stupid headache tat refuse to bug off todae...argh...=x went home straight after sch....so didnt went to see e soccer match...heard tat mj won jjc i think...wif a score of 1-0...also heard tat maybe next thur dunhaf sch cox e whole sch will be goin down to support e finals...wow! is like so cool...hahax...=p n if mj soccer team won...we haf another dae off????

oh ya...todae got sum nus..ntu...n other overseas uni came to set up booth in mj...then there's this booth tat gave out sumthin like a origami..u haf to fold e paper into this dinosaur...hahax...then durin self study period todae...me..huixian n xiaoxuan were like busy foldin e thing...but i threw away my dinosaur after i completed it...hehex...cox e glue not sticky enuff...e head kept droppin off...=x

hmm...todae also had 2.4km run...argh..this is nuts...i ran like so slow lar...ZzZzZ...i still prefer runnin in punggol park...so much better...better than runnin in circles n circles...

QNS: what bank account does a skeleton set up?
ANS: joint account

QNS: y is it that when e skeleton met with his enemy, he didnt kill him?
ANS: he got no guts

hahax...okie...im gettin lame...but is furnie..isnt it?

ages since i last updated...im suppose to be doin my compre summary...but apparently...my brain aint workin...cant think...anywae...did my chem spa todae...erm..shall not comment much...but it was relatively okie ba...

okie...i guess my brain seriously is not workin now...i think i update next time hao le...

im sad. im depressed. im fraustrated.
there's no reason to it
dun ask me y
smth just kept botherin me
i dunno wads is it
-cries-

gosh! im finally back to update le!! hahax...been so tired n lazy to update for e past few daes...hmm...=p

n im glad to announce tat i finally pass my first paper in mj!!! hahax...after like so many tests...duh....=x got a B for chem at last...hahahax.....=) could had done better if my brain had worked faster...but nvm...is alreadi a big jump frm F to B...

yesterdae had music xtraordinaire....sum sort like a superstar competition...n yep...most of s212 were there to support xiaoxuan n lihan...hahhax...went dinnerin wif zhirong..shuling...huixian n cheryl....n gosh...i did a dumb thing again...i was tryin to call cheryl...dialled e no. n kept askin her where she is n whether she cumin over to join me..shuling n huixian....n then...i suddenly realised...i called e wrong cheryl....DUH...speechless...

went back to mj ard 6plus...got seated in LT...n yep...e event started...n of cox xiaoxuan sweeped everything off e stage...hahax...she won champion in e solo catagory n also won e 'zhui jia ren qi jiang' cox she got e highest vote...seriously...she sing super nice...congrats to her! =) thou lihan didnt win..but yep...she tried her best le...consider win le ba...=)

n yep...they invited e campus superstar, zhiyang...at first thought he looks weird...but kan jiu le...actually he not too bad lar...hahax..he's quite a shy guy....n he sings realli well too...everyone was like busy snappin photos of him n takin videos usin their phones...im not as crazy as em...i merely recorded his singing...hahax...=x does tat sounds contradictin? =p

anywae...everythin ended ard 9plus...reached home...bathe..watch teevee...n slp...

stay happie!!!! =))

let see what i haf done for my afternoon

-completed my maths inqualities assignment
-completed summary for inqualities chapter
-completed maths binomial tutorials
-written notes for econs

hmm....satisfaction....perhaps could haf done more...but well...considerin e fact tat i did em all within one afternoon is alreadi more than enuff...hehex...=)

now doin my final editin for my PI....hmmm...realli mux thank those ppl who helped me wif my PI...a big THANK YOU to u guys...!!!! =)

cant believe it...my muscle is achin everywhere...just cox of a standin board jump...alamak...i was jumpin n jumpin n jumpin for pe lesson tat dae...cox ms suey kept sayin i leave off e ground wif 1 leg only...alamak...then me n fiona were like kept jumpin at e side...dunnoe jump for how many umpteen times...ZzZz...

mon is e 5items test le...cham! my sit n reach seriously got problem..i think i got stiff bones...ZzZz...n i cant jump far enuff....n my knee still hurts at times...how to run fast for shuttle run??? how to get gold?? ZzZz....im only confident of sit ups...hahhax..e most relaxin one...=x

i'll update tomolo again..sista wan to use com...shall keep my entry short then...

yay!!! is self-declared FREE FRIDAY again...hahahhax...okie..there's actually lots of things to do...but well...i need a break too!

sch suppose to end at 12.05pm todae de...thx to labour dae on mon...had make- up maths tutorials...sianed! n she just went on for like near 2periods....which is near 100mins!! ZzZzz...ended up rushin back to zhss cox i was meetin yuting n hanshen to collect e cert...n i didnt wan em to wait either...n e bus took sooo long to come lar...ZzZ...reach zhonghua ard 2.40pm...

i saw him again...shld i be happie or shld i be sad? i dunnoe either...just knew tat i veri long nva see him le..he didnt change much thou...except tat he cut his hair i guess...=x exchanged a few words...he left to meet his frenx...

n i was left wif yuting..waited for andrew to cum..n then val...then ian..then mitchell...4e2 gatherin...! hahax...sigh! missed 4e2 soo much....e days when i would go recess wif val n yunting...e days when i go for sj trainin...e days when we all had so much fun...e days when 4e2 was known to be e most fun lovin class but wif e lousiest results....=x sigh sigh sigh...

e guys played soccer...me n val just stood aside...became e caretaker...hahax...we are responsible caretakers that took real care of e guys belonging...hahax...n we started crappin abt everything we see...still rmberin e times when me n val alwaes gossip abt ppl...we are like so full of nonsense...hahax...!!! e times when we sit at e back durin sec 3 n alwaes munch on sweets n oreos durin lesson...n how i would alwaes confide in her when i got prob =)

left sch ard 6plus wif yuting...we both tok n tok n tok all e way home...it was nice of him to accompany me all e way to my stop when he could had alighted earlier...but anywae....we tok abt him...we tok abt relationships....wad wif all e X factors n everything...n i was glad i stayed strong...3 times i swallowed my tears back...i didnt let my tears flow...i dunwan to be sad...not anymore...

you said 'no change...nth has changed'...there's obviously a big flaw...

here's sum photos taken with 06s212 durin e sports dae.. .but is only half e class...but nvm lar...


hahax..tats us in our yellowbanana shirt...hehex...thats pearly..me and shuling on e second row...and lihan..kRIsTin..huixian..sheau wei..ZHIRONG...fatin..akilah...cheryl...(left to right)

another shot wif e addition of two guys...ci siang n wen yuen...

note: ppl who had fallen ill...pls take care!!!

yesterdae was mj's so called colosseum..erm...it simply just meant sports dae lar...hahax...sch ended at 12.05pm as usual...so me..sheau wei...kristin..huixian..shuling made our way to e west plaza to use e toilet?? hahax...tats wad sheau wei saes anywae...i haven been there yet...thought it was sum air con place...n apparently...it isnt...=x met up wif zhirong n cheryl as well...just linger ard n went back mj at 1.30...colosseum was kinda borin...n e atmosphere wasnt there either....just see ppl runnin ard in circles...see ppl playin tug or war n gladiator ball...guess e most excitin part was only e cheerleadin...cox atlas won champion! hahax...=) oh ya..guess wad...i was so dumb yesterdae...u noe there's this kinda stand wif a transparent board...usually ppl will slip in pieces of paper like 'examinations in progress' or 'out of bound'...can picture? if cannot nvm lar...but anywae...e main thing was...e stand was at eye level..n i was so dumb n i walked right into it...ouch!!! n i was so paiseh lar!! cox apparently...sum ppl saw it...n i didnt wan to paiseh myself...so i got to act as if nth happen...n walked away when my eye was like super pain...=x wad an experience...

anywae...colosseum ended punctually at 5.30pm...atlas won third...sad sia...but nvm lar...we didnt participate in many track events...cant be help..*shrugged* anywae...e highlight of e dae was...JENNY came to MJ!!! hahax...=) e feelin of seein her once again was great...hahax...we went tourin ard e sch...hehehx...=p stayed awhile in mj n headed to sengkang bk for dinner n meetin...i got soooo much to tell her...so long since i last crap to her...hahax...n our telepathy nva fails...erm...most of time i guess...=) ahhhh jennny!!! love u to bits man!! =) how i wish she was in mj...or rather i was in vj...erm...abit impossible thou...but ya...is alwaes better when u haf a close frenx in e same sch...

