oops...i forgot to mention that our dear MDM JENNY is the secretary of IFC...hehehhex....led by CL ELIZA AND CL SEEHWEE! hehehex...=D our motto for IFC is 'honour and glory' not 'ready to strike', eliza!! =x

had netball training yesterdae yesterdae....n to my amazement, 8 rounds ard e track didnt tire me...hehhex....im strong! *grinx* did all e court work...and played game...n yesh! my shootin skills are back...whahahax!! =) left trainin ard 11am...went wif fiona to meet mr audi for our i&r...but e moment i sat down in classrm n rest...i realised how tired i was...hehex...n i was feelin sleepy...i dunnoe y...left sch ard 12plus...n thx lar...ryl waiyin huixian n fiona went airport for lunch n dessert!!! they had dessert without me!! unfair! because everytime i wanted dessert...they didnt wan to...n now they ate it without me n still tok to me online, tellin me how wonderful their dessert was...=xxxx GRRRRR anyway...went home...bathe...lunch...n i slept frm 1pm to 4pm...wahhh....but i was still feelin sleepy... so i slept at 11pm at nite...im such a pig...oink! =x

went to meet waiyin n ryl at marina square yesterdae...went to buy some stuffs and went with waiyin to meet lihan at bedok....n i finally had my ice kachang...whahahhax...!!! n guess wad happen next...lihan was itchin to play pool...so she called ermmm...jenson? ya...she called him...n he came within half an hour...hmmm....but sadly, e shop? store? place? aiyah...watever u call it...wasnt open...search for another pool shop...but it wasnt open either...lihan suggested arcade...but then again..it was under renovation...wad a place...nth seems to be open...hmmm...so it was a wasted trip for him...he went off to meet someone else...while waiyin lihan n i settled in mac...left ard 6plus...n i slept at 9pm!!! gasp! n i woke up at 11pm to brush my teeth...hehhex...n continued slpin...hmm....am i a pig or am i pig? *shrugged*

because i slept too much...i woke up at 7am this mornin...hehehhex....finished up with my i&r...got to meet mr audi tomolo at 9am...sianed...y cant we email him our i&r...now haf to travel back sch again....sigh...n tomolo is goin to be an excitin dae...hope it doesnt rain...=x fiona!!! u are goin to be 17 soon! =)

read a quiz tat jen took...so i decided i'll try one too...hahhax...quite furnie actually...

You scored as Natural Causes. Your death will be by natural causes, though not by any diseaese, because that is another option on this test. You will probably just silently pass away in the night from old age, and people you love won't realize until the next morning, when you are all purple and cold and icky. So be happy, you won't be murdered.

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Natural Causes 67% Cut Throat 60% Gunshot 53% Drowning 53% Bomb 53% Suffocated 47% Accident 47% Stabbed 47% Suicide 40% Disease 40% Posion 40% Eaten 33% Disappear 13% How Will You Die?? created with QuizFarm.com

Wed
had op in e mornin...ermm...i wouldnt say all turn out well...guess all of us could had done much better...but well...is over anywae...shall not tok much abt it...i believe we all put in our effort...

went to st john hq after tat...was shocked to see ivan there...errmmm...ya....hahahx...he became more shuai...hehex...eliza n i went slightly crazy...n it was then...IFC was formed...hahax...eliza the president...im e vice president...=) okie..enuff of e nonsense...

ermm...taught e cadets some footdrills...n i realli miss doin footdrills...i guess e feelin of doin footdrill as a squad wun be back again...sigh! calvin came in e evenin for evaluation...sortin out all e problems and comin up wif solutions...sounds like PW...limitations and solutions to limitations....anywae...discuss in the hq till 7.30pm or so...headed to army market there for dinner...it was soooo longgg since jenny, eliza n i had dinner together...yea....n we all realised wad a gentleman calvin is...serious. we were all shocked. slowly ate our dinner and tok n tok n tok till 9plus pm before we left...by the time i reached home, was alreadi 10pm...guess i onli rmb goin to bathe n i slept right after tat....

Todae
woke up at 6am, got to reach hq by 7.30am...n thx to my dad who sent me there...i reach at 7.28am...hehehx...=D ivan was alreadi there...and he led e course for PT...n he was great...commando jiu shi commando...oh..did i tell u he's a commando? now i tell u, he is. =) i guess e respectables (jenny eliza n i) alwaes go crazy abt guys being a commando...hehehehx...had a out hq run to national stadium...it wasnt too long a dist actually...ivan took them for circuit training...while jenny n i went for a run...fun runnin up n down n stairs yea? headed back to hq n eliza came just in time...i do not think we went overboard punishin e cadets...they seriously need a wake up call frm us...2 yrs in st john...if tat is wad they had learnt, they ought to seriously reflect on themselves...how are we goin to hand e corp to them next year when their standard is not even reachin our expectations. if goin thru e punishments todae made em wan to quit sjab, seriously, i would tell em to go ahead wif it. we wan ppl with quality and substance. if they cant even endure a dae of harsh punishments, i guess there's nth we can do abt it. dun ppl alwaes sae tat u will onli grow when u go through tough times? - tough times dun last, tough man DO- n i seriously hope they do understand e rational behind wad we did.

ended training ard 6pm....reached home ard 7pm...im super tired...n my I & R is yet to be completed...n there's netball training tomolo...sigh.

had netball training in e mornin...so idiotic...my shootin has gone wayyyyy haywire...i shoot until i ended up sittin on court n looked at e pole...=x ZzZzZzZz....

met up wif pw group after tat n started our op dry run ourselves...i guess there's so much we can improve on...sigh! went st john hq after tat...suppose to go n help em out...but calvin wanted me to concentrate on op...so i onli went back to pass e cadets their bks...make me travel all e way to lavender just to pass e bks to em...makes no diff actually...anywae...lunch at mr bean wif cheryl, fiona n waiyin( n who ps us huh??)...then walk ard e place searchin for presents for akilah...actually it would be a miracle if we realli can find any presents there...hehehx...we walked to this place...where waiyin said it is known as 'little thailand'...n indeed....all e ppl there were thai...spoke in thai...n all were busy doin their hair...i dunnoe y...n things there were all 'kaboom' size! realli! washin powers come in one HUGE bag....HUGE bread...HUGE everything...

n as usual..we did retarded things again while waitin for e red light....n this uncle actually laughed at us lar...ZzZzZz...n he talked to us while crossin e road...cheryl didnt understand wad he was sayin...so she was just noddin n smilin at e uncle...fiona n i just went 'yaya'...smiled at e uncle n said bye to him...hahax....

reached home ard 6plus...n had my dinner...realised i 2 daes nva eat rice!!! my mum keep cookin bee hoon or noodles for lunch n dinner...n i realise e importance of rice now....hehhex...=D

i cant wait for MONDAY!!!!

two daes since i last touch e com...two daes since i last watched teevee....WAHHHHH!!!! =x

okie...a quick update....

tues
took back our results slips...in fact...half e class kinda advanced to j2...hmm...had op dry run in e afternoon...cox it was still early...ryl, waiyin, huixian, fiona n i wanted to go to changi airport for ban mian! n it turned out that everyone in our class wanted to go together...so we headed to e airport for lunch...hahax...is quite furnie actually...to see e bunch of us wearin sch uniform walkin in e airport...like we goin for some tour ard e airport or wad...=) afterwhich...headed back sch for op...yup...by e time everythin ended...was alreadi 6pm...

wed
went back to sch at 8am for osvap meetin...had netball training from 8.30 to 10.30am n my shootin went haywire....=( supposed to meet up wif pw grp to discuss op...but we didnt...due to some reasons...searchin for fiona high n low to get my thumbdrive back but to no avail...=x had to rush off to st john hq then so i hurried off frm sch...arrived at hq ard 12plus...was e instructor for e team....helped them in their plannnin...n also gave a short introduction of e various forms for admin dept...is amazing how i can tok to my cadets without any problem yet i cant tok well for my op...ZzZz...anywae... kiaweng took em for their footdrill...while calvin n i stayed in e lecture rm watchin cpr videos...n i learnt smth frm sir calvin...UMBRELLA PARADE! hahhax...=) anywae...everythin ended wif a evaluation...by then...it was alreadi 5 plus 6pm...took a bus home wif calvin...him n his crap...ZzZzZz...thx for all ur comments lar...=x by e time i reach home...was ard 7pm...bathe..had my dinner...n i actually slept at 8.15pm...so unhealthy....eat n went to slp...ZzZzZz...

