let the pictures do the talking!

zoo trip with my social work mates!! amara is probably on the plane back home...
DARRENNNN!! DAWNNNN!!! crop your faces and put them in the photos!















6D GATHERING!





half the class of 6D'2001 =))

im fully utilising my concession! hahahha!

wed was out to cityplaza to shop with my sis. but the clothes there were soo messy its a big headache to shop. we turned the shop inside out BUT we didnt buy any. hahah..except 3 pairs of shoes =) yay! im starting to like buying pairs of shoes. ooh..does that sound more feminine? then off to ps to walk abit more and home sweet home.

thurs was stay in! home for the day to lie on sofa and stone =) perfect! but my perfect day got abit spoilt because i quarrelled with bf =( but bf came over to my hse at night and gave me a box of chocolate with a pink rose inside. problem solved. im too easy to hong.

fri was my little expedition to find 38hertford road to collect my ordered jelly hearts =)cause i felt bad quarrelling with boyfriend so i decided to surprise him with the jelly hearts. and i feel so proud of myself because i didnt get lost. hhaha! off to clementi to meet boyfriend, pass him my little present and bus our way back to his place for dinner. and who knows, we quarrelled again ='(

sat was out meeting my primary sch friends! its like a yearly gathering but the different thing this year was, we got our primary sch form teacher to come too! so that was quite interesting. celebrated regina's bdae, dinnered and we set off to serangoon garden for a drink. and hm near 2am =/

sun was out with social work mates! off to the zoo! a pity darren got called back to army and dawn couldnt make it last min. but anw, went to the zoo because amara is flying back to cambodia so we accompanied her there. great camwhoring session as we practically took pictures of the entire zoo. haha! but the animals were not cooperative because they were busy slping!zzzzz...i left slightly earlier and went to meet boyfriend and family for dinner. and home sweet home!

relationship is a funny thing. i think it will come to a point in time when major quarrel sets u thinking. thinking of a whole string of questions. and u get all emo. its funny why u choose to think that much and create all those questions for urself and make urself feel uncertain. i think im someone who can rmb words that ppl say. whether is it gd or bad. and sometimes when i look at you, i think of the words u said and it sets me thinking again. but oh well, no worries, boyfriend and i are alright.

off to bedddddddd!

im back to revive my blog!

finally ended my last paper today! =) LIKE FINALLY.

no more deadlines to meet?!! really?!

YES. NO MORE DEADLINES.

yesterday ah na was still telling me it feels weird not having any more deadlines. yes i agree! not that there isnt any more deadlines, but not as pressing as last week. fancy rushing like 3 essays over the weekends plus tutorials plus assignments plus eng presentation. thats not fun at all =/ almost drove me nuts. and yes, because of my busy schoolwork, i have not met boyfriend for a week. WOW! how amazing.

and so i met boyfriend for a swim after my nightmare weekends on wed. and im such a lousy swimmer. HAHA! got no stamina. then we went dinnering at shokudo and off to ps to walk around. and hah! boyfriend bought me a top =p and we met alot of people along the way. saw carol at cityhall, ed in the train, adeline and yanda at ps...hmmm...reached home, apply mask, talk to boyfriend and SLEEP!

thurs was really a tiring day too! because my group had to rush for our social work project. so we stayed back in sch till 9.30pm to finish it. i swear everyone looks really poor thing. it was pouring, the weather was cold, we have not had our dinner and we were cracking our brains working on the project. PICTURE IT! what a sad scene. heres a picture of my groupmates.



reached home ard 11pm. dinnered. talked to boyfriend and slept.

and yes! went boyfriend hse yesterday morning. and he was still slping like a pig. had a hard time dragging him up to go and run. so off we went to the gym and i did 4.3km =) and guess what?! I REALISED I LOST 1KG!! hahahahah! it must have been the result of being too stressed up. y? because when u are stress, ur body increases its cortisol level which converts fats and sugar to smth. i forgot what. if thats e case, i don't mind being stress...haha! lunched at his place. i did some work while he watched his show. then off to kovan to see specs and had dinner.

and as a result, im having a bit of muscle ache =/

Jacky's 21st birthday party at aloha loyang!
Theme for the party : occupation!


thats the girls while waiting for the shuttle bus




HAHA! dunno whats na doing at the back..


and lastly! a whole group of us!

Suzhen's 19th birthday party at pasir ris park!!


tadah!

1st level of stress = keep eating!
2nd level of stress = quit eating!

omb..i think im falling right into the first level!=( im growing fat! im full but im still eating, im feeling so bloated but im still eating. ahhhhhh! either u remove my stress or just let it progress to the next level =/

sometimes i just think i do not how to sit back and relax. but then again, theres so many things to do i cant find time to laze around either. i know its a matter of how you prioritise your time. work hard and play hard. but i cant seem to do it right. nvm. random thoughts.

and CONGRATS RYL!!! u can drive me around spore already! thanks to all my good luck msges! =D

why cant everyone be nice to one another? it isnt nice having to be sandwiched in between. hai. nvm. random thoughts. nth serious, no worries.

tue
met boyfriend after history lecture for dinner. nice him waited for me at kent ridge ter so we hopped on a bus to vivocity. had our spaghetti and boyfriend suggested going sentosa. hah! that was soo random. so we paid $6 to stroll around sentosa, catch a part of the 'songs of the sea', watch the fireworks and sat under the pavilion till the clock says its time to go home.

wed
i seriously cant think what had happened on wed

thurs
went schhh!

fri
EXCITING FRIDAY BECAUSE IT ENDS AT 12PM INSTEAD OF THE USUAL 6PM! yayness! hahaha!! for the first time in the past 6 weeks, this is the friday im lookig forward to! heh! after south asia tut, i went cck to meet the condo manager for lunch (the condo where i worked for 2 weeks). then i left for woodlands lib in an attempt to study. and it was so packed i had to sit at a corner on the floor. but oh well, i did manage to study for a couple of hours. boyfriend came over to the lib to find me after his army work ended. headed over to his place for dinner. went hm after that while boyfriend off to meet his friends.

todayy
LAZY MORNING. my sis was walking around the room in the morning, opening and closing the drawer and that woke me up at 7.30am! arghhh...now im so sianed to do anything =/ meeting boyfriend later and dinnering with my social work friends =)

recess week is endinggggggg! STOP THE TIME!

went back sch for rp and to submit my form in the afternoon. off to boonlay with na to meet mok and ryl and we all headed to ntu to find sian. and i really think ntu looks a lot better than nus. anw, had subway for lunch then we went to sian's hall. talked, took many many many photos as usual, listened to songs, attempted to play old maid and uno but none were successfully. haha! left her hall ard 6pm and i only managed to get home at 8PM. luckily i don't study there. its tiring just having to travel alone.

alright. off to research psyc essay.

