back to update! =)

ydae was a good time spent with dear old squadmate JENNY TAN! =)i decided to be nice and accompanied her to far east and it turned out to be an adventure. HAHA! met jen in the late afternoon. went shopping around far east but didnt manage to buy anything thou =/ settled our dinner at food republic and randomly, we decided to go botanical garden. and with some help from sis, we headed to the back of wheelock place. asked one random friendly security guard who directed us the way. hopped on bus 123 and we figured our way there. walked into botanical garden. stroll around. nice atmosphere.nice place.i was telling jen its such a romantic place to go at night and this lady who happened to walk past just had to say 'it's so eerie here' -_-'' haha! nvm.

and we decided to head down to dempsey hill. not knowing where exactly the place was (except that we knew it is opposite botanical garden), we just walked down the road. and man, we cheered our way there. HAHA! good old st john cheers and we sang down the road. okay, not exactly sang down the road, just a quarter of it. landed ourselves in a place we felt it should be dempsey hill. so we walked along the narrow dark path, climbed up the slope and headed in the direction we felt it was right. but okay, we thought we went the wrong way so we made a u-turn only to realise that the route we walked earlier on was right. so we made a u-turn again. after all the walking, we finally landed ourselves in dempsey hill ONE HOUR LATER. man, im so proud of ourselves =))

we explored around the small little village. settled at dome for our earl grey tea. and yes, 'tu ji jian cha' on boyfriend at the same time too. ahahha! went house of barracks to find boyfriend. waited for him for awhile. hopped on 105 with jen n boyfriend. then boyfriend n i cabbed home.

i love night walk! especially when the road is quiet and all you can hear is the sound of crickets or whatever insects and all you can smell is the sweet air. ahhh =)nice~ anw, it was really a good catching up session with squadmate. despite the fact that we have not been meeting up for ages, we still have tons to talk about and our little adventure ended the day off well =)

and i only slept for like 5hours because i was on phone with my boy till 2.30am and my sis woke me up at 7am to tell me the hamster ran to my da jie's room. hmmm. slept for awhile more before i woke up.

went out with boyfriend and family in the morning. to the temple first. then to OG. then to lunch. then to movie. and of all time, i just had to cramp in the midst of the movie. although i had already anticipated it, but still, its sickening. with the panadol extra i brought along, i swallowed it. without any water that is. and eating one panadol wasnt effective enough i had to have 2. almost died walking around marina square and it isnt nice to show that you are in pain when his parents are around. so boyfriend's hand just got to suffer for some time. it seems like donkey years before the panadols took effect. and boyfriend's mum wanted to stop for some drink. and the hot tea made me felt 1232606507075043029 times bettter. headed to taka next for dinner. was so so so full after that. i felt i was just eating for the whole day. and i feel super fat now! grrrrrr. headed to boyfriend's daddy's salon to cut their hair. walked around taka and home!

and i can still feel the food swimming in my stomach =/ i really think i overeat today.

and despite spending my whole sunday with boyfriend, i still miss him like nuts.

hah. i sound so girly. nvm. random.

went shopping with my da jie yesterday. walked for like 4 hours with an interval break for like 15mins and what do you end up with? ANS: muscle ache. hahah! im serious. but yesterday's shopping probably added on to the shopping trip the day before yesterday with both my sisters which explains why my calf muscles are screaming. and worst of all, I DIDNT BUY ANYTHING! what a fruitless trip. but probably because my sis was shopping for her working pants and all, which doesnt suit me. oh well. next week. next week will be a better shopping trip. hehx.

we shopped till like 6pm. da jie went to meet her friend for dinner while i went over to boyfriend's place =)

exercise week!!

i did my first 6km on sunday! hahaha! im so proud of myself =p

went cycling with ah na ydae =) fun! it feels good not having to work because we can have impromtu outings. hehx. and this ah na went to ram into a rubbish bin -_-'' and she stood there laughing at herself. silly girl. and she is good at spotting people making out in the park =x

na:*eyes opened big* did you see that?
me: see what?
na: they were making out in public
me: really?
na: ya!
me: *u turn* oh, really leh.

hahax...that sounded dumb =p

walked to whitesands. ah na had her honeydew milkshake and i had my papaya milk. haha!

na: i think the aunty um chio at you when you say you wanted papaya milk
me: HAHAHAH!

walked around whitesands. dinnered and both of us bought the same shorts and t shirt. HAHA!

and home sweet home after that.

and ya! shared blog with boyfriend. here it goes:
www.itswithinus.blogspot.com

so probably i wouldnt be blogging here that often already. yup!

alright. going to my aunty's hse soon! and nice daddy coming over to drive us all the way there =)

i miss my boyfriend! =)

my first week of 'relax and enjoy' has passed.

and im looking forward to next week!! =p shopping with dear sis, dear jenny. visiting aunty and my dear niece.swimming with cousin (hopefully)and many many more. good. fufiling week! hehex.

anyway, im growing FAT at home! theres too much temptation at home. my mum bought oreos, chipsmore, hello panda and so many more. she is stocking up the house with FOOD. and im eating them =(

anyway, as soon as i get myself a good pair of running shoe, i'll go running everyday!

and my dear sis gave me a teddy bear yesterday. HAHAX. so cute! hugs!

IM SERIOUSLY BORED. boyfriend is slping like a pig now. and im left to entertain myself. HOW NICE...grrrr....

boo!! i slept at 2am and woke up at 7.30am today! nvm. thats random =x

anw, back track abit.

mon
went raffles place to find ryl and na for lunch. and this ah sian just got to PS us. grrrr...anw, we went barrista express to eat...wanted to go there because it is run by ex-imh patients...and since i've work there for so long, i shld go there and see. i saw the manager that i always see in IMH. but apparently, he doesnt seem to recognise me la. hahx!off to boyfriend's hse after that and home!

tue
went boyfriend's hse.

wed
sentosa with sis! but SIGH. fated that i can never tann myself. it just had to rain. but nonetheless, we did spend our time well taking 100 plus pics...hahhahax...good time spend with sister! yay! but i was super upset. the 6.45pm phobia.

thur
rotted at home!

when everything just doesnt seem right
when everything just make u lose sight of the bigger picture
like a jigsaw puzzle with a missing piece
i never felt completed
yet a hug from my mum
simply gave me the assurance
a small action it may be
but u never know just how much i needed
needed that one hug

I LOVE MY MUMMY! =) im starting to think that mummy is incredible. perhaps u will forever be that small little girl in ur mum's heart. hahx, i sound like some mummy's girl but im glad mummy stood by me everytime when i was down. really.

HOME AT LAST! =)

anw, i've already planned what to do next week. hahah!and its only 9am now! so early. bet boyfriend still dreaming away in his CANDYland.

=(

6 most FATTENING ice cream!

1. Häagen-Dazs Chocolate Peanut Butter (360 calories, 24 grams of fat). Look out for nuts and chocolate: the most fattening flavors tend to be loaded with both.

2. Ben and Jerry's Chubby Hubby (330 calories, 20 grams of fat). Vanilla ice cream with fudge and peanut butter swirls, plus fudge covered peanut butter-filled pretzels. Any hubby who brings this into the house is asking for trouble.

3. Häagen-Dazs Butter Pecan (310 calories, 23 grams of fat). It's one of the most popular flavors, but the abundance of pecans also makes it one of the fattiest.

4. Sheer Bliss Pomegranate with chocolate chips (320 calories, 20 grams fat). Yes, pomegranate juice is good for you. But don't be fooled by the name: cream, milk and sugar are the first three ingredients in this decadent concoction.

5. Ben and Jerry's Vermonty Python (300 calories, 19 grams of fat). Coffee ice cream with chocolate cookie crumbs and fudge "cows." Moo.

