Monday, May 30, 2005

happy
you represent the begining of life. you are bright
and cheerful and love being who you are!

What part of life do you represent? ( AWESOME anime pics ^_^)

hahax..yet another quiz to try...so bored!!!!! revise one chpt of amaths...and here i am...slackin again...-gosh-

Saturday, May 28, 2005

ahh....totally sianx...jux feel so redundant...dunnoe wad to do either...wanted to do sum hw...but headache decided to struck me...wad a coincident...alone at home...no one to tok to...he needs to study...i cant bug him...cum online also no ppl de...argh....i seriously need to start muggin...tryin to study my chem for e past few daes...not exactly a failure but neither is it a success...hahax...but i jux dun feel e accomplishment...jux feel so slack...haixx...terrible mixed feelin in me...

was feelin peeved at sumone...cum on lar...dun keep bombardin me wif qns kae...is not as if i can ans em all and when i dunnoe...dun showcase ur talent...i noe u are smart n i am dumb...i keep failin and u kept scorin...but halo...can wake up nort...u are in no position to ask me to study hard and dun disappoint u...u are WHO to me???!!wait till u are in upper sec...u will get it...dun keep questionin me abt my results...if u are so smart...take ur o's now lar...wat e hell....argh....irritatin pig...

ahhh....somethin nice now to calm down... i got my o'level chi cert le...hahax...can go becum relieve teacher le...hahax...=p hey...e sky looks wonderful now...big fluffy cloud in e clear blue sky....ahhhh....-nice- feel like touchin e fluffy clouds...hahax...
hmm...i missed him....and he better score an A1...dun waste my effort arh...and thx for e 50cents...-duh- =x


Tuesday, May 24, 2005

ah...totally exhausted!!!!! woke up early in e mornin...okie..not exactly tat early lar...about 7am liddat...ate breakfast and daddi drove e family to MacRitchie there...for a mornin walk..hahax...healthy family! =p went there for e purpose of e treetop view thingy...set off for our destination at 8.45am...a 11km walk...after walkin for more than an hour...we finally reached...but...we had to queue to get on tat bridge...duh...can u imagine queuin wif all other ppl...all sticky and wet...and u are breathin in e air...e hot air...so hot lar....=x hmph! okie..we finally got onto e bridge...erm...let me describe e walk...doesnt feel exactly nice thou...nth much to see...and e bridge...should build those swinging swinging type de...then more trillin...but sadly...tat bridge...rarely swing when we walked...no fun...=x we climbed all e way up for an hour plus...jux to walk e bridge tat is barely 200m...erm...not tat worthwhile i guess...hahax...but is okie...at least i walked e bridge...then we took e path back...stopped at ranger station for water....and carried on wif e journey....walk and walk and walk...so happie tat we goin to end e walk le...then DUH...we came back to ranger station again...HAHAX...demoralisin huh...sistas and i so blurr and sotong...see e map also see wrongly...nononono..correction --- see e map de ren bu shi wo...is my da jie...hahhax...so we ended up we takin a u- turn back....haixx...exhausted...supposedly e walk is 11km...but well...cos we so blurr..kept walkin wrong routes here and there....hahax...in e end...dunnoe how many km we walked le...by e time we walked back to e carpark...was alreadi 1pm le...whoa...3hour plus of walkin non-stop...got on e car...and i slept my way back...ZzZZZzz...exhaustin but fun though...was tryin to teach my sista sing tat banana song...but she was too tired to learn...hahax...

Monday, May 23, 2005

hahax....been tryin so many tests...hey peeps...go try em out ba...dunnoe true or not...sum seem to be true thou...hehehex...anywae...i was touched by wad u said yesterdae...realli...
Your Birthdate: August 19
Your birth on the 19th day of the month adds a tone of independence and extra energy to your life path.
But at the same time, it poses a number of obstacles to overcome before you are able to be as independent as you would like. The number 1 energy suggests more executive ability and leadership qualities than your path may have indicated.

A birthday on the 19th of any month gives greater will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather original approach. However, a somewhat self-centered approach to life that may be in conflict with some of the other influences in your life.
This 1 energy may diminish your ability and desire to handle details, preferring instead to paint with a broad brush.

You are sensitive, but your feeling stay somewhat repressed.
You have a compelling manner that can be dominating in many situations.
You do not tend to follow convention or take advice very well.

Consequently, you tend to learn through experience; sometimes hard experiences.
The 19/1 is a loner number and you may experience feelings of being alone even if you are married.
You may take on a tendency to be nervous and angry.



omg...sounds rather terrible huh...=x

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?



Sunday, May 22, 2005



Your #1 Match: ISFJ


The Nurturer
You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways.In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.
You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

Your #2 Match: INFJ


The Protector
You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity.Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is.You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience.You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them.
You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher.

Your #3 Match: ISFP


The Artist
You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.Simply put, you enjoy bueaty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs.
You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.


hey peeps...u might wan to try this out...not bad not bad...all e above three career field includes psychologist...pediatrician...bla bla bla...hmm...pediatrician...tats wad i wan to be...hehex....

Saturday, May 21, 2005

harlow!!! SiCkEnIn JeNnY waNs ME tO bLoG...-eew- went to sj todae...first thing i received was her BIG hug!!! hahahax...i think i hug a bamboo...whahahax....

harlow.. this is jenny here.. see hweee got nth to write at all.. she is so lame... she failed her physics by half a mark and she is amused.. how funni.. ok, i am a good nco, gtg now.. cyaz...

how good an nco....*shake head vigorously* btw...see hwee not lame kae...both legS still workin fine...blog again later...

