet caterer came, it started his party...then cake cutting time...then boyfriend got threw into the pool by his friends...afterwhich the guys started throwing each other into the pool and i became the camera woman..busy snapping photos...haha! and joel finally came like late at night...finally someone i know and i can talk to...stayed till 12plus before boyfriend sent me hm while his friends continued to party at his place...

lazy to upload the photos thou...hah...

YESTERDAY

boyfriend came over to my place to make brownies!!



hah! it tasted not bad when it was still warm but when i put it into the fridge..hmmm..not as good anymore..but anw..is the first time baking it..so thumbs up..not bad an effort already!

TODAY
mummy woke me up at 8am! so slpyyy...had to go to a place to pray for my great grandmother. afterwhich, we headed to mandai to pray for both my great grandmother and ah gong before we headed to my ah ma's hse. but less than 5mins, everyone was out again because ah ma suggested we dined out for lunch. so 17 of us headed to a restaurant for lunch! prawns fish n crab! what a heavyyyyyyy lunchhhhh! felt so bloated! sat awhile at ah ma's hse before we headed home. changed and im out to meet boyfriend! headed to taka to cut his hair while i walked around while waiting. we bought one top selling brownie to try its taste. haha! okay, maybe the one we made wasnt too bad. just too chocolatey. watched him had his dinner because i was too full to eat anymore except to settle on bread n drinks. headed to vivo next because i wanted to walk on the henderson's wave or smth...but yea, boyfriend cheated me by making me walk 8 bus stops yet not a sight of henderson's wave except henderson road..haha! oh well..anything la..i love walking along roads also..so thats fine...and we took bus 80 home from habourfront!

boyfriend: happy not? i brought you to so many places today..we went town, habourfront, chinatown, bugis, geylang, paya lebar, lavender, kallang, serangoon...

me: yea..but we went to all these places sitting in a bus =/

hah! nvm..i just thought that was funny...

LAST DAY OF 2008!

day was out with boyfriend (haha! na going to say unfair again) accompanied him to dental clinic to get wax for his braces and we decided to take a walk in SMU..hahah! boyfriend kept comparing nus and smu..grrr...oh well..happy studying in smu SOON! and off we went to marina square and suntec to shop around! and yes, i bought clothes at long last! haah! cox fox having storewide sales =) walked to ps, bought movie tickets for bedtime stories and my sudden craving for korean mixed rice sent both of us in search of it. finally settled in cineleisure for my korean mixed rice...yummy! walked to wisma and boyfriend finally bought his polo tees and walked back to ps! hahaha! we love to walk..many many miles together..HAH!headed to boyfriend's hse next to catch a glimpse of the fireworks!


very delicious looking korean mixed rice

the fireworks that i saw from far! haha!






yay! that sums up my day~!

i have boyfriend with me till the very last second of 2008 and the very first second of 2009 <3



i love u =p thanks for being such a wonderful boyfriend although u can be such a concrete block at times..hahahha!

and of course not forgetting my friends who stood by me throughout the year!!! i have the fairies with me no matter what!

ah na!!! hahah!! my one and only friend in nus! hhahaha!!! i prob will see less of u next sem!!! =((( we got to meet up for lunch in sch okay!!! WAFFLEEEE!!! i miss eating waffle! my wonderful friend here is with me back then in jc and buddy with me in uni...so glad u were around =) jiayou for next sem! WE GOT TO PULL OUR CAP HIGH!!!



not forgetting the days when we coincidentally wore the same t shirt to school! haha! and bought same colour files without realising and wore star shape earrings to sch! hahaha!! just short of wearing the same shorts..hahahha!

RYL! my buttdy! haha...the times we took 70over pictures in the same position...ahahah!! since sch started, haven really had the time to meet up that frequent =( but still, i did not forget abt u! shopping next wk! remember!!! =)))


HAH! i cant find a pic with me and mok or me and sian alone! hahah! the 2 that prob don't camwhore as much as na, ryl n i...hahhaa!! i must say mok is a strong girl and i admire u! whahahahah! u are still as funny as ever and the chef among the fairies...hahah! with mok ard, we can have good food! and sian is our food tester! hahaha! but do take care because u have been falling sick so frequently! eat well!!! rest more!!!


the 5 of us made up this wonderful clique! and i thought this photo is so funny! only me and sian looked normal in it..hahahaha!! =p okay..we are all suppose to act like some lao tu village girl...but me and sian decided we shall just give up...

