doctors can be irritating at times..one moment they tell u her condition is veri unstable and the next 48 hrs will be a crucial time, if anything happens, they might not be able to revive her...e next moment, they tell u...she is okie and can be discharge...so what is it?

tat time my ah gong also liddat...e doctor told us to be mentally prepared becox he might leave us anytime tat dae..but ended up, e doctor kept tellin us e same thing for like a few daes...keep sayin cannot survive e dae...n got us all panic and worried...camp in the hospital, slept in e car, rushin home to bathe at midnight......

right...this time is my great grandmother...she is strong and healthy all along...till she complains of chest pain a few daes back and was admitted to e hospital...n so qiao...e ward she is in happens to be e same blk and same level as my grandfather tat time...heard frm my parents my ah ma kinda recalled e incident when my ah gong was still ard...n fainted..got rushed to A & E tat night...heartbreakin...

went to visit my great grandmother last night...she was slpin so we didnt disturb her...we stood outside e ward...n happened to witness someone who had just passed away being wheeled out of e ward...followed by a whole grp of ppl, tearin behind...sigh. accompanied my sister to visit her fren's mum who was in e hospital as well...a pretty complicated situation but i hope auntie will stay strong...

i just dun get it...y cant we all be appreciative of wad is ard us now? cherish all those who are around us...i alwaes get veri emo when i go to hospital...life and death is just a line apart...who noes what will happen tml...it is fate tat we all get to meet, to be in e same class, and great frenx...so y cant we cherish tat affinity? yes, there are ppl who irritates us at times...there are times we are selfish, there are times we onli wan to care abt ourselves...but will we be happie doin so? no man is an island! sigh. i woke up wif thousands of thoughts in my mind...but i just dunno how to put it in words...