whenever i read my previous post....i laugh at it once...e more i look at it...e more i laugh....how retard can a person can?? ahhh!! okie...im goin pretty crazy now...

okie...is time i get back to reality again...

so tomolo is e start of a new week again...so wad haf i done for my weekend??? ans: spent slackin it!! gosh...promos is cumin soon n i still got e time to slack...sigh! but i just simply cant find e mood to study...ahhhh....=x

alright...i must start to mug frm tomolo onwards!!!

netball trainin tomolo!! yay!!! i realised netball gurls are goin all crazy over soccer guys...(im e exception)...durin trainings u will see e gurls starin hard at e field...n sceamin n shoutin e moment they see sum shuai ge....eeeerrrr..... n bondin sessions for netball gurls were toks abt guys n more guys n more more guys....more eeeeerrrrrs....alamak...=x so all i could sae was...'yayaya...tat one shuai....not bad lar' otherwise would be 'huh...who's tat...shuai meh?'

oh ya..i need to clarify smth....to all MERIDIANS J1: im not tat koh see hui in 06s213!!! stop tellin me tat my eom was used as e model for e j1s when i haven even hand up my eom lar....

---- HIGHLIGHTs OF THE WEEK ----

1. I LOVE POKKA GREEN TEA!!!! =)))))))
contradiction eh? for those who know me...shld know tat i dun exactly like green tea...
oh my goodness!!! i did e most retarded thing ever....tat dae after maths lecture...i was walkin down e stairs to e exit...n so i saw my sg...n yesh! sg was walkin beside me...n guess wad my laogong was tryin to do??

laogong: *nudge me to sg*
c hwee: "stupid cheryl!!!!!!"
sg: *stared at both of us*
c hwee: *quickly walked away*
laogong: *attempted to walk slower*
c hwee: *turn behind to look for laogong but saw sg instead*
zzzzzz~~~~ahhhh!!!!
c hwee: *got electrocuted*
laogong: *giggles*

yesh..tats abt it...is okie if u dun get it...hehex...=))))

2. i saw my laogong's laogong on teevee...he's so shuai!!!( im forced by my laogong to type this) *shrugged*

3. totally pissed off with someone....argh!!! u think u big u win arh...

4. oh ya...im called DOTS now...cool yea?

mux be wonderin y my post todae so rubbish yea...hahax...but well...is okie to haf rubbish post once in a blue moon...hahax...=)))

oh ya...received an email frm my frenx...and i thought e horoscope thingy was so true...

LEO WOMAN
She will stand out of the crowd on the street. Leo woman normally tall or rather tall. You will hardly see a short thick woman. When she walks she walk like a queen, confident and does not look around, though as if there is no one around her.

She will dress in her own style not according to fashion. She is confident of what she choose to wear. Do not buy cheap cloths where they sell in dozen for her as a gift, she will hate it. Also do not buy cloths that do not reflect her confident personality.

She likes unique and strange cloths and accessories. Being different is what she loves.
If you want to know her, take times and be patient because she is selective about people she mingles with. (this is pretty true...hehex...)

She's open minded, but yet she is not letting people get to close to her easily.
She likes sweet words and compliments, but not too much. She smiles with anyone, but inside she thinks she is borne to be a leader. She likes to be in control because it is in her nature instinct.

She is a graceful woman , and she has a magnetic charisma, so expect tough competition. She is a very proud person, so do not do anything to challenge her confident. She can be mad and act like a hurricane, and later can be like an innocent kitten, but do not fall for her O.K. (hahax..tat sounds pretty familiar...hahax...)

She remembers everything and likes to cherish her sweet memory, so if you find her old photo albums with her ex-boyfriend or love letters that will make you puke, take it easy.( maybe?? but thx goodness i dunhaf a photo album...perhaps tat explains y i refuse to take photos) She is keeping her sweet memory does not mean she still in love with the old fool, so you do not have to panic.

She will have many guys run after her, so if you have advantage of a good background family, or a famous last name, a successful career then it's a plus.

She hates to be poor and she thinks love will not pay bills. (dun quite get it)

She is a sport type and love sports. (yesh! i love netball)

If you want to date her, prepare to spend big bugs, for your first dinner with her can not be a hot dog stand, but better be the best place in town.(this aint true at all...i think eatin at hotdog stand is such a romantic thing to do!!)

Being poor or broke make her depress. (slightly)

If you do not have lots of money, be creative and make your own gift for her. It's unique quality and times spending making it for her is a big deal. (definitely true!!! dun u think is so sweet of someone to make something for u??) You can think economical, but do not be cheap.

