hahhax...i was tellin eliza tat we haf to take nice photos so tat i can post em on blog...as a result...we took many manny shots...so i cant waste her effort...hehhex...im goin to post every photos here tat we took..with exception to those weird lookin n furnie ones...=p hehex...


standin at e bball court...notice e sky?

tats jen n i...standin on e pull up bar...

hahax...notice sumthin?? my legs cant touch e ground!!! is danglin in midair...

hahax...we three actin silly again...jen..we dun look too malu here ritex?? hahax...=)

heyhey!!! i think i turnin my blog into a photo gallery le...whahhax...=) but isnt it better tat way...then u guys wun haf to read...just look at e photos will do...hahax...'a pic speaks a thousand words' quote frm wenzhao...hahax...=p

erm..tats geokting...eliza n me! took this photo right outside e toilet...hahax...

e only two mj students back in zhonghua..hahax..does it reallli look like cleaner uniform??


hahax..tats me up e stage...apparently..jen could only take e backview...hahax...

hahax...e best is saved for e last!!! proudly present eliza..jenny...n me!!! we rockx!!!


yay!!! e 3 best ever squadmates in sj...!!! tats me on e left...jenny on e centre...n eliza on e left!!

went back zhonghua yesterdae for e prize givin presentation...whahhax..believe it or not...i got 2 prizes worx...hahhax...but both is under sjab de...e first award was e sch colours award...n e second award is e outstanding performance in cca...was just seated beside daron n he's got loads of comment...commentin on how inefficient e sch councellors are...commentin on how e student's discipline are bad...sounds so much like jenny...hahax...rite jen?

saw alot of grads as well...all looked so different in their jc uniforms le...apparently..ppl sae mj uniform looks like e cleaner uniform...hahax...which is quite true actually...cox e same colour de...anywae...was busy takin photos wif eliza n jenny...hahax....e process was super furnie...we wanted to haf our photos taken when we leap into air...but apparently...it cant seem to work...so e three of us were jumpin n jumpin non stop...tryin to take tat shot...i'll post e pic on blog sum other dae...cox i waitin for eliza to send me e pic...

guess wad??? i actually enjoyed my lessons todae!!! hahax..wad a mugger! but anywae...todae's lesson was realli realli fun...i also dunnoe y...but e class todae was super high..they just cant stop luffin...cox todae had maths tutorial in container block...so e echo was pretty loud...n e class just couldnt remain silent for a min...n it realli drive e maths tutor nuts...hahax! then we had PW in LT5...n guess wad...we got e whole LT to ourselves...hahax..tats so cool...then we had grp discussion...yada yada...

sch ended at 4plus...went to look for yuting n andrew...cox they came to mj to watch e soccer match...i almost couldnt believe it...i actually got all excited over a soccer match...hahax...maybe cox mj is playin...n i dunwan them to lose to sajc...but sad thou...mj lost lar...e score was 3-2...sniff!

todae also had captain ball game...n our class just walk over to e finals...hahax..cox e other team didnt turn up...we played e captain ball n obviously we were at a disadvantage...cox e opponent team got tall n strong guys...n e gurls are power too...n my cg is like...only 3 pathetic guys...n out of e three of em...only one is tall..e other two is like ard my height...alamak!=x so we lost wif a score of 4-2...n ya...feel like stranglin sum one...sum one by e name of christopher yeo! if u are readin this..u shld be guilty kae....u kept askin me to help u play captain ball cox u not enuff players...n also help u find more ppl...n in e end..u told me u dun need us le...wad is this??!!! make me n my frenx wait for so long...hmph!

finally back again to update le...e past 2 daes were so tiring!!! had netball training on mon...all e way at kallang netball centre...n it was like 9.30pm when e trainin ended...and by e time i reached home...is alreadi 11pm...n only then did i had my dinner...sound so pathetic rite?...anyway...mon's trainin was suppose to be e trial for sch team...but e captain just ask us to join their trainin...it was tirin..cox had to run n run n run...n e worst thing was...i didnt realli play netball before...n i got pretty lost actually...hahax...they ask me to play 'C'...then i was like..'huh..wads tat' or other time when they ask me to be 'GS' or 'GD'...didnt exactly noe wad to do...cox sum can run into e circle..then some cannot...got me all confused...!

tue training was in sch...aint too bad...but i injured my knee durin mon's trainin..think i nva warm up properly..then overstretched my muscle..watever it is...i was limpin ard e sch e whole dae..n worst still...had to run 3 rounds track n sprint 1 round...by e time i ran finished...i thought my knee disappeared...=x is not furnie okie...is realli realli pain...=x trainin ended ard 8pm tat dae...it was then i decided...maybe i shld go recre.club for e time being n wait till july to be back in sch team...cox the netball competition is like less than 3 weeks awae..n no way can i train tat fast n master all e tactics in netball...so me n jiajun...withdraw frm sch team n decided we shld learn right frm e basic...

todae was a long dae too..cox of e sci fiesta thingy...aiyox..it was super borin...listenin to e F1 talk abt e car...i meant those racin car...then how they build n which kinda car's horsepower is e best...yada yada...wasnt realli listenin anywae...hehex...then aftertat..had e egg drop competition...n guess wad...sargas 4 won second..hahax...e prize is sum swensen voucher...whahhaax...got ice cream to eat le...my knee haven recover yet!! is hurtin like mad...peanut butter!!! tomolo still got captain ball...my knee is screamin for help...

oh ya..yesterdae lecture ritex...i had a free show to watch...whahax..this couple sittin in front of me kept twirlin their legs ard one another...n e furnie part was..they can still copy down notes n listen to lecture while their legs continue twirlin...goodness....part of e mugger spirit is still in em afterall...whahhax...

i think i go do my chem tutorial le...update again soon!

hmm..firstly...a BIG congrats to our zhonghua st john for clinchin champion in both ambulance n nursing team...n e best leader award for e ambulance team leader as well...at first i thought they couldnt make it...okie..i noe i sound bad...but when i saw e other competitors...i think zhsj is e best le...hahax...=)

todae was quite a tirin dae...cox i went to hq in e mornin to see e competition...it ended ard 2 plus...jen eliza n i wanted to haf our BK feast...but then erm...it became a hawker centre feast instead...hahax...reach home ard 5plus...n i started muggin...hehehx...is so sickernin...i simply cant understand trigo n phy...i spent like hours tryin to understand n to do e tutorials...argh...

anywae...had 4e2 bbq yesterdae at pasir ris park...it was soo nice seein all of em again...it was veri furnie yesterdae...cox when i reached there...it was rainin...then u see a grp of e2 gurls eatin chips n chattin awae under e umbrella...n e guys playin guitar n singing under e umbrella...quite a weird sight...cox we are like e only bunch of people in pasir ris park tat stood under e umbrellas...=x e rain didnt last long thou...started wif e bbq...mrs ngiam came as well...n she was tellin me she was so amazed tat i actually got e chief com badge in sj...as in a 'single solid award'...quoted frm her....dots! okie...she mux had thought i was just a member in sj...alamak...anywae...ard night time..me..yunting..siewting n hongkit went walkin ard e playground...n started playin like sum kids..hahax...played e swing...n this hongkit swing me so hard that i almost flew off e swing...=x went to climb e spider web thingy...i gave up half way...hahax..only yunting n hongkit made it to e top...in summary...watever tat is in e playgroud...we practically played em all...=p quite a nice time spent there...=)

last week also had 06s11 bbq...i haven blog abit it thou..hehex...cos i wanted to post it together wif e pic...=x but then again..it was also nice seein 06s11 ppl again...like a big family liddat...then now like all go diff jc le..even if same jc also seldom meet up le...kinda sad...but nvm...we can haf more outings!

finally manage to post a pic on blog..hahax..tat sounds pathetic...this is just a part of 06s11...will upload more next time...below is chris..me..jiayi...farhan...koomar...

got my permanent time table yesterdae n surprisingly...e latest i end sch is only 4.15pm...hahax...n e earliest is 12.05pm...but these doesnt include cca thou...oh ya...i got into netball...hahax...n they haf this trial on mon to get into sch team...so im goin to give it a shot...hhahax...=p anywae...me elizabeth n fiona went to e cerebral palsy centre for e talk after sch...e response was overwhelmin..cox more than 100 meridians turned up...kinda understand more abt cp...n we had a tour ard e sch...e kids there are actually quite cute..but a lot of em couldnt walk...sum couldnt see...n sum couldnt hear...n we were told tat kids wif cp are prone to havin seizures...n sum kids can get it 3 to 4 times a dae...i hoped i could help these kids...but e thing is...their timing n mj timing clashes...hmm...nvm...i'll see wad can be done...

anywae...after e visit to cp centre...i headed back to zhonghua...n saw my darlin jenny in her cute vj uniform n tie...hahax....=p n of cox...not forgetin eliza n pearlyn...hahax...we tok for awhile...n i saw mitchell!! hahax...so long didnt see him le...he was in his sa uniform n tie...im so jealous...how cum mj has got no tie???!! but anywae...me n jen then proceeded to set first aid cases for e ambulance team...i think i can faint when i see e way they treat e casualty...e competition is like just tomolo...yet their standard is way below...=x shell not sae much...but they had better get e champion back...anywae..it was night time when i saw hazel..nicole..audrey..dana...xiangfeng...oh ya...yesterdae was lit evenin...which exlain y we stayed in sch till so late...alot of e grads came back...saw andrew...yu ting...ian...hong kit as well...stayed in sch till 10pm...n headed home...was so tired...just slept my way back...=x

i was just wonderin...does it takes 2 years for a couple to be in love...n 1mth for em to forget abt everything n becum good frenx???as if nth had happened at all???or pretend as if nth had happened... sum times...things just work differently...n i dun get it...