zZzZz...actually im veri tired...but just didnt feel like goin to bed...hehex...anywae..todae was a super looonngg dae...had lesson till 3.25pm...i was practically dozin off in maths lecture...veri tired!! maybe cox i slept late yesterdae...anywae...haf to go support e soccer match at e teachers network there...is at grange rd...erm..sumwhere near e great world city there...super far...but luckily we had transportation there...me n huixian was pretty reluctant to go actually..cox got lots of homework to do...ZzZ...we both were nuts...kept thinking of ways to escape...hahax...but still...we went there lar...it was mj vs. rj....n it was a score of 5-1...hahhax..mj soccer team is so power...but who noes due to e heavy downpour...e match was delayed awhile...just left tat 3mins le....n hu noes...dunnoe which fellow saes tat will haf a rematch again...which means the score of 5-1 doesnt count at all!! hmph! so angry...waste e soccer team's effort...n i finally noe y ppl watch soccer match alwaes sae 'referee kayu' cox e referee arh..realli veri idiotic...he didnt blow e whistle...then e rj player just kicked in e ball n it goal...n he counted it....everyone was like so super angry! =( referee can be bias too....eeeewww...

anywae...i was suppose to go to my ah ma hse for dinner de...cox is e 100daes since my ah gong passed away...thinkin back..it seemed so long...but yet..i will nva forget how my ah gong looked like when he was lyin on e hospital bed...haixx...actually e death of both my grandfathers came so quickly...one after another...it just dawned on me how it is just so impt to cherish e ones around u n not to hurt em...*sigh*

anywae...i couldnt make it to my ah ma hse todae..cox e soccer match ended late...n im kinda stranded at e area...felt pretty bad n guilty for not goin to my ah ma hse...heard frm my sista my ah ma got pretty emotional todae...n yada yada...lots of things happen...is just kinda unbelievable...i realli hope she can pull through this...n be optimistic...just like how my grandma is tryin to be...wad they are facin are a thousand times more worse than me...thinkin back...i shouldnt be cryin over him anymore...is aint worth it...wad i suffer is just a minor breakup...yet what both my grandmothers facin are e death of their beloved husband..someone who accompanied them for e past 50years...n me? just a mere 2yr 7mths n 9daes relationship is nth compared to tat...i guess i just gotta be strong...n im not gonna let tat bug me anymore...i had cried enuff...n my tears had all dried up...move on gurl!

*gasp* see hwee is actually still awake at 11.30pm!!! hahax...okie...im actually still workin on my econs essay...cox tomolo haf to go support e soccer match...so no time to do homework le..so gotta rush now...actually...didnt realli wan go see e soccer match de..more interested in e match against tpjc...cox i'll get to be back in tpj again! =) anyway...here's e pics of o6s11 gatherin tat dae...

yay!! o6s11!!! see the S11 coffee shop sign at the side?

another shot...
e guys went mad over a lampost?

e 3 flower boys...hehex..

my blog is alive again!!! hahax..realise i haven been bloggin all these while...so let me update ba...

yesterdae was my self- declared 'free fridae' day...hahax..which means tat i can slack e entire dae without feelin any sense of guilt...hahax...=D lesson ended at 12.05pm yesterdae...but had a gp field trip to e sikh temple...weird ritex? but mr. audi was sayin tat it isnt easy to get into e sikh temple...so our class went...or rather 10 of us went...hehex...=p had to wait till 2.30pm before e bus came to fetch us to e temple..so meanwhile...e gurls were busy chattin awae n munchin on our ice cream...nice feelin thou..havin to sit at e canteen n just tok n tok...*no mention on studies* =x

reached e temple...had to take off our shoes...wash our feet n hands before we proceeded up to a room...everyone had to had their bandanna on...we were led to this big room...looks pretty nice wif carpetted floorin...sat down n listen to e tok...then qns n ans...then went to receive sum 'blessin' they scoop half a spoonful of weird brown oily stuff on my hand...suppose to eat it lar..but i didnt dare to..cox it looks erm...just didnt look quite right...xiaoxuan ate it thou..she says it was blend...but abit sweet n it feels soft...yep...left e temple ard 5pm...took a train down frm boonkeng mrt all e way to tampines mrt to meet o6s11 for dinner...! =)

great feelin havin to see jiayi..michelle...tengming again...wif exceptions to mj ppl...hehex...cox i see u guys more often then i see em...anywae...stood outside e mrt...was waitin for tengming to cum...so as usual...we stone there...was luffin at zhangquan n his zip...n his encounter wif his squash balls...n e irritatin christopher tat kept flyin ard...dun understand wad i meant ritex...?? =p hahax...

decided to go to starbucks to wait for tengming instead...so we sat there...played sum lame games...n chatted...n watch chris drank his $3.20 espresso solo...hahax..e drink was like barely half a cup...=x yep...finally tengming came ard 7plus...took us sooo long to decide where to eat...playin scissors paper stone to decide summore...hahax...so we ended up in kfc at 8plus...took many photos...walk ard tampines area...took more photos...n we parted at 10pm...o6s11 rox!!! okie..i shouldnt forget abt o6s212 also...o6s212 rox too!!! hehex...=) waitin for jiayi to send me e pics...will upload em later...'free fridae' is such great dae!!! hehex...=)

oh ya..saw this in zhirong blog..so i tried e test as well..i thought it was quite true thou...hehex...

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this is sooo tiring...how cum e pile of homework just cant be finished??? ZzZzZz...im actually pretty stuck wif chem n phy tutorials...cox i dun realli now how to do...die le...n chem test is like 2 days later...phy tests 5daes later...haixx....nth much to look forward for this upcomin week...except fridae!! cox is o6s11 gatherin once again...hahax...=)

im suppose to be writin my gp essay now...' Do you agree that marriage without children is meaningless'...i disagree on tat pt anywae...but my brain cells apparently doesnt seem to be functioning well todae...ZzZz...

oh ya..summore pics on s11 outin tat dae...maybe o6s212 shld take sum pic too...


this is my veri gd frenx MERLION...situated at my veri favourite place...e spore river!!

okie..tats chris n zhangquan playin in e arcade...sum random shots...

tats another class photo...apparently...im blocked...

erm...2 ghostly figures??

e esplanade!!!


it seemed as thou i had gotten over it...but when i saw tat...i knew it isnt over

i miss o6s11....i miss jiayi!!! i miss michelle!! i miss hweiting!!!i miss kaiying!!! i miss yuping!!!i miss huiyun!!!i miss timo!!! i miss chris!!! i miss tengming!!! i miss wenfu!!! i miss koomar!!! i miss ranjan!!! i miss farhan!!! i miss daryl!!!i miss everyone....sniff...i miss e time when we pon lecture just to play donkey...miss goin out after sch to timo house to stone...goin to chris house to sing...=x now im stuck in mj...daily routine = mug n mug n mug summore...

anywae...was out wif os611 yesterdae...here's sum photos...

proudy presents e class o6S11!!! taken rite outside esplanade...

e hotel tat timothy claims it's his??

chris n his sick position...

n lastly...dinner at lau pa sat...

still got more pics...waiting for jiayi to send..will post more...

but then anywae...was out doin flag dae at tp mrt todae..erm...i would sae tat e feelin of being obstracised by e society was definitely there cox e moment we walked up to them...they cleared e path immediately...not tat there wasnt any kind soul ard...but e majority ppl are unwillingly to donate...hmm...wads has gone wrong...?