fairies bbq!! ahahha! yea, just the 5 of us! small and homely =)credits to ryl and na for starting the fire...hahahah!!! okay, i'll do more of the updating when the photos come in...

and i wanted to surprise boyfriend by waiting for him at the dental clinic..but boyfriend CLAIMED he knew i was coming =/ anyway, accompanied boyfriend to have his braces on, walked around abit and went back to find the fairies for our bbq =)

more updates soon....

met boyfriend in the afternoon for a swim then went to buy ingredients and headed over to boyfriend's place to make jelly hearts! haha..or rather jelly without hearts..cox we didnt add in strawberries =/ here is the final product!


jelly for the top layer, cheese in the middle and biscuit at the bottom! yummyyy!


and this is my oversized watch! hahahha! a present from boyfriend and my present for him =)

tue
results out! but i have nth much to comment because i did not get what i set out to achieve =( oh well...work harder next sem! i need to learn how to write better essays!! must be cox im from sci all along and the only essays i write are GP essays. =/

christmas eve
im suppose to meet na, shaun n raymond for badminton and dim sum buffet!! BUT! i had no choice but to ps em =( because my mum keep wanting me to go malaysia with her to walk around. so ended up, i went malaysia with mummy, aunty, cousin, cousin's husband and my niece. so tiring! we went citysquare and another mall (forgot the name). just kept walking and walking and walking non stop. say like 2pm till 8.30pm? thats 6 and a half hours! no wonder my legs are aching. settled for dinner at some restaurant and headed hm at 10plus pm. didnt manage to buy much despite all the walking. but luckily, there wasnt much jam.

christmas
christmas was spend at boyfriend's hse watching bu liang xiao hua and off to marina barrage at night. and i think boyfriend is so street-smart..hahah! cox he managed to find his way there just by glancing thru the map. but prob cox im such a goon that i can even get lost in punggol..so that makes boyfriend appear even more WOW =x haha..now im like putting him down. anw, talking abt getting lost in punggol, the story goes like this -> i was walking from my hse to punggol plaza to buy my cookies' ingredients. thats like 3 or 4 busstops away. so while walking back, i saw a minimart and decided to go in to see whether i can get my brown sugar. and the funny thing was, because punggol estate looks pretty much identical...i walked out of the minimart walking in the wrong direction without realising until i saw punggol plaza AGAIN. omg. i felt so silly!=x

anw, back to the point..we had our little picnic at marina barrage, walked around the place, took photos and here u go! photos!











and off he drove me home!

my dim sum buffet became steamboat =( but nvm...still nice! it was full house at the dim sum restaurant...didnt know we had to go earlier to queue for no. =( nvm, try again another time...

accompanying boyfriend to dentist tml! its a sight i wouldt want to see because i know boyfriend will have a harder time trying to eat =( poor boy.

was talking to my friend, and i realised i do not really blog things that are really personal. like my innermost thoughts or all my unhappiness. i guess i do in the past, but looking through my entries these few months, i realised i don't. not that im a happy person everyday now..but somehow, i rather type it in some doc and save it instead of publishing it online. maybe blogging is not a thing for me now. hah..nvm..random thoughts...

christmas is comingggggggggg!!!!!!

i accompanied boyfriend to extract his teeth! 2 down...2 more to go =( ouch! i think i will never make braces! so painful to see him like that =(( and i used to think im not afraid of blood...now i think i do..maybe a little bit...=/

im starting to RUN AGAIN!!!

and yay! dim sum buffet later!!! yummyyyy! =)

fri
played wii at boyfriend's hse. quite fun but super taxing on my arms..aching =/

sat
out with boyfriend to j8. shopped around, dinnered, watched power ranger perfomance, ate yogurt, walked everywhere and went back home.

sunday
i woke up at 4.45am! so early =x boyfriend and family came to pick me up at 5.30am and off we went to people's park to wait for the coach to malaysia. the trip could had been better if not for the weather. at least i could get some tann or smth...haha..but too bad, it rained most of the time and we had to walk in the rain. and there was a part when the rain got too heavy, we were stucked with the goats. so everyone just kept feeding them =x good money earned for the malaysians. lunch was at a fruit farm. a wide array of fruits for us to eat. haaha! then it was buying of things as we walked along the streets. stopped for dinner. and off we hopped on a boat to see the fireflies! they were all clustered around trees and it looked just like a christmas tree. so prettyyy =) the day ended after we were done looking at fireflies and we headed back to spore. freezing cold at night and i was down with a headache. must be the rain =/

we planned a surprise for ah na yesterday! haha! it was so fun! i think this kind of mission, i only get to see it within the fairies. haha! thumbs up =)

will upload the photos and do more elaboration soon!

and my boyfriend just got me worried again. he called me and told me he going hospital and i went 'HUH?!' but no worries, the fact that he can call me and tell me he is going to the hospital means that he is alright. i think army MOs like to refer nsmen to A&E...haha..its like the second time already. okay, hope the doctors do the check up quick so that i noe how he's doing.