Monday, May 16, 2005

ah....finally finished all e tests le...lol....finally took a break...hmm...now dun feel like doin anything le...need to recuperate....replenish my brain cells...hahax...! this is jux a tests and i had totally stressed myself out....if it is e o's...then how arh? *pondering* =X

durin those tests period....quite many things happened i guess....e most devastin news was tat e zone 5 zone commissioner passed away...it happened all too sudden...was studyin for my phy paper when sir ben called me and told me about it...i jux gave him a big 'HUH'...this news was passed on to e whole corp...and all e year 1-3 attended his funeral as well as me..jen..eliza...and jackie...for those remaining ppl hu did not attend his funeral cox of some excuses...u should reflect upon urself...realli...

thursdae mornin at 9plus...we all gathered and left for little india...tat was where e funeral was held...few of us were told to do e slow march....to escort e coffin...we were rehearsin...and this was e last thin we all could do for e zone com...after few rounds of practising...e time for zone com to leave came...all e sj ppl includin officers...gave him 3 bows...and mourn...and u could hear all e sniffin and sobbin sounds...and his family members were cryin their eyes out...

sir ben and few other officers carried his coffin while e 12 of us...did e slow march...as we walked past...officers saluted him...and they cried...every single one of em...i was controlin myself then as i did e march...e coffin was loaded onto e vehicle and we boarded e bus to e crematorium sumwhere at mandai...as we arrived...i was actually stunned to see e number of ppl waitin to be cremate...it is as though u are in a clinic whereby they flashes ur no. for ur turn...and in this case...they flashes e decreased name...i mean...i didnt realise how many ppl are cremated each dae...as we entered e service hall...e monks were chantin something...so tat e zone com would rest in peace....and that moment when e coffin was pushed away...his wife was realli devasted...i had nva grew to realise tat to part wif sumone tat was once so close to u...was tat painful...i failed to realise how fortunate i am...to be living here...where i am all surrounded by e care and concern by e others...it was realli heart breakin to see his wife and his children...tat scene...we all broke down...thinkin back....e zone commissioner may not be someone tat is close to me...but he was e one...hu put on my sgt rank...e one whom i saluted to...e one hu watched e ncos passed out their courses....jux two weeks before his death...i greeted him...and nva did i realise...tat was e last greetin i gave him...he wasnt someone close to me...but he had affected me sum ways or another...he is still young....y did it happened to him...???!!!

we watched him at a room...as he left us...we all broke down again...his wife went hysterial...she fainted thrice...e worst of all is not death....but for those ppl hu faces his death...tat is e worst thing....no words could describe our feelins for him...e once strict and stern faces of all officers...all broke down into tears as they witnessed e crematin...we left e crematorium...back to little india...and boarded e bus back to sch...eveyone was gloomy...and to think i had to take my amaths paper after tat...e zone com death...had go to show how fragile life can be...for this past few weeks...we had been facin alot of death...e former president...zone com...and many others more which i dun think i haf to name them all...i had alwaes been tellin myself to cherish e ppl around us..and this death...had further reinforce this idea into my head...ppl...do cherish e ppl around u...often...we dun cherish em when they are around...we regret our actions onli when they left us...to e zone com...may u rest in peace....we move on wif our life and i am glad to see that his family...was strong...as they stand united to face his death....

after sayin so much on e issue...talk abt something happier ba...

wad is e best way to celebrate e end of exams? hmm...i had an extraordinary way....ATTENDIN CAMP MEETING....argh....spoiled my mood...after finishin my 2hr10min of endless scribblin of my lit paper...went for e meetin...met up wif eliza and jenny...so long since i had talked to em...hmm...we sat in for e meetin...then we went to do drills...hahax...so long since we 3 did drills together...and this jenny huh...dun sae le...our stamina all went down e drain...hahax...but furnie thou....our bang was still there...hmm...we are still e nursin team 04 afterall...hahax...meetin ended...me..jackie...sir ben...cl guohua...and lihao went for dinner...sir ben seems like a daddi to us...hahax...potential nice daddi...hehehex...abit picky though...ate our dinner...then ke ai de benjamin offered to treat us...hahax...took out a $100 note frm his wallet to foot e bill....eveyone opened our eyes big and looked at him...but couldnt blame him either..he is rich...hahax...and watmore...he offered to treat me to ice cream....hahax...led me another perspective of viewin him...all of us boarded 82...and sir ben...cl and lihao alighted at upper serangoon there to buy games...shockin huh...sir ben play games...hahax...but e time i reached home...9plus le...he called...we chatted...i missed him...=p

went out wif him e next dae...met him at e station at 1pm...as usual..i was late...hahax...went to catch a movie...watched coach carter...hahax..cox all other show nc16 de...ritex thomas carter? e show aint tat bad....quite nice lar...then we went for dinner...hahax...first time ever a guy shelled a prawn and cooked for me....hahax...bIg tHaNks to U...but i was totally bloated...boarded e train....back to punggol...and he walked me back...and he went to his aunt hse which is jux e next block...hahax...

realli wan to thank u for todae...u made my dae....i love u darlin...*hugs*