us n ching chin
us and michelle
5 fairies!!! one fairy is abit tired...

e 5 fairies lookin at u...

headed down to raffles city to meet ben and jerrry....

whee~ biting on e biscuit...ehh..watever u call it...e one tat holds e ice cream..

me n my bunny teeth =x
showcase of e half eaten biscuit

heres e rojak ice cream before it was eaten...

topview....

ah na ryl n i went to buy a small little cake for zhirong...abit belated...but is e thoughts tat count ya? hahhax...it was hard sourcin for cake in raffles city...
so..heres wad we got....happie bdae yee zhirong!

blowin e candle
zhirong n her small tiramisu

after stuffin ourselves wif lots of ice cream...we headed to e toilet to....

take more pictures!

washin hands in e spaceship toilet...

afterwhich...ah xian left to watch her zhou jie lun movie...while e rest of us headed to suntec...went to Mc Cafe for a drink n e start of e gossipin sessions...so we tok n tok n tok..till we decided to take pics again....

tok to my hand....

ah na, me n zhirong

ah mok, ryl n ah na


yep...sat in mc cafe for like 3hrs? then i suggested to queue for donuts! hahax...but hor...i suggest to buy...i bought only 6...ryl n ah na got 18....hmmm.....=x by e time we finish buyin wad we want..it was alreadi 6plus...ah na went off wif her ai mei...ah mok board a bus...left ryl n i...so we walk n walk n walk n walk...back to cityhall station...n all e way back to pasir ris! grrrr...n we were 2 sick patients in e train...

went for e ndp preview wif my cousins last weekkk....

erm...suppose to be some 'jellyfish'

okie...lookin at e pics is enuff...no need elaboration...n i just realise smth...i didnt take a pic of e parade!!! i mux be too engrossed watchin em...hahahx...my cousins n i got so excited starin at those ppl in uniforms...hahahhax! they look sooo shuai! i think they just look so smart in their uniforms...=D hehehx....oh...n i saw sjab ppl doin public duty there...hahahax...I MISS WEARIN SJAB UNIFORM!!! I MISS DOIN FOOTDRILLS!!! I MISS DOIN CPR ON E DUMMY!!! I MISS ALL THE NONSENSE TAT HAPPENED!!! =((

right...so much for e ndp preview...

goin to sch is like goin for a war...cox is time trials n time trials...means rushin n rushin to finish up qns n qns n qns...n it was a super chem-my dae ydae...4 periods of chem...gosh...yesh...is time trials again...3 periods of time trials n one period of tutorial...but i dun realli mind e 4 periods...at least is better than any other subjects...n all e teachers are 'kope-ing' our breaks for extra consultations n tutorials...so is like lessons from mornin to afternoon...=(

n we are called e fairies now...thx to mrs logan...cox she sae e 5 of us are so soft spoken in class...n only whisper n giggle among ourselves...yar....tat time meet e parents session, she was tellin my mum 'she is alreadi so quiet...n she still mix wif all e quiet ppl' hahahax...of cox ppl haf to haf some common traits before they can click together isnt it? since im quiet...of cox i mix wif ppl of e same kind mar...rite? okie...nvm...just some random thought...im not tat quiet once im out of e class anywae...=x

n before e start of chem time trial tat dae...

fiona: ehh...my leg veri fat leh...

me: no lor...my one also wad..

fiona: no!! my one fatter than urs...

me: no...my one also can...

fiona: nonono....my one realli fatter

me: fine...dun fight wif u...ur one fatter...

fiona: *exasperated* u are suppose to sae ur one fatter than mine to make me feel good!

me: =p

hahhax....now i wonder...when girls tok...they tok nth else but who is fatter...hahhax...n thx ah mok! todae i was eatin baked french toast n ah mok was tellin me how fattenin it is cox got butter on e bread...im goin to be a 'fairy' next week le lar...

ryl!!! take care of ur poor ankle n knee...

ah xian!!! take care also!!! hurry recover frm ur flu n cough n everythin....

ah mok!! stop starvin urself n EAT SMTH!! (dun sae i xin ji zhong okie...=p)

as for fiona.....hmmm....stop tiao bo li jian-ing! hehehx...=p

hmmm....just now when i got home...my mummi told me granduncle in semi-concious state...then 2 hrs later or so...daddi called n sae he passed awae le...kinda sudden...cox i dun even noe wad exactly happen...just heard frm my mum is some complications frm his previous operation or smth liddat...haixx..

when u are happily livin in a corner of e world...someone just left for another world....

oh my...how to cure gastric pain...grrrrr....it has been more than 4hrs....grrrr....i ate le...drank vitasoy le...still no use de...(ryl mux be thinkin 'see lar...dun wan eat my gastric pill...') =x

n yar...todae i make ryl take a few random pics...hahahax....

it actually represent smth...hahhahax...i didnt notice it until ryl told me...

closer view of it...hahax..but i think it doesnt make too much a diff....

whee!! i spotted it while walkin to e atrium....hahahax...n i make ryl take a pic of this...cox is red, blue n GREEN arrows...hahahhax!

hahahax...im abit lost for words now...cant think of wad to blog for e moment...mentally drained after a LONNG TIME! stayed in sch to mug wif ryl...n dynamics drove us mad...grrrrrr.....qi si le...=( but good thing is......i saw pokka! hahax...=D

n i realise my pronounciation got BIG problem...hahhax...
handphone i say as handFONE
ingredient i say as inKREdient....still got alot...but these are e more recent ones...hahax..cox ryl, fiona, ah mok n huixian kept luffin at me...=x n i realise tats how i pronounce for e past dunno how many yrs ever since i can tok...n no one told me abt it...n i happily pronounce handfone handfone wherever i go...=x but no matter how bad my pronounciation is...still better than 'dunnoe who' who thought talisman is spelt n read as TAILSMAN...=x

hmmmmm.......a long list of work waitin for me to finish....grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr........n e pain is killin me....=x

weekends are finally here again...n tml is meet e parents session...=x

after break....
scenario: huixian n i walkin into LT

huixian: so few ppl...we are still early sia...
me: ya lor...thought we late le
lecturer: right...we are startin on vector 3..take out ur notes
me: *turn to stare at e screen* wad vector 3? not complex 3 meh?
huixian: eh...wait arh...i think we go wrong place
me: huh?
huixian: now is phy tut...not maths lecture
me: DOTS.

hurriedly left e LT feeling dumb....