6. Coldstone Cookie Batter (300 calories, 16 grams of fat). The cookie batter mix includes molasses and brown sugar as well as flour, adding calories along with richness. Note that the smallest "Like It" serving size is bigger than a half cup; it has 380 calories and 20 grams of fat. The "Love it" portion is a full cup.

hahax..happen to chance upon this. hmmm.

suddenly...i just feel so bu kai xin again =(

grrr....i think i like half screwed my interview...i came out of the interview rm feeling good abt everything...but when i started to recall here and there...i thought i gave such lousy ans and there's so much more i could have said...argh...how how how....

aye...now got to wait AGAIN...i really dread waiting for letters now...cant they just tell you straight whether u are in or not. i hate that kind of suspense...if u are in, you are in. if u are out, you are out. thats all. why bring us through that trauma? if u get in..then thats good..but if u don't...its really like bringing u up to heaven and dropping you down to hell...I HATE THAT! grrrrr....and when its waiting time again...i get paranoid again...sigh...hao bu rong yi pass my 1 week happily...and now...its that horrible waiting time again...sigh...

random complains.

here again to blog. im seriously sitting in the office shaking my leg. HAHX! 2 hours more to go. farewell lunch treat by rebekah today. and i ate fried chicken, burger and mango ice! OMG!!!!!!!!! how fattening...grrr...

plan for tml! interview in the morning, and i'll drop by boyfriend's hse in the late afternoon or something. im so dying to see boyfriend! because i haven seen him for 3 days and when i don't see him, i'll start attituding him...hmmm..i just realised that thou...hahx...

anw, my desk is already cleared, cabinets emptied, things to handover are all in place. it's amazing how my short 4 months stay here could accumulate so many 'you de mei de dong xi' now im just left with going to the HR dept to hand over my pass...maybe one day i'll miss working here..who knows...hahax...

oh ya, i've agreed to help cecilia at red cross for some admin stuff because they have baskets and baskets of cheques to key in to the system due to the mynamar and china disasters. so i shall volunteer to help them
(ps: fairies/fairy godfather/fairies wannabe, anyone wants to go too?)

next week shall be a good week. i must start packing my days with activities already.

alright. i shall go fax my timesheet to recruit express now.

last day of work already! yay! =)

i shall cherish the last 8 hrs sitting in this office.

i cant wait for today to end. because im already thinking of what to do for the next week, next next week, next next next week =)

plan
- lunch with ryl, na and sian next week
- mahjong sessions with fairies
- swimming, gyming, tennis at ah ryl's place
- sun tanning with sister
- shopping with my dear jenny
- learn to drive
- learn to ice skate properly
- roller bladding with sister
- drop by yew mei green one day to find edward tan
- research and big big discussion with fairies on our big big plan
- spend more time with boyfriend!
- diet!!!

okay, thats all i can think of. thats enough to last me for some time i hope.

in the midst of blog hopping, i came across this. which i thought was so so so true about me!

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you. (conflicts? yea, just like how i didnt like xxx xx, but i still appear as if i get along with her)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. ( YES. i dunwan to be some dumb girl with no aim in life)

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. ( yep, i think i am)

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long
( boyfriend going to raise both his hands and agree to this...hahx!)

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

so i went on and spent 1hr plus doing 80 over quizzes...HAHX! so i picked some random quizzes that i did.


Attitude towards your present situation in Life
You may not be so happy with your present situation. However, you think you can still get by.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test41.aspx


Emotions Test
The drawing of water springing out of the fountain tells something about emotions.

You have a strong masculine quality. If you want to annoy your loved one, you can just do it without hesitation. You are stubborn, faithful and frank. Sometimes, you laugh when you are not supposed to.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test39.aspx


Colours and Names
Here is the analysis:

The one who will never forget you is huixian.
The one who you can consider as your real friend is waiyin.
The one you really love is nic.
This may be your soulmate: myself.
The one you will remember for the rest of your life is jenny.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test10.aspx


Love Test
Here is the analysis:

When it comes to love, you take your time and do not fall in love easily.
You give 50% to your relationship and expect to receive 50% in return.
If there is a problem in your relationship, you are able to confront it in an optimistic way and full of hope. You want to work it out right away, all by yourself.
You need lots of reassurance in your relationship. You'd like to see your loved one every day, if possible.
You accept your loved one the way they are. You don't expect him or her to change for you.
When you love someone, you tend to stay in love for a long time.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test1.aspx

Your Working Style
You radiate sympathy and fellowship. You concern yourself chiefly with the people around you and place a high value on harmonious human contacts. You are friendly, tactful, and sympathetic. You are persevering, conscientious and orderly even in small matters, and inclined to expect others to be the same. You are particularly warmed by approval and sensitive to indifference. Much of your pleasure and satisfaction comes from the warmth of feeling of people around you. You tend to concentrate on the admirable qualities of other people and are loyal to respected persons, institutions, or causes, sometimes to the point of idealizing whatever you admire.

You have the gift of finding value in other people's opinions. Even when these opinions are in conflict, you have faith that harmony can somehow be achieved and you often manage to bring it about. To achieve harmony, you are ready to agree with other's opinions within reasonable limits. You need to be careful however, that you don't concentrate so much on the viewpoints of others that you lose site of your own.

You are mainly interested in the realities perceived by your five senses, so you become practical, realistic, and down-to-earth. You take great interest in the unique differences in each experience. You appreciate and enjoy your possessions. You enjoy variety but can adapt well to routine.

You are in your best in jobs that deal with people and in situations where cooperation can be brought about through good will. You are found in jobs such as teaching, preaching, and selling. Your compassion and awareness of physical conditions often attracts you to health professions, where you can provide warmth, comfort, and patient caring. You are less likely to be happy in work demanding mastery of abstract ideas or impersonal analysis. You think best when talking with people, and enjoy communicating. You have to make a special effort to be brief and businesslike and not let sociability slow you down on the job. (AHHHH...hey...that bold sentence is true!)

You like to base your plans and decisions upon known facts and on your personal values. While liking to have matters decided or settled, you do not necessarily want to make all the decisions yourself. You run some risk of jumping to conclusions before you understand the situations. If you have not taken time to gain first-hand knowledge about a person or situation, your actions may not have the helpful results you intended. For example, in the beginning of a new project or job, you may do things you assume should be done, instead of taking the time to find out what is really wanted or needed. You have many definite "shoulds" and "should nots," and may express these freely.

You find it is especially hard to admit the truth about problems with people or things you care about. If you fail to face disagreeable facts, or refuse to look at criticism that hurts, you will try to ignore your problems instead of searching for solutions.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test47.aspx

alright. done with the quizzes. its going to be lunch hr soon! hahahax...im good at wasting time. wonder what im going to do for the next SIX HOURS!! now that i have sufficient dividers, the mailroom ran out of ring binder. OH MY! so i cant do much now.

blog hopping the whole morning while i photocopied my stuff. in fact i think i can finish what im suppose to complete by the end of today if i were to really rush it out. but well, i've got till thursday to finish them. so i better do it slowly anyway. and i think i cant do photocopying or binding work cox i always end up having paper cuts =(

and boyfriend is going to drive away all my friends i swear! was random so i msged ah ryl. and the first thing she said was 'now whenever talk to you must got jie xin, so talk to you very xin ku' HEY NICHOLAS ANG! see what u have done! grrrrr. but oh well, sometimes when he is so childish, i cant help it but to laugh at things that he's doing. he's really just like a little boy. but still, grow up young man, u're 20 already! =p

this weekend is probably one that i spent it happily. because weekends long, my work is ending soon. and im finally hearing some news.

