went back sch in e afternoon for chem lecture...n seriously...huixian arh...ur newly cut hair aint furnie...i think it looks nice...so dun hide in toilet anymore...hehhex...=p

n yep...went to parkway with cheryl, huixian,waiyin n zhirong...actually...kinda retarded...go all e way there for lunch...n this is wad we had....a mountain of fries...

yea...went roamin ard e mall after lunch...accompanied zhirong to giant to buy her gardenia bread...hehex...n cheryl was amazed to find a dustbin meant for rotten fruits...=x

chance upon this while roamin...eh...for ppl who dunnoe...tats my class...o6S212...yep...

huixian n zhirong...

ermmm..tats suppose to be cheryl...

hahhax! n thats me...hahax..taken by zhirong...artistic huh...

huixian n zhirong again...n half of waiyin..

yep...reached home ard 6plus...n i went for a run...felt bad eatin all e fries...ZzZz...n thx to zhirong who inspire me to do that too...hehehex....i shall run for the next 13 daes...

n i actually missed the first episode of 'gong'. ZzZzZ....

thats all for todaee...havin econs lecture from 12 to 2 pm tomolo...ZzZzZz...n st john meetin at 7pm...furnie sia...lecture durin lunch time n meetin durin dinner time...=x

kept dreamin about my grandfathers e past few daes...sniff...how i wish they hadnt leave...within 4mths n both my grandfathers left...e death of both my grandfathers taught me alot indeed...even though i wasnt veri close to em, but to see them dyin in front of u, is realli a horrible feelin...u noe he's dyin...yet there isnt anything u can do abt it...u watch as their blood pressure dipped, heartbeat gradually stopped, n e doctor tell u they are sorry. i see how everyone cried helplessly...i see how each of my grandmother pull thru...how e cousins get even closer after all that had happen. i see the evil side of some...the weaker side of some...

what??!! is over??? realli???

PROMOS OVER!!!!!! =)))))))

seriously long time since i last updated....hahax..been busy wif studies...n yep...so here im back again...promos finished within 3 daes...tats like erm...realli packed...imagine havin econs n gp on e same dae...phy n maths on e same dae...argh....nearly killed me....chem paper was a total disaster...there wasnt much time to finish it...maths was bad too...not even a single qns on summation n binomial...ZzZzZ...come out all on equation on a plane...differentiation...eeeeww...

enuff abt it...hopefully i wun do too badly...just get me promoted...=x n in order for us to attend e upcomin open hse....e principal said this...'turn up for the open house if u wan to be promoted to j2' hahhax...tats obviously a threat....

oh ya...signed up for this volunteer attachment to e singapore sports disabilty council....startin in 16 nov...wonder how it will be like...=)

n i wan to go on massive exercisin...but dad told me if u run 2 weeks...u lose a kg...hahax...wonder if tats true...i'll go experiment it...but then again...is so hazy now...n my dad doesnt wan me to go out n run...ZzZzZ...can e haze just go awae....?

now tat promos had ended....it just mean e start of PW....sianed....n mon n tue still have lectures....tats like so...nuts...ZzZzZz...

n yesh....6 oct 06...i made a frenx...hahahax!!!=))

i'll update again soon....

probably e only thing im lookin forward to for tomolo will be PE LESSON!!!!because..........and yesh of cox...seeing my frenx again...hehehx....=)

shall end my post here...wad a super duper short post...im goin to watch full house le...

POKKA!!! =)

5 daes since i last touch e com...n gosh...is 15 sept alreadi!!! tat means 15 more daes to promos...n i still got so much to revise...ZzZz...

i cant exactly rmb wad i did on mon...tue...wed...i think im gettin stm(short term memory)

anywae...thurs was great!!! because......pokka was standin right behind me durin mornin assembly in LT...gasp! n he sang e sch song...n i heard it...im ZZZZ... electrocuted...ZZZZ =) im suppose to stop hua-chi-ing...but i guess it cant be helped...jc life is so mundane....time to add some colours to it...=) so lets add green!!!

had phy spa todae...was in a total rush for time...n my sweaty palm activated...i mean..realli realli activated...i had trouble tryin to write...e red string was totally soaked in my hands...erm..okie..tat sounded gross...anywae...i did manage to finish up...so it was still alright...

n yep....i realised how wonderful it is to haf e company of my gang...i mean...not tat i just realised it...but im just thinkin abt it...hmm...e usually dull n borin dae would turn out to be an excitin, non stop laughin dae...we hear each other stomach's growlin...we see each other doin retarded actions...we mug together...we gossip together...we diet together...we joke n laugh together...i haf cheryl remindin me to bring this n tat...havin fiona's to hua chi together and tokin alot abt our past n everything...huixian helpin me in my work n of cox...a great help to me in findin out on ahem...waiyin constant blurrness brought us laughter...n yesh...e four of em...make up my dae...=)

n of cox...not forgetin the other gurls in o6S212...definitely they are great frenx too...n it dawned on me...tat i shouldnt be bearin any grudges on anyone...cox i feel stupid doin tat n i dun see e need to...

okie...i guess i gotta go do my chem le...will update it if ive e time....

POKKA!!!! =)))))

after readin wad eliza tag on my board...it triggers me to blog!! hehehex....=) all e daes in st john...goin for standard n advance nco course...goin thru all e rubbish n unreasonable punishments together...man...how i wish we can go camp again!!! im sure jenny would object this..hehex..just came back frm otc camp yea?

still rmb sec 2 when we go standard nco course...survivin at newtown sec for 4 daes 3 nights without bathin...man...tats e longest time i nva bathe...super disgustin...still rmb first dae...we had games yea...then all e sticky flour stuck all over us...n imagine u cant bathe for e next 3 daes...eeewww...u might be wonderin how cum we cant bathe yea? is cox tat horrid sch has got no shower head...!!!! night santury duty was super eeriee....walkin ard e dark n spooky sch...thinkin tat we can haf a good slp after our duty...but nope! e officers decided to haf a fire drill...so it got us woke up at 2am...runnin to fall in...n get scolded by e officers for being slow...back to slp again...n hu noes...e officers lovin blowin their whistle...fire drill again at 3am...gosh! everyone was like a zombie runnin down again...had two to three hours of slp...n haf to wake up for PT...okie..i mux comment tat their PT was pretty slack...had great fun durin campfire nite...if im not wrong...eddy n someone else danced pole dance...right respectables?

still rmb sec 3 when we go advance nco course, we were all super happie...cox it was held in zhonghua...so we were all familiar...at least we noe for sure, we can bathe..hehex...only rmb e ubin trip n e stay over there...buildin our basha wif great effort...n each time...e course i/c cut e camscort..n we haf to rebuild it again...i think we build like 3 times...ZzZz...n each time we re build...e basha became more n more fragile...n thx to e officer who lent us a groundsheet wif holes in it...cox it rained at night...eliza, jen n i were totally drenched...n yesh...both eliza n i wun forget wad happen tat night yea? we had to support e groundsheet...while our dear jen was so sound asleep...n as wad eliza mentioned on my tagboard...sir fedrick if im not wrong...made us empty our bag on e cold, dark n rainy mornin...just because we left our belonging unattended...smth like dat...we saw fireflies at night too...had night solo walk also...kinda creepy...n advance nco cadets were famous for their banana cheer n irritatin song...hehex!!! =)

n yesh...sir ben gave me a long dist call frm china!! erm...just to tell me to go online at night n tok abt st john things...ermm...yea...but i felt super bad...cox i fell asleep while waitin for my sis to use finish e com so tat i can use...so i didnt went online...=x sorrie sir!

alright..so much abt st john....

im pretty slack todae..didnt do much..just do phy tys one chpt...studied econs price ceilin n price floor...read thru phy spa notes...tats abt it...like i spent my entire dae only completin so few things...hmm...oh ya..went for a run in e evenin too...

man...sch startin tomolo!!! sigh! still got lots to revise for my promos...haixx...but nvm..there's pe tomolo...shall be e highlight of my dae then...*pls dun take height n weight*

im back again...

haven realli got e time to blog...so here i am again...a quick recap of wad happen durin my sept holidae...