N GUESS WAD??? ryl fiona n ah mok also went to LT! luckily it was a J1 lecture...so no one noes us...hahahx...think apparently we all thought was maths lecture...zzzzz...nvm...great ppl do great things...rite nanel?

n poor ryl injured her ankle..injured her knee...poor thing...TAKE CARE ARH! =)

ahhh....yet another week!

mid yr results were rubbish...chionging so hard durin e june holidaes makes me wonder whether it was realli worth it...grrrrr...n after chionging for mid yrs...is time to chiong prelim....grrrr...when will this end...?

AFTER A LEVELS!

okie...i answered myself...=x

sigh. is mon tml....n e cycle continues...but come to think abt it...think jc life is realli short...is endin soon...i wun be able to wear sch uniform anymore...how sad...=(

anywae...i go do e sch testimonial thingy...update again when i got e time....

thurs
went gym wif kay after sch...n i successfully ran 3.33km...burnin 247 calories and i continue walkin on e treadmil n burn another 70...hehehex...=p then went to play bball wif kay...ermmm....not realli play lar...more like throwin e ball into e net...hehehx...n kay sae i got potential sia...HAHAHX! then we ended up playin wif e swing for a while before i left...happened to see my dad's car drove past when i went out of kay's hse...so i got a ride home...=) hehehx...

fri
during phy tutorial todae...elise fong borrowed my pencil case....then she asked me 'you like green izzit? green pencil case, green highlighter...u got green pen not?' hahahax....i didnt noe how to ans her sia...i looked at ryl, ah mok n huixian..n they all were grinnin...hahhax...cox these were all presents frm em...hahahx...GREEN!=) n she told us to wear green on 7/7/07 cox is the envionmental dae of smth...like wad jenny saes on my tagboard...yar...

todae
i had a terrible nightmare last night...*shiver*

i dreamt....

while i was walkin out from my bedroom to the kitchen...i saw a lot of ghosts in my hse...then i freak out n wanted to tell my sis...i tried so hard to tok..but my sis just cant hear me...i tried shoutin to her tat i saw smth but still she cant hear me...then all of a sudden...my voice changed to a man's voice n suddenly...i fainted...then my sis thought i was possessed n pressed me to the ground and kept shoutin 'get the spirit out'....then slowly i saw an image of e so called 'spirit' when my eyes were closed...i rmb i kept shoutin for my mama....after much effort...i became better n stood up...then i saw 2 elderly sitting on stools outside my hse...without any expression...just merely sitting there....in my dream...i call em great grandparents...then i saw my grandmother...i hugged her...but i soon i realise onli i am e one who can see her n tok to her...n she told me i offended one of the distant uncle tats y my voice turned to a man's voice and i fainted...n i rmb seein alot of my grandmother...one in my rm...one in e living rm.....

i suddenly woke up frm my dream...it was so real for a moment i thought it was true...then i lie on my bed...but i cant get to slp cox i keep seein e image of e 2 elderly sittin outside my hse...so i woke my second sis up...=x n climbed onto her bed to slp beside her...=x hahhahx....think last week my sis also nightmare...then woke me up also...last night my turn to wake her up...=x

woke up at 7am...wanted to go for a jog wif my sister...is a miracle tat my da jie asked me to go run wif her...cox she seldoms run n she doesnt need to exercise much either...she's too skinny...hehehex....but out of e blue...she wanted to go run...but when i woke up and brush my teeth...it started rainin...too bad...run in e evenin instead then....

i am still in e 'dun feel like doing tutorials' mood...sianed...=(

wheeeeee!!! exams over....hahhahx..finally....is oveerrrrr.....

is time for a well deserved break!!! hehehhex....

i think i grow fat le lar...everydae stay at home....eat breakfast eat lunch eat dinner....GRRRR.....i skip lunch my mama every hr ask me whether i hungry not...wan to eat not..then she cook this n tat....then end up i cant skip my lunch....grrrrr....now tat exams are over...is time to GO ON A DIET!!!!!! i dunwan grow fat!!!

now i waitin for e sun to go home so i can go n run...otherwise is so hot....my sis lar...ps me...sae go gym then end up she didnt wan to go....haiyo...

STOP EATING N EXERCISE!!!

haixx...i suddenly feel veri depressed now...=(

n i alreadi in e 'finish-exams' mood alreadi...cant seem to sit down n mug...n i spent my whole sat slackin...zzzz....

happie st john dae!
happie 'mid-yr-endin-soon' dae!
happie self declared free friday!

wahh...i seriously need a break...so sick of studyin...grrrr...anywae...went sch in e mornin for exam...then ryl shoke my hand n wished me happi st john dae...hahhax...which was wad i wanted to tell her too...finally correct frequency le...hahhax...

went to cut hair wif ah mok after our maths paper...e person realli took her time n slowly cut n wash n trim n blowdry...she cut like 1hr 10min...n i waited for ah mok to finish hers for 50min...but e person not too bad lar...quite nice....

walked ard tanjong pagar in search of rubber band for dear ah mok who left her one n only rubber band in e hair salon...hahhahax...=) so we ended up in fairprice lookin for hair tie n scannin all e tibits...hahhax...left for home ard 4plus...

mannn....im cherishin every single second tat passes...e feelin of sittin down n watchin teevee n not holdin on to any notes feel great...hahahax...i cant imagine wad i will sae when e As is over...hahhax...maybe by tat time i'll blog a 1000 word essay on how happie n relax i am...hahhax...

yet another dae...sigh...i cant wait for A level to end...tats like 5 more mths...grrrrr...

anywae...went xuan's hse to mug...but it was kinda unproductive todae...cox i wasnt realli in e mood for muggin...reach home ard 5plus...met eling n kay for our evenin jog...(finally...) ran frm my hse to eling's place...waited for kay...then we three ran to punggol east flyover...to punggol plaza...n walked all e way back home...but i think we spent like half hr runnin...another one hr spent in xxx's blk roof garden, playin wif e exercise station machines( ehh..watever u call tat),buyin drinks n walkin back...hehehx...but it was a great time spent...=D

right...im off to muggggggggg..........