was tryin to mug for maths...but got sianed...ZzZz...just like wad chris said..MJC = Mugger Junior College...y is everyone muggin like mad??? n i felt bad not muggin...so i decided to mug...e muggin spirit is buggin everyone now...=x

todae i reached sch super early...mornin assembly startin at 8.30am n i was alreadi in sch at 8am...my dad kept sayin e expressway will get jam...so we left house earlier...n hu noes...it takes only 10mins to get to mj...so i was like walkin ard e sch...waitin for my frenx to cum...hmm...anywae...lectures filled up e dae...but it wasnt too bad..cox i actually paid full attention durin lectures...hahax...=p so proud of myself...but when it cums to pw lecture...i think e whole LT wasnt exactly listenin...all too busy playin bingo...hahax...

oh ya...i just signed up to volunteer to help out e kids in e cerebral palsy centre...cool ritex??? i wan to help e kids!!!!...they like so poor thing de...=x im also interested in mentorin e pri sch kids...sounds interestin rite? n there's another one...is to accompany e elderlys or sumthin one...sounds nice too...feel like joinin everything...i think is realli nice helpin e others...=)

= love e unloved =

oh no..so fast 10pm le...i update again tomolo....i mux go n mug my maths le...take care ppl!

finally back again to blog...yesterdae was e first dae of sch yea? n i thought i stepped into a gurl school...hahax..cox my cg is like made up of 21 gurls n 5 guys...i think is gettin tirin...re-introducin urself to e cg...n re-socialisin...n re-making frenx...first 2 dae of orientation...e og wasnt exactly fixed yet...so we were grp accordin to our nric no. n for e past 2 daes...i made a few frenx...n who noes...e third dae...og list is out...n we got all spilt up...and so for e next few daes...i made realli close frenx wif sum of em..n hu noes...when cg list is out again...we got all split up again..n there again...haf to re-make all my frenx...haixx....=x but anywae...i got to noe this bunch of cheung cheng gurls frm my cg...they are a super high bunch of gurls...realli got me nuts for e entire dae...but on e other side...they are super mugger too...realli scary..i haf one of em studyin till 1am...tryin to understand phy...n sum who finished all their tutorials...goodness...is only e second dae of sch...n e mugger spirit had alreadi bug em...

i think tats a brief summary of wad happen e past 2 daes...n guess wad..sch startin at 8.30am tomolo...whahax...can slp later le...=)

*gasp* holidae is endin soon...n wad haf i been doin for this march holidae??? eat...use e com..watch teevee...go out...slp...!!! oh no...i think im too used to e slackins...got to get my brain back in sch...ZzZzZz...

anywae...im so excited abt wearin new sch uniforms...whahhax! i think im nuts...but dun u all think is cool!! we are college boys n gurls now!! hahax...no more secondary sch kids...=p oh ya...one thing to worry abt...wad if i dun get into any cca??? i anyhow put e choices n i didnt even go for e trials...wad if they anyhow dump me in any cca?? like library? yoga? or sum eldds?? nvm...will see when e results of e ccas are out...then i'll see wad i can do...hmm...

this sundae is e first aid competition..heard frm jen tat this year...our team kinda cant make it...goodness....i haven been down to see em train...so i cant make any comment either...will see how they do this sunday...

went to my grandma hse wif my mum n sis todae...it was a super long journey...frm punggol all e way to teck whye...my grandma n my aunty were packin sum stuff to burn to my grandpa n sum other ancestor on qin ming jie when we reached...helped em wif e things...

i think my grandma is such a strong woman...yes she does get sad over e death of my grandpa...but she doesnt rely on anyone...as in..she lives alone now...there's no one to take care of her...n furthermore there's this period of time when we couldnt visit her cox my ah gong just passed away...n it isnt 49daes yet...aiyah..there's so much more things to sae..but i dunnoe how to put in words...my grandma is just so diff frm my ah ma...my ah ma got all her daughters n sons n grandchildren to accompany her everydae...e moment she cry...everyone rushed to her n comfort her...is like...she's well taken care of...n sumtimes...ppl take it for granted...hmm...

anywae...we left my grandma hse n took buses home...e bus was so packed wif ppl tat we stood all e way frm woodlands to punggol...had dinner then accompanied my sista to rivervale mall to buy her piano bk...but hu noes...e shop had closed down...became a bank alreadi...watever...so we decided to walk our way to compasspt...hehex...we were like 2 crazy gurls on e street...luffin like mad...i was tellin my sis tat when i get angry...i use e word 'peanut butter'...cox it sounds so much more civilised than those vulgarities...then my sis was luffin her heads off...n she wanted to think of one word to use also..so she came up wif chrysanthum...hahax! n so we crapped our way to compasspt...walk ard e mall...n took a bus back home...

alamak....im so bored...which explains y im back here again to blog...attempted to paint my nails...it turned out disastrous...i seriously think my left hand cant paint my right hand...n e nail remover ate up e wood...i meant...i used e nail remover to remove e paint on my nails...then i left e tissue stained wif nail remover on e table made of wood...n hu noes...sum chemical reaction took place n ate off a small bit of e wood...oh no...hope my mum doesnt see it...im tryin hard to camouflage tat eaten up spot....=x

oh no....is dinner time soon...which mean it is eatin time again...=x goodness...i think i've been eatin like nuts for e past few daes...keep eatin n eatin...dun even dare to stand on e weighin machine le...pls dun let me grow fat...!!! =x

im finally back again to blog...nth much happened either...went to my ah ma hse wif my mum yesterdae...was on bus 83...when i saw a familiar grp of ppl...got off e bus n this familiar grp of ppl was starin at me...n i was starin back at em...then i realise they are ppl frm mjc cox i saw e 180cm dance partner n a few others tat were frm sargas...hahax..so qiao...anywae..went to my ah ma hse...was pressin e doorbell for ages before my ah ma finally opened e door..she thought it was sum sales person...so she didnt wan to open...hahax...i got furnie ah ma...anywae...i sat there n help to warm e seats..hehex...then my cousin came...n we started crappin for hours...then home for dinner...

oh ya...received an invitation card frm zhonghua...hahax....hafta go back sch for prize givin ceremony...whahahhax....*grinx* i think is for e colours award de ba...=p

hey...guess wad...i dreamt of my prospective mr right last last night...hahax...he's tall n tanned...erm..not too ugly...still presentable...hahax...=p but i dreamt of him last night..=( it was a happy endin..but apparently..it doesnt appear to be..watever lar...not of my concern...=x n ya...i was askin my mum how many bf she had...n her reply was...'i cant rmb...too many' hahax..i think got more than 10...my mummy so havoc...she sae those only playplay onli...e only serious relationship was wif my dad...hmm....n my dad waited for my mum for 6 years!! goodness...didnt noe i got such patient dad...hahax...=)

n lastly...i wan to sae a BIG THANKEW to tingxuan!!! =) ur entry was touchin yea?...hehex...=) thx for ya comfortin n everything...=) *hugs*

sumtimes when u are at home n u've got nth to do...u tend to think toooo much...maybe i shld learn to be contented...maybe life would be better without him...sumtimes i thought i realli recovered...but sumtimes...it just didnt appear to be so....bits n pieces just cum back to ur mind...n before u knew it..u realise u are alreadi tearing...im being a counsellor everydae...tryin to counsel myself tat it's goin to be okie...n tat is over...n i shld move on...sumtimes it works fine n well...sumtimes it just doesnt!...ppl alwaes ask me whether im alright...n i alwaes told em im fine n i'll stay strong...but is just all a brave front...im sick n tired of puttin on tat mask...i dunno wads wrong wif me todae...maybe i realli got nth to do...n im thinkin too in depth...

e only dinosaur in this world has long extinct....WAKE UP!!!!

okie..im back again to blog...this cute little cousin of mine wanted me to help her tell everyone tat she has a blog now....so ppl...if u are readin my blog...do click on e link on e left hand side...click on joey...thx ppl! but i think her blog still undergoin sum changes...

hey...was wonderin whether u ppl do collect things...as in...i like piglets...so i got piglets soft toys at home...do u ppl collect things as well?? cox i got this cute frenx of mine...who collect dust....hmm....lol....