--go green--the green man is flashing--green trees--green grass--green hairtie--green signposts--greenie!!!

todae big walk is indeed a BIG walk lar...initially heard dunnoe who in e class sae will be a 10km walk..but it ended up like 1.0km??? dots lar!! alamak...make me wake up so early to walk one round ard e park at marina there...ZzZzZ...cant they plan a longer distance so our trip there will be more worthwhile? but well...guess we ended up takin photos instead...n headed to bugis mac for breakfast...n yes...i met zhen yew there...e victoria guy...n suprisin we still recognise each other...n yes pearly...we have similar mothers...hahax...typical mothers in spore...anywae...we headed to arcade to play...or rather e guys wanted to play...so we just tagged along...see e clifford e pro drivin e car...wenyuen e shooter busy killin e enemies...

to someone who participated in e SMRT challenge:
sorrie!!! guess u noe wad i meant yea?

n e gurls proceeded for window shoppin! i bet we walked 10km ard e mall...rite laogong n huixian? n ya...im so in LOVE with GREEN!!!!!!!!!!!! n laogong!!! how could u promote my SG to other ppl!!!! hmph!!! =x

just realised i haven been touchin e com for 5 days...tat sounded long...hahax...

e highlight of e week was proudly contributed by FIONA LEE...
she's super furnie...cox we had maths lecture tat dae...n before e lecture started...she was still tellin me she was hungry...e lecture went on...n suddenly...i heard someone's stomach growlin...n its like from soft to loud...and it was for a prolonged period....n i started giggling...before i knew it...all those sittin at my row n e row in front were gigglin also...i looked at cheryl n asked her who was it...n e moment she said fiona...i almost burst out luffin...n she was super paiseh cos she didnt realised e sound came frm her stomach until awhile after...hahax!!! n tat led me...cheryl n huixian to laugh non stop while walkin from e LT to e classroom...=P there's still more...like how she misread sigma n pi(pie) bond as sigma and pi(pea) bond...n yada yada....

netball trainin is gettin tougher as e competition is gettin nearer...n it so happen to fall on 19 aug...hahax...n yes...im trainin hard too...n im gettin to noe more of e gurls better...=) n yes...im startin to love netball...hahax! sometimes..things are so weird..is either u got nth to do at all durin a period of time...or things started to jam up...tat time netball trainin was only once a week...n trainin wasnt exactly tat tough...st john wasnt of too much a problem...n sch work was alright...but all of a sudden...netball trainin become twice a week...n sometimes trainin ended at 8pm...and sir ben just called me recently n asked me to take over all his admin stuff as he goin for ns which means i gotta keep track n check all e term report..year end report...nominal rolls...bf forms...public duty files...cpb files.....n more...n promos is cumin in 2mths time...n i gotta revise my work...eeeeww...alright..so now is e time to haf a better time managment before i screw my promos n tats it...

anywae...ended sch at 12.05pm yesterdae...but had this chocolate fondue party in sch at 2pm...n everyone had to go...so i accompanied my laogong home to print her sj stuff first before returnin to sch for e fondue party...n yes! my laogong house is super nice lar...nice environment...nice deco...nice temptin swimmin pool...n we drank white wine + sprite in this wine glass...hahax! n apparently...i couldnt taste e white wine at all...watched teevee...ate some chips...left house ard 1plus...n i was so kind to help her carry her bag as she was complainin how heavy it was...anywae...e chocolate fondue party was a big flop i think...not much of atmosphere...n it was more of bondin wif own frenx rather than bondin e whole atlas house...n wad is a chocolate party without chocolate? didnt stay for long...ate some strawberries n marshmallows...n i headed home...my headache was killin me...

oh ya....im goin for a BIG WALK tomolo!!! this is cool...but is 10km....tats like a distance frm macRitchie to bukit timah hill lar...but nvm...i'll burn off fats!! n this walk is organised by the children's society...a walk for those children...so is a meaningful walk...=)

alright...tats abt it...i'll stop here for now...gotta go do my phy...update when im free again...

i admit im disappointed wif e faq team...they had all their facts wif em...but still...they didnt win...but i guess e process means much more than gettin e trophy...perhaps i could had put in more effort n guide em thru...just felt tat i could had help em alot more in a way or another...but i guess wads over is over...to the faq team: im proud of u guys!

anywae...went back to mj in e afternoon after the faq for tile painting...pretty interestin! get to design ur own tile...n sell em durin ndp for charity purpose...meaningful yea? anywae...was wif my laogong...fiona..n huixian...as usual...we crapped thru...hahax...n my laogong keep sayin my art is lousy...hmph!!! fine lor...wad kind of laogong is this...btw...my sis commented tat e tile wif all e 'guai shou' and earth veri nice okie...started raining in e midst of doin our tiles...n tat triggers huixian n cheryl to sing! n they sing like some oldies song...duh...n ended up makin everyone luff...=x left for home ard 4 plus...hahax...n e security uncle taught me how to open e gate!! hahax..tats like so furnie lar...i kept pullin n pushin e gate...but i just cant open it...then e security uncle came and said ' girl, there's a trick to it' and he pushed e main gate slightly...and opened e small gate for me...hahax...oh well..so much for e dae...