wake up
watch teevee
breakfast
study
lunch
study
dinner
stone
slp

wad a routine....

hey....i mux sae smth...i not first time go kallang okie? took pictures there cox e scenary not bad...not cox i some tourist leh...=X

ydae went bugis wif e netballers for lunch at seoul garden...met eling n kay at sengkang n make our way there...hahax...kay n i make a great cook...we actually cooked fried rice...hahhax...we crack an egg to e rice...added hotdogs, mushrooms, crabmeat, meat...n FRY! how brilliant! i think we used more than 5 eggs...hahax...upload e pics when some kind soul send me ba...hahax...=p

after lunch...e girls went shoppin...walked ard wif em for an hour or so...then kay n i left le...i think we two make great shoppin partners...hahax...cox we shop no need to enter e shop one...anywae...waited for eling at little india station...n went to sengkang together...eling was tryin on shoes...so we pei her awhile n yep..left for home ard 5plus...

yay! goin for my evenin jog wif eling n kay later...hhahax...we are had too full a lunch ydae...so is time to burn those calories n fat AWAY...i think is time i start runnin again...haven been exercisin for e past weeks...n my sis just dated me to go gym tml...say BYE to calories n fats!


I GOT NO MOOD TO STUDY!!!!!! ARGHHHHH!!!!! this is soooo irritating!
i dunno whether i shld be feelin stress or not...ppl gettin Bs and Cs cant make it into e uni...lookin at my current grades...i think i cant make it anywhere...sigh.

GIVE ME E MOTIVATION!

whee~ here are some pictures taken at kallang there...

we walked opposite to e river there to take some pictures...

dunno who took this pic...but i thought was pretty well taken...nice place...but when we are assemble n find nice spots to take our photos...e sky had already turned dark...

here it is...fiona, huixian n ah mok

ryl, me, huixian n ah mok

e long expressway tat we walked

here's some pics wif my sister taken at home



my da jie, er jie n me

my da jie in her harry potter robe...

thursdae
MJC SOCCER FINALS! e whole of mj students went to national stadium to support e soccer guys...n ak mok they all bough some snacks to eat...n they bein thoughtful...knowin i dun eat spicy stuff...bought me a packet of orange peels...which accordin to miss ryl....is deemed as 'lao ren chi de'...n i shld haf taken a pic of ryl eatin a piece of e orange peel...it was hilarious...think she almost wan to puke it out...hahahhax...then we blow e clapper n cheered for e soccer guys...i swear im not goin to cheer anymore...fiona n ryl were luffin like mad at me...e match ended at ard 6.30pm....though we lost wif a score of 1-0...but i guess e guys played veri hard for e match and i guess tats all tat matters...a few of e guys cried when they knew they lost...kinda make everyone sad too...=( sigh.

but anywae...we got a holidae...so fridae no sch!

ryl, fiona, huixian, ah mok n i then walked frm kallang to lavender...took many pics on e way...upload em when they send me ba....then took a bus down to bugis for dinner...it was 8plus pm then....i swear tats e quietiest dinner ever....no one toks....cox we were all famished....too engrossed in eatin our dinner...hahahhx...=) went to get drinks after dinner...went muji cox ryl wan buy pen....huixian n i while waitin...went to shop ard e entire level...when we return...they still inside...DUH! =X

oh...n on our way in e mrt....we saw 'ti-ti-ti'...so qiao..summore in e same cabin...so huixian phoned ah mok n told her...hahhax...e whole thing was so furnie...=D finally alighted at pasir ris wif ryl...n we saw trixie n fangyi...they two super comical...hahx...n my whole convo wif ryl while accompanyin each other was...'meiii yooou lar' all in e tune to how wu zun speaks...hahax...super furnie...=D n i was tellin ryl i one week no need luff le...cox i think i luff enuff to last me e entire week...hehhehex....

finally home at 10plus 11pm...so tired...it's like we hike e entire dae liddat...but it was an enjoyable dae...=)

FRI
stayed at home...attempted to revise some chem...but it took me ages to memorise....zzzzzz....n i keep wantin to slp...anywae...my sis return home wif e lawyer robe...those black black one...looks like harry potter tat kind...so cool...before my sis could take a pic wif it...my second sis n i both wore e robe n took pictures...hahhax...=) my sis gettin her liscence as a lawyer tml...think my mum super excited...keep askin me wad shld she wear...n whether tat top goes wif tat bottom...e red one nicer or e black one nicer...hahahx...cute mum...

Todae
my sis went to high court early in e mornin to swear n sign e papers n everythin...my parents sit in to watch her...=)

IM SO LOST IN LALA LAND! grrrrr....
someone just tell me wad to do...

on a ligher note...my dear sis is back...she has turned into a roast pig...=x

GOSH! im stonin...im starin at my work yet refusin to touch it...sigh sigh sigh...there are sooo many things to do n revise...but i just got no motivation to begin anythin...arghhh...

anywae...ydae was e last session of MTOP(meridian tuition outreach programme) for e little kids in parkview pri...kinda miss e little kids...=X oh...n i saw XIAO XUAN!! soooo lonnnnggg nva see her alreadi...n she's back to sing! hahahx...n her voice is still as power as ever...hahhaax...=)

n my sis is flyin back tml!!! whee!!!! =D

tml got phy test...n im gettin so pek chek studyin phy...arghhhh....

on a lighter note...im tokin to my sis online!! hahhahax! bet she's havin great fun there...while im stuck in spore muggin....grrrr...wad a sad life...she msg me in e evenin n told me she spent her dae in a war tunnel(those durin e vietnam war ones)...then ate tapioca in jungle lar....SO COOL! n my sis furnie lar...ask her wad she bought so far..she told me she bought coffee powder....ermmm...cox she told me when u buy coffee powder...u get 2 free drinks at starbucks...n e coffee powder is e starbucks kind one...so she is indulgin in a sea of coffee....=x n she went so many so many places...n e things there are realli cheap lar...goin to an internet cafe for 40cent per hour...wahhhh...drinkin mango juice there for 50cent a cup...eatin vietnamese buffet for 7.50 per person...etc etc etc....

i wan go overseas too! i wan sit in aeroplane n explore all e furnie n weird places!

