i don't exactly know what i want to blog about. but i just want to blog.

i guess im pretty much overwhelmed by the heavy workload.not just sch work, but my tons of other committment out of sch. to the extent that i feel as if studying is not my priority anymore. which shouldnt be the case. i need to maintain my CAP! if not im just wasting my effort for the past 3 years pulling it up. so, press on!

anyway, went down to st andrew hospital in the evening and i was briefed about the experiment. i cant believe im acting as a stranger/experimenter for the Ainsworth Strange Situation. Its like, ainsworth strange situation is only something that we read about in books and now, i find myself being part of the experiment! ACTUALLY, ainsworth strange situation is not even within my scope and they just conveniently roped me into the experiment. but oh well, i guess its good exposure so i willingly agreed to help them out on top of running experiments for the 6mths infants. SO THAT MEANS GOODBYE TO MY SUNDAYs FROM NOW ONWARDS!

張芸京-相反的我
我看着镜子后面皱著眉的我
很孤单她有话想说
像天空不会永远都是蓝色的
有阴天你才会抬头
走穿多少的巷弄
笑了哭了
有三四个人爱我

Chorus:
我想要一个乱了
数字的时钟
我想做一个完全相反的我
我在这个世界拼命些什么
累死我
我有双不听任何命令的耳朵
去享受快乐加上自由的我
我要变成一颗透明的石头
我不会动
也不会痛

像轮胎用了太久 没气了 所以
原谅我 想消失几周
每个人都在选好的轨道奔走
讲真的我想要呼救
请看爱情的脸孔
美的丑的
几千万人都被愚弄了

Repeat Chorus
这个我 那个我
不一样的我
等什么 想什么
怕什么

ahahha! my song to listen to when im overwhemled with work. sometimes i really don't know why am i doing so many things at one time. but again, i realised that when i grow older, there are really alot of things out there that i want to try out. its really just a matter of taking that one step and you will realise how much you will gain in return. just like how i nva imagine myself being a therapist for a kid with autism. i reallly really learnt alot from it and i think this kind of experience is smth you wouldnt get in school and i totally didnt regret doing this. running experiments in lab is also another area we don't get out of textbooks. reading abt experiments and actually carrying em out are pretty much different. planning and running camps for typical and atypical children is also a good exposure for me especially when im studying psychology. i kind of like the feeling of knowing that i learnt something everytime i do a thing. is like i feel 'value added'. of course, at the end of the day, i get all stressed up and everything because i need to juggle this and that, but i think, its worthwhile. at least thats what i think as of now.

hokay, blog again later. back to my assignment.