lectures started this week! but i only have lectures on 3 days! yay! haha! but i guess when i slot in all my tutorials, it will be a 4 day week. oh well. nvm. anyway, im still thinking whether to join a cca or not. it probably be very much lifeless if im not in any cca but at the same time, it means more committment somewhere else. hmm. nvm. lets see how it goes. and i really dun mind going hospitals to help the patients. hmm.

anyway, bio lecture in the afternoon. quite interesting actually. but my lousy printer cant print out the fine details =/ then it was meeting og mates at The Deck. talked till 4pm and we headed for our history lecture which only lasted for like 39mins! thank goodness. fiona would know why. haha. any longer i would have bite fiona's arm or smth. (ps: fionalee! i realise i dont call u ah na in sch already la!fiona sounds so formal) then it was loitering ard sch. went co-op to check out books and stuff. and na got tease by the og ppl because she refused to say her chinese name and was given liang teh as her chi name instead. haha! okay. i shall not xing zai le huo. anyway, we didnt go for the shooting welcome tea. hopped on joel's car to tanah merah and na and i went dinner at tampines. the food tasted so yummyy! =D then we talked endlessly for hours and headed home. yay! thats it.



this picture was actually taken because we hopped on the wrong shuttle bus and ended up at kent vale! haha! so while waiting for the right bus, we camwhore. haha!



here we have part of the OG. hehe! thats the closest i can find already. i think short of a couple of people. will post one complete og if i manage to find one. haha! og is sooo big =)

been mia for awhile.

thursday marked the end of o-week. although its kind of funny that i went through all the 7 days and not stay for the most impt finale. haha! okay. i was too tired by then. felt so sticky, tired and everything i was dying to go home and have a good bath and slp. o-week was fun! although i still rmb how lost ah na and i were on the first day. knew nth abt the cheers, knew nobody except each other. clueless abt everything. but things became better day by day. stayed over for 2 nights and i must say staying over was fun! supper at prata shop, endless gossips, slping on hard ground, benches or along corridors, having our very own kbox in soci room. then we had games at nus, sentosa, west coast. photo shoot in haw par villa, clementi, vivo and we had our flag day as well. all packed within that 7days. too much to elaborate. but secret won the best og! and sherlocks won the best house! yay!

and i must really thanked BOYFRIEND because he helped me with my bidding which could otherwise be very much impossible without him! haha! hugs!=p

lectures starting tml!!! and my psyc lecture is at 6pm! haha! oh well. movie with boyfriend in the afternoon before i head off for my most anticipated lecture!=)

this week simply just flew by. was so so occupied with so so many things that i lost count of the days.

MON
matriculation at NUS. met ah na at clementi, settled with all the registration stuff. seen through countless cca booths.then headed to bugis with ah na to shop for her formal wear. then to whitesands to meet up with mok and sian. and we headed next to mjc together to meet ryl to collect our cert.yes i know, packed schedule for the day. then we had our dinner together and home sweet home!

TUE
orientation talks early in the morning at 9am. ended around 3plus, headed with ah na to settle our laptops. off to meet boyfriend at ps. settled with my debit card thingy, got my concession. dinnered and boyfriend came over to my house. ( i think so, cant really rmb already)

WED
orientation talk AGAIN early in the morning. ended around 2pm. headed home. boyfriend came over to my place for dinner and helped me with the modules stuff.

THUR
orientation!! okay, ah na and i crashed the orientation. haha! but nth much for the first day of o-week. some talks, learn some cheers, bid for modules, some games. ended ard 8pm or so. headed to bugis with ah na for dinner. then boyfriend picked me up at serangoon around 10pm plus and we went to punggol park. sat around and home sweet home at 12am!

FRI
second day of orientation. things are beginning to pick up. got to know more ppl and games were good. everything's fine. ended 8.30pm. went dinner at bedok with ah na and boyfriend. and home sweet home!

SAT
third day of orientation. travelled to clementi central, haw par villa (ages since i went there), vivo, dhoby. taking pictures along the way. ended around 6pm. met boyfriend at ps. dinnered.sat at the rooftop garden awhile and home sweet home!

SUN
DEAD.