YAY! RECESS WEEEEK! =D

im glad the monstrous week is over. no more essays to submit, no more presentation =) good!

so whats now?

study for psychology midterm
study for south asia midterm
do all my readings which im really lagging behind
submit bio lab assignment next week
go for social work agency visit
go back nus submit my social work form plus rp
meet fairies for sakae buffet!=D

okay. thats all i can think of now.

no more history essay! but somehow, i just feel weird. you know, like you submitted your essay already, but you just keep thinking that you might miss out this or that =/ ah! nvm. i know im thinking too much. i must have some anxiety disorder or smth.

anyway, busy day today! bio lec, then rush for rp, to the lib to print notes, grab a waffle, history lec. and ta dah! 6pm already. off to meet boyfriend at ps. no fish and chips at carls junior, so off we headed to fisherman warf at clark quay. walked ard boat quay, watched people play the bungee thingy and headed home.

and at last, its WEDNESDAY tml! =D just the thought of staying home just make me feel happy. haha!

im so running out of things to blog actually. all my brain cells were killed in the process of thinking how to write my history essay. cant really think of what to say now.

off to do social work tut. OH YA! children home visit next fri! yay! =)

blog more tml! i need to revive my blog. and coconuts' blog is dying already -_-''

stressed!

there's so many deadlines to meet. countless of readings. tutorials yet to be done. so so soooo many things on my to-do list. if only this weekend doesnt pass just like that. just STOP and let me get my things done! hai.

irritating history essay is getting on my nerve. the last time i wrote a history essay is like 5yrs ago?! and the textbook is not helping much. not as if i can find anything useful there. how to churn out my essay by tue?! save me.

i think im expecting too much from myself.

I LOVE WEDNESDAY! BECAUSE THERE IS NO SCHH!! =DDD but it just means lots of catching up to do at home =(

anyway, was so busy i hardly had the time to blog. assignments and mid term papers are coming in =(

okay, i got to do some backtracking here.

29/8
ended sch at 6pm. met boyfriend and friends and we headed to joel's house for his birthday party. there is this roti prata man there who made good pratas for us =) lots of camwhoring and laughter. said hi to a couple of boyfriend's relative. so scary! they are probably eyeing you frm far -_-'' then it was cake cutting and birthday songs and some games. left with boyfriend and family. home sweet home.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEL!=D


Joel's 21st birthday party!

6/9
Ed's bday party at coasta sands pasir ris! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ED!=D as usual, all the camwhoring and games. and og ppl were dancing to the mambo songs. AND I DUNO! haha! nvm.its better watching them dance. and nessa's maid made real good potato salad. hahaha! left around 12plus and cab home with eric and suzhen. and i heard interesting stories after that. hehehx.


Ed's 21st birthday party!

HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY BOYFRIEND! <3

we took a cable car to mount faber =) donkey years since i last sat on one. but still, its as exciting! haha! okay, i feel abit dumb but anything that moves and hang in mid-air is good =p had our dinner there. walked around. found ourselves comfortable on a bench and camwhored. haha! og's spirit is everywhere =p took the cable car back and home sweet home =)


boyfriend made this photoframe HIMSELF to put our photo =) so sweet =p

despite all the ups and downs, we made the effort to talk to each other. change for each other. and that's the way to keep us going! i love you! =)

so pretty much caught up with sch work. been really lazy to blog about anything. in fact, i don't know what im busy with. i just FEEL busy. yea. like countless readings to do. yet to buy my bio textbook. feeling lost in history lecture and etc.

things arent the same as it was in jc. sometimes i just miss jc days. you know you have your tutors to rely on, telling you everything that you need to do and know. you feel reassured that everything is running smoothly under their guidance. you have a fixed time table, a proper recess and lunch break, morning assembly to mark the start of the day. these are things you probably would not see anymore. and all the more, i misses those days =(

but of course, there has got to be a time you learn to be independent and it has got to be now. slowly but surely, i will get used to uni life. of course, not saying that i do not enjoy my time in school now. but its just that its a whole lot different. so different it makes me miss jc. hmm. and most importantly! i miss mjc baked french toast and vitasoy. its different when u drink vitasoy in nus. the feelings just aint the same. i miss the company of ryl, sian and mok!

heres a photo!



and our whole class of girls!



i have not seen boyfriend for FOUR DAYS. thats really amazing!
alright. im off to mug psyc!

retro? dress what?

okay! back to blog! as i've promised ah na to blog abt my bdae, here it goes!

daddy, mummy, da jie and er jie celebrated my birthday earlier. we went out for dinner on sunday together with boyfriend. and here's my birthday cake! chocolate fudge cake! =D



BOYFRIEND

met boyfriend after my lessons on tuesday. went harry's for dinner at esplanade. and it seemed as though we booked the entire place because there were only the two of us. haha!



sunflower from boyfriend! =D and a cardigan too.



my dinner! okay, i know its abit dark, blame the lightings there. sat along spore river after our dinner and i opened the present that ah na, mok ryl and sian gave. headed home after that. too bad boyfriend had to return to camp =( but still, thanks for the day! <3

and yes, boyfriend's mummy sent me a happy birthday msg. ahah! and she gave me a red packet. so sweet =)

THE FAIRIES

and here is a big BIG surprise from my beloved fairies!! so their plan was to disappoint me first? haha!! and i thought ryl and sian really forgot about my bdae! so saddening la. but okay, it turned out to be their plan. ah na handed me the present and told me they didnt have the time to buy a present for me, so hope that i would not mind this small little present which is actually a necklace made by ah na. they put this necklace in this black casing.

then 2 days later....

the door bell rang. i went to open the door and i saw AH NA! i looked as if i just woke up can. super unglam! i opened the door and there, stood fiona lee with a ang ku kueh poked with a red candle.



haha! i was laughing like mad when i saw the ang ku kueh! hahaha! so random! i still remembered during jc times, they kept saying im some old people because i eat ang ku kueh...ERMMM...=/ okay. so i was about to eat the ang ku kueh when the door bell rang again!

opened the door. and there stood mok, ryl and sian with a birthday cake =)) ultimate sweetness! =D it is green tea cake!! the same as what they bought for me 2 yrs back! hehex!! they are the ones who made me LOVE green tea!!! especially POKKA GREEN TEA!



and there i was, making a wish!



the present they gave me!! and they recorded something inside. ahhaha!! i was laughing like nuts when i heard all their recordings. and i still rmb how they made me cry when they made a video for me last year. haha!



my SUPER DUPER SWEET FRIENDS aka fairies/nanel/animal gang =D here's a pic of them at my house



the 5 of us!



and ah sian was super nice too! she travelled all the way from boon lay to punggol just to surprise me and back again to boon lay for her hall bash. thank you ah sian!

and of course! BIG THANK YOU TO THE FAIRIES FOR EVERYTHING! i really really appreciated everything that you all did! HUGS TO ALL!


THE OG

dinnered at cjlmxlb! hahha! wondering whats that? okay, its crystal jade la mian xiao long bao. i forgot who gave that short form. hehx! anyway, met the og ppl at great world city for dinner.







and here is a present from the og. a $100 tangs voucher. THANK YOU!!!! =DD and also not forgetting a big birthday card that they made too! but its still with nessa because i left it in jaren's bag that day and forgot to take it back! =(

anw, really thank the og! =)) you guys made me enjoy my uni life =)

okay. that sums up my 19th birthday! and of course, thank those who wished me too! =)

ARTS BASH ON SATURDAY!

so it was meeting the og people at great world city before we headed off to zouk.















we left pretty early for SUPPER! hahah! headed to centre point for mac.



here's a pic while travelling there. hehx.

had drinks and some food. left around 1.15am. nice boyfriend came to pick me up =) haha! and he was nice enough to drive fiona and shaun home too. haha! reached home ard 2am. talked on phone with boyfriend and slept at 3am.

woke up at 7am the next day for the carnival at esplanade. met up with boyfriend after that since he had the army half marathon thingy. lunched and movie. watch 4bia!! ITS A GOOD SHOW! i think its the FIRST HORROR MOVIE that scares me totally! really! i was clinging on to boyfriend throughout the show and i thought boyfriend was so brave to watch it. and guess what?! i caught him closing his eyes =/ haha! okay, goes to show its really scary okay!

