hey...im here again to update...gosh! ive been slackin e entire dae...oh no oh no....okie...on second thought...maybe i didnt slack to e extent..at least i read thru sum essays...n go thru sum pointers for writin essay...attempted chem tys mcq...attempted summation tutorials...but gave up after doin one qns...hahax! okie...im currently super panic abt my gp exam tomolo...wad if i got nth to write for e essay topics? wif if i cant seem to paraphrase n write in my own words for compre? wad if i got simply no time!! gasp!!! im gettin paranoid....ahhhhhhhhh =x

hmm...on a lighter note...a piece of good news for my family...my sis received her results a few daes back...and she graduated wif second class upper honours in law...tats like...a big WOW!!! she told me first class honours are for those ppl wif at least 40% As in their papers...then next cum second class upper honours...then second class lower honours...then third class honour...ahhh...she's simply brilliant...how i wished she could just give me some genes...or maybe i'll try packin her in my bag n bring her to gp exam tomolo...high possibility tat i'll ace my essay wif her ard....cool! =) n yep..my second sis also goin uni this july-aug....she's goin to study psychology...another big WOW!! gosh...now it dawned on me...wad am i goin to be next time?? realli a doctor? but is not as if i wan to be n i can be...is like it's so hard to get into e faculty...wad if i cant be a doctor....wad will i be then?? i ponder....

donkey daes since i last updated...so here i am...

just 2daes back..which is thursdae...was e soccer finals...mj vs. vj....so we ended sch earlier than usual...cox had to go all e way down to jalan basar stadium...apparently...i was veri amused by e soccer field there...hahax...cox is not those field wif grass....it looks like e floorin tat u see in playgrounds...those carpet ones...n is in shades of green...okie...lets not digress...e match started....wif mj leadin...2-1...but e last few mins....vj suddenly scored 2 more goals...so...mj lost...but well...e team realli played their best...everyone just cheered for them thou we lost e champion...n ms lai announce an off dae e next dae...which mean no school for all!! but then...we had SPA...so still gotta go back for e exam...hmm...left e stadium near8pm...felt so stranded there...hahax..cox apparently...no one noes how to get home frm there...but thx to sheauwei...e only one among e rest of e gals that knew how to walk to e busstop...so everyone was saved!

had SPA on fridae when e whole sch is like havin holidae...argh...anywae...my right eye kept twitchin for like e past 4daes...n i guess i knew y...is an omen! a signal sent to tell me tat i'll screwed up my phy SPA....argh!!! i felt so dumb lar...i totally screwed up my SPA...felt like jumpin off e buildin after e paper...i could had done well..cox is not a tough paper...n i just screwed it...gosh! my mind was like super blank when i drew e graph...argh!!! i was complainin to my sis for like hrs when i reached home...n later on when i went back zhss for st john...i complained more to qingjun...n he was like luffin at how dumb i can get....ahhhh....=x wad a horrible senior! anywae...took a look at e year 3 trainin e cadets...apparently..still aint too bad...but they nva noe how to respect n greet their seniors...after so much we had taught em...this is wad they had learnt...anywae...gotta thx qingjun todae for helpin me n jen out by revisin first aid wif e faq team...he rox! anywae...went home ard 7...ate my dinner...n read up on sum essays...mon will be my gp exam!!! n im realli scared...so far...i haven had any gp tests...n now i haf to sit for e exam...ZzZzZ....better prayed hard i dun screwed e paper...

all right...tried doin chem tys todae...n gasped! is not easy at all lar...not like secondary sch tys...10qns maybe one or 2 difficult ones...n usually u can get e ans easily...now is like 10qns...8qns are difficult...ZzZ...spent so long doin e mcq...alamak! =x

my weekends are finally here...im so sick of studyin...plus mid paper cumin le...n im still blurr in like so many things...ZzZz....n im left wif 9daes to GP paper...36daes to chem phy n econs...argh!

anywae..went back to zhonghua to help e cadets wif e faq yesterdae...reached there just in time for their master parade...qingjun was alreadi there then...brief e cadets on faq n they did their research...jenny joined us for PT...n she bought my favourite type of chocolate...whahhax...ThAnKs gAl! u rox!=)