ITS SUNDAY!! a day for me to simply slack at home.

okay, update again for the week

i think i stopped at the part on running to jalan kayu. (so thats a monday)

TUE
went cycling with boyfriend at pasir ris park. but cause boyfriend's arm hasnt recover yet, so we rented the tandem instead. and its more fun riding on tandem than riding it alone actually =D so after 2hrs of cycling, or rather 1.5hrs due to interval breaks, we headed down to serangoon gardens. dinnered at chompchomp. then to buy his dad bdae cake. sent me home before he headed back.

WED
out shopping with sis. went bugis. and fox has good sales. but well, the outlet at bugis is like some pasar malam. everyone was fishing out the clothes from the shelves and throwing it everywhere. *turn off* so we decided to head down to marina sq instead. bought a top there. continued shopping around and i headed home while sis went to meet her boyfriend.

THURS
boyfriend came to my hse. pei me finish watching ming zhong zhu ding. okay, actually i think he fell aslp halfway. haha. then dinnered at my place and we went strolling around my estate at night =))

FRI
met boyfriend along NEL. headed down to orchard to shop around. walked to ps thinking of catching a movie. but oh well, seats available aint good. headed to cathay next but timing for the show aint right. sooo, bus down to marina square. and we bought this japanese plum tart from muji. haha! not too bad. and i bought my flats. LIKE FINALLY. then headed to raffles city to ask abt the fass orientation. i think the whole thing is just so screwed up. there isnt a proper way they could communicate to us. how is it that there is quota for orientation?! shouldnt orientation be for all freshmen? hmm. oh well. let's just see how it goes. left my name and contact there. helped ah na and sheau wei as well. then boyfriend and i headed to shokudo(i think thats the spelling) for our dinner. its some sort like marche. and the prices aint too expensive. we had bamboo eel rice, grilled chicken omelette thingy, soup and dessert was japanese mochi with red bean n ice cream =) good thing we went early because the queue was super longggg after that. walked around raffles city and headed to meet boyfriend's friends at timbre. it was a lonng wait. like an hr before the group of 10 or 11 had a seat. i had my mango magaritta and tried abit of boyfriend's beer. which surprisely, aint too bitter. and his friend had waterfall. the alcohol smelled so strong and his straw melted due to the heat. the part when he poured the alcohol down and the whole thing was flaming was brillant. haha! we left earlier, hopped on 147 to hougang. but there wasnt any more buses to my place so we cab back. reached home ard 1am. bathe and waited for boyfriend to call.

SAT
went boyfriend's hse in the afternoon. lunched, watched shows, talked online and headed home in the evening.

yeah, thats abt it. next wk will be spent going down to nus most of the days. i think im too used to seeing boyfriend like 5 days a week. i guess when uni starts and he returns to camp, we will probably see less of each other =(

oh well.

and happy birthday to my da jie!! =))

okay. been neglecting my poor blog. havent really got the time to update simply because i've been going out most of the days.

okay, back track abit.

wed
k-boxing with the fairies and beth. haha! ryl, ah na and i can form a group already. the 'don't know how to sing' group. haha! but anw, we had fun together. jumping on the sofa acting like some crazy girls =D thats the fun part of k-boxing isnt it? yea, since we cant sing, might as well liven the atmosphere. haha! and that ah mok keep wanted to sing that' shi shei' song. and beth singing her 'xing bu liao qing'. and all the nonsense screaming when we sang fahrenheit's songs. haha! sang till 7plus then boyfriend came to find me =) and i was still telling ah na i wanted the nike bottle and boyfriend came meeting me with the bottle!=) dinnered at yuki yaki with boyfriend and i was reallyyyy full!

fri
QET at nus today!! was 10mins late for the paper. and BIOTECHNOLOGY was the topic for the entire paper which includes the essay la! OH DEAR! oh well, just crapped my way through =/ then it was healthcheck. took like 2hrs plus for that. and poor ah na waited for me and fangyi. met boyfriend at buona vista. pei fiona to tampines. then we dinnered there. headed to expo next (boyfriend's idea). and it turned out to be some national library board book sales! oh my. but anw, we went in and took a look. the books were selling at 1 and 2 dollar! so cheap! but we didnt manage to find anything we like. took a bus down to pasir ris. strolled around pasir ris park. sat for awhile. bought drinks n home!