finally my turn to use e com!!!! my sis had been hoggin on to e com e whole mornin n afternoon...hai wo cant use e com...ended up watchin teevee e whole mornin n afternoon...which isnt a gd thing cox there arent many nice shows to watch either...anywae...there's so much to sae...but i dunnoe where to start also...but anywae...e main pt is SARGAS won e champion!!! which mean to sae is better than that alhena...castor...vega...regulus....hehehhex....=)

hmm...e orientation ended wif a campfire last nitex...erm...not too bad a campfire...sooo much better than in tpjc...their so called campfire was terrible....got everyone to gather together...then they set e fire...everyone claps...then we proceed back to e hall while they extinguish e fire...wad a campfire ritex? but things in mj is much diff...anywae...we had campfire items n our grp get to dress sumone as a mummy....i meant e eygptian mummy...poor shuting...got all wrap up in rolls n rolls of toilet paper...i thought our performance was pretty lousy thou..but hu noes...SARGAS won champion for campfire items...hehex....=) *grinx* anywae...e campfire continued wif other houses performin...then e mass dance...cheers...oh ya...i wan to sae sumthing...i was sittin innocently together wif a few other frenx...when sum fellow frm dunnoe sumwhere decided to throw a packet of bandung on e ground...n so...e drinks splashed on me...eeeewww...it was so gross...i dun mind if it is just water...but is bandung...eeew...i cant stand e smell of e drink..cox it smell soo milk...n im a super anti-milk person...cox i'll vomit if i drink it...n get disgusted smellin it....eeewww...so i smell of e horrid milk tat night...=x

e campfire nite ended wif e meridians singin e college song...e song sound quite nice...n everyone realli sings...n i mean...openin their mouth realli wide n sing...is realli nice being part of e family...n singing together wif em..i mean...so unlike in sec sch where everyone is forced to sing...=x

e nite ended ard 10plus...was starvin like mad by then..cox they didnt give us dinner break...i survived wif 2 lollipops...n a jelly drink...how fillin...=x oh ya oh ya..forget to sae sumthin also..SARGAS also won champion for e wet n wild as well...hehex...nva waste my effort in gettin all drenched n soaked...sargas rox!!! =) next time no more sargas...castor n other houses le...all will be changed...n sargas will be known as callisto....if im not wrong...n u noe who is my ogl for my og?? is none other than tat daron zeng n chee howe....hahax...so qiao rite...i ended up takin e same sub combi as em...and so ended in e same hse as em...n eventually...same grp...n i saw hazel tat dae also...was huggin her like mad...felt so gd seein zhss ppl...hahax...cox mj only got like 5 zhonghuarians there...

was down wif e flu bug yesterdae night n todae mornin...felt as if my nose was droppin off...but dunnoe y...it suddenly recovered later on in sch todae...as in not fully recover...but at least...i felt better...hahax...timothy n hweiting was sick as well...we were all like zombies when we walk to e toilets to change into our pe attire...took height n weight todae....OMG...i shrank!!! in tpjc...i am 160cm...now in mjc...becum 158cm...OH NO!! mux be e person measurin my height nva measure properly...mux be...but anywae...we had telematch...erm...was abit borin actually...cox quite a few game onli...then we had e mass dance...aiyox..so many steps...couldnt realli rmb...just anyhow dance...=x then had e couple dance also...goodness...my partner is super tall...180cm guy dancin wif a 158cm gurl??...alamak...n he got lots of strength..goodness...cox there's one part in e dance where we haf to hook our arms together then go in circles...he grab so tight n ran so fast...i almost got sweep off e ground...=x but he's a nice partner thou...kept remindin me e steps..hahax...

oh ya..i bought my uniform le...so excitin...hahax...finally can tuck my shirt in...*grinx* my pri sch uniform tuck out...sec sch also tuck out...eeew...is time for a change...hmm...

make new frenx todae...got louisa...yanling...angela...peizhen...n many many more...but then again...tomolo get into new og grp...ZZzzZ....haf to re make frenx frm my og now...hopefully my og is a fun batch of ppl...like 06S11...hahax...=p

oh no...im seriously down wif a fever...38.5 degree celsius this afternoon...38.0 in e late afternoon n now 37.7...sniff...home alone now...parents went to fetch my sista...da jie go out wif bf...there's this weird feelin in my stomache..like got this stretched rubber band inside...so uncomfortable...wanted to slp...but i've been slpin e whole afternoon...felt like a pig...

oh ya..there's sumthin i wanted to sae...e postman tore my form D...e form tat tells u which jc u are posted to...horrible postman! so my form was repackaged into a plastic cover thingy n they apologise for e damage done...hmm...=x

so bBooOrRriIinNnGgg...im currently enjoyin my life slackin...hehex...but im sure once i get into tat mugger sch...i'll mug like mad...hmm...one more dae to being a mjcian...hehex...=)

erm...yesterdae was e 49th daes since my ah gong left us...so we had to go n pray for him...n guess wad...u noe there's this shelves whereby they place e photos of those ppl tat passed away ritex...then i saw this photo tat just strike me...it looks so much like one of e zhonghuarians...e previous week when i saw e photo..it alreadi looked familiar to me..i went home to check my year bk...but couldnt find thou...so yesterdae when i saw it again...i asked my sis...n it happened to be of e same year as her...*gasp* thou we dunnoe him...but we did see him in sch before...kinda sad thou...he's still young...ard 18 or 19...hmm...

anywae...everyone proceed to mandai...to pay our respect to ah gong...stayed there awhile then me n my sis left for orchard to buy sumthin...my headache came back again then...irritatin...=x

dinner was at my ah ma hse...cox she wanted all of us to haf our dinner together...so my elder sis went to pick us up at hougang station...my mum wanted us to reach by 6.30pm...n we actually did reach on time...but...my elder sis took 5mins to park her car straight...another 5 mins deciding on e coupons cox my second sis was sotong...my elder sis wanted her to check how long my uncle put for his coupons...then my sis look into my uncle's car n sae...both purple n orange coupons are 20mins...my elder sis nearly fainted...cox e 20mins actually referred to e time when my uncle parked his car there...which is 6.20pm....after all e arguements...we ended up reachin my ah ma hse at 6.40pm..i got such furnie sisters...=p

anywae...was tokin to my cousins...kept luffin n luffin...then was tokin to xuanx...n we actually could rmb a song tat we heard like 5 years ago? n we still rmb sum of e lyrics...hhahax...=)

went home ard 9plus...was feelin sick by then...headache became worst...got sore throat also...all thx to mr tan sweets...mr tan is my elder sis bf...he saw my sis sore throat..so he bought her vicks...suppose to soothe ur throat de...so yesterdae..my sis asked me whether i wan not...hu noes...i ate it n now it is irritatin my throat...moral of e story is...if u dunhaf sore throat...dun take vicks....=x

anywae...e moment i got home...bathe n i slept le...was feelin so uncomfortable...didnt take any panadols thou...cox i dunwan to get immune to it...but i was feelin so uncomfortable tat i woke up at 2am...was feverish then...so i decided to take panadols...dunwan get sick on mon...is e first dae of sch...n i dunwan to miss out anythin either...yep...was feelin much better now...

im goin to be a MJCian...hehex...didnt get into aj...guess their cut off was ard 7 or 8...wasted...i got 9...anywae...mjc is equally good...got nice studyin environment there...but too bad only a few frm my cg goin there...me..timo...chris...n hweiting...n too bad...all changing their combi...so e more we wun be in e same class anymore...*sniff* nvm...i'll make new frenx soon...

anywae...yesterdae was my last dae in tpjc...wearin my tp badge...n being in 06S11...sounds kinda sad...we are all goin our separate ways...hmm....=x but nvm...tian xia wu bu san zi yan xi....will meet again in march holidaes i guess....

anywae...sch ended at 12.50 yesterdae...a few of us went over to chris's house...he on e karaoke set...but apparently...none sang...were merely listenin to e singer singing...hahax...so ended up playin bluff...look at his baby photos...his results...i think their sch gave em such a memorable farewell gifts n nice bk to file in their testi. unlike zhonghua...alamak...no farewell gifts...no graduation ceremony...nth for us to rmb....sad case...=x

but then...we left his hse ard 2plus...i took a bus down to zhonghua..while e rest went to catch a movie...i slept my way there...was havin a headache then...e journey took 45mins...so by e time i reach zhonghua..was alreadi near 4...met up wif eliza..aik hong..n sir ben...were tokin to em abt those jcs stuff...then came jenny...continued tokin...i think it was more of a gatherin session for e grads...cox i was only wif e sj for P.T n dismissal parade...hehex...then i left wif eliza ard 6.45pm...my headache was killin me...n summore...e bus tat i took worsen my headache..dunnoe how e driver drive...accelerate then brake...e speed yet to be constant then he brake again...so u can imagine how i was sittin in e bus...wif e lousy driver...bumping my way from serangoon to punggol....by e time i get off e bus...i thought my head goin to explode soon...hmph...

went home..ate dinner...slept at 10pm...sorrie to those who msg me at 10plus...cox i was slpin...so only replied u guys at 11plus...when e msgin sound woke me up...=x

goodness...after umpteen attempts did i manage to get into blogger n friendster...actually got alot to blog one...but now...like forgotten wad to sae le...

erm...let me recall...

todae went to sch...only 10 of my classmates turn up...first 2 periods were assembly n cme...ms loh didnt noe wad to do either..so she brought us to e canteen...not long chris came to sch n joined us...drink n tok n take photos...erm...didnt attend chem lecture thou..was slackin at e hall...watchin em play badminton...followed by spe...then e gurls did rock climbin todae...goodness...ppl climb e wall..i go knock on e wall...poor elbow...got abrasion...anywae...i climbed half way thru...then i cum down le...tirin...hehex...=) all e gurls also sama sama...all climbed halfway then came down le...only jiayi e pro who reached e top...cox she's a rock climber anywae...got lots of strength...=)

lessons just went on...lots of breaks in between...keep drinkin cups n cups of water...hai me n jiayi keep goin toilet...dots....=x final last two periods were phy...super borin! i was stonin away...couldnt focus either...so mr kuah suggested a early break...brought us to e canteen n treat us to drinks n chocolates...hahax...he's such a nice teacher...hmm..one more dae left to bein a tpjcian...=x im goin to miss 06S11...

oh ya...guess wad..heard tat mj now is partial 11...goodness...then wad is goin to happen to aj? partial 8?? oh no....pls let me get into aj!!! =x

hahax...at timo's house now...slackin awae....got nth to do...=x

hmm...just received my sis msg...she did okay for her a-level...got BBBC...goodness...my elder sis got AAAC...then now my second sis get BBBC...wads left for me?? CCCC? *touchwood!!* oh ya..heard frm sum ppl tat they hack into e moe webbie n got their postin results...dunnoe how they did it...zhang quan frenx msg him n told him could get in...but e cg tried in e sch library...couldnt access thou...