PT was fun!! ran ard sch n played captain ball...faq team vs. jen..me n qingjun...hehex...n of cox we won...all thx to qingjun looonng hands n legs...hahax...=p e main objective was to bond e cadets...but it bonded us too...=)

n guessed wad? i actually played soccer wif my juniors n qingjun..whahhax! wad an experience...qingjun was teachin me how to kick e ball...but e ball alwaes go e wrong direction...ZZzzZ...anywae...it aint too bad...

went home ard 7.30pm n i bump into woonjiun n jacqueline at e serangoon interchange...hahax..so qiao....so long since i last saw em...tok awhile...then my bus came...was on e bus when i realised my muscles are achin like mad...cox had 2.4km e dae before...n yesterdae played captain ball n soccer...i declared: seehwee cant move anymore!=x

okie...guess i better go n do my maths tutorials...

stupid headache tat refuse to bug off todae...argh...=x went home straight after sch....so didnt went to see e soccer match...heard tat mj won jjc i think...wif a score of 1-0...also heard tat maybe next thur dunhaf sch cox e whole sch will be goin down to support e finals...wow! is like so cool...hahax...=p n if mj soccer team won...we haf another dae off????

oh ya...todae got sum nus..ntu...n other overseas uni came to set up booth in mj...then there's this booth tat gave out sumthin like a origami..u haf to fold e paper into this dinosaur...hahax...then durin self study period todae...me..huixian n xiaoxuan were like busy foldin e thing...but i threw away my dinosaur after i completed it...hehex...cox e glue not sticky enuff...e head kept droppin off...=x

hmm...todae also had 2.4km run...argh..this is nuts...i ran like so slow lar...ZzZzZ...i still prefer runnin in punggol park...so much better...better than runnin in circles n circles...

QNS: what bank account does a skeleton set up?
ANS: joint account

QNS: y is it that when e skeleton met with his enemy, he didnt kill him?
ANS: he got no guts

hahax...okie...im gettin lame...but is furnie..isnt it?

ages since i last updated...im suppose to be doin my compre summary...but apparently...my brain aint workin...cant think...anywae...did my chem spa todae...erm..shall not comment much...but it was relatively okie ba...

okie...i guess my brain seriously is not workin now...i think i update next time hao le...

im sad. im depressed. im fraustrated.
there's no reason to it
dun ask me y
smth just kept botherin me
i dunno wads is it
-cries-

gosh! im finally back to update le!! hahax...been so tired n lazy to update for e past few daes...hmm...=p

n im glad to announce tat i finally pass my first paper in mj!!! hahax...after like so many tests...duh....=x got a B for chem at last...hahahax.....=) could had done better if my brain had worked faster...but nvm...is alreadi a big jump frm F to B...

yesterdae had music xtraordinaire....sum sort like a superstar competition...n yep...most of s212 were there to support xiaoxuan n lihan...hahhax...went dinnerin wif zhirong..shuling...huixian n cheryl....n gosh...i did a dumb thing again...i was tryin to call cheryl...dialled e no. n kept askin her where she is n whether she cumin over to join me..shuling n huixian....n then...i suddenly realised...i called e wrong cheryl....DUH...speechless...

went back to mj ard 6plus...got seated in LT...n yep...e event started...n of cox xiaoxuan sweeped everything off e stage...hahax...she won champion in e solo catagory n also won e 'zhui jia ren qi jiang' cox she got e highest vote...seriously...she sing super nice...congrats to her! =) thou lihan didnt win..but yep...she tried her best le...consider win le ba...=)

n yep...they invited e campus superstar, zhiyang...at first thought he looks weird...but kan jiu le...actually he not too bad lar...hahax..he's quite a shy guy....n he sings realli well too...everyone was like busy snappin photos of him n takin videos usin their phones...im not as crazy as em...i merely recorded his singing...hahax...=x does tat sounds contradictin? =p

anywae...everythin ended ard 9plus...reached home...bathe..watch teevee...n slp...