alright. long entry today! off to mug!

lectures started this week! but i only have lectures on 3 days! yay! haha! but i guess when i slot in all my tutorials, it will be a 4 day week. oh well. nvm. anyway, im still thinking whether to join a cca or not. it probably be very much lifeless if im not in any cca but at the same time, it means more committment somewhere else. hmm. nvm. lets see how it goes. and i really dun mind going hospitals to help the patients. hmm.

anyway, bio lecture in the afternoon. quite interesting actually. but my lousy printer cant print out the fine details =/ then it was meeting og mates at The Deck. talked till 4pm and we headed for our history lecture which only lasted for like 39mins! thank goodness. fiona would know why. haha. any longer i would have bite fiona's arm or smth. (ps: fionalee! i realise i dont call u ah na in sch already la!fiona sounds so formal) then it was loitering ard sch. went co-op to check out books and stuff. and na got tease by the og ppl because she refused to say her chinese name and was given liang teh as her chi name instead. haha! okay. i shall not xing zai le huo. anyway, we didnt go for the shooting welcome tea. hopped on joel's car to tanah merah and na and i went dinner at tampines. the food tasted so yummyy! =D then we talked endlessly for hours and headed home. yay! thats it.



this picture was actually taken because we hopped on the wrong shuttle bus and ended up at kent vale! haha! so while waiting for the right bus, we camwhore. haha!



here we have part of the OG. hehe! thats the closest i can find already. i think short of a couple of people. will post one complete og if i manage to find one. haha! og is sooo big =)

been mia for awhile.

thursday marked the end of o-week. although its kind of funny that i went through all the 7 days and not stay for the most impt finale. haha! okay. i was too tired by then. felt so sticky, tired and everything i was dying to go home and have a good bath and slp. o-week was fun! although i still rmb how lost ah na and i were on the first day. knew nth abt the cheers, knew nobody except each other. clueless abt everything. but things became better day by day. stayed over for 2 nights and i must say staying over was fun! supper at prata shop, endless gossips, slping on hard ground, benches or along corridors, having our very own kbox in soci room. then we had games at nus, sentosa, west coast. photo shoot in haw par villa, clementi, vivo and we had our flag day as well. all packed within that 7days. too much to elaborate. but secret won the best og! and sherlocks won the best house! yay!

and i must really thanked BOYFRIEND because he helped me with my bidding which could otherwise be very much impossible without him! haha! hugs!=p

lectures starting tml!!! and my psyc lecture is at 6pm! haha! oh well. movie with boyfriend in the afternoon before i head off for my most anticipated lecture!=)

this week simply just flew by. was so so occupied with so so many things that i lost count of the days.

MON
matriculation at NUS. met ah na at clementi, settled with all the registration stuff. seen through countless cca booths.then headed to bugis with ah na to shop for her formal wear. then to whitesands to meet up with mok and sian. and we headed next to mjc together to meet ryl to collect our cert.yes i know, packed schedule for the day. then we had our dinner together and home sweet home!

TUE
orientation talks early in the morning at 9am. ended around 3plus, headed with ah na to settle our laptops. off to meet boyfriend at ps. settled with my debit card thingy, got my concession. dinnered and boyfriend came over to my house. ( i think so, cant really rmb already)

WED
orientation talk AGAIN early in the morning. ended around 2pm. headed home. boyfriend came over to my place for dinner and helped me with the modules stuff.

THUR
orientation!! okay, ah na and i crashed the orientation. haha! but nth much for the first day of o-week. some talks, learn some cheers, bid for modules, some games. ended ard 8pm or so. headed to bugis with ah na for dinner. then boyfriend picked me up at serangoon around 10pm plus and we went to punggol park. sat around and home sweet home at 12am!

FRI
second day of orientation. things are beginning to pick up. got to know more ppl and games were good. everything's fine. ended 8.30pm. went dinner at bedok with ah na and boyfriend. and home sweet home!

SAT
third day of orientation. travelled to clementi central, haw par villa (ages since i went there), vivo, dhoby. taking pictures along the way. ended around 6pm. met boyfriend at ps. dinnered.sat at the rooftop garden awhile and home sweet home!

SUN
DEAD.

ITS SUNDAY!! a day for me to simply slack at home.

okay, update again for the week

i think i stopped at the part on running to jalan kayu. (so thats a monday)

TUE
went cycling with boyfriend at pasir ris park. but cause boyfriend's arm hasnt recover yet, so we rented the tandem instead. and its more fun riding on tandem than riding it alone actually =D so after 2hrs of cycling, or rather 1.5hrs due to interval breaks, we headed down to serangoon gardens. dinnered at chompchomp. then to buy his dad bdae cake. sent me home before he headed back.

WED
out shopping with sis. went bugis. and fox has good sales. but well, the outlet at bugis is like some pasar malam. everyone was fishing out the clothes from the shelves and throwing it everywhere. *turn off* so we decided to head down to marina sq instead. bought a top there. continued shopping around and i headed home while sis went to meet her boyfriend.

THURS
boyfriend came to my hse. pei me finish watching ming zhong zhu ding. okay, actually i think he fell aslp halfway. haha. then dinnered at my place and we went strolling around my estate at night =))

FRI
met boyfriend along NEL. headed down to orchard to shop around. walked to ps thinking of catching a movie. but oh well, seats available aint good. headed to cathay next but timing for the show aint right. sooo, bus down to marina square. and we bought this japanese plum tart from muji. haha! not too bad. and i bought my flats. LIKE FINALLY. then headed to raffles city to ask abt the fass orientation. i think the whole thing is just so screwed up. there isnt a proper way they could communicate to us. how is it that there is quota for orientation?! shouldnt orientation be for all freshmen? hmm. oh well. let's just see how it goes. left my name and contact there. helped ah na and sheau wei as well. then boyfriend and i headed to shokudo(i think thats the spelling) for our dinner. its some sort like marche. and the prices aint too expensive. we had bamboo eel rice, grilled chicken omelette thingy, soup and dessert was japanese mochi with red bean n ice cream =) good thing we went early because the queue was super longggg after that. walked around raffles city and headed to meet boyfriend's friends at timbre. it was a lonng wait. like an hr before the group of 10 or 11 had a seat. i had my mango magaritta and tried abit of boyfriend's beer. which surprisely, aint too bitter. and his friend had waterfall. the alcohol smelled so strong and his straw melted due to the heat. the part when he poured the alcohol down and the whole thing was flaming was brillant. haha! we left earlier, hopped on 147 to hougang. but there wasnt any more buses to my place so we cab back. reached home ard 1am. bathe and waited for boyfriend to call.