*yawn* this is so tired...just finished wif editin my PI...i practically changed everythin again...alamak...=x

oh ya..todaes chem prac was so furnie...i was doin wif akilah...n she was so sotong...( for once i wasnt sotong...=p) she did e dilution thingy..then she exceeded by alot...so she ended up throwin awae her solution n used mine instead..then started titration...n she realised her potassium manganate cant seem to clear when it react wif hydrogen peroxide...so she threw awae her solution again...then after like 10mins...she suddenly realised tat she forget to add sulphuric acid..tats y her titration got problem...so i ended up doin e titration for her...=x while she became my chem assit. she helped me prepare all e solution...then all i haf to do is to titrate...hahax...then when washin up tat time...dunnoe wads wrong wif her..she ended up splashin water all over my legs...=x n e best thing was...i realised my titration results were so far frm e accurate one...so we both changed our ans...so after goin thru so much...in short...it is e same as not doin anythin at all...=x wad an experience in chem lab...

yep...had netball trainin todae also...ran 10rounds ard e court...learn sum new stunts...hahax...but training todae was still okie lar..not tat bad...then had friendly match wif e j2...apparently...e j1 seems to score more than em...hmm...=) but after trainin...my knee was alreadi screamin for help...tomolo got pe summore...die...

anywae...just wanna sae a BIG THANK YOU to kristin n fatin...=)

todae's lesson was sooo dry...was sittin thru lectures n i was like starin into blank space..practically stoning awae...e only lesson i was awake was durin econs...hahax..cox got test todae...hopefully i wun do too bad...=x otherwise waste my effort muggin so hard e dae before...=x

hmm...realised i've been piggin e entire dae...just cant stop eatin!! recess i had a curry puff...lunch i had rice...ate two pieces of bread wif cheese n tomatoes when i reached home plus a packet of snacks...n im still itchin for more food...n im waitin for dinner now...gasp! =x are there sum worms in my stomach tat fight wif me over e food?

tomolo haf to go sch early...wad a disappointment when sch starts at 8.30am n we haf to go for e house meetin at 7.30am...aint tat e same as normal dae...n everytime we go for e meetin..they alwaes so draggy de...

haixx...im feelin so lazy to do my tutorials...

haixx..sigh...wad haf i done for my weekends??? didnt realli mug alot...just did my homework...n studied my phy...tats all!! oh my goodness...am i abit too slack??? i even took a nap just now...n this daron got so shocked n was askin me how cum i got the time to nap...oh no...everyone is muggin...=x

tue got econs test...just merely read thru..haven realli went into e details...i alwaes start readin frm scarcity n opp.cost...n by e time i read finish those...i alreadi felt like slpin le...which explains y i haven start studyin ppc...gosh! okie...i had better go mug le...i mux top econs test!!!

todae is april 9...

ZzZzz....im so tired!!!! i woke up near 8am todae...did my phy prac...studied my phy notes...did my phy tut. ZzZzz...sianed....but nvm...is worth e effort...cox at least i understand slightly better...hmm...tryin to do my PI also...but dunno how to start...ahhh....wad a boring dae...

sis bf came over to my hse...brought lots of big curry puffs...hahax...ever since i got in mj..i got this sudden craze over curry puffs...hahax...furnie...recess i eat curry puff...lunch i also eat tat...hmm...watever...im tokin crap again...=x

there's still so much goin on in my mind...not only u are in a dilemma...im also too...is so hard when u cant exactly confide into sumone in sch...althought there are frenx out there who help me...especially o6s11...n i realli thx em alot...but there are still certain things tat they cant reach out to...when things start bottling up inside...u break down e moment someone talks abt it...is not tat i haven gotten over him...is e memories tat kept buggin n refused to go...*shrugged* ahh...shall not get emotional here...=x siNgLeHooD rOx!!! =p

i go to sum research for my PI le...update again...

here again to update le...haven realli got e time to update for e past few daes thou...anywae..todae was a rather short dae...lesson ended at 12.05pm...thou i dun realli like phy...but i like havin phy lectures...hahax..wad an irony...cox e lecturer is super furnie..make e lecture so much more interesting...anywae...went back for zhonghua sports dae todae wif daron...it was an exchange of ncc trainin n sjab training on e journey there...hahax...wad a furnie conversation...=p n i didnt even noe he lived in england before...*gasp*...anywae...by e time we got to serangoon stadium...e parade alreadi over le..so just stand ard...
saw valerie..jean..samuel...huiqi..derrick...alex..mitchell...yuting...quite a few of grads went back lar...just sat ard...n tok...left ard 4plus...

my knee haven recover yet!! but now at least better le..can walk properly...but i cant bend my knee too much..neither can i realli straightened it...ouch! all thx to pe tat dae...had shuttle run..then all e jumpin exercise...summore had netball trainin...ZzzZz...

oh ya..btw...im in Meridian JC...not Catholic JC okie??

heyhey!!! im sooo proud of myself todae...hahax...i actually went to donate my blood todae in sch...*grinx* sch ended at 3.25pm todae...so me..hengky n xiao xuan went to e hall...but they two ps me...xiao xuan got chicken pox two mth back..then e person dun let her donate..then this hengky got sore throat last week..also cannot donate...wad e..so left me alone...=x

had a jab on my finger for e blood test...i think is test for e iron in ur body de...then another jab for painkiller...n finally e last jab for e transfusion of blood...e nurse was so furnie..he was findin for my vein...then he sae my vein so small n short...then he was askin another senior nurse whether im suitable to donate not...then she told him...'aiyah..can de...u just poke in straight..then turn left abit...' *gasp* i almost got a shock...tat sounded so scary...=x i felt like a blood machine...u noe how ppl squeeze e cow for milk? tats exactly how it is like..they are squeezin e blood out of me...i donated a packet of blood...plus another 4 tubes in which these have to be tested....n ya...got to choose wad colour bandage i wan...hahax...n obviously..i got pink!

yep..so i walked out of e hall...wif my pink bandage...n this nice hengky had been waitin for me outside...we went to library...n i just realised tat mj library actually loan FIR...liang jing ru..huang yi da...linkin park n many other singer's cds...hmm...so shockin for a mugger sch to loan all these cds....

went home ard 5plus...my mum super furnie...cox she cooked red bean soup...then e moment i reached home...she was like...ahh..just nice...hurry go drink more red bean soup..replenish all e lost blood...hahax...i got such a sweet mum...=)

how i wish i could just knock my head against e wall...maybe suffer sum concussion or wad...or maybe sum selective memory loss...n lose part of my memories...haixx...just let me get over it...

hahhax...i was tellin eliza tat we haf to take nice photos so tat i can post em on blog...as a result...we took many manny shots...so i cant waste her effort...hehhex...im goin to post every photos here tat we took..with exception to those weird lookin n furnie ones...=p hehex...


standin at e bball court...notice e sky?

tats jen n i...standin on e pull up bar...

hahax...notice sumthin?? my legs cant touch e ground!!! is danglin in midair...

hahax...we three actin silly again...jen..we dun look too malu here ritex?? hahax...=)

heyhey!!! i think i turnin my blog into a photo gallery le...whahhax...=) but isnt it better tat way...then u guys wun haf to read...just look at e photos will do...hahax...'a pic speaks a thousand words' quote frm wenzhao...hahax...=p

erm..tats geokting...eliza n me! took this photo right outside e toilet...hahax...

e only two mj students back in zhonghua..hahax..does it reallli look like cleaner uniform??


hahax..tats me up e stage...apparently..jen could only take e backview...hahax...

hahax...e best is saved for e last!!! proudly present eliza..jenny...n me!!! we rockx!!!


yay!!! e 3 best ever squadmates in sj...!!! tats me on e left...jenny on e centre...n eliza on e left!!

went back zhonghua yesterdae for e prize givin presentation...whahhax..believe it or not...i got 2 prizes worx...hahhax...but both is under sjab de...e first award was e sch colours award...n e second award is e outstanding performance in cca...was just seated beside daron n he's got loads of comment...commentin on how inefficient e sch councellors are...commentin on how e student's discipline are bad...sounds so much like jenny...hahax...rite jen?

saw alot of grads as well...all looked so different in their jc uniforms le...apparently..ppl sae mj uniform looks like e cleaner uniform...hahax...which is quite true actually...cox e same colour de...anywae...was busy takin photos wif eliza n jenny...hahax....e process was super furnie...we wanted to haf our photos taken when we leap into air...but apparently...it cant seem to work...so e three of us were jumpin n jumpin non stop...tryin to take tat shot...i'll post e pic on blog sum other dae...cox i waitin for eliza to send me e pic...

guess wad??? i actually enjoyed my lessons todae!!! hahax..wad a mugger! but anywae...todae's lesson was realli realli fun...i also dunnoe y...but e class todae was super high..they just cant stop luffin...cox todae had maths tutorial in container block...so e echo was pretty loud...n e class just couldnt remain silent for a min...n it realli drive e maths tutor nuts...hahax! then we had PW in LT5...n guess wad...we got e whole LT to ourselves...hahax..tats so cool...then we had grp discussion...yada yada...

sch ended at 4plus...went to look for yuting n andrew...cox they came to mj to watch e soccer match...i almost couldnt believe it...i actually got all excited over a soccer match...hahax...maybe cox mj is playin...n i dunwan them to lose to sajc...but sad thou...mj lost lar...e score was 3-2...sniff!