stay happie!!!! =))

let see what i haf done for my afternoon

-completed my maths inqualities assignment
-completed summary for inqualities chapter
-completed maths binomial tutorials
-written notes for econs

hmm....satisfaction....perhaps could haf done more...but well...considerin e fact tat i did em all within one afternoon is alreadi more than enuff...hehex...=)

now doin my final editin for my PI....hmmm...realli mux thank those ppl who helped me wif my PI...a big THANK YOU to u guys...!!!! =)

cant believe it...my muscle is achin everywhere...just cox of a standin board jump...alamak...i was jumpin n jumpin n jumpin for pe lesson tat dae...cox ms suey kept sayin i leave off e ground wif 1 leg only...alamak...then me n fiona were like kept jumpin at e side...dunnoe jump for how many umpteen times...ZzZz...

mon is e 5items test le...cham! my sit n reach seriously got problem..i think i got stiff bones...ZzZz...n i cant jump far enuff....n my knee still hurts at times...how to run fast for shuttle run??? how to get gold?? ZzZz....im only confident of sit ups...hahhax..e most relaxin one...=x

i'll update tomolo again..sista wan to use com...shall keep my entry short then...

yay!!! is self-declared FREE FRIDAY again...hahahhax...okie..there's actually lots of things to do...but well...i need a break too!

sch suppose to end at 12.05pm todae de...thx to labour dae on mon...had make- up maths tutorials...sianed! n she just went on for like near 2periods....which is near 100mins!! ZzZzz...ended up rushin back to zhss cox i was meetin yuting n hanshen to collect e cert...n i didnt wan em to wait either...n e bus took sooo long to come lar...ZzZ...reach zhonghua ard 2.40pm...

i saw him again...shld i be happie or shld i be sad? i dunnoe either...just knew tat i veri long nva see him le..he didnt change much thou...except tat he cut his hair i guess...=x exchanged a few words...he left to meet his frenx...

n i was left wif yuting..waited for andrew to cum..n then val...then ian..then mitchell...4e2 gatherin...! hahax...sigh! missed 4e2 soo much....e days when i would go recess wif val n yunting...e days when i go for sj trainin...e days when we all had so much fun...e days when 4e2 was known to be e most fun lovin class but wif e lousiest results....=x sigh sigh sigh...

e guys played soccer...me n val just stood aside...became e caretaker...hahax...we are responsible caretakers that took real care of e guys belonging...hahax...n we started crappin abt everything we see...still rmberin e times when me n val alwaes gossip abt ppl...we are like so full of nonsense...hahax...!!! e times when we sit at e back durin sec 3 n alwaes munch on sweets n oreos durin lesson...n how i would alwaes confide in her when i got prob =)

left sch ard 6plus wif yuting...we both tok n tok n tok all e way home...it was nice of him to accompany me all e way to my stop when he could had alighted earlier...but anywae....we tok abt him...we tok abt relationships....wad wif all e X factors n everything...n i was glad i stayed strong...3 times i swallowed my tears back...i didnt let my tears flow...i dunwan to be sad...not anymore...

you said 'no change...nth has changed'...there's obviously a big flaw...

here's sum photos taken with 06s212 durin e sports dae.. .but is only half e class...but nvm lar...


hahax..tats us in our yellowbanana shirt...hehex...thats pearly..me and shuling on e second row...and lihan..kRIsTin..huixian..sheau wei..ZHIRONG...fatin..akilah...cheryl...(left to right)

another shot wif e addition of two guys...ci siang n wen yuen...

note: ppl who had fallen ill...pls take care!!!

yesterdae was mj's so called colosseum..erm...it simply just meant sports dae lar...hahax...sch ended at 12.05pm as usual...so me..sheau wei...kristin..huixian..shuling made our way to e west plaza to use e toilet?? hahax...tats wad sheau wei saes anywae...i haven been there yet...thought it was sum air con place...n apparently...it isnt...=x met up wif zhirong n cheryl as well...just linger ard n went back mj at 1.30...colosseum was kinda borin...n e atmosphere wasnt there either....just see ppl runnin ard in circles...see ppl playin tug or war n gladiator ball...guess e most excitin part was only e cheerleadin...cox atlas won champion! hahax...=) oh ya..guess wad...i was so dumb yesterdae...u noe there's this kinda stand wif a transparent board...usually ppl will slip in pieces of paper like 'examinations in progress' or 'out of bound'...can picture? if cannot nvm lar...but anywae...e main thing was...e stand was at eye level..n i was so dumb n i walked right into it...ouch!!! n i was so paiseh lar!! cox apparently...sum ppl saw it...n i didnt wan to paiseh myself...so i got to act as if nth happen...n walked away when my eye was like super pain...=x wad an experience...