Mon
went back to zhonghua for leadership course...i would sae...me n jen are efficient? hehex...we nva once meet up to discuss abt e plannin of this course...everything was done thru email n msn...n ta da! we just run the course smoothly...hehex...

reached zhonghua ard 7.45am...feelin weird wearin my st john half uniform...for a moment i thought i was wearin a gown...hehex...cox e skirt like super long liddat...n still haf to tuck in ur shirt...bun up hair...wear beret....man...i stood in front of e mirror...n all i could sae was...' oh no...i looked super toot...' =x muster parade started...followed by footdrills...tryin to absorb sum aura frm jen but apparently...i think we all lost e aura le...

i still rmb e course achieve held sometime ago...we were all e monsters in e eyes of e cadets...making em do all sorts of punishment...i still rmb how jenny poured water on e field just to make e soil muddy n soggy...n we actually asked e cadets to pump there...yet at e same time...they cant get their uniform dirty....how tiexuan shouted at e cadets n repeatedly makin em do pasar malam...it actually meant takin out all ur belongings frm ur bag within 10secs or so...how eliza alwaes shout at e cadets for draggin their boots...jackie would occasionally pick on one or two cadets n shout right at their face...n makin em stand right at e parade sq shoutin YES SGT till he thinks he's satisfied wif e cadets vol...pearlyn n bellina would also scream at e cadets...while mingxian is just like a grandfather...nag n nag...n i? erm...i only recallin askin e cadets to pump...n keep recoverin em n samula em cox they wore their beret too slow...so e monsters long ago had all lost their aura now...

training went on...n i can sae tat e year 1s are all potentials...far better than e year 2s in fact...had triage later in e afternoon...which i guessed was pretty well done...everything ended ard 3.30pm or so...n yep..went to serangoon mac to mug wif jen...

Tue
leadership course exam...was their examiner for MOI...nth much happened either...
ps: sorrie jen...i left earlier...=x

Thurs
Pw meetin in e mornin...pw members were gossipin n uh oh! someone heard it...=x shhhh.....went to tampines mall wif fiona n clifford....n i vow i would nva go out wif clifford...i bet fiona would agree...yea? went muggin wif fiona at mac...n we tok n tok n tok alot...n yesh...she triggers me too...now we both feel like *****

tats all abt it...spent wed n fri muggin as well...im off to eat my lunch...n yesh...do u all haf channel 55??? watch full house!!! so tats my highlight of e dae...hehex...RAIN is super cuttteee!!!

sometimes i realli wonder wads e purpose of studyin...i can sit there and study yet nth will get into my head...n so i asked myself...wads e pt in studyin?? so tat i wun get retain? so tat i can get promoted to j2? so tat i will haf a bright future? sigh! i think theres no more meanin in studyin...as in...dun u all think we are studyin for e sake of studyin...so tat we can complete our education n at e end of e dae, show our boss our cert n get a decent job? everyone is just pushin emselves to study not because we are eager to learn new knowledge but rather to do even better than our peers....n prove ourselves right...sigh! watever, i guess im just gettin sick of studyin...

i had a dream last night, same place..same settin...same atmosphere...same person...but yet...e feelin is no longer e same...so is my mind sub consciously tellin me is time to let go n stop thinkin abt him? sigh! i wonder how many dozen of times i told myself tat...i knew i had to let go...but there are just so many more things tat im holdin on to...just wad's e hell wrong wif me...argh!

watever, this is just s random post...

just realised it had been a-g-e-s since i last updated...pretty occupied with things...anywae...a pretty quick update on teachers' dae. It was suppose to be held in pasir ris park, but due to the bad weather, it held in sch instead...kinda sianed...but well..it was supposed to be BE YOURSELF dae, but ironically, we are asked to dress accordin to movie shows or adhere to the theme SHINE....so our class wanted to act as nerds?? ermm...yea...nerds...so we bought e same polo tee e dae before...yep...n when all of us gathered wif e simliar top..we realised we dun look like nerds at all...but rather...M-A-I-D!!! alamak..n looked at our hair...we tie em into 2 ponytails...alamak...when was e last time i tied tat?? erm...ten years back? when i was 6 or 7? but haixx...nvm..since all e gurls are tyin it tat way...i didnt haf a choice either...all i could do was to stand in front of e mirror n luff at myself...dots!

06S212! this may be our last pic wif mr audi...sniff...dun u think mr audi looks cute?

an example of hair tied in 2 ponytails...hehehx...=)

mass advertisment from the maid agency...hehex...

my gang of gurls!!! man..look at our hair...alamak...=x (look at our dear huixian wif cheryl's long ago specs...)


tats waiyin, fiona, me, huixian and izyann...

next up...

met wif pearly at tampines mall...n yesh...we brought her to pierce her ears( my briliiant idea...=p ) hehehx....and we went shoppin for ear rings for her...it was suppose to be her bdae present frm me...huixian..fiona..cheryl and waiyin...yup! went pasta mania for lunch...happened to see daryl sng there...he looked so cool wif his canoeing jacket...anywae...he was complainin to me tpjc ended sch at 12pm n they had lessons in e mornin somemore...hahax...poor thing..luckily we ended at 9.30am...=)

walked ard e mall...sat and tok for ages...hehex...n yesh...i noe more abt someone...n she realli irks me...YUCKS!!! =x

anywae..spent my time muggin at home yesterdae...but didnt complete much thou...just manage to revise one chpt for chem...and did 1 summary for phy...and revised my functions...

went to sir ben hse in e evenin...man...wad a big bungalow...anywae...he was teachin n impartin me all e skills for admin..hahax...n one furniee thing was...i mistaken his bro to be his sister...duh! n we ended up luffin like mad...by e time we ended...was ard 9pm...n yesh! ben drove me home...whahhax!!! n before i got off his car..he said 'is dark,do be careful' sir ben has finally grown to be a gentleman...

right..now that sir ben is most prob preparin to leave his house n fly to china...i'll be stranded here in spore...tryin to handle e entire corp by myself...i was tellin him..perhaps when he return next year, zhonghua st john corp would haf most prob collapse...=x

went back sch for econs lecture....super sian-ed...is a saturdae n we still gotta go back sch...ZzZzZ...lecture ended ard 10am...had a short pw meetin wif e grp...n off we went to changi airport...hehex...go there to eat ban mian n study wif cheryl..fiona...n huixian...it was a lloonng time since i last step into e airport...n yep..took e sky train...but i realli wonder y J(understandable?) loves takin e train...there's nth much special abt it...duh!

saw andrea n lihan at mac..apparently they haf been stonin there long before we come...yep..they left pretty soon...so we stayed there n mugged for abt 2hr...then e mac ppl come n tell us we cant study there...hmph! watever....so we went to marry brown instead...studied till 5pm n left...boarded 34 wif fiona...n we started tokin abt our sg...hehex...so let's see...wads e diff between rb n pokka?

rb
-draws well
-tall
-tanned
-6 pac
-loves to drink mocha
-styled hair
(-stopped here- )

pokka
-sings well
-average height
-tanned
-only got rib cage( he's too skinny)
-loves to drink pokka green tea
-styled hair
-white shiny teeth
-wear big baggy pants n shirt
-sporty
( e list just goes on.....)

so..u can see...pokka is much better yea??? =) hahax...too bad fiona!!! =D

im finally free enuff to update my blog...hehex...ppl tag my board!!!! is dyin again!!!

anywae...just wanna thx kristin, pearly n akilah for e presents! =)) thx gurls!

okie...im suppose to update my outing wif e gurls...so here it is...went out wif cheryl..fiona..huixian n waiyin on my bdae...met up at somerset station...and as usual...cheryl n fiona are alwaes late! went to take neoprints...lunch at pasta mania...bought ear rings...drank yogurt drink...n took many many photos...ehhh...i dunnoe how to blog this...so i'll just ripped a portion off someone's blog...hehex...someone yea?

went to an wulu mall to take fotos using my hp.. we went to lift and take and like super retard.. see hwee kept posing retard actions but quite cute la.. hahaz.. and when we were bout to leave i saw a video camera la!! so retard!!!! we quickly went to gr floor and we saw the tv.. like imagine they go back and see the video den see us so retard e.. so diulian..