thurs
woke up at 6.45am....printed out my speech n read thru it...had op dry run at 8.30am...i was realli irritated in e mornin...i was in sch at 8.30am...n i simply sat in e classrm stonin till 12pm or so...waitin for sheau wei to finish her part for e slides...waitin for fiona to come...izyan wantin to go home early...clifford doin nth to help...it realli got on my nerve...seriously...but i guess im just impatient...=x but things got much better in e afternoon...did e op dry run...mr audi made some changes here n there...watched wan quan yu le on ryl's lab top which made me felt much better...afterwhich, sheau wei edited her part for e slides n left...so thats just left wif fiona n i as usual...n of cox...clifford who sat there doin nth...nth at all to help us...N I REALLI CANT STAND GUYS WHO DOESNT OPEN THE DOOR FOR A GIRL! N ESPECIALLY WHEN A GIRL OPENS A DOOR FOR A GUY N E GUY SIMPLY WALKED AWAY WITHOUT SAYIN THANK YOU!!! =x i mean..isnt it basic courtesy??

back to e pt... hurried to make e changes for e slides...did all e amendments...n went to print out e hard copy of e slides...n submit it...phew! finally completed wif e slides...n realli thx ryl, huixian n waiyin who accompanied us...hahahax...by then...it was alreadi 5pm...everyone was starvin cox we didnt had our lunch...headed to tampines mall for our dinner...=)) project work is finally cumin to an end...n i realli cant wait for it to end...it did bring my relationship wif sheau wei closer...which was a good thing...but it also allow me to see e other side of someone...forget it...

Today
is still early...n im finally convinced by ryl tat hu si luan xiang is a veri nice song! realli nice! u shld be listenin to it if ur speaker is on...hehex...but then...li yang n jr is still more shuai than darren...hehehx...=D

was playin badminton wif my sista yesterdae...was about to leave when we saw this father and son playin badminton too...n e father caught us watchin em play so he invited us to play doubles with em...n it was realli horrifyin initially cox e father seems so pro...n my sis and i are rather blurr wif badminton rules...kept missin e shots...but it wasnt too bad afterall...hehehx..thou we still lost in e end lar..but not too big a gap...nvm..a friendly match...=) n ya...the father asked me n my sis which secondary sch we studyin now....HAHAHAX...! to fiona, ryl, huixian n waiyin...I DUN LOOK MATURE OKIE!!!! evidence!!

had netball trainin in e mornin todae...everyone complainin abt their muscle aches...hahahx...was discussin abt netball tee....n it seems like it is e purple fever now...? purple frm head to toe? gladys was suggestin all netballers to get e same colour sports bra...ermmm....sounds interestin....hahhax....=x unity of netballers!=)

i actually attempted to do my chem alkanes tutorial....but kinda stucked halfway....ended up playin pop kart wif lihan, waiyin n wenyuen...hehex...=D

my dad was so super furnie...he wanted to go punggol plaza to buy dinner for my mum n i...as he was lazy to drive there...he decided to hop on e shuttle bus...but who noes....he hop on e wrong bus which was meant for some factory workers...n landed up in amk...ZzZzZz...so he called home n told my mum n my mum was luffin like mad...ALAMAK....so currently im still waitin for my dinner...hehehhex...=D now i noe y im blurr at times...hehex...is in e genes...

almost died durin trainin yesterdae...it was soo super tirin...3 rounds ard e track for warm up and we went to e gym to work out for an hr or so...went on to train our passes...n i dunno how many hundreds of straight shuttles we did...n it seems like we ran non stop for hours...ms yeow is simply overloadin us...cox she believe onli thru overloadin us, can we improve ourselves?*shrugged* nvm...at least at e end of e trainin...i wun feel so guilty eatin so much for my breakfast n lunch...hehex...=D

fiona was askin me out for badminton n xuan was askin me out to swim todae...but sorrie gals..maybe some other daes yea? let me recover frm my muscle aches...i'll date u gals out another dae...i promise =)

i was itchin to play sims..but i suddenly rmb i lent e disc to my cousin...sian-ed...=x so what shld i do now?

i think my brain had stopped functionin since e end of promos...n i mean...it realli stopped...=x sufferin frm SSTM (serious short term memory)....apparently...i cant recall what i did for e past few daes...or rather...e past fews daes were just a replica of todae? *shrugged* maybe i shld start muggin or smth??

anywae....i was more or less much relieved after hearin wad pearly n michelle said...so it means...im safe! =))

e haze has cleared...but both fiona n i felt tat e haze shldnt clear so fast....ermmm....are we furnie or are we furnie? anywae...accompanied fiona to punggol station after meetin for our op in sch...was luffin at her as she looked at me wif her BIG eyes as e automatic door to the station opened...hahax...

will be travellin down to st john hq pretty often soon...n e thought of travellin frm punggol to beach rd...havin to change 2 buses...or alternatively, from mjc to lavender, takin bus to pasir ris station, takin train down to lavender n walkin a long dist before reachin e hq....kinda turn me off...=x okie...i shldnt be complainin anymore...i ought to be committed to it...realli hope e course tat was planned would be a success...for e fact tat all of us did contributed in a way or so...yep...n its comin to e end of year soon...which mean CAA got to be submitted soon...n i realli know nuts abt it...i shld start scoutin for potential secretary durin e course...

osvap startin in mid nov...n it is all e way at e national stadium....ZzZzZz...

oh...my show startin...shall update later....

look at e pictures...im abit lazy to type in big paragraphs....


waiyin's attempt to learn how to cycle...=)

waiyin and her bike

fiona n me! (look at fiona's hair!)

tats huixian n fiona

okie..e main focus wasnt us...but our background...

huixian n i

huixian n e dominatin fiona

ignore e dirty beach...but look at e sky n e sea...

exhausted after cyclin...we headed to bugis! (just for sushi....)

gosh! look at e wide variety of sushiii.....

tat was our lunch...

and drinks...

alamak..a total waste of my time tryin to download audition n i cant run it in e end...ZzZzZz....cant wait for tomolo....WE ARE GOIN CYCLIN! hahhax...=)) so e 5 of us are goin to cycle...with 3 who doesnt noe how to....hahax...interestin..but nvm...cheryl! will make sure u learn how to cycle tomolo! e other 2....ermm....huixian n i can give u a ride...hehehx...=)

i just realised...my entry is gettin shorter n shorter...nth much to sae since exams are over...no sch..no lectures..no tutorials...is back to st john dae n more netball trainings...i was learnin a new tactic last trainin...suppose to split when u catch e ball...but ermm....kay was luffin at me cox i did it in a super unglam way...hahax...but is like...how do u make it a demure n gentle move when u have to split...like open ur legs wide apart...?? *shrugged*

btw...sorrie waiyin!!! woke u up frm ur slp...didnt noe u can slp till 10plus am...hehex...*apologies*

finally a day...where i can just stay at home...sit on e sofa...haf a hot cup of milo, eat my breakfast n watch teevee...=) n most imptly....nth is in my mind...not wr...not anymore...untillllll....i itchy finger...go online...n sheau wei ask me to go sch at 11.30am just to sign my name on the cover page of the wr....sianed...so i travel all e way back to sch just to sign my name...=x n i got all irritated again...u are e leader of my grp...yet u are not doin anything abt it...so u waitin for everything to drop frm e sky? i dunno wad else to sae...

accompanied fiona to wait for her air rifle to start...nice tokin to u =D went to buy lunch for my mum n headed home...n here i am...

