maybe im alright already, maybe im not. maybe im not alright but im acting im alright. maybe im alright but im acting im not alright. ya. everything is just a MAYBE. sigh. whatever, i cant be bothered now. or maybe, i am still bothered by it. maybe im bothered but im acting as if im not. ya, that's what im good at.

argh. whatever. i think i just need a good run. you know, sometimes i think the words 'come what may' best explain everything.

argh. FORGET IT.

anw, i was so going to fall alsp while typing during work so i msged ryl. and i was telling her i miss eating ban mian! hahax. tat was so so random. and ryl was telling me she suddenly miss primary sch food. and i suddenly remember. HEY! I MISS PRIMARY SCHOOL FOOD TOO!! i miss that 10cent hotdog dipped in lots of tomato sauce and that 30cents chicken drumlets, that 20cents animal biscuit, that 40 cents chocolate cake, that 50cents chicken rice that doesnt like chicken rice!!! HMMM...and ryl was saying y i miss hotdog of all things. hahax..but that 10cent hotdog tasted really good! i cant find back that taste after eating years of hotdogs since then. and i really LOVE eating hotdogs! my mum was saying ever since i started work, there is no one at home to help her clear the hotdogs in the fridge...hahax...

and ryl gave my boy a name. called ah zhai = zhai nan = stay at home slp and play game. ahahhhax!

dropped by my boy's place during my lunch time ydae. and my toenail finally dropped off. no worries, painless. sometimes i just sit back and look at myself, i dont deny im really tired travelling to and fro. like shuttling between workplace and his house or shuttling between his house and mine. sometimes, im just amazed how much you can do for someone. and because it is YOU, i dont mind going that extra mile.

tata.

oh oh..before i end it..i found out ONE GOOD THING abt working in IMH. that is, THEY TEACH YOU TO LOSE WEIGHT AND BURN FATS!

HOW TO BURN YOUR FAT?
In fact, scientists have figured out that if you exercise at a level that brings your heart rate up between 60 and 80 per cent of its maximum, this is the optimum ‘fat-burning zone’.

To work out your own fat-burning zone, subtract your age from 220 to get your maximum heart rate. So, if you are 30 your maximum will be 220 – 30 = 90. Multiply that figure by 60 per cent and you get 114; multiply by 80 per cent and you get 152. Your optimum fat-burning zone is between 114 and 152 beats per minute.

for the past 11 days, emails been coming in to teach you how to lose weight. hahax! one strategy each day. how useful. ahahx.

photos up! here it goes...

Friday
suppose to end my work at 5.30pm. but because i was rushing to finish up my stuff so i can send to my supervisor, i was delayed by 20mins. so at 5.50pm, i flew down to lavender to meet ryl, ah na, hengky and beth. luckily i was there on time at 6.50pm. took the escalator down to lavander station only to see ryl and na going up the escalator.

down the escalator
me: cheryl! ah na!
na: mok! mok! up! up! (hahax..we were laughing at it at the end of the day)
ryl: hurry hurry! (i think thats what she said)
me: *hurried up the escalator again*

so meanwhile, we were hiding ourselves at the staircase in case ah mok spotted us. i think it was after 20 mins that the cleared signal was given by huixian so we met up wif hengky and beth and went scouting for a good location for our surprise for dear ah mok.



in the process of lining up the lightsticks.



scene enactment. ah na called mok and tried to lure her to the place.the whole story was that ah xian bluffed ah mok for dinner near her place while ah na met up with one of their colleague somewhere there also. so ah na suppose to call ah mok, sounding panicky and worried to say their colleague sprained her ankle and its getting really bad and needed help from her since she knows some first aid.so mok will rush over and we will surprise her with all the stuff.and earlier on, we told mok we will celebrate her bdae for her next mon so it will not occur to her that we will spring a surprise on her.



hengky lighting up the candles while waiting for mok to rush over.



here's a completed one.with the lightsticks and bdae cake in the middle



mok came and ah na played a happy birthday song for her on the keyboard.



happy ah mok with her present!



a picture i insisted in taking. ahhax...the chocolate peppermint cake!



ah na wanted to take a picture of us. but apparently, no one wans to face the camera...hahax..except hengky that is.



ah xian!with ah mok at the back figuring out the keys



hengky and his pose!



me and ah ryl



our group photo!

after everything, wanted to head down to bugis for our dinner. but because we were happily talking on the bus, we missed the stop. so ended up at city hall. went the asian kitchen for dinner.



i was super hungry by then. but i was hungry till i became not hungry. so i just had this. doesnt look exactly appealing, but it tasted alright la.

n headed home at 11pm.

AND AND AND!!!so sad to know that ah beth can replace me in the fairies with just MERE PIECES OF CHICKEN CUTLET!!! what is this?!!! whose idea was that?! must be this ah beth, cheng wo bu zai tried to tiao bo li jian the fairies right? hahax...ah beth is the fairies wannabe now. status pending. ahhahax...

anyway. i must say ah mok's surprise was a successful one! we had always wanted to plan a bdae surprise, but ended up, thinking its abit hard. and we did it this time round. but i must say, i didnt came up with lots of ideas this time round. see la, nicholas ang!because of you okay. i think the only useful thing i did was to connect hengky eng with the the fairies so that he can help us out with the delivering work. ahhax.

and thx fairies for the comfort!

wanted to blog about ah mok's bdae surprise...but but but...ah ryl has not send me any photos yet. shall hold on first.

today was spent at my boy's house in the morning till late afternoon. and i accidentally,unintentionally,hit on my poor boy's wound. IM SO SORRY!!!=((( hope it doesnt hurt that much =(

dinner was at peach garden with family because it is mummy's day today!



hahx, this is actually the last dish already. too happily indulging in my food so i didnt take any pic. this is some bamboo clam thingy. it has got a long long name for it but i forgot.



my dessert! mango,pomelo and sago



mummi's mango mousse cake!

in conclusion, today's dinner was good! and im really really bloated now.we had beijing kao ya for the first dish. it was good. except for the fats =/ (i gave it to my dad thou), then sharks fin, then sea cucumber and scallop, wasabe prawn (i love that! because it has got my favourite ebiko(pardon the spelling if it's wrong)on it! hahax!),fish,then the bamboo clam thingy and end of with the dessert.

and there was a funny conversation between us and the waitress. Because my daddy was asking the waitress what's that transparent small round thing on the wasabe prawn. I mean, my family was yan jiu-ing what was that. so my daddy decided to ask the waitress. here it goes.

daddy: may i know what is this
waitress: tadpole
family: HUH? WHAT?
waitress: hold on ( she went to get another colleague)
another waitress: yes. its tadpole.
family: *opened our eyes big*
another waitress: made from jelly
family: cheyy

anw, one funny thing i found out. u can get 1 dollar off parking fee if you dine there or smth i suppose. but the irony is that we spend like $500 on the dinner and we insist on getting the $1 parking fee back.