just had alot of fun wif em...cox like wad someone had blogged...we did super retarded things...like takin photos at e lift lobby...e staircase...in a spoilt neo print machine...erm...alot alot things...cant possibly list every single thing tat we did...i'll upload e pics when cheryl send me...

n yesh...e netball match was a horrible one...hahax!! we haf 5 matches on tat dae...i played e first match wif a group of ah-mohs....goodness...their shortest player is like 170cm while mj tallest netball player is like 170cm lar...so they are like so many heads taller than me?? so it was pretty obvious we lost tat match....we also played against innova jc...n u noe e 'I not stupid' tat movie? e gurl who acted as serene( e brother is terry n e mum who dresses like pap) was in netball too...i thought she was pretty tall...but apparently...she isnt...hehex...but she not bad lookin thou...anywae...tat match wif innova was a tie...also played against e national team...they totally trash us...i was playin gs....n is like...i nva get to touch e ball at all...cox e ball nva seem to reach me...so u can see how strong they are...yep...

oh ya...i just wanted to sae netball rox totally...had my netball trainin yesterdae...but it ended up to be a basketball match instead...got asked by lihan to help atlas play e inter house match cox they dunhaf enuff substitutes...n i must sae tat basketball is a super rough game...is sooo different frm netball...they push n they snatch e ball like nobody's business...at least in netball...u get blown for contact or obstruction...n is a much gentle sport...

yep..todae had photo takin...it was so fun! so unlike in secondary sch where u take a formal and informal photos...u get to choose any spot u like in sch...n pose all u wan...so we picked e rifle range...n e photographer was great...he helped us think of ideas n pose...n made use of props tat we can find...after e class shots..we had group shots too...n again..he helped us thought of ideas...n he alwaes think of bimbotic actions for us to pose...eeeerrrrr...

first of all...i mux realli sae a BIG THANKEW to cheryl my laogong!! fiona!! huixian!!waiyin!! (not in any order)

you gurls shocked me, surprised me, touched me

right...

so i shall start e story?

here it goes...

it was fridae...phy prac ended n it was break time...so cheryl said she wanted to ask mr chia phy qns and so we ask her to go ahead...so me...fiona n huixian went to the library to print our pw stuff...n halfway thru...i received a call...it was chingchin...she told me my maths summary tat i handed in earlier was missin...n asked me to go staff rm to find n e teacher was kinda pissed off...so it got me all worried...n this chingchin kept callin to hurry me...so i sped to e staff rm...so she handed me a piece of scrape paper scribbled in paper some maths workin wif my name on it...n it 'looked' as if someone kinda swap my summary n replace it wif another piece of work...i only rmb sayin who can be tat idiot as to steal someone's summary...=x hahax...yep...then e next moment...i saw cheryl walkin out frm a classrm wif a bdae cake...n everyone started luffin...n i felt super retarded at tat moment...=x so they sang bdae song...n gave me presents...

green pencil case, green pens/pencil/eraser, green n brown top/green necklace/green sweets from mini toons n e green plastic bag

n most imptly, a green tea cake!!!

alright...so it got me luffin like mad...all GREEN!!!! seriously...u gurls realli touches me...cox every little present tat u bought meant smth...n for fact tat we had a test cumin up...u gurls still went shoppin for my present...n ensurin tat all u bought was green? hahax...realli realli thx alot!!! i duno wad else to sae...but u gurls simply rox!!! *hugs to all* =D

n of cox chingchin's plan in foolin me works...hahax...n yep..also not forgetin e two michelle...elizabeth n hengky...n also...mr chia! hahax...he was e one who helped to keep e cake...=) tat was nice of him...

alright...went for netball inter house after tat...it was erm...bad...hahax...is like i dun even noe who is in my team till e match itself...n i dun even noe their names lar...how to work as a team? dots...thou we tried hard...but we still lost...nvm...n yep...thx to daron....who pushed me n i literally flew off e ground...somemore he frm my team de...alamak!!!but nvm...it was an accident anywae...but now my back is achin like mad...n my wrist feel weird...cox i tried to support myself frm e fall wif my hands...=x

stayed to help out wif e scorin...n guess wad? thx to cleo...pokka noe me now....like wad e....argh!!! felt so super paiseh lar....she literally shouted my name in front of pokka n attempted to tease me usin him (erm..weird sentence structurin i noe...is okie if u dun get it)...n yesh...i ran off e next moment...=x oh my buddha!! wad an experience...=x

guess i had better stop here...i still got tons to write...but i got no time le...haf to rush my tutorials...had my netball match todae...super tirin...imagine havin netball trainin n pe on mon...went for a run on wed...pe on thurs.... played netball interhouse on fri...netball trainin on sat...n havin match on sun...man..i think i cant move....update on my match soon...plus my outing wif e gurls on saturdae...

im so tired!!! feel like slpin...ZzZzZz....e muggin session didnt turn out exactly well todae...hahax...merely mugged for 2 to 3 hrs then we sian-ed le...ate lunch...n cheryl's fries got a strand of hair in it...eeeewww...but all thx to me eh...i help her voice out to e mac ppl...so we had an extra packet of fries...hahax....=p went back to zhonghua to meet sir ben...n yesh...cheryl huixian n waiyin were simply nice to accompany me back...headed to heartland mall cox is e nearest place to serangoon tat can take neoprints...hahax...influence by cheryl...now everytime go out also mux take neoprints...but furnie leh...e print club aint open...so we walk n walk ard e place...n e weirdest thing is...heartland mall got nth much to shop anywae...but we actually could walk ard there for like 2hrs...=x guess tats wad gurls are famous for...

do i look mature??? do i?? do i??? i rmbed i used to wish i can look more mature...but now that cheryl huixian n waiyin sae tat i actually look e most mature among us...make me feel so OLD....omg! can i look kiddy now?

n yesh! i've made a decision...i shall stop hua chi-ing abt pokka anymore...wo yao hua qing jie xian!!! i shall be a normal gurl again...studious n serious....=x gosh...i suddenly see my future...
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a dull n borin one

- e muggin spirit is in me -

goin to serangoon mac to mug wif cheryl...huixian n waiyin but realli realli super sorrie arh...make u guys come to serangoon instead...all thx to sir ben lar...ZzZzZz...im realli worried takin over all e admin stuff...just like wad sir ben sae...im not an officer but yet im doin wad an officer is doin...how am i suppose to look after all e various dept...i noe nth abt cpb...public duty...when to record all e details..who to submit to...ahhhh...oh well...qingjun poppin by tomolo to mac as well to pass me some sj thing...n he shall be e tutor there...hmm...i killed 3 birds wif one stone....hahax...go mac to study...to meet sir ben n qingjun...n free tutorin service...

nth much to update either...just stayed at home n mug for test...ZzZzZ...promos is comin soon...n i haven start my proper revision....!!! cant wait for promos to be over...sigh!

to cheryl: hey...y u insult pokka...wear biggy pants is hip n style okie...how u noe he got no muscles? n bein 19 yet still look young is a plus pt....not like darren lor...scared of heights...so not man....tsk tsk...

hmm....had national dae celebration todae...wasnt too bad lar...hahax..cox i was more of muggin for econs than to watch e performance...had econs lecture n tests after e performance...how inconsiderate can e teachers be...ZzZz...i was totally not in e mood for any test...and ended up forgettin e exact definition for public goods!!! argh!!

headed home after sch...gotta go my ah ma hse for dinner...so mama wan me home earlier...come to think abt it...think i 1mth plus nva go my ah ma hse le...hmm...anywae...it was realli realli nice havin to see n tok to my cousins...i simply love my cousins!! we talked rubbish...n luff at stupid things...like how a tall guy date a short gurl...n tryin to dig secrets frm one another...hahax...how i wish we can hurry haf another family chalet!! then we can go cyclin...play tennis and swim everydae...n play board games, fold paper cranes n look at e stars at night...but i guess it will take some years before we haf another chalet...hmmm...

guess i had better curb myself frm further hua chi-ing...hehehex...but tats how we spice up jc life...isnt it? hmm...e long lost feelin of havin a crush on someone is back...=x

- reality check - is sunday alreadi!!! tats like so fast...