sat
boyfriend and i accompanied my sis to orchard to shop for wallets. but i was down with a flu or smth. kept sneezing and i was freezing cold for a moment, and perspiring next! and tingxuan actually saw us! haha! so qiao! but a pity i didnt see her =/ walked down to ps and went manhanttan for dinner with boyfriend. and home!

today
ran with my sis to jalan kayu. but to our dismay, no tau huay again!! ahhh! second time already! saddening. bought drinks and took a bus back. but it started pouring real bad when we reached sengkang. so we ran back in that heavy rain! went boyfriend's hse in the afternoon. i was so clumsy as i forgot to bring my ezlink card and it was only until i walked to the lrt station, thinking of topping up my card that i realised i left it at home. so i walked all the way back home again. and it started drizzling by then. by the time i reached boyfriend's hse, started raining already. so i walked in the rain again. and i think probably that's y im having a headache now. walking and running in the rain gives me headache =( watched ming zhong zhu ding at his place. stayed till 6 and went home.

im back again to blog. haha! its the last day of JCI, last day of work. nth much for the moment. so everyone just slacking around. and im so craving for waffle! if i eat that again later, that will be my lunch for 3 days straight. haha! good thing about working, you eat lesser because there isnt any temptation apart from the kitchen who sends up pasteries for tea break. but oh well, im looking forward to next week thou. start dating me out because i will be FREE =) heh.

tell me how to prepare for QET! yea, my GP is that lousy =(

i really think i went one whole round. anyway, i did pass that EPT for admission into NIE. if only i can use that to replace QET. haha! but oh well,EPT seems pretty pointless now. waste my 44 dollars. okay, not mine. my parents.

alright. waiting for lunch time so i can get out and buy my waffle. did i tell you IMH's waffle just looked disorted. i cant follow the gridlines to eat!

hahx, this is actually a continuation from the previous post.

Q Who was the last person you cried in front of: boyfriend.
Q Do you still have pictures of you and your ex: no, we didnt take any
Q Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: ya
Q If you are having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: find fairies to complain or call up boyfriend
Q Are you loud or quiet most of the time: loud when im with close friends, quiet when im with someone not close
Q Are you confident: noooo

5 things i was doing 10 years ago
1. go to sch
2. watch tv
3. play the 'role play' game
4. enjoying life
5. stress free days

5 things on my to-do list today
1. end my last day of work
2. dinner with alexis
3. sleep early! im deprived of slp
4. watch tv without falling aslp
5. talk to boyfriend

5 things i would do if i were a billionare
1. buy a piece of land
2. build my very own house on that land
3. travel around the world!
4. help the poor
5. buy all the clothes that i cant afford now
can i list somemore?
6. do some investment, so can earn more

5 places i have lived in
1. serangoon
2. punggol
3. nil
4. nil
5. nil

done! im so so tired i do not why. im falling asleep. but anyway, on a lighter note, it will be my last day of work today. TIME TO COUNT HOW MUCH I'VE EARNED!

yesterday's dinner was bad. i don't like it =(

my eyes are closinggggggggggggggg. how i wish i can slp now.....

ATTENTION TO FAIRIES!!!
heyhey! go apply for that passion card! so we can get free tix to night safari okay?


alright back to work. i shall endure another NINE HOURS. IT WILL BE OVER SOON!

booo!!

haha! i've actually the time to blog today. actually i have all the time to blog. just that i didnt. i was surprised that meanie didnt call me to do this and that during this JCI week! thank the buddha! im left alone to do my things! so im pretty much in love working for the last week here. and whatmore, i have the company of alexis which is good =)i think i make a pretty good tour guide! haha! and i think its fun because im showing her all the things that she has not come across in hongkong. and my cantonese is definitely improving! haha!

anw. blog hopping and i came across this. since i have some time to spare. let's do this.