SAT
went boyfriend's hse in the afternoon. lunched, watched shows, talked online and headed home in the evening.

yeah, thats abt it. next wk will be spent going down to nus most of the days. i think im too used to seeing boyfriend like 5 days a week. i guess when uni starts and he returns to camp, we will probably see less of each other =(

oh well.

and happy birthday to my da jie!! =))

okay. been neglecting my poor blog. havent really got the time to update simply because i've been going out most of the days.

okay, back track abit.

wed
k-boxing with the fairies and beth. haha! ryl, ah na and i can form a group already. the 'don't know how to sing' group. haha! but anw, we had fun together. jumping on the sofa acting like some crazy girls =D thats the fun part of k-boxing isnt it? yea, since we cant sing, might as well liven the atmosphere. haha! and that ah mok keep wanted to sing that' shi shei' song. and beth singing her 'xing bu liao qing'. and all the nonsense screaming when we sang fahrenheit's songs. haha! sang till 7plus then boyfriend came to find me =) and i was still telling ah na i wanted the nike bottle and boyfriend came meeting me with the bottle!=) dinnered at yuki yaki with boyfriend and i was reallyyyy full!

fri
QET at nus today!! was 10mins late for the paper. and BIOTECHNOLOGY was the topic for the entire paper which includes the essay la! OH DEAR! oh well, just crapped my way through =/ then it was healthcheck. took like 2hrs plus for that. and poor ah na waited for me and fangyi. met boyfriend at buona vista. pei fiona to tampines. then we dinnered there. headed to expo next (boyfriend's idea). and it turned out to be some national library board book sales! oh my. but anw, we went in and took a look. the books were selling at 1 and 2 dollar! so cheap! but we didnt manage to find anything we like. took a bus down to pasir ris. strolled around pasir ris park. sat for awhile. bought drinks n home!

sat
boyfriend and i accompanied my sis to orchard to shop for wallets. but i was down with a flu or smth. kept sneezing and i was freezing cold for a moment, and perspiring next! and tingxuan actually saw us! haha! so qiao! but a pity i didnt see her =/ walked down to ps and went manhanttan for dinner with boyfriend. and home!

today
ran with my sis to jalan kayu. but to our dismay, no tau huay again!! ahhh! second time already! saddening. bought drinks and took a bus back. but it started pouring real bad when we reached sengkang. so we ran back in that heavy rain! went boyfriend's hse in the afternoon. i was so clumsy as i forgot to bring my ezlink card and it was only until i walked to the lrt station, thinking of topping up my card that i realised i left it at home. so i walked all the way back home again. and it started drizzling by then. by the time i reached boyfriend's hse, started raining already. so i walked in the rain again. and i think probably that's y im having a headache now. walking and running in the rain gives me headache =( watched ming zhong zhu ding at his place. stayed till 6 and went home.

im back again to blog. haha! its the last day of JCI, last day of work. nth much for the moment. so everyone just slacking around. and im so craving for waffle! if i eat that again later, that will be my lunch for 3 days straight. haha! good thing about working, you eat lesser because there isnt any temptation apart from the kitchen who sends up pasteries for tea break. but oh well, im looking forward to next week thou. start dating me out because i will be FREE =) heh.

tell me how to prepare for QET! yea, my GP is that lousy =(

i really think i went one whole round. anyway, i did pass that EPT for admission into NIE. if only i can use that to replace QET. haha! but oh well,EPT seems pretty pointless now. waste my 44 dollars. okay, not mine. my parents.

alright. waiting for lunch time so i can get out and buy my waffle. did i tell you IMH's waffle just looked disorted. i cant follow the gridlines to eat!

hahx, this is actually a continuation from the previous post.

Q Who was the last person you cried in front of: boyfriend.
Q Do you still have pictures of you and your ex: no, we didnt take any
Q Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: ya
Q If you are having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: find fairies to complain or call up boyfriend
Q Are you loud or quiet most of the time: loud when im with close friends, quiet when im with someone not close
Q Are you confident: noooo

5 things i was doing 10 years ago
1. go to sch
2. watch tv
3. play the 'role play' game
4. enjoying life
5. stress free days

5 things on my to-do list today
1. end my last day of work
2. dinner with alexis
3. sleep early! im deprived of slp
4. watch tv without falling aslp
5. talk to boyfriend

5 things i would do if i were a billionare
1. buy a piece of land
2. build my very own house on that land
3. travel around the world!
4. help the poor
5. buy all the clothes that i cant afford now
can i list somemore?
6. do some investment, so can earn more

5 places i have lived in
1. serangoon
2. punggol
3. nil
4. nil
5. nil

done! im so so tired i do not why. im falling asleep. but anyway, on a lighter note, it will be my last day of work today. TIME TO COUNT HOW MUCH I'VE EARNED!

yesterday's dinner was bad. i don't like it =(

my eyes are closinggggggggggggggg. how i wish i can slp now.....

ATTENTION TO FAIRIES!!!
heyhey! go apply for that passion card! so we can get free tix to night safari okay?


alright back to work. i shall endure another NINE HOURS. IT WILL BE OVER SOON!

booo!!

haha! i've actually the time to blog today. actually i have all the time to blog. just that i didnt. i was surprised that meanie didnt call me to do this and that during this JCI week! thank the buddha! im left alone to do my things! so im pretty much in love working for the last week here. and whatmore, i have the company of alexis which is good =)i think i make a pretty good tour guide! haha! and i think its fun because im showing her all the things that she has not come across in hongkong. and my cantonese is definitely improving! haha!

anw. blog hopping and i came across this. since i have some time to spare. let's do this.

Starting time: 9.21am
Name: See Hwee
Sisters : TWO
Shoe size: 7? i think so.
Height: 160cm
Where do you live: punggol
Favourite drinks: green tea! soyabean!
Favourite breakfast: dim sum! i think it makes a good start for my day
Have you been on a plane: yup
Swam in the ocean: i probably drown
Fallen asleep in sch: yup
Broken someone's heart: how would i know?
Fell off your chair: yes. when i rocked the chair and it went backward.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: YES
Saved e-mails: yup!
What is your room like: how a room should looked like?
What's right beside you: telephone, stationaries, hp, files (im in office)
What is the last thing you ate: bread
Ever had chicken pox: NO!
Ever had sore throat: of course
Ever had stitches: uh huh
Broken nose: no
Do you belive in love at first sight: maybe? shrugged.
Like pinics: YES!
Who was the last person you danced with: no one
Last made you smile: boyfriend?
Last yelled at: nope

Today did you:
talk to someone you like: uh huh.
kissed anyone: no
get sick: i hope i did
talked to an ex-colleague: no
miss someone: of course
eat: ya
do you sleep with stuffed animals: used to
what's under your bed: drawers?
who do you really hate: you know i know
what time is it now: 5.12pm

HAHAHA! wonder why i took so long right? because i had tons to do at work and only managed to return to office now.

Random
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now: who else but boyfriend
Q: Do you want children: uh huh
Q: Do you smile often: depends on who im smiling at
Q: Do you like your handwriting: not really
Q: Are your toenails painted: nope. but i would love to
Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: sisters? parents?
Q: What colour shirt are you wearing: black
Q: What were doing at 7pm yesterday: dinnering with alexis
Q: When did you last cry: erm. last week?
Q: Are you a friendly person: i suppose so.
Q: Do you have any pets: NOOOOOOOO
Q: Where is the person you have feelings for right now: AT HOME!
Q: Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you: OF COURSE
Q: Do you sleep with the TV on: never
Q: Have you ever crawled through a window: dun think so
Q: Can you handle the truth: depend on what truth you are talking about
Q: Are you too forgiving: yes
Q: Are you closer to your father or mother: mummi
Q: Do you eat healthy: i try to

grrrr. OT till 7pm ydae. so couldnt make it to meet ah na. I WANT MY NIGHT CYCLING! one word from the prof and it sends everyone working like a bumble bee! at least im just an admin assistant there. so all i need to do was going thru all the files, update the policies and all. but my poor colleagues, got lots to settle =( because everyone was so busy and there isnt much time left, we all had to go back to work on a fine saturday morning. tiring! but im glad im of some help to my colleagues. and this is a prove to say that meanie is really a meanie because alexis the new staff is already starting to feel the way i did. i swear i didnt brainwash her okay. she felt like a personal assistant too!