SEEHWEE IS REALLY BORED! oh my.

bored till i fell asleep in office today. i brought the boring-est copy of reader's digest to work today. so it didnt aid much in keeping me awake. i guess there isnt much to do during this period. i mean its good that i do not have to work much and i have money rolling into my pocket. but its tormenting because the time just doesnt seem to pass at all. (hahx. and when it gets all busy, i'll start complaining again. human's nature.) in my desperate attempt, i called boyfriend to entertain me. and guess what? i have such a sleepyhead boyfriend who sleeps at 1pm. sigh. i should have dropped by his place during lunch time. COX THERE ISNT A SINGLE SOUL IN OFFICE NOW except the cleaner (he actually tried entertaining me thou) i could have taken a 2 hour break.

and that andrew came to shake my hand again. i was trying to avoid him but he still came up to me. and asked me who i am. usual question from him. he cant seem to remember who he has approached before. but of course i dont blame him. if he is fit to work, he is mentally sound. just that some of his actions made me take a step back. but i guess he is just being friendly. no harm.

aiya, i think my life is really plain and boring now. especially when nothing constructive is done during work. i end my work feeling so unproductive. go home, eat dinner, watch tv, talk to boyfriend, sleep and the cycle repeats.( except for the occasional going out and all) im just living day by day. cant stand such a life. i need my life mapped out.

boyfriend's 'call you later' seems to be taking forever. i guess by the time he calls, lunch hour would have been over and i probably cant talk to him either.

argh. 4 more hours to end of work! quick quick quick.

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oh my!

i was so so so sleepy that i couldnt drag myself out of bed. my mum woke me up at 6.30am. had my breakfast and i went back to slp till 7.15am. thinking that it was still early, i continued slping till 7.35am. then 7.40am. then 7.45am. yea, n i finally got out of bed. changed and daddy drove me to work. and im still thinking of my bed now =( i was so tempted to just call xxx xx and tell her im sick or smth so i didnt have to go to work.

and my sis lent me her ipod to bring to work. but she didnt tell me she didnt charge =/ the bar is red now. think it will be gone soon.


"speaking about how difficult it is to confide in someone close to you might not seem to be the case on the other hand. i can easily confide with the fairies"

ps: ryl! i nva sae i not close to u all hor...read properly ma...

hahx! back again to blog. as you can see, im like pretty free today. easy earned money today and yday. xxx xx hasnt been much a problem at work nowadays. she was away for meeting most of the time yday, and today was just the occasional buying of milk tea, sending down laptop to her, updating her movement board, helping her shred like 10 pieces of paper, printed 2 documents(although i don't really understand why she cant print it herself since she could show me which 2 documents are to be printed on her laptop. all she needed to do was just to double click and click print. simple as that), help her make a phonecall, plan the audit schedule, send emails. comparatively, she didnt bug me too much today.

i was so bored i was randomly surfing NHG site. so i clicked on national skin centre and scrolled down to see all the different types of skin diseases. oh my! for the first time in my life, i got kind of disturbed by what i saw. i mean, i always get so excited looking at people's wounds and injuries and whatsoever. but when i saw the picture, i got so....ya...=x oh ya, speaking of that, i got reminded of what i saw yday at IMH. while talking to boyfriend on phone outside the office, i saw a patient who became so agitated that he required 4 strong men to pin him down. like 2 cisco police, 1 security guard and 1 staff. and nurses came with a bed and restrainer. hmm.

anw...

1 more hour to the end of work and i can go find boyfriend at his house. so now he enjoys the luxury of me finding him at his doorstep every now and then. i think im such a good girlfriend. whahax. nvm. random again. i miss my boyfriend like nuts now.

n notice the tone difference between my morning post and now? hahx. extreme mood swings i think.

long walk can simply help you to straighten out your thoughts. and so i did. walking like there's no ending. i thought i could have just walked non-stop during my lunch hour ydae and not head back to imh to work. but of course, i cant.

anw, i've more or less managed to convince myself to think less. at least for today that is.

in fact, acting happy can just make u happy. or probably turn what u are thinking into a joke, and all will seem just alright. yar, edward tan called ydae and asked me how i was doing and stuff and although i wasnt exactly happy at that time, i cant say out either. so i just simply told him what i thought and both of us laughed at it. and it worked! for the moment, i thought i was so stupid to think so negatively. ya. sometimes, it's easier to confide in someone not so close to you. sometimes, i just find it easier to talk to strangers about my problems and just laugh it over. simply because i cant breakdown in front of these people. it will probably scare them off. which explains y i do not confide in my parents nor my boy. they are probably the ones who are closest to me and i won't make it a point to hide my feelings. so i'll probably just cry non-stop in front of them which in any case, would not do any good to both parties. and of course, i tried confiding in my sisters, you know, like drop a couple of hints here and there that im worried or unhappy. but sometimes, it just doesnt work and it just make matter worst and i felt even lousier. speaking about how difficult it is to confide in someone close to you might not seem to be the case on the other hand. i can easily confide with the fairies. i msged ryl ydae when i felt so upset. i told ah na abt my past relationship last time. i can easily tell the fairies how i feel and somehow or another, they would just make me feel better.

so what is it?

nvm. just random thoughts. im off for lunch.

i was sianed when i got out of the car in the morning, climbed up the flight of stairs, pressed the pin number, opened the door, stepped into the office, walked to my seat but i BRIGHTENED UP instantly when i saw what was written on the movement board. she has got a meeting from 8.30am to 11.30am. YES! but then again, it just means i got to stone but in any case, that's definitely better than doing all the photocopying job which increases the rate of having cancer =/

i woke up from bed still feeling lousy. i must say talking to pearly is still the same.

time check: 9.25am

sigh. i guess i still have 3 more weeks to go before i end my work here. bet boyfriend must be slping like a pig at home now.

random joke
frustrated by cast members who kept singing off-key during our school play rehearsal, the musical director yelled, 'B Flat is the key, not the instruction!'

Saturday

boyfriend went for an operation in the late morning. reached SGH at 2pm but he wasnt out from the operating theatre yet, waited till 3pm before he was wheeled to the ward. for the moment, he was just like a helpless little boy lying on the bed as the nurses wheeled him back. n the 'xin tong-ness' sets in when i saw that. my poor boyfriend. n even more xin tong for him when he told me he felt like vomiting n yet i couldnt do anything to ease it. sigh. but luckily he felt better after sleeping for awhile more. meanwhile, i was helping his bro with maths homwork. then his grandparents n aunty came to see him. SCARY LA. they like scrutinising you from head to toe. =/ dinnered with his parents n brother after that. was feeding him with bread and i should have fed him more. nan de he so guai (or rather he has got no choice) lie there n let me feed all i want. hahx. and his parents sent me home after that.

Sunday

reached the hospital at 8plus am. and the ang moh doctor is GOOD LOOKING and CUTE. hahx...the doctor told him how to take care of his arm, nurses came to dress his wound and yup, discharged in the afternoon. accompanied him to pharmacy to take his medicine, waited for his parents to come and went to his house. and yes, because i still owe boyfriend a deal. which is to drink milk. yea, the last time i drank was like 10 years ago. n so i took a sip. OH MY! I almost vomit that out. so disgusting la. IT STILL TASTE AS BAD. anw, accompanied him till late afternoon and went back home. n i'll probably not have anyone to send me home already =(

n im tired! hahx. okie, im lousy. just 2 days n im already worn out. but i guess it doesnt matter. cause im doing it for you =)

and and and. i think my appetite has been pretty lousy the past few days. i duno why. after i had eaten something, i felt like vomiting and my gastric hurts. and its funny. because when im fine and all, i was hoping i don't eat that much and now that i haven got much appetite, im making myself eat =/

anw, was on the phone with ryl and company. it always feel so good to hear them. even when you are down, they just kind of make you laugh like mad and you feel so much better =)

it's working day TML!!!! SIGH. BIG BIG SIGH. n boyfriend's mp3 died on me!!!! HOW TO SURVIVE DURING WORK?!! probably got to rely on my phone now. which means listening to the same songs over n over again =/

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAIYIN!! =)))

half the day gone! yes! met my boy during my lunch break which explains y time passes so fast cox i took like TWO HOURS break today. hahx. if only xxx xx is on leave everydae, that would be gd! n i believe i can walk everywhere now. i must treasure my pair of legs. they are hardworking. i walked to hougang point to meet my boy. n he's LATE despite living just opposite. (hahx. okie, shall not complain further) jollibean for lunch. and i was so full just eating the redbean pancake, soyamilk and a few mouthful of beancurd. i think my stomach became smaller. thats good. walked ard there and walked back to imh again. all under that blazing hot sun. but nvm, it has been so long since im out under the sun. 3 more hours to go, n i'll be done with work. and yes! weekends on its way. seeing boyfriend again for dinner later =) its good that he's having a 3mth mc. hahx. but thinking of the operation my poor boyfriend has to undergo, ouch. i think it must be painful. poor thing.