todae also had captain ball game...n our class just walk over to e finals...hahax..cox e other team didnt turn up...we played e captain ball n obviously we were at a disadvantage...cox e opponent team got tall n strong guys...n e gurls are power too...n my cg is like...only 3 pathetic guys...n out of e three of em...only one is tall..e other two is like ard my height...alamak!=x so we lost wif a score of 4-2...n ya...feel like stranglin sum one...sum one by e name of christopher yeo! if u are readin this..u shld be guilty kae....u kept askin me to help u play captain ball cox u not enuff players...n also help u find more ppl...n in e end..u told me u dun need us le...wad is this??!!! make me n my frenx wait for so long...hmph!

finally back again to update le...e past 2 daes were so tiring!!! had netball training on mon...all e way at kallang netball centre...n it was like 9.30pm when e trainin ended...and by e time i reached home...is alreadi 11pm...n only then did i had my dinner...sound so pathetic rite?...anyway...mon's trainin was suppose to be e trial for sch team...but e captain just ask us to join their trainin...it was tirin..cox had to run n run n run...n e worst thing was...i didnt realli play netball before...n i got pretty lost actually...hahax...they ask me to play 'C'...then i was like..'huh..wads tat' or other time when they ask me to be 'GS' or 'GD'...didnt exactly noe wad to do...cox sum can run into e circle..then some cannot...got me all confused...!

tue training was in sch...aint too bad...but i injured my knee durin mon's trainin..think i nva warm up properly..then overstretched my muscle..watever it is...i was limpin ard e sch e whole dae..n worst still...had to run 3 rounds track n sprint 1 round...by e time i ran finished...i thought my knee disappeared...=x is not furnie okie...is realli realli pain...=x trainin ended ard 8pm tat dae...it was then i decided...maybe i shld go recre.club for e time being n wait till july to be back in sch team...cox the netball competition is like less than 3 weeks awae..n no way can i train tat fast n master all e tactics in netball...so me n jiajun...withdraw frm sch team n decided we shld learn right frm e basic...

todae was a long dae too..cox of e sci fiesta thingy...aiyox..it was super borin...listenin to e F1 talk abt e car...i meant those racin car...then how they build n which kinda car's horsepower is e best...yada yada...wasnt realli listenin anywae...hehex...then aftertat..had e egg drop competition...n guess wad...sargas 4 won second..hahax...e prize is sum swensen voucher...whahhaax...got ice cream to eat le...my knee haven recover yet!! is hurtin like mad...peanut butter!!! tomolo still got captain ball...my knee is screamin for help...

oh ya..yesterdae lecture ritex...i had a free show to watch...whahax..this couple sittin in front of me kept twirlin their legs ard one another...n e furnie part was..they can still copy down notes n listen to lecture while their legs continue twirlin...goodness....part of e mugger spirit is still in em afterall...whahhax...

i think i go do my chem tutorial le...update again soon!

hmm..firstly...a BIG congrats to our zhonghua st john for clinchin champion in both ambulance n nursing team...n e best leader award for e ambulance team leader as well...at first i thought they couldnt make it...okie..i noe i sound bad...but when i saw e other competitors...i think zhsj is e best le...hahax...=)

todae was quite a tirin dae...cox i went to hq in e mornin to see e competition...it ended ard 2 plus...jen eliza n i wanted to haf our BK feast...but then erm...it became a hawker centre feast instead...hahax...reach home ard 5plus...n i started muggin...hehehx...is so sickernin...i simply cant understand trigo n phy...i spent like hours tryin to understand n to do e tutorials...argh...

anywae...had 4e2 bbq yesterdae at pasir ris park...it was soo nice seein all of em again...it was veri furnie yesterdae...cox when i reached there...it was rainin...then u see a grp of e2 gurls eatin chips n chattin awae under e umbrella...n e guys playin guitar n singing under e umbrella...quite a weird sight...cox we are like e only bunch of people in pasir ris park tat stood under e umbrellas...=x e rain didnt last long thou...started wif e bbq...mrs ngiam came as well...n she was tellin me she was so amazed tat i actually got e chief com badge in sj...as in a 'single solid award'...quoted frm her....dots! okie...she mux had thought i was just a member in sj...alamak...anywae...ard night time..me..yunting..siewting n hongkit went walkin ard e playground...n started playin like sum kids..hahax...played e swing...n this hongkit swing me so hard that i almost flew off e swing...=x went to climb e spider web thingy...i gave up half way...hahax..only yunting n hongkit made it to e top...in summary...watever tat is in e playgroud...we practically played em all...=p quite a nice time spent there...=)

last week also had 06s11 bbq...i haven blog abit it thou..hehex...cos i wanted to post it together wif e pic...=x but then again..it was also nice seein 06s11 ppl again...like a big family liddat...then now like all go diff jc le..even if same jc also seldom meet up le...kinda sad...but nvm...we can haf more outings!

finally manage to post a pic on blog..hahax..tat sounds pathetic...this is just a part of 06s11...will upload more next time...below is chris..me..jiayi...farhan...koomar...

got my permanent time table yesterdae n surprisingly...e latest i end sch is only 4.15pm...hahax...n e earliest is 12.05pm...but these doesnt include cca thou...oh ya...i got into netball...hahax...n they haf this trial on mon to get into sch team...so im goin to give it a shot...hhahax...=p anywae...me elizabeth n fiona went to e cerebral palsy centre for e talk after sch...e response was overwhelmin..cox more than 100 meridians turned up...kinda understand more abt cp...n we had a tour ard e sch...e kids there are actually quite cute..but a lot of em couldnt walk...sum couldnt see...n sum couldnt hear...n we were told tat kids wif cp are prone to havin seizures...n sum kids can get it 3 to 4 times a dae...i hoped i could help these kids...but e thing is...their timing n mj timing clashes...hmm...nvm...i'll see wad can be done...

anywae...after e visit to cp centre...i headed back to zhonghua...n saw my darlin jenny in her cute vj uniform n tie...hahax....=p n of cox...not forgetin eliza n pearlyn...hahax...we tok for awhile...n i saw mitchell!! hahax...so long didnt see him le...he was in his sa uniform n tie...im so jealous...how cum mj has got no tie???!! but anywae...me n jen then proceeded to set first aid cases for e ambulance team...i think i can faint when i see e way they treat e casualty...e competition is like just tomolo...yet their standard is way below...=x shell not sae much...but they had better get e champion back...anywae..it was night time when i saw hazel..nicole..audrey..dana...xiangfeng...oh ya...yesterdae was lit evenin...which exlain y we stayed in sch till so late...alot of e grads came back...saw andrew...yu ting...ian...hong kit as well...stayed in sch till 10pm...n headed home...was so tired...just slept my way back...=x

i was just wonderin...does it takes 2 years for a couple to be in love...n 1mth for em to forget abt everything n becum good frenx???as if nth had happened at all???or pretend as if nth had happened... sum times...things just work differently...n i dun get it...

was tryin to mug for maths...but got sianed...ZzZz...just like wad chris said..MJC = Mugger Junior College...y is everyone muggin like mad??? n i felt bad not muggin...so i decided to mug...e muggin spirit is buggin everyone now...=x

todae i reached sch super early...mornin assembly startin at 8.30am n i was alreadi in sch at 8am...my dad kept sayin e expressway will get jam...so we left house earlier...n hu noes...it takes only 10mins to get to mj...so i was like walkin ard e sch...waitin for my frenx to cum...hmm...anywae...lectures filled up e dae...but it wasnt too bad..cox i actually paid full attention durin lectures...hahax...=p so proud of myself...but when it cums to pw lecture...i think e whole LT wasnt exactly listenin...all too busy playin bingo...hahax...

oh ya...i just signed up to volunteer to help out e kids in e cerebral palsy centre...cool ritex??? i wan to help e kids!!!!...they like so poor thing de...=x im also interested in mentorin e pri sch kids...sounds interestin rite? n there's another one...is to accompany e elderlys or sumthin one...sounds nice too...feel like joinin everything...i think is realli nice helpin e others...=)

= love e unloved =

oh no..so fast 10pm le...i update again tomolo....i mux go n mug my maths le...take care ppl!

finally back again to blog...yesterdae was e first dae of sch yea? n i thought i stepped into a gurl school...hahax..cox my cg is like made up of 21 gurls n 5 guys...i think is gettin tirin...re-introducin urself to e cg...n re-socialisin...n re-making frenx...first 2 dae of orientation...e og wasnt exactly fixed yet...so we were grp accordin to our nric no. n for e past 2 daes...i made a few frenx...n who noes...e third dae...og list is out...n we got all spilt up...and so for e next few daes...i made realli close frenx wif sum of em..n hu noes...when cg list is out again...we got all split up again..n there again...haf to re-make all my frenx...haixx....=x but anywae...i got to noe this bunch of cheung cheng gurls frm my cg...they are a super high bunch of gurls...realli got me nuts for e entire dae...but on e other side...they are super mugger too...realli scary..i haf one of em studyin till 1am...tryin to understand phy...n sum who finished all their tutorials...goodness...is only e second dae of sch...n e mugger spirit had alreadi bug em...