2 more daes left wif 06s11...*sniff* ouch! i got 3 blue blacks on my poor hand...thx to e scissor paper stone...wack until so hard....=x

hmm...just had my dinner....early dinner todae...cos e noodle was so temptin...decided to eat it...hehehx...anywae...yesterdae was suppose to be a super long dae...cox lesson endin at 4.10pm...but e class pon math lecture...im gettin pretty lost in maths...dunnoe wad e lecturer tokin abt...but anywae...ms loh wasnt in sch either...so got no econs lesson...cg went to e library instead...vandalisin on pieces of paper...hahax...e paper was actually meant to express our thoughts n ideas...but i guess no one bother to...cos e whole piece of big paper was full of scribblins here n there....yep...n thx to someone....who drew me so well tat chris sae it looks like sum orbituary photo...duh! =x

anywae...i had a llllooonnnnggg walk yesterdae ard punggol estate...goodness...thx to sumone huh....by e time i reach home...i dun even feel like movin ard...ended up slpin at 9plus....ZzZzz...

todae also another long dae...but full of brreaks....! hahax...feel so slack...todae pe lesson was aint too bad...e gurls were all sick...left wif me..jiayi n huiyun only...ran 2 rounds ard e track for warm up...hahax...i actually ran todae...cos usually e gurls would be walkin instead of runnin..n findin ways to run a shorter dist...hahax...then we played badminton todae...kinda rusty le..so long nva play le...then we had a 2 hr break....poor tengming is still tryin to do his pull up...jiayOu ba!

n finally...e econs test marked e end of sch dae...e econs test was horrible...not tat i dunno how to do...is tat i didnt haf enuff time...need to explain so much...how to finish...?? aiyah..watever...n im finally home...oh ya...lots of ppl are gettin sick le...do take care!!

if i cant be a paediatrician next time..maybe i'll go be a counsellor...cox i make a good one...great at counsellin myself...=x anywae...if u are readin this...just to tell u tat i didnt mean to get angry wif u...just cant help it...=x

im so SUPER peeved at sumone...when was e last time i blew my top??? i cant rmb...n why does it haf to be YOU...i just felt so cheated...i had nva ever thought u to be like this...i didnt noe u can get sick n tired of sumthin...especially when it cums to tat....i alwaes see u as a nice person...y mux u alwaes prove my theory wrong...!

i just felt so dumb...i was all wrong abt u...totally wrong...

is tears of anger now...not tears of saddness...how interestin....

disappointment. cheated. anger.
leave me alone.

goodness..couldnt slp last nitex...i was lyin on bed at ard 12 plus...kept tossin n turnin...it was 1plus am before i finally slept...n guess wad...i woke up at 5.30am...*gasp* my parents n sis were still slpin..so i guess i had better force myself back to slp...n woke up again later at 8am...hmm..home alone now...i dunwan do gp readin log!! so ma fan...still mux go find article n rack my brain thinkin on how to comment on tat article...=(

hmph.

goodness...cant believe it...im still wide awake...i think ever since jc life started...i've been slpin as early as 9plus...hmm...long time since i stayed up...i also dunnoe wad to do now...my family all sound asleep...left me...hmmm...=x

lesson went on as usual yesterdae...but 10 out of 14 of us pon physic lecture...cos all felt so sianx...didnt want to go for lecture anywae......so we ended playin donkey usin e cards...hahax...quite fun...but i ended up wif e most no. of joker cards...all thx to jiayi! =x

anywae..slack for tat 40mins then we went off for chem tutorials...i was abit stonin alreadi...cos didnt haf e mood to study...then finally last two periods were chi...even more slack! cos huiyun,me n michelle took hcl in sec sch...so we didnt haf to do e chi zhuo wen...so we spend our time tokin to e chi teacher...for like 1 hr plus...then waited in sch till 12.50pm for e official dismissal time...

then we took a bus down to downtown east...played bowlin...hahax...14 of us went...12 of us played...hehex...i was of cox a newbie there...a few of them also same as me...took me quite sum time for e ball to stay on track....but i managed to strike once!! hahax...aint too bad for a newbie bah...=p

anywae...e whole lot of us went to burger king to fill our tummies...i didnt eat thou...was so full...was stonin away when christopher told me got one casualty...i was searchin for e casualty but could only see a crowd of ppl there....heard it was a case of convulsion...in other words...is seizure or fits...was hesitatin whether to approach e casualty cos alreadi got sumone attendin to e casualty...n furthermore...there's no treatment for convulsion casualty...except for reassurin him n ensurin that he doesnt hurt himself...but still me n christopher still went up to take a look...oh ya...christopher is also a fellow sj member...he's e best cadet for nco course summore...so power...but anywae...we saw e casualty...is a man...ard 30plus year old...vomitted sum stuff out...but his condition kinda stable le...then a doctor frm dunnoe where appeared...n attended to him as well...then not long..e ambulance came...but by e time e ambulance arrived...e man alreadi recovered le...guess he was alright...yep...

then e cg took a class photo as well...stupid tengming...im sure my face wun appear in e photo...all thx to u worx...=x it was alreadi 5 pm then...half of e cg wanted to go home...so tat left wif me n michelle...tengming...chris..timo...zhang quan...koomar...rajan...farhan...we walked to e beach...e wind was super strong...even e birds got swept away by e wind...but it was realli nice enjoyin e sea breeze...hehex....but pasir ris park certainly br0ught back many memories...argh..forget it...=x

anywae...we sat down n tok....all thx to chris...i noe wad is fountain n waterfall...so disgustin...i think i gettin polluted by e guys...anywae...we even did footdrill on e beach...it was soo cool...cos quite a no. of us were frm ug grp...then started playin ard n crappin...then dunnoe hu started it...we began to play catchin...hahax...quite furnie thou..a bunch of us in our uniforms...playin catchin in e middle of e field...then we sat down...n tok n sing...by then only left 7 of us....left e park ard 7plus...then we walked all e way back to pasir ris interchange...chris was tokin abt e charlie 13...sum ghost stories...yep...then everyone started tokin abt their sch stories...=p

then waited for e bus wif koomar...i alwaes got problem tokin to koomar...his eng so powerful...n he tok so fast...could hardly catch up wif wad he was sayin...heard he's goin to participate in cyclethon tomolo in malacca...wish ya all e best then! =)

goodness...this is such a loooonnngg entry...!!

hmm..todae lesson aint too bad..thou is a long dae again...but we played ultimate frisbee for spe todae......hehex...i helped my grp score!! hahax...=) i think our cg are gettin closer n closer...but sad to sae..we are partin in one week time...sigh! but anywae...06s11 is goin out tomolo!! hahax...goin to pasir ris for bowlin n lunch i guess...sumthin for me to look forward to...hmm...oh ya...guess wad...i cooked spagetti(dunnoe how to spell) for lunch yesterdae...hahax..n it tasted so much better than e sch canteen one...think i blog again later...go help my sista wif e dinner...poor her...fryin nuggets all by herself...

hmm...i sat infront of my com for e past 1 to 2 hrs...tryin to think postively...n comfortin myself...n i guess...i straightened my thoughts out...i was openin this file tat i once type in it...it consist of everythin tat happened since 7 nov 2003 till 19 jan 2005...inside this file...i read thru everything...i tracked back e times when i broke up wif him on 18 jan 04 n later on in 19may 04...i read thru e time when i had a hard period...tryin to stop myself from bein sad...and how we eventually patch again n how i was happie again...actually in e relationship...i realli been thru alot...be it happie or be it sad...and i grew stronger each time...this is e third time we broke up...n i guess tat mark e end to everything...sad case thou...but i'll cross this obstacle...

