we rushed there as soon as we receive e call...waited for e dumb cab for half an hour and finally reached NUH at 11plus pm...we rushed to the ICU...and waited outside while e doctors were tryin to save him....e door opened...and e nurse wanted all to go in...tat moment...i knew he wun make it...i walked into e ICU...it was extremely cold...i took a look him...and i cried...he had tubin all over him...i looked at e screen...his heartbeat had turn 0...n his blood pressure was droppin...15...14...13...he left us...my sis n i walked up to him...i held his hand n i looked at him..he looked all so weak...i cried...

nva in my life had i witness such death n it just dawned upon me...how fortunate i am...frankly...i've yet to encounter e death of my close relative...n i just cant imagine tat i lost my grandpa tat night...my grandma was devastated...havin lived wif him for e past 50years...he just left her all alone...i cried upon seein my grandma...all of us sat outside...and waited for e police to certify e death...my grandpa had an operation but it failed...which probably had led to his death...toopit doctors!!!! since they arent even sure of e operation...y did they still carry on wif it...worst still...durin e operation...they didnt even do anythin...open up his chest n they realise they couldnt do e bypass...so open his leg instead...still cannot....stitch it back....n there...my grandpa was gone...just like tat...perhaps it might had been a form of escape for him...as in...he didnt have to suffer so much anymore...he opted for e operation thou...knowin e risk...but shouldnt e doctors had at least put in their effort in savin him...rather then realisin that here cannot bypass...there cannot bypass...and end up...open him n stitch him again...i mean...if they had done their best...perhaps i wouldnt be hatin em tat much...argh...