Starting time: 9.21am
Name: See Hwee
Sisters : TWO
Shoe size: 7? i think so.
Height: 160cm
Where do you live: punggol
Favourite drinks: green tea! soyabean!
Favourite breakfast: dim sum! i think it makes a good start for my day
Have you been on a plane: yup
Swam in the ocean: i probably drown
Fallen asleep in sch: yup
Broken someone's heart: how would i know?
Fell off your chair: yes. when i rocked the chair and it went backward.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: YES
Saved e-mails: yup!
What is your room like: how a room should looked like?
What's right beside you: telephone, stationaries, hp, files (im in office)
What is the last thing you ate: bread
Ever had chicken pox: NO!
Ever had sore throat: of course
Ever had stitches: uh huh
Broken nose: no
Do you belive in love at first sight: maybe? shrugged.
Like pinics: YES!
Who was the last person you danced with: no one
Last made you smile: boyfriend?
Last yelled at: nope

Today did you:
talk to someone you like: uh huh.
kissed anyone: no
get sick: i hope i did
talked to an ex-colleague: no
miss someone: of course
eat: ya
do you sleep with stuffed animals: used to
what's under your bed: drawers?
who do you really hate: you know i know
what time is it now: 5.12pm

HAHAHA! wonder why i took so long right? because i had tons to do at work and only managed to return to office now.

Random
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now: who else but boyfriend
Q: Do you want children: uh huh
Q: Do you smile often: depends on who im smiling at
Q: Do you like your handwriting: not really
Q: Are your toenails painted: nope. but i would love to
Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: sisters? parents?
Q: What colour shirt are you wearing: black
Q: What were doing at 7pm yesterday: dinnering with alexis
Q: When did you last cry: erm. last week?
Q: Are you a friendly person: i suppose so.
Q: Do you have any pets: NOOOOOOOO
Q: Where is the person you have feelings for right now: AT HOME!
Q: Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you: OF COURSE
Q: Do you sleep with the TV on: never
Q: Have you ever crawled through a window: dun think so
Q: Can you handle the truth: depend on what truth you are talking about
Q: Are you too forgiving: yes
Q: Are you closer to your father or mother: mummi
Q: Do you eat healthy: i try to

grrrr. OT till 7pm ydae. so couldnt make it to meet ah na. I WANT MY NIGHT CYCLING! one word from the prof and it sends everyone working like a bumble bee! at least im just an admin assistant there. so all i need to do was going thru all the files, update the policies and all. but my poor colleagues, got lots to settle =( because everyone was so busy and there isnt much time left, we all had to go back to work on a fine saturday morning. tiring! but im glad im of some help to my colleagues. and this is a prove to say that meanie is really a meanie because alexis the new staff is already starting to feel the way i did. i swear i didnt brainwash her okay. she felt like a personal assistant too!

did i say i kind of attitude her that day? i was super pissed off with her. i dont know how to say..but you know when you are really pissed off, u have the urge to just slam the stuff on your desk? i did that! and i didnt even look at her when she talked to me. i couldnt stand one more sight of her! be glad i agreed to come back to help you. do not take me for granted! so calculative for what? end my work earlier by 10mins and you questioned me. you questioned me in such an authoritative way, a way u demand me to respect you. im sorry. i cant bring myself to do that because you are not worth respecting.

me talking to my colleague: done with work! finally! im going home!
meanie: wait! u come here! its only 6.50pm. how you wan me to count the time? 6.30pm or 7pm? you are working on an hourly basis. you don't come and go as you like. we are really busy here.
me: *stunned* OH OKAY. I STAY BACK TILL 7PM THEN. I SHALL FIND THINGS TO DO FOR THE LAST 10MINS.
meanie: nvm. you can go. just letting you know. end your work on time next time.
me: its alright. its only another 10mins. *pissed off*

so i went to shred some papers.

meanie: you can go. really.
me: nah, another 10mins only. i can shred these paper
meanie: i wan to talk to you. i think you shouldnt be like that.
me: NO. ITS ALRIGHT. I UNDERSTAND THAT. i'll go home when im done shredding the papers.

and this meanie just have to act poor thing. OH PLEASE. she looked as if she is going to cry because i kind of attituded her. want to compete who can really cry? if u can act poor thing. i can too. i can cry as easily as you can. stop acting as if you are so frail. stop acting as if i bullied you or smth.

and to think i still have to put up with her. i still had to smile at her and say goodbye to her at the end of the day. you know sometimes i can be so contradicting. i can be attituding her on one end. but on the other end, the angel in my head tells me not to worsen the situation and just make peace. and i'll just make myself end things off nicely because its pointless acting like some childish kids. so i msged her at the end of the day to explain my part. and i actually apologized to her because i attituded her!!! of course, things went fine the next day.