LAZY FRIDAY. im still in the labour day mood =( n im soo soo reluctant to do my work and since my boss is on leave, i shall slack abit. and in anyway, im not left with much things to do either. so tats fine i suppose.

Thursday
after all the talkings, reasons and persuasion, i was reluctantly convinced n decided to get myself out of the hse. crossed the overhead bridge, took 2 buses n went to boyfriend's hse under the HOT sun. e weather was sooo hot i thought i was melting and my sweaty palm activated and OH MY. hot like mad. n yes, boyfriend showed me pokka's facebook! ahhahax....so much for being my eye candy, he still looks shuai =) went plasma hunting and dinner with boyfriend's family and home sweet home.

Happy 8th Month BOYFRIEND! =) keep it going. hugs!

sometimes its just so funny to see yourself smile when you know u are not happy at all

Friday
the long awaiting moment came when the clock struck 5.30pm. it signifies the end of work. YES. =) met boyfriend on the bus and headed down to dhoby ghaut. went fish n co glasshouse for dinner. seafood platter was filling and boyfriend was realli cute. i was trying to make him appreciate clams. so i scope a spoonful of clam chowder with 1 clam in it for him. and in exchange, i'll drink milk. and ya, he coperated, put it into his mouth and SWALLOWED everything down. what a waste of effort. -_-'''

headed to punggol beach/jetty next. sat there for awhile and the mosquitoes decided to attack us. lingered there for awhile more before we headed to buy chips for my dear sister and back home.

Saturday
went boyfriend house in the morning before we headed to town. went taka for lunch, waited for him to cut his hair and started our hike in town. i swear we walked non stop for hours before we finally stopped and sat down for ice kachang. boyfriend accompanied me down to simei to meet ryl and beth for dinner. and beth recommendation is good. it's actually opened by an ex convict. but im not sure whether the staff are ex convicts or not. but whatever it is, the food tasted not bad. so its worth another visit. it was taking photos and more photos after our dinner. hahx. shall wait for ryl to send me so i can upload them. yup. n it was home sweet home after that.

Today
grandma bdae! =) so we went to my aunty's house for celebration. n my dear niece is realli cute. hahx. anw, a good gathering for the cousin as well since we seldom meet up also. so it was some catching up sessions with one another. cut the cake before we headed home in the late afternoon. n is WORK TML AGAIN. sigh. but nvm. thursday is labour day. GOOD!

alright. shall end here.

long long ago, in e month of march, we celebrated ryl's bdae. and till todae, i've just gotten the pics...hahax...


ryl's little cinnamon crown roll poke with candles.

ryl blowing out the candles.

ryl and present.
the clique.

met wif ryl for dinner, so we sat along spore river n took tons of pictures. yea...i realli meant tons of pictures...like 70plus over...




off to bed. continue tml!

quick blog!

nth happening happen so far. meditating at work as usual.

lesson learnt from work so far:
- master the usage of photocopier machine (include repairing)
- master the usage of binding machine
- master the art of meditation. BIGGEST LESSON. being able to bring myself to smile at her when she asks me to do this and that when deep down, i was exploding. but tats PROFESSIONALISM. yes. u need that when u work in office.

but of cox, negative issues aside, i've made wonderful colleagues here. so tats gd enuff.

2 more hrs to end of work! yay!

random joke i came across.
A dog walks into a telegram office, takes out a blank form and writes, 'woof.woof.woof.woof.woof.woof.woof.woof.woof.' "There are only 9 words here," says the clerk. " You could send another 'woof' for the same price." The dog looks at him, confused. "But that wouldnt make any sense."

back again to blog. been busy at work todae. but tats gd...cox just another 40mins n i'll end work...hahx...but my legs are aching, been standing for the entire day =/

Monday
dinner wif fairies at crystal jade was FILLING! i'll probably not eat xiao long bao / xiao long bao look alike food for like a month...HAHX...okay, food aside. it was a usual get together with ah mok, na and sian..n as usual...we laughed non-stop...what with tat liu niu niu thingy tat got us luffin like mad, and ah mok sae it mux have been the furniest joke after tat lim ah ber thingy...hahax..dun get me? hahx..is okay...it's within the fairies =) n apparently ah na and mok say their colleague looks like pokka...n when i saw the pic...oh my! MILES APART! n ah mok turning into a veggie soon...eat some meat ah mok! and yup, guess we just talked non-stop all the way which explains y i was so so so tired when i was heading home.

Tues
dinner with my boy at hougang. 1 cheese pancake, 1 red bean pancake, 1 bowl of beancurd, 1 cup of soyamilk all from mr bean & 1 mushroom tuna puff from delifrance. yup. our dinner! and my poor boy has got some inflammed blood vessel, his poor hand is swollen and puffy =(( poor thing =(( boyfriend pei me home after that before he went back to clementi.

hahx..back again to blog =p it seems like my blog is only alive during working hours...

it was exercise day with beth, ryl n ah sian ydae. n i mux have caught the 'being punctual' bug from my boy. cox i was there at like 10am sharp. n ppl who lived right there like BETH N RYL were like late for half an hr =x it was tennis n gym-ing with the girls...but speaking of tennis...we were realli perspiring HARD not cox we were running across court n smacking the balls but cox we were standing under the sun n picking up balls from time to time...hahx...gym after tat...n went up to beth's place...spend some time chatting, inspecting beth's hse( ryl has got tons to comment), bathe, then i pei beth to tampines for lunch while ryl left to give tuition. it must have been the first time i've talk to beth like soo much and soo long...not tat we dun talk in jc..but more or less..we were in different cliques...so seldom we get the chance to be alone n tok to each other...n lets hope the proposed plan to swim on sunday would follow thru...it just feels good to be under the sun...n its just irritating when i cant get any darker =x

anw, its MONDAY. BIG BIG SIGH. many many more days to go till the end of the week. met boyfriend for lunch cox he got his day off n back to work again. meeting fairies for dinner later n ryl ps us..how can?!! lazy girl.

