was blog hopping...realised i haven been catching up with my friends for ages =(( i have not been talking to ah ryl, sian n mok for like dunno how long. booo =(( and i was chatting with ah na online yesterday and that was like after how long we didnt meet and talk despite studying in the same school and taking one same module.

sometimes i don't know what im doing. seriously.

and i dunno whats wrong with me. i think i dun feel as healthy as before =( maybe i have not been running for long. and i cant run now because i don't want to perspire which may probably worsen my little allergy on my stomach which is well on recovery. booo! im so problematic nowadays. and my period aint coming its getting on my nerve! RAHHH!

maybe im too stress which explains my little allergy and long overdue period which doesnt wan to come?

probably.

driving lesson that day wasnt as bad. but he scolded me! because my car rolled backwards =/ haha! i think i'll freak out when im driving when this man keeps shouting at me! it makes me hate driving =( which explains why i always dread having lessons. sometimes he just pushed my hand to make me steer to the right. sometimes he just keeps saying 'FASTER! U GOT TO DRIVE FASTER. SPEED UP SPEED UP! CHANGE UR GEAR NOW!' or he goes 'HURRY! GEAR 2 NOW, BACK TO UR LANE NOW, TURN LEFT INFRONT. FAST FAST!' and i end up panicking =/ BOO! and i always stress myself before lessons because im so scared my car will stall, i cant u-turn properly, i cant drive fast enough and blah blah. hai. but sometimes u tell ppl, they don't get why u are so scared for what. but i think different character ba. subjective.

that explains my high cortisol level.

and this sem is so xiong. tests every now and then. finished with one test and the next test comes. im forever studying. i feel so tired =( and looking at the number of essays due.....RAHHH....

that expplains an even higher cortisol level.

high cortisol level + even higher cortisol level = weak immune system = vulnerable to anything = little allergies = delayed period

HAHA! this is called the seehwee's theory of stress.

alright. back to my notes and my cup of milktea!