WR IS FINALLY COMPLETED after stayin in e lib for solid 6hrs, editin, findin more info blah blah...n tat is like e first time all e grp members are present to do the wr...ermmm....like...so wonderful...finally everyone is willing to stay back n do their part..=x im just super angry tat y arent everyone puttin in their effort to do e wr..is it tat difficult? so u mean it is fair tat we do everythin ourselves while u slack ur way thru? arghhhh...watever....is over finally...now is oral presentation...

n guess wad? i went without food and drink since 6am this mornin till like now??!! i would have thought i was fastin...ZzZzZz...im starvin like mad now...i'll go eat my dinner...update later...

mj open hse was held on fridae...kinda expected there wouldnt be too many ppl...i mean..ppl would rather go vj or tj than mj yea? =x anywae...set up e class booth...it was some furnie ping pong ball game...me n cheryl attempted to change e game but apparently we haf to stick to our original proposal..so no choice...we came up wif e rules on e spot...n added new ideas to it...

i think i tend to be dominatin when things dun turn out right...i'll end up distributin tasks to everyone n makin sure they dun idle ard...hmm...alwaes got this tendency that im like orderin my cadets ard...=x which in fact isnt...just didnt like it when things are all disorganise n no one is doin anything abt it...

back to e pt...open hse was pretty borin fact...i think everyone wears this 'im forced to stay back for open house' expression....=x especially e booths in e canteen...=x

i think the only fun part was when fiona n i went to haf our hair sprayed purple...hahahax...n of cox...when we cleared up e litters at e end of e open hse...hahax...i wonder who can clear up rubbish as happy as e animal gang...=) then we stood at the assembly plaza n started our nonsense...yea...makin sense in our non-sense...hahhax....=) everything ended ard 7.15pm or so...headed home then...oh ya oh ya!!! heard frm waiyin tat mr audi sae our whole class PASS GP...horray! hahax...=) but on e other hand...40% of e cohort failed chem...ZzZzZz...

our wr was rejected...sian-ed...so fiona izyann n clifford came over to my place to do wr todae...spent like 5 hrs doin it...n for once..we were productive....thx goodness...n i almost felt like stranglin clifford lar...argh!! fiona was practically sceamin at him alreadi...ZzZzZz...anywae...fiona was super furnie...cox there's this rooftop garden thingy above e carpark n this garden is at e 4th floor...n fiona thought it was the ground floor all along...ermm...smth liddat lar...i only knew i was luffin like mad when she went 'HUH? NOT GROUND FLOOR MEH?' hahax...so we took a walk down at the garden...i was pointin to her e place i usually run...n she blurr again...this one abit hard to explain...but is just super furnie...=) im just super thankful tat fiona is in my pw grp...otherwise i'll most prob die in e grp....

anywae...i've this frenx whom i felt was realli nice...he is one who thinks realli deep...duno wad is e word tat can be used to describe tat...just think realli deep...e kind tat would probably ace his lit paper cox he thinks deep enuff n not just on e surface...but sometimes...when one thinks too deeply, may not necessary be a good thing...u tend to see things in a more complicated way...n ended makin urself sad...just wan to let u noe tat...u are one veri nice n good person...dun think so badly of urself...haf confidence! u'll attract dozen of gurls...=)

econs lecture ended yesterdae...stayed back in sch wif fiona n clifford to do pw...n a miracle decided to happen....hahahax....clifford actually offered to take chairs for us to sit in e lib...n treated us to sandwiches....*gasp* i think this will only happen once in a thousand years...hehex...i sound bad sia...but reallli....i still rmb how we ordered e food for him n even pay for his food n he didnt even bother to pay us back...how he got on e bus without payin for his bus tickets n borrowin coins frm us when e bus uncle confronted him...ZzZzZ...okie...enuff of tat...

ended pw ard 4plus...went home...rested for an hr or so...n went to chuwen hse for st john meetin...but eliza took e wrong side of e bus...so i ended up waiting for her for ard 40mins...then met up wif jenny...e meetin was suppose to start at 7pm...hehex..but we reached there like ard 8pm....=x proceeded wif e meetin...and as usual...got to handle e admin stuff cox apparently im e only admin person left in st john...ZzZzZ...sad case...n i seriously dunlike to do admin stuff...i rather go trainin side...

anw..meetin ended ard 10plus...suppose to meet fiona online at 11pm to discuss abt pw...but i was super tired...dragged myself to e com...and click her name on msn...but before i could sae much..i got dc...sian-ed...decided to msg her e details then...but she didnt reply me n i fell asleep soon...hahax..n it turned out that she was tired too...n had fallen asleep...so she didnt reply me...yea...

n e next mornin when i woke up...i jumped out of my bed literally...cox it was 7.40am...n i forgot that there's sch...ZZZZZ....panic!!!! n my hp was flooded wif msges frm cheryl...fiona...askin me where i was n to hurry to sch...my dad was nice...cox he was on his way to work but decided to make a detour n send me to sch instead....hahahax...=) reached sch at 8.15am...hehex...just in time to change to my atlas house tee and gather wif all e other atlas ppl....

started wif dodgeball...n i was e sole survivor! =) hahax...played captain ball too...man...i missed netball...anw...had a movie screenin also...we watched shuttle n apparently it wasnt horrifyin at all...dots.

sch ended....went to e lib to finish up pw...then rush over to help out wif e netballers wif e open house things...n then went to help out wif e class open hse things...ZzZzZz....

n i realised my last proper meal was yesterdae's lunch...didnt had my dinner last night...breakfast n lunch todae...but not to worry...im not goin to be aneroxic...=)

went back sch in e afternoon for chem lecture...n seriously...huixian arh...ur newly cut hair aint furnie...i think it looks nice...so dun hide in toilet anymore...hehhex...=p

n yep...went to parkway with cheryl, huixian,waiyin n zhirong...actually...kinda retarded...go all e way there for lunch...n this is wad we had....a mountain of fries...

yea...went roamin ard e mall after lunch...accompanied zhirong to giant to buy her gardenia bread...hehex...n cheryl was amazed to find a dustbin meant for rotten fruits...=x

chance upon this while roamin...eh...for ppl who dunnoe...tats my class...o6S212...yep...

huixian n zhirong...

ermmm..tats suppose to be cheryl...

hahhax! n thats me...hahax..taken by zhirong...artistic huh...

huixian n zhirong again...n half of waiyin..

yep...reached home ard 6plus...n i went for a run...felt bad eatin all e fries...ZzZz...n thx to zhirong who inspire me to do that too...hehehex....i shall run for the next 13 daes...

n i actually missed the first episode of 'gong'. ZzZzZ....

thats all for todaee...havin econs lecture from 12 to 2 pm tomolo...ZzZzZz...n st john meetin at 7pm...furnie sia...lecture durin lunch time n meetin durin dinner time...=x

kept dreamin about my grandfathers e past few daes...sniff...how i wish they hadnt leave...within 4mths n both my grandfathers left...e death of both my grandfathers taught me alot indeed...even though i wasnt veri close to em, but to see them dyin in front of u, is realli a horrible feelin...u noe he's dyin...yet there isnt anything u can do abt it...u watch as their blood pressure dipped, heartbeat gradually stopped, n e doctor tell u they are sorry. i see how everyone cried helplessly...i see how each of my grandmother pull thru...how e cousins get even closer after all that had happen. i see the evil side of some...the weaker side of some...

what??!! is over??? realli???

PROMOS OVER!!!!!! =)))))))

seriously long time since i last updated....hahax..been busy wif studies...n yep...so here im back again...promos finished within 3 daes...tats like erm...realli packed...imagine havin econs n gp on e same dae...phy n maths on e same dae...argh....nearly killed me....chem paper was a total disaster...there wasnt much time to finish it...maths was bad too...not even a single qns on summation n binomial...ZzZzZ...come out all on equation on a plane...differentiation...eeeeww...

enuff abt it...hopefully i wun do too badly...just get me promoted...=x n in order for us to attend e upcomin open hse....e principal said this...'turn up for the open house if u wan to be promoted to j2' hahhax...tats obviously a threat....

oh ya...signed up for this volunteer attachment to e singapore sports disabilty council....startin in 16 nov...wonder how it will be like...=)

n i wan to go on massive exercisin...but dad told me if u run 2 weeks...u lose a kg...hahax...wonder if tats true...i'll go experiment it...but then again...is so hazy now...n my dad doesnt wan me to go out n run...ZzZzZ...can e haze just go awae....?

now tat promos had ended....it just mean e start of PW....sianed....n mon n tue still have lectures....tats like so...nuts...ZzZzZz...

n yesh....6 oct 06...i made a frenx...hahahax!!!=))

i'll update again soon....

probably e only thing im lookin forward to for tomolo will be PE LESSON!!!!because..........and yesh of cox...seeing my frenx again...hehehx....=)

shall end my post here...wad a super duper short post...im goin to watch full house le...