im tryin to stay strong thou it may be hard...so i decided to type everything i wanted to sae in tat particular file...exactly one year for e next update in tat file...19 jan 2006. did felt much better after typin everythin out...computer is a gd confidante...n also...thanks to valerie, wenzhao and teng ming who tried comfortin me...it did help alot...thanks ppl!! *hugs*

im amazed at my recoverin speed thou...but there are still times when i think back of e past...i broke down again...but i guess it takes time...dunnoe when will it be...maybe when my Mr. Right appears...i'll be happie once again...=)

home alone again..seriously...i hate e idea of being alone at home...is not nice at all...last time can still crap wif my mum...but now..cum home also no one de...went home alone...open e door alone...watch teevee alone...aiyox...todae was so reluctant to go to sch..cos is endin at 3.30pm...but i guess still okie lar...just e thought of e long hr...make me feel sianx...todae SPE we played ultimate frisbee...it was quite fun thou...had e draw wif e opponent...hahax...then lesson carried on as usual...then my cg was decidin where to go tomolo...lots of idea...go pasir ris cycle...roller blade...go bugis shoppin...go orchard shoppin...go kayakin...go playt badminton...cant seem to make up their mind...but i think 06s11 rox! cos we realli a 'one for all and all for one' class...hahax...go anywhere also together...late for lectures n tutorials n still stroll our way into e LTs n classes...we also got good Civics tutor...took a class pic usin her phone...n she showed us her bf photos...hahax...=)

im so proud of myself todae..cos i stayed back in sch todae to do my phy homework...hmm...=) n guess wad...i failed my FIRST physics test...sad case...anywae...only got 4 passes only lar..so i aint tat bad...console myself...hahax...=)

im currently stone-ing at home now...no one is at home...only me n e teevee...me n e com...me n my homework...haixxx...i was so excited to cum home todae...cos finally sch ended at 12.50pm...cox i didnt go for canoeing...since i not stayin at tp anymore le...no pt goin ba..cos they choosing for ppl to enter sch team...so i go also pointless...so tengming...dun sae i do things nva you shi you zhong hor! reach home...ate sumthin light...watch teevee...bathe...do homework....watch teevee...online...boring! oh ya...yesterdae was rushin my econs homework...so i skipped my recess..n lunch...n later on in e evenin...i didnt have my dinner also...n guess wad...i went to weigh myself todae...hahax...lost half a kg...44.5kg...hehehex...nearin 44 soon...then 43!!! =p hmm...is it true tat in a relationship...a gurl will grow to love e guy more as days passes...while e guy grow to love e gurl lesser?? tat's a belief tat many gurls hold...cos they alwaes tell me tat...hmm...can tat someone prove me wrong...?

hmm....been havin late dinners nowadae...cos my mama had to go my ah ma from mon to fri...7plus am in e morin till 6plus pm in e evenin...sounds like workin hrs...but anywae...had to look after my ah ma..cos she still emotionally unstable...so everydae my mum rush to my ah ma hse to take care of her...rush back home to take care of us...sumtimes see her like so tired liddat...=(

anywae...im so peeved at this particular person...hu hold no regards for gurls...livin in her own generation...thinkin guys are better than gurls...thinkin im dumb n i cant study...say tat im a bad tempered person...sayin tat my L1R5 could haf been worse if those RI n RGS students taken e o's wif us...even before i take my o's result...she alreadi told me tat if i failed my o's...i can alwaes retake again...n ask me not to hold too high an expectation...in case i disappoint myself...although there was sum effort in her sayin she will help me celebrate if i do well...but well...=X n she alwaes appear to be so shocked to hear tat i take HCL despite e fact of me tellin her more than 3 times...which apparently..she cant seem to rmb...she only rmb guys....n dun care of e gurls...when she herself is a woman too...wad an irony...i think e worst part is how she manage to belittle u...n make u feel a small fry...n how she alwaes despise sjab...thinkin our first aid is useless...argh....is gettin on my nerve!!!

went to compasspoint wif my sista n daddi to get new phone...not for me...for my sis...sad case...hahax...i'll just need to wait for another 2 more mths for my plan to end first...dyin to change my phone...! anywae...bump into daryl there...then not long later...bump into my cousin..spore is such a small country...anywae...i finally get to eat my bak kwa at e last dae of new year...!! hahax...i go eat my dinner first...blog again soon....=)

was idlin at home..didnt noe wad to do..was thinkin of wad jcs to go...aj??mj?? hmm...got so troubled...decided to go cut my hair =)

got back my results todae...our batch did better than e 2 previous batches...but apparently...i didnt do exceptionally well...cos it wasnt wad i expected ba..but anywae...lucky i can deduct 4 pts...otherwise...realli bad le...got 13...so after deduction of e bonus pt...got 9...but i was realli satisfied with my literature..hahax..got A1!!! im alwaes stuck at a C n i got a A this time..hmm..*grinx* but it was a complete contradiction between lit n eng...cos supposedly...ppl who are gd in eng are also gd in lit...but then...i got seriously lousy grade for eng...shldnt sae....it realli shocked me when i saw it...guess i screwed my eng paper..but luckily got higher chi tat save me...so i didnt count eng grade...phew! anywae...went out with siewting..siew hoon...chinying...lulu...belinda...audrey..hazel..nicole to swensen...it was lulu's treat...she arh...every A she gets..she gets 1000 buck? n she got 5 As... dunoe got hear wrongly not..but anywae..tat was y she treated us...=x

then after dinner...i left wif chin ying...while e rest wanted to go shoppin...yep...tats all...

tired.exhausted.

todae tpjcian gathered at east coast park for e roadrun...it was 3km for e gurls...e gurls in my cg all didnt wan to run at first...but when e race started...all started runnin cos dunwan to be e last..hahax...was running wif jiayi all e way...3km worx...nva stop!!! hahax...sum proud achievements todae...tis e first time i participated in a roadrun or so called cross country...hehex...aint tat bad...but thou me n jiayi ran all e way...we came in like 338 for me...and 339 for her...out of 800gurls i think...goodness...hahax..but watever lar...then e guys started their race...they are super fast...but my cg all e guys useless de...*oops* no one in top 30......

anywae...me..tm...wf..timo...went to hwei ting hse after lunch...her hse was super big...erm...3 storey n 1 attic...she got a drum set at home also...tm was tryin to play...but well...it didnt turn out well lar...hahax...then played games...tok...left at 3pm...then went home le...

goodness...o's result out on fri...hmm...scary...i dreamt of my l1r5 last nitex..it was 12...i think got sumthin like b3 for eng....forgot e rest...i dunwan stay in tpjc!!!! can my o's result bring me to mj?? aj??

hmm...yesterdae mornin went to e temple to pray for my ah gong...every sat suppose to go down till e 49 daes....then my ah ma started tearin again...haixx...guess she had been tearin almost everydae...is like when she cry...all e adults tried to comfort her..then rest of us cousins are like...'now wad?' guess we just had to let her cry it out...no point askin her to stop cryin...is so hard to suppress ur emotions...haixx...furthermore...51 years of marriage...and one dae...the other half leave u...hu wun be heart broken...hmm...

anyway..we went home after tat...then went to my uncle hse for dinner later in e evenin...glad to see tat my ah ma okie le...then played carroms with my cousins...i got lousy aiming...cant seem to win them...then had dinner...continued chattin n luffin...was playin mimi with em..hahax...!! e thought of it just makes me luff...cos my aunty ate it down...wonder wad is tat?? ask me and i'll play it...hahax...ritex cousins?? then e phone rang...a call frm my aunty..sayin my ah ma fainted downstair...she was abt to go home le...then suddenly fainted...this aint e first time she fainted le..tat time she also cry until she faint...haixx...then my uncle n dad send her to e hospital...while e rest of us stayed at my uncle hse...not to worry...my ah ma was fine...

reach home ard 11plus...finished up my econs hw...then played sims...hahax...then went to slp at 1...

lesson ended at 12.10pm todae...exceptionally glad...hahax...but todae chi lesson was fun...cos e presentation by e 'ya long ji' grp was hilarious...hahax...e chi teacher ask e class to name our grp endin wif chicken de...so got all e furnie names...anywae...we are suppose to do the 12 sheng xiao thingy....plan a story...n act it out...quite furnie lar...cos i see e first grp present...i nearly luff my head off...so e dae ended well wif an enjoyable chi lesson...=D then our grp wan on to discuss abt our script...left ard 1plus...suppose to meet him at 2 at j8...but obviously i was late...reach there ard 2.35pm...felt so bad...make his frenx n him waited so long....SoRrIe!!!

anywae...took a bus down to sum place...sumwhere beside catholic sch...then e guys played bball...n i was tryin to mingle ard wif all his frenx... ppl i nva see before...goodness...but the ppl were pretty nice thou...i think quite diff frm jc...cos jc ppl are study orientated...they wun be out whole dae wif big bunch of frenx till night...at least for my frenx...i guess...anywae...return home ard 8plus...cooked instant noodle...then bathe and here i am le...

back again...lots to update...hahax...

todae had lesson till 9.40am then had concert....actually wanted to leave sch after lessons...didnt wan to go to e concert de...but then...unable to escape frm sch...toopit daryl...called me at 9am and ask me to escape wif em...but how to...i was in a middle of a class....so had to wait till 9.40am before my lesson end...and hu noes...by then...all e gates were all locked...tpjc got 4 exits...and they locked all four...nuts! so had to stayed in tat sch till 12.50pm...which is their official leavin time...sickenin! then my cg came up wif lotza escapin ideas...hahax...but of cox...they dun work...my civics tutor veri cute...cos she noe we wan to leave...then ard 12plus she called me...and was tellin me 'i saw all of u arh...dun try to escape hor...i can see wad u all are doin...dun bother to find me...cox u cant find me....' hahax...my civics tutor huh....veri furnie leh...she's realli nice....but i dun think i wan stay in tp ba...is not a bad sch...but just not a place tat i wan...