i only knew once i stepped out of my office, i just cried. i dont know why. i just felt so dumb and silly. why am i putting up with all these nonsense?! so i called boyfriend. but this silly boy aint picking up my call! he only returned my call like 20mins later.

anw. if she is going to be so calculative, no problem. i will make sure i am calculative with you too. and im just glad that i am not helping you this time for JCI. luckily im helping toetoe, xiaodong and rebekah. which makes my work so much better because IM NOT FACING YOU.

and i can tell you, i will sure be treated as a personal assistant next week. because next week is the JCI and im sure i will be at her beck n call AGAIN.

for once im free during work! haha! been ot-ing the past few days, im reallyyyy tired! and it is only till today, that i sat down and talked to alexis. she's new here and i have not talked to her at all for the past 4 days! see! look at how busy i am! and i really really hope there will not be OT today because im going to meet ah na for night cycling!!! =)) situation seems alright now. lets hope there will not be any last minute changes or what that requires me to stay back to help out.

speaking of it. MEANIE CALLED! work to do...

tata!

let me eat snake for awhile. haha!

im tired at work! so many things to do and that horrible meanie is really a MEANIE. argh. its funny. knowing that i dislike her, i still went back to help. irony. sometimes you just got to fall blindly into a hole even when you know there is one ahead of you. ahhh. oh well. its just another one more week. since i can tolerate for 4 mths, 1 week is nth i guess. haha! haix. zhen shi ku zhong zhuo le.

alright. better get back to work. i do not want to shortchange her since she is so calculative of what time i end my work and whatsoever. yucks.

and yes, boyfriend went back to camp already =( means i'll see him less, expect a slower reply, cant call him when im bored =(

okokay, back to work!

yay!! i can withdraw from NIE already! whahahahaha!

FIONA LEE! im going to be schmates with you AGAIN! yay! =D

and yes. boyfriend going to pei me to NUS later to submit the documents =)

it has been a long long journey before i finally found my way into fass. haha! long story. after everything, i finally got into what i wanted. so...thumbs up! =)

and my bank money is depleting! okay, basically im living on my own. paying for all my expenses. and my meagre pay is oh well. but better than nth thou. maybe i shld try to do some OT next wk since it is supposed to be the busiest time for IMH then. haha!

GOOD NEWS!

I GOT INTO FASS! hahahahah!

BUT! the thing is i've signed an agreement with moe. thats the problem =( my sisters and boyfriend all think that it wouldnt be a problem to withdraw from nie. but i was talking to gavin lee and he says a contract is still a contract. haix. i don't know la. im so sick of everything!

i shall just go down to MOE on monday to speak to them. emailing is too slow.

anw, yesterday was kbox-ing with xuan for a solid 5 hrs! hahaha! good time spent. but still, it probably take me like 4 hrs out of the 5 to sing into the mic. hahaha! i still think i cant sing.

yawn! tired! been out almost the whole day these few days. but oh well, beats staying at home and doing nothing.

singing lessons? hahha! me and ah sian talking about that online now. we were so random. was talking to na that day too and we said we should go learn something and we actually came up with singing! haha! and i think i cant learn singing with sian n mok. i sure 'xiao chang' one. because when i hear them and hear myself, sure cmi. haha! bet ah na and ryl would agree. hehex. i seriously think i should go pick up a skill. so what should i learn? hmm...

and im actually blogging at both sites.

www.itswithinus.blogspot.com for more updates.

tata!

one hurdle crossed. just did my EPT today. i wouldnt say all went well because of the horrible conversation part. imagine talking to yourself in a conversation?!! just felt the test wasnt really a good gauge because it is all recorded and one can be easily distracted because everyone is talking at the same time and it can be irritating because it disturbs ur thoughts. and that is exactly what that happens to me. my mind went blank for the conversation part! argh. peanut butter. i was like errr, errmmmm in the self-conversation la. and i just kept repeating my points =( i just think my thoughts were all in a mess. like there is no sequence when i said it. im sad after that oral =(

written paper was just 100 mcqs. so that's fine i hope. unless i make stupid mistakes or didnt read carefully or what. oh well. and im glad i met hsiang yin! otherwise i would be all alone. and i made 2 other friends too =)

anyway, thanks ah ryl, mok, sian and na for all your good lucks for my test =)

come to think abt it, did my boyfriend wish me good luck? hmm...