anywae...im home alone now...could had gone to my ah ma hse...but just received a msg frm waiyin...sayin ms ng wanted us to complete e tutorial...argh...i seriously dun realli like this chem tutor...she like so...indecisive...inefficient...inexperienced...i wan MR SUNG back!!!!! oh well..since i had to do my work..might as well just stay home...go my ah ma hse next week hao le...ahhhh...im stonin at home!!! ZzZz...haven realli been revisin my work this weekend...haixx...gotta buck up le!!! anywae...im so excited tomolo!! hahax...cox got pe lesson...got netball training...n is cheryl's crazy day!

im back!!! gosh! super tiring...had netball training todae...n ive finally mastered e footwork...hahax...oh ya oh ya...e sch team is back! hahax...initially they didnt wan to form sch team...but now...e teacher sort of agree...n so...e netball gurls will be training for tournament =)

didnt make it to my sis grad ceremony yesterdae...sniff!! but still managed to take many photos wif her in her graduation robe...hahax...she looks so cute wif e square square hat( si fang mao i meant)...is like u study for like 16 years before u get to put on e robe? just knew tat my sis was super happie yesterdae...just kept smilin n smiling...n even agreein to take retarded photos wif us(she usually refused to)...but i heard one person in her faculty kinda didnt make it...as in he graduated thou...but aint allow to be called on to e bar...erm...which mean tat before u can be a fully qualified lawyer...u first haf to be permitted by the judge...smth like tat...so e poor guy didnt make it thou...which means he studied for e past few years in vain...n so it made me ponder...wad if u work so hard n studied for e past dunnoe how many years...n suddenly u decided to screw ur final paper n everything went down e drain...n most imptly... u pay e school fees for nth...=X

errr...update another time...go help my mum cook...

ahhh...this is so irritatin...e econs teacher wan us to go e-learnin n read up on market failure before the tutorial tomolo...but i just cant open e file...ZzZz....so aint my problem tat i didnt read up on market failure before hand....*shrugged*

anywae...todae is MONDAY...wad a long week ahead...ZzZ...but nonetheless...i was luffin e entire dae due to cheryl's craze...was discussin wif fiona...whether we will get thinner if we luff more...hmm...maybe...=p stayed back after sch todae wif cheryl..fiona..n huixian...n it was super productive...finished my chem homework...MI tutorial...*grinx* =)

hmm...this is goin to be so excitin...my sis gonna haf her graduatin ceremony tomolo at nus...ahhhh....im so happie for her....she's graduatin n she's not gonna study for her entire life!!! jealous!!!but i wonder whether i could get there in time...pasir ris to clementi sounds far...=X

sometimes i realli wonder whether im realli alright...it had been 5mths...but e moment i thought abt it again...i cry...i noe it sounds silly...but how can a short 5mths be compared to smth tat lasted so long n expectin myself to forget abt it n move on...i noe he would had recovered like donkey years ago...but im still strugglin...stoppin myself frm thinkin abt it...makin myself occupied every single min...stoppin myself frm droppin a single drop of tears...n repeatedly tellin myself im strong...n i'll be fine...i mean..these methods work well...but does it realli mean im okay...or am i just plain covering my wound tat would otherwise be left open?without treatin it? am i forced to be what i am?

so here's e photos i said i would upload long ago...hehex...=D

spot me in e photo!!!

4/5 of e guys and 1/5 of e gurls of O6S212...
realise this photo is interestin....taken without any of us noticin..well maybe except zhirong...hahax...huixian busy smsin...im busy cleanin my specs...n my laogong dunnoe wad she doin wif her weird facial expression...

anywae...so much for e photos...still got alot actually...but e com abit slow in uploadin photos...anywae...got back my mid year papers...rubbish results!! eeeewww....nth more to sae...is far frm wad i expected...so much for muggin so hard...=X

oh ya...i've been complainin y i didnt get any tickets to watch e ndp...n yet i turned it down when sir ben offered me e tickets to watch e rehearsal...ZzZzZ...guess it was abit too last min...hmm...piggin at home todae...attempted to do phy tutorial...but my brain too lazy to think...so ended up watch teevee...smth tat doesnt require any brain cells...hahax...help my mama bake cake in e evenin...so tirin...keep stirin n stirin n stirin...tryin to get e sugar to melt in e butter...n stir summore when e eggs were added in...n stir more when e flour were added...ZzZz...okie...i'll update another time...im goin to eat e cake!!!