finally boarded e bus back to zhss!!!! ahahax...45 mins journey....reach there ard 1plus near 2...e first person i saw was chinying...she cut her hair...didnt recognise her till she wave to me...hahax...gave a friendly hug...then went to meet yingxian...hek ming maoying they all...felt so warm seein em again...hahax...like sum long lost frenx liddat...then we walked to this playground behind zhss de...at e flats there...dunnoe consider playground or not..cos i think not suitable for kids to play..but rather more for e teenagers...but then...we like sum deprived kids...got so fascinated by it...then saw e e1s ppl also...then all play together...hahax! then went to n&b...ate sumthin n tok for hours...played e silly games wif em...hahax...then went to hougang mall wif chinying...pei her to library...read sum magazines...then meet up wif my sista...to collect specs...then saw my aunty there as well...so i went to my ah ma hse wif her...cos my parents were there...didnt wan to be home alone...so just went ahead...anywae...visit my ah ma also...then dinner...buy groceries...then home! he called...tok for an hour or so...im finally relieved...it was a massive pourin out session...and i felt much better...cos i understand le...

miss ya....

hehehex....finally back after a loooonnnnnggg break....was sooo busy for e past few daes....was at my ah gong's funeral..then sch...didnt get much slp thou....but then those few daes....i think i tried all e diff ways and places to slp....i slept in hospital...i slept on couch...i slept on e hard floor...i slept sittin up...i slept on chairs....i slept sprawlin on e tables...i slept even in cars...but nth can compared to my bed...hahax...all my cousins were sayin tat their beds were gettin rusty...cos those few daes we kept rushin down to e hospital...didnt get much slp...anywae...finally got e time to blog le...been havin lessons till 4.10pm lately...so tired.....imagine 4 periods of chem a dae...2 lectures...2 pracs....can kill me...ZzZzZ....then todae had gp....and i almost thought i was in a history class...cos they tok abt those policies ideologies...wad greek...wad romans....wad democracy n wad absolute monarchy....alamak...! =x

anywae...ill keep this blog short...cos i got loads of work stackin up...need to complete my tutorials...i go haf my dinner le...blog again soon...anywae....im lookin forward to tomolo...hahax..cos end at 12.50pm!!!! goodness....finally end early....got canoein tomolo!!! yea!!

finally got into my new class todae...06S11!!! erm....19 of us in e class...consists of 7gurls n 12 guys...quite like my class...cox all click well...then e civic tutor also veri nice...=) todae didnt do much...cos onli got phy lecture for e dae...then slack all e way...ZzzZ...i wan start lesson...!!! but i bet once lesson starts...i wan breaks...hahax...contradicting...=x oh ya...got e combi i wanted...which is H2 phy chem maths and H1 econs...wanted to take bio de...but i guess...better if i dun take...

anywae..cos todae had hours of breaks...played silly games again...hahax...i played one of these games tat i learn frm e sj seniors wif e rest..hahax..then turn out only daryl got it...finally he turn smarter...then huitian... hui qi... woon jiun... lionel all couldnt get it...played tat game for like hour before daryl n i dropped a super big hint...n they got it..actually todae aint tat bad...cos we manage to entertain ourselves...better than few daes back...practically stonin awae...but i guess cos we knew each other better le...so click easily...=) anywae...thx for ur 55cents treat woon jiun...*ahem*...honoured huh....cos u treat me extra 5 cents compared to e rest...gosh... im gettin lame...

im back again to update more...tat dae after my cousin weddin...my ah gong got hospitalise le...my sis called home n ask me down to e hospital cos my ah gong in a critical condition...so waited for my dad and went to e hospital together wif my cousin...when i took e first look at him...i almost gasp...he suddenly changed so much...his neck and leg swell up into a big lump...and he couldnt recognise us anymore...he couldnt even recognise my ah ma...e doctor had said earlier before tat liver cancer could actually cause e person to slowly forget everythin...but i didnt noe it would be tat serious...cos my ah gong was fine just a few daes back when i visited him...then he suddenly became liddat...i was holdin back my tears then...it was hard not to cry seein my ah gong like this...heard frm e doctor tat his cancer cells had spread to his heart n brain...so is pretty serious...e cousins sat outside...it was alreadi 11plus...then all of a sudden...one doctor n nurse was pushin e bed out of e ward urgently...then i saw my dad ...uncles n aunties followin behind...i thought sumthing happen to my ah gong...but it wasnt...it was ah ma....she fainted in e ward...guess she's pretty upset over my ah gong...she didnt eat e whole dae...and she's down wif flu...anywae...she was rushed to A & E...my uncles n aunties like all of sudden felt lost...cos now...both my ah gong and ah ma is lyin on e bed...so we split half...half to stay and pei my ah gong...e other half to pei my ah ma...but then luckily my ah ma was alright...

my dad n uncle stayed in e hospital overnight to pei my gong while e rest went to my ah ma hse to sleep....tat night...was e most unforgettable nitex... it was 1am plus when my ah ma returned home after a check up....my cousin n sis was awaken up my ah ma loud cries....she cried veri hard over my ah gong....then all my aunties and uncles surrounded her...tryin to calm her down but instead....all cried together....i didnt noe wad to do...it was 2am plus....it was dark...and i could only see a bunch of ppl there....cryin and sobbin...my sis n cousin felt pretty lost too...actually...it was hard to rid tat scene out of my mind...cos i kept thinkin abt it...i dunnoe y...but it was a heartbreakin scene....haixxx...

sumtimes...i realli wish my ah gong could leave peacefully....i dun wan to see him suffer....is like so scary....u dunnoe when he might leave us....u freak out when e phone rings...it hurts when u see my ah ma cryin for him dae n nitex...it hurts when u see my ah gong forgettin everything he knew previously...there is alreadi no medicine to cure him...e doctor sae he might just leave us any dae...is either he live on healthily...otherwise leave us peacefully...

im finally back!!! noe i haven been updatin for quite sum time...guess alot of things happen within these past few daes...so wasnt in e mood for bloggin...anywae...been in new sch for a week or so...actually tpjc aint tat bad ba....but i doubt ill be stayin there after first three months...anywae...here to update on tpjc orientation as requested by sumone yea?

erm...let me recall..........just a summary of wad happen for e orientation.....

first dae of sch was pretty sianx...cos we all dunoe each other...was walkin aimlessly ard e sch...hopin to find sumone i noe...cos it seems to me tat i am e only zhonghuarian there...but thank goodness....i saw jin hong...then she brought me to find other zhss ppl...got hui qi(4e5)..hui tian...hui qi (4e3)...daryl...lionel...and woon jiun...so 8 of us got together...but still...we didnt tok much...cos i dun realli noe em well...so e dae past pretty slow...went to e hall...then we assemble...was in e same og as hui qi...e e5 one...then ogs interaction...then learn cheers...i like e tp cheer...quite unique...then after lunch had e dry games...but i wasnt feelin well anywae...so i left early...

2nd dae of orientation was much much better...we got to noe each other better...then started crappin n stuff....learn mass dance...me n hui qi gave up...cos too complicated le...only like e couple dance n e shy guy dance...but tat dae orientation was more of subject combi talks and cca talks....most of e time we arent listenin...was playin silly games wif our ogl and ogm...

3rd dae of orientation was aint tat bad...highlight of e dae was e wet games...it was alreadi rainin then...so e rain actually add on to e so called wet games...there's this game where they fill up a place wif water...or rather dirty water....then threw a few safety pins in...then we are suppose to find em out...then also got another game...e 'crawl in e mud' game....i was tryin to avoid it....but couldnt...it was so disgustin...then rainin summore...so e mud got more eeeeww...then we had to crawl on those sticky...dirty mud....yucks....also got played other games as well...lazy to list all out...oops! then i went home wif him...hehex...so touched...cos he came all e way to tampines just to pei me home...maybe u can do tat more often....??

last dae of orientation was mainly...cheerin...dancin...talks and more talks...then also got cca orientation...i signed up for canoein...tennis and odac...cant make up my mind which to go anywae...then later in e nitex...had orientation nitex....all e way till 10plus 11...then went home le...

generally...e orientation aint tat bad ba...but it sure could be a whole lot better...hehehex...but e ogls and ogm make e orientation a success...n i guess....i pretty much enjoyed it...=)


okie next issue....is my cousin weddin...

it was on 8 jan 06...my family woke up at 5am....tats was like soooooo early....cos my mama had to help my aunty wif sum stuff...anywae...reach auntie hse at 6.40am...my biao jie was still preparin herself...then saw sum of my biao jie's colleagues...they are e cheeky ones....cos they went to buy those buns and tarts...then remove all e fillins...and stuff in coffee powder...sugar....lemon...wasabi...it looks so gross...e groom goin to have a big time! ard 7plus...e groom came...then e fun begins....e groom and other companions had to finish those buns and etc...cant believe they actually finished em up...then they gave e groom a red cloth n a red pail..ask him do lion dance...hahax...tat was e funny part...cos looked so furnie n silly...summore mus add in sound effect....it sure entertain us...hahhax...then e groom also had to write a love letter to my biao jie...they handed him a lipstick and ask him to seal e letter wif a kiss...hahax...then also gave him oranges...initially they ask him to peel e orange to form a heart shape...but dunnoe y turn out to be 4 numbers...hahax..anywae....he came into e house finally...but got stopped outside my biao jie's rm...cos he haf to kneel down and sing a song....and wait for my biao jie to give e green light for him to come in...after much effort....he finally succeeded n enter e rm...then e day went on...their weddin dinner was held at meritus mandarin hotel...we went earlier cos we had to help my biao jie... was e receptionist there...hahax....i was pretty sotong anywae...but i was still of sum help...=p then e dinner commence...my sis n cousin n i were suppose to wait for e cue to get into postion to throw e flower petals as my biao jie entered e ball rm....but miscommunication....then veri furnie...cos we had to rush to our postion...then my cousin was like runnin n throwin e petals at e same time...then everything ended ard 11plus....when i reach home...was like 12plus le...totally exhausted....