did i say i kind of attitude her that day? i was super pissed off with her. i dont know how to say..but you know when you are really pissed off, u have the urge to just slam the stuff on your desk? i did that! and i didnt even look at her when she talked to me. i couldnt stand one more sight of her! be glad i agreed to come back to help you. do not take me for granted! so calculative for what? end my work earlier by 10mins and you questioned me. you questioned me in such an authoritative way, a way u demand me to respect you. im sorry. i cant bring myself to do that because you are not worth respecting.

me talking to my colleague: done with work! finally! im going home!
meanie: wait! u come here! its only 6.50pm. how you wan me to count the time? 6.30pm or 7pm? you are working on an hourly basis. you don't come and go as you like. we are really busy here.
me: *stunned* OH OKAY. I STAY BACK TILL 7PM THEN. I SHALL FIND THINGS TO DO FOR THE LAST 10MINS.
meanie: nvm. you can go. just letting you know. end your work on time next time.
me: its alright. its only another 10mins. *pissed off*

so i went to shred some papers.

meanie: you can go. really.
me: nah, another 10mins only. i can shred these paper
meanie: i wan to talk to you. i think you shouldnt be like that.
me: NO. ITS ALRIGHT. I UNDERSTAND THAT. i'll go home when im done shredding the papers.

and this meanie just have to act poor thing. OH PLEASE. she looked as if she is going to cry because i kind of attituded her. want to compete who can really cry? if u can act poor thing. i can too. i can cry as easily as you can. stop acting as if you are so frail. stop acting as if i bullied you or smth.

and to think i still have to put up with her. i still had to smile at her and say goodbye to her at the end of the day. you know sometimes i can be so contradicting. i can be attituding her on one end. but on the other end, the angel in my head tells me not to worsen the situation and just make peace. and i'll just make myself end things off nicely because its pointless acting like some childish kids. so i msged her at the end of the day to explain my part. and i actually apologized to her because i attituded her!!! of course, things went fine the next day.

i only knew once i stepped out of my office, i just cried. i dont know why. i just felt so dumb and silly. why am i putting up with all these nonsense?! so i called boyfriend. but this silly boy aint picking up my call! he only returned my call like 20mins later.

anw. if she is going to be so calculative, no problem. i will make sure i am calculative with you too. and im just glad that i am not helping you this time for JCI. luckily im helping toetoe, xiaodong and rebekah. which makes my work so much better because IM NOT FACING YOU.

and i can tell you, i will sure be treated as a personal assistant next week. because next week is the JCI and im sure i will be at her beck n call AGAIN.

for once im free during work! haha! been ot-ing the past few days, im reallyyyy tired! and it is only till today, that i sat down and talked to alexis. she's new here and i have not talked to her at all for the past 4 days! see! look at how busy i am! and i really really hope there will not be OT today because im going to meet ah na for night cycling!!! =)) situation seems alright now. lets hope there will not be any last minute changes or what that requires me to stay back to help out.

speaking of it. MEANIE CALLED! work to do...

tata!

let me eat snake for awhile. haha!

im tired at work! so many things to do and that horrible meanie is really a MEANIE. argh. its funny. knowing that i dislike her, i still went back to help. irony. sometimes you just got to fall blindly into a hole even when you know there is one ahead of you. ahhh. oh well. its just another one more week. since i can tolerate for 4 mths, 1 week is nth i guess. haha! haix. zhen shi ku zhong zhuo le.

alright. better get back to work. i do not want to shortchange her since she is so calculative of what time i end my work and whatsoever. yucks.

and yes, boyfriend went back to camp already =( means i'll see him less, expect a slower reply, cant call him when im bored =(

okokay, back to work!

yay!! i can withdraw from NIE already! whahahahaha!

FIONA LEE! im going to be schmates with you AGAIN! yay! =D

and yes. boyfriend going to pei me to NUS later to submit the documents =)

it has been a long long journey before i finally found my way into fass. haha! long story. after everything, i finally got into what i wanted. so...thumbs up! =)

and my bank money is depleting! okay, basically im living on my own. paying for all my expenses. and my meagre pay is oh well. but better than nth thou. maybe i shld try to do some OT next wk since it is supposed to be the busiest time for IMH then. haha!

GOOD NEWS!

I GOT INTO FASS! hahahahah!

BUT! the thing is i've signed an agreement with moe. thats the problem =( my sisters and boyfriend all think that it wouldnt be a problem to withdraw from nie. but i was talking to gavin lee and he says a contract is still a contract. haix. i don't know la. im so sick of everything!

i shall just go down to MOE on monday to speak to them. emailing is too slow.

anw, yesterday was kbox-ing with xuan for a solid 5 hrs! hahaha! good time spent. but still, it probably take me like 4 hrs out of the 5 to sing into the mic. hahaha! i still think i cant sing.

yawn! tired! been out almost the whole day these few days. but oh well, beats staying at home and doing nothing.

singing lessons? hahha! me and ah sian talking about that online now. we were so random. was talking to na that day too and we said we should go learn something and we actually came up with singing! haha! and i think i cant learn singing with sian n mok. i sure 'xiao chang' one. because when i hear them and hear myself, sure cmi. haha! bet ah na and ryl would agree. hehex. i seriously think i should go pick up a skill. so what should i learn? hmm...

and im actually blogging at both sites.

www.itswithinus.blogspot.com for more updates.

tata!

one hurdle crossed. just did my EPT today. i wouldnt say all went well because of the horrible conversation part. imagine talking to yourself in a conversation?!! just felt the test wasnt really a good gauge because it is all recorded and one can be easily distracted because everyone is talking at the same time and it can be irritating because it disturbs ur thoughts. and that is exactly what that happens to me. my mind went blank for the conversation part! argh. peanut butter. i was like errr, errmmmm in the self-conversation la. and i just kept repeating my points =( i just think my thoughts were all in a mess. like there is no sequence when i said it. im sad after that oral =(

written paper was just 100 mcqs. so that's fine i hope. unless i make stupid mistakes or didnt read carefully or what. oh well. and im glad i met hsiang yin! otherwise i would be all alone. and i made 2 other friends too =)

anyway, thanks ah ryl, mok, sian and na for all your good lucks for my test =)

come to think abt it, did my boyfriend wish me good luck? hmm...

anyway, saturday was spent watching movie with boyfriend in tampines. bumped into ah na and eling. then met up with ah na later on. boyfriend accompanied me as well.we headed to t3 to meet ryl and sian. walked for miles and laughed like nuts before we finally settled ourselves for dinner at crystal jade. then it was photos and more photos all the way till 11.30pm. HAHA! thats what we are good for. and home sweet home after that.

and im so looking forward to meeting ah na for the dinner on thurs. haha. i duno why. ah sian! must go too okay! i think i give up on mok n ryl already. haha.

lets all hope i will pass my ept okay?