I MISS MY SIS! is amazin how for e past 17 and half years...i dun feel tat way...but e moment she went for a holidae...n i dun get to see her for 9daes...im missin her like mad!

either im online n fiona is not...or fiona is online and im not...sooo...i cant upload e pics..hehehx...=D anywae...a quick update of wad i did for e past few daes

Thurs
mummi's bdae!!! went to white sands to get my mummi durian puffs after trainin...n nice ah mok helped me check out e place to see whether they got sell not...THANKEW AH MOK! =D daddy bought home black pepper crab n baby squid while mummi cooked sambal stingray, fried prawns, nuggets and pig stomach soup...then we had cake...nice dinner =D

Fri
ah ma bdae!! had dinner at my ah hse....and as usual...great bondin session wif all my cousins...=)
my sis flew to vietnam for holidae...

Sat
homework..homework...n did more homeworks...
my sis msg me frm vietnam to sae gd nite to me! hahahax! I MISS MY DA JIE!!!! HURRY HOME!!!

todae
MUMMI'S DAE! went to my grandma hse cox my mum wanted to celebrate mummi dae with her mum...so we had lunch all together...

finally back again to post...decided to change a blogskin...realised all my previous blogskins are so dark n dull...so i need a change...change to a bright and happy blogskin! hehex...=D

haven been bloggin for some time cox i cant blog....otherwise waiyin would noe wad we are doin for her bdae...hahhax...shall wait for fiona to send me e pics...will update when i get e pics...

N BTW....i just read wu zun's blog...n guess wad...here's wad he said
--->"I’m now moving closer to my dreams – Filming a movie!!! Yeah… I’m indeed very happy that some good HK movie companies and directors actually noticed me!"

yay! ryl, ah mok, fiona n huixian...i dun care hor! u all mux watch wif me when his movie is out! whahahhahax....=D

i seriously think i got a change in character...i just cant imagine how i was like in secondary sch...i dun go out often, i head home after sch most of e time, i nva go too crazy over idol, i nva go mad over eye candy, i dun do retarded things like i alwaes do now =X , im alwaes e 'flower vase' when it comes to playin captain ball or any other sort of balls, i nva plan bdae surprises for my sec sch frenx...i think still got alot more...wahh...i think im livin in my small little world in secondary sch...hahhax...omg...

guess we change as we grow up...and one thing for sure...i realise i dun hide my feelings tat much now...hmmm....as much as i dun wan it to happen...ppl ard me are gettin more n more depressed...be it family or studies or cca...there is alwaes a solution to ur problem, dun be too pessimistic abt things tat are happenin...i noe is easier said than done cox if it happens on me...i sure mood swing...but i suppose tat is normal...just give urself time to think abt it...cry it out if u wan ...after tat...get back to ur feet n move on...there are many things tat are beyond our control...we cant expect everythin to run smoothly as we wish...i understand tat i gets impatient at times when i face wif ppl who are depressed...firstly cox i duno whats is wrong wif em n i cant help but look at em helplessly..secondly...they are lettin their emotion control em which shouldnt be e case...sooo...i guess i shld learn to be more understandin...i promise...=)

ps: waiyin, i'll be there for u if u need =)

wahhh...i feel more optimistic now...HAHAHX...=D

time to mug for chem test!!!

haven been near e com for like dunno how long...once again...is self-declared free fridae for me...so here i am slackin...a quick update on wad happen this week ba...

Mon
went to cut hair wif waiyin after sch ended...seriously...i was abit shocked when we entered e hair salon...hahax...shaldnt go into details abt it...but e girl who wash my hair abit furnie sia...she looked at me...then said 'girl arh, open ur specs.' n i looked at her for a second...she meant take off my specs...=X anywae...after we cut our hair...waiyin n i headed to national lib...finished up our homework there...did a few maths qns...and it was alreadi 7.30pm...headed to bugis for dinner...pathetic bread and apple juice...ZzZzZz...i still can rmb wad i ate e entire dae sia...i had 4 sticks of egg roll and a cup of milo for breakfast...skipped lunch...dinner was one garlic bread and a cup of apple juice...

Tue
ben and jerry FREE CONE DAE! intially...i wasnt realli into e idea of eatin ice cream...but BUT BUT...after much influence frm fiona, waiyin, ryl, huixian....i headed to whitesands wif em...n ya...i had strawberry cheesecake which tasted great...hehex...=)

Wed
initally, all of us were excited abt e star gazin outing...but it turned out that huixian, fiona and ryl all so qiao..cant make it...n after lookin thru e programme for e dae...kinda turned off le...all e talks in e afternoon...followed by movie screenin...before headin to east coast at night to see e meteor shower...i think e onli excitin moment is to witness e meteor shower, e rest totally doesnt appeal to me at all...so yep...we decided to pull out frm it...

Thurs
netball trainin after sch...perhaps some would have thought i did e most retarded thing...to back out a few daes before the selection for sch team and went to join recre...i also dunno how to put it in words...in fact...all the j2s wanted to get into sch team...when choy told us abt it...she gave us e hope n yet this is wad we get...we put in our effort and committment to train durin holidaes and even comin back to train durin march block test...we trained for a year...a year of hardwork...n this is wad we get...im just unhappy tat all our hardwork n effort goes unrecognised...seein e j1s trainin wif us...i knew they were alot more stronger than me...considerin e fact that they played for years since sec sch or even since pri sch...call me coward for backin out last minute or watever it is...i just dunwan to compete wif em...i dunnoe...i think sports cca is just so realistic...*shrugged* but watever it is...i nva regret joinin netball...cox i think is smth tat i enjoy...=)

todae
super duper tirin n long dae...sch supposed to end at 12.05pm...but ended wif extra lessons....dragged all e way till 3pm....grrrrrr....headed home after tat...n here i am slackin...

sigh...i think everyone's gettin in e mood swing fever...and im no exception...gettin back my pw results was devastatin...i dunno y...but im realli upset gettin a big fat B...everyone tells me is alright...many ppl get Bs too...but deep down...i wanted so much to tell em they are not me...would they still smile and take it as if everythin is okie when they get Bs or Cs? when others are jumpin in joy with their A grade? NO! is easy to sae...is easy to console someone when u are not in e same situation...but of cox...i didnt sae anythin...i just nodded my head and simply said im okie...i noe my frenx cared...perhaps tat y i chose to keep quiet...