3 more hrs to go!!! n ya..met ah ryl for dinner last fri, will upload some photos when i get it from her. we were talking abt some issues n i brought up the point about being aimless. which i certainly felt so true n im glad im not alone in this. ryl felt the same way too. we are just like lost sheeps now. u noe? like u duno where to head next. n i hate tat. i dunwan to be some wandering soul. haix. nvm. no one will probably understand just how much thoughts are goin thru my brain everyday. sigh.

n i just hope i can end my work here earlier. supervisor said they might let me go 2 weeks earlier cox they need time to train up the next temp staff which is GOOD. i dun mind losing 2 weeks of my pay.

n now i have to help her write down which days and what time does she have roadshows in her calendar. IM NOT YOUR PERSONAL ASSISTANT.

meditating. meditating.meditating.

seehwee is practising the ART OF MEDITATION now.

one day, she will attain nirvana.

im like in screensaver mode.

i kinda haf to drag myself to work today. i realli dun feel like working anymore. sigh. come to think abt it, maybe i dunwan to be some successful career woman next time. just find a rich man n marry. i'll go shopping, high tea, spa,holidays every now n then. then i wun haf to worry abt not gettin into uni and i'll be a happy woman by then. but then again, such things will probably not happen. so pray hard. may ntu n nus send me letters soon =/

i feel so aimless now. probably tats y im not in e mood for anything.

right. off to work again.

time check: 3.45pm

finally done with work. supervisor off for some rehearsal. so im left to stone.

n i went to a remand ward todae! i was pretty excited abt going there actually. cox i haven seen one before n was wonderin how it will look like. we actually haf to walk through the detector thingy before we can proceed to take the lift up to the ward with the cisco police stationing there. n up in the ward, it looks pretty much like a prison for those secluded patients. like locked up in a room with just a bed and an area for washing up. the ward is pretty much 'fenced up'...i mean unlike other wards with doors, remand ward is more of like steel gates...yup...

n im seriously feeling FAT! im very much against fried food now n boyfriend wanted fish n chip ydae...n yar, fish and chip is probably swimming well in my stomach =( sigh. n i'll probably only get to see my boy like next week. double sigh. hope he can get out of camp.

right, got work to do le..shall stop here..

lets do a quick update before supervisor is back =/

hehx. i tried a new route ydae! walking back from imh to home with that new route took me 1hr15mins *jaw dropped* but i was like strolling my way back, so it wasnt tat bad anw...i stroll till the sky turned dark and reached home at 7.15pm. hahx.

okie, this is going to be a fulfiling week if everything goes smoothly.
1. meet boyfriend for dinner today
2. meet ah ryl for dinner on fri
3. meet xuanz to run on someday
4. meet buttdies and ah beth to exercise

hahax..yeah. tats my definition of a FULFILING week. sigh. i think i shld do something more purposeful, like go n learn to drive, or go do some volunteer work...sometimes i think i shld pick up a skill or two. so i thought to myself, just what am i good at? tell me!

ATTENTION TO BUTTDIES!

due to my exploding smses, i've decided to make do with this.

it seems like gym-ing sounds boring, so ryl suggested smth...

msg frm ryl
' since got so many ppl....we can play tennis, badminton,basketball. I got tennis rackets. ah beth got floorball stick. we can just chup pa lang.'

next, SATURDAE OR SUNDAY? beth is only free on sat evenin, ah na is not free on sat. ryl sunday afternoon not free. TAKE YOUR PICK!

reply to my tagboard. thx! =)

and and and!!! buttdies!! bet u all will luff n roll on the floor when u hear this...

MY COLLEAGUE JUST TOLD ME TIAN JI IS GOOD LOOKING! AHH....oh my oh my...n she says he can speak eng fluently...oh my...i told her wuzun n yalun speaks good eng too..but she says tian ji better...

n i realise i haven gone crazy over wu zun for long. n i haven been reading his blog for the past 3 months. see, competition makes me realise i should go ga-ga over wuzun again. hahax! ah na, i 135, sian 246, you 7 =p

ydae morning went mandai to pray for my ah gong. pei my parents to giant to buy groceries. afternoon went to boyfriend house. went back home for dinner. supposed to go out wif boyfriend at night, but i was too tired to get out of hse, so i didnt. SORRY!

lazy sunday morning. was toking to hengky online...n im not so scared alreadi =) hehex..thx fren!

time check: 4pm

1 more hr to go! =) one good thing about friday is that i get to knock off half an hour earlier and for the fact that supervisor is on leave todae, it just mean that i can knock off even earlier! maybe like 15mins earlier? hahax..but still, it is better than having none. n time passes pretty fast todae cox i was busy typing n typing n typing.

sometimes i feel im such a ?!@#?"> why? because i think i've been complaining too much. complaining too much abt other people. but sometimes, they just get on ur nerve and u just cant help it. yeah. im not daring enough to shoot em back, so i can only turn to my blog. sis say i shouldnt be bitching abt others on blog just in case they chance upon it.probably i should learn to tolerate more. and STOP COMPLAINING. boyfriend alwaes sae y i so 'ben', do this n that for her...but yeah...guess tats how much i can tolerate. i can be realli nice to someone if tat someone is realli nice to me..u noe..being nice without any motives...genuinely nice. but when someone treats me like dunno wad...i probably still do what he/she asks me to do..but tat probably is just me putting on a false front...i wun say it straight at their faces cox i dun think im tat daring enuff...so i'll end up complainin behind their backs..hahx..which in any case..is equally BAD.

so resolution for this month
- stop complaining. JUST WORK and get out of the office at 6pm

yeah. lets see how long i can keep to tat.

i realised that my blog has been pretty much alive lately.

anw...i was in a lousy mood todae..so i msged boyfriend

me: darling! ur girl is in a lousy mood! grrrr
nic: why? what's wrong?
me: im feeling FAT!
nic: haha...i feel fat too!

hahax..okie..i didnt feel tat lousy after tat...cox we are FAT together =x

nvm.tats random. running out of things to blog.

cant wait for work to end so i can
head home
go n run
bathe
dinner
watch tv
call boyfriend
slp
NEXT DAY.

i realised i've been such a pig lately...i've been slpin as early as 10 but i still cant get up in the morning for work. and unknowingly, i've already been workin in imh for like near 3 mths...tats realli long..n tat dae i received an email saying they need social worker assistant. the job scope includes home visiting, running errand for patients and etc...which i thought was smth i would like to do. so i replied to the email. but sadly...they needed someone that can work longer say half a year or so. aiyah. wasted.

weekends tml!

off to mandai to pray for ah gong with family tml. then i'll get to meet my boy =)

listening to emo songs, reading people's emo blogs....I SUDDENLY FEEL EMO TOO =/

i wonder, will we realli last?

nvm. bet boyfriend would say im thinkin too much alreadi. n i think im such a horrible girlfriend who keeps attituding her boyfriend =/

i think i seriously need to reconsider my eating habits. its true tat i alwaes try to avoid lunch as much as i can...but when it comes to dinner...i eat like nobody business n i think tats realli bad...i'll probably put on more weight as much as i wan to lose em...right? i think im right la...so i shld re-strategize my meals...

sms conversation between supervisor n i

background story: before she left for meeting at TTSH, she asked me to msg her when im done with my work so she can think of what other things there are for me to do.

me: im done! =)
supervisor: can u see who havent got e JCI book?
me: dr swapna and dr joshua kua only. they arent in office.
supervisor: oh, ceo,cmb,vcmb? Waiting for me?
me: (staring at the msg)

it suddenly reminded me of st john officers, like they alwaes love to scold their cadets and say 'where is the report? waiting for me? waiting for christmas izzit?'
n i got rather irritated when i saw tat msg...because number 1 - i've long sent to em early in the morning...so what wif her attitude?!! do i need to wait for u to tell me to send it to the ceo,cmb and vcmb? and number 2 - waiting for me? doesnt sound pleasant at all and i've said it before, i hate it when ppl try to exercise their power on me. so i replied...

me: i've already sent to them in e morning. what do you mean by waiting for u? (obviously i was tryin to see how she is going to ans tat)
supervisor: ok, i will pass audit file to prof. u have osim in the contact for ASC? could u surf other companies on lifestyle? (obviously she isnt replyin to my qns)
me: lifestyle which include?
supervisor: health maybe like GNC..healthy living stuff. think abt it based on your innovation

i guess she probably cant come up with anything...

fine...grrrrrrrrr...dun even feel like helping her source out the sponsors...GRRRRRRRRRR......TELL ME HOW TO BE NICE TO HER?! argh. peanut butter. no wonder all the colleagues cant stand her...
qi si le qi si le.

so now...im going to USE MY INNOVATION to HELP HER source out the sponsors.