anyway, saturday was spent watching movie with boyfriend in tampines. bumped into ah na and eling. then met up with ah na later on. boyfriend accompanied me as well.we headed to t3 to meet ryl and sian. walked for miles and laughed like nuts before we finally settled ourselves for dinner at crystal jade. then it was photos and more photos all the way till 11.30pm. HAHA! thats what we are good for. and home sweet home after that.

and im so looking forward to meeting ah na for the dinner on thurs. haha. i duno why. ah sian! must go too okay! i think i give up on mok n ryl already. haha.

lets all hope i will pass my ept okay?

thurs

met cycling budddy AH NA at pasir ris. and this girl kept me waiting for a whole 45minutes! luckily boyfriend called and kept me entertained. otherwise i would have rotted there. anyway, it was good weather for a good tann!chit chat all the way as we cycled. good catching up!after near 2 hours of cycling, we left to meet ryl, mok and sian at whitesands kopitiam. reminiscing our jc times. haha! okay, actually i didnt really contribute much on the part in whitesands kopitiam because im usually not around with the fairies. haha! or maybe just a couple of times only. and mok n sian bought us chewy junior donuts. and fairies jiu shi fairies because they just know what flavour i would take. haha! after eating our lunch-cum-dinner, each of us had our share of donuts. and as usual, we were just laughing and laughing on all the 'you de mei de'. then headed to popular next to accompany mok to buy her assessment papers for her tutee. contemplating on whether to take neoprints or not. but well, we didnt. headed to hongkong cafe for mango snow ice instead. ahh, that really reminded me of jc times. MANGO SNOW ICE! so the 5 of us attacked the mountain of ice and it didnt take us long to clear it. ah na left to meet her mum n aunty but she realised she left her ezlink card at the bike rental shop. so the 5 of us headed to pasir ris park to retrieve her ezlink card. and i was so tempted to go for another round of cycle and ah mok actually agreed to it. but too bad ryl was in skirt n ah xian just didnt want to perspire =( so we headed home next.

i simply love the fairies! =)

today
swam in the morning with xuan. and the sun worked on me at long last. because im tiny weeny little bit darker! hahaha!but oh well, i really don't have the stamina to swim for long. tired out easily. i guess running works better. xuan came over to my house for lunch then i headed to boyfriend's place. slacked around then went for dinner at compasspt. and i actually had KFC for dinner! see! for the sake of u BOYFRIEND!

alright, off to more grammar vocab tests!

TATA!

mon

nice daddy drove me to orange grove road to register my EPT. and when i reached the building, i realised i've been there before! for some literature talk when i was in secondary sch! haha! anyway, i thought i was really early because i reached there at 9am. but it was already a queue =/ anyway, settled with the registration and daddy drove me home. boyfriend came over in the afternoon after i forced him to =x haha!

today

woke up early in the morning because i have to reach moe building at 9am for briefing and signing of the bond. ended around 10am plus. headed to ps to walk around, thinking of what to get for boyfriend because i made him unhappy (he made me unhappy too). anyway, ended up getting a card. headed to compass point library next. then i decided to drop by IMH to find xiao dong and company. glad to see them again =)and went to boyfriend's house after that.

haha, im like running everywhere today. and i wanted to surprise boyfriend so i dropped the card into his letterbox. but he told me his dad opened it and see. ahhhh! =x

ahhh yes, went to the zoo with my family! =) haha. kind of random. it was in conjunction with world blood donor day. so we had 6 free tickets to the zoo! The last time i went to the zoo was 5 years ago. in fact, nothing much has changed over the past 5 years. it took us 4 hours to walk all around the zoo, seeing all the animals. but i guess the animals in zoo are pretty pampered.

anyway, some random pictures of the animals. didnt manage to take alot of them because the camera went out of battery =/

im bored!