POKKA!!! =)

5 daes since i last touch e com...n gosh...is 15 sept alreadi!!! tat means 15 more daes to promos...n i still got so much to revise...ZzZz...

i cant exactly rmb wad i did on mon...tue...wed...i think im gettin stm(short term memory)

anywae...thurs was great!!! because......pokka was standin right behind me durin mornin assembly in LT...gasp! n he sang e sch song...n i heard it...im ZZZZ... electrocuted...ZZZZ =) im suppose to stop hua-chi-ing...but i guess it cant be helped...jc life is so mundane....time to add some colours to it...=) so lets add green!!!

had phy spa todae...was in a total rush for time...n my sweaty palm activated...i mean..realli realli activated...i had trouble tryin to write...e red string was totally soaked in my hands...erm..okie..tat sounded gross...anywae...i did manage to finish up...so it was still alright...

n yep....i realised how wonderful it is to haf e company of my gang...i mean...not tat i just realised it...but im just thinkin abt it...hmm...e usually dull n borin dae would turn out to be an excitin, non stop laughin dae...we hear each other stomach's growlin...we see each other doin retarded actions...we mug together...we gossip together...we diet together...we joke n laugh together...i haf cheryl remindin me to bring this n tat...havin fiona's to hua chi together and tokin alot abt our past n everything...huixian helpin me in my work n of cox...a great help to me in findin out on ahem...waiyin constant blurrness brought us laughter...n yesh...e four of em...make up my dae...=)

n of cox...not forgetin the other gurls in o6S212...definitely they are great frenx too...n it dawned on me...tat i shouldnt be bearin any grudges on anyone...cox i feel stupid doin tat n i dun see e need to...

okie...i guess i gotta go do my chem le...will update it if ive e time....

POKKA!!!! =)))))

after readin wad eliza tag on my board...it triggers me to blog!! hehehex....=) all e daes in st john...goin for standard n advance nco course...goin thru all e rubbish n unreasonable punishments together...man...how i wish we can go camp again!!! im sure jenny would object this..hehex..just came back frm otc camp yea?

still rmb sec 2 when we go standard nco course...survivin at newtown sec for 4 daes 3 nights without bathin...man...tats e longest time i nva bathe...super disgustin...still rmb first dae...we had games yea...then all e sticky flour stuck all over us...n imagine u cant bathe for e next 3 daes...eeewww...u might be wonderin how cum we cant bathe yea? is cox tat horrid sch has got no shower head...!!!! night santury duty was super eeriee....walkin ard e dark n spooky sch...thinkin tat we can haf a good slp after our duty...but nope! e officers decided to haf a fire drill...so it got us woke up at 2am...runnin to fall in...n get scolded by e officers for being slow...back to slp again...n hu noes...e officers lovin blowin their whistle...fire drill again at 3am...gosh! everyone was like a zombie runnin down again...had two to three hours of slp...n haf to wake up for PT...okie..i mux comment tat their PT was pretty slack...had great fun durin campfire nite...if im not wrong...eddy n someone else danced pole dance...right respectables?

still rmb sec 3 when we go advance nco course, we were all super happie...cox it was held in zhonghua...so we were all familiar...at least we noe for sure, we can bathe..hehex...only rmb e ubin trip n e stay over there...buildin our basha wif great effort...n each time...e course i/c cut e camscort..n we haf to rebuild it again...i think we build like 3 times...ZzZz...n each time we re build...e basha became more n more fragile...n thx to e officer who lent us a groundsheet wif holes in it...cox it rained at night...eliza, jen n i were totally drenched...n yesh...both eliza n i wun forget wad happen tat night yea? we had to support e groundsheet...while our dear jen was so sound asleep...n as wad eliza mentioned on my tagboard...sir fedrick if im not wrong...made us empty our bag on e cold, dark n rainy mornin...just because we left our belonging unattended...smth like dat...we saw fireflies at night too...had night solo walk also...kinda creepy...n advance nco cadets were famous for their banana cheer n irritatin song...hehex!!! =)

n yesh...sir ben gave me a long dist call frm china!! erm...just to tell me to go online at night n tok abt st john things...ermm...yea...but i felt super bad...cox i fell asleep while waitin for my sis to use finish e com so tat i can use...so i didnt went online...=x sorrie sir!

alright..so much abt st john....

im pretty slack todae..didnt do much..just do phy tys one chpt...studied econs price ceilin n price floor...read thru phy spa notes...tats abt it...like i spent my entire dae only completin so few things...hmm...oh ya..went for a run in e evenin too...

man...sch startin tomolo!!! sigh! still got lots to revise for my promos...haixx...but nvm..there's pe tomolo...shall be e highlight of my dae then...*pls dun take height n weight*

im back again...

haven realli got e time to blog...so here i am again...a quick recap of wad happen durin my sept holidae...

Mon
went back to zhonghua for leadership course...i would sae...me n jen are efficient? hehex...we nva once meet up to discuss abt e plannin of this course...everything was done thru email n msn...n ta da! we just run the course smoothly...hehex...

reached zhonghua ard 7.45am...feelin weird wearin my st john half uniform...for a moment i thought i was wearin a gown...hehex...cox e skirt like super long liddat...n still haf to tuck in ur shirt...bun up hair...wear beret....man...i stood in front of e mirror...n all i could sae was...' oh no...i looked super toot...' =x muster parade started...followed by footdrills...tryin to absorb sum aura frm jen but apparently...i think we all lost e aura le...

i still rmb e course achieve held sometime ago...we were all e monsters in e eyes of e cadets...making em do all sorts of punishment...i still rmb how jenny poured water on e field just to make e soil muddy n soggy...n we actually asked e cadets to pump there...yet at e same time...they cant get their uniform dirty....how tiexuan shouted at e cadets n repeatedly makin em do pasar malam...it actually meant takin out all ur belongings frm ur bag within 10secs or so...how eliza alwaes shout at e cadets for draggin their boots...jackie would occasionally pick on one or two cadets n shout right at their face...n makin em stand right at e parade sq shoutin YES SGT till he thinks he's satisfied wif e cadets vol...pearlyn n bellina would also scream at e cadets...while mingxian is just like a grandfather...nag n nag...n i? erm...i only recallin askin e cadets to pump...n keep recoverin em n samula em cox they wore their beret too slow...so e monsters long ago had all lost their aura now...

training went on...n i can sae tat e year 1s are all potentials...far better than e year 2s in fact...had triage later in e afternoon...which i guessed was pretty well done...everything ended ard 3.30pm or so...n yep..went to serangoon mac to mug wif jen...

Tue
leadership course exam...was their examiner for MOI...nth much happened either...
ps: sorrie jen...i left earlier...=x

Thurs
Pw meetin in e mornin...pw members were gossipin n uh oh! someone heard it...=x shhhh.....went to tampines mall wif fiona n clifford....n i vow i would nva go out wif clifford...i bet fiona would agree...yea? went muggin wif fiona at mac...n we tok n tok n tok alot...n yesh...she triggers me too...now we both feel like *****

tats all abt it...spent wed n fri muggin as well...im off to eat my lunch...n yesh...do u all haf channel 55??? watch full house!!! so tats my highlight of e dae...hehex...RAIN is super cuttteee!!!

sometimes i realli wonder wads e purpose of studyin...i can sit there and study yet nth will get into my head...n so i asked myself...wads e pt in studyin?? so tat i wun get retain? so tat i can get promoted to j2? so tat i will haf a bright future? sigh! i think theres no more meanin in studyin...as in...dun u all think we are studyin for e sake of studyin...so tat we can complete our education n at e end of e dae, show our boss our cert n get a decent job? everyone is just pushin emselves to study not because we are eager to learn new knowledge but rather to do even better than our peers....n prove ourselves right...sigh! watever, i guess im just gettin sick of studyin...

i had a dream last night, same place..same settin...same atmosphere...same person...but yet...e feelin is no longer e same...so is my mind sub consciously tellin me is time to let go n stop thinkin abt him? sigh! i wonder how many dozen of times i told myself tat...i knew i had to let go...but there are just so many more things tat im holdin on to...just wad's e hell wrong wif me...argh!

watever, this is just s random post...

just realised it had been a-g-e-s since i last updated...pretty occupied with things...anywae...a pretty quick update on teachers' dae. It was suppose to be held in pasir ris park, but due to the bad weather, it held in sch instead...kinda sianed...but well..it was supposed to be BE YOURSELF dae, but ironically, we are asked to dress accordin to movie shows or adhere to the theme SHINE....so our class wanted to act as nerds?? ermm...yea...nerds...so we bought e same polo tee e dae before...yep...n when all of us gathered wif e simliar top..we realised we dun look like nerds at all...but rather...M-A-I-D!!! alamak..n looked at our hair...we tie em into 2 ponytails...alamak...when was e last time i tied tat?? erm...ten years back? when i was 6 or 7? but haixx...nvm..since all e gurls are tyin it tat way...i didnt haf a choice either...all i could do was to stand in front of e mirror n luff at myself...dots!