block test results are disappointin...SIGH! life is so unpleasant! ARGH! everythin just cant seem to go right...GRRRR...

long long time since i can go home right after sch...like 1.45pm? it definitely feels good =)

im so lookin forward to e star gazin outin...it's so cool! im alreadi picturin everythin...=D

i think this loonnggg weekend is meant for me to recuperate...=X

i think im turnin into a panadol soon. i ate like 8 panadols within 2 daes...not tat it is alot...but im eatin it as if i haf nva eaten it in my life...=X e moment e panadols wear off...my fever comes back again...so im like eatin em every 6 hours or so...so i spend thurs and fri at home accompanying my bed...n my throat hurts real bad...i cant slp in peace...i cant talk in peace...i cant eat in peace...GRRRR...

doctors can be irritating at times..one moment they tell u her condition is veri unstable and the next 48 hrs will be a crucial time, if anything happens, they might not be able to revive her...e next moment, they tell u...she is okie and can be discharge...so what is it?

tat time my ah gong also liddat...e doctor told us to be mentally prepared becox he might leave us anytime tat dae..but ended up, e doctor kept tellin us e same thing for like a few daes...keep sayin cannot survive e dae...n got us all panic and worried...camp in the hospital, slept in e car, rushin home to bathe at midnight......

right...this time is my great grandmother...she is strong and healthy all along...till she complains of chest pain a few daes back and was admitted to e hospital...n so qiao...e ward she is in happens to be e same blk and same level as my grandfather tat time...heard frm my parents my ah ma kinda recalled e incident when my ah gong was still ard...n fainted..got rushed to A & E tat night...heartbreakin...

went to visit my great grandmother last night...she was slpin so we didnt disturb her...we stood outside e ward...n happened to witness someone who had just passed away being wheeled out of e ward...followed by a whole grp of ppl, tearin behind...sigh. accompanied my sister to visit her fren's mum who was in e hospital as well...a pretty complicated situation but i hope auntie will stay strong...

i just dun get it...y cant we all be appreciative of wad is ard us now? cherish all those who are around us...i alwaes get veri emo when i go to hospital...life and death is just a line apart...who noes what will happen tml...it is fate tat we all get to meet, to be in e same class, and great frenx...so y cant we cherish tat affinity? yes, there are ppl who irritates us at times...there are times we are selfish, there are times we onli wan to care abt ourselves...but will we be happie doin so? no man is an island! sigh. i woke up wif thousands of thoughts in my mind...but i just dunno how to put it in words...

i know that i haven been bloggin for ages...hehehx...cox i cant blog till ryl's bdae is celebrated...otherwise our secret will be out...let's see...we haf to back track all e way to last thurs...=X

THURS
after our last paper for block test...ryl, fiona, huixian, waiyin n i went lunchin at tampines...had to wait for ryl to leave before we could proceed to buy her present...went to develop photos of ryl, yan ya lun n darren....meanwhile big discussion went on as we decide wad to get for her....n finally...we came to a decision....chiong between century sq and tm searchin high n low for marshmallows! furnie sia...ntuc n shop n save dun sell coloured marshmallows...n mini toons dun sell it too...i left halfway cox i had trainin in sch...so gotta rush back...by e time trainin ends...it was alreadi 6.30pm...n fiona, waiyin n huixian were at ikea...so decided to meet up wif em...n continue shoppin for ryl's present...got a bottle, a frame...a cushion frm ikea...

decidin on which bottle to get...

stayed at ikea till 8plus pm...before we finally get what we wanted....so headed to giant to get coloured marshmallows n ingredients for bakin cookies...n finally...home sweet home at 9.30pm...

FRIDAY
econs lecture in e mornin...ended ard 10plus am...fiona huixian n waiyin came over to my place to make e present for ryl...



waiyin n fiona sewin e cushion

tada!! a complete collage(is tat how u spell it) made by us...made up of ryl's favourite yan ya lun frm fahrenheit...n darren frm kone...hehex...=)

marshmallows in e bottle...with r.y.l (coloured marshmallows) placed nicely in it after much effort in gettin e marshmallows to stay in its position...

finished making all e presents at 6plus pm...

SATURDAE

met up early in e mornin at 8am at huixian's da-sao hse to bake cookies for ryl! as usual..we are nva punctual...waited till 9am before everyone came...waiyin e chef started on mixin all e ingredients n we shape e dough...

waiyin n huixian




nicely baked cookies by us!


n most imptly! ryl's super duper big cookie!

finished bakin ard 12pm...headed to punggol plaza for lunch n home sweet home! =)

MONDAY

celebrated ryl's bdae!

super duper big cookie wif candles ard it...sweet? hahhax...=)

n here it is...ryl wif all e presents!

MISSION ACCOMPLISHED! really hope ryl would like all e things we gave her...=)

LAST PAPER TML!!!! WHEE~

im SO lookin forward to e weekend....

lazy to blog for e past few daes...i cant wait for block tests to end FAST! sigh.

tell u what i ate ydae...
breakfast - few slices of walnut cakes + milo
lunch- 3 hotdogs
dinner- 1 mango

as a result...

lie on bed at 12.30am
manage to slp onli at 1plus near 2am
woke up at 4am
forced myself back to slp
woke up at 6am
irritated...i decided to watch teevee at 6.15am

yea...when e sky is still dark...e sun aint out...i sat at e sofa with e lights off n the vol mute...ZzZzzZzZz....cox i scared i on the lights and on e vol...my parents n sisters will be awaken up by me...

either no food in my stomach to digest throughout e night or i too stressed tat had kept me awake...n i still rmb dreamin abt chem...

'when low ph, amino acid act as base, donate proton...become COO minus, when high ph, it acts as acid, accept proton...become NH3 plus'

DOTS.

but on a lighter note....



=)
hahahhax...i goin crazy again...shall just end my post here ba...nth much to update thou...life is pretty much e same...

