Monday, August 05, 2013

life suckssss

life sucks. i look in the mirror everyday and i think im ugly. sigh. i came to realise how it is not easy to change one's thinking. does cognitive therapy really works in that case? its hard to have positive thinking at times. its easy for people to dismiss your worries, but you know its hard for yourself to dismiss whatever worries and concerns you have. you just cant.

therapy yesterady was drama mama. the kid found pleasure engaging in the 'gag' action, and he did until he vomitted. AND I HAVE TO CLEAN IT UP because his mother went out, and his maid had her off day. so i cleaned and i almost wanted to puke as well =x then we moved on, and continued with session while he tried to make the 'gag' action over n over again, which irritated me because it just disrupted the whole session.rawr. then i brought him to the toilet, and after he cleaned himself with the toilet paper, he threw it into the toilet bowl by putting his hand in the toilet bowl water *gasp. and i tried to get him to wash his hands before he pull up his shorts but to no avail.

i feel more like a nanny than a therapist.

work is getting interesting now that im attached to girls' home. sat in for interview sessions with the girls, and went vivo with supervisor to bring the girl to collect her pay. fun! =)

hello migraine, pls go away.

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