40 more mins to end of work!

finally done with binding. so i've got the time to slack abit. im feeling soo soo sooooooo sleeppppyy now! grrr.

i wanted my n & b soyabean milk badly! but it was pouring in the afternoon, so i couldnt walk over to hougang green to get it...ended up with yogurt for lunch...but i thought tat was a gd alternative...99% fat free...hahx...

it was worth taking the leave to spend some time wif boyfriend =)

we met in e morning and reached sentosa only in the afternoon partly cox of the rain...thx arh..everytime i wan to get tanned, the sun alwaes hides itself...grrr...walked ard sentosa and down to silosa beach to see bikini babes...hahax...too bad there wasnt any shuai ge...anw...tram down to tanjong beach...had some food..n the 'fun' came in when boyfriend pushed me into the sea =/ it was a struggle but obviously i lost la...so ended up...both of us were 'swimming' in there...dripping wet when i got out...so boyfriend let me wear his shirt, while i waited for my shirt to dry...n i swear i did smth i thought i would nva have done in my entire life =x this shall be a secret between boyfriend n i =x

the rest of the time was spent sitting, lying, standing, drying ourselves...

say my feet big or boyfriend's feet is small...HIS FEET IS LIKE THE SAME SIZE AS MINE!

craving for spaghetti again...took us long time to decide whether to dine in marche or pasta mania...anw...settled at pasta mania in e end...it was a whole lot of food...n i swear IM GOIN TO DIET! YES. headed home after tat...n my shorts still wet when i got home...n this just mean tat i left behind evidence of myself everywhere i go...hahx..cox wherever i sit, the seats bound to get wet...

anw..it was a gd break to get awae frm work also...cox the weekends are alwaes so short i hardly feel tat i even had a gd rest and the week starts all over again =x so i guess im recharged for work tml...BINDING, here i come! 33 copies to go.

i love you! =p

oh ya, where's my skyride?!!

i wan to blog. but i dunno wad to blog.

anw..my leave on mon is approved. whahhax. but it just mean that $51 just flew awae. ouch.

im scared. i noe its unnecessary fear but i cant help it. =( i think e test is so true...i think im afraid of being not gd enough...

i swear i'll drag myself out of the bed n run tml morning! AEROFIT - Alwaes Exercise Regularly Otherwise Fats Increases Tremendously...HAHHAX...smth tat i learnt from IMH...hehex...

time check: 12pm

half the day just went by liddat, im thinkin of how to tell her i wan to take leave on Monday...hmm...

anw...ah ryl told me smth...n i told her i'll blog it BIG on my blog...so here it goes...

AH RYL ATTEMPTED TO

TIAO BO LI JIAN

BETWEEN AH NA AND I!

ryl..how does tat sound? =p hehx.

now waiting for cecilia to be back so we can go out for lunch together...its finally friday...weekends just a step awae...

anw..i was so free ydae so i decided i shld just change the blogskin...n i think it looks better...hahx..nvm..random.

hi linus! =)

here i am again...it was so peaceful till war decided to strike at 10am...

mux be cox i alwaes complain tat there's nth for me to do...dots.

was rushin up n down, to and fro. everywhere.

anywhere..finally free now...n i think i am floodin my blog wif all e tests..hahax..

The Brain Test

See Hwee, you are Balanced-brained
That means you are able to draw on the strengths of both the right and left hemispheres of your brain, depending upon a given situation. When you need to explain a complicated process to someone, or plan a detailed vacation, the left hemisphere of your brain, which is responsible for your ability to solve problems logically, might kick in. But if you were critiquing an art opening or coming up with an original way to file papers, the right side of your brain, which is responsible for noticing subtle details in things, might take over. While many people have clearly dominant left- or right-brained tendencies, you are able to draw on skills from both hemispheres of your brain. This rare combination makes you a very creative and flexible thinker. The down side to being balanced-brained is that you may sometimes feel paralyzed by indecision when the two hemispheres of your brain are competing to solve a problem in their own unique ways.

What are you afraid of?

See Hwee, you are most afraid of not being good enough
Have you ever noticed that you're more concerned about how others perceive you than many people around you? Or do you sometimes worry more than you should about doing things perfectly or feel afraid that others will mock you in some way? If so, you're not alone. There are many people who share your fear of not being good enough. It can be a real strength to recognize your fears. By being aware of the things that frighten you, you can assess whether fear is helping you or negatively impacting your life. For instance, a fear of not being good enough may sometimes motivate you to take action in a positive way, like by being more diligent in pursuing your goals than others. However, fear's negative aspects can sometimes be more damaging than you realize. Living with fear not only prevents you from living life to the fullest; it can also have a significant negative impact on your energy, health, and your close relationships if not kept in check.

What's your nightmare career?

See Hwee, your nightmare career would be as a Telemarketer
Does the very though of an impromptu speech make you sweat? Avoid making calls to strangers at all costs? Then it's no surprise that telemarketing would be your absolute career nightmare. Harassing people while they eat dinner, selling things they don't need, and asking if they would mind "answering a couple of questions"? No, thanks. You'd rather be mute.When it comes to the workplace, making a big scene isn't exactly your forte. Instead, your perfect job would be the kind that taps into your introverted brilliance. You enjoy the opportunity to figure things out on your own. And while you sometimes enjoy working as a team, you really thrive when your gears are grinding, your mind is working, and it's all done low-key. Being on stage isn't your ultimate goal — so step away from that call center — you've got better things in mind!

okay..shall just stop here..do the tests do i until my eyes crossed alreadi...2 more hrs n i'll end work..cross my fingers n hope there wun be OT todae..n yes..im finally meetin my boy todae..hahax...n having been workin for 2mths..i realise time flies..i mean..like the week just flashes n ta dah! one week down alreadi...sometimes i just lost count of the days only to realise tat e week is endin soon...hmm...although work is mundane...but it certainly makes time pass faster...although i alwaes complain tat time is crawlin during office hr..but when it comes to the end of e day, u realise u've just pass e dae unknowingly...aiyah..i dunno whether im makin sense...

Discover Your Past Life

Come on out of your shell — in your former life you were a turtle name Gifford. The details are a bit sketchy, but we do have a brief summary based on public records: You were born in a small pond beside a saloon. Despite having an exceptionally athletic father, you seemed to prefer sunbathing and mud baths to more active pursuits. Contrary to the rumor, your favorite color was never green, but actually blue. Few people knew that you were a talented poet because most of your work was destroyed during a flash flood that swept away not only your library, but your entire community. Fortunately you had the pluck to survive, settle down, make some eggs, and live happily ever after with your wife Melinda and your 20 offspring.

OH MY! AH XIAN..IM YOU! n how can i not like green?!! n y glifford? sound so CLIFFORD..grrr...

What Zodiac Sign Should You Be?

The planets are very complex. Maybe your astrologer will disagree, and maybe a few tendencies will vary, but overall you're a VIRGO. You've got that reserved and modest demeanor, just like the astrological symbol of Virgo, the virgin. You are not, however, one to sit passively as the world passes you by. Quite the contrary. Your mind is extremely analytical. You want an answer for every question you pose, and you immediately raise a new question for every answer you're given. Such perfectionism and inquisitiveness clearly invite stress and worry into your life. But your practical and organized lifestyle lets you to keep these feelings under control. You are the most conscientious and analytical sign in the zodiac.

i still prefer to be a leo =/

Where does your inner compass point?