hehex...went to yiching hse yesterdae for bbq!! it was sum sort of a farewell thingy...cox yiching n tingxuan goin to fly back to australia e next dae...met e2 ppl at serangoon interchange n we took a bus down to yiching house...tingxuan n yiching had alreadi started bbqing...n we were all too busy attackin e food....hahax....sat there...n tok n tok...and as usual...jerald n mitchell came up wif some furnie lame games and songs...hahax...so miss e days in 4e2 when everyone would just luff at e furnie lyrics tat jerald or mitchell made up...

anywae...stayed there till ard 9plus...n went home...super tired...i mux had luff too much...in sch n durin e bbq...hardly feel like tokin when i reach home...=x i shall stop here...im abit lazy to update further...

im back again to update....this is weird...just when sch reopens tomolo...i suddenly wan to use e com like so desperately...so wad haf i been doin when i kept complainin i got nth to do at home for e past few daes...hmm....*shrugged*

anywae...todae was out...supposedly for a class outin wif s212...but well...do u call 9ppl a class outin...hahax...but nonetheless...we had fun lar...thx zhirong!! maybe e next outin will haf more ppl yea? hahax....=)

oh ya..todae's outin was cyclin at pasir ris park...hahax..wad an interestin outin yea? but well...cycled for 2hrs...i was cyclin wif cheryl...hahax...we took a double one...cox my dear laogong doesnt noe how to cycle...but anywae...it was so much fun cyclin doubles...cox got someone to tok to when u cycle...n scream wif u when u go downhill...hahax...but one bad thing is tat i cant u-turn...alwaes ended up goin one big round...dots. =x

n so we cycle n cycle...take photos n more photos...

went for lunch at tampines...walked ard century square...e gurls were busy lookin for ear rings...while e poor guys simply refused to step into e shop....cox they sae it is only meant for gurls...alamak...=x n so they stood outside e shops...shops after shops...hahax...=p n we went to take neoprints...hahax..bet it was cheryl's favourite...came all e way back to meet us again just to take e neoprints...but sadly...zhirong n iyzan aint there...but anywae...we took plenty of photos todae...will upload it in my next entry...=)

oh ya oh ya...i went swimmin wif my cousin yesterdae...n she huh....make me wait for like 1hr!!!! 1hr outside e swimmin complex all alone!!! she best sia...we are suppose to meet at 10.30am n she overslept n woke up at 10.30am instead....n e furnie thing was...when she reached..she called me n asked me where i was....i told her i was outside e entrance...n i continued, 'we are meetin at yio chu kang there yea?' n she said...' wad??! i thought we sae toa payoh??' gosh! seems like i haven woke up yet...im so sotong...actually got e wrong place....but anywae..since she made me wait for so long....she made e trip down to yio chu kang instead...n it was like 12.15pm when we finally got ourselves into e pool....almost got cooked in there.... =x or rather...im cooked!

REJOICE!!!! cox is st john's dae todae!!! hahax....how exciting!! wanted to go back in e afternoon initially...but yea...i mux realli sae a big THANKEW to sir ben man...for causin me to wake up at 5.45am...as he sent me a msg just last night n demandin me to be in zhonghua by 7.20am...this is so nice of him...n even nicer of him not to give me a lift to sch...wads e pt in gettin a drivin license when u dun drive? oh well...anywae...reached zhonghua right on e dot at 7.20am...met up wif jackie...n i became e photographer gurl...just busy snappin photos..n more photos..n more more photos...n e parade ended at 8.20am...decided to just stay in sch since i came all e way frm punggol to serangoon....n yep...qingjun offer another movie screenin...called 40 year old virgin...is erm...well...a movie full of vulgarites...n lots of sexual talks here n there...it shldnt be m18...it shld be rated as r21...eeeew...anywae...didnt finish watchin it...kinda grossed out after awhile...went walkin ard e sch wif jenny...n as usual...jenny loves scratchin her legs...=x

n yea...guess who i saw...TOH TING XUAN and LEE YI CHING....gasp! i was abit slow actually...i was walkin down e canteen..n tingxuan was just standin there...starin at me...n i didnt realise it at all...n for a moment when i knew it was her...i got abit shocked...n e next moment...came a big big hug...it was so nice seein her again...i'll nva forget how disgustin we were when we ate at mr bean...hahax...! =) okie..this is onli between us...shhh...n yep...saw yi ching as well...didnt exactly noe how to react either...i sae a hi...n gave a big hug...hehehex...=)

anywae...stayed on in sch till 4plus...was just idlin in st john rm...to e extent tat qingjun n i started playin wif volleyball n soccer ball in e rm...hahax...n poor li hao was e monkey...hahax....anywae...qingjun was teachin me how to play bridge n dai dee as well...dunnoe how u spell tat...anywae...learnt to play tat sum years back...but i guess i forgotten it all...n is either qingjun is pretty good at it...or im simply lousy at it...kept losin...eeeew...n this horrible lihao kept luffin at me....oh well..so much for a fruitful afternoon....

n im back home again...alone again!!! argh!!!