06S212! this may be our last pic wif mr audi...sniff...dun u think mr audi looks cute?

an example of hair tied in 2 ponytails...hehehx...=)

mass advertisment from the maid agency...hehex...

my gang of gurls!!! man..look at our hair...alamak...=x (look at our dear huixian wif cheryl's long ago specs...)


tats waiyin, fiona, me, huixian and izyann...

next up...

met wif pearly at tampines mall...n yesh...we brought her to pierce her ears( my briliiant idea...=p ) hehehx....and we went shoppin for ear rings for her...it was suppose to be her bdae present frm me...huixian..fiona..cheryl and waiyin...yup! went pasta mania for lunch...happened to see daryl sng there...he looked so cool wif his canoeing jacket...anywae...he was complainin to me tpjc ended sch at 12pm n they had lessons in e mornin somemore...hahax...poor thing..luckily we ended at 9.30am...=)

walked ard e mall...sat and tok for ages...hehex...n yesh...i noe more abt someone...n she realli irks me...YUCKS!!! =x

anywae..spent my time muggin at home yesterdae...but didnt complete much thou...just manage to revise one chpt for chem...and did 1 summary for phy...and revised my functions...

went to sir ben hse in e evenin...man...wad a big bungalow...anywae...he was teachin n impartin me all e skills for admin..hahax...n one furniee thing was...i mistaken his bro to be his sister...duh! n we ended up luffin like mad...by e time we ended...was ard 9pm...n yesh! ben drove me home...whahhax!!! n before i got off his car..he said 'is dark,do be careful' sir ben has finally grown to be a gentleman...

right..now that sir ben is most prob preparin to leave his house n fly to china...i'll be stranded here in spore...tryin to handle e entire corp by myself...i was tellin him..perhaps when he return next year, zhonghua st john corp would haf most prob collapse...=x

went back sch for econs lecture....super sian-ed...is a saturdae n we still gotta go back sch...ZzZzZ...lecture ended ard 10am...had a short pw meetin wif e grp...n off we went to changi airport...hehex...go there to eat ban mian n study wif cheryl..fiona...n huixian...it was a lloonng time since i last step into e airport...n yep..took e sky train...but i realli wonder y J(understandable?) loves takin e train...there's nth much special abt it...duh!

saw andrea n lihan at mac..apparently they haf been stonin there long before we come...yep..they left pretty soon...so we stayed there n mugged for abt 2hr...then e mac ppl come n tell us we cant study there...hmph! watever....so we went to marry brown instead...studied till 5pm n left...boarded 34 wif fiona...n we started tokin abt our sg...hehex...so let's see...wads e diff between rb n pokka?

rb
-draws well
-tall
-tanned
-6 pac
-loves to drink mocha
-styled hair
(-stopped here- )

pokka
-sings well
-average height
-tanned
-only got rib cage( he's too skinny)
-loves to drink pokka green tea
-styled hair
-white shiny teeth
-wear big baggy pants n shirt
-sporty
( e list just goes on.....)

so..u can see...pokka is much better yea??? =) hahax...too bad fiona!!! =D

im finally free enuff to update my blog...hehex...ppl tag my board!!!! is dyin again!!!

anywae...just wanna thx kristin, pearly n akilah for e presents! =)) thx gurls!

okie...im suppose to update my outing wif e gurls...so here it is...went out wif cheryl..fiona..huixian n waiyin on my bdae...met up at somerset station...and as usual...cheryl n fiona are alwaes late! went to take neoprints...lunch at pasta mania...bought ear rings...drank yogurt drink...n took many many photos...ehhh...i dunnoe how to blog this...so i'll just ripped a portion off someone's blog...hehex...someone yea?

went to an wulu mall to take fotos using my hp.. we went to lift and take and like super retard.. see hwee kept posing retard actions but quite cute la.. hahaz.. and when we were bout to leave i saw a video camera la!! so retard!!!! we quickly went to gr floor and we saw the tv.. like imagine they go back and see the video den see us so retard e.. so diulian..

just had alot of fun wif em...cox like wad someone had blogged...we did super retarded things...like takin photos at e lift lobby...e staircase...in a spoilt neo print machine...erm...alot alot things...cant possibly list every single thing tat we did...i'll upload e pics when cheryl send me...

n yesh...e netball match was a horrible one...hahax!! we haf 5 matches on tat dae...i played e first match wif a group of ah-mohs....goodness...their shortest player is like 170cm while mj tallest netball player is like 170cm lar...so they are like so many heads taller than me?? so it was pretty obvious we lost tat match....we also played against innova jc...n u noe e 'I not stupid' tat movie? e gurl who acted as serene( e brother is terry n e mum who dresses like pap) was in netball too...i thought she was pretty tall...but apparently...she isnt...hehex...but she not bad lookin thou...anywae...tat match wif innova was a tie...also played against e national team...they totally trash us...i was playin gs....n is like...i nva get to touch e ball at all...cox e ball nva seem to reach me...so u can see how strong they are...yep...

oh ya...i just wanted to sae netball rox totally...had my netball trainin yesterdae...but it ended up to be a basketball match instead...got asked by lihan to help atlas play e inter house match cox they dunhaf enuff substitutes...n i must sae tat basketball is a super rough game...is sooo different frm netball...they push n they snatch e ball like nobody's business...at least in netball...u get blown for contact or obstruction...n is a much gentle sport...

yep..todae had photo takin...it was so fun! so unlike in secondary sch where u take a formal and informal photos...u get to choose any spot u like in sch...n pose all u wan...so we picked e rifle range...n e photographer was great...he helped us think of ideas n pose...n made use of props tat we can find...after e class shots..we had group shots too...n again..he helped us thought of ideas...n he alwaes think of bimbotic actions for us to pose...eeeerrrrr...

first of all...i mux realli sae a BIG THANKEW to cheryl my laogong!! fiona!! huixian!!waiyin!! (not in any order)

you gurls shocked me, surprised me, touched me

right...

so i shall start e story?

here it goes...

it was fridae...phy prac ended n it was break time...so cheryl said she wanted to ask mr chia phy qns and so we ask her to go ahead...so me...fiona n huixian went to the library to print our pw stuff...n halfway thru...i received a call...it was chingchin...she told me my maths summary tat i handed in earlier was missin...n asked me to go staff rm to find n e teacher was kinda pissed off...so it got me all worried...n this chingchin kept callin to hurry me...so i sped to e staff rm...so she handed me a piece of scrape paper scribbled in paper some maths workin wif my name on it...n it 'looked' as if someone kinda swap my summary n replace it wif another piece of work...i only rmb sayin who can be tat idiot as to steal someone's summary...=x hahax...yep...then e next moment...i saw cheryl walkin out frm a classrm wif a bdae cake...n everyone started luffin...n i felt super retarded at tat moment...=x so they sang bdae song...n gave me presents...

green pencil case, green pens/pencil/eraser, green n brown top/green necklace/green sweets from mini toons n e green plastic bag

n most imptly, a green tea cake!!!

alright...so it got me luffin like mad...all GREEN!!!! seriously...u gurls realli touches me...cox every little present tat u bought meant smth...n for fact tat we had a test cumin up...u gurls still went shoppin for my present...n ensurin tat all u bought was green? hahax...realli realli thx alot!!! i duno wad else to sae...but u gurls simply rox!!! *hugs to all* =D

n of cox chingchin's plan in foolin me works...hahax...n yep..also not forgetin e two michelle...elizabeth n hengky...n also...mr chia! hahax...he was e one who helped to keep e cake...=) tat was nice of him...

alright...went for netball inter house after tat...it was erm...bad...hahax...is like i dun even noe who is in my team till e match itself...n i dun even noe their names lar...how to work as a team? dots...thou we tried hard...but we still lost...nvm...n yep...thx to daron....who pushed me n i literally flew off e ground...somemore he frm my team de...alamak!!!but nvm...it was an accident anywae...but now my back is achin like mad...n my wrist feel weird...cox i tried to support myself frm e fall wif my hands...=x

stayed to help out wif e scorin...n guess wad? thx to cleo...pokka noe me now....like wad e....argh!!! felt so super paiseh lar....she literally shouted my name in front of pokka n attempted to tease me usin him (erm..weird sentence structurin i noe...is okie if u dun get it)...n yesh...i ran off e next moment...=x oh my buddha!! wad an experience...=x

guess i had better stop here...i still got tons to write...but i got no time le...haf to rush my tutorials...had my netball match todae...super tirin...imagine havin netball trainin n pe on mon...went for a run on wed...pe on thurs.... played netball interhouse on fri...netball trainin on sat...n havin match on sun...man..i think i cant move....update on my match soon...plus my outing wif e gurls on saturdae...