sat was out shopping with my sis. sunday was pure rotting at home. BUT i did manage to drag myself out for a run because boyfriend say IM FAT. thx. so i did 4.2km. and today was spent at boyfiend's house baking cookies, talking, looking at photos of someone. and daddy mummy came to pick me up after that. luckily. otherwise i would be so lazy to travel home myself.hahx.

and and and. i desperately need a good pair of running shoes. the pair of running shoes that im wearing is giving me blisters. pain! time to shop for running shoes already!

photocopying and binding would take up my last 3 days of work in IMH. grrr. im getting so so sick and tired of doing that already. but she wouldnt be around. so that's fine i suppose. and i guess im too soft hearted. like im always complaining about her. always getting so angry cox im so bossed around. but when it comes to the last day when i know i wouldnt be seeing her anymore, my hatred just kind of disappear into thin air. and all the more when she gave me a hug and wish me the best (though boyfriend told me that she probably hug me because there wouldnt be anyone for her to boss ard or buy milk tea for her)but probably that happens to everyone too? since we are already leaving the workplace, why bother to hold on to the grudges. right? right.

aiya. nvm. random again.

im rotting at home today! woke up at 8am, had my breakfast, read the papers, watch tv, went back to slp, woke up at 1pm, had lunch, watch tv and now im online. slp and eat! im going to run later already =/

anw, was out shopping with my sister ydae. and we bought this for mummy! hahahhahx!!



cute right?!!!



its a massager! hahahx!

okay. nvm, thats random. walked around. bought what we wanted and went back home.

and and and, boyfriend had his stiches removed. so now, he has got 3 of that 'me to you' bear scars. hurry recover so we can go out!!

and i was thinking of playing sims. but i forgot my sis deleted that from the com! AHHHH....and im lazy to re-install it. somemore it has got 4 disc, ahhh, forget it. so what should i do now?

hmm. im sort of done with my work for next week already. how efficient am i. hahx! anyway, farewell lunch for me later! and i realise im eating way too much nowadays! and for the fact that i haven been running for the past 2 weeks, that's really bad. sometimes eating sweet stuff like donuts made me happier. and yar, felt so guilty putting them into my mouth. but oh well, sometimes i shld just eat.

and cecilia called me just now!! =)) so sweet! at least im not forgotten yet. haha! maybe i should be nice and drop by red cross on sat =)

alright. back to wrap up some final parts of my work.

tata~

YES! IM OFFICIALLY ENDING MY WORK NEXT FRIDAY!!! =)))) whee~~

she wanted me to work till end may and stacy wanted me to help her at her department for 2 weeks. BUT, i turned all down. i've seen and learn enough about IMH. so it's about time i go. i shall find another job!

im like so dying to end my work here in fact. simply because i find working here totally meaningless (except the ward audit part). i don't want to spend my days away just mere typing, photocopying, binding and being ordered around. and to think i can do these for 4 months. oh my!

alright, i better go back to my typing. im reaching my 67th page already. after typing for like 2days. how exciting! -_-''

maybe im alright already, maybe im not. maybe im not alright but im acting im alright. maybe im alright but im acting im not alright. ya. everything is just a MAYBE. sigh. whatever, i cant be bothered now. or maybe, i am still bothered by it. maybe im bothered but im acting as if im not. ya, that's what im good at.

argh. whatever. i think i just need a good run. you know, sometimes i think the words 'come what may' best explain everything.

argh. FORGET IT.

anw, i was so going to fall alsp while typing during work so i msged ryl. and i was telling her i miss eating ban mian! hahax. tat was so so random. and ryl was telling me she suddenly miss primary sch food. and i suddenly remember. HEY! I MISS PRIMARY SCHOOL FOOD TOO!! i miss that 10cent hotdog dipped in lots of tomato sauce and that 30cents chicken drumlets, that 20cents animal biscuit, that 40 cents chocolate cake, that 50cents chicken rice that doesnt like chicken rice!!! HMMM...and ryl was saying y i miss hotdog of all things. hahax..but that 10cent hotdog tasted really good! i cant find back that taste after eating years of hotdogs since then. and i really LOVE eating hotdogs! my mum was saying ever since i started work, there is no one at home to help her clear the hotdogs in the fridge...hahax...

and ryl gave my boy a name. called ah zhai = zhai nan = stay at home slp and play game. ahahhhax!

dropped by my boy's place during my lunch time ydae. and my toenail finally dropped off. no worries, painless. sometimes i just sit back and look at myself, i dont deny im really tired travelling to and fro. like shuttling between workplace and his house or shuttling between his house and mine. sometimes, im just amazed how much you can do for someone. and because it is YOU, i dont mind going that extra mile.

tata.

oh oh..before i end it..i found out ONE GOOD THING abt working in IMH. that is, THEY TEACH YOU TO LOSE WEIGHT AND BURN FATS!

HOW TO BURN YOUR FAT?
In fact, scientists have figured out that if you exercise at a level that brings your heart rate up between 60 and 80 per cent of its maximum, this is the optimum ‘fat-burning zone’.

To work out your own fat-burning zone, subtract your age from 220 to get your maximum heart rate. So, if you are 30 your maximum will be 220 – 30 = 90. Multiply that figure by 60 per cent and you get 114; multiply by 80 per cent and you get 152. Your optimum fat-burning zone is between 114 and 152 beats per minute.

for the past 11 days, emails been coming in to teach you how to lose weight. hahax! one strategy each day. how useful. ahahx.

photos up! here it goes...

Friday
suppose to end my work at 5.30pm. but because i was rushing to finish up my stuff so i can send to my supervisor, i was delayed by 20mins. so at 5.50pm, i flew down to lavender to meet ryl, ah na, hengky and beth. luckily i was there on time at 6.50pm. took the escalator down to lavander station only to see ryl and na going up the escalator.

down the escalator
me: cheryl! ah na!
na: mok! mok! up! up! (hahax..we were laughing at it at the end of the day)
ryl: hurry hurry! (i think thats what she said)
me: *hurried up the escalator again*

so meanwhile, we were hiding ourselves at the staircase in case ah mok spotted us. i think it was after 20 mins that the cleared signal was given by huixian so we met up wif hengky and beth and went scouting for a good location for our surprise for dear ah mok.



in the process of lining up the lightsticks.



scene enactment. ah na called mok and tried to lure her to the place.the whole story was that ah xian bluffed ah mok for dinner near her place while ah na met up with one of their colleague somewhere there also. so ah na suppose to call ah mok, sounding panicky and worried to say their colleague sprained her ankle and its getting really bad and needed help from her since she knows some first aid.so mok will rush over and we will surprise her with all the stuff.and earlier on, we told mok we will celebrate her bdae for her next mon so it will not occur to her that we will spring a surprise on her.



hengky lighting up the candles while waiting for mok to rush over.



here's a completed one.with the lightsticks and bdae cake in the middle



mok came and ah na played a happy birthday song for her on the keyboard.



happy ah mok with her present!



a picture i insisted in taking. ahhax...the chocolate peppermint cake!



ah na wanted to take a picture of us. but apparently, no one wans to face the camera...hahax..except hengky that is.



ah xian!with ah mok at the back figuring out the keys



hengky and his pose!



me and ah ryl



our group photo!

after everything, wanted to head down to bugis for our dinner. but because we were happily talking on the bus, we missed the stop. so ended up at city hall. went the asian kitchen for dinner.



i was super hungry by then. but i was hungry till i became not hungry. so i just had this. doesnt look exactly appealing, but it tasted alright la.

n headed home at 11pm.