i think tats a brief summary of wad happen e past 2 daes...n guess wad..sch startin at 8.30am tomolo...whahax...can slp later le...=)

*gasp* holidae is endin soon...n wad haf i been doin for this march holidae??? eat...use e com..watch teevee...go out...slp...!!! oh no...i think im too used to e slackins...got to get my brain back in sch...ZzZzZz...

anywae...im so excited abt wearin new sch uniforms...whahhax! i think im nuts...but dun u all think is cool!! we are college boys n gurls now!! hahax...no more secondary sch kids...=p oh ya...one thing to worry abt...wad if i dun get into any cca??? i anyhow put e choices n i didnt even go for e trials...wad if they anyhow dump me in any cca?? like library? yoga? or sum eldds?? nvm...will see when e results of e ccas are out...then i'll see wad i can do...hmm...

this sundae is e first aid competition..heard frm jen tat this year...our team kinda cant make it...goodness....i haven been down to see em train...so i cant make any comment either...will see how they do this sunday...

went to my grandma hse wif my mum n sis todae...it was a super long journey...frm punggol all e way to teck whye...my grandma n my aunty were packin sum stuff to burn to my grandpa n sum other ancestor on qin ming jie when we reached...helped em wif e things...

i think my grandma is such a strong woman...yes she does get sad over e death of my grandpa...but she doesnt rely on anyone...as in..she lives alone now...there's no one to take care of her...n furthermore there's this period of time when we couldnt visit her cox my ah gong just passed away...n it isnt 49daes yet...aiyah..there's so much more things to sae..but i dunnoe how to put in words...my grandma is just so diff frm my ah ma...my ah ma got all her daughters n sons n grandchildren to accompany her everydae...e moment she cry...everyone rushed to her n comfort her...is like...she's well taken care of...n sumtimes...ppl take it for granted...hmm...

anywae...we left my grandma hse n took buses home...e bus was so packed wif ppl tat we stood all e way frm woodlands to punggol...had dinner then accompanied my sista to rivervale mall to buy her piano bk...but hu noes...e shop had closed down...became a bank alreadi...watever...so we decided to walk our way to compasspt...hehex...we were like 2 crazy gurls on e street...luffin like mad...i was tellin my sis tat when i get angry...i use e word 'peanut butter'...cox it sounds so much more civilised than those vulgarities...then my sis was luffin her heads off...n she wanted to think of one word to use also..so she came up wif chrysanthum...hahax! n so we crapped our way to compasspt...walk ard e mall...n took a bus back home...

alamak....im so bored...which explains y im back here again to blog...attempted to paint my nails...it turned out disastrous...i seriously think my left hand cant paint my right hand...n e nail remover ate up e wood...i meant...i used e nail remover to remove e paint on my nails...then i left e tissue stained wif nail remover on e table made of wood...n hu noes...sum chemical reaction took place n ate off a small bit of e wood...oh no...hope my mum doesnt see it...im tryin hard to camouflage tat eaten up spot....=x

oh no....is dinner time soon...which mean it is eatin time again...=x goodness...i think i've been eatin like nuts for e past few daes...keep eatin n eatin...dun even dare to stand on e weighin machine le...pls dun let me grow fat...!!! =x

im finally back again to blog...nth much happened either...went to my ah ma hse wif my mum yesterdae...was on bus 83...when i saw a familiar grp of ppl...got off e bus n this familiar grp of ppl was starin at me...n i was starin back at em...then i realise they are ppl frm mjc cox i saw e 180cm dance partner n a few others tat were frm sargas...hahax..so qiao...anywae..went to my ah ma hse...was pressin e doorbell for ages before my ah ma finally opened e door..she thought it was sum sales person...so she didnt wan to open...hahax...i got furnie ah ma...anywae...i sat there n help to warm e seats..hehex...then my cousin came...n we started crappin for hours...then home for dinner...

oh ya...received an invitation card frm zhonghua...hahax....hafta go back sch for prize givin ceremony...whahahhax....*grinx* i think is for e colours award de ba...=p

hey...guess wad...i dreamt of my prospective mr right last last night...hahax...he's tall n tanned...erm..not too ugly...still presentable...hahax...=p but i dreamt of him last night..=( it was a happy endin..but apparently..it doesnt appear to be..watever lar...not of my concern...=x n ya...i was askin my mum how many bf she had...n her reply was...'i cant rmb...too many' hahax..i think got more than 10...my mummy so havoc...she sae those only playplay onli...e only serious relationship was wif my dad...hmm....n my dad waited for my mum for 6 years!! goodness...didnt noe i got such patient dad...hahax...=)

n lastly...i wan to sae a BIG THANKEW to tingxuan!!! =) ur entry was touchin yea?...hehex...=) thx for ya comfortin n everything...=) *hugs*

sumtimes when u are at home n u've got nth to do...u tend to think toooo much...maybe i shld learn to be contented...maybe life would be better without him...sumtimes i thought i realli recovered...but sumtimes...it just didnt appear to be so....bits n pieces just cum back to ur mind...n before u knew it..u realise u are alreadi tearing...im being a counsellor everydae...tryin to counsel myself tat it's goin to be okie...n tat is over...n i shld move on...sumtimes it works fine n well...sumtimes it just doesnt!...ppl alwaes ask me whether im alright...n i alwaes told em im fine n i'll stay strong...but is just all a brave front...im sick n tired of puttin on tat mask...i dunno wads wrong wif me todae...maybe i realli got nth to do...n im thinkin too in depth...

e only dinosaur in this world has long extinct....WAKE UP!!!!

okie..im back again to blog...this cute little cousin of mine wanted me to help her tell everyone tat she has a blog now....so ppl...if u are readin my blog...do click on e link on e left hand side...click on joey...thx ppl! but i think her blog still undergoin sum changes...

hey...was wonderin whether u ppl do collect things...as in...i like piglets...so i got piglets soft toys at home...do u ppl collect things as well?? cox i got this cute frenx of mine...who collect dust....hmm....lol....

finally my turn to use e com!!!! my sis had been hoggin on to e com e whole mornin n afternoon...hai wo cant use e com...ended up watchin teevee e whole mornin n afternoon...which isnt a gd thing cox there arent many nice shows to watch either...anywae...there's so much to sae...but i dunnoe where to start also...but anywae...e main pt is SARGAS won e champion!!! which mean to sae is better than that alhena...castor...vega...regulus....hehehhex....=)

hmm...e orientation ended wif a campfire last nitex...erm...not too bad a campfire...sooo much better than in tpjc...their so called campfire was terrible....got everyone to gather together...then they set e fire...everyone claps...then we proceed back to e hall while they extinguish e fire...wad a campfire ritex? but things in mj is much diff...anywae...we had campfire items n our grp get to dress sumone as a mummy....i meant e eygptian mummy...poor shuting...got all wrap up in rolls n rolls of toilet paper...i thought our performance was pretty lousy thou..but hu noes...SARGAS won champion for campfire items...hehex....=) *grinx* anywae...e campfire continued wif other houses performin...then e mass dance...cheers...oh ya...i wan to sae sumthing...i was sittin innocently together wif a few other frenx...when sum fellow frm dunnoe sumwhere decided to throw a packet of bandung on e ground...n so...e drinks splashed on me...eeeewww...it was so gross...i dun mind if it is just water...but is bandung...eeew...i cant stand e smell of e drink..cox it smell soo milk...n im a super anti-milk person...cox i'll vomit if i drink it...n get disgusted smellin it....eeewww...so i smell of e horrid milk tat night...=x

e campfire nite ended wif e meridians singin e college song...e song sound quite nice...n everyone realli sings...n i mean...openin their mouth realli wide n sing...is realli nice being part of e family...n singing together wif em..i mean...so unlike in sec sch where everyone is forced to sing...=x

e nite ended ard 10plus...was starvin like mad by then..cox they didnt give us dinner break...i survived wif 2 lollipops...n a jelly drink...how fillin...=x oh ya oh ya..forget to sae sumthin also..SARGAS also won champion for e wet n wild as well...hehex...nva waste my effort in gettin all drenched n soaked...sargas rox!!! =) next time no more sargas...castor n other houses le...all will be changed...n sargas will be known as callisto....if im not wrong...n u noe who is my ogl for my og?? is none other than tat daron zeng n chee howe....hahax...so qiao rite...i ended up takin e same sub combi as em...and so ended in e same hse as em...n eventually...same grp...n i saw hazel tat dae also...was huggin her like mad...felt so gd seein zhss ppl...hahax...cox mj only got like 5 zhonghuarians there...