Fri
because huixian ezlink card had got no money left...we had to walk to some lock kok(run-down) mall for lunch...we had happie meal at mac...erm...yea...n like e term suggests 'happie meal', we were realli happie after eatin it...hahax!! =)) n i started crappin n tokin rubbish...which resulted in huixian n my laogong luffin non-stop...went back mj...had chem lecture...n went back to zhss....my laogong was realli nice to pei me back...yep...n i went back just to take e receipts n journal frm e treasurer lar...argh...n her attitude is horrible...shall not sae much...brought my laogong a tour ard zhss...hahax...compared to anglican high sch...zhonghua appear to be soooo small...but anywae...she commented zhonghua got nice art....hehex...

received a msg frm my sis...so i went to accompany her for dinner...cheer up sister!!! there are certain things tat cant be controlled by us...since u had done ur best n put in ur effort...u shouldnt be too upset le...mux be optimistic!! yea? =))

n yep...went home after tat...pokka wasnt in sch todae...he mux be sick....but stupid cheryl keep insistin he mux had pon sch to pei his gf....which obviously isnt true okie!!

sundae
okie..tats todae...n yep...revised thru my chem....n did nth else...ZzZzZ...i go ivle check my chem tys ans first...update later...

for once im still awake at this kinda time...hahax...n ive finished my EOM!!! finally....

hmm...so i had netball training on wed....n i actually gave up e trip to pulau tekong!!! ahh....i wan to sit on e boat!!! n i want to go see e BMT thingy...think it stands for basic military trainin or smth liddat... n is like....not anyone can enter anytime they like...n i actually gave up e opportunity due to netball training n chem spa trial!!! sniff!! oh well..nvm...i was tellin huixian next time when we get married...give birth to a son and we can go pulau tekong...otherwise find a bf before he enters ns...hahax...=))

but anywae...maybe it was a good thing tat i didnt went tekong...cox netball training was fun! hehex...guess it was e toughest training we had so far...did suicides...60 crunches...40 push ups...run ard e track...court work...practise passes...n because quite a few gurls went tekong n some sick...there were lack of players...so we just stayed on court...n played like non-stop....to e extent tat corrin n siti made a pact not to run for e ball anymore...hahax...!

n yep...im goin to be loaded wif all e st john stuff again!! wonder if that is good or bad...sir ben send me like a whole lot of files...is back to secretary daes again!! sniff...

n yesh...huixian actually heard my sg sings!!! ahhhh....if only i was there....bet he sings realli well...green rox!!! pokka rox!!!

okie...im sleepy....off to bed....nitex....

whenever i read my previous post....i laugh at it once...e more i look at it...e more i laugh....how retard can a person can?? ahhh!! okie...im goin pretty crazy now...

okie...is time i get back to reality again...

so tomolo is e start of a new week again...so wad haf i done for my weekend??? ans: spent slackin it!! gosh...promos is cumin soon n i still got e time to slack...sigh! but i just simply cant find e mood to study...ahhhh....=x

alright...i must start to mug frm tomolo onwards!!!

netball trainin tomolo!! yay!!! i realised netball gurls are goin all crazy over soccer guys...(im e exception)...durin trainings u will see e gurls starin hard at e field...n sceamin n shoutin e moment they see sum shuai ge....eeeerrrr..... n bondin sessions for netball gurls were toks abt guys n more guys n more more guys....more eeeeerrrrrs....alamak...=x so all i could sae was...'yayaya...tat one shuai....not bad lar' otherwise would be 'huh...who's tat...shuai meh?'

oh ya..i need to clarify smth....to all MERIDIANS J1: im not tat koh see hui in 06s213!!! stop tellin me tat my eom was used as e model for e j1s when i haven even hand up my eom lar....

---- HIGHLIGHTs OF THE WEEK ----

1. I LOVE POKKA GREEN TEA!!!! =)))))))
contradiction eh? for those who know me...shld know tat i dun exactly like green tea...
oh my goodness!!! i did e most retarded thing ever....tat dae after maths lecture...i was walkin down e stairs to e exit...n so i saw my sg...n yesh! sg was walkin beside me...n guess wad my laogong was tryin to do??

laogong: *nudge me to sg*
c hwee: "stupid cheryl!!!!!!"
sg: *stared at both of us*
c hwee: *quickly walked away*
laogong: *attempted to walk slower*
c hwee: *turn behind to look for laogong but saw sg instead*
zzzzzz~~~~ahhhh!!!!
c hwee: *got electrocuted*
laogong: *giggles*

yesh..tats abt it...is okie if u dun get it...hehex...=))))

2. i saw my laogong's laogong on teevee...he's so shuai!!!( im forced by my laogong to type this) *shrugged*

3. totally pissed off with someone....argh!!! u think u big u win arh...

4. oh ya...im called DOTS now...cool yea?

mux be wonderin y my post todae so rubbish yea...hahax...but well...is okie to haf rubbish post once in a blue moon...hahax...=)))

oh ya...received an email frm my frenx...and i thought e horoscope thingy was so true...

LEO WOMAN
She will stand out of the crowd on the street. Leo woman normally tall or rather tall. You will hardly see a short thick woman. When she walks she walk like a queen, confident and does not look around, though as if there is no one around her.

She will dress in her own style not according to fashion. She is confident of what she choose to wear. Do not buy cheap cloths where they sell in dozen for her as a gift, she will hate it. Also do not buy cloths that do not reflect her confident personality.

She likes unique and strange cloths and accessories. Being different is what she loves.
If you want to know her, take times and be patient because she is selective about people she mingles with. (this is pretty true...hehex...)

She's open minded, but yet she is not letting people get to close to her easily.
She likes sweet words and compliments, but not too much. She smiles with anyone, but inside she thinks she is borne to be a leader. She likes to be in control because it is in her nature instinct.

She is a graceful woman , and she has a magnetic charisma, so expect tough competition. She is a very proud person, so do not do anything to challenge her confident. She can be mad and act like a hurricane, and later can be like an innocent kitten, but do not fall for her O.K. (hahax..tat sounds pretty familiar...hahax...)

She remembers everything and likes to cherish her sweet memory, so if you find her old photo albums with her ex-boyfriend or love letters that will make you puke, take it easy.( maybe?? but thx goodness i dunhaf a photo album...perhaps tat explains y i refuse to take photos) She is keeping her sweet memory does not mean she still in love with the old fool, so you do not have to panic.

She will have many guys run after her, so if you have advantage of a good background family, or a famous last name, a successful career then it's a plus.

She hates to be poor and she thinks love will not pay bills. (dun quite get it)

She is a sport type and love sports. (yesh! i love netball)

If you want to date her, prepare to spend big bugs, for your first dinner with her can not be a hot dog stand, but better be the best place in town.(this aint true at all...i think eatin at hotdog stand is such a romantic thing to do!!)

Being poor or broke make her depress. (slightly)

If you do not have lots of money, be creative and make your own gift for her. It's unique quality and times spending making it for her is a big deal. (definitely true!!! dun u think is so sweet of someone to make something for u??) You can think economical, but do not be cheap.