AND AND AND!!!so sad to know that ah beth can replace me in the fairies with just MERE PIECES OF CHICKEN CUTLET!!! what is this?!!! whose idea was that?! must be this ah beth, cheng wo bu zai tried to tiao bo li jian the fairies right? hahax...ah beth is the fairies wannabe now. status pending. ahhahax...

anyway. i must say ah mok's surprise was a successful one! we had always wanted to plan a bdae surprise, but ended up, thinking its abit hard. and we did it this time round. but i must say, i didnt came up with lots of ideas this time round. see la, nicholas ang!because of you okay. i think the only useful thing i did was to connect hengky eng with the the fairies so that he can help us out with the delivering work. ahhax.

and thx fairies for the comfort!

wanted to blog about ah mok's bdae surprise...but but but...ah ryl has not send me any photos yet. shall hold on first.

today was spent at my boy's house in the morning till late afternoon. and i accidentally,unintentionally,hit on my poor boy's wound. IM SO SORRY!!!=((( hope it doesnt hurt that much =(

dinner was at peach garden with family because it is mummy's day today!



hahx, this is actually the last dish already. too happily indulging in my food so i didnt take any pic. this is some bamboo clam thingy. it has got a long long name for it but i forgot.



my dessert! mango,pomelo and sago



mummi's mango mousse cake!

in conclusion, today's dinner was good! and im really really bloated now.we had beijing kao ya for the first dish. it was good. except for the fats =/ (i gave it to my dad thou), then sharks fin, then sea cucumber and scallop, wasabe prawn (i love that! because it has got my favourite ebiko(pardon the spelling if it's wrong)on it! hahax!),fish,then the bamboo clam thingy and end of with the dessert.

and there was a funny conversation between us and the waitress. Because my daddy was asking the waitress what's that transparent small round thing on the wasabe prawn. I mean, my family was yan jiu-ing what was that. so my daddy decided to ask the waitress. here it goes.

daddy: may i know what is this
waitress: tadpole
family: HUH? WHAT?
waitress: hold on ( she went to get another colleague)
another waitress: yes. its tadpole.
family: *opened our eyes big*
another waitress: made from jelly
family: cheyy

anw, one funny thing i found out. u can get 1 dollar off parking fee if you dine there or smth i suppose. but the irony is that we spend like $500 on the dinner and we insist on getting the $1 parking fee back.

SEEHWEE IS REALLY BORED! oh my.

bored till i fell asleep in office today. i brought the boring-est copy of reader's digest to work today. so it didnt aid much in keeping me awake. i guess there isnt much to do during this period. i mean its good that i do not have to work much and i have money rolling into my pocket. but its tormenting because the time just doesnt seem to pass at all. (hahx. and when it gets all busy, i'll start complaining again. human's nature.) in my desperate attempt, i called boyfriend to entertain me. and guess what? i have such a sleepyhead boyfriend who sleeps at 1pm. sigh. i should have dropped by his place during lunch time. COX THERE ISNT A SINGLE SOUL IN OFFICE NOW except the cleaner (he actually tried entertaining me thou) i could have taken a 2 hour break.

and that andrew came to shake my hand again. i was trying to avoid him but he still came up to me. and asked me who i am. usual question from him. he cant seem to remember who he has approached before. but of course i dont blame him. if he is fit to work, he is mentally sound. just that some of his actions made me take a step back. but i guess he is just being friendly. no harm.

aiya, i think my life is really plain and boring now. especially when nothing constructive is done during work. i end my work feeling so unproductive. go home, eat dinner, watch tv, talk to boyfriend, sleep and the cycle repeats.( except for the occasional going out and all) im just living day by day. cant stand such a life. i need my life mapped out.

boyfriend's 'call you later' seems to be taking forever. i guess by the time he calls, lunch hour would have been over and i probably cant talk to him either.

argh. 4 more hours to end of work! quick quick quick.

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oh my!

i was so so so sleepy that i couldnt drag myself out of bed. my mum woke me up at 6.30am. had my breakfast and i went back to slp till 7.15am. thinking that it was still early, i continued slping till 7.35am. then 7.40am. then 7.45am. yea, n i finally got out of bed. changed and daddy drove me to work. and im still thinking of my bed now =( i was so tempted to just call xxx xx and tell her im sick or smth so i didnt have to go to work.

and my sis lent me her ipod to bring to work. but she didnt tell me she didnt charge =/ the bar is red now. think it will be gone soon.


"speaking about how difficult it is to confide in someone close to you might not seem to be the case on the other hand. i can easily confide with the fairies"

ps: ryl! i nva sae i not close to u all hor...read properly ma...

hahx! back again to blog. as you can see, im like pretty free today. easy earned money today and yday. xxx xx hasnt been much a problem at work nowadays. she was away for meeting most of the time yday, and today was just the occasional buying of milk tea, sending down laptop to her, updating her movement board, helping her shred like 10 pieces of paper, printed 2 documents(although i don't really understand why she cant print it herself since she could show me which 2 documents are to be printed on her laptop. all she needed to do was just to double click and click print. simple as that), help her make a phonecall, plan the audit schedule, send emails. comparatively, she didnt bug me too much today.

i was so bored i was randomly surfing NHG site. so i clicked on national skin centre and scrolled down to see all the different types of skin diseases. oh my! for the first time in my life, i got kind of disturbed by what i saw. i mean, i always get so excited looking at people's wounds and injuries and whatsoever. but when i saw the picture, i got so....ya...=x oh ya, speaking of that, i got reminded of what i saw yday at IMH. while talking to boyfriend on phone outside the office, i saw a patient who became so agitated that he required 4 strong men to pin him down. like 2 cisco police, 1 security guard and 1 staff. and nurses came with a bed and restrainer. hmm.

anw...

1 more hour to the end of work and i can go find boyfriend at his house. so now he enjoys the luxury of me finding him at his doorstep every now and then. i think im such a good girlfriend. whahax. nvm. random again. i miss my boyfriend like nuts now.

n notice the tone difference between my morning post and now? hahx. extreme mood swings i think.

long walk can simply help you to straighten out your thoughts. and so i did. walking like there's no ending. i thought i could have just walked non-stop during my lunch hour ydae and not head back to imh to work. but of course, i cant.

anw, i've more or less managed to convince myself to think less. at least for today that is.

in fact, acting happy can just make u happy. or probably turn what u are thinking into a joke, and all will seem just alright. yar, edward tan called ydae and asked me how i was doing and stuff and although i wasnt exactly happy at that time, i cant say out either. so i just simply told him what i thought and both of us laughed at it. and it worked! for the moment, i thought i was so stupid to think so negatively. ya. sometimes, it's easier to confide in someone not so close to you. sometimes, i just find it easier to talk to strangers about my problems and just laugh it over. simply because i cant breakdown in front of these people. it will probably scare them off. which explains y i do not confide in my parents nor my boy. they are probably the ones who are closest to me and i won't make it a point to hide my feelings. so i'll probably just cry non-stop in front of them which in any case, would not do any good to both parties. and of course, i tried confiding in my sisters, you know, like drop a couple of hints here and there that im worried or unhappy. but sometimes, it just doesnt work and it just make matter worst and i felt even lousier. speaking about how difficult it is to confide in someone close to you might not seem to be the case on the other hand. i can easily confide with the fairies. i msged ryl ydae when i felt so upset. i told ah na abt my past relationship last time. i can easily tell the fairies how i feel and somehow or another, they would just make me feel better.

so what is it?

nvm. just random thoughts. im off for lunch.

i was sianed when i got out of the car in the morning, climbed up the flight of stairs, pressed the pin number, opened the door, stepped into the office, walked to my seat but i BRIGHTENED UP instantly when i saw what was written on the movement board. she has got a meeting from 8.30am to 11.30am. YES! but then again, it just means i got to stone but in any case, that's definitely better than doing all the photocopying job which increases the rate of having cancer =/

i woke up from bed still feeling lousy. i must say talking to pearly is still the same.

time check: 9.25am

sigh. i guess i still have 3 more weeks to go before i end my work here. bet boyfriend must be slping like a pig at home now.

random joke
frustrated by cast members who kept singing off-key during our school play rehearsal, the musical director yelled, 'B Flat is the key, not the instruction!'