From this moment on, I shall blog in complete sentences with no short forms.In fact, I am pretty much worried about the EPT. I know i am only tested more or less on grammar, vocabulary, some oral skills and stuff. But you know, when things go right to basics, problems surfaced because you will end up questioning yourself on simple things. The simpler it seems, the higher the chances of you failing it. And i am worried because it's either i make it, or break it. Pass the test and term will start on 23 July. Fail it, and god knows when i will start my term. So, i cannot afford to fail that test because i only have that one chance.

alright. enough about that.

on a lighter note, i did my very first manicure today! =p I wanted my nails black or dark blue, but sis says it would not look nice on fingernails =/ In the end, i had my nails painted maroon. Come to think about it again, whether it is black, dark blue or maroon, its all dark colours anyway. I should have chosen dark blue instead because my toenails are dark blue and now it clashes with my fingernails =/

anyway,

it was shopping trip with ah na yesterday at far east. Final conclusion: Far East is not a place to shop (at least for me)Anyway, both of us felt so unaccomplished because we did not purchase anything. But thankfully, we entered forever 21 and here we go. we bought our tops. Ah na was nice because she let me have the black spag =p Thanks! Afterwhich, we headed to taka to have our pancakes.Blueberry cheese for ah na and peanut for me which more or less became my dinner for the day, thanks to the headache. It hurt so bad i felt like vomiting.

shall end here. update again soon.

back to update! =)

ydae was a good time spent with dear old squadmate JENNY TAN! =)i decided to be nice and accompanied her to far east and it turned out to be an adventure. HAHA! met jen in the late afternoon. went shopping around far east but didnt manage to buy anything thou =/ settled our dinner at food republic and randomly, we decided to go botanical garden. and with some help from sis, we headed to the back of wheelock place. asked one random friendly security guard who directed us the way. hopped on bus 123 and we figured our way there. walked into botanical garden. stroll around. nice atmosphere.nice place.i was telling jen its such a romantic place to go at night and this lady who happened to walk past just had to say 'it's so eerie here' -_-'' haha! nvm.

and we decided to head down to dempsey hill. not knowing where exactly the place was (except that we knew it is opposite botanical garden), we just walked down the road. and man, we cheered our way there. HAHA! good old st john cheers and we sang down the road. okay, not exactly sang down the road, just a quarter of it. landed ourselves in a place we felt it should be dempsey hill. so we walked along the narrow dark path, climbed up the slope and headed in the direction we felt it was right. but okay, we thought we went the wrong way so we made a u-turn only to realise that the route we walked earlier on was right. so we made a u-turn again. after all the walking, we finally landed ourselves in dempsey hill ONE HOUR LATER. man, im so proud of ourselves =))

we explored around the small little village. settled at dome for our earl grey tea. and yes, 'tu ji jian cha' on boyfriend at the same time too. ahahha! went house of barracks to find boyfriend. waited for him for awhile. hopped on 105 with jen n boyfriend. then boyfriend n i cabbed home.

i love night walk! especially when the road is quiet and all you can hear is the sound of crickets or whatever insects and all you can smell is the sweet air. ahhh =)nice~ anw, it was really a good catching up session with squadmate. despite the fact that we have not been meeting up for ages, we still have tons to talk about and our little adventure ended the day off well =)

and i only slept for like 5hours because i was on phone with my boy till 2.30am and my sis woke me up at 7am to tell me the hamster ran to my da jie's room. hmmm. slept for awhile more before i woke up.

went out with boyfriend and family in the morning. to the temple first. then to OG. then to lunch. then to movie. and of all time, i just had to cramp in the midst of the movie. although i had already anticipated it, but still, its sickening. with the panadol extra i brought along, i swallowed it. without any water that is. and eating one panadol wasnt effective enough i had to have 2. almost died walking around marina square and it isnt nice to show that you are in pain when his parents are around. so boyfriend's hand just got to suffer for some time. it seems like donkey years before the panadols took effect. and boyfriend's mum wanted to stop for some drink. and the hot tea made me felt 1232606507075043029 times bettter. headed to taka next for dinner. was so so so full after that. i felt i was just eating for the whole day. and i feel super fat now! grrrrrr. headed to boyfriend's daddy's salon to cut their hair. walked around taka and home!

and i can still feel the food swimming in my stomach =/ i really think i overeat today.

and despite spending my whole sunday with boyfriend, i still miss him like nuts.

hah. i sound so girly. nvm. random.