anywae...colosseum ended punctually at 5.30pm...atlas won third...sad sia...but nvm lar...we didnt participate in many track events...cant be help..*shrugged* anywae...e highlight of e dae was...JENNY came to MJ!!! hahax...=) e feelin of seein her once again was great...hahax...we went tourin ard e sch...hehehx...=p stayed awhile in mj n headed to sengkang bk for dinner n meetin...i got soooo much to tell her...so long since i last crap to her...hahax...n our telepathy nva fails...erm...most of time i guess...=) ahhhh jennny!!! love u to bits man!! =) how i wish she was in mj...or rather i was in vj...erm...abit impossible thou...but ya...is alwaes better when u haf a close frenx in e same sch...

zZzZz...actually im veri tired...but just didnt feel like goin to bed...hehex...anywae..todae was a super looonngg dae...had lesson till 3.25pm...i was practically dozin off in maths lecture...veri tired!! maybe cox i slept late yesterdae...anywae...haf to go support e soccer match at e teachers network there...is at grange rd...erm..sumwhere near e great world city there...super far...but luckily we had transportation there...me n huixian was pretty reluctant to go actually..cox got lots of homework to do...ZzZ...we both were nuts...kept thinking of ways to escape...hahax...but still...we went there lar...it was mj vs. rj....n it was a score of 5-1...hahhax..mj soccer team is so power...but who noes due to e heavy downpour...e match was delayed awhile...just left tat 3mins le....n hu noes...dunnoe which fellow saes tat will haf a rematch again...which means the score of 5-1 doesnt count at all!! hmph! so angry...waste e soccer team's effort...n i finally noe y ppl watch soccer match alwaes sae 'referee kayu' cox e referee arh..realli veri idiotic...he didnt blow e whistle...then e rj player just kicked in e ball n it goal...n he counted it....everyone was like so super angry! =( referee can be bias too....eeeewww...

anywae...i was suppose to go to my ah ma hse for dinner de...cox is e 100daes since my ah gong passed away...thinkin back..it seemed so long...but yet..i will nva forget how my ah gong looked like when he was lyin on e hospital bed...haixx...actually e death of both my grandfathers came so quickly...one after another...it just dawned on me how it is just so impt to cherish e ones around u n not to hurt em...*sigh*

anywae...i couldnt make it to my ah ma hse todae..cox e soccer match ended late...n im kinda stranded at e area...felt pretty bad n guilty for not goin to my ah ma hse...heard frm my sista my ah ma got pretty emotional todae...n yada yada...lots of things happen...is just kinda unbelievable...i realli hope she can pull through this...n be optimistic...just like how my grandma is tryin to be...wad they are facin are a thousand times more worse than me...thinkin back...i shouldnt be cryin over him anymore...is aint worth it...wad i suffer is just a minor breakup...yet what both my grandmothers facin are e death of their beloved husband..someone who accompanied them for e past 50years...n me? just a mere 2yr 7mths n 9daes relationship is nth compared to tat...i guess i just gotta be strong...n im not gonna let tat bug me anymore...i had cried enuff...n my tears had all dried up...move on gurl!

*gasp* see hwee is actually still awake at 11.30pm!!! hahax...okie...im actually still workin on my econs essay...cox tomolo haf to go support e soccer match...so no time to do homework le..so gotta rush now...actually...didnt realli wan go see e soccer match de..more interested in e match against tpjc...cox i'll get to be back in tpj again! =) anyway...here's e pics of o6s11 gatherin tat dae...

yay!! o6s11!!! see the S11 coffee shop sign at the side?

another shot...
e guys went mad over a lampost?

e 3 flower boys...hehex..

my blog is alive again!!! hahax..realise i haven been bloggin all these while...so let me update ba...