'the man who makes no mistakes do not usually make anything!' -quoted frm wuzun- =)

i feel accomplished todae! whee~ =)

NO SCH TML!!! ~ =)))

and it just mean more time to study for block test...which i guess i need it desperately...

i almost felt like stranglin my cousin when he told me WU ZUN LOOKS LIKE A BANANA!!! GRRRRR....of all things...Y BANANA???!!!! =X

it was gd news when uncle choy decided to send a team for A division...but...it just mean more committment, determination, perserverance and the strength to keep going...n it just mean lesser time on studies and everythin else...n lookin at our current situation...im sure we gotta put in alot of effort if we realli wan to win e match...sigh...am i realli up to it?

argh...put tat aside first i guess...on a ligher note...ms ng is so sweet to prepare instant cereals n coffee for e class...so tat when we are hungry n tired...we can eat n drink...=) n all e more...it makes me guilty if i dun do well for chem...

update again tml...

SHUAI! =)

hahhahax...i mux haf tok too much abt wu zun in sch...to e extent tat waiyin msg me yesterdae mornin
---> 'u noe i dreamt of me, u and wu zun playin touch rugby -.-''
HAHAHX! i was readin her msg and i realli laugh out loud...hahahx! =)
ps: waiyin!!! i didnt dream of wu zun tat night lar...i dreamt of wenyuen instead...DUH! =X

anywae...kope this frm waiyin's blog...(dun mind eh?)
damn funny. i dream of wuzun!!! and see hwee and of course myself. we were playing touch rugby (why of all things touch rugby =/) at this small area. just the three of us yeah. i remember wu zun kept smiling when we were playing touch rugby. and we were wearing school uniform la! cant rmb what school thou. hahahha. and the funniest thing was that we were playing against ourselves. no opponent team, no referee, nothing. i remembered we kept running back to catch the rugby ball. damn funny! oh yes yes see hwee has short hair in the dream. the 1960s kind. sooo cute! :)

HAHAHAHHA what a funny dream. i msged her and told her in the noon okay. i bet she muxt be smiling to herself hahaha...:)

okie...i'll update again later ba...i need to go study for my chem alreadi...WHOS E ONE THAT CAME UP WIF E TOPIC CALLED ORGANIC CHEM???!!! GRRRR....

NO SCHOOL ON MON! yayness!!!
~ thx to e jc3 for their great results ~

right...haven been bloggin for some time cox there are just too many things to do...n yesh...i screwed my phy spa AGAIN! like wad e...GRRRRRR!!!! it gets so demoralisin when u keep failin ur tests...and more demoralisin when u realise u make e MOST ULTIMATE STUPID mistake in spa....sigh! if only i can quit school...but sad enuff...i cant...so i suppose i got to work like EXTREMELY HARD...sigh!

e importance of frenx is tat it can influence u GREATLY...true enuff~
waiyin n huixian kept emphasizin hana kimi is a veri nice show...so i went to watch n i went crazy over wu zun...i started listenin to fahrenheit's songs...n not long...ryl went crazy over yan ya lun....so e 4 of us went mad over wu zun, da dong n ya lun...poor fiona...who alwaes complained n gave me e 'stop it, dun get so crazy' look....n NOW....look who is e one gettin crazy over wu zun now....huh? n is amazin how e 5 of us can click so well...n more amazin when we did e personality test...n e 5 of us actually had e same personality...okie..maybe tats explain y we click tat well...

eh...okie..i'll just stop here...i need to go finish up my phy work...update tomolo!

whoa...i just realised this is my 250th post! hahahx...tats how old my blog is...anywae...went to ryl hse after sch wif waiyin n huixian...as usual...a hse filled wif food n most imptly...vodka! hahax...waiyin can seriously drink sia...she can just drink it liddat without addin sprite lar...tats how pro she is...n one furnie thing was...i added vodka to my glass n waiyin's one...then i went somewhere i think...forgot where...then waiyin added sprite into the 2 glasses n added vodka again...

me: (drank e drink) OMG! eeewww...yucks...how cum i only taste vodka?!!! *cough*
waiyin: i nva add alot leh..i add abit onli...
me: HUH? u got add arh? i also added leh!!!
waiyin: HAHHAX...
me: lol...no wonder lar...


ryl's wonderful raspberry vodka

anyway...played mahjong for awhile...n started mugging MATHS! n yep...ryl's mum came home ard 5plus...sooooo...waiyin n i got red packets! hahhax...=) n we had a small heart to heart tok...n listened to professor mok's analysis....=) but anywae...nice time spent wif u gals todae....=)

let me tell u all something...

WU ZUN IS SOOOOO SHUAI!!!!!!! =))))))))

sch reopened...ZzZzZz....feelin so lousy...got back my phy test....is realli bad...sigh! so i've decided to 'fa fen tu qiang' alreadi...so i shall start muggin REAL SOON (but gotta get my cue cards first)

didnt realli get to touch my homework durin e cny holidaes...partly cox i was outside most of e time..n partly cox my brain refused to work...=x i went to the EURO FUN PARK tat dae wif my family...e BIG FERRIS WHEEL looks realli great...but e price looks even better....=x $30 is only sufficient to allow 3 ppl to enter the park AND play a ride each...ex rite?


e BIG FERRIS WHEEL

too bright...cant see e pic clearly...

when i was small...i used to wish i'll marry e owner of a provision shop...so i'll get to eat all e sour plums and preserved mango for life...but as i grew a bit older...i wish to marry ntuc chairman...so that i'll get endless supply of tibits and better still...cox sour plums n preserved mango can be found in ntuc...but NOW....I'VE DECIDED I'LL MARRY E OWNER OF FUNFAIR! so i'll get to play all e rides without worryin abt e exorbitant prices....hmm...

anywae...didnt go netball trainin todae...went to see e doctor instead...e stupid rashes just didnt wan to go awae...n i realli cant stand polyclinics doctors...they are so impatient...n they dun diagnose properly...but nvm...she gave me 2 weeks off pe and netball trainings...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!

here's some pics...



hwa n sista

hehx...retarded pics of me n sis

me and sista again



me n sista again again

do u all feel tat it's new year?? actually i dun...like somethin missing liddat...hmm...anywae..shall stop here...i go watch my hua yang shao nian shao nu!

n yea..didnt collect alot of $$$ todae...