was down wif e flu bug yesterdae night n todae mornin...felt as if my nose was droppin off...but dunnoe y...it suddenly recovered later on in sch todae...as in not fully recover...but at least...i felt better...hahax...timothy n hweiting was sick as well...we were all like zombies when we walk to e toilets to change into our pe attire...took height n weight todae....OMG...i shrank!!! in tpjc...i am 160cm...now in mjc...becum 158cm...OH NO!! mux be e person measurin my height nva measure properly...mux be...but anywae...we had telematch...erm...was abit borin actually...cox quite a few game onli...then we had e mass dance...aiyox..so many steps...couldnt realli rmb...just anyhow dance...=x then had e couple dance also...goodness...my partner is super tall...180cm guy dancin wif a 158cm gurl??...alamak...n he got lots of strength..goodness...cox there's one part in e dance where we haf to hook our arms together then go in circles...he grab so tight n ran so fast...i almost got sweep off e ground...=x but he's a nice partner thou...kept remindin me e steps..hahax...

oh ya..i bought my uniform le...so excitin...hahax...finally can tuck my shirt in...*grinx* my pri sch uniform tuck out...sec sch also tuck out...eeew...is time for a change...hmm...

make new frenx todae...got louisa...yanling...angela...peizhen...n many many more...but then again...tomolo get into new og grp...ZZzzZ....haf to re make frenx frm my og now...hopefully my og is a fun batch of ppl...like 06S11...hahax...=p

oh no...im seriously down wif a fever...38.5 degree celsius this afternoon...38.0 in e late afternoon n now 37.7...sniff...home alone now...parents went to fetch my sista...da jie go out wif bf...there's this weird feelin in my stomache..like got this stretched rubber band inside...so uncomfortable...wanted to slp...but i've been slpin e whole afternoon...felt like a pig...

oh ya..there's sumthin i wanted to sae...e postman tore my form D...e form tat tells u which jc u are posted to...horrible postman! so my form was repackaged into a plastic cover thingy n they apologise for e damage done...hmm...=x

so bBooOrRriIinNnGgg...im currently enjoyin my life slackin...hehex...but im sure once i get into tat mugger sch...i'll mug like mad...hmm...one more dae to being a mjcian...hehex...=)

erm...yesterdae was e 49th daes since my ah gong left us...so we had to go n pray for him...n guess wad...u noe there's this shelves whereby they place e photos of those ppl tat passed away ritex...then i saw this photo tat just strike me...it looks so much like one of e zhonghuarians...e previous week when i saw e photo..it alreadi looked familiar to me..i went home to check my year bk...but couldnt find thou...so yesterdae when i saw it again...i asked my sis...n it happened to be of e same year as her...*gasp* thou we dunnoe him...but we did see him in sch before...kinda sad thou...he's still young...ard 18 or 19...hmm...

anywae...everyone proceed to mandai...to pay our respect to ah gong...stayed there awhile then me n my sis left for orchard to buy sumthin...my headache came back again then...irritatin...=x

dinner was at my ah ma hse...cox she wanted all of us to haf our dinner together...so my elder sis went to pick us up at hougang station...my mum wanted us to reach by 6.30pm...n we actually did reach on time...but...my elder sis took 5mins to park her car straight...another 5 mins deciding on e coupons cox my second sis was sotong...my elder sis wanted her to check how long my uncle put for his coupons...then my sis look into my uncle's car n sae...both purple n orange coupons are 20mins...my elder sis nearly fainted...cox e 20mins actually referred to e time when my uncle parked his car there...which is 6.20pm....after all e arguements...we ended up reachin my ah ma hse at 6.40pm..i got such furnie sisters...=p

anywae...was tokin to my cousins...kept luffin n luffin...then was tokin to xuanx...n we actually could rmb a song tat we heard like 5 years ago? n we still rmb sum of e lyrics...hhahax...=)

went home ard 9plus...was feelin sick by then...headache became worst...got sore throat also...all thx to mr tan sweets...mr tan is my elder sis bf...he saw my sis sore throat..so he bought her vicks...suppose to soothe ur throat de...so yesterdae..my sis asked me whether i wan not...hu noes...i ate it n now it is irritatin my throat...moral of e story is...if u dunhaf sore throat...dun take vicks....=x

anywae...e moment i got home...bathe n i slept le...was feelin so uncomfortable...didnt take any panadols thou...cox i dunwan to get immune to it...but i was feelin so uncomfortable tat i woke up at 2am...was feverish then...so i decided to take panadols...dunwan get sick on mon...is e first dae of sch...n i dunwan to miss out anythin either...yep...was feelin much better now...

im goin to be a MJCian...hehex...didnt get into aj...guess their cut off was ard 7 or 8...wasted...i got 9...anywae...mjc is equally good...got nice studyin environment there...but too bad only a few frm my cg goin there...me..timo...chris...n hweiting...n too bad...all changing their combi...so e more we wun be in e same class anymore...*sniff* nvm...i'll make new frenx soon...

anywae...yesterdae was my last dae in tpjc...wearin my tp badge...n being in 06S11...sounds kinda sad...we are all goin our separate ways...hmm....=x but nvm...tian xia wu bu san zi yan xi....will meet again in march holidaes i guess....

anywae...sch ended at 12.50 yesterdae...a few of us went over to chris's house...he on e karaoke set...but apparently...none sang...were merely listenin to e singer singing...hahax...so ended up playin bluff...look at his baby photos...his results...i think their sch gave em such a memorable farewell gifts n nice bk to file in their testi. unlike zhonghua...alamak...no farewell gifts...no graduation ceremony...nth for us to rmb....sad case...=x

but then...we left his hse ard 2plus...i took a bus down to zhonghua..while e rest went to catch a movie...i slept my way there...was havin a headache then...e journey took 45mins...so by e time i reach zhonghua..was alreadi near 4...met up wif eliza..aik hong..n sir ben...were tokin to em abt those jcs stuff...then came jenny...continued tokin...i think it was more of a gatherin session for e grads...cox i was only wif e sj for P.T n dismissal parade...hehex...then i left wif eliza ard 6.45pm...my headache was killin me...n summore...e bus tat i took worsen my headache..dunnoe how e driver drive...accelerate then brake...e speed yet to be constant then he brake again...so u can imagine how i was sittin in e bus...wif e lousy driver...bumping my way from serangoon to punggol....by e time i get off e bus...i thought my head goin to explode soon...hmph...

went home..ate dinner...slept at 10pm...sorrie to those who msg me at 10plus...cox i was slpin...so only replied u guys at 11plus...when e msgin sound woke me up...=x

goodness...after umpteen attempts did i manage to get into blogger n friendster...actually got alot to blog one...but now...like forgotten wad to sae le...

erm...let me recall...

todae went to sch...only 10 of my classmates turn up...first 2 periods were assembly n cme...ms loh didnt noe wad to do either..so she brought us to e canteen...not long chris came to sch n joined us...drink n tok n take photos...erm...didnt attend chem lecture thou..was slackin at e hall...watchin em play badminton...followed by spe...then e gurls did rock climbin todae...goodness...ppl climb e wall..i go knock on e wall...poor elbow...got abrasion...anywae...i climbed half way thru...then i cum down le...tirin...hehex...=) all e gurls also sama sama...all climbed halfway then came down le...only jiayi e pro who reached e top...cox she's a rock climber anywae...got lots of strength...=)

lessons just went on...lots of breaks in between...keep drinkin cups n cups of water...hai me n jiayi keep goin toilet...dots....=x final last two periods were phy...super borin! i was stonin away...couldnt focus either...so mr kuah suggested a early break...brought us to e canteen n treat us to drinks n chocolates...hahax...he's such a nice teacher...hmm..one more dae left to bein a tpjcian...=x im goin to miss 06S11...

oh ya...guess wad..heard tat mj now is partial 11...goodness...then wad is goin to happen to aj? partial 8?? oh no....pls let me get into aj!!! =x

hahax...at timo's house now...slackin awae....got nth to do...=x

hmm...just received my sis msg...she did okay for her a-level...got BBBC...goodness...my elder sis got AAAC...then now my second sis get BBBC...wads left for me?? CCCC? *touchwood!!* oh ya..heard frm sum ppl tat they hack into e moe webbie n got their postin results...dunnoe how they did it...zhang quan frenx msg him n told him could get in...but e cg tried in e sch library...couldnt access thou...