See Hwee, your best adventures are Outdoor Outings
You're geared up and ready to conquer the great outdoors! Snow-capped mountains, deep blue lakes, and evergreen forests — these are the places your heart wants to be. Sure, you can appreciate a nice dinner out, but nothing beats the view you can savor from the top of a mountain.Walking in the woods or simply hanging out in your backyard, as long as there's fresh air and the wind in your hair, you're in paradise. So grab the sunscreen and get outside! For a nature lover like you, the sky truly is the limit.

yar! better than being stuck in a box right here...

What turns you on?

See Hwee, a Romantic Gesture turns you on
Hey there, sweet thing! In affairs of the heart, your pulse pounds at the tender and enchanting moments. While you may not have it all mapped out just yet, the fairytale ending is what you're after and romantic gestures are a sure way to give you butterflies.It might be sweet notes, a bubble bath for two, a surprise getaway to your favorite B&B, or even just an extra spin around the block listening to your favorite love song. Whatever it is, romantic moments (and the thoughts behind them) turn you on. Sure, brains are important, a sense of humor is attractive, and you never said there was anything wrong with sexy underthings, but it's how your partner expresses their feelings for you that really lights your fire. How romantic!

The influence of birth order

See Hwee, your position as youngest child shows most strongly in your affectionate nature.
Similar to other youngest children, you tend to be warm, friendly and loving. By being a youngest child, you felt the natural need for acceptance into the existing social structure of your family. To secure approval from parents and older siblings, you learned to express your affection freely and openly. From an early age you learned that by being positive towards others, you increased the likelihood that your affectionate feelings would be reciprocated. Like other youngest children, telling significant people in your life how much they mean to you is important to you. You probably enjoy expressing your positive emotions and making the world a brighter place.

The Chakra test

See Hwee, your most positive energy is flowing from your Sixth Chakra
This chakra is located in the center of your forehead and is often called the third eye. The sixth chakra represents your ability to see and really know truth. In your case, this chakra appears to be clear and unblocked so that positive energy can flow from it freely. Radiating positive energy from your sixth chakra indicates that you've cultivated higher wisdom concerning the important life lessons associated with this energy center. You're apt to be accepting of the people and events in your life rather than pass judgment on them. You're also likely to have developed a higher level of intuition than most people have.
Whether they're allowing positive energy to flow or preventing it from doing so, all seven of your body's chakras contribute to how you are feeling on a day-to-day basis. When they're balanced, you feel energized and at the top of your game. When they're unbalanced, you may feel tired or 'off'. While we have focused on identifying the one chakra that allows your positive energy to flow most freely, we have also discovered the ways your other six chakras are handling the passage of energy.

Are You a Healthy Eater?

When you eat
You seem to have a slight problem with "when" you eat your food. This could indicate that you do not eat on a regular schedule or are not consistent with how much you eat at one sitting. This can be problematic because your body probably doesn't know when you will be eating and when it should start metabolizing what you put in it. This can lead to a slow or inefficient metabolism, which means your body may not be efficiently using the food you are giving it. The best thing to do is to get on a regular schedule of eating and to spread out the food you eat over the day.


What You Eat
The second component to healthy eating is "what", and you seem to have some problems and inconsistency in this area. What you put in your body will determine how efficiently it gets you through your days. You probably eat healthy food sometimes and not-so-healthy food at other times. If you are not eating the kinds of food that are good for you and that your body needs, you might be at risk of developing health problems, or at the least, being worn out and having a body that is working inefficiently. You need to be a bit more aware of what is good for you and what isn't and start taking better care of your body. But remember that change takes time, so don't try to change all of your patterns and habits at once. Do it at a pace that will result in permanent change. Eliminating one bad habit for the rest of your life is better than eliminating a lot of them for a few days before you give up and take them all up again!

How You Eat
The third component of healthy eating is "how" you eat. This refers to your intake habits - how much you eat at a time. You seem to have some minor problems in this area! This probably means that you sometimes skip meals, eat one big meal a day, and eat quickly. These are all habits that are unhealthy and do not benefit your body. You need to learn to space out your eating throughout the day, eat regularly, and slow down when you are eating! That is the only way your body can efficiently deal with the fuel you are giving it. So, although you are doing the right thing some of the time, you need to learn to do it all of the time.

oh no..i think tats so true...=/

Do you have a balanced lifestyle?

See Hwee, you really know how to focus on Diet and Exercise
But everyone needs a break — even from things they're great at. You might even find it energizing. You know that the way to a clear mind is a healthy body. That's why you try to eat nutritious foods and get your feet moving more than others. Nutritious meals and tough workouts are quick and sure-fire ways to improve your mood and get rid of stress.Just remember, life's about more than what you put into your body and get out of it. Every once in a while, your body needs a break from exercise...just like when it sometimes needs a cheeseburger and fries. It's moderation — not unbreakable commitments — that helps you maintain your healthy lifestyle. So keep up the good work!

The Identity Test

Openness To ExperienceYour medium score in the Openness category means that you are moderately interested in the creative arts. You probably show some real imagination at certain times, or display a strong curiosity towards the new. But these moments are balanced by a more practical focus on the pragmatic concerns and realities of everyday life. Rather than letting your mind wander too far, you prefer to remain relatively focused. These aspects of your personality reflect a character somewhere between a conservative and a dreamer.

hahx...im finishing all the tests tat i can possibly take...

time check: 9.16am

had to report to work at 7.30am todae..which i totally think is redundant...cox i just need to help bring e file down to boardroom n THATS IT...ehhh...yar...n just stand by for mee ne just in case she needs help...now i know y mummi sae mux work hard..cox i hate being ordered ard...

time check: 9.37AM

and once again..im looking realli busy, staring hard at the screen, blogging.

a good 8hrs and 23mins before i knock off...i'll slowly count down..anw..im goin to meet buttdies/fairies/nanel/animal gang (how much e clique has evolved =/) for dinner todae..so its smth i can look forward to at the end of the day.yay! and im going to eat my spaghetti...been cravin it for weeks alreadi...hahx...

out wif xuan ydae...went marina sq/suntec...walked everywhere we could n talked all tat possibly can be said...headed down to ah ma hse together...dinnered...home...super tired when i got home =/ but i revived when boyfriend called...hahax...=p n xuan...start planning our exercises!! i desperately need to go n run alreadi...only ran once lasst week =/ how unhealthy n how fattenin...grrrr...

n i wonder how i live in e past...i nva had to stop myself frm eatin..i nva had to diet..i nva had to run...n numbers werent an issue to me...now...is BIG BIG issue...okie...i've grown up. or maybe...im influenced by buttdies...ah mok who doesnt eat dinner tat often(as far as i noe back in jc life)...ah ryl who can dun eat for 40plus hrs (her highest record)...n buttdies who consistently tellin me how fattenin e food is. (hahx..okie..they probably would disagree wif me n sae its e other way round) so ive come to a conclusion tat skippin lunch, eating less is okay... im so easily affected by the ppl/things ard me...serious. i think i care too much on how ppl think of me..so i only need one word frm anyone n it can affect my mood e entire day...for instance..u just need to say 'i think u've put on a bit of weight' n u can see me stop eating e entire week n run all i can just to make u change ur opinion. hmm. pros n cons to tat i guess...im such a leo.

anw...
out wif boyfriend e day before...pei him go repair his psp at sim lim...walked down to bugis...n i was so nice to treat him to dinner...whahhax..n i finally had my xiao long bao!! =p headed to his hse aftertat...watched full hse...n went pasir ris park at night =)

im so in love wif boyfriend. hahx. nvm. tats random. =p

time check: 11am

hahahahx! im good at wastin time! one more hr to lunchbreak...7 more hrs to end of work...

n ive alreadi packed my week wif activities

todae- work n dinner wif buttdies
tue- work n dinner wif xuan
wed- work n dinner wif boyfriend
thurs -work n dinner wif boyfriend? okie..he claims he's meetin michelle for dinner...
fri- work n dinner wif family

hahx..my mum would probably complain tat she doesnt see me home most of e time...

okie..i've run out of words to say alreadi...