thurs

met cycling budddy AH NA at pasir ris. and this girl kept me waiting for a whole 45minutes! luckily boyfriend called and kept me entertained. otherwise i would have rotted there. anyway, it was good weather for a good tann!chit chat all the way as we cycled. good catching up!after near 2 hours of cycling, we left to meet ryl, mok and sian at whitesands kopitiam. reminiscing our jc times. haha! okay, actually i didnt really contribute much on the part in whitesands kopitiam because im usually not around with the fairies. haha! or maybe just a couple of times only. and mok n sian bought us chewy junior donuts. and fairies jiu shi fairies because they just know what flavour i would take. haha! after eating our lunch-cum-dinner, each of us had our share of donuts. and as usual, we were just laughing and laughing on all the 'you de mei de'. then headed to popular next to accompany mok to buy her assessment papers for her tutee. contemplating on whether to take neoprints or not. but well, we didnt. headed to hongkong cafe for mango snow ice instead. ahh, that really reminded me of jc times. MANGO SNOW ICE! so the 5 of us attacked the mountain of ice and it didnt take us long to clear it. ah na left to meet her mum n aunty but she realised she left her ezlink card at the bike rental shop. so the 5 of us headed to pasir ris park to retrieve her ezlink card. and i was so tempted to go for another round of cycle and ah mok actually agreed to it. but too bad ryl was in skirt n ah xian just didnt want to perspire =( so we headed home next.

i simply love the fairies! =)

today
swam in the morning with xuan. and the sun worked on me at long last. because im tiny weeny little bit darker! hahaha!but oh well, i really don't have the stamina to swim for long. tired out easily. i guess running works better. xuan came over to my house for lunch then i headed to boyfriend's place. slacked around then went for dinner at compasspt. and i actually had KFC for dinner! see! for the sake of u BOYFRIEND!

alright, off to more grammar vocab tests!

TATA!

mon

nice daddy drove me to orange grove road to register my EPT. and when i reached the building, i realised i've been there before! for some literature talk when i was in secondary sch! haha! anyway, i thought i was really early because i reached there at 9am. but it was already a queue =/ anyway, settled with the registration and daddy drove me home. boyfriend came over in the afternoon after i forced him to =x haha!

today

woke up early in the morning because i have to reach moe building at 9am for briefing and signing of the bond. ended around 10am plus. headed to ps to walk around, thinking of what to get for boyfriend because i made him unhappy (he made me unhappy too). anyway, ended up getting a card. headed to compass point library next. then i decided to drop by IMH to find xiao dong and company. glad to see them again =)and went to boyfriend's house after that.

haha, im like running everywhere today. and i wanted to surprise boyfriend so i dropped the card into his letterbox. but he told me his dad opened it and see. ahhhh! =x

ahhh yes, went to the zoo with my family! =) haha. kind of random. it was in conjunction with world blood donor day. so we had 6 free tickets to the zoo! The last time i went to the zoo was 5 years ago. in fact, nothing much has changed over the past 5 years. it took us 4 hours to walk all around the zoo, seeing all the animals. but i guess the animals in zoo are pretty pampered.

anyway, some random pictures of the animals. didnt manage to take alot of them because the camera went out of battery =/

im bored!

From this moment on, I shall blog in complete sentences with no short forms.In fact, I am pretty much worried about the EPT. I know i am only tested more or less on grammar, vocabulary, some oral skills and stuff. But you know, when things go right to basics, problems surfaced because you will end up questioning yourself on simple things. The simpler it seems, the higher the chances of you failing it. And i am worried because it's either i make it, or break it. Pass the test and term will start on 23 July. Fail it, and god knows when i will start my term. So, i cannot afford to fail that test because i only have that one chance.

alright. enough about that.

on a lighter note, i did my very first manicure today! =p I wanted my nails black or dark blue, but sis says it would not look nice on fingernails =/ In the end, i had my nails painted maroon. Come to think about it again, whether it is black, dark blue or maroon, its all dark colours anyway. I should have chosen dark blue instead because my toenails are dark blue and now it clashes with my fingernails =/

anyway,

it was shopping trip with ah na yesterday at far east. Final conclusion: Far East is not a place to shop (at least for me)Anyway, both of us felt so unaccomplished because we did not purchase anything. But thankfully, we entered forever 21 and here we go. we bought our tops. Ah na was nice because she let me have the black spag =p Thanks! Afterwhich, we headed to taka to have our pancakes.Blueberry cheese for ah na and peanut for me which more or less became my dinner for the day, thanks to the headache. It hurt so bad i felt like vomiting.

shall end here. update again soon.

back to update! =)

ydae was a good time spent with dear old squadmate JENNY TAN! =)i decided to be nice and accompanied her to far east and it turned out to be an adventure. HAHA! met jen in the late afternoon. went shopping around far east but didnt manage to buy anything thou =/ settled our dinner at food republic and randomly, we decided to go botanical garden. and with some help from sis, we headed to the back of wheelock place. asked one random friendly security guard who directed us the way. hopped on bus 123 and we figured our way there. walked into botanical garden. stroll around. nice atmosphere.nice place.i was telling jen its such a romantic place to go at night and this lady who happened to walk past just had to say 'it's so eerie here' -_-'' haha! nvm.

and we decided to head down to dempsey hill. not knowing where exactly the place was (except that we knew it is opposite botanical garden), we just walked down the road. and man, we cheered our way there. HAHA! good old st john cheers and we sang down the road. okay, not exactly sang down the road, just a quarter of it. landed ourselves in a place we felt it should be dempsey hill. so we walked along the narrow dark path, climbed up the slope and headed in the direction we felt it was right. but okay, we thought we went the wrong way so we made a u-turn only to realise that the route we walked earlier on was right. so we made a u-turn again. after all the walking, we finally landed ourselves in dempsey hill ONE HOUR LATER. man, im so proud of ourselves =))

we explored around the small little village. settled at dome for our earl grey tea. and yes, 'tu ji jian cha' on boyfriend at the same time too. ahahha! went house of barracks to find boyfriend. waited for him for awhile. hopped on 105 with jen n boyfriend. then boyfriend n i cabbed home.

i love night walk! especially when the road is quiet and all you can hear is the sound of crickets or whatever insects and all you can smell is the sweet air. ahhh =)nice~ anw, it was really a good catching up session with squadmate. despite the fact that we have not been meeting up for ages, we still have tons to talk about and our little adventure ended the day off well =)

and i only slept for like 5hours because i was on phone with my boy till 2.30am and my sis woke me up at 7am to tell me the hamster ran to my da jie's room. hmmm. slept for awhile more before i woke up.

went out with boyfriend and family in the morning. to the temple first. then to OG. then to lunch. then to movie. and of all time, i just had to cramp in the midst of the movie. although i had already anticipated it, but still, its sickening. with the panadol extra i brought along, i swallowed it. without any water that is. and eating one panadol wasnt effective enough i had to have 2. almost died walking around marina square and it isnt nice to show that you are in pain when his parents are around. so boyfriend's hand just got to suffer for some time. it seems like donkey years before the panadols took effect. and boyfriend's mum wanted to stop for some drink. and the hot tea made me felt 1232606507075043029 times bettter. headed to taka next for dinner. was so so so full after that. i felt i was just eating for the whole day. and i feel super fat now! grrrrrr. headed to boyfriend's daddy's salon to cut their hair. walked around taka and home!

and i can still feel the food swimming in my stomach =/ i really think i overeat today.

and despite spending my whole sunday with boyfriend, i still miss him like nuts.

hah. i sound so girly. nvm. random.

went shopping with my da jie yesterday. walked for like 4 hours with an interval break for like 15mins and what do you end up with? ANS: muscle ache. hahah! im serious. but yesterday's shopping probably added on to the shopping trip the day before yesterday with both my sisters which explains why my calf muscles are screaming. and worst of all, I DIDNT BUY ANYTHING! what a fruitless trip. but probably because my sis was shopping for her working pants and all, which doesnt suit me. oh well. next week. next week will be a better shopping trip. hehx.