THX SIA....IT TOOK ME 30MINS TRYIN TO SIGN IN TO BLOGGER!!! GRRRRR!!! blogger refuse to let me sign in....so i thought i forgot my password....but im SURE i didnt forget it...ask blogger to send me my password but they send me all e links except e password...ZzZzZzZ...until i decided to click on 'ACCEPT TERMS N CONDITIONS' then i finally got in...guess i was pretty stubborn..didnt wan to change to e new blog...hehehx...n stupid blogger refuse to let me sign in till i agree to accept their terms n conditions...=x

on msn......
me: save me! i cant sign in blogger sia
ryl: arent u usin e same password?
me: okie..no need le...manage to sign in after acceptin e terms n conditions
ryl: u sound like some stubborn old people who refuse to mve out of the hse when ppl want to demolish the building already
me: HAHAHHAX...dot dot dots....

okie...so i TWENTY DAYS NEVER TOUCH THE COMPUTER!!! amazing... alot of things happen...alot alot alot...too many to rmb le...so i'll just blog wad happen todae hao le...

cny celebration in sch...e performance wasnt too bad...was luffin like mad with ryl when e phy teacher sang e chi song...i was tryin to sub in some phy formula to e tune of e new year song...hahax...retarded me....ended ard 10plus...got to wait for huixian....n we can actually sit there n stone for like 2hrs plus...ZzZzZ....make our way to ikea for lunch...FISH N CHIP TASTE GREAT!!!! =) n guess wad...i saw.....POKKA...hahahhax....but anywae....lunch at 2pm...walk ard ikea....then we made our way to giant....n while walkin...we came up wif all sorts of command....waiyin super furnie sia...

while ryl n i were talkin abt some commands stuff....
waiyin: gorengggg - pi-sang!
all 4 of us: HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAX! roars!!!!
waiyin: kaaaa-chiang-puuuuu-TEH!
all 4 of us: HAHAHAHHAHAHHAX!
ryl: FOOTdrill became FOODdrill!
me: hahahhax! me: wad abt roti-prrraaaaa-TA!
all 4 of us: HAHAHAX

okie..i noe tat sounds pretty retarded....but is seriously hilarious when i hear waiyin said tat...hahahhax....still got alot more retarded ones..but i dunno how to type...=x

anywae...headed to courts since we cant enter giant...( we seriously got nth better to do)...n we found our PARADISE there!!! yesh...e X-BOX corner...hahahhhax....we sat there...played e games for like...hours? deprived of games sia...n theres even psp sims lar....

me: ehhh..take a pic of this place leh...i can blog abt it
ryl: okie
take our hp
ryl: but it looks as if i takin those ppl playin leh...u go there n stand..then i take
me: okokie...
walk there n stood behind a couch...pretendin to watch someone playin
indian guy: *stared at me*
me: ermm...quick..take already???!

tats how this pic came abt...=x

yep...tats e 'PARADISE'...

oh ya...i forgot to blog abt valatines day too! here it goes...a special thanks to all who gave me something...not in any order...

-thx zhirong for ur long big porky

-kristin n michelle tan for ur lollipops

-izyan, ching chin, lizzie,hengky,wenyuen, pearly for ALL ur chocolates

-sheau wei for ur sweets

-bibi for ur m&ms

-huixian for her cookie cupcake

-ryl for ur candle

-fiona and waiyin for ur cookies

-my angel for providin me wif breakfast in e mornin! biscuits! and chocolates!

-yuting for ur pink roses

-xuan for ur red rose

LOVE YA ALL! =)

n right...netball training on valentines day....how wonderful sia...felt so much to pon e training...but i still went thou...super not in e mood to play n run! 60 sits up, 60 pumpins, 60 dips, 60 step up n downs....u call tat cool down? GrRrrRrrr....

gettin this mixed feelin tat i nva felt for e past few mths...i dunno how to sae...but it definitely doesnt feel good...right..im gettin emo...arghhh...i just hate this...i dunno y...but i just cried when i saw that...

right...here to update...

Sunday
MY GREATEST ACHIVEMENT!!!!
i ran wif my sis from my hse to punggol jetty and then back again! hehehhex! it took us 45mins there n back...but we felt good completing the run...hehex...

Mon
sch as usual of cox...cheryl n huixian being nice, accompanied us till our cca starts...went for netball training...n uncle choy taught us some furnie aerobics move...hehehex...n obviously kay n i have got no 'mo qi' cox we kept making the wrong moves...hehehx...but will perfect it somedae...hehex...

Tue
i seriously cant rmb wad happened on tue...just knew tat we ran outside sch for pe..tats all...

Wed
seriously cant wait for sch to end...i was dyin to go netball...but poor eling got hit by e ball durin training n ended up wif a bleedin nail...vanessa n li ping came down to train us...n i guess everyone's gettin e pressure to fight for e sch team...

Thurs
2 rounds outside sch for pe...n i seriously cant run any further...i've been runnin for 5 consecutive days...n yar...somethin furnie happened durin chem lecture...

me: did u hear music?
fiona: no
me: u listen carefully...got music...
fiona: *stared at me* i think i forgot to off e music!!
lecturer: the gal in front...in karaoke arh...hurry switch it off
me: lol

Fri
sch ended...stayed back wif cheryl, fiona, waiyin, huixian, zhirong and wenyuen to help out wif e science fiesta...so while waitin for e j1s to make their car glider...we went into this 'big blown up balloon' thingy...we had to crawl in...n it was realli romantic n nice to sit in there...it is totally dark and we can only see stars...they use e projector thingy to flash e stars on e top of e balloon thingy...n e teacher explained all e stars n everythin...pretty interestin thou...but sittin there n starin at e stars for some time...seriously make me see stars! ended up wif a headache...ZzZzZz...n is those serious kinda of headache..those that make u feel like puking...but i still went to Century sq wif cheryl, waiyin n huixian...we went to take neoprints...n e neoprint machine was kinda cute...as recommended by cheryl...hahax...then went for dinner....but yar...i barely touch my food...dragged my feet back home...bathe n slept...

Todae
totally dun feel like doin any thing at all....slacked e entire mornin...wanted to study for my chem test...but i fell asleep...ZzZzZzz...did my maths assignment..but got pretty stuck....ended up feelin so fraustated i came online to blog...

thought my blog is dead??!! nOpe it's not!

was talkin to huixian durin class and we realised that it is barely 20 daes since sch reopen...n i felt as if mths had passed.... n we are feelin kinda stress with all e homework....like our daily routine is e same...wake up, go sch, go home, do homework, slp and e cycle continues again...is seriously alot ALOT of homework...=(

here are some pics taken during netball training...


kay, sam, liting, me n sri

netballers!

netballers!

my attempt to shoot...hehehx...

tats all for e moment...still gots lots to blog..but shall wait for cheryl to send me e pics...