im so tired!!! feel like slpin...ZzZzZz....e muggin session didnt turn out exactly well todae...hahax...merely mugged for 2 to 3 hrs then we sian-ed le...ate lunch...n cheryl's fries got a strand of hair in it...eeeewww...but all thx to me eh...i help her voice out to e mac ppl...so we had an extra packet of fries...hahax....=p went back to zhonghua to meet sir ben...n yesh...cheryl huixian n waiyin were simply nice to accompany me back...headed to heartland mall cox is e nearest place to serangoon tat can take neoprints...hahax...influence by cheryl...now everytime go out also mux take neoprints...but furnie leh...e print club aint open...so we walk n walk ard e place...n e weirdest thing is...heartland mall got nth much to shop anywae...but we actually could walk ard there for like 2hrs...=x guess tats wad gurls are famous for...

do i look mature??? do i?? do i??? i rmbed i used to wish i can look more mature...but now that cheryl huixian n waiyin sae tat i actually look e most mature among us...make me feel so OLD....omg! can i look kiddy now?

n yesh! i've made a decision...i shall stop hua chi-ing abt pokka anymore...wo yao hua qing jie xian!!! i shall be a normal gurl again...studious n serious....=x gosh...i suddenly see my future...
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a dull n borin one

- e muggin spirit is in me -

goin to serangoon mac to mug wif cheryl...huixian n waiyin but realli realli super sorrie arh...make u guys come to serangoon instead...all thx to sir ben lar...ZzZzZz...im realli worried takin over all e admin stuff...just like wad sir ben sae...im not an officer but yet im doin wad an officer is doin...how am i suppose to look after all e various dept...i noe nth abt cpb...public duty...when to record all e details..who to submit to...ahhhh...oh well...qingjun poppin by tomolo to mac as well to pass me some sj thing...n he shall be e tutor there...hmm...i killed 3 birds wif one stone....hahax...go mac to study...to meet sir ben n qingjun...n free tutorin service...

nth much to update either...just stayed at home n mug for test...ZzZzZ...promos is comin soon...n i haven start my proper revision....!!! cant wait for promos to be over...sigh!

to cheryl: hey...y u insult pokka...wear biggy pants is hip n style okie...how u noe he got no muscles? n bein 19 yet still look young is a plus pt....not like darren lor...scared of heights...so not man....tsk tsk...

hmm....had national dae celebration todae...wasnt too bad lar...hahax..cox i was more of muggin for econs than to watch e performance...had econs lecture n tests after e performance...how inconsiderate can e teachers be...ZzZz...i was totally not in e mood for any test...and ended up forgettin e exact definition for public goods!!! argh!!

headed home after sch...gotta go my ah ma hse for dinner...so mama wan me home earlier...come to think abt it...think i 1mth plus nva go my ah ma hse le...hmm...anywae...it was realli realli nice havin to see n tok to my cousins...i simply love my cousins!! we talked rubbish...n luff at stupid things...like how a tall guy date a short gurl...n tryin to dig secrets frm one another...hahax...how i wish we can hurry haf another family chalet!! then we can go cyclin...play tennis and swim everydae...n play board games, fold paper cranes n look at e stars at night...but i guess it will take some years before we haf another chalet...hmmm...

guess i had better curb myself frm further hua chi-ing...hehehex...but tats how we spice up jc life...isnt it? hmm...e long lost feelin of havin a crush on someone is back...=x

- reality check - is sunday alreadi!!! tats like so fast...

Fri
because huixian ezlink card had got no money left...we had to walk to some lock kok(run-down) mall for lunch...we had happie meal at mac...erm...yea...n like e term suggests 'happie meal', we were realli happie after eatin it...hahax!! =)) n i started crappin n tokin rubbish...which resulted in huixian n my laogong luffin non-stop...went back mj...had chem lecture...n went back to zhss....my laogong was realli nice to pei me back...yep...n i went back just to take e receipts n journal frm e treasurer lar...argh...n her attitude is horrible...shall not sae much...brought my laogong a tour ard zhss...hahax...compared to anglican high sch...zhonghua appear to be soooo small...but anywae...she commented zhonghua got nice art....hehex...

received a msg frm my sis...so i went to accompany her for dinner...cheer up sister!!! there are certain things tat cant be controlled by us...since u had done ur best n put in ur effort...u shouldnt be too upset le...mux be optimistic!! yea? =))

n yep...went home after tat...pokka wasnt in sch todae...he mux be sick....but stupid cheryl keep insistin he mux had pon sch to pei his gf....which obviously isnt true okie!!

sundae
okie..tats todae...n yep...revised thru my chem....n did nth else...ZzZzZ...i go ivle check my chem tys ans first...update later...

for once im still awake at this kinda time...hahax...n ive finished my EOM!!! finally....

hmm...so i had netball training on wed....n i actually gave up e trip to pulau tekong!!! ahh....i wan to sit on e boat!!! n i want to go see e BMT thingy...think it stands for basic military trainin or smth liddat... n is like....not anyone can enter anytime they like...n i actually gave up e opportunity due to netball training n chem spa trial!!! sniff!! oh well..nvm...i was tellin huixian next time when we get married...give birth to a son and we can go pulau tekong...otherwise find a bf before he enters ns...hahax...=))

but anywae...maybe it was a good thing tat i didnt went tekong...cox netball training was fun! hehex...guess it was e toughest training we had so far...did suicides...60 crunches...40 push ups...run ard e track...court work...practise passes...n because quite a few gurls went tekong n some sick...there were lack of players...so we just stayed on court...n played like non-stop....to e extent tat corrin n siti made a pact not to run for e ball anymore...hahax...!

n yep...im goin to be loaded wif all e st john stuff again!! wonder if that is good or bad...sir ben send me like a whole lot of files...is back to secretary daes again!! sniff...

n yesh...huixian actually heard my sg sings!!! ahhhh....if only i was there....bet he sings realli well...green rox!!! pokka rox!!!

okie...im sleepy....off to bed....nitex....

whenever i read my previous post....i laugh at it once...e more i look at it...e more i laugh....how retard can a person can?? ahhh!! okie...im goin pretty crazy now...

okie...is time i get back to reality again...

so tomolo is e start of a new week again...so wad haf i done for my weekend??? ans: spent slackin it!! gosh...promos is cumin soon n i still got e time to slack...sigh! but i just simply cant find e mood to study...ahhhh....=x

alright...i must start to mug frm tomolo onwards!!!

netball trainin tomolo!! yay!!! i realised netball gurls are goin all crazy over soccer guys...(im e exception)...durin trainings u will see e gurls starin hard at e field...n sceamin n shoutin e moment they see sum shuai ge....eeeerrrr..... n bondin sessions for netball gurls were toks abt guys n more guys n more more guys....more eeeeerrrrrs....alamak...=x so all i could sae was...'yayaya...tat one shuai....not bad lar' otherwise would be 'huh...who's tat...shuai meh?'

oh ya..i need to clarify smth....to all MERIDIANS J1: im not tat koh see hui in 06s213!!! stop tellin me tat my eom was used as e model for e j1s when i haven even hand up my eom lar....

---- HIGHLIGHTs OF THE WEEK ----

1. I LOVE POKKA GREEN TEA!!!! =)))))))
contradiction eh? for those who know me...shld know tat i dun exactly like green tea...
oh my goodness!!! i did e most retarded thing ever....tat dae after maths lecture...i was walkin down e stairs to e exit...n so i saw my sg...n yesh! sg was walkin beside me...n guess wad my laogong was tryin to do??

laogong: *nudge me to sg*
c hwee: "stupid cheryl!!!!!!"
sg: *stared at both of us*
c hwee: *quickly walked away*
laogong: *attempted to walk slower*
c hwee: *turn behind to look for laogong but saw sg instead*
zzzzzz~~~~ahhhh!!!!
c hwee: *got electrocuted*
laogong: *giggles*

yesh..tats abt it...is okie if u dun get it...hehex...=))))

2. i saw my laogong's laogong on teevee...he's so shuai!!!( im forced by my laogong to type this) *shrugged*

3. totally pissed off with someone....argh!!! u think u big u win arh...