OH YA! im lookin for some volunteer work to do...i think im like wastin my time everydae...seems so meaningless...

n i suddenly feel like goin for camps...random.

n i wan go night safari! i wan my sky ride!

ahhhhhhh...seriously nth to say alreadi...

lets do some tests!

What's your lucky charm?

See Hwee, your lucky charm is a Scarab
Let's hope you're not afraid of bugs, because it turns out that scarabs are your lucky charm. But before you get creeped out, you don't need the living thing for luck to come your way. (No one wants a living dung beetle crawling around in their pocket, after all.) So consider yourself one of the fortunate few. When the likeness of the scarab is stamped, carved or engraved onto stone, glass, wood and metal, it becomes one of the oldest good-luck charms in the world. Keep one next to your heart for long life. Place one next to your head while you sleep for protection. As the sacred symbol of the eternal soul, you might want to carry more than one scarab charm—one for this life and one for the next.

Are you good to your body?

See Hwee, your body's telling you to Have Some Fun
It sounds like your body is saying, "Easy does it." You're a motivated and hard-working person who's likely to be racing around here and there or doing multiple things at once. Ambition is a great thing to have, but stress often comes with it.Before you work through lunch again, stop and look out for yourself. Get out of the office or go for a walk. And next time you're thinking about pulling an all-nighter, why not leave early instead and go dancing with friends or just enjoy a nice, quiet bubble bath? All work and no play can be bad for your health. And so can ignoring what your body needs — things like proper hydration and cleansing antioxidants. So kick up your heels and treat your body right!

http://web.tickle.com/tests/goodtoyourbody/

hahax..im definitely not workin thru lunch la...

Have you found your Mr Right?

See Hwee, you've found Mr. Right because You're Ready for a Family
You've played the field and maybe sown some wild oats in your day. In the process, you've figured out who you are and what you want. And now you're going after it with a great guy who wants a family as much as you do. It sounds like you're both ready to settle down and start your own family traditions.You've probably always made family a priority. Caring and dedicated, you'd do anything for those you love. So it's no surprise that you're ready to add more people to your family...no matter how you'll get along with his mother.

http://web.tickle.com/tests/mrright/

hahahax..oh my...

Who's the man of your dream?

See Hwee, Prince Charming is the man of your dreams
Have you always been waiting for someone to sweep you off your feet? Would you love for a date to pick you up with his white horse rather than his old jalopy? We bet you would. A hopeful romantic, you're looking for that special guy who believes in fairy tales too.You want the best for yourself and those you love. And you're happy to go the extra mile to make sure everything works out in the end. So even if it means kissing a lot of frogs, you won't settle until you've found the prince you've been looking for. And that's sure to make a happy ending.

What's your wedding wish?

See Hwee, your wedding wish is to Ride Off Into The Sunset
When you think about your wedding, there's one thing that comes to mind first: location, location, location. You know that there's a good chance this is the biggest party you'll ever plan, and you have every intention of making it memorable and evocative of your style and personality.Whether your dream locale is a beach-side resort, the church you attended as a kid, or a close friend's backyard, you want to be able to set a scene that is meaningful and inspiring to you and, of course, good for bringing people together.

What's Your Perfect Workout?

Got great legs? It's a safe bet they didn't get that way from sitting around. For people like you who've got the urge to get up and go (but don't want to deal with traffic...), the best workout choice is walking or hiking.
We can tell that you know the value of simplicity and low-tech operations. That makes walking perfect, since it requires a minimum of equipment and, barring construction work, a blizzard, or a broken leg, it can be done just about anywhere and any time. As a walker, you're adventurous and curious, too, strolling places you wouldn't necessarily go otherwise, paying attention to the little things you'd ordinarily whiz by in your car. Walkers tend to be a steadfast bunch, since stepping out for a daily constitutional is probably the best way to incorporate low-impact exercise into your life for good. And we're betting you like to do some wondering while you wander. Famous writers, including Henry David Thoreau and Wallace Stevens, did some of their best composing while out for a stroll.
So the next time someone tells you to take a hike, go for it. Aim to go for a brisk 30-minute walk at least three times a week — your mind and body will thank you for it!

OH MY!! THIS IS SO TRUE!

What is your true colour?

See Hwee, your true color is Green!
You're green, the color of growth and vigor. Good-hearted and giving, you have a knack for finding and bringing out the best in people. Green is the most down-to-earth color in the spectrum — reliable and trustworthy. People know they can count on you to be around in times of need, since your concern for people is genuine and sincere. You take pride in being a good friend. For you, success is measured in terms of personal achievement and growth, not by status or position. Rare as emeralds, greens are wonderful, natural people. It truly is your color!

HAHAHAHX....GREEEEENNN!!!! yes..tats e colour!

What makes your mouth water?

See Hwee, Hiking the Trails makes your mouth water
Being in the great outdoors is just the kind of thing to get your blood pumping and your energy levels jumping. A down-to-earth person like you feels invigorated by communing with Mother Nature and rightly so.What's better than breathing in fresh air, taking in spectacular views, and getting some good-for-you exercise in there, too? Not much! And part of the beauty of hiking is that you can make it whatever you want it to be — long, short, overnight, along the coast, in the mountains — the options are endless. So what are you waiting for? Lace up your boots and get going!

another test tat saes i love hiking...hahhax...

boyfriend!! i noe where we can go if we dunno where to go alreadi..hahax...

time check: 1.10pm
4 hrs 50mins to go! tats fast!

tick tick tick.

im just staring at the clock, hoping that by staring hard enough, my eye power would be of some use to push the minutes hand faster. the clock shows 4.07pm. a good 1hr and 53mins before i can get out of this freezing cold office. im like a dumpling now. long pants.cardigans.jacket on top of my cardigans. n yet IM STILL FREEZING COLD. brrrrr...=/

im stuck in the office the entire day. partly due to the fact that both my feets have blisters n i cant walk properly because the slipper is brushing against the blisters. so im bare footed in the office todae. n i wonder how am i going to walk down hill to the bus stop later. oh my. and this just means i cant walk home from imh. =x

i was so bored, i decided to read thru all my past entries. i read till the end of 2006 and my eyes were alreadi crossed. stared at the screen for too long. =x hahx.

aiyah. toking rubbish alreadi. brain freeze. im like so alone in the office now cox everyone is out for meeting and i've got absolutely NOTHING to do right now. I feel bad reading the papers cox it might appear that im slacking. so i can only keep my eyes glued to the screen, looking as thou im really busy which in actual fact, im blogging. hahx.

i like the feeling of simply sitting there and not doing anything while money rolls in. BUT AGAIN, time crawls when u aint doing anything. BUT when mee ne ask me to do this and that, i get abit sianed. probably im brain washed by cecilia already. BUT THEN AGAIN, i told myself i shouldnt dislike someone. and in any case, i won't be staying here for long. another 2 months and im gone. so better to leave a good impression behind. who noes, maybe one day i'll need her help. Come to think about it again, do people do good things, being nice to you have any ulterior motives? sometimes i dislike working in an environment where it is so political. i suppose this is prevalent. everyone is trying to climb up tat ladder and by all means, they stepped hard on you to reach the top. but it probably comes to a point, will they feel happy if they were to sit in the position they are at through unscrupulous means? hahx. nvm. im making office work seems such a dark place. OKAY. IT ISNT.