IM SUPER TIRED. but im staying up to do smth =) lets hope the file transfer be quick. trying to keep myself awake now.

hmmm...

there's a blister on my foot. PAIN! i think i cant wear heels or covered shoes. my skin is too thin. always ended up with blisters =(

rahhh...i dont know what else to say. im killing time here!

realised i have not gone out with boyfriend for longgggggggg. i mean to shop, movie and relax..not just dinner and home =x

blame it on ns. y did you kope away saturday as well?!

alright..file transfer done! off to work!

happy 21st birthday to polar bear and 20th birthday to shaun!







everyone!

and yes, met ah na ydae to go shopping yesterday. went expo because there is john little sales BUT apparently it had ended and ah na thought it hadnt. so upon arriving at expo, we walked down the halls. and halls after halls, we did't see anything and this ah na SUPER OPTIMISTIC can...'sure have, maybe its hall 1 or 2' =x haha! so we ended up in town. manicure at far east!! =) shopped around and went to meet boyfriend for dinner. my legs are achingggggggggggg.

met alexis for lunch in the afternoon. chit chat and had more updates abt IMH. endless office politics do harm to health =/ no good. anw, i managed to send amara off today!!! =)))) happy!

and off to meet fairies tml!! whee~

tired from going out everyday. but nvm. seldom i go out like 10 consecutive days. haha! =p

AND I WISH MY BLOG - 'HAPPY 4TH ANNIVERSARY!'

let the pictures do the talking!

zoo trip with my social work mates!! amara is probably on the plane back home...
DARRENNNN!! DAWNNNN!!! crop your faces and put them in the photos!















6D GATHERING!





half the class of 6D'2001 =))

im fully utilising my concession! hahahha!

wed was out to cityplaza to shop with my sis. but the clothes there were soo messy its a big headache to shop. we turned the shop inside out BUT we didnt buy any. hahah..except 3 pairs of shoes =) yay! im starting to like buying pairs of shoes. ooh..does that sound more feminine? then off to ps to walk abit more and home sweet home.

thurs was stay in! home for the day to lie on sofa and stone =) perfect! but my perfect day got abit spoilt because i quarrelled with bf =( but bf came over to my hse at night and gave me a box of chocolate with a pink rose inside. problem solved. im too easy to hong.

fri was my little expedition to find 38hertford road to collect my ordered jelly hearts =)cause i felt bad quarrelling with boyfriend so i decided to surprise him with the jelly hearts. and i feel so proud of myself because i didnt get lost. hhaha! off to clementi to meet boyfriend, pass him my little present and bus our way back to his place for dinner. and who knows, we quarrelled again ='(

sat was out meeting my primary sch friends! its like a yearly gathering but the different thing this year was, we got our primary sch form teacher to come too! so that was quite interesting. celebrated regina's bdae, dinnered and we set off to serangoon garden for a drink. and hm near 2am =/

sun was out with social work mates! off to the zoo! a pity darren got called back to army and dawn couldnt make it last min. but anw, went to the zoo because amara is flying back to cambodia so we accompanied her there. great camwhoring session as we practically took pictures of the entire zoo. haha! but the animals were not cooperative because they were busy slping!zzzzz...i left slightly earlier and went to meet boyfriend and family for dinner. and home sweet home!

relationship is a funny thing. i think it will come to a point in time when major quarrel sets u thinking. thinking of a whole string of questions. and u get all emo. its funny why u choose to think that much and create all those questions for urself and make urself feel uncertain. i think im someone who can rmb words that ppl say. whether is it gd or bad. and sometimes when i look at you, i think of the words u said and it sets me thinking again. but oh well, no worries, boyfriend and i are alright.

off to bedddddddd!

im back to revive my blog!

finally ended my last paper today! =) LIKE FINALLY.