--go green--the green man is flashing--green trees--green grass--green hairtie--green signposts--greenie!!!

todae big walk is indeed a BIG walk lar...initially heard dunnoe who in e class sae will be a 10km walk..but it ended up like 1.0km??? dots lar!! alamak...make me wake up so early to walk one round ard e park at marina there...ZzZzZ...cant they plan a longer distance so our trip there will be more worthwhile? but well...guess we ended up takin photos instead...n headed to bugis mac for breakfast...n yes...i met zhen yew there...e victoria guy...n suprisin we still recognise each other...n yes pearly...we have similar mothers...hahax...typical mothers in spore...anywae...we headed to arcade to play...or rather e guys wanted to play...so we just tagged along...see e clifford e pro drivin e car...wenyuen e shooter busy killin e enemies...

to someone who participated in e SMRT challenge:
sorrie!!! guess u noe wad i meant yea?

n e gurls proceeded for window shoppin! i bet we walked 10km ard e mall...rite laogong n huixian? n ya...im so in LOVE with GREEN!!!!!!!!!!!! n laogong!!! how could u promote my SG to other ppl!!!! hmph!!! =x

just realised i haven been touchin e com for 5 days...tat sounded long...hahax...

e highlight of e week was proudly contributed by FIONA LEE...
she's super furnie...cox we had maths lecture tat dae...n before e lecture started...she was still tellin me she was hungry...e lecture went on...n suddenly...i heard someone's stomach growlin...n its like from soft to loud...and it was for a prolonged period....n i started giggling...before i knew it...all those sittin at my row n e row in front were gigglin also...i looked at cheryl n asked her who was it...n e moment she said fiona...i almost burst out luffin...n she was super paiseh cos she didnt realised e sound came frm her stomach until awhile after...hahax!!! n tat led me...cheryl n huixian to laugh non stop while walkin from e LT to e classroom...=P there's still more...like how she misread sigma n pi(pie) bond as sigma and pi(pea) bond...n yada yada....

netball trainin is gettin tougher as e competition is gettin nearer...n it so happen to fall on 19 aug...hahax...n yes...im trainin hard too...n im gettin to noe more of e gurls better...=) n yes...im startin to love netball...hahax! sometimes..things are so weird..is either u got nth to do at all durin a period of time...or things started to jam up...tat time netball trainin was only once a week...n trainin wasnt exactly tat tough...st john wasnt of too much a problem...n sch work was alright...but all of a sudden...netball trainin become twice a week...n sometimes trainin ended at 8pm...and sir ben just called me recently n asked me to take over all his admin stuff as he goin for ns which means i gotta keep track n check all e term report..year end report...nominal rolls...bf forms...public duty files...cpb files.....n more...n promos is cumin in 2mths time...n i gotta revise my work...eeeeww...alright..so now is e time to haf a better time managment before i screw my promos n tats it...

anywae...ended sch at 12.05pm yesterdae...but had this chocolate fondue party in sch at 2pm...n everyone had to go...so i accompanied my laogong home to print her sj stuff first before returnin to sch for e fondue party...n yes! my laogong house is super nice lar...nice environment...nice deco...nice temptin swimmin pool...n we drank white wine + sprite in this wine glass...hahax! n apparently...i couldnt taste e white wine at all...watched teevee...ate some chips...left house ard 1plus...n i was so kind to help her carry her bag as she was complainin how heavy it was...anywae...e chocolate fondue party was a big flop i think...not much of atmosphere...n it was more of bondin wif own frenx rather than bondin e whole atlas house...n wad is a chocolate party without chocolate? didnt stay for long...ate some strawberries n marshmallows...n i headed home...my headache was killin me...

oh ya....im goin for a BIG WALK tomolo!!! this is cool...but is 10km....tats like a distance frm macRitchie to bukit timah hill lar...but nvm...i'll burn off fats!! n this walk is organised by the children's society...a walk for those children...so is a meaningful walk...=)

alright...tats abt it...i'll stop here for now...gotta go do my phy...update when im free again...

i admit im disappointed wif e faq team...they had all their facts wif em...but still...they didnt win...but i guess e process means much more than gettin e trophy...perhaps i could had put in more effort n guide em thru...just felt tat i could had help em alot more in a way or another...but i guess wads over is over...to the faq team: im proud of u guys!

anywae...went back to mj in e afternoon after the faq for tile painting...pretty interestin! get to design ur own tile...n sell em durin ndp for charity purpose...meaningful yea? anywae...was wif my laogong...fiona..n huixian...as usual...we crapped thru...hahax...n my laogong keep sayin my art is lousy...hmph!!! fine lor...wad kind of laogong is this...btw...my sis commented tat e tile wif all e 'guai shou' and earth veri nice okie...started raining in e midst of doin our tiles...n tat triggers huixian n cheryl to sing! n they sing like some oldies song...duh...n ended up makin everyone luff...=x left for home ard 4 plus...hahax...n e security uncle taught me how to open e gate!! hahax..tats like so furnie lar...i kept pullin n pushin e gate...but i just cant open it...then e security uncle came and said ' girl, there's a trick to it' and he pushed e main gate slightly...and opened e small gate for me...hahax...oh well..so much for e dae...

anywae...im home alone now...could had gone to my ah ma hse...but just received a msg frm waiyin...sayin ms ng wanted us to complete e tutorial...argh...i seriously dun realli like this chem tutor...she like so...indecisive...inefficient...inexperienced...i wan MR SUNG back!!!!! oh well..since i had to do my work..might as well just stay home...go my ah ma hse next week hao le...ahhhh...im stonin at home!!! ZzZz...haven realli been revisin my work this weekend...haixx...gotta buck up le!!! anywae...im so excited tomolo!! hahax...cox got pe lesson...got netball training...n is cheryl's crazy day!

im back!!! gosh! super tiring...had netball training todae...n ive finally mastered e footwork...hahax...oh ya oh ya...e sch team is back! hahax...initially they didnt wan to form sch team...but now...e teacher sort of agree...n so...e netball gurls will be training for tournament =)

didnt make it to my sis grad ceremony yesterdae...sniff!! but still managed to take many photos wif her in her graduation robe...hahax...she looks so cute wif e square square hat( si fang mao i meant)...is like u study for like 16 years before u get to put on e robe? just knew tat my sis was super happie yesterdae...just kept smilin n smiling...n even agreein to take retarded photos wif us(she usually refused to)...but i heard one person in her faculty kinda didnt make it...as in he graduated thou...but aint allow to be called on to e bar...erm...which mean tat before u can be a fully qualified lawyer...u first haf to be permitted by the judge...smth like tat...so e poor guy didnt make it thou...which means he studied for e past few years in vain...n so it made me ponder...wad if u work so hard n studied for e past dunnoe how many years...n suddenly u decided to screw ur final paper n everything went down e drain...n most imptly... u pay e school fees for nth...=X

errr...update another time...go help my mum cook...

ahhh...this is so irritatin...e econs teacher wan us to go e-learnin n read up on market failure before the tutorial tomolo...but i just cant open e file...ZzZz....so aint my problem tat i didnt read up on market failure before hand....*shrugged*

anywae...todae is MONDAY...wad a long week ahead...ZzZ...but nonetheless...i was luffin e entire dae due to cheryl's craze...was discussin wif fiona...whether we will get thinner if we luff more...hmm...maybe...=p stayed back after sch todae wif cheryl..fiona..n huixian...n it was super productive...finished my chem homework...MI tutorial...*grinx* =)

hmm...this is goin to be so excitin...my sis gonna haf her graduatin ceremony tomolo at nus...ahhhh....im so happie for her....she's graduatin n she's not gonna study for her entire life!!! jealous!!!but i wonder whether i could get there in time...pasir ris to clementi sounds far...=X

sometimes i realli wonder whether im realli alright...it had been 5mths...but e moment i thought abt it again...i cry...i noe it sounds silly...but how can a short 5mths be compared to smth tat lasted so long n expectin myself to forget abt it n move on...i noe he would had recovered like donkey years ago...but im still strugglin...stoppin myself frm thinkin abt it...makin myself occupied every single min...stoppin myself frm droppin a single drop of tears...n repeatedly tellin myself im strong...n i'll be fine...i mean..these methods work well...but does it realli mean im okay...or am i just plain covering my wound tat would otherwise be left open?without treatin it? am i forced to be what i am?

so here's e photos i said i would upload long ago...hehex...=D

spot me in e photo!!!