Saturday

boyfriend went for an operation in the late morning. reached SGH at 2pm but he wasnt out from the operating theatre yet, waited till 3pm before he was wheeled to the ward. for the moment, he was just like a helpless little boy lying on the bed as the nurses wheeled him back. n the 'xin tong-ness' sets in when i saw that. my poor boyfriend. n even more xin tong for him when he told me he felt like vomiting n yet i couldnt do anything to ease it. sigh. but luckily he felt better after sleeping for awhile more. meanwhile, i was helping his bro with maths homwork. then his grandparents n aunty came to see him. SCARY LA. they like scrutinising you from head to toe. =/ dinnered with his parents n brother after that. was feeding him with bread and i should have fed him more. nan de he so guai (or rather he has got no choice) lie there n let me feed all i want. hahx. and his parents sent me home after that.

Sunday

reached the hospital at 8plus am. and the ang moh doctor is GOOD LOOKING and CUTE. hahx...the doctor told him how to take care of his arm, nurses came to dress his wound and yup, discharged in the afternoon. accompanied him to pharmacy to take his medicine, waited for his parents to come and went to his house. and yes, because i still owe boyfriend a deal. which is to drink milk. yea, the last time i drank was like 10 years ago. n so i took a sip. OH MY! I almost vomit that out. so disgusting la. IT STILL TASTE AS BAD. anw, accompanied him till late afternoon and went back home. n i'll probably not have anyone to send me home already =(

n im tired! hahx. okie, im lousy. just 2 days n im already worn out. but i guess it doesnt matter. cause im doing it for you =)

and and and. i think my appetite has been pretty lousy the past few days. i duno why. after i had eaten something, i felt like vomiting and my gastric hurts. and its funny. because when im fine and all, i was hoping i don't eat that much and now that i haven got much appetite, im making myself eat =/

anw, was on the phone with ryl and company. it always feel so good to hear them. even when you are down, they just kind of make you laugh like mad and you feel so much better =)

it's working day TML!!!! SIGH. BIG BIG SIGH. n boyfriend's mp3 died on me!!!! HOW TO SURVIVE DURING WORK?!! probably got to rely on my phone now. which means listening to the same songs over n over again =/

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAIYIN!! =)))

half the day gone! yes! met my boy during my lunch break which explains y time passes so fast cox i took like TWO HOURS break today. hahx. if only xxx xx is on leave everydae, that would be gd! n i believe i can walk everywhere now. i must treasure my pair of legs. they are hardworking. i walked to hougang point to meet my boy. n he's LATE despite living just opposite. (hahx. okie, shall not complain further) jollibean for lunch. and i was so full just eating the redbean pancake, soyamilk and a few mouthful of beancurd. i think my stomach became smaller. thats good. walked ard there and walked back to imh again. all under that blazing hot sun. but nvm, it has been so long since im out under the sun. 3 more hours to go, n i'll be done with work. and yes! weekends on its way. seeing boyfriend again for dinner later =) its good that he's having a 3mth mc. hahx. but thinking of the operation my poor boyfriend has to undergo, ouch. i think it must be painful. poor thing.

LAZY FRIDAY. im still in the labour day mood =( n im soo soo reluctant to do my work and since my boss is on leave, i shall slack abit. and in anyway, im not left with much things to do either. so tats fine i suppose.

Thursday
after all the talkings, reasons and persuasion, i was reluctantly convinced n decided to get myself out of the hse. crossed the overhead bridge, took 2 buses n went to boyfriend's hse under the HOT sun. e weather was sooo hot i thought i was melting and my sweaty palm activated and OH MY. hot like mad. n yes, boyfriend showed me pokka's facebook! ahhahax....so much for being my eye candy, he still looks shuai =) went plasma hunting and dinner with boyfriend's family and home sweet home.

Happy 8th Month BOYFRIEND! =) keep it going. hugs!

sometimes its just so funny to see yourself smile when you know u are not happy at all

Friday
the long awaiting moment came when the clock struck 5.30pm. it signifies the end of work. YES. =) met boyfriend on the bus and headed down to dhoby ghaut. went fish n co glasshouse for dinner. seafood platter was filling and boyfriend was realli cute. i was trying to make him appreciate clams. so i scope a spoonful of clam chowder with 1 clam in it for him. and in exchange, i'll drink milk. and ya, he coperated, put it into his mouth and SWALLOWED everything down. what a waste of effort. -_-'''

headed to punggol beach/jetty next. sat there for awhile and the mosquitoes decided to attack us. lingered there for awhile more before we headed to buy chips for my dear sister and back home.

Saturday
went boyfriend house in the morning before we headed to town. went taka for lunch, waited for him to cut his hair and started our hike in town. i swear we walked non stop for hours before we finally stopped and sat down for ice kachang. boyfriend accompanied me down to simei to meet ryl and beth for dinner. and beth recommendation is good. it's actually opened by an ex convict. but im not sure whether the staff are ex convicts or not. but whatever it is, the food tasted not bad. so its worth another visit. it was taking photos and more photos after our dinner. hahx. shall wait for ryl to send me so i can upload them. yup. n it was home sweet home after that.

Today
grandma bdae! =) so we went to my aunty's house for celebration. n my dear niece is realli cute. hahx. anw, a good gathering for the cousin as well since we seldom meet up also. so it was some catching up sessions with one another. cut the cake before we headed home in the late afternoon. n is WORK TML AGAIN. sigh. but nvm. thursday is labour day. GOOD!

alright. shall end here.

long long ago, in e month of march, we celebrated ryl's bdae. and till todae, i've just gotten the pics...hahax...


ryl's little cinnamon crown roll poke with candles.

ryl blowing out the candles.

ryl and present.
the clique.

met wif ryl for dinner, so we sat along spore river n took tons of pictures. yea...i realli meant tons of pictures...like 70plus over...




off to bed. continue tml!

quick blog!

nth happening happen so far. meditating at work as usual.

lesson learnt from work so far:
- master the usage of photocopier machine (include repairing)
- master the usage of binding machine
- master the art of meditation. BIGGEST LESSON. being able to bring myself to smile at her when she asks me to do this and that when deep down, i was exploding. but tats PROFESSIONALISM. yes. u need that when u work in office.

but of cox, negative issues aside, i've made wonderful colleagues here. so tats gd enuff.

2 more hrs to end of work! yay!

random joke i came across.
A dog walks into a telegram office, takes out a blank form and writes, 'woof.woof.woof.woof.woof.woof.woof.woof.woof.' "There are only 9 words here," says the clerk. " You could send another 'woof' for the same price." The dog looks at him, confused. "But that wouldnt make any sense."

back again to blog. been busy at work todae. but tats gd...cox just another 40mins n i'll end work...hahx...but my legs are aching, been standing for the entire day =/

Monday
dinner wif fairies at crystal jade was FILLING! i'll probably not eat xiao long bao / xiao long bao look alike food for like a month...HAHX...okay, food aside. it was a usual get together with ah mok, na and sian..n as usual...we laughed non-stop...what with tat liu niu niu thingy tat got us luffin like mad, and ah mok sae it mux have been the furniest joke after tat lim ah ber thingy...hahax..dun get me? hahx..is okay...it's within the fairies =) n apparently ah na and mok say their colleague looks like pokka...n when i saw the pic...oh my! MILES APART! n ah mok turning into a veggie soon...eat some meat ah mok! and yup, guess we just talked non-stop all the way which explains y i was so so so tired when i was heading home.

