time check: 4pm

1 more hr to go! =) one good thing about friday is that i get to knock off half an hour earlier and for the fact that supervisor is on leave todae, it just mean that i can knock off even earlier! maybe like 15mins earlier? hahax..but still, it is better than having none. n time passes pretty fast todae cox i was busy typing n typing n typing.

sometimes i feel im such a ?!@#?"> why? because i think i've been complaining too much. complaining too much abt other people. but sometimes, they just get on ur nerve and u just cant help it. yeah. im not daring enough to shoot em back, so i can only turn to my blog. sis say i shouldnt be bitching abt others on blog just in case they chance upon it.probably i should learn to tolerate more. and STOP COMPLAINING. boyfriend alwaes sae y i so 'ben', do this n that for her...but yeah...guess tats how much i can tolerate. i can be realli nice to someone if tat someone is realli nice to me..u noe..being nice without any motives...genuinely nice. but when someone treats me like dunno wad...i probably still do what he/she asks me to do..but tat probably is just me putting on a false front...i wun say it straight at their faces cox i dun think im tat daring enuff...so i'll end up complainin behind their backs..hahx..which in any case..is equally BAD.

so resolution for this month
- stop complaining. JUST WORK and get out of the office at 6pm

yeah. lets see how long i can keep to tat.

i realised that my blog has been pretty much alive lately.

anw...i was in a lousy mood todae..so i msged boyfriend

me: darling! ur girl is in a lousy mood! grrrr
nic: why? what's wrong?
me: im feeling FAT!
nic: haha...i feel fat too!

hahax..okie..i didnt feel tat lousy after tat...cox we are FAT together =x

nvm.tats random. running out of things to blog.

cant wait for work to end so i can
head home
go n run
bathe
dinner
watch tv
call boyfriend
slp
NEXT DAY.

i realised i've been such a pig lately...i've been slpin as early as 10 but i still cant get up in the morning for work. and unknowingly, i've already been workin in imh for like near 3 mths...tats realli long..n tat dae i received an email saying they need social worker assistant. the job scope includes home visiting, running errand for patients and etc...which i thought was smth i would like to do. so i replied to the email. but sadly...they needed someone that can work longer say half a year or so. aiyah. wasted.

weekends tml!

off to mandai to pray for ah gong with family tml. then i'll get to meet my boy =)