4/5 of e guys and 1/5 of e gurls of O6S212...
realise this photo is interestin....taken without any of us noticin..well maybe except zhirong...hahax...huixian busy smsin...im busy cleanin my specs...n my laogong dunnoe wad she doin wif her weird facial expression...

anywae...so much for e photos...still got alot actually...but e com abit slow in uploadin photos...anywae...got back my mid year papers...rubbish results!! eeeewww....nth more to sae...is far frm wad i expected...so much for muggin so hard...=X

oh ya...i've been complainin y i didnt get any tickets to watch e ndp...n yet i turned it down when sir ben offered me e tickets to watch e rehearsal...ZzZzZ...guess it was abit too last min...hmm...piggin at home todae...attempted to do phy tutorial...but my brain too lazy to think...so ended up watch teevee...smth tat doesnt require any brain cells...hahax...help my mama bake cake in e evenin...so tirin...keep stirin n stirin n stirin...tryin to get e sugar to melt in e butter...n stir summore when e eggs were added in...n stir more when e flour were added...ZzZz...okie...i'll update another time...im goin to eat e cake!!!

hehex...went to yiching hse yesterdae for bbq!! it was sum sort of a farewell thingy...cox yiching n tingxuan goin to fly back to australia e next dae...met e2 ppl at serangoon interchange n we took a bus down to yiching house...tingxuan n yiching had alreadi started bbqing...n we were all too busy attackin e food....hahax....sat there...n tok n tok...and as usual...jerald n mitchell came up wif some furnie lame games and songs...hahax...so miss e days in 4e2 when everyone would just luff at e furnie lyrics tat jerald or mitchell made up...

anywae...stayed there till ard 9plus...n went home...super tired...i mux had luff too much...in sch n durin e bbq...hardly feel like tokin when i reach home...=x i shall stop here...im abit lazy to update further...

im back again to update....this is weird...just when sch reopens tomolo...i suddenly wan to use e com like so desperately...so wad haf i been doin when i kept complainin i got nth to do at home for e past few daes...hmm....*shrugged*

anywae...todae was out...supposedly for a class outin wif s212...but well...do u call 9ppl a class outin...hahax...but nonetheless...we had fun lar...thx zhirong!! maybe e next outin will haf more ppl yea? hahax....=)

oh ya..todae's outin was cyclin at pasir ris park...hahax..wad an interestin outin yea? but well...cycled for 2hrs...i was cyclin wif cheryl...hahax...we took a double one...cox my dear laogong doesnt noe how to cycle...but anywae...it was so much fun cyclin doubles...cox got someone to tok to when u cycle...n scream wif u when u go downhill...hahax...but one bad thing is tat i cant u-turn...alwaes ended up goin one big round...dots. =x

n so we cycle n cycle...take photos n more photos...

went for lunch at tampines...walked ard century square...e gurls were busy lookin for ear rings...while e poor guys simply refused to step into e shop....cox they sae it is only meant for gurls...alamak...=x n so they stood outside e shops...shops after shops...hahax...=p n we went to take neoprints...hahax..bet it was cheryl's favourite...came all e way back to meet us again just to take e neoprints...but sadly...zhirong n iyzan aint there...but anywae...we took plenty of photos todae...will upload it in my next entry...=)

oh ya oh ya...i went swimmin wif my cousin yesterdae...n she huh....make me wait for like 1hr!!!! 1hr outside e swimmin complex all alone!!! she best sia...we are suppose to meet at 10.30am n she overslept n woke up at 10.30am instead....n e furnie thing was...when she reached..she called me n asked me where i was....i told her i was outside e entrance...n i continued, 'we are meetin at yio chu kang there yea?' n she said...' wad??! i thought we sae toa payoh??' gosh! seems like i haven woke up yet...im so sotong...actually got e wrong place....but anywae..since she made me wait for so long....she made e trip down to yio chu kang instead...n it was like 12.15pm when we finally got ourselves into e pool....almost got cooked in there.... =x or rather...im cooked!

REJOICE!!!! cox is st john's dae todae!!! hahax....how exciting!! wanted to go back in e afternoon initially...but yea...i mux realli sae a big THANKEW to sir ben man...for causin me to wake up at 5.45am...as he sent me a msg just last night n demandin me to be in zhonghua by 7.20am...this is so nice of him...n even nicer of him not to give me a lift to sch...wads e pt in gettin a drivin license when u dun drive? oh well...anywae...reached zhonghua right on e dot at 7.20am...met up wif jackie...n i became e photographer gurl...just busy snappin photos..n more photos..n more more photos...n e parade ended at 8.20am...decided to just stay in sch since i came all e way frm punggol to serangoon....n yep...qingjun offer another movie screenin...called 40 year old virgin...is erm...well...a movie full of vulgarites...n lots of sexual talks here n there...it shldnt be m18...it shld be rated as r21...eeeew...anywae...didnt finish watchin it...kinda grossed out after awhile...went walkin ard e sch wif jenny...n as usual...jenny loves scratchin her legs...=x

n yea...guess who i saw...TOH TING XUAN and LEE YI CHING....gasp! i was abit slow actually...i was walkin down e canteen..n tingxuan was just standin there...starin at me...n i didnt realise it at all...n for a moment when i knew it was her...i got abit shocked...n e next moment...came a big big hug...it was so nice seein her again...i'll nva forget how disgustin we were when we ate at mr bean...hahax...! =) okie..this is onli between us...shhh...n yep...saw yi ching as well...didnt exactly noe how to react either...i sae a hi...n gave a big hug...hehehex...=)

anywae...stayed on in sch till 4plus...was just idlin in st john rm...to e extent tat qingjun n i started playin wif volleyball n soccer ball in e rm...hahax...n poor li hao was e monkey...hahax....anywae...qingjun was teachin me how to play bridge n dai dee as well...dunnoe how u spell tat...anywae...learnt to play tat sum years back...but i guess i forgotten it all...n is either qingjun is pretty good at it...or im simply lousy at it...kept losin...eeeew...n this horrible lihao kept luffin at me....oh well..so much for a fruitful afternoon....

n im back home again...alone again!!! argh!!!

im finally finally back to update!!! sumone quick tag my board...is dyin!!! oh ya..i change yet another blogskin...hahax...is this better than e previous one? hahax...jenny!! how do u put e pics in e blog?

anywae....REJOICE!!! is e end of examS!!!! hahax....ended my papers yesterdae...phy was a killer....yucks! i'll definitely get a big fat F...maths chem n econs were still alright...just finished my chem exam like 2 daes back..n guess wad...i had a chem lecture todae...n guess wad they go thru...e mid year paper! dots! they so kan chiong...just finished e paper then hurry went thru e ans le...eeeew....but they onli went thru section c onli...

n ya...todae me n huixian actually went to anglican high sch wif zhirong todae...sumwhere at tanah merah there...cox we were lunchin at bugis...so decided to accompany zhirong back to her sch...since we got a whole lot of time...hehex...n i mux sae their sch is realli big...as in e land area....they haf a indoor bball court...big field...big buildings...a church...some heritage buildin...but a small canteen...hehex...took a walk ard e sch...n zhirong showed us her sch prom photos...thinkin back...wad has our dear mr tan hwee pin done for e graduatin classes? except for suggestin we haf our prom at e community centre? anywae...sat n tok for awhile...n yep...reach home ard 5plus...everyone was out...so im alone again....sigh...just hate bein alone at home now....nowadaes my mum gotta go to my ah ma hse to look after her...my dad n both sis at work...n im left all alone at home...either facin e com...or e teevee....eeew...

i had this sudden thought of playin tennis...to go cycle...n to swim...

alright alright...just realised how detached i was frm e com...hehex...5 daes since i last touch e com...hotmail flooded wif 70plus mails...n my dear blog hasnt been updated....n my tagboard is dead....dots...so here i am...anywae...keepin this post short..cox my sis wan to use e com...just changed e blogskin..apparently...this blogskin wasnt wad i wan...or rather...of all e blogskins tat i searched for...none caught my attention...=x anywae...just make do wif it...i'll search again when i haf e time...=)

oh ya...i was actually readin wad i blogged in dec 2004...just click on 'files' and u can read it too...e way i type n express myself...sounded so much like a typical sec 3 gurl...=/ come to think abt it again...time flies!!! as i read e past entries...it still seemed so clear...n my blog is 1 and 1/2 year old? hahax...n i still rmb y i created this blog last time...

to e RESPECTABLES: if u are readin this..dun stop half way!

alright...this is goin to be a long long post...cox im back frm st john camp 2daes back...n got lots to update...hehehx...it was a camp tat i had been lookin forward to...hmm..for once im lookin forward to camps...anywae...reached zhonghua at 8am on fridae...was hopin wearin full uniform would bring me back some aura...erm...apparently it didnt work...too long nva shout at cadets...lost e aura...=x dots.

anywae...e dae went on packed wif activities for e cadets...had survivor cookin for lunch...bet it was e best survivor cookin ever in my entire life in st john...hahax..for once e egg wasnt burnt...e long bean was partially cooked...at least it was partially cooked...still rmb e times in advance nco course camp...e lunch was a total disaster...e rice was half cooked...e egg was burnt...e long bean wasnt even cooked...n we had to swallow it down our throat...YUCKS!