Tues
dinner with my boy at hougang. 1 cheese pancake, 1 red bean pancake, 1 bowl of beancurd, 1 cup of soyamilk all from mr bean & 1 mushroom tuna puff from delifrance. yup. our dinner! and my poor boy has got some inflammed blood vessel, his poor hand is swollen and puffy =(( poor thing =(( boyfriend pei me home after that before he went back to clementi.

hahx..back again to blog =p it seems like my blog is only alive during working hours...

it was exercise day with beth, ryl n ah sian ydae. n i mux have caught the 'being punctual' bug from my boy. cox i was there at like 10am sharp. n ppl who lived right there like BETH N RYL were like late for half an hr =x it was tennis n gym-ing with the girls...but speaking of tennis...we were realli perspiring HARD not cox we were running across court n smacking the balls but cox we were standing under the sun n picking up balls from time to time...hahx...gym after tat...n went up to beth's place...spend some time chatting, inspecting beth's hse( ryl has got tons to comment), bathe, then i pei beth to tampines for lunch while ryl left to give tuition. it must have been the first time i've talk to beth like soo much and soo long...not tat we dun talk in jc..but more or less..we were in different cliques...so seldom we get the chance to be alone n tok to each other...n lets hope the proposed plan to swim on sunday would follow thru...it just feels good to be under the sun...n its just irritating when i cant get any darker =x

anw, its MONDAY. BIG BIG SIGH. many many more days to go till the end of the week. met boyfriend for lunch cox he got his day off n back to work again. meeting fairies for dinner later n ryl ps us..how can?!! lazy girl.

3 more hrs to go!!! n ya..met ah ryl for dinner last fri, will upload some photos when i get it from her. we were talking abt some issues n i brought up the point about being aimless. which i certainly felt so true n im glad im not alone in this. ryl felt the same way too. we are just like lost sheeps now. u noe? like u duno where to head next. n i hate tat. i dunwan to be some wandering soul. haix. nvm. no one will probably understand just how much thoughts are goin thru my brain everyday. sigh.

n i just hope i can end my work here earlier. supervisor said they might let me go 2 weeks earlier cox they need time to train up the next temp staff which is GOOD. i dun mind losing 2 weeks of my pay.

n now i have to help her write down which days and what time does she have roadshows in her calendar. IM NOT YOUR PERSONAL ASSISTANT.

meditating. meditating.meditating.

seehwee is practising the ART OF MEDITATION now.

one day, she will attain nirvana.

im like in screensaver mode.

i kinda haf to drag myself to work today. i realli dun feel like working anymore. sigh. come to think abt it, maybe i dunwan to be some successful career woman next time. just find a rich man n marry. i'll go shopping, high tea, spa,holidays every now n then. then i wun haf to worry abt not gettin into uni and i'll be a happy woman by then. but then again, such things will probably not happen. so pray hard. may ntu n nus send me letters soon =/

i feel so aimless now. probably tats y im not in e mood for anything.

right. off to work again.

time check: 3.45pm

finally done with work. supervisor off for some rehearsal. so im left to stone.

n i went to a remand ward todae! i was pretty excited abt going there actually. cox i haven seen one before n was wonderin how it will look like. we actually haf to walk through the detector thingy before we can proceed to take the lift up to the ward with the cisco police stationing there. n up in the ward, it looks pretty much like a prison for those secluded patients. like locked up in a room with just a bed and an area for washing up. the ward is pretty much 'fenced up'...i mean unlike other wards with doors, remand ward is more of like steel gates...yup...

n im seriously feeling FAT! im very much against fried food now n boyfriend wanted fish n chip ydae...n yar, fish and chip is probably swimming well in my stomach =( sigh. n i'll probably only get to see my boy like next week. double sigh. hope he can get out of camp.

right, got work to do le..shall stop here..

lets do a quick update before supervisor is back =/

hehx. i tried a new route ydae! walking back from imh to home with that new route took me 1hr15mins *jaw dropped* but i was like strolling my way back, so it wasnt tat bad anw...i stroll till the sky turned dark and reached home at 7.15pm. hahx.

okie, this is going to be a fulfiling week if everything goes smoothly.
1. meet boyfriend for dinner today
2. meet ah ryl for dinner on fri
3. meet xuanz to run on someday
4. meet buttdies and ah beth to exercise

hahax..yeah. tats my definition of a FULFILING week. sigh. i think i shld do something more purposeful, like go n learn to drive, or go do some volunteer work...sometimes i think i shld pick up a skill or two. so i thought to myself, just what am i good at? tell me!

ATTENTION TO BUTTDIES!

due to my exploding smses, i've decided to make do with this.

it seems like gym-ing sounds boring, so ryl suggested smth...

msg frm ryl
' since got so many ppl....we can play tennis, badminton,basketball. I got tennis rackets. ah beth got floorball stick. we can just chup pa lang.'

next, SATURDAE OR SUNDAY? beth is only free on sat evenin, ah na is not free on sat. ryl sunday afternoon not free. TAKE YOUR PICK!

reply to my tagboard. thx! =)

and and and!!! buttdies!! bet u all will luff n roll on the floor when u hear this...

MY COLLEAGUE JUST TOLD ME TIAN JI IS GOOD LOOKING! AHH....oh my oh my...n she says he can speak eng fluently...oh my...i told her wuzun n yalun speaks good eng too..but she says tian ji better...

n i realise i haven gone crazy over wu zun for long. n i haven been reading his blog for the past 3 months. see, competition makes me realise i should go ga-ga over wuzun again. hahax! ah na, i 135, sian 246, you 7 =p

ydae morning went mandai to pray for my ah gong. pei my parents to giant to buy groceries. afternoon went to boyfriend house. went back home for dinner. supposed to go out wif boyfriend at night, but i was too tired to get out of hse, so i didnt. SORRY!

lazy sunday morning. was toking to hengky online...n im not so scared alreadi =) hehex..thx fren!

time check: 4pm

1 more hr to go! =) one good thing about friday is that i get to knock off half an hour earlier and for the fact that supervisor is on leave todae, it just mean that i can knock off even earlier! maybe like 15mins earlier? hahax..but still, it is better than having none. n time passes pretty fast todae cox i was busy typing n typing n typing.

sometimes i feel im such a ?!@#?"> why? because i think i've been complaining too much. complaining too much abt other people. but sometimes, they just get on ur nerve and u just cant help it. yeah. im not daring enough to shoot em back, so i can only turn to my blog. sis say i shouldnt be bitching abt others on blog just in case they chance upon it.probably i should learn to tolerate more. and STOP COMPLAINING. boyfriend alwaes sae y i so 'ben', do this n that for her...but yeah...guess tats how much i can tolerate. i can be realli nice to someone if tat someone is realli nice to me..u noe..being nice without any motives...genuinely nice. but when someone treats me like dunno wad...i probably still do what he/she asks me to do..but tat probably is just me putting on a false front...i wun say it straight at their faces cox i dun think im tat daring enuff...so i'll end up complainin behind their backs..hahx..which in any case..is equally BAD.

so resolution for this month
- stop complaining. JUST WORK and get out of the office at 6pm

yeah. lets see how long i can keep to tat.

i realised that my blog has been pretty much alive lately.

anw...i was in a lousy mood todae..so i msged boyfriend

me: darling! ur girl is in a lousy mood! grrrr
nic: why? what's wrong?
me: im feeling FAT!
nic: haha...i feel fat too!

hahax..okie..i didnt feel tat lousy after tat...cox we are FAT together =x

nvm.tats random. running out of things to blog.

cant wait for work to end so i can
head home
go n run
bathe
dinner
watch tv
call boyfriend
slp
NEXT DAY.