2 more daes left wif 06s11...*sniff* ouch! i got 3 blue blacks on my poor hand...thx to e scissor paper stone...wack until so hard....=x

hmm...just had my dinner....early dinner todae...cos e noodle was so temptin...decided to eat it...hehehx...anywae...yesterdae was suppose to be a super long dae...cox lesson endin at 4.10pm...but e class pon math lecture...im gettin pretty lost in maths...dunnoe wad e lecturer tokin abt...but anywae...ms loh wasnt in sch either...so got no econs lesson...cg went to e library instead...vandalisin on pieces of paper...hahax...e paper was actually meant to express our thoughts n ideas...but i guess no one bother to...cos e whole piece of big paper was full of scribblins here n there....yep...n thx to someone....who drew me so well tat chris sae it looks like sum orbituary photo...duh! =x

anywae...i had a llllooonnnnggg walk yesterdae ard punggol estate...goodness...thx to sumone huh....by e time i reach home...i dun even feel like movin ard...ended up slpin at 9plus....ZzZzz...

todae also another long dae...but full of brreaks....! hahax...feel so slack...todae pe lesson was aint too bad...e gurls were all sick...left wif me..jiayi n huiyun only...ran 2 rounds ard e track for warm up...hahax...i actually ran todae...cos usually e gurls would be walkin instead of runnin..n findin ways to run a shorter dist...hahax...then we played badminton todae...kinda rusty le..so long nva play le...then we had a 2 hr break....poor tengming is still tryin to do his pull up...jiayOu ba!

n finally...e econs test marked e end of sch dae...e econs test was horrible...not tat i dunno how to do...is tat i didnt haf enuff time...need to explain so much...how to finish...?? aiyah..watever...n im finally home...oh ya...lots of ppl are gettin sick le...do take care!!

if i cant be a paediatrician next time..maybe i'll go be a counsellor...cox i make a good one...great at counsellin myself...=x anywae...if u are readin this...just to tell u tat i didnt mean to get angry wif u...just cant help it...=x

im so SUPER peeved at sumone...when was e last time i blew my top??? i cant rmb...n why does it haf to be YOU...i just felt so cheated...i had nva ever thought u to be like this...i didnt noe u can get sick n tired of sumthin...especially when it cums to tat....i alwaes see u as a nice person...y mux u alwaes prove my theory wrong...!

i just felt so dumb...i was all wrong abt u...totally wrong...

is tears of anger now...not tears of saddness...how interestin....

disappointment. cheated. anger.
leave me alone.

goodness..couldnt slp last nitex...i was lyin on bed at ard 12 plus...kept tossin n turnin...it was 1plus am before i finally slept...n guess wad...i woke up at 5.30am...*gasp* my parents n sis were still slpin..so i guess i had better force myself back to slp...n woke up again later at 8am...hmm..home alone now...i dunwan do gp readin log!! so ma fan...still mux go find article n rack my brain thinkin on how to comment on tat article...=(

hmph.

goodness...cant believe it...im still wide awake...i think ever since jc life started...i've been slpin as early as 9plus...hmm...long time since i stayed up...i also dunnoe wad to do now...my family all sound asleep...left me...hmmm...=x

lesson went on as usual yesterdae...but 10 out of 14 of us pon physic lecture...cos all felt so sianx...didnt want to go for lecture anywae......so we ended playin donkey usin e cards...hahax...quite fun...but i ended up wif e most no. of joker cards...all thx to jiayi! =x

anywae..slack for tat 40mins then we went off for chem tutorials...i was abit stonin alreadi...cos didnt haf e mood to study...then finally last two periods were chi...even more slack! cos huiyun,me n michelle took hcl in sec sch...so we didnt haf to do e chi zhuo wen...so we spend our time tokin to e chi teacher...for like 1 hr plus...then waited in sch till 12.50pm for e official dismissal time...

then we took a bus down to downtown east...played bowlin...hahax...14 of us went...12 of us played...hehex...i was of cox a newbie there...a few of them also same as me...took me quite sum time for e ball to stay on track....but i managed to strike once!! hahax...aint too bad for a newbie bah...=p

anywae...e whole lot of us went to burger king to fill our tummies...i didnt eat thou...was so full...was stonin away when christopher told me got one casualty...i was searchin for e casualty but could only see a crowd of ppl there....heard it was a case of convulsion...in other words...is seizure or fits...was hesitatin whether to approach e casualty cos alreadi got sumone attendin to e casualty...n furthermore...there's no treatment for convulsion casualty...except for reassurin him n ensurin that he doesnt hurt himself...but still me n christopher still went up to take a look...oh ya...christopher is also a fellow sj member...he's e best cadet for nco course summore...so power...but anywae...we saw e casualty...is a man...ard 30plus year old...vomitted sum stuff out...but his condition kinda stable le...then a doctor frm dunnoe where appeared...n attended to him as well...then not long..e ambulance came...but by e time e ambulance arrived...e man alreadi recovered le...guess he was alright...yep...

then e cg took a class photo as well...stupid tengming...im sure my face wun appear in e photo...all thx to u worx...=x it was alreadi 5 pm then...half of e cg wanted to go home...so tat left wif me n michelle...tengming...chris..timo...zhang quan...koomar...rajan...farhan...we walked to e beach...e wind was super strong...even e birds got swept away by e wind...but it was realli nice enjoyin e sea breeze...hehex....but pasir ris park certainly br0ught back many memories...argh..forget it...=x

anywae...we sat down n tok....all thx to chris...i noe wad is fountain n waterfall...so disgustin...i think i gettin polluted by e guys...anywae...we even did footdrill on e beach...it was soo cool...cos quite a no. of us were frm ug grp...then started playin ard n crappin...then dunnoe hu started it...we began to play catchin...hahax...quite furnie thou..a bunch of us in our uniforms...playin catchin in e middle of e field...then we sat down...n tok n sing...by then only left 7 of us....left e park ard 7plus...then we walked all e way back to pasir ris interchange...chris was tokin abt e charlie 13...sum ghost stories...yep...then everyone started tokin abt their sch stories...=p

then waited for e bus wif koomar...i alwaes got problem tokin to koomar...his eng so powerful...n he tok so fast...could hardly catch up wif wad he was sayin...heard he's goin to participate in cyclethon tomolo in malacca...wish ya all e best then! =)

goodness...this is such a loooonnngg entry...!!

hmm..todae lesson aint too bad..thou is a long dae again...but we played ultimate frisbee for spe todae......hehex...i helped my grp score!! hahax...=) i think our cg are gettin closer n closer...but sad to sae..we are partin in one week time...sigh! but anywae...06s11 is goin out tomolo!! hahax...goin to pasir ris for bowlin n lunch i guess...sumthin for me to look forward to...hmm...oh ya...guess wad...i cooked spagetti(dunnoe how to spell) for lunch yesterdae...hahax..n it tasted so much better than e sch canteen one...think i blog again later...go help my sista wif e dinner...poor her...fryin nuggets all by herself...

hmm...i sat infront of my com for e past 1 to 2 hrs...tryin to think postively...n comfortin myself...n i guess...i straightened my thoughts out...i was openin this file tat i once type in it...it consist of everythin tat happened since 7 nov 2003 till 19 jan 2005...inside this file...i read thru everything...i tracked back e times when i broke up wif him on 18 jan 04 n later on in 19may 04...i read thru e time when i had a hard period...tryin to stop myself from bein sad...and how we eventually patch again n how i was happie again...actually in e relationship...i realli been thru alot...be it happie or be it sad...and i grew stronger each time...this is e third time we broke up...n i guess tat mark e end to everything...sad case thou...but i'll cross this obstacle...