anywae...triage was e highlight of e dae as well...erm...it wasnt totally tat bad...but it could be a whole lot better..imagine 9 cadets trying to carry one corpse? waste of manpower? n e way i see e sec 1s check for e casulty's breathin i almost luff...cox they placed their fingers at e casualty nose to check whether they were dead of alive...dots.

n yup...at night had muggin session wif jenny till 2plus am...and as usual...me eliza n jenny slept beside each other...n e poncho fight wif jenny begin! hahax...apparently me n jen was fightin for poncho throughout e night...=x n she didnt realise it at all till i told her...=x

woke up at 6plus am...all thx to e loud alarm of jackie n benjamin... cox e gurls were sharin bunk with e guys and their alarm all sounded at different timin...n got us all woke up...ZzZz...

had breakfast n prepared for e hike...same old route again...frm MacRitchi to bukit timah hill summit...n guess wad...i got to sit in e car throught e hike...whahhax...cox i was suppose to be e safety i/c...so had to stay in e car in case of any emergency...eliza was wif me...n guohua drove us...on our way...me n eliza went crazy...crazy for macdonald! hahax...sick of camp food...so guohua being nice...drove us to e nearest mac...which is e turf city...nva entered tat place before...n seriously...felt so out of place there...cox only got all e uncles n aunties there...but no luck...e mac was closed...so guohua tried findin another mac...n finally went to sum mac at bukit timah area...e mac is those kinda of drive past one...n it was super furnie...shall not elaborate too much...otherwise my entry will be nva endin...anywae...guohua treated us...nice of him!

started raining not long later...hike ended ard 1plus...n all safely back in sch at2plus...jenny... sir calvin..qingjun n aaraon set off for another hike for e year 2s...while me n eliza stayed back..it was super borin then...was tryin to mug wif eliza...but we fell asleep instead...=x

read on....

just when i was complainin it was borin...smth happened...still rmb tat time when cheryl...kristin..fiona..zhirong n i were tokin abt our camps...then they tok abt their encounter wif e ghosts n everything...n i was still sayin nth had happened in zhonghua thoughout all e camps i went thru...it happened...im not sure wad i saw was indeed a ghost or wad...but it got me totally freaked out...it happened when eliza n i were waitin for someone outside e art rm tat area...n suddenly eliza was askin me whether tat person standin at e basketball court is a human or a ghost...e first thing i said was of cox human...cox i was thinkin e ncos could had fall-in at e basketcourt...but i realise there was onli one person standin there...just a white figure...n it didnt move at all...wantin to find out whether it is true...me n eliza walked to e canteen towards e basketball court...but there were seriously no one...no nco fall-in there...absolutely no one there...n we both freaked out...it's simply so freaky...it was ard 8pm then...tryin to remain calm...we went ahead wif e syallbus training...eliza told this incident to kexin...n chuwen noein tat we could had seen it...told us e cadets actually heard it n some seen it as well...gosh...it was e first time ever...i got realli scared...just felt so eerie all of a sudden...n apparently...jenny was sayin she saw it too..so..was wad i saw indeed a ghost? do they realli exist? or was i just hallucinating? *shrugged*

anywae...everyone was tryin to ease e tension...n yep...we celebrated sir calvin's birthdae...chuwen n others bought a ninja turtle cake for him...hahax...!! n jenny..eliza n i made a shirt for him...=) even then...everyone was still rather paranoid n scared...so qingjun offer a movie screenin in e bunk...we watched scary movie...forgot whether it was 3 or 4 but is those comical ones...

n yep...had campfire e next dae!! it was a nice campfire...at least it lifted e atmosphere n e mood of e cadets n e grads...had friendship dance..sing along...dance...cheers..performance...charades...a rather enjoyable campfire...=) after e campfire..jenny...eliza...jackie n i left e camp...i didnt stay on...thou left only e last dae...cox got lots of things to do...still haven finish revisin my work...so went home one dae earlier...

im still missin e days in st john!!!
alright..let me write more...in case someone sae i nva write abt her....

e memories of e RESPECTABLES!!! e days in camp

i miss e days in camp when jenny eliza n i would brave thru e wind, e thunder,e lightning n e storm!!! =) we went thru exactly 4training camps n 2 leisure camps together!=)
i still rmb e daes when eliza n i got punished by sir in ubin ...still rmb eliza? he made us emptied our bags in e rain? n we got so angry!
i still rmb e times when we 3 slept in basha in ubin...n how jenny slept so soundly...leavin me n eliza supportin e stupid groundsheet tat kept drippin water on us...
i still rmb e daes in camp when e seniors alwaes punished us...how we looked out for each other n encouraged each other!
i still rmb e times when i alwaes had problems...eliza would be e one tokin to me n comfortin me..while jenny will be e one advisin me...=)

e memories of e RESPECTABLES!!! e days as an NCO
i still rmb e days when we 3 would alwaes stay back in sch doin this n doin tat
i still rmb e daes when we trained so hard for FAC everydae after sch
i still rmb e daes we marched in e rain
i still rmb e daes we planned n carried out e trainings
i still rmb e times when we 3 quarrelled...but we grew closer each other we made up wif each other! =)
i still rmb e times we planned for camp...e obstacles we faces...gettin irritated by some ppl...rite jenny? all e mistakes we made while carryin out e camp...all e problems we went thru were not worthless...cox we grew! mentally..physically..emotionally! =)
i'll nva forget e times when our telepathy nva failed! right B1?

e list is nva endin..there's sooo much more tat we 3 had went thru...things tat not words can be explained...may we still remain as wad we are down e years!!! *hugs to both* =)

im feelin so dead...studied chem todae...left with half of chem bondin...haixx...im suppose to finish it todae...but i cant seem to get e facts in my brain...hmm...=x im suddenly missin my secondary sch daes....

i missed e times in ST JOHN!!!
i missed the time when e ncos would all stayed back after sch in st john rm for meetins and stuff
i missed the times e nursins did their footdrill in e parade square
i missed the jokes, shoutings, screaming, qurrallin in st john rm
i missed scoldin e cadets
i missed doin admin stuff
i missed sir ben's naggin
i missed havin fridae trainins
i missed takin keys for st john rm frm mdm vani
to all advance ncos 2005 : we rox!!!

i missed 4E2!!!
i missed crappin n gosspin with vosh n yunting
i missed goin to recess with vosh n yunting
i missed e muggin daes with yingxian
i missed tingxuan n siewting's jokes n laughters
i missed bellinda's loud singing
i simply missed everything abt e2

i just missed my secondary sch life!!! i missed e time he would cum to class n look for me durin recess...i missed e time he send me home after sch...i missed e time he waited for me till late hours just to accompany me home...i missed e time he would shelter me when it rains...i missed e time we tok on phone everydae...i missed e time when we alwaes go to pasir ris park just to enjoy e breeze...i missed e time he accompanied me to changi beach just to see e aeroplanes...i missed e time we had together...

memories...no wonder i had no more space in my brain to cram in facts on chem...

just realised i haven been updatin for an entire week....so this is going to be a long long entry... and before i forget...this was e field i was referin to in my previous previous entry...hehex...it doesnt look like grass rite? n yes...those ppl in blue n white are e mj soccer player...

Mondae
day started off wif GP exam...chose this topic for my essay -> 'Schools stifle creativity. Do you agree'. Not too bad a topic...at least i got things to write...then did compre as well...erm..kinda tough i felt...cox e ans not tat easy to find...n it felt so much like a lit paper...anywae...e exam ended ard 11plus...had tok wif vice-principal...lunch...n set off for our learnin journey..sound like secondary sch huh...hehex..anywae...our class went to asian civilisation museum...was luffin my heads off under e acompany of cheryl..fiona..huixian...=) we are simply too lame...but their presence simply brighten up my dae...hmm...=) n also not forgetin e other gals in s212 too! linger ard e museum...took photos...n set off to shaw tower for our movie...->X men- e last stand. didnt realli like e idea of watchin x-men initially...but it wasnt too bad lar...e white hair gal(forgot her name) simply looks cool...n they all got super ability...how i wish i got one too...i wan try flyin in e sky...=x anywae...e movie ended...me...cheryl..hui xian n zhirong went down to bugis to grab our dinner -->takopachi n a piece of sushi...yummy! =) n off we went home...

e gurls of o6s212...short of 4 more...


tats huixian...cheryl...ME...n of cox fiona...

a glimpse of e cinema...tats onli half of e size of e cinema...tats how big it is...

read on...u're onli halfway thru....hahahax...