TIME CHECK ---> 4.26PM

oh my. only 19mins gone.

im seriously freezing cold. i badly wanted to walk out of office just to get some warmth. But my feet hurts.

after drinking 1.5 litres of water ydae and 500ml of water todae, my sore throat has recovered. hahx. random. IM BORED.

i miss nicholas ang! i just wonder, if technology isnt tat advanced, where msn doesnt exist at all, i probably wouldnt have talked to him. if ice skatin lessons were not conducted, i probably wouldnt have met him. And it would all be a different story. sometimes things just happen when u least expected it. tats fated.

n i shall leave it to fate whether i can get into uni. hahx. wad a link.

oh no! i just heard the thunder. must be raining outside. HAHX. sound as if im working in a box where i cant see the outside world. which is true actually. i cant even see the windows. cubicles aint good. i mean it is good if u are doing something which shouldnt be seen by others like blogging, smsing,surfing the net. But not when you are working. u can go really crazy working because wherever your head turns, it all looks the same. luckily my seat aint too bad. i get to see a white board and 2 doctor's offices. at least my place aint tat bounded up. anw, back to the point, my jogging plan is gone. so much for raining. and being a lazy girl, i don't bring my umbrella. how to go home? i'll probably be a pampered girl today and ask my daddi to pick me up.

this must be the longest entry ever.

TIME CHECK ----> 5PM

53mins typing this entry. HAHX.

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY BUTTDY!!!! =)))

thou the buttdies didnt get to meet up wif u on ur bdae...but stillll....its better late then nva...hehx...so will see u next mon kae! =)

and buttdy chua...im hooked to my ex-husband's song...hahahhax!!!

i suddenly have alot of 'wants'

i want a new jacket
i want a pair of runnin shoes
i want a new bag
i want cut my hair
i want more earrings
i want more skirts
i want more tops to go wif my skirts
i want to go night safari
i want to go on holiday
i want a ride in cable car
i want to get myself tanned
i want to end work now
i want to see nicholas ang now
i want to get into uni
i want to LOSE WEIGHT!

mixed feelings now n then. hmmm.

im slpy...but i just didnt wan to continue slpin...so i woke up at 7am..

my diet plans are all gone...i've been eatin whenever i felt like eatin...tats bad =x massive exercisin next week!

it has been a tiring week...hardly at home most of time...or rather..im only home to slp n gone e next dae...

n its workin dae tml. again. haixx. e long weekend doesnt seems tat long afterall =x

i cant wait to end work...but tat will be till end of may...way to go...

aiya.im not makin any sense in my post.

off to bathe

can anyone tell me how not to be so upset over my results n worryin abt not gettin into uni wif my lousy grades?

haix. im tryin to stay optimistic...but when my mood is gettin better...i'll paused n think...i shouldnt be happy in e first place cox there isnt any reason for me to be...then i became down again...i think i diagnosed myself with 'worrying disorder' and 'guilty about being happy' disorder...aiya...i worry too much...but i guess tats inevitable..i mean..who isnt worried abt their own future..but maybe...im gettin abit extreme..haix..duno le huh...

just got back frm dinner wif boyfriend n family...soooo fullll...im feelin fat...time to exercise!

is work again tml! sigh.

if only saturdae comes tml

if only i can haf things my own way

if only i can lose a kg or two

if only i can eat all i wan n dun grow fat

random.

i think i need my slp alreadi. =x

went to IT show wif boyfriend...walk n walk n walk n walk ard e exhibition hall before he finally bought his lcd monitor n other stuff...n there goes his 1mth pay =/ headed to his hse for dinner n i watched full hse for like the 4th time...headed to pasir ris park next...freezin cold sitting there...but e stars were nice...sat there till 12am n he drove me back...

so i was itchin to snap some pics of boyfriend in e car...

c la..siam here n there..dunwan let me take..so i can onli post unglam ones..=p

horrible a level results! =(( haix. it's not tat i haf a high expectation, but at least...give me grades tat look reasonable! i've worked so hard but im just not seein e results...n tat's wad tat makes me cry e whole dae...my parents told me it's fine..at least i still make it to uni...but tats not e pt...it's e effort tat u've put in n in e end...wad i get is those lousy grades...n i begin to doubt myself..maybe im just not someone tat can study...haix..

boyfriend came knockin on my door in e evening n accompanied me till night...but he probably saw me cry more than i talk =x

What is your eating style?
See Hwee, you're a Disciplined Eater

What you eat and when you eat is serious business to you. And you, more than others, feel that what you put in your mouth really says something about who you are. With good health as your priority, you try to pick foods that make you feel good for the long haul — not just junk foods you may crave at a given time. For you, eating healthfully may become more than just a way to stay fit and vibrant — you may find yourself competing with others or becoming dogmatic in your approach to eating right. Maybe you want to live a healthful life, maybe you want your family to follow your example, or maybe restricting the foods you eat is a way for you to reassert your control over some aspect of your life. Because of this, you probably also have a bit of a competitive streak when it comes to nutritional health. While this is good as it would inspire you to eat well, it might sometimes hurt you — goading you on to secretly compete with others to see who's diet is lowest in fat or calories.

http://web.tickle.com/tests/eatingstyle/

The Body Image Test

A little nip here and a little tuck there and you'd be satisfied, right? Sounds like your body confidence is suffering a little bit. It's extremely difficult to avoid the super-skinny ideal that is posted on every billboard and TV commercial. Inevitably some of it seeps in. You haven't, however, completely fallen victim to the body trap. Sometimes you let yourself have your cake and eat it too -- but most of the time you opt out for fear of lumps and dimples. You might be a little too hard on yourself. Do you sometimes feel as if you're looking in a fun house mirror? Do you absolutely dread bathing suit season? If so, you might have a bit of a warped body image. It's natural for a woman to be self-critical sometimes, and it's not vain to want to look your best. As long as you keep the criticisms in perspective. So, what's the lesson here? Go easy on yourself. View your body as a work of art -- put it on a pedestal and admire it!

http://web.tickle.com/tests/standard/body_image.jsp

See Hwee, your emotions are triggered by your underlying belief in Honesty

In other words, your commitment to leading an honest life, and your belief in the truth, directly affect how, and how often, you experience certain feelings.For example, your test results indicate that you're most fulfilled when you can share all your thoughts and feelings — good or bad. That factor is directly related to your fundamental belief in honesty and the range of emotions it triggers. Based on your belief in honesty, where do you rank in the emotional landscape? Which of your emotions dominate your life? And how can you learn to control your emotions?
http://web.tickle.com/tests/emotions/index.jsp

What makes you amazing?

See Hwee, your Sweet Spirit makes you amazing
Have a heart? You certainly do. Thoughtful and warm, you make other people feel at ease and welcome whether you're hosting a party or just attending it. You can't help it — you're a sweetheart who's a great friend to just about everyone.Sincere and kindhearted, you look out for those you love and will often put the needs of others before your own. It's no surprise friends and family look to you for advice and a shoulder to lean on. Helping other people makes you happy. That's the best super power any hero could have!

http://web.tickle.com/tests/amazing/

The Gender Identity Test
See Hwee, you're 35% masculine

This is based on how you scored on a variety of traits that, founded on classic research and our own studies, are typically associated with men.You're also 65% feminine, which is based on how you scored on traits that are typically associated with women. When we compare your results with other women it shows that you are somewhat more masculine than other women.But what is gender identity exactly? A person's gender identity is defined by the extent to which they see themselves as masculine or feminine. Every person possesses both masculine and feminine qualities to some degree, however the extent to which each person has these qualities differs widely. While you were taking the test, we calculated your scores in 6 areas typically defined as masculine and 6 areas typically defined as feminine.

http://web.tickle.com/tests/genderidentity/