yesterdae was my self- declared 'free fridae' day...hahax..which means tat i can slack e entire dae without feelin any sense of guilt...hahax...=D lesson ended at 12.05pm yesterdae...but had a gp field trip to e sikh temple...weird ritex? but mr. audi was sayin tat it isnt easy to get into e sikh temple...so our class went...or rather 10 of us went...hehex...=p had to wait till 2.30pm before e bus came to fetch us to e temple..so meanwhile...e gurls were busy chattin awae n munchin on our ice cream...nice feelin thou..havin to sit at e canteen n just tok n tok...*no mention on studies* =x

reached e temple...had to take off our shoes...wash our feet n hands before we proceeded up to a room...everyone had to had their bandanna on...we were led to this big room...looks pretty nice wif carpetted floorin...sat down n listen to e tok...then qns n ans...then went to receive sum 'blessin' they scoop half a spoonful of weird brown oily stuff on my hand...suppose to eat it lar..but i didnt dare to..cox it looks erm...just didnt look quite right...xiaoxuan ate it thou..she says it was blend...but abit sweet n it feels soft...yep...left e temple ard 5pm...took a train down frm boonkeng mrt all e way to tampines mrt to meet o6s11 for dinner...! =)

great feelin havin to see jiayi..michelle...tengming again...wif exceptions to mj ppl...hehex...cox i see u guys more often then i see em...anywae...stood outside e mrt...was waitin for tengming to cum...so as usual...we stone there...was luffin at zhangquan n his zip...n his encounter wif his squash balls...n e irritatin christopher tat kept flyin ard...dun understand wad i meant ritex...?? =p hahax...

decided to go to starbucks to wait for tengming instead...so we sat there...played sum lame games...n chatted...n watch chris drank his $3.20 espresso solo...hahax..e drink was like barely half a cup...=x yep...finally tengming came ard 7plus...took us sooo long to decide where to eat...playin scissors paper stone to decide summore...hahax...so we ended up in kfc at 8plus...took many photos...walk ard tampines area...took more photos...n we parted at 10pm...o6s11 rox!!! okie..i shouldnt forget abt o6s212 also...o6s212 rox too!!! hehex...=) waitin for jiayi to send me e pics...will upload em later...'free fridae' is such great dae!!! hehex...=)

oh ya..saw this in zhirong blog..so i tried e test as well..i thought it was quite true thou...hehex...

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You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship. You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive

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this is sooo tiring...how cum e pile of homework just cant be finished??? ZzZzZz...im actually pretty stuck wif chem n phy tutorials...cox i dun realli now how to do...die le...n chem test is like 2 days later...phy tests 5daes later...haixx....nth much to look forward for this upcomin week...except fridae!! cox is o6s11 gatherin once again...hahax...=)

im suppose to be writin my gp essay now...' Do you agree that marriage without children is meaningless'...i disagree on tat pt anywae...but my brain cells apparently doesnt seem to be functioning well todae...ZzZz...

oh ya..summore pics on s11 outin tat dae...maybe o6s212 shld take sum pic too...


this is my veri gd frenx MERLION...situated at my veri favourite place...e spore river!!

okie..tats chris n zhangquan playin in e arcade...sum random shots...

tats another class photo...apparently...im blocked...

erm...2 ghostly figures??

e esplanade!!!


it seemed as thou i had gotten over it...but when i saw tat...i knew it isnt over

i miss o6s11....i miss jiayi!!! i miss michelle!! i miss hweiting!!!i miss kaiying!!! i miss yuping!!!i miss huiyun!!!i miss timo!!! i miss chris!!! i miss tengming!!! i miss wenfu!!! i miss koomar!!! i miss ranjan!!! i miss farhan!!! i miss daryl!!!i miss everyone....sniff...i miss e time when we pon lecture just to play donkey...miss goin out after sch to timo house to stone...goin to chris house to sing...=x now im stuck in mj...daily routine = mug n mug n mug summore...

anywae...was out wif os611 yesterdae...here's sum photos...

proudy presents e class o6S11!!! taken rite outside esplanade...

e hotel tat timothy claims it's his??

chris n his sick position...

n lastly...dinner at lau pa sat...

still got more pics...waiting for jiayi to send..will post more...

but then anywae...was out doin flag dae at tp mrt todae..erm...i would sae tat e feelin of being obstracised by e society was definitely there cox e moment we walked up to them...they cleared e path immediately...not tat there wasnt any kind soul ard...but e majority ppl are unwillingly to donate...hmm...wads has gone wrong...?