MY TAGBOARD IS DYIN AGAIN!! TAG TAG TAG!!!

a long loooongg time since ryl, fiona, waiyin, huixian n i just sat at the canteen n luff like nobody business throughout the entire recess...hehehx...we were all amused by the doll that ryl brought to sch n tat simply kept us WELL ENTERTAINED...hehx...

ps: im not 'sick' kae!! it just so happen tat e doll looks totally wrong...

e dae was short cox lesson end at 1.45pm...super early!!! i like this new time table...hehex...was heading home with huixian when fiona called me n ryl called huixian...

fiona: where are u??
me: out of sch...
fiona: wan go whitesands drink bubble tea not??!!!
me: HUH? dunwan lar...
fiona: go lar go lar go lar...
me: dunwan dunwan
fiona: e 4 of us are goin...u cant ps us...go!!
me: okokie
fiona: u MUST GO hor...later i kill u! tats a threat! muahahhax...
me: ERMMMM....OKIE....

so e 5 of us ended up at whitesands drinking BUBBLE TEA...hmmm....

oh ya oh ya!!! todae our new econs teacher was finding it hard to rmb my name...n this ryl suggested to me...maybe u can tell e econs teacher 'im seehwee, e one tat looks like chipmunk!'
THANKEW LAR CHERYL CHUA!! zzzzzz

n yar....todae GP lesson was...interesting? mrs logan wanted each of us to tell her what we had learnt in class todae after all e articles n quiz tat we read thru n done...

mrs logan: seehwee, what haf u learnt?
me: ermmm...tat birds are technically dinosaurs...ya...
mrs logan: *look at me* AND *smile*

hahahax...n i realised what a retarded ans i gave her...hahhax..but serious..i alwaes thought it was komodo dragon...

tats all for todae...is time for dinner...update when im free...

nth can be more happening when uncle choy RETURNS n coach us for training...hehx...but it wasnt as scary as i thought it would be...just kinda stress when she starts calling out for ur name...'shihui! drive out for the ball!' 'shihui! dun hesitate!' but under her guidance...i think is kinda effective...as least we all noe what we doin on court...n is SUPER TIRING sia...almost died of dehydration n exhaustion...

n yesh...competition is tomolo...this is so exciting...hahhax...

i can foresee my daes next week...next next week...next next next week...it will be homework, netball training, more homework, more trainings, more more homework, more more trainings...GRRRRRrrrr

n i did another CLUMSY thing...econs just need to do qns 5 and 6...n i did everything from qns 1 to 6...ahhhhh...i spent like near 2 hrs doing that....GGRRRRRrrrr...

right...im off to complete my homework...

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL

it was simply great to see all my frenx again...but the usual noisy and chatty S212 disappear...cox 6 of em went to be ogls...so now...the class is seriously quiet...

netball training after sch...tiring as usual...training ended ard 7.30pm...n im SUPER CLUMSY lar...cox e sch is saving electricity bill i suppose...so the lights werent on n the corridor was dark by then...i walked as i tok to kay...and suddenly my leg bang right onto the wooden benches along the corridor...SUPER PAIN sia...it hit right on my shin bone...abrasion plus contusion sia...n so i limped my way to the bus stop when the sky was dark n it was pouring heavily...so i stood at the bus stop ALONE...without any single soul...feeling cold cox of the rain...and e intense pain frm my leg...n im super tired cox of the training....for the moment...i thought im SO PATHETIC...i wanted to go home desperately sia...n guess wad...e expressway decided to JAM! for like 45 mins!!! sat in e bus stoning....n stoning...till i decided to take out maclaurin series n tried solving it on the bus...n i itchy finger...go play with the hairband..n it broke...instead of alightin at my stop..i had to take to punggol plaza to get a new hairband...ZZzzzZ...by the time i reach home...it was alreadi 9.15pm! =(

SECOND DAY OF SCHOOL
nth much...lessons went on as usual...went to whitesands after sch wif fiona, ryl, waiyin n huixian...we were all at popular when a guy approached fiona n asked her how to get to changi airport...so fiona asked us...and we tried explaining to the guy...BUT....

cheryl: u can take 53 from outside, can go airport
guy: where is it?
me: u walk out the mall, just outside there
guy: dunnoe

meanwhile, we continued browsing thru card while waiyin attempted to guide him but to no avail

guy: i also from mj
me: orh
guy: wad year are u frm, im 1988
me: 89

guy continued standing beside without any words

continued browsing thru cards with fiona

guy: can take me there?
fiona: u last time mj wan...n u dunno how to walk out??!! (fiona best sia)
guy: my father fetch me all e time
me: u can take mrt to tanah merah then change to changi airport
guy: where's e mrt station
me: huh?!!! just walk out of the mall n u can see it le
guy: i dunno
me: take e lift down to level one, walk out of this mall, the station is right there
guy: huh?
me: *exasperated
guy: can take me there?
fiona: NO! we are busy
guy: ur other frenx?
fiona: they busy buying things

guy stood there...left not long later..
(e conversation more or less liddat lar...)

he's definitely got problem sia...he told waiyin that he injured his hands n legs, cant walk far...but yet...we saw him walkin faster than us sia...n anyone who has received education would noe how to read signs n understand simple instruction yea? n he definitely dun look like he's 19...more like 25...final conclusion...he's a big cheater.

THIRD DAY OF SCHOOL
homework is like a mountain now!

my first dae of 2007 was spent like this

talking to both my sisters from 12am to 2.30am
waking up at 6.30am to go for a jog with my dad
meeting my cousins at 9.30am to go escape again (but it's a nice time spent wif em)
cycling with my cousins frm 4pm to 6pm
AND finally home sweet home! =)

New Year Resolutions

1) I MUX START STUDYING HARD
2) I WAN TO JIAN FEI!!!!!!!
3) I WAN TO ___ ___ ___ (maybe S2 will noe)
4) STOP COMPLAINING AND BE NICE TO EVERYONE
5) MUG
6) MUG
7)MUG

tats all for the moment... =)

i need to go n slp!!! otherwise i'll haf trouble waking up for sch tomolo...=D update soon!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!
=))))