4. oh ya...im called DOTS now...cool yea?

mux be wonderin y my post todae so rubbish yea...hahax...but well...is okie to haf rubbish post once in a blue moon...hahax...=)))

oh ya...received an email frm my frenx...and i thought e horoscope thingy was so true...

LEO WOMAN
She will stand out of the crowd on the street. Leo woman normally tall or rather tall. You will hardly see a short thick woman. When she walks she walk like a queen, confident and does not look around, though as if there is no one around her.

She will dress in her own style not according to fashion. She is confident of what she choose to wear. Do not buy cheap cloths where they sell in dozen for her as a gift, she will hate it. Also do not buy cloths that do not reflect her confident personality.

She likes unique and strange cloths and accessories. Being different is what she loves.
If you want to know her, take times and be patient because she is selective about people she mingles with. (this is pretty true...hehex...)

She's open minded, but yet she is not letting people get to close to her easily.
She likes sweet words and compliments, but not too much. She smiles with anyone, but inside she thinks she is borne to be a leader. She likes to be in control because it is in her nature instinct.

She is a graceful woman , and she has a magnetic charisma, so expect tough competition. She is a very proud person, so do not do anything to challenge her confident. She can be mad and act like a hurricane, and later can be like an innocent kitten, but do not fall for her O.K. (hahax..tat sounds pretty familiar...hahax...)

She remembers everything and likes to cherish her sweet memory, so if you find her old photo albums with her ex-boyfriend or love letters that will make you puke, take it easy.( maybe?? but thx goodness i dunhaf a photo album...perhaps tat explains y i refuse to take photos) She is keeping her sweet memory does not mean she still in love with the old fool, so you do not have to panic.

She will have many guys run after her, so if you have advantage of a good background family, or a famous last name, a successful career then it's a plus.

She hates to be poor and she thinks love will not pay bills. (dun quite get it)

She is a sport type and love sports. (yesh! i love netball)

If you want to date her, prepare to spend big bugs, for your first dinner with her can not be a hot dog stand, but better be the best place in town.(this aint true at all...i think eatin at hotdog stand is such a romantic thing to do!!)

Being poor or broke make her depress. (slightly)

If you do not have lots of money, be creative and make your own gift for her. It's unique quality and times spending making it for her is a big deal. (definitely true!!! dun u think is so sweet of someone to make something for u??) You can think economical, but do not be cheap.

--go green--the green man is flashing--green trees--green grass--green hairtie--green signposts--greenie!!!

todae big walk is indeed a BIG walk lar...initially heard dunnoe who in e class sae will be a 10km walk..but it ended up like 1.0km??? dots lar!! alamak...make me wake up so early to walk one round ard e park at marina there...ZzZzZ...cant they plan a longer distance so our trip there will be more worthwhile? but well...guess we ended up takin photos instead...n headed to bugis mac for breakfast...n yes...i met zhen yew there...e victoria guy...n suprisin we still recognise each other...n yes pearly...we have similar mothers...hahax...typical mothers in spore...anywae...we headed to arcade to play...or rather e guys wanted to play...so we just tagged along...see e clifford e pro drivin e car...wenyuen e shooter busy killin e enemies...

to someone who participated in e SMRT challenge:
sorrie!!! guess u noe wad i meant yea?

n e gurls proceeded for window shoppin! i bet we walked 10km ard e mall...rite laogong n huixian? n ya...im so in LOVE with GREEN!!!!!!!!!!!! n laogong!!! how could u promote my SG to other ppl!!!! hmph!!! =x

just realised i haven been touchin e com for 5 days...tat sounded long...hahax...

e highlight of e week was proudly contributed by FIONA LEE...
she's super furnie...cox we had maths lecture tat dae...n before e lecture started...she was still tellin me she was hungry...e lecture went on...n suddenly...i heard someone's stomach growlin...n its like from soft to loud...and it was for a prolonged period....n i started giggling...before i knew it...all those sittin at my row n e row in front were gigglin also...i looked at cheryl n asked her who was it...n e moment she said fiona...i almost burst out luffin...n she was super paiseh cos she didnt realised e sound came frm her stomach until awhile after...hahax!!! n tat led me...cheryl n huixian to laugh non stop while walkin from e LT to e classroom...=P there's still more...like how she misread sigma n pi(pie) bond as sigma and pi(pea) bond...n yada yada....

netball trainin is gettin tougher as e competition is gettin nearer...n it so happen to fall on 19 aug...hahax...n yes...im trainin hard too...n im gettin to noe more of e gurls better...=) n yes...im startin to love netball...hahax! sometimes..things are so weird..is either u got nth to do at all durin a period of time...or things started to jam up...tat time netball trainin was only once a week...n trainin wasnt exactly tat tough...st john wasnt of too much a problem...n sch work was alright...but all of a sudden...netball trainin become twice a week...n sometimes trainin ended at 8pm...and sir ben just called me recently n asked me to take over all his admin stuff as he goin for ns which means i gotta keep track n check all e term report..year end report...nominal rolls...bf forms...public duty files...cpb files.....n more...n promos is cumin in 2mths time...n i gotta revise my work...eeeeww...alright..so now is e time to haf a better time managment before i screw my promos n tats it...

anywae...ended sch at 12.05pm yesterdae...but had this chocolate fondue party in sch at 2pm...n everyone had to go...so i accompanied my laogong home to print her sj stuff first before returnin to sch for e fondue party...n yes! my laogong house is super nice lar...nice environment...nice deco...nice temptin swimmin pool...n we drank white wine + sprite in this wine glass...hahax! n apparently...i couldnt taste e white wine at all...watched teevee...ate some chips...left house ard 1plus...n i was so kind to help her carry her bag as she was complainin how heavy it was...anywae...e chocolate fondue party was a big flop i think...not much of atmosphere...n it was more of bondin wif own frenx rather than bondin e whole atlas house...n wad is a chocolate party without chocolate? didnt stay for long...ate some strawberries n marshmallows...n i headed home...my headache was killin me...

oh ya....im goin for a BIG WALK tomolo!!! this is cool...but is 10km....tats like a distance frm macRitchie to bukit timah hill lar...but nvm...i'll burn off fats!! n this walk is organised by the children's society...a walk for those children...so is a meaningful walk...=)

alright...tats abt it...i'll stop here for now...gotta go do my phy...update when im free again...

i admit im disappointed wif e faq team...they had all their facts wif em...but still...they didnt win...but i guess e process means much more than gettin e trophy...perhaps i could had put in more effort n guide em thru...just felt tat i could had help em alot more in a way or another...but i guess wads over is over...to the faq team: im proud of u guys!

anywae...went back to mj in e afternoon after the faq for tile painting...pretty interestin! get to design ur own tile...n sell em durin ndp for charity purpose...meaningful yea? anywae...was wif my laogong...fiona..n huixian...as usual...we crapped thru...hahax...n my laogong keep sayin my art is lousy...hmph!!! fine lor...wad kind of laogong is this...btw...my sis commented tat e tile wif all e 'guai shou' and earth veri nice okie...started raining in e midst of doin our tiles...n tat triggers huixian n cheryl to sing! n they sing like some oldies song...duh...n ended up makin everyone luff...=x left for home ard 4 plus...hahax...n e security uncle taught me how to open e gate!! hahax..tats like so furnie lar...i kept pullin n pushin e gate...but i just cant open it...then e security uncle came and said ' girl, there's a trick to it' and he pushed e main gate slightly...and opened e small gate for me...hahax...oh well..so much for e dae...

anywae...im home alone now...could had gone to my ah ma hse...but just received a msg frm waiyin...sayin ms ng wanted us to complete e tutorial...argh...i seriously dun realli like this chem tutor...she like so...indecisive...inefficient...inexperienced...i wan MR SUNG back!!!!! oh well..since i had to do my work..might as well just stay home...go my ah ma hse next week hao le...ahhhh...im stonin at home!!! ZzZz...haven realli been revisin my work this weekend...haixx...gotta buck up le!!! anywae...im so excited tomolo!! hahax...cox got pe lesson...got netball training...n is cheryl's crazy day!