Tuesdae
lessons were super dry it almost killed me...had SPA as well...n phew! i didnt screwed up this time...thx goodness!!! =)

Wed
i finally got my atm card...

Thurs
i was a sotong...imagine readin a msg at1pm n just realised u actually had forgotten abt havin maths lessons at 12.05pm...how interestin can tat be...huixian was kind enuff to msg me at 12.15pm..askin why i haven cum sch...but i didnt check my phone till 1pm n i almost got a shock...i actually clean forgotten abt e extra maths lesson....felt so dumb...quickly got change n went to sch...by e time i reach e classrm..was alreadi 1.30pm...n lesson was endin in like 10mins time...gasp! mrs quek was so shocked to see me...n she asked me..'where u cum frm' hahax...! went for a run wif my sister later in e evenin...we ran to e sengkang sculpture park...but to our dismay...e swings were taken by e kids...n there were nth much to see either...rested there for awhile...did sum sit ups n ran back...it seemed pretty far...but it was only a 20min run back home...didnt get to burn off e fats...eeeww...=x nvm...at least i got my legs movin...

Fri
had double chem lecture in e afternoon...reached home...had dinner...n off to e hospital to see my ah ma...she just had an operation at her knee...when we reached there...my ah ma was still at e operation theatre...so had to wait for her to come out...meanwhile...was chattin wif xuan...realise tat we haven seen each other for like so long...n there's lots to catch up wif each other...ard 9pm or so...my ah ma was finally out...went to see her...but she was still in a semi-concious state..so didnt disturb her...n we left...

Todae
mugged chem todae...left wif atomic structure n chem bondin n i will be done wif it...got so much to revise...this is nuts...=x went to e hospital after dinner to see ah ma again...she had a fever...hope she will be better soon...n ya...i saw pierre png n andrea de cruz...hahax...cool yea? they came to visit someone also...my cousins were super furnie...they wanted to catch a glimpse of pierre png n they kept walkin past e ward n tryin to peep in to see...hahax...okie i admit..i tried to peep in also...hahax...=p me n my cousins were sittin at e couch chattin....n suddenly qi..wei n yi rushed back...tellin us pierre png n his wife comin out le...so everyone got into their position...it was a super furnie sight...everyone rushin n sittin at e couch...all lookin in one direction...n my cousins did one thing...they took their phones out n attempted to take a photo...n they didnt silent their phone...so e 'chi ching' sound of e camera was heard loud n clear...gosh! felt so paiseh...pierre png had this mr audi. kind of moustache...hahax...but he looks quite shuai lar...n andrea de cruz was simply slim...looks quite pretty also...so tat was e highlight of e day...

i'll upload more pics next time...im sleepy...im off to lala land...ZzZz....

hey...im here again to update...gosh! ive been slackin e entire dae...oh no oh no....okie...on second thought...maybe i didnt slack to e extent..at least i read thru sum essays...n go thru sum pointers for writin essay...attempted chem tys mcq...attempted summation tutorials...but gave up after doin one qns...hahax! okie...im currently super panic abt my gp exam tomolo...wad if i got nth to write for e essay topics? wif if i cant seem to paraphrase n write in my own words for compre? wad if i got simply no time!! gasp!!! im gettin paranoid....ahhhhhhhhh =x

hmm...on a lighter note...a piece of good news for my family...my sis received her results a few daes back...and she graduated wif second class upper honours in law...tats like...a big WOW!!! she told me first class honours are for those ppl wif at least 40% As in their papers...then next cum second class upper honours...then second class lower honours...then third class honour...ahhh...she's simply brilliant...how i wished she could just give me some genes...or maybe i'll try packin her in my bag n bring her to gp exam tomolo...high possibility tat i'll ace my essay wif her ard....cool! =) n yep..my second sis also goin uni this july-aug....she's goin to study psychology...another big WOW!! gosh...now it dawned on me...wad am i goin to be next time?? realli a doctor? but is not as if i wan to be n i can be...is like it's so hard to get into e faculty...wad if i cant be a doctor....wad will i be then?? i ponder....

donkey daes since i last updated...so here i am...

just 2daes back..which is thursdae...was e soccer finals...mj vs. vj....so we ended sch earlier than usual...cox had to go all e way down to jalan basar stadium...apparently...i was veri amused by e soccer field there...hahax...cox is not those field wif grass....it looks like e floorin tat u see in playgrounds...those carpet ones...n is in shades of green...okie...lets not digress...e match started....wif mj leadin...2-1...but e last few mins....vj suddenly scored 2 more goals...so...mj lost...but well...e team realli played their best...everyone just cheered for them thou we lost e champion...n ms lai announce an off dae e next dae...which mean no school for all!! but then...we had SPA...so still gotta go back for e exam...hmm...left e stadium near8pm...felt so stranded there...hahax..cox apparently...no one noes how to get home frm there...but thx to sheauwei...e only one among e rest of e gals that knew how to walk to e busstop...so everyone was saved!

had SPA on fridae when e whole sch is like havin holidae...argh...anywae...my right eye kept twitchin for like e past 4daes...n i guess i knew y...is an omen! a signal sent to tell me tat i'll screwed up my phy SPA....argh!!! i felt so dumb lar...i totally screwed up my SPA...felt like jumpin off e buildin after e paper...i could had done well..cox is not a tough paper...n i just screwed it...gosh! my mind was like super blank when i drew e graph...argh!!! i was complainin to my sis for like hrs when i reached home...n later on when i went back zhss for st john...i complained more to qingjun...n he was like luffin at how dumb i can get....ahhhh....=x wad a horrible senior! anywae...took a look at e year 3 trainin e cadets...apparently..still aint too bad...but they nva noe how to respect n greet their seniors...after so much we had taught em...this is wad they had learnt...anywae...gotta thx qingjun todae for helpin me n jen out by revisin first aid wif e faq team...he rox! anywae...went home ard 7...ate my dinner...n read up on sum essays...mon will be my gp exam!!! n im realli scared...so far...i haven had any gp tests...n now i haf to sit for e exam...ZzZzZ....better prayed hard i dun screwed e paper...

all right...tried doin chem tys todae...n gasped! is not easy at all lar...not like secondary sch tys...10qns maybe one or 2 difficult ones...n usually u can get e ans easily...now is like 10qns...8qns are difficult...ZzZ...spent so long doin e mcq...alamak! =x

my weekends are finally here...im so sick of studyin...plus mid paper cumin le...n im still blurr in like so many things...ZzZz....n im left wif 9daes to GP paper...36daes to chem phy n econs...argh!

anywae..went back to zhonghua to help e cadets wif e faq yesterdae...reached there just in time for their master parade...qingjun was alreadi there then...brief e cadets on faq n they did their research...jenny joined us for PT...n she bought my favourite type of chocolate...whahhax...ThAnKs gAl! u rox!=)

PT was fun!! ran ard sch n played captain ball...faq team vs. jen..me n qingjun...hehex...n of cox we won...all thx to qingjun looonng hands n legs...hahax...=p e main objective was to bond e cadets...but it bonded us too...=)

n guessed wad? i actually played soccer wif my juniors n qingjun..whahhax! wad an experience...qingjun was teachin me how to kick e ball...but e ball alwaes go e wrong direction...ZZzzZ...anywae...it aint too bad...

went home ard 7.30pm n i bump into woonjiun n jacqueline at e serangoon interchange...hahax..so qiao....so long since i last saw em...tok awhile...then my bus came...was on e bus when i realised my muscles are achin like mad...cox had 2.4km e dae before...n yesterdae played captain ball n soccer...i declared: seehwee cant move anymore!=x

okie...guess i better go n do my maths tutorials...