we shopped till like 6pm. da jie went to meet her friend for dinner while i went over to boyfriend's place =)

exercise week!!

i did my first 6km on sunday! hahaha! im so proud of myself =p

went cycling with ah na ydae =) fun! it feels good not having to work because we can have impromtu outings. hehx. and this ah na went to ram into a rubbish bin -_-'' and she stood there laughing at herself. silly girl. and she is good at spotting people making out in the park =x

na:*eyes opened big* did you see that?
me: see what?
na: they were making out in public
me: really?
na: ya!
me: *u turn* oh, really leh.

hahax...that sounded dumb =p

walked to whitesands. ah na had her honeydew milkshake and i had my papaya milk. haha!

na: i think the aunty um chio at you when you say you wanted papaya milk
me: HAHAHAH!

walked around whitesands. dinnered and both of us bought the same shorts and t shirt. HAHA!

and home sweet home after that.

and ya! shared blog with boyfriend. here it goes:
www.itswithinus.blogspot.com

so probably i wouldnt be blogging here that often already. yup!

alright. going to my aunty's hse soon! and nice daddy coming over to drive us all the way there =)

i miss my boyfriend! =)

my first week of 'relax and enjoy' has passed.

and im looking forward to next week!! =p shopping with dear sis, dear jenny. visiting aunty and my dear niece.swimming with cousin (hopefully)and many many more. good. fufiling week! hehex.

anyway, im growing FAT at home! theres too much temptation at home. my mum bought oreos, chipsmore, hello panda and so many more. she is stocking up the house with FOOD. and im eating them =(

anyway, as soon as i get myself a good pair of running shoe, i'll go running everyday!

and my dear sis gave me a teddy bear yesterday. HAHAX. so cute! hugs!

IM SERIOUSLY BORED. boyfriend is slping like a pig now. and im left to entertain myself. HOW NICE...grrrr....

boo!! i slept at 2am and woke up at 7.30am today! nvm. thats random =x

anw, back track abit.

mon
went raffles place to find ryl and na for lunch. and this ah sian just got to PS us. grrrr...anw, we went barrista express to eat...wanted to go there because it is run by ex-imh patients...and since i've work there for so long, i shld go there and see. i saw the manager that i always see in IMH. but apparently, he doesnt seem to recognise me la. hahx!off to boyfriend's hse after that and home!

tue
went boyfriend's hse.

wed
sentosa with sis! but SIGH. fated that i can never tann myself. it just had to rain. but nonetheless, we did spend our time well taking 100 plus pics...hahhahax...good time spend with sister! yay! but i was super upset. the 6.45pm phobia.

thur
rotted at home!

when everything just doesnt seem right
when everything just make u lose sight of the bigger picture
like a jigsaw puzzle with a missing piece
i never felt completed
yet a hug from my mum
simply gave me the assurance
a small action it may be
but u never know just how much i needed
needed that one hug

I LOVE MY MUMMY! =) im starting to think that mummy is incredible. perhaps u will forever be that small little girl in ur mum's heart. hahx, i sound like some mummy's girl but im glad mummy stood by me everytime when i was down. really.

HOME AT LAST! =)

anw, i've already planned what to do next week. hahah!and its only 9am now! so early. bet boyfriend still dreaming away in his CANDYland.

=(

6 most FATTENING ice cream!

1. Häagen-Dazs Chocolate Peanut Butter (360 calories, 24 grams of fat). Look out for nuts and chocolate: the most fattening flavors tend to be loaded with both.

2. Ben and Jerry's Chubby Hubby (330 calories, 20 grams of fat). Vanilla ice cream with fudge and peanut butter swirls, plus fudge covered peanut butter-filled pretzels. Any hubby who brings this into the house is asking for trouble.

3. Häagen-Dazs Butter Pecan (310 calories, 23 grams of fat). It's one of the most popular flavors, but the abundance of pecans also makes it one of the fattiest.

4. Sheer Bliss Pomegranate with chocolate chips (320 calories, 20 grams fat). Yes, pomegranate juice is good for you. But don't be fooled by the name: cream, milk and sugar are the first three ingredients in this decadent concoction.

5. Ben and Jerry's Vermonty Python (300 calories, 19 grams of fat). Coffee ice cream with chocolate cookie crumbs and fudge "cows." Moo.

6. Coldstone Cookie Batter (300 calories, 16 grams of fat). The cookie batter mix includes molasses and brown sugar as well as flour, adding calories along with richness. Note that the smallest "Like It" serving size is bigger than a half cup; it has 380 calories and 20 grams of fat. The "Love it" portion is a full cup.

hahax..happen to chance upon this. hmmm.

suddenly...i just feel so bu kai xin again =(

grrr....i think i like half screwed my interview...i came out of the interview rm feeling good abt everything...but when i started to recall here and there...i thought i gave such lousy ans and there's so much more i could have said...argh...how how how....

aye...now got to wait AGAIN...i really dread waiting for letters now...cant they just tell you straight whether u are in or not. i hate that kind of suspense...if u are in, you are in. if u are out, you are out. thats all. why bring us through that trauma? if u get in..then thats good..but if u don't...its really like bringing u up to heaven and dropping you down to hell...I HATE THAT! grrrrr....and when its waiting time again...i get paranoid again...sigh...hao bu rong yi pass my 1 week happily...and now...its that horrible waiting time again...sigh...

random complains.

here again to blog. im seriously sitting in the office shaking my leg. HAHX! 2 hours more to go. farewell lunch treat by rebekah today. and i ate fried chicken, burger and mango ice! OMG!!!!!!!!! how fattening...grrr...

plan for tml! interview in the morning, and i'll drop by boyfriend's hse in the late afternoon or something. im so dying to see boyfriend! because i haven seen him for 3 days and when i don't see him, i'll start attituding him...hmmm..i just realised that thou...hahx...

anw, my desk is already cleared, cabinets emptied, things to handover are all in place. it's amazing how my short 4 months stay here could accumulate so many 'you de mei de dong xi' now im just left with going to the HR dept to hand over my pass...maybe one day i'll miss working here..who knows...hahax...

oh ya, i've agreed to help cecilia at red cross for some admin stuff because they have baskets and baskets of cheques to key in to the system due to the mynamar and china disasters. so i shall volunteer to help them
(ps: fairies/fairy godfather/fairies wannabe, anyone wants to go too?)

next week shall be a good week. i must start packing my days with activities already.

alright. i shall go fax my timesheet to recruit express now.

last day of work already! yay! =)

i shall cherish the last 8 hrs sitting in this office.

i cant wait for today to end. because im already thinking of what to do for the next week, next next week, next next next week =)

plan
- lunch with ryl, na and sian next week
- mahjong sessions with fairies
- swimming, gyming, tennis at ah ryl's place
- sun tanning with sister
- shopping with my dear jenny
- learn to drive
- learn to ice skate properly
- roller bladding with sister
- drop by yew mei green one day to find edward tan
- research and big big discussion with fairies on our big big plan
- spend more time with boyfriend!
- diet!!!

okay, thats all i can think of. thats enough to last me for some time i hope.

in the midst of blog hopping, i came across this. which i thought was so so so true about me!

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you. (conflicts? yea, just like how i didnt like xxx xx, but i still appear as if i get along with her)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. ( YES. i dunwan to be some dumb girl with no aim in life)

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. ( yep, i think i am)

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long
( boyfriend going to raise both his hands and agree to this...hahx!)