im back!!! gosh! super tiring...had netball training todae...n ive finally mastered e footwork...hahax...oh ya oh ya...e sch team is back! hahax...initially they didnt wan to form sch team...but now...e teacher sort of agree...n so...e netball gurls will be training for tournament =)

didnt make it to my sis grad ceremony yesterdae...sniff!! but still managed to take many photos wif her in her graduation robe...hahax...she looks so cute wif e square square hat( si fang mao i meant)...is like u study for like 16 years before u get to put on e robe? just knew tat my sis was super happie yesterdae...just kept smilin n smiling...n even agreein to take retarded photos wif us(she usually refused to)...but i heard one person in her faculty kinda didnt make it...as in he graduated thou...but aint allow to be called on to e bar...erm...which mean tat before u can be a fully qualified lawyer...u first haf to be permitted by the judge...smth like tat...so e poor guy didnt make it thou...which means he studied for e past few years in vain...n so it made me ponder...wad if u work so hard n studied for e past dunnoe how many years...n suddenly u decided to screw ur final paper n everything went down e drain...n most imptly... u pay e school fees for nth...=X

errr...update another time...go help my mum cook...

ahhh...this is so irritatin...e econs teacher wan us to go e-learnin n read up on market failure before the tutorial tomolo...but i just cant open e file...ZzZz....so aint my problem tat i didnt read up on market failure before hand....*shrugged*

anywae...todae is MONDAY...wad a long week ahead...ZzZ...but nonetheless...i was luffin e entire dae due to cheryl's craze...was discussin wif fiona...whether we will get thinner if we luff more...hmm...maybe...=p stayed back after sch todae wif cheryl..fiona..n huixian...n it was super productive...finished my chem homework...MI tutorial...*grinx* =)

hmm...this is goin to be so excitin...my sis gonna haf her graduatin ceremony tomolo at nus...ahhhh....im so happie for her....she's graduatin n she's not gonna study for her entire life!!! jealous!!!but i wonder whether i could get there in time...pasir ris to clementi sounds far...=X

sometimes i realli wonder whether im realli alright...it had been 5mths...but e moment i thought abt it again...i cry...i noe it sounds silly...but how can a short 5mths be compared to smth tat lasted so long n expectin myself to forget abt it n move on...i noe he would had recovered like donkey years ago...but im still strugglin...stoppin myself frm thinkin abt it...makin myself occupied every single min...stoppin myself frm droppin a single drop of tears...n repeatedly tellin myself im strong...n i'll be fine...i mean..these methods work well...but does it realli mean im okay...or am i just plain covering my wound tat would otherwise be left open?without treatin it? am i forced to be what i am?

so here's e photos i said i would upload long ago...hehex...=D

spot me in e photo!!!

4/5 of e guys and 1/5 of e gurls of O6S212...
realise this photo is interestin....taken without any of us noticin..well maybe except zhirong...hahax...huixian busy smsin...im busy cleanin my specs...n my laogong dunnoe wad she doin wif her weird facial expression...

anywae...so much for e photos...still got alot actually...but e com abit slow in uploadin photos...anywae...got back my mid year papers...rubbish results!! eeeewww....nth more to sae...is far frm wad i expected...so much for muggin so hard...=X

oh ya...i've been complainin y i didnt get any tickets to watch e ndp...n yet i turned it down when sir ben offered me e tickets to watch e rehearsal...ZzZzZ...guess it was abit too last min...hmm...piggin at home todae...attempted to do phy tutorial...but my brain too lazy to think...so ended up watch teevee...smth tat doesnt require any brain cells...hahax...help my mama bake cake in e evenin...so tirin...keep stirin n stirin n stirin...tryin to get e sugar to melt in e butter...n stir summore when e eggs were added in...n stir more when e flour were added...ZzZz...okie...i'll update another time...im goin to eat e cake!!!

hehex...went to yiching hse yesterdae for bbq!! it was sum sort of a farewell thingy...cox yiching n tingxuan goin to fly back to australia e next dae...met e2 ppl at serangoon interchange n we took a bus down to yiching house...tingxuan n yiching had alreadi started bbqing...n we were all too busy attackin e food....hahax....sat there...n tok n tok...and as usual...jerald n mitchell came up wif some furnie lame games and songs...hahax...so miss e days in 4e2 when everyone would just luff at e furnie lyrics tat jerald or mitchell made up...

anywae...stayed there till ard 9plus...n went home...super tired...i mux had luff too much...in sch n durin e bbq...hardly feel like tokin when i reach home...=x i shall stop here...im abit lazy to update further...

im back again to update....this is weird...just when sch reopens tomolo...i suddenly wan to use e com like so desperately...so wad haf i been doin when i kept complainin i got nth to do at home for e past few daes...hmm....*shrugged*

anywae...todae was out...supposedly for a class outin wif s212...but well...do u call 9ppl a class outin...hahax...but nonetheless...we had fun lar...thx zhirong!! maybe e next outin will haf more ppl yea? hahax....=)

oh ya..todae's outin was cyclin at pasir ris park...hahax..wad an interestin outin yea? but well...cycled for 2hrs...i was cyclin wif cheryl...hahax...we took a double one...cox my dear laogong doesnt noe how to cycle...but anywae...it was so much fun cyclin doubles...cox got someone to tok to when u cycle...n scream wif u when u go downhill...hahax...but one bad thing is tat i cant u-turn...alwaes ended up goin one big round...dots. =x

n so we cycle n cycle...take photos n more photos...

went for lunch at tampines...walked ard century square...e gurls were busy lookin for ear rings...while e poor guys simply refused to step into e shop....cox they sae it is only meant for gurls...alamak...=x n so they stood outside e shops...shops after shops...hahax...=p n we went to take neoprints...hahax..bet it was cheryl's favourite...came all e way back to meet us again just to take e neoprints...but sadly...zhirong n iyzan aint there...but anywae...we took plenty of photos todae...will upload it in my next entry...=)

oh ya oh ya...i went swimmin wif my cousin yesterdae...n she huh....make me wait for like 1hr!!!! 1hr outside e swimmin complex all alone!!! she best sia...we are suppose to meet at 10.30am n she overslept n woke up at 10.30am instead....n e furnie thing was...when she reached..she called me n asked me where i was....i told her i was outside e entrance...n i continued, 'we are meetin at yio chu kang there yea?' n she said...' wad??! i thought we sae toa payoh??' gosh! seems like i haven woke up yet...im so sotong...actually got e wrong place....but anywae..since she made me wait for so long....she made e trip down to yio chu kang instead...n it was like 12.15pm when we finally got ourselves into e pool....almost got cooked in there.... =x or rather...im cooked!

REJOICE!!!! cox is st john's dae todae!!! hahax....how exciting!! wanted to go back in e afternoon initially...but yea...i mux realli sae a big THANKEW to sir ben man...for causin me to wake up at 5.45am...as he sent me a msg just last night n demandin me to be in zhonghua by 7.20am...this is so nice of him...n even nicer of him not to give me a lift to sch...wads e pt in gettin a drivin license when u dun drive? oh well...anywae...reached zhonghua right on e dot at 7.20am...met up wif jackie...n i became e photographer gurl...just busy snappin photos..n more photos..n more more photos...n e parade ended at 8.20am...decided to just stay in sch since i came all e way frm punggol to serangoon....n yep...qingjun offer another movie screenin...called 40 year old virgin...is erm...well...a movie full of vulgarites...n lots of sexual talks here n there...it shldnt be m18...it shld be rated as r21...eeeew...anywae...didnt finish watchin it...kinda grossed out after awhile...went walkin ard e sch wif jenny...n as usual...jenny loves scratchin her legs...=x

n yea...guess who i saw...TOH TING XUAN and LEE YI CHING....gasp! i was abit slow actually...i was walkin down e canteen..n tingxuan was just standin there...starin at me...n i didnt realise it at all...n for a moment when i knew it was her...i got abit shocked...n e next moment...came a big big hug...it was so nice seein her again...i'll nva forget how disgustin we were when we ate at mr bean...hahax...! =) okie..this is onli between us...shhh...n yep...saw yi ching as well...didnt exactly noe how to react either...i sae a hi...n gave a big hug...hehehex...=)

anywae...stayed on in sch till 4plus...was just idlin in st john rm...to e extent tat qingjun n i started playin wif volleyball n soccer ball in e rm...hahax...n poor li hao was e monkey...hahax....anywae...qingjun was teachin me how to play bridge n dai dee as well...dunnoe how u spell tat...anywae...learnt to play tat sum years back...but i guess i forgotten it all...n is either qingjun is pretty good at it...or im simply lousy at it...kept losin...eeeew...n this horrible lihao kept luffin at me....oh well..so much for a fruitful afternoon....

n im back home again...alone again!!! argh!!!