hApPIe NeW yEaR!!!! =)

things are definitely not lookin good for my ah gong...he went for a check up todae...a blood test i believe...suppose to check whether e cancer cells did spread or not...but anywae...e doctor were sayin tat e tumour is lookin bad...cos it is pressin to a vein..dunnoe ritex or not...but watever it is...tat vein or wadever u call it...is suppose to transport e nutrients to e body...n since it is pressed...it posed more problems to his health...then his kidney also got sum problem...but watever it is...better hope tat he's goin to be alright...and tat his condition can be well controlled.....

okie....went to my ah ma hse in e afternoon wif mama n sista...xuanx was alreadi there when we reached...so e young ones played computer games...while e old ones....hahax..i meant e adults were chattin away...lucky got my mama to tok to my grandparents...otherwise my ah gong surely keep slpin one...which aint a good thing cox this will meant tat he cant slp at night and neither can my ah ma slp too....cox i heard frm my aunty tat yesterdae... cox my ah gong slept too much...then at night cannot slp...every half an hour woke my ah ma up n told her e time...all e way till mornin 6am...poor ah ma...cant slp at all...=x so e adults had a hearty chat...which kept ah gong awake...then me...xuanx n sista were luffin their heads off in e rm...hahax..cox got e lamer there....which is me! hehehex....=p anywae...todae was much better than yesterdae i guess...more occupied...than at least got someone tok to ah gong...cos like i sae...i cant realli tok to him...im still brushin up my hokkien...hmm...

was up at 7am yesterdae....tats like soooo early...didnt wan to wake up....but had to go ah ma hse...cos no one left at home to accompany em...then summore my ah gong sick...so daddi drove me to ah ma hse...as early as 8am...was kinda borin...was waitin for xuan to cum...sat there...read e papers....read e magazine...and is like still barely 9...and i cant communicate well wif my ah gong also....cos my hokkien is so terrible...alwaes cannot understand wad he sayin...watch teevee wif ah ma...hahax..i think my ah ma veri furnie...watch one show got lotza comments...hmm....ard ten plus...xuan came le...she brought labtop summore...hahax...was so excited...cos finally got things to play le...but arh...she so sotong...brought sims to install...but left e first disc at home...alamak....dunoe wad to sae le...so couldnt play...sianx....then cant connect to net either...alamak....ended up playin pinball...n minesweeper...im learnin e art of playin minesweeper...hahax...=D anywae...stayed there till evenin...waitin for daddi to xia ban to drive me home...

dinner time when i reach home....a sudden cravin for veggie!!! hahax...ate my dinner wif nth but rice n veggie...n more veggie...n more veggie....drank e soup wif more carrots n cherry tomatoes...hahax...im still havin e crave for veggie....dots...is e veggie festival....

hmm...yesterdae woke up as early as 7.30am..hahax...help my mama fry roti prata...ate e prata n my family went to my auntie hse...cos my cousin gettin married...then e guy had to send e gift over to auntie hse...so auntie wanted us over for lunch n help em out as well...was tokin to my cousin n realise she also went to tpjc...hahax...so qiao...summore same stream...maybe will end up in e same class...cos both of us wanted e same combination...hmm...then tat will be cool...anywae...reach home ard 2plus...then went to meet him at 5...hahax...went to e usual place-pasir ris park... walked ard n finally settled down at e rock...sat there till....8plus...was countin e stars...counted 12 of em...seldom see so many stars in e sky...got pattern one summore...linear one...disperse one...hahax...sound like sum settlement pattern....=) anywae...went for dinner at swensen...then back home...anywae...thx for e christmas present...!!! was shocked initially...to see e whole box of hearts...hahax...anywae...is not 400...is 396 hearts...hahax...i was crazy enuff to go n count em...seriously....THANKew!!!! *hugs*

went out wif doris todae...erm...im still tryin to appreciate e art of watchin movie...seriously...i dun see e need to watch movie...hehex....watever lar..tats me...anywae..got drag by her to watch chronicles of narnia...but fated lar...tickets all sold out....*bleahx*=p we walked ard....stop by kfc for a cup of drink..and tok n tok n tok...continued walkin n walkin...walked to far east...then walked back...hahax...we are nuts...kept walkin...then went for dinner at jacks place...it was her treat tat night...and we were nuts there as well...intially tokin n eatin...then saw doris so called digustin way of eatin e potato...hahax...maybe next time u shld show me e real you...hahax...she kept askin for more sour cream...more n more...i think she added 4 big spoonful on one pathetic potato...finished eatin...didnt want to leave yet...n e waiter kept wantin to clear our plates...and so we kept tellin em we haven finish out carrots n lady fingers...tats pretty lame thou...=D but anywae...we left after e third waiter asked to clear e plate....then we walked to plaza sin...then back home...hahax...once again..she pei me all e way to punggol...=) but i didnt let her send me to e lift...hahax...i walked her to bus stop n waited e bus wif her instead...then i went home...tired....after all e walkin...oh ya...thx for e cup! hahax...=D

hehex...finally back!!

2e3 chalet....
erm....just imagine 17 plus ppl in a room...n fightin for a place to slp is sick enuff....and worst still...only got 3 pathetic gurls tat stayed over....not many ppl slept anywae...e guys were all playin sum soccer games which i dun find it fun at all...and they can still play thru e night....dots...went out at 12plus am wif him...no idea how long we can walk...cos it was 2plus when we went back to e chalet...then got this neighbour hu kept complainin we were too noisy cos e guys were playin n luffin veri loud....hehex...then val and me was makin fun of him as e rest of us walk ard e chalet...i heard he even called e security...went back again to e chalet...then played cards...fabian was tryin to fortune tell...hahax...quite furnie actualllie...but it helped us spent e night...slept awhile in e mornin...i think i kept nappin n nappin..nap until i dunnoe i got realli slp or not...cos i slept 5mins then wake up...10 mins then wake up...anywae...went to help to buy e bbq stuff in e afternoon....then i n him went to e pasir ris park...it was low tide...so u can imagine wad a great sight it was...stayed there till evenin then went back...ate dinner n watch teevee...n he pei me home le....

family chalet
yet to recover from my slp then set off for my family chalet le...it was at aloha there...didnt noe tat civil servant get huge subsidies...cos e chalet amt to $1500 plus...then civil servant get $900 plus of subsidies...tats like alot lar...anywae...we check in then e cousins played badminton n went swimmin...a pity my ah gong couldnt cum cos he got hospitalised...so tat first night...only 9 of my cousins includin my sister n one of my uncle aunty stayed...played board game n snack at night...then there was this cockroach incident tat left us all luffin awae...cos arh...this flyin cockroach landed on my cousin head while we played board game...then she flick it awae...n landed on another cousin hand...everyone ran like mad....then one of my cousin was tryin to kill it...hit e wall so hard tat part of e wall chipped off...maybe e wall was lousy...but it was so furnie...that it had us all luffin....eventually e cockroache died then we continue with our game...slept at ard 12plus...i guess only family chalet do i get to sleep on nice bed n haf enuff rest...

anywae....e cousins decided to wake up at 7am to play tennis...we played till 9am...took a break...then played badminton....then went cyclin...cycle all e way to pasir ris park there...stopped to play e swing..hahax..n e dishwasher...xuan n i was sittin on it...and my cousin was turnin it so fast that it left xuan screamin awae....hahax...then attract all e kids...then ended up playin wif em...continued cyclin...i think we cycle for hours before returnin back to chalet...went to swim then had bbq...hehex...excercise dae!! tirin...basically...e second dae of chalet was exercise n exercise n exercise...then my great grandmother came to e chalet as well..she's 91...n she's fit! i think i adore her alot...cos she's so cute...she's old but she's not a burden to anyone...and she can eat alot...hahax...she even drank champagn wif us...then when u smile to her...she just kept lookin at u n smile back...hehehex....=D i love my great grandmother....!!!! =)

e third dae of chalet...continued playin tennis..badminton n stuff....agar e same as second dae lar...

e fourth dae...wasnt exactly a nice dae...cos e doctor called my uncle n told em he suspect cancer when he did a check up for my grandfather...all my uncle n aunties for a moment...turn all quiet...then sat down n had a tok... we cousins...couldnt do much...went down to visit my ah gong in e hospital...he looked alright to me...but he turned so skinny i almost couldnt recognise him...stayed there till e afternoon...e report wasnt out...whether e tumour was er xing one or liang xing one...we went back to e chalet...then we went to cycle...fell off e bike..hahax..quite dumb actually...i was stationary n i can still fall off...anywae...it got me a big contusion...it was 10cm by 5cm....big huh?? then 7 of us cousin went cyclin...didnt had enuff bike...so i had a free ride frm my cousins...they brought us to sum swarmy areas...cycle for hours before returnin back to e chalet..it was bad news when we returned...e report was out...and e tumour was er xing one...which mean cannot be cured...as in...e doctor said operation could not be done...and only gave my ah gong medicine to prevent e tumour frm further growin or at best...shrink it...hopefully....it works...i think this year aint a good year for all ah gongs....my gandpa passed awae just month ago..left than a 100 daes...then now my ah gong liddat...haixx...