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

so i went on and spent 1hr plus doing 80 over quizzes...HAHX! so i picked some random quizzes that i did.


Attitude towards your present situation in Life
You may not be so happy with your present situation. However, you think you can still get by.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test41.aspx


Emotions Test
The drawing of water springing out of the fountain tells something about emotions.

You have a strong masculine quality. If you want to annoy your loved one, you can just do it without hesitation. You are stubborn, faithful and frank. Sometimes, you laugh when you are not supposed to.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test39.aspx


Colours and Names
Here is the analysis:

The one who will never forget you is huixian.
The one who you can consider as your real friend is waiyin.
The one you really love is nic.
This may be your soulmate: myself.
The one you will remember for the rest of your life is jenny.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test10.aspx


Love Test
Here is the analysis:

When it comes to love, you take your time and do not fall in love easily.
You give 50% to your relationship and expect to receive 50% in return.
If there is a problem in your relationship, you are able to confront it in an optimistic way and full of hope. You want to work it out right away, all by yourself.
You need lots of reassurance in your relationship. You'd like to see your loved one every day, if possible.
You accept your loved one the way they are. You don't expect him or her to change for you.
When you love someone, you tend to stay in love for a long time.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test1.aspx

Your Working Style
You radiate sympathy and fellowship. You concern yourself chiefly with the people around you and place a high value on harmonious human contacts. You are friendly, tactful, and sympathetic. You are persevering, conscientious and orderly even in small matters, and inclined to expect others to be the same. You are particularly warmed by approval and sensitive to indifference. Much of your pleasure and satisfaction comes from the warmth of feeling of people around you. You tend to concentrate on the admirable qualities of other people and are loyal to respected persons, institutions, or causes, sometimes to the point of idealizing whatever you admire.

You have the gift of finding value in other people's opinions. Even when these opinions are in conflict, you have faith that harmony can somehow be achieved and you often manage to bring it about. To achieve harmony, you are ready to agree with other's opinions within reasonable limits. You need to be careful however, that you don't concentrate so much on the viewpoints of others that you lose site of your own.

You are mainly interested in the realities perceived by your five senses, so you become practical, realistic, and down-to-earth. You take great interest in the unique differences in each experience. You appreciate and enjoy your possessions. You enjoy variety but can adapt well to routine.

You are in your best in jobs that deal with people and in situations where cooperation can be brought about through good will. You are found in jobs such as teaching, preaching, and selling. Your compassion and awareness of physical conditions often attracts you to health professions, where you can provide warmth, comfort, and patient caring. You are less likely to be happy in work demanding mastery of abstract ideas or impersonal analysis. You think best when talking with people, and enjoy communicating. You have to make a special effort to be brief and businesslike and not let sociability slow you down on the job. (AHHHH...hey...that bold sentence is true!)

You like to base your plans and decisions upon known facts and on your personal values. While liking to have matters decided or settled, you do not necessarily want to make all the decisions yourself. You run some risk of jumping to conclusions before you understand the situations. If you have not taken time to gain first-hand knowledge about a person or situation, your actions may not have the helpful results you intended. For example, in the beginning of a new project or job, you may do things you assume should be done, instead of taking the time to find out what is really wanted or needed. You have many definite "shoulds" and "should nots," and may express these freely.

You find it is especially hard to admit the truth about problems with people or things you care about. If you fail to face disagreeable facts, or refuse to look at criticism that hurts, you will try to ignore your problems instead of searching for solutions.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test47.aspx

alright. done with the quizzes. its going to be lunch hr soon! hahahax...im good at wasting time. wonder what im going to do for the next SIX HOURS!! now that i have sufficient dividers, the mailroom ran out of ring binder. OH MY! so i cant do much now.

blog hopping the whole morning while i photocopied my stuff. in fact i think i can finish what im suppose to complete by the end of today if i were to really rush it out. but well, i've got till thursday to finish them. so i better do it slowly anyway. and i think i cant do photocopying or binding work cox i always end up having paper cuts =(

and boyfriend is going to drive away all my friends i swear! was random so i msged ah ryl. and the first thing she said was 'now whenever talk to you must got jie xin, so talk to you very xin ku' HEY NICHOLAS ANG! see what u have done! grrrrr. but oh well, sometimes when he is so childish, i cant help it but to laugh at things that he's doing. he's really just like a little boy. but still, grow up young man, u're 20 already! =p

this weekend is probably one that i spent it happily. because weekends long, my work is ending soon. and im finally hearing some news.

sat was out shopping with my sis. sunday was pure rotting at home. BUT i did manage to drag myself out for a run because boyfriend say IM FAT. thx. so i did 4.2km. and today was spent at boyfiend's house baking cookies, talking, looking at photos of someone. and daddy mummy came to pick me up after that. luckily. otherwise i would be so lazy to travel home myself.hahx.

and and and. i desperately need a good pair of running shoes. the pair of running shoes that im wearing is giving me blisters. pain! time to shop for running shoes already!

photocopying and binding would take up my last 3 days of work in IMH. grrr. im getting so so sick and tired of doing that already. but she wouldnt be around. so that's fine i suppose. and i guess im too soft hearted. like im always complaining about her. always getting so angry cox im so bossed around. but when it comes to the last day when i know i wouldnt be seeing her anymore, my hatred just kind of disappear into thin air. and all the more when she gave me a hug and wish me the best (though boyfriend told me that she probably hug me because there wouldnt be anyone for her to boss ard or buy milk tea for her)but probably that happens to everyone too? since we are already leaving the workplace, why bother to hold on to the grudges. right? right.

aiya. nvm. random again.

im rotting at home today! woke up at 8am, had my breakfast, read the papers, watch tv, went back to slp, woke up at 1pm, had lunch, watch tv and now im online. slp and eat! im going to run later already =/

anw, was out shopping with my sister ydae. and we bought this for mummy! hahahhahx!!



cute right?!!!



its a massager! hahahx!

okay. nvm, thats random. walked around. bought what we wanted and went back home.

and and and, boyfriend had his stiches removed. so now, he has got 3 of that 'me to you' bear scars. hurry recover so we can go out!!

and i was thinking of playing sims. but i forgot my sis deleted that from the com! AHHHH....and im lazy to re-install it. somemore it has got 4 disc, ahhh, forget it. so what should i do now?

hmm. im sort of done with my work for next week already. how efficient am i. hahx! anyway, farewell lunch for me later! and i realise im eating way too much nowadays! and for the fact that i haven been running for the past 2 weeks, that's really bad. sometimes eating sweet stuff like donuts made me happier. and yar, felt so guilty putting them into my mouth. but oh well, sometimes i shld just eat.

and cecilia called me just now!! =)) so sweet! at least im not forgotten yet. haha! maybe i should be nice and drop by red cross on sat =)

alright. back to wrap up some final parts of my work.

tata~

YES! IM OFFICIALLY ENDING MY WORK NEXT FRIDAY!!! =)))) whee~~

she wanted me to work till end may and stacy wanted me to help her at her department for 2 weeks. BUT, i turned all down. i've seen and learn enough about IMH. so it's about time i go. i shall find another job!

im like so dying to end my work here in fact. simply because i find working here totally meaningless (except the ward audit part). i don't want to spend my days away just mere typing, photocopying, binding and being ordered around. and to think i can do these for 4 months. oh my!

alright, i better go back to my typing. im reaching my 67th page already. after typing for like 2days. how exciting! -_-''