im tryin to stay strong thou it may be hard...so i decided to type everything i wanted to sae in tat particular file...exactly one year for e next update in tat file...19 jan 2006. did felt much better after typin everythin out...computer is a gd confidante...n also...thanks to valerie, wenzhao and teng ming who tried comfortin me...it did help alot...thanks ppl!! *hugs*

im amazed at my recoverin speed thou...but there are still times when i think back of e past...i broke down again...but i guess it takes time...dunnoe when will it be...maybe when my Mr. Right appears...i'll be happie once again...=)

home alone again..seriously...i hate e idea of being alone at home...is not nice at all...last time can still crap wif my mum...but now..cum home also no one de...went home alone...open e door alone...watch teevee alone...aiyox...todae was so reluctant to go to sch..cos is endin at 3.30pm...but i guess still okie lar...just e thought of e long hr...make me feel sianx...todae SPE we played ultimate frisbee...it was quite fun thou...had e draw wif e opponent...hahax...then lesson carried on as usual...then my cg was decidin where to go tomolo...lots of idea...go pasir ris cycle...roller blade...go bugis shoppin...go orchard shoppin...go kayakin...go playt badminton...cant seem to make up their mind...but i think 06s11 rox! cos we realli a 'one for all and all for one' class...hahax...go anywhere also together...late for lectures n tutorials n still stroll our way into e LTs n classes...we also got good Civics tutor...took a class pic usin her phone...n she showed us her bf photos...hahax...=)

im so proud of myself todae..cos i stayed back in sch todae to do my phy homework...hmm...=) n guess wad...i failed my FIRST physics test...sad case...anywae...only got 4 passes only lar..so i aint tat bad...console myself...hahax...=)

im currently stone-ing at home now...no one is at home...only me n e teevee...me n e com...me n my homework...haixxx...i was so excited to cum home todae...cos finally sch ended at 12.50pm...cox i didnt go for canoeing...since i not stayin at tp anymore le...no pt goin ba..cos they choosing for ppl to enter sch team...so i go also pointless...so tengming...dun sae i do things nva you shi you zhong hor! reach home...ate sumthin light...watch teevee...bathe...do homework....watch teevee...online...boring! oh ya...yesterdae was rushin my econs homework...so i skipped my recess..n lunch...n later on in e evenin...i didnt have my dinner also...n guess wad...i went to weigh myself todae...hahax...lost half a kg...44.5kg...hehehex...nearin 44 soon...then 43!!! =p hmm...is it true tat in a relationship...a gurl will grow to love e guy more as days passes...while e guy grow to love e gurl lesser?? tat's a belief tat many gurls hold...cos they alwaes tell me tat...hmm...can tat someone prove me wrong...?

hmm....been havin late dinners nowadae...cos my mama had to go my ah ma from mon to fri...7plus am in e morin till 6plus pm in e evenin...sounds like workin hrs...but anywae...had to look after my ah ma..cos she still emotionally unstable...so everydae my mum rush to my ah ma hse to take care of her...rush back home to take care of us...sumtimes see her like so tired liddat...=(

anywae...im so peeved at this particular person...hu hold no regards for gurls...livin in her own generation...thinkin guys are better than gurls...thinkin im dumb n i cant study...say tat im a bad tempered person...sayin tat my L1R5 could haf been worse if those RI n RGS students taken e o's wif us...even before i take my o's result...she alreadi told me tat if i failed my o's...i can alwaes retake again...n ask me not to hold too high an expectation...in case i disappoint myself...although there was sum effort in her sayin she will help me celebrate if i do well...but well...=X n she alwaes appear to be so shocked to hear tat i take HCL despite e fact of me tellin her more than 3 times...which apparently..she cant seem to rmb...she only rmb guys....n dun care of e gurls...when she herself is a woman too...wad an irony...i think e worst part is how she manage to belittle u...n make u feel a small fry...n how she alwaes despise sjab...thinkin our first aid is useless...argh....is gettin on my nerve!!!

went to compasspoint wif my sista n daddi to get new phone...not for me...for my sis...sad case...hahax...i'll just need to wait for another 2 more mths for my plan to end first...dyin to change my phone...! anywae...bump into daryl there...then not long later...bump into my cousin..spore is such a small country...anywae...i finally get to eat my bak kwa at e last dae of new year...!! hahax...i go eat my dinner first...blog again soon....=)

was idlin at home..didnt noe wad to do..was thinkin of wad jcs to go...aj??mj?? hmm...got so troubled...decided to go cut my hair =)

got back my results todae...our batch did better than e 2 previous batches...but apparently...i didnt do exceptionally well...cos it wasnt wad i expected ba..but anywae...lucky i can deduct 4 pts...otherwise...realli bad le...got 13...so after deduction of e bonus pt...got 9...but i was realli satisfied with my literature..hahax..got A1!!! im alwaes stuck at a C n i got a A this time..hmm..*grinx* but it was a complete contradiction between lit n eng...cos supposedly...ppl who are gd in eng are also gd in lit...but then...i got seriously lousy grade for eng...shldnt sae....it realli shocked me when i saw it...guess i screwed my eng paper..but luckily got higher chi tat save me...so i didnt count eng grade...phew! anywae...went out with siewting..siew hoon...chinying...lulu...belinda...audrey..hazel..nicole to swensen...it was lulu's treat...she arh...every A she gets..she gets 1000 buck? n she got 5 As... dunoe got hear wrongly not..but anywae..tat was y she treated us...=x

then after dinner...i left wif chin ying...while e rest wanted to go shoppin...yep...tats all...

tired.exhausted.

todae tpjcian gathered at east coast park for e roadrun...it was 3km for e gurls...e gurls in my cg all didnt wan to run at first...but when e race started...all started runnin cos dunwan to be e last..hahax...was running wif jiayi all e way...3km worx...nva stop!!! hahax...sum proud achievements todae...tis e first time i participated in a roadrun or so called cross country...hehex...aint tat bad...but thou me n jiayi ran all e way...we came in like 338 for me...and 339 for her...out of 800gurls i think...goodness...hahax..but watever lar...then e guys started their race...they are super fast...but my cg all e guys useless de...*oops* no one in top 30......

anywae...me..tm...wf..timo...went to hwei ting hse after lunch...her hse was super big...erm...3 storey n 1 attic...she got a drum set at home also...tm was tryin to play...but well...it didnt turn out well lar...hahax...then played games...tok...left at 3pm...then went home le...

goodness...o's result out on fri...hmm...scary...i dreamt of my l1r5 last nitex..it was 12...i think got sumthin like b3 for eng....forgot e rest...i dunwan stay in tpjc!!!! can my o's result bring me to mj?? aj??

hmm...yesterdae mornin went to e temple to pray for my ah gong...every sat suppose to go down till e 49 daes....then my ah ma started tearin again...haixx...guess she had been tearin almost everydae...is like when she cry...all e adults tried to comfort her..then rest of us cousins are like...'now wad?' guess we just had to let her cry it out...no point askin her to stop cryin...is so hard to suppress ur emotions...haixx...furthermore...51 years of marriage...and one dae...the other half leave u...hu wun be heart broken...hmm...

anyway..we went home after tat...then went to my uncle hse for dinner later in e evenin...glad to see tat my ah ma okie le...then played carroms with my cousins...i got lousy aiming...cant seem to win them...then had dinner...continued chattin n luffin...was playin mimi with em..hahax...!! e thought of it just makes me luff...cos my aunty ate it down...wonder wad is tat?? ask me and i'll play it...hahax...ritex cousins?? then e phone rang...a call frm my aunty..sayin my ah ma fainted downstair...she was abt to go home le...then suddenly fainted...this aint e first time she fainted le..tat time she also cry until she faint...haixx...then my uncle n dad send her to e hospital...while e rest of us stayed at my uncle hse...not to worry...my ah ma was fine...

reach home ard 11plus...finished up my econs hw...then played sims...hahax...then went to slp at 1...

lesson ended at 12.10pm todae...exceptionally glad...hahax...but todae chi lesson was fun...cos e presentation by e 'ya long ji' grp was hilarious...hahax...e chi teacher ask e class to name our grp endin wif chicken de...so got all e furnie names...anywae...we are suppose to do the 12 sheng xiao thingy....plan a story...n act it out...quite furnie lar...cos i see e first grp present...i nearly luff my head off...so e dae ended well wif an enjoyable chi lesson...=D then our grp wan on to discuss abt our script...left ard 1plus...suppose to meet him at 2 at j8...but obviously i was late...reach there ard 2.35pm...felt so bad...make his frenx n him waited so long....SoRrIe!!!

anywae...took a bus down to sum place...sumwhere beside catholic sch...then e guys played bball...n i was tryin to mingle ard wif all his frenx... ppl i nva see before...goodness...but the ppl were pretty nice thou...i think quite diff frm jc...cos jc ppl are study orientated...they wun be out whole dae wif big bunch of frenx till night...at least for my frenx...i guess...anywae...return home ard 8plus...cooked instant noodle...then bathe and here i am le...