i realised i've been such a pig lately...i've been slpin as early as 10 but i still cant get up in the morning for work. and unknowingly, i've already been workin in imh for like near 3 mths...tats realli long..n tat dae i received an email saying they need social worker assistant. the job scope includes home visiting, running errand for patients and etc...which i thought was smth i would like to do. so i replied to the email. but sadly...they needed someone that can work longer say half a year or so. aiyah. wasted.

weekends tml!

off to mandai to pray for ah gong with family tml. then i'll get to meet my boy =)

listening to emo songs, reading people's emo blogs....I SUDDENLY FEEL EMO TOO =/

i wonder, will we realli last?

nvm. bet boyfriend would say im thinkin too much alreadi. n i think im such a horrible girlfriend who keeps attituding her boyfriend =/

i think i seriously need to reconsider my eating habits. its true tat i alwaes try to avoid lunch as much as i can...but when it comes to dinner...i eat like nobody business n i think tats realli bad...i'll probably put on more weight as much as i wan to lose em...right? i think im right la...so i shld re-strategize my meals...

sms conversation between supervisor n i

background story: before she left for meeting at TTSH, she asked me to msg her when im done with my work so she can think of what other things there are for me to do.

me: im done! =)
supervisor: can u see who havent got e JCI book?
me: dr swapna and dr joshua kua only. they arent in office.
supervisor: oh, ceo,cmb,vcmb? Waiting for me?
me: (staring at the msg)

it suddenly reminded me of st john officers, like they alwaes love to scold their cadets and say 'where is the report? waiting for me? waiting for christmas izzit?'
n i got rather irritated when i saw tat msg...because number 1 - i've long sent to em early in the morning...so what wif her attitude?!! do i need to wait for u to tell me to send it to the ceo,cmb and vcmb? and number 2 - waiting for me? doesnt sound pleasant at all and i've said it before, i hate it when ppl try to exercise their power on me. so i replied...

me: i've already sent to them in e morning. what do you mean by waiting for u? (obviously i was tryin to see how she is going to ans tat)
supervisor: ok, i will pass audit file to prof. u have osim in the contact for ASC? could u surf other companies on lifestyle? (obviously she isnt replyin to my qns)
me: lifestyle which include?
supervisor: health maybe like GNC..healthy living stuff. think abt it based on your innovation

i guess she probably cant come up with anything...

fine...grrrrrrrrr...dun even feel like helping her source out the sponsors...GRRRRRRRRRR......TELL ME HOW TO BE NICE TO HER?! argh. peanut butter. no wonder all the colleagues cant stand her...
qi si le qi si le.

so now...im going to USE MY INNOVATION to HELP HER source out the sponsors.

40 more mins to end of work!

finally done with binding. so i've got the time to slack abit. im feeling soo soo sooooooo sleeppppyy now! grrr.

i wanted my n & b soyabean milk badly! but it was pouring in the afternoon, so i couldnt walk over to hougang green to get it...ended up with yogurt for lunch...but i thought tat was a gd alternative...99% fat free...hahx...

it was worth taking the leave to spend some time wif boyfriend =)

we met in e morning and reached sentosa only in the afternoon partly cox of the rain...thx arh..everytime i wan to get tanned, the sun alwaes hides itself...grrr...walked ard sentosa and down to silosa beach to see bikini babes...hahax...too bad there wasnt any shuai ge...anw...tram down to tanjong beach...had some food..n the 'fun' came in when boyfriend pushed me into the sea =/ it was a struggle but obviously i lost la...so ended up...both of us were 'swimming' in there...dripping wet when i got out...so boyfriend let me wear his shirt, while i waited for my shirt to dry...n i swear i did smth i thought i would nva have done in my entire life =x this shall be a secret between boyfriend n i =x

the rest of the time was spent sitting, lying, standing, drying ourselves...

say my feet big or boyfriend's feet is small...HIS FEET IS LIKE THE SAME SIZE AS MINE!

craving for spaghetti again...took us long time to decide whether to dine in marche or pasta mania...anw...settled at pasta mania in e end...it was a whole lot of food...n i swear IM GOIN TO DIET! YES. headed home after tat...n my shorts still wet when i got home...n this just mean tat i left behind evidence of myself everywhere i go...hahx..cox wherever i sit, the seats bound to get wet...

anw..it was a gd break to get awae frm work also...cox the weekends are alwaes so short i hardly feel tat i even had a gd rest and the week starts all over again =x so i guess im recharged for work tml...BINDING, here i come! 33 copies to go.

i love you! =p

oh ya, where's my skyride?!!

i wan to blog. but i dunno wad to blog.

anw..my leave on mon is approved. whahhax. but it just mean that $51 just flew awae. ouch.

im scared. i noe its unnecessary fear but i cant help it. =( i think e test is so true...i think im afraid of being not gd enough...

i swear i'll drag myself out of the bed n run tml morning! AEROFIT - Alwaes Exercise Regularly Otherwise Fats Increases Tremendously...HAHHAX...smth tat i learnt from IMH...hehex...

time check: 12pm

half the day just went by liddat, im thinkin of how to tell her i wan to take leave on Monday...hmm...

anw...ah ryl told me smth...n i told her i'll blog it BIG on my blog...so here it goes...

AH RYL ATTEMPTED TO

TIAO BO LI JIAN

BETWEEN AH NA AND I!

ryl..how does tat sound? =p hehx.

now waiting for cecilia to be back so we can go out for lunch together...its finally friday...weekends just a step awae...

anw..i was so free ydae so i decided i shld just change the blogskin...n i think it looks better...hahx..nvm..random.

hi linus! =)

here i am again...it was so peaceful till war decided to strike at 10am...

mux be cox i alwaes complain tat there's nth for me to do...dots.

was rushin up n down, to and fro. everywhere.

anywhere..finally free now...n i think i am floodin my blog wif all e tests..hahax..

The Brain Test

See Hwee, you are Balanced-brained
That means you are able to draw on the strengths of both the right and left hemispheres of your brain, depending upon a given situation. When you need to explain a complicated process to someone, or plan a detailed vacation, the left hemisphere of your brain, which is responsible for your ability to solve problems logically, might kick in. But if you were critiquing an art opening or coming up with an original way to file papers, the right side of your brain, which is responsible for noticing subtle details in things, might take over. While many people have clearly dominant left- or right-brained tendencies, you are able to draw on skills from both hemispheres of your brain. This rare combination makes you a very creative and flexible thinker. The down side to being balanced-brained is that you may sometimes feel paralyzed by indecision when the two hemispheres of your brain are competing to solve a problem in their own unique ways.

What are you afraid of?

See Hwee, you are most afraid of not being good enough
Have you ever noticed that you're more concerned about how others perceive you than many people around you? Or do you sometimes worry more than you should about doing things perfectly or feel afraid that others will mock you in some way? If so, you're not alone. There are many people who share your fear of not being good enough. It can be a real strength to recognize your fears. By being aware of the things that frighten you, you can assess whether fear is helping you or negatively impacting your life. For instance, a fear of not being good enough may sometimes motivate you to take action in a positive way, like by being more diligent in pursuing your goals than others. However, fear's negative aspects can sometimes be more damaging than you realize. Living with fear not only prevents you from living life to the fullest; it can also have a significant negative impact on your energy, health, and your close relationships if not kept in check.

What's your nightmare career?