*yawn* this is so tired...just finished wif editin my PI...i practically changed everythin again...alamak...=x

oh ya..todaes chem prac was so furnie...i was doin wif akilah...n she was so sotong...( for once i wasnt sotong...=p) she did e dilution thingy..then she exceeded by alot...so she ended up throwin awae her solution n used mine instead..then started titration...n she realised her potassium manganate cant seem to clear when it react wif hydrogen peroxide...so she threw awae her solution again...then after like 10mins...she suddenly realised tat she forget to add sulphuric acid..tats y her titration got problem...so i ended up doin e titration for her...=x while she became my chem assit. she helped me prepare all e solution...then all i haf to do is to titrate...hahax...then when washin up tat time...dunnoe wads wrong wif her..she ended up splashin water all over my legs...=x n e best thing was...i realised my titration results were so far frm e accurate one...so we both changed our ans...so after goin thru so much...in short...it is e same as not doin anythin at all...=x wad an experience in chem lab...

yep...had netball trainin todae also...ran 10rounds ard e court...learn sum new stunts...hahax...but training todae was still okie lar..not tat bad...then had friendly match wif e j2...apparently...e j1 seems to score more than em...hmm...=) but after trainin...my knee was alreadi screamin for help...tomolo got pe summore...die...

anywae...just wanna sae a BIG THANK YOU to kristin n fatin...=)

todae's lesson was sooo dry...was sittin thru lectures n i was like starin into blank space..practically stoning awae...e only lesson i was awake was durin econs...hahax..cox got test todae...hopefully i wun do too bad...=x otherwise waste my effort muggin so hard e dae before...=x

hmm...realised i've been piggin e entire dae...just cant stop eatin!! recess i had a curry puff...lunch i had rice...ate two pieces of bread wif cheese n tomatoes when i reached home plus a packet of snacks...n im still itchin for more food...n im waitin for dinner now...gasp! =x are there sum worms in my stomach tat fight wif me over e food?

tomolo haf to go sch early...wad a disappointment when sch starts at 8.30am n we haf to go for e house meetin at 7.30am...aint tat e same as normal dae...n everytime we go for e meetin..they alwaes so draggy de...

haixx...im feelin so lazy to do my tutorials...

haixx..sigh...wad haf i done for my weekends??? didnt realli mug alot...just did my homework...n studied my phy...tats all!! oh my goodness...am i abit too slack??? i even took a nap just now...n this daron got so shocked n was askin me how cum i got the time to nap...oh no...everyone is muggin...=x

tue got econs test...just merely read thru..haven realli went into e details...i alwaes start readin frm scarcity n opp.cost...n by e time i read finish those...i alreadi felt like slpin le...which explains y i haven start studyin ppc...gosh! okie...i had better go mug le...i mux top econs test!!!

todae is april 9...

ZzZzz....im so tired!!!! i woke up near 8am todae...did my phy prac...studied my phy notes...did my phy tut. ZzZzz...sianed....but nvm...is worth e effort...cox at least i understand slightly better...hmm...tryin to do my PI also...but dunno how to start...ahhh....wad a boring dae...

sis bf came over to my hse...brought lots of big curry puffs...hahax...ever since i got in mj..i got this sudden craze over curry puffs...hahax...furnie...recess i eat curry puff...lunch i also eat tat...hmm...watever...im tokin crap again...=x

there's still so much goin on in my mind...not only u are in a dilemma...im also too...is so hard when u cant exactly confide into sumone in sch...althought there are frenx out there who help me...especially o6s11...n i realli thx em alot...but there are still certain things tat they cant reach out to...when things start bottling up inside...u break down e moment someone talks abt it...is not tat i haven gotten over him...is e memories tat kept buggin n refused to go...*shrugged* ahh...shall not get emotional here...=x siNgLeHooD rOx!!! =p

i go to sum research for my PI le...update again...