4e2 chalet
went to klass chalet after my family one...it was at sentosa...e DBS chalet...goodness...e chalet was so dirty...all sand n hair everywhere...didnt feel much like walkin...so we went out to walk instead wif edward..hen..st...n hongkit...edward brought us to a hse...just 5 blocks away frm out klass one....but this chalet has got no furniture inside...all empty n dirty...edward n i walked in...went upstair...n he showed me e carcass....it was a dead cat...it smells....n e cat was decomposin...yucks....but i was brave yea...i actuallie went in..hahax...cos hk dare not went in...hahax....gurl power! then vosh led us to another abandon hse...only me...vosh n edward went in...went explorin round...then we walked to this rm...i think is a room full of bats...tats our conclusion...cox e squeaky sound came from tat room...it was a dark room...and doors were half closed...no one wanted to went in anywae...got out of there...then went back to chalet...at night...went to see musical fountain...not bad lar...got one part quite nice...got fire de...cool...after tat...took sum pictures....and i left there at 10plus...edward send me n st out...n we waited for e dumb bus for 15mins....dots...it was sooooo long....finally arrived at harbour front at 10.45pm...i felt bad...cos i had him waitin for an hr or so....sorrie arh....but he was nice i must sae...hehex..came all e way to harbour front at night just to pei me home...hehex...n thankew arh....make fun of me...i'll rmb tat...it will be ur turn sumdae...yea?

goodness...i think i just type a 1000 word essay...hahax...

woke up at 10.30am...didnt noe i slept until so late le...had my breakfast...then watch corpse bride...then here i am le...hmm...startin my chalet marathon todae...hahax...=p

also dunhaf anythin to blog...update again in 1 week time...hehehex....im sure i'll haf lots to sae...

was at edmund hse from mornin till night...had a meetin tat lasted from 11 to 4pm...poor me...take minutes until i felt like givin up...ZzZz...we even missed our lunch cos too busy havin e meetin le...so edmund went up his hse n cook a whole pot of prawn flavour instant noodle to feed us all...hahax....everyone was so grateful to him..cos e function rm was simply freezin cold...need sumthin warm to warm us all....so we ate e noodles...after eatin...everyone decided to stop e meetin..hahax...cos all sianx le...no mood le...so e chairperson gave in...anywae...he was feelin sleepy...so we packed up e rm...n left for e bbq pit...meanwhile...went to play tennis...im seriously lousy at it...played wif daryl e pro...kept missin e ball...so paiseh....=x then this tiexuan...nva touch tennis before also played until like so pro...ZzzzZ....jealous....

anywae...went back to bbq pit...edmund prepared pasta for us...then we eat n tok n eat n tok...then helped to cook sum food...then we haf e 3 musketeers sittin together n tokin...me...tx n jackie...hahax...jenny!! u should had stayed!!! then chuwen n edmund decided to join us...and started wif all e craps....i think those seniors got powerful skills in creatin a happie atmosphere...hahax....just sat there....simply lufffin away...then sir ben came from nco camp...he got e sims uni le...ahhh!!! when can u lend me???

hehex...can go try whether u found ur mr.right
http://web.tickle.com/tests/mrright/result.jsp

tat explain mine below...

Ah, l'amour. Sure you've felt your heart go pitter-patter before, but there's a reason that you're ready to make it work with this guy. You've finally found the person who wants the same things in life as you do, whether that's having a huge family, traveling around the world, or building successful careers.You're self-assured and you know what you want, so it's of the utmost importance that you find a guy who's willing to share his life's ambitions and goals with you and supports yours, too. It took a great girl to divert his focus from his beloved mother, so take heart. You're headed in the right direction...together!

hmm...i'm bored....

an explosion took place in my hse todae...hahax...mama was cookin red bean soup when e whole glass pot decided to explode...and my mama was standin rite next to it...luckily she wasnt injured...n so...papa and mama wasted e whole afternoon clearin up e kitchen...cos all e glass bits and beans were scattered everywhere...=x

and then...my aunties cum knockin at my door...hahax...they came to visit us...was tryin to stop myself frm eatin...but they brought pastries...so i ended up eatin em....haixx...nvm...i'll start my losin weight session this cumin week....i'm tryin to lose erm....3kgs...possible???

What Breed of Dog Are You?
http://web.tickle.com/invite?test=1000&type=t

hehehex...can go try...here's my results...

No bones about it, you're a good-hearted, people-loving Bernese Mountain Dog. Down-to-earth and loyal, no one works or plays harder than you do. You put your nose to the grindstone when it really counts, but you never neglect your social calendar. Simultaneously strong and sweet, you're very tuned-in to the feelings and needs of the other dogs you run with. Without having to be asked, you always have a helping paw to lend and a sympathetic shoulder to lean on. "Communication" is your middle name, and when that's paired with your unswerving devotion, you get a breed that everyone respects and trusts.

went changi beach wif him yesterdae...go see aeroplaneS n shipS...hahax...but e place was xtremely hot...like no shelter de...but it was quite a peaceful place cox not many ppl were there anywae...i think we counted more than 20plus aeroplanes before we left e place for dinner...and saw this bright green lizard climbin up e glass plane while eatin...eeeww...disgustin...=x

anywae...went to sj hq todae to claim back my taxi fare...at first i thought they'll just pay u back whatever u spend wif e receipt shown...but they didnt thou...gave jen n i $24...so after claimin n dividin...earned an extra 7 bucks each...hahax...got enuff money go watch movie le...so when are we goin out ncos???

cum to think abt it...just when i was bored to death...my week suddenly crammed wif so many chalets...next thur got 2e3 chalet...then fri to mon got family de...then tue n wed got 4e2 de...alamak...all one after another...=x

=29 months 0 daes=

e bbq was much better than i had expected...i was thinkin tat everyone would be distant but it didnt turn out to be...we had great fun thou...finally saw doris...hahax...=D she didnt change much...except for e golden hair...to think we still had sooo much to tok thou i didnt see her for a year....or perhaps tat was y we had so much to tok....? but anywae...we sat at the beach...then tok n tok n tok...went to cycle...and continue tokin...non stop...i would sae she was my greatest buddy in pri sch...hahax...she was e first in my entire life...to send me home right to e doorstep almost everydae after sch...sounds like a big sister protectin a small gurl yea? after graduatin...no one else did e same as wad she did...perhaps tat is why she left a great impression in me...

ard 20 odd ppl from 6d gathered yesterdae...which was better than expected...cos i thought only ard 10 ppl would turn out...but thx goodness...it wasnt...=) guess e class ended e bbq playin murderer...hehex...left at ard 11plus...and once again...doris got her aunt to send me home...hahax...reach home near 12...not even a call frm him...haixx...watch a korean show...'love story at harvard' it was realli a nice show...but i only manage to stay till 1.30am then i knock out le...too tired...

hehex...met up wif yx n cy...went to work at sum factory...sum checkin stuff...u noe those shops with the 'closed' and 'open' sign?....we were checkin those for 5hrs...and earned 30plus buck each...not tat bad lar...average 1hr $6 plus...hahax...got home n watch teevee....erm...oh ya..havin my pri 6 class bbq tomolo...hahax..sounds cool ritex...soo long nva see em le...wonder how they all looked now...hahax...i go play com game le....sister waiting....later then update again....=D

*gasp* e parade was at 9.15am...n e grads are suppose to check e uniform...time check: 8.00am...actually could had been punctual...hehex...takin my own sweet time...by e time i reach sch...parade just ended...dots...watever...e trainin started...me jen n tx walked ard...stood outside e classrm...busy commentin...not realisin sir daniel was there...hahax...he obviously had lost many kgS...and his eng finally improved with lesser vulgarities used also...all cos he went aus. he was in e sj there...heard their dummy was worst than ours...hahax....=x

e interestin part came after lunch...erm...was e judges wif guo hua for e MOI...(method of instruction)....i suddenly realise how nice i was...hahax...*smirk* cos guo hua was toooo strict...and e mark he gave was all below 5 over 10...hmm...then came e triage...e case was a fire at e classrm block...almost fainted when i saw them treat e csualty....and i got one funny cadet who picture himself takin e fire extinguisher n puttin out e fire...before he save e casualty...almost luff my heads off when i saw him doin it in front of me...all i could comment was...nva risk ur life as a first aider...i think he is e first one i had ever encounter doin this...or rather all e other grads...hehex...lets not be bad...erm...e treatment for e casualty was terrible also...basic bandagin also cannot do...cpr also locate wrongly...take breathin also cannot take...also cannot reassure....DOTS...my dear year 1 n 2....pls jiayou...go for nco course le...still liddat...how u goin to survive for e camp???!!

anywae...training finally ended at ard 6plus le...waited for benji...then went to upper serangoon...sum shop to get e sims...hehex...got my sims expansion...but bad news is...i need my sims 2 to install also...and is wif benji...alamak....goin to haf a borin weekend le....=x

i miss you....(big enuff not?)