See Hwee, your nightmare career would be as a Telemarketer
Does the very though of an impromptu speech make you sweat? Avoid making calls to strangers at all costs? Then it's no surprise that telemarketing would be your absolute career nightmare. Harassing people while they eat dinner, selling things they don't need, and asking if they would mind "answering a couple of questions"? No, thanks. You'd rather be mute.When it comes to the workplace, making a big scene isn't exactly your forte. Instead, your perfect job would be the kind that taps into your introverted brilliance. You enjoy the opportunity to figure things out on your own. And while you sometimes enjoy working as a team, you really thrive when your gears are grinding, your mind is working, and it's all done low-key. Being on stage isn't your ultimate goal — so step away from that call center — you've got better things in mind!

okay..shall just stop here..do the tests do i until my eyes crossed alreadi...2 more hrs n i'll end work..cross my fingers n hope there wun be OT todae..n yes..im finally meetin my boy todae..hahax...n having been workin for 2mths..i realise time flies..i mean..like the week just flashes n ta dah! one week down alreadi...sometimes i just lost count of the days only to realise tat e week is endin soon...hmm...although work is mundane...but it certainly makes time pass faster...although i alwaes complain tat time is crawlin during office hr..but when it comes to the end of e day, u realise u've just pass e dae unknowingly...aiyah..i dunno whether im makin sense...

Discover Your Past Life

Come on out of your shell — in your former life you were a turtle name Gifford. The details are a bit sketchy, but we do have a brief summary based on public records: You were born in a small pond beside a saloon. Despite having an exceptionally athletic father, you seemed to prefer sunbathing and mud baths to more active pursuits. Contrary to the rumor, your favorite color was never green, but actually blue. Few people knew that you were a talented poet because most of your work was destroyed during a flash flood that swept away not only your library, but your entire community. Fortunately you had the pluck to survive, settle down, make some eggs, and live happily ever after with your wife Melinda and your 20 offspring.

OH MY! AH XIAN..IM YOU! n how can i not like green?!! n y glifford? sound so CLIFFORD..grrr...

What Zodiac Sign Should You Be?

The planets are very complex. Maybe your astrologer will disagree, and maybe a few tendencies will vary, but overall you're a VIRGO. You've got that reserved and modest demeanor, just like the astrological symbol of Virgo, the virgin. You are not, however, one to sit passively as the world passes you by. Quite the contrary. Your mind is extremely analytical. You want an answer for every question you pose, and you immediately raise a new question for every answer you're given. Such perfectionism and inquisitiveness clearly invite stress and worry into your life. But your practical and organized lifestyle lets you to keep these feelings under control. You are the most conscientious and analytical sign in the zodiac.

i still prefer to be a leo =/

Where does your inner compass point?

See Hwee, your best adventures are Outdoor Outings
You're geared up and ready to conquer the great outdoors! Snow-capped mountains, deep blue lakes, and evergreen forests — these are the places your heart wants to be. Sure, you can appreciate a nice dinner out, but nothing beats the view you can savor from the top of a mountain.Walking in the woods or simply hanging out in your backyard, as long as there's fresh air and the wind in your hair, you're in paradise. So grab the sunscreen and get outside! For a nature lover like you, the sky truly is the limit.

yar! better than being stuck in a box right here...

What turns you on?

See Hwee, a Romantic Gesture turns you on
Hey there, sweet thing! In affairs of the heart, your pulse pounds at the tender and enchanting moments. While you may not have it all mapped out just yet, the fairytale ending is what you're after and romantic gestures are a sure way to give you butterflies.It might be sweet notes, a bubble bath for two, a surprise getaway to your favorite B&B, or even just an extra spin around the block listening to your favorite love song. Whatever it is, romantic moments (and the thoughts behind them) turn you on. Sure, brains are important, a sense of humor is attractive, and you never said there was anything wrong with sexy underthings, but it's how your partner expresses their feelings for you that really lights your fire. How romantic!

The influence of birth order

See Hwee, your position as youngest child shows most strongly in your affectionate nature.
Similar to other youngest children, you tend to be warm, friendly and loving. By being a youngest child, you felt the natural need for acceptance into the existing social structure of your family. To secure approval from parents and older siblings, you learned to express your affection freely and openly. From an early age you learned that by being positive towards others, you increased the likelihood that your affectionate feelings would be reciprocated. Like other youngest children, telling significant people in your life how much they mean to you is important to you. You probably enjoy expressing your positive emotions and making the world a brighter place.

The Chakra test

See Hwee, your most positive energy is flowing from your Sixth Chakra
This chakra is located in the center of your forehead and is often called the third eye. The sixth chakra represents your ability to see and really know truth. In your case, this chakra appears to be clear and unblocked so that positive energy can flow from it freely. Radiating positive energy from your sixth chakra indicates that you've cultivated higher wisdom concerning the important life lessons associated with this energy center. You're apt to be accepting of the people and events in your life rather than pass judgment on them. You're also likely to have developed a higher level of intuition than most people have.
Whether they're allowing positive energy to flow or preventing it from doing so, all seven of your body's chakras contribute to how you are feeling on a day-to-day basis. When they're balanced, you feel energized and at the top of your game. When they're unbalanced, you may feel tired or 'off'. While we have focused on identifying the one chakra that allows your positive energy to flow most freely, we have also discovered the ways your other six chakras are handling the passage of energy.

Are You a Healthy Eater?

When you eat
You seem to have a slight problem with "when" you eat your food. This could indicate that you do not eat on a regular schedule or are not consistent with how much you eat at one sitting. This can be problematic because your body probably doesn't know when you will be eating and when it should start metabolizing what you put in it. This can lead to a slow or inefficient metabolism, which means your body may not be efficiently using the food you are giving it. The best thing to do is to get on a regular schedule of eating and to spread out the food you eat over the day.


What You Eat
The second component to healthy eating is "what", and you seem to have some problems and inconsistency in this area. What you put in your body will determine how efficiently it gets you through your days. You probably eat healthy food sometimes and not-so-healthy food at other times. If you are not eating the kinds of food that are good for you and that your body needs, you might be at risk of developing health problems, or at the least, being worn out and having a body that is working inefficiently. You need to be a bit more aware of what is good for you and what isn't and start taking better care of your body. But remember that change takes time, so don't try to change all of your patterns and habits at once. Do it at a pace that will result in permanent change. Eliminating one bad habit for the rest of your life is better than eliminating a lot of them for a few days before you give up and take them all up again!

How You Eat
The third component of healthy eating is "how" you eat. This refers to your intake habits - how much you eat at a time. You seem to have some minor problems in this area! This probably means that you sometimes skip meals, eat one big meal a day, and eat quickly. These are all habits that are unhealthy and do not benefit your body. You need to learn to space out your eating throughout the day, eat regularly, and slow down when you are eating! That is the only way your body can efficiently deal with the fuel you are giving it. So, although you are doing the right thing some of the time, you need to learn to do it all of the time.

oh no..i think tats so true...=/

Do you have a balanced lifestyle?

See Hwee, you really know how to focus on Diet and Exercise
But everyone needs a break — even from things they're great at. You might even find it energizing. You know that the way to a clear mind is a healthy body. That's why you try to eat nutritious foods and get your feet moving more than others. Nutritious meals and tough workouts are quick and sure-fire ways to improve your mood and get rid of stress.Just remember, life's about more than what you put into your body and get out of it. Every once in a while, your body needs a break from exercise...just like when it sometimes needs a cheeseburger and fries. It's moderation — not unbreakable commitments — that helps you maintain your healthy lifestyle. So keep up the good work!

The Identity Test

Openness To ExperienceYour medium score in the Openness category means that you are moderately interested in the creative arts. You probably show some real imagination at certain times, or display a strong curiosity towards the new. But these moments are balanced by a more practical focus on the pragmatic concerns and realities of everyday life. Rather than letting your mind wander too far, you prefer to remain relatively focused. These aspects of your personality reflect a character somewhere between a conservative and a dreamer.

hahx...im finishing all the tests tat i can possibly take...

time check: 9.16am

had to report to work at 7.30am todae..which i totally think is redundant...cox i just need to help bring e file down to boardroom n THATS IT...ehhh...yar...n just stand by for mee ne just in case she needs help...now i know y mummi sae mux work hard..cox i hate being ordered ard...