ah....finally finished all e tests le...lol....finally took a break...hmm...now dun feel like doin anything le...need to recuperate....replenish my brain cells...hahax...! this is jux a tests and i had totally stressed myself out....if it is e o's...then how arh? *pondering* =X

durin those tests period....quite many things happened i guess....e most devastin news was tat e zone 5 zone commissioner passed away...it happened all too sudden...was studyin for my phy paper when sir ben called me and told me about it...i jux gave him a big 'HUH'...this news was passed on to e whole corp...and all e year 1-3 attended his funeral as well as me..jen..eliza...and jackie...for those remaining ppl hu did not attend his funeral cox of some excuses...u should reflect upon urself...realli...

thursdae mornin at 9plus...we all gathered and left for little india...tat was where e funeral was held...few of us were told to do e slow march....to escort e coffin...we were rehearsin...and this was e last thin we all could do for e zone com...after few rounds of practising...e time for zone com to leave came...all e sj ppl includin officers...gave him 3 bows...and mourn...and u could hear all e sniffin and sobbin sounds...and his family members were cryin their eyes out...

sir ben and few other officers carried his coffin while e 12 of us...did e slow march...as we walked past...officers saluted him...and they cried...every single one of em...i was controlin myself then as i did e march...e coffin was loaded onto e vehicle and we boarded e bus to e crematorium sumwhere at mandai...as we arrived...i was actually stunned to see e number of ppl waitin to be cremate...it is as though u are in a clinic whereby they flashes ur no. for ur turn...and in this case...they flashes e decreased name...i mean...i didnt realise how many ppl are cremated each dae...as we entered e service hall...e monks were chantin something...so tat e zone com would rest in peace....and that moment when e coffin was pushed away...his wife was realli devasted...i had nva grew to realise tat to part wif sumone tat was once so close to u...was tat painful...i failed to realise how fortunate i am...to be living here...where i am all surrounded by e care and concern by e others...it was realli heart breakin to see his wife and his children...tat scene...we all broke down...thinkin back....e zone commissioner may not be someone tat is close to me...but he was e one...hu put on my sgt rank...e one whom i saluted to...e one hu watched e ncos passed out their courses....jux two weeks before his death...i greeted him...and nva did i realise...tat was e last greetin i gave him...he wasnt someone close to me...but he had affected me sum ways or another...he is still young....y did it happened to him...???!!!

we watched him at a room...as he left us...we all broke down again...his wife went hysterial...she fainted thrice...e worst of all is not death....but for those ppl hu faces his death...tat is e worst thing....no words could describe our feelins for him...e once strict and stern faces of all officers...all broke down into tears as they witnessed e crematin...we left e crematorium...back to little india...and boarded e bus back to sch...eveyone was gloomy...and to think i had to take my amaths paper after tat...e zone com death...had go to show how fragile life can be...for this past few weeks...we had been facin alot of death...e former president...zone com...and many others more which i dun think i haf to name them all...i had alwaes been tellin myself to cherish e ppl around us..and this death...had further reinforce this idea into my head...ppl...do cherish e ppl around u...often...we dun cherish em when they are around...we regret our actions onli when they left us...to e zone com...may u rest in peace....we move on wif our life and i am glad to see that his family...was strong...as they stand united to face his death....

after sayin so much on e issue...talk abt something happier ba...

wad is e best way to celebrate e end of exams? hmm...i had an extraordinary way....ATTENDIN CAMP MEETING....argh....spoiled my mood...after finishin my 2hr10min of endless scribblin of my lit paper...went for e meetin...met up wif eliza and jenny...so long since i had talked to em...hmm...we sat in for e meetin...then we went to do drills...hahax...so long since we 3 did drills together...and this jenny huh...dun sae le...our stamina all went down e drain...hahax...but furnie thou....our bang was still there...hmm...we are still e nursin team 04 afterall...hahax...meetin ended...me..jackie...sir ben...cl guohua...and lihao went for dinner...sir ben seems like a daddi to us...hahax...potential nice daddi...hehehex...abit picky though...ate our dinner...then ke ai de benjamin offered to treat us...hahax...took out a $100 note frm his wallet to foot e bill....eveyone opened our eyes big and looked at him...but couldnt blame him either..he is rich...hahax...and watmore...he offered to treat me to ice cream....hahax...led me another perspective of viewin him...all of us boarded 82...and sir ben...cl and lihao alighted at upper serangoon there to buy games...shockin huh...sir ben play games...hahax...but e time i reached home...9plus le...he called...we chatted...i missed him...=p

went out wif him e next dae...met him at e station at 1pm...as usual..i was late...hahax...went to catch a movie...watched coach carter...hahax..cox all other show nc16 de...ritex thomas carter? e show aint tat bad....quite nice lar...then we went for dinner...hahax...first time ever a guy shelled a prawn and cooked for me....hahax...bIg tHaNks to U...but i was totally bloated...boarded e train....back to punggol...and he walked me back...and he went to his aunt hse which is jux e next block...hahax...

realli wan to thank u for todae...u made my